Chapter 27 Spoiler: The scenery vaguely resembles the old years

If life can start all over again, I will still choose to love you. --Inscription When I signed, I paused and glanced at the man who was only a stone's throw away from me.He seemed to be sitting on the sofa very relaxed, but he was obviously absent-minded, his eyes were looking out of the window, and his mind was wandering somewhere. But his lawyer was more nervous than him. Seeing me like this, he quickly looked at me half puzzled and half urging. As long as I sign my name on the agreement, I will have nothing to do with him from now on.Or there are those ladies who are too idle in the circle, maybe they will refer to me as his ex-wife behind their backs.But I think that it is not possible for someone to be so ignorant and dare to say this to my face.

ex-wife. What a ridiculous word. I have never been his wife, he knows it well, and I know it too. Ten years, from twenty to thirty, the best years of my life have passed. When he married me, he was twenty-three years old. He was still a young boy at that time, but now time has carved him into a stable and mature man.The years have hardly left too many traces on him, except for his temperament, everything about him seems to have never changed. I signed my name, pushed the agreement away, and signed