Chapter 52 Chapter 10 Freshmen

After Nian's call, the room became quiet all of a sudden. I felt as if my spine had been frozen and I couldn't move.For a moment, he didn't even feel like vomiting, only his fingers clenched the sleeve that he subconsciously grasped just now, and the faint smell of Buddha's fragrance on Si Ye's body inadvertently lingered... After a while , "Ning'er", Yinxiang called out in a low voice behind me, but the voice sounded a bit stagnant. I couldn't help shivering, and woke up suddenly, only to realize that the room was a bit scaryly quiet. I didn't need to raise my head to guess the expressions on everyone's faces and the calculations in their hearts, and my mind turned quickly. With a "wow", I vomited again, but this time it was a real "retch". The sound of my vomiting was like a charge to break the curse, and the people in the room who were stiff and silent were all moving again. up.

I heard Concubine De order someone to fetch clothes for Fourth Master, and then ordered someone to announce the imperial doctor. There was a sound of chaotic footsteps behind me, and a pair of warm and strong arms came around first. I took the opportunity to let go, and entered In Yinxiang's arms, someone handed me a handkerchief, and I took it and covered my mouth.In a blink of an eye, I saw those slender hands stop in the air, and then slowly drew them back. A gust of fragrant wind passed by, and Nian Shi and Li Shi had already leaned over, squatting down to help Fourth Master tidy.

Si Ye stood up, waved away Li Shi and Nian Shi who were on the side, and respected his body slightly, "Madam, excuse my son's disgrace, I will change my clothes first and then come to greet you", Si Ye said slowly , the tone is as low as ever, but the words are clear.  "Come on, the West Room is warm, it's okay to wear thinner clothes, go there and change", De Fei said softly, with concern in her tone. "Yes" the fourth master replied, and the Nala family on the side only gave a few instructions to the Li family and the Nian family, but he stayed here. , I don’t know why I paused again, and then I went out, Mrs. Li and the others were so busy that they took the girl to follow, I don’t want to turn my eyes away.

Seeing that I was retching, Yinxiang patted my back lightly, muttering something in his mouth, "Don't be so hard, take it easy...Okay, okay, it's okay..." etc. Waiting for this has no practical meaning, but it sounds very ironic. Real vomiting is certainly an uncomfortable thing, but pretending to vomit is not much better. I feel uncomfortable at first, but after such a toss, after a while, I feel that my face is very hot and my throat is dry and burning . "What are you still staring at, quickly go outside to find Cuiyun, and ask her to fetch my spare clothes, she knows where they are." Nala's anxious voice sounded, and a young eunuch hurriedly agreed gone.

If you spit it out again, it will really become a performance. If it weren’t for the talented people who spit out the bottom, I guess these top people would have noticed it a long time ago. Anyway, everyone’s attention has been dispersed now, and the atmosphere is no longer as good as before. It was weird, I covered my mouth and coughed twice, took two deep breaths, and raised my head to speak. As soon as I looked up, I met Shang Yinxiang's worried eyes, and Ying Ting frowned, seeing me looking at him, he quickly relaxed his expression, and smiled at me comfortingly, "What do you think now? Like", after speaking, he pulled his sleeves and came to wipe the sweat from my forehead.I grinned, "It's better, maybe I didn't eat properly in the morning, don't worry", as soon as I said that, I felt a disgusting taste of vomiting in my mouth.

"Sister, here, wash up quickly" Mrs. Niu Hulu brought cup tea at some point, and now my son was free, so he hurriedly handed it over to me.I hurriedly said thank you, before I could reach out, Yinxiang took it over, tested the temperature first, and then brought it to my lips.I couldn't help smiling, and then I went over to take a few mouthfuls. There was already that clever girl, holding a spittoon, waiting for me. As soon as I handed over the teacup in my hand, Yinxiang picked me up regardless, took two quick steps, and put me on the warm bed inside.Concubine De Ben was sitting at the table, she couldn't help being taken aback when she saw this, I was feeling uncomfortable at first, and I didn't think too much about it, but when Yinxiang opened his body together, my eyes met Concubine De's, I blushed , but her heart turned cold, Concubine De looked at me, then at Yinxiang, and only smiled slightly.

 "Fujin, the clothes have been brought by the maidservant" A girl's voice rang out, Niu Hulu quickly walked up, reached out to take it, Nala turned to face Yin who was sitting beside me Xiang laughed and said, "My sister's clothes are also dirty. The imperial doctor came over after a while, and it doesn't look good. Besides, it's uncomfortable to wear. It's better to change into clean ones first."Nalashi paused, then smiled at Concubine De and said, "Your Majesty, this meal is useless here anyway, why don't you go back to the East Conservatory first and let Thirteenth Brother train you to talk first, he is a man There's nothing I can do here to help."

Concubine De smiled and nodded, Yinxiang looked down at me, I blinked to indicate that it was okay, he smiled, then got up and respected Nalashi slightly, "It's still the fourth sister-in-law you think Zhou Dao, then I will trouble you.” Nala pursed her lips and smiled, “Thirteenth brother, why are you being polite to me?” Concubine De stood up and said to me in a warm voice, “Be careful not to catch the wind again, Come talk to me later," I hurriedly bowed my head and respectfully agreed. Yinxiang supported Concubine De and walked out, then turned back to look at me, and then went.Nala and Niu Hulu brought the girls up to help me clean up. The air in the room still smelled of vomiting. Although I only vomited some water, it didn't smell very good after all. I murmured A few words of apology.

 Niu Hulu laughed, "Sister, don't be too polite, why do you look like Shisan Lord?" Nala said with a smile while I helped clean up, "This is a husband and wife, of course everything is the same." , everyone in the room laughed, and I laughed dryly, too. When it was almost finished, Concubine De sent a girl over to pass the message, saying that after packing up, she would hurry back to the east room. As soon as it got warmer there, the empress was worried and wanted to see the imperial physician for pulse diagnosis, so Nala hurriedly stood up Come and agree.In the past, it was really troublesome for women to put on and put on belts. Even if it was simple, it took a while.

 Nala originally wanted to find two young eunuchs to hug me, but I hurriedly refused, saying that I was much better, Nala didn't insist anymore, just helped Niu Hulu one by one I go out.I originally wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it carefully, whether they really cared about me or just showed it to him, it was better than those two who didn't care about me at all, so I let them help me out . As soon as I walked to the door, there were already young eunuchs coming and going, the imperial doctor was already waiting, and the fourth master and the thirteenth master were accompanying Concubine De.As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Nian's laughter coming from inside. I'm fine, but Nala and Niu Hulu frowned at the same time, and they both looked at me indifferently. I just thought Do not know.After walking two steps, he was about to go up the steps. He heard what Concubine De said inside, but he couldn't hear clearly, only Nian replied jokingly, "Niangniang, don't worry too much, there must be nothing serious. This woman vomited, other than stomach discomfort, she was happy, she just got married, she would never be Yu Ning sister...

Before she finished speaking, there was a "snap", and a teacup fell heavily on the ground, and I couldn't help being stunned. What did she say? I stood in the same place in a daze, and when I heard the news, it seemed that I was talking about someone else, and I felt pale in my heart. I have been married to Yinxiang for almost thirteen years, and I have never had any news.Although I didn't want any children at the beginning, I always felt that my appearance was like a dream, and I didn't want to have too many entanglements in my heart, but when I really wanted it later, there was no result, and it wasn't that I didn't think about it However, did he, like Xiang Shaolong, have any problems in the transition between time and space... "Sister, let's go in first, you were better just now, don't blow the wind again", Nalashi beside him said softly, but his tone was somewhat absent-minded.I turned my head and glanced at her, she smiled at me, and walked into the room first, but there was suspicion and speculation in her eyes, and although her expression was still calm, she didn't even help me to walk. Forgot all about it, the little eunuch guarding the door was so busy that he raised the curtain. On the other hand, Mrs. Niu Hulu stood silently for a while, and then continued to support me to go up. I couldn't tell what it was like for a while, but I subconsciously turned my head and wanted to smile at her to show that Thank you, but I saw that she was lowering her head, but her eyes seemed to be on my abdomen. As soon as I entered the door, I felt that the air in the room was like a pot of broth with too many seasonings. It was hot and sticky, with mixed flavors. Nala, who had just entered the door, was smiling and saying to Concubine De, I'm getting better and so on.Niu Hulu let go of his hand, only saluted silently, then walked to Li Nian's side, and stood up. Before I had time to look at the expressions of everyone, Concubine De had already asked in a warm voice, "How is your son feeling better now?" It's really rude, disturbing the empress's table." Concubine De concubine coughed lightly, "You child, get up quickly, you are already feeling uncomfortable, and you still care about these things, come, come and show me." "Yes" I replied, and was about to stand up and walk forward, when a dream of weakness hit my knees, my body couldn't help shaking, a figure came over, Yinxiang's big hand held mine tightly .  "Ning'er, be careful", Yinxiang's voice was extremely low, as if he was trying to restrain something, his hands were hot as if on fire, I couldn't help but look up at him, then lowered my head, my eyes felt sore hot.If I was just a little surprised when I heard Nian's nonsense just now, then now I would rather be accused of indiscretion before marriage, and hope that what she said is true... Without taking two steps, I arrived in front of the kang where Concubine De was sitting. Yinxiang carefully let me sit down, and at the same time, she was a little at a loss and wanted to help me tidy up. He turned around and walked to the Taishi chair beside him, I took a look at it, and a pair of sky blue suede boots came into view instantly, Yinxiang's feet stopped beside those boots, and he sat down with a flick of his skirt. I turned my eyes back without showing any traces, sniffed a little, and then looked up at Concubine De.She stared at me for a while, then slowly lowered her eyes to glance at my belly, then raised her eyes to my face.Although she was looking at me, her eyes were a little blurred, as if she was caught in the memory of something in the past for a while. For Concubine De, I have always had a faint fear in my heart. I always hide from this seemingly gentle woman whenever I can.But just now Yinxiang's expression gave me a lot of courage, I couldn't help but put my hands on my stomach, but my back became straighter and straighter. Everyone in the room did not dare to make any sound, but all kinds of speculative eyes, like an X-ray machine, scanned my whole body.It is estimated that Nian Shi's self-righteous joke just now shocked them. In the eyes of these women, I am probably a hen that can't lay eggs. Although I myself have always doubted whether I can, but I don't care. But the eyes and expressions of Nala, Niu Hulu, and Concubine De just now let me experience the pressure and gossip that Yinxiang has been subjected to these years... I can’t help feeling a kind of grievance in my heart, which makes me feel aggrieved. My eye sockets became hotter and hotter. Concubine De suddenly sighed softly, her eyes gradually regained clarity, and she met mine, she was obviously slightly taken aback.Although I don't know what is in my gaze, but the feeling of distress for Yinxiang surpasses everything, I look straight at Concubine De, although my face is respectful, my gaze never backs down. The room became more and more quiet, and after a while, Concubine De suddenly smiled, her expression was a little helpless and pity, but it looked hazy and unreal, as if covered by a layer of mist .I couldn't help being stunned, watching her slowly reach out and grab my hand, her fingers were a little cold, and she held it tightly but not so tightly. She patted the back of my hand twice with her other hand, and suddenly said thoughtfully, "You child, you have always been like this"... I took a low breath, and couldn't help feeling a little bit Surprised, apart from the secret conversation between Emperor Kangxi and me, Concubine De was the first person who showed that she was talking to "Mingwei". Seeing Nala's eyes widened because of something, she was looking at Concubine De in a daze. I couldn't help but squinted my eyes, but before I took a closer look, her expression froze and she quickly lowered her head, she just covered her lips with a handkerchief.I turned my eyes inadvertently but quickly, just in time to see Concubine De's look away from Na Lashi, the pressure in her eyes was the same as that time when she "talked" with me, I couldn't help my palms getting cold, and I broke out in a little sweat come out. Concubine De's expression remained the same, as if nothing had happened just now, her hand was still firmly holding mine, she was about to speak, when the curtain at the door was lifted, a middle-aged eunuch walked in, and a thousand sons beat him down, "Slave He Yi greets Master De, the imperial physician is already waiting, look..." Concubine De nodded, "Get up, the imperial physician is on duty today", the eunuch bowed, "Return to the master, It is Lin Deqing, the doctor of Taitai Hospital."  "Well", Concubine De waved her hand, "You go and let him come", she turned her head and smiled at me, "Ning'er, let the maids help you to the back room first", she paused, then said , "Anyway, it's always good to have a look, um", I lowered my head and replied in a low voice, "Yes", but I thought in my heart, anyway... The girls on the side had already come over, stretched out their hands to help me go to the back room, Yinxiang wanted to stand up as soon as he moved, I smiled at him, indicating that it’s okay, Yinxiang paused, thought for a while, and then He smiled warmly at me and sat back down again.But the scorching sight behind me seemed to be still clinging to me until the door curtain was lowered. As for the other... I shook my head slightly to stop myself from thinking about it, and the girl beside me looked at me a little strangely. I glanced at it, but didn't dare to ask any more questions, just waited for me to lie down, and then lowered the curtain. I heard Concubine De who was outside the house telling Nala and the others to go to the other ear room to avoid it for a while, although this is the rule, but after a while ago, I vaguely felt that Concubine De had made some decision , a completely different decision from before I came here, Nala's expression just now also explained something... I just don't know if this decision is good or bad for me. Hearing the sound of clothes rubbing against each other outside the house, Nala and the others must have retreated. No matter what they thought, Concubine De obviously didn't want them to know the result of the consultation. "Chen, Lin Deqing send greetings to Master De, fourth master, and thirteenth master." A middle-aged man's voice sounded a little unfamiliar. After all these years, the doctors in the Tai Hospital must have changed several times stubble.  "Doctor Lin, please get up quickly, it's been a while since I've been gone, I took all the prescriptions you prescribed last time, but I feel much better", Concubine De said gently, and the doctor Lin was busy After a few words, Concubine De smiled and said, "In this case, you should go to get my pulse first, and tell me immediately if there is any result", and then ordered someone to bring him in to get my pulse. Girls took my hands out of the curtain and covered them with handkerchiefs, and only then did a few fingers lightly press on my veins.I couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and I heard Imperial Physician Lin smile respectfully outside the tent and say, "Madam, don't be nervous, just relax, otherwise the pulse will be messed up, and it will be difficult for the servants to diagnose and treat." I hurriedly took a few deep breaths, stabilized a bit, and then said softly, "That's trouble for you", Imperial Physician Lin hurriedly said without daring, and cut the pulse carefully.I looked up at the top of the tent, and kept silently reading the Jiujiu multiplication table in my heart, so that I would stop thinking about it. After doing this for a while, Imperial Physician Lin asked to change his hand again. After a lot of tossing, the Imperial Physician took the pulse again carefully. Just when I had recited 9981 several times, he Suddenly withdrew.My heart skipped a beat, and I opened my mouth, but I didn't ask anything, I just let the girls roll up my cuffs and put them back in the tent. Hearing the footsteps of Imperial Physician Lin walking towards the main room, I couldn't help pricking up my ears, only to hear what he just said, "Return to your mother's words...", "Emperor Lin", Concubine De drank lightly There was a sound, and there was no sound in the room immediately. I only felt that if my ears were pricked up again, they might fall off, but I still couldn't hear anything.  "Phew" I took a deep breath, forget it, don't think about it, let's love someone... I spread my arms and lay on the bed, desperately trying to make myself think of other things, but the thoughts slipped through my mind still… With a sound of "唰", the curtain was pulled open suddenly, and the sun shone in. My eyes pierced, and I couldn't help covering my eyes with my hands, "What's going on...", the words continued Before I finished speaking, I was pulled into an embrace by a strong force. I was taken aback and wanted to struggle subconsciously, but the familiar body odor immediately floated into my nose. I paused, ignoring the staring eyes, and quickly hugged Yinxiang, only to feel his head buried deeply into my neck, "Yinxiang, what's the matter, you "... I stopped before I finished speaking, because a stream of heat was dripping down my neck...  I paused, subconsciously stretched out my hand, and patted Yinxiang's back lightly, but he just hugged me tightly, buried his head on my shoulder and didn't speak, I vaguely guessed why in my heart , I couldn't tell what it was like for a while, only a feeling that I suddenly won a big prize, but was told that during this period of time, I would have to take 90% of the winning prize to pay taxes. The timing didn't seem right. The atmosphere in the room is very comfortable, only a chime clock issued a 'click click' swing sound, the sun outside the window sprinkled in thinly, and the outer room was silent.I don't want to say anything, I just feel that the last time I patted Yinxiang like this, it seemed to be more than ten years ago, the night he had a fight with someone, and my existence was everything to him that night. warmth. It feels like Yinxiang has calmed down slowly, but he still doesn’t raise his head. I can’t help but wonder if he was too excited to look up at me just now, but no matter how embarrassed he is, my shoulders are already a little bearable Can't stop. I rolled my eyelids and said with a smile, "You'd better tell me some good news, it's not in vain for me to take pictures of you gently for so long."Yinxiang smiled "chuck", a gust of hot air sprayed straight into my neck, I couldn't help twisting my neck, he raised his head, his hands relaxed slightly but still wrapped around me, and asked another question with a smile , "If it's not a good thing, what about you". I pretended not to care and glanced at him. Fortunately, although the eye circles were a little red, the look in his eyes was something I had never seen before. There was satisfaction, joy, and even more pride.I couldn't help sighing in my heart. On the night of our big wedding, Yinxiang also looked contented, but he didn't feel so proud. Maybe no matter how outstanding a man is, he still needs his sons and daughters to prove his "proud" , at least in the current dynasty... Although all kinds of thoughts were stirring in my heart, I just smiled and said, "If it's not good, then beat it. Although I'm a little tired after shooting for a long time, I still have strength in this idea", Yinxiang He grinned and didn't speak, but looked me up and down carefully again. Because he looked a little hairy, I swallowed my mouth dryly, and just about to open my mouth, Yinxiang suddenly stretched out his arm, and a big hand just covered my abdomen lightly, it felt warm, I Subconsciously looking at his hand, he leaned close to my ear and said softly, "It's been two months", I just felt a rush of blood rushing to my heart, it was so hot that my heart hurt, but the tears It flowed down with a swish. Although I guessed it just now, but now I hear it with my own ears, the feeling is so different. I don't want to cry, but it seems that all the water in my body has turned into tears, and it just keeps flowing like this.Yinxiang wiped it again and again with the handkerchief, but still couldn't stop, so he simply threw the handkerchief aside, turned his hand and patted me, and habitually began to mutter some words of comfort that were meaningless. With tears in my eyes, looking at Yinxiang's gentle face, warm eyes, and that gentle pat, I suddenly understood that so many tears of mine were shedding for him. For so many years, Yinxiang There must be too many tears in my heart that I can't cry, and I can't cry... When I hiccupped on Yinxiang's shoulder, his coat was already soaked with my tears. How long has it been since I cried so happily?I don't know when, being able to express my emotions indulgently has become a luxury. A handkerchief was handed over, looking at Yinxiang’s smiling face, I smiled at him a little embarrassedly, stretched out my hand to take it, wiped my face, and blew my nose again, Yinxiang said with a low smile, “I want Don't wash your face." I quickly shook my head, "No, it's not a joke." He chuckled twice, but didn't insist anymore. After crying, my heart became refreshed, and the problems I could think of at the moment popped up immediately, and I couldn't help turning my head to look at the outer room.Before I could speak, Yinxiang whispered in my ear, "Don't worry, since the empress is willing to find the imperial physician in her room to check the pulse, she knows it well, what's more, it's not the imperial physician." I was stunned, turned my eyes to look at Yinxiang, he turned his mouth up, something flashed in his eyes, and then said in a low voice, "Just now when the empress saw that you vomited so badly, she sent someone away. I invited this imperial doctor to come, and this surnamed Lin did the medical treatment, but it was recommended by the fourth brother."  "Well...", I nodded subconsciously, I didn't know what expression to make on my face, and I couldn't figure out the stakes between this for a while, or I didn't want to think deeply... "Uh-huh" Suddenly there was a slight cough from outside the house, and I immediately recognized Defei's voice. Although she has always had phlegm, this sounded extremely deliberate. Yinxiang also stood up, gave me a comforting look, I nodded, he turned and walked outside the house, listening to the voice of whispered conversation outside the house, I did not deliberately listen, in my heart Too many things are on my head, I don't want to think about things anymore, but my eyes can't help but fall on my stomach, child... The curtain at the door moved, and a person walked in with his head bowed. I didn't look up, but took a deep breath slowly, knowing that Concubine De would definitely say something to me.A sneer couldn't help but floated on the corner of his mouth, and he couldn't help touching his belly. After gathering his mind, he raised his head and looked at her with what could be called a resolute expression... A pair of black eyes slammed right into her face. out of my sight, "Ah", I couldn't help but let out a low cry... The fourth master took two steps, stood by the window with his hands behind his back, without saying a word, he just quietly glanced at me from head to toe, then his eyes fell back on my face, calm eyes, plain face, The blocked daylight refracted an unknown shadow on his face... I don't know why, but I just feel that his thoughts are not in front of me, but floating in a place that I can no longer touch. The room was so quiet that I couldn't even hear the sound of breathing. I lowered my eyelashes, and I didn't have the courage or strength to look at him again. The existence of Fourth Master was like a wound on my knee to me. How smooth the skin looks like, but when it is cloudy, rainy or tired, the inner wound will always be aching, and it will be like this for a lifetime. The afternoon sun gradually moved westward, and not far from the bed collapsed, the figure of the fourth master was stretched a little crookedly. I stared at that shadow subconsciously, watching it being stretched longer and longer, and it seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me. Farther and farther away... "The doctor ordered you to rest more", the calm voice of the fourth master suddenly sounded, I turned my face slightly, I didn't want to look at him, I just felt my lips moved, but I didn't know what to say "Your body is too weak and your efforts are too weak. The imperial doctor has prescribed a prescription. Remember to take it on time..." Listening to the fourth master's dry retelling, I suddenly had a strange premonition in my heart, as if this was a kind of farewell , It will be difficult to have the feeling of seeing each other again in the future. It stands to reason that he shouldn't be here. No matter who tells me these general medical orders, I don't need fourth master himself... As my thoughts turned, I don't know how long he had been talking, I couldn't help but raised my head and looked at Li The fourth master by the window realized that he had stopped talking.In the flickering light and shadow, Fourth Master's expression was a little fuzzy, I subconsciously squinted my eyes to see clearly. The fourth master suddenly took a step forward, and the blocked sunlight behind him suddenly pierced over. I subconsciously reached out to block it, and my eyes were suddenly stimulated, and I felt some light spots kept dancing in front of my eyes. He couldn't help reaching out his hand to rub it. I tried my best to open my eyes to see clearly, but the light and shadows in my eyes made Fourth Master's expression still blurred in my eyes. In a trance, I only saw a pair of eyes that seemed to be surging with thousands of emotions like waves hitting the shore.A slender hand was vaguely lifted up, and the slightly opened fingers slid down slowly along the contours of my face through the air. For a moment, I felt as if the cold fingers were brushing against my cheeks. Pass… I blinked vigorously, and then opened it again. The image in front of me was like a TV that had been slapped. The noisy snowflakes suddenly became very clear. Fourth Master's eyes looking out of the door, as well as his faint expression, were all clear. It was frozen in my eyes, and the fiery emotions just now seemed to have never appeared before. Everything was just my illusion, but there was a most indifferent instruction in my ear, "No matter what, you can do it yourself." I was taken aback, before I could say anything, Fourth Master had already turned around and walked out of the house. Seeing that he was reaching out to lift the curtain, he stopped halfway, "I will definitely...", Fourth Master suddenly murmured something in a very low voice , a thought suddenly smashed into my heart like lightning and flint. Although my mind was still a little confused, I interrupted him abruptly, and said respectfully but indifferently, "Thank you for your concern, Yu Ning respectfully send Fourth master," the voice was clear and steady. Fourth Master's back stiffened, and he tilted his head slightly, but he never turned around to look at me again. He just stood there for a while, and just lifted the curtain and walked out.The moment the door curtain fell, the somewhat thin figure of Concubine De sitting on the warm roof of the outer room appeared, her face was so pale that it seemed a little transparent, she was in a daze thinking about something, when she saw Fourth Master come out, she made a gesture to stand up After getting up, fourth master walked over to her. There was a sound of closing the door outside the room, apparently Concubine De and Fourth Master had left the room, maybe they don't want me to hear the conversation between them.I stared blankly for a while at the curtain that was no longer fluttering, and I slowly turned my gaze back. For a moment, I only felt that Fourth Master's fiery eyes and cold words kept stirring in my stomach. Leaning back on the soft cushion, I suddenly felt that my back was sore. Only then did I realize that I had been straightening my back. I reached out to rub my back first, and then leaned back. I closed my eyes, and the revolving scenes just now slid through my mind, Concubine De, Nala, Yinxiang, and Fourth Master... It seems that Concubine De had some plans for me, Nala Shi also knew it, and Yin Xiang and Fourth Master obviously guessed something, otherwise there would be no warning from Rui Kuan that I didn't understand, but my sudden "good news" obviously broke a certain balance, and Concubine De Also changed my mind. I couldn't help touching my belly with my hands. During the years of wandering outside, because I was weak and my menstruation was irregular, Aunt Fu invited two doctors to see me. Although they were rural doctors, they The answers basically tend to be the same, that is, my constitution is extremely cold, and I am born with insufficient energy and blood. In a word, it is not easy to conceive. The first half of these words have been said by the imperial doctors who came to see me before, but the last sentence never reached my ears. I couldn't help grinning, Yinxiang's smiling face flashed in my mind It flashed by... And what kind of promise or deal did Fourth Master make with Concubine De, I couldn't help frowning. Thinking of Si Ye's strange behavior just now, my previous feeling became more and more intense. I may never see him again. Just now he came in and said those meaningless words, as if it was a farewell. farewell. My eyes couldn't help being sore, it was very hot, but no tears flowed out, I just felt the corners of my eyes swell... I couldn't help but sighed softly, although the tone of my voice was the worst since fourth master and I got acquainted today Indifference is the farthest conversation, but I feel that we have never known each other so deeply... So I can understand the reason for his inexplicable appearance and indifference, and he must understand the reason why I interrupted him at that time... I exhaled forcefully, really wanting to pour out all the heaviness in my heart.My eyes were a little sore. I stretched out my hand and pinched the bridge of my nose. Suddenly, I felt some pain in my lower body. I touched it under the cushion, only to find that it was a small bronze mirror. I don’t know when it was left here. I pulled it out easily, the intricate pattern of branches and leaves covered the whole mirror, the workmanship was very sophisticated, I took a photo subconsciously, for some reason, I suddenly thought of the Fengyue Baojian in the Dream of the Red Chamber, wondering if I could take a picture of a skeleton My head came out, "Chi", I snorted softly, and shook my head amusingly. A blurred but indifferent face appeared, and I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that my expression looked very similar to a person, with the same faint eyes and plain expression, so familiar... I was stunned After looking at it for a while, I slowly put down the mirror, only to feel that my heart was terribly blocked. It turned out that the man was not born with an indifferent expression. He didn't cry or laugh because he couldn't cry or laugh, just like me. Now… I covered my eyes with the back of my hand, as if a pickle stone was crushed in my mind, it was cold and heavy but I couldn't think of anything... I don't know how long it took, and suddenly felt something was wrong, I took my hands away and opened my eyes to see, Yinxiang was silently Leaning against the door and looking at me. After quietly staring at each other for a while, Yinxiang suddenly grinned and made a face at me, I couldn't help laughing, just about to speak, but saw Yinxiang's eyes turned to my hands, I subconsciously followed his gaze Looking down, in the bronze mirror he was holding, there was a pair of smiling eyes that couldn't be retracted in time, and he couldn't help but clenched the mirror tightly... "Huh", I breathed a sigh of relief, put down the mirror in my hand, raised my head and smiled at Yinxiang who had been staring at me, "I want to go home, can I do it now?"Yinxiang smiled slightly and walked in, only then did I see that he was holding a mink fur coat in his hand. He bent down to help me wrap the cloak tightly, hugged me, and then smiled and said to me, "Don't worry, my mother said, I will let you go home and rest, everything depends on her", he winked at me Blinking and whispering again, "Don't worry", I nodded and closed my eyes, the experience of these days has made me exhausted, I just want to go back to that familiar place, the only one that makes me feel warm... Yinxiang hugged me and was about to leave when he stopped suddenly. I couldn't help but feel a little strange. I opened my eyes and looked at him, but Yinxiang glanced at the bed and asked me with a smile, "You don't want that mirror anymore." Suddenly, his eyes could not help turning to the mirror, and the indifferent expression slipped past... I shook my head, "I don't want it anymore", I paused, and said clearly and firmly, "It's not mine in the first place, so I can't take it." Me, I just smiled, "Nothing in this room is mine except you." Yinxiang was startled when he heard the words, "haha..." Then he laughed loudly, my ears were pressed against his chest tightly, feeling the very familiar vibration... Yinxiang lowered his head, his eyes sparkled with joy Brilliance, he whispered, "Let's go home", I nodded, "Okay, go home"...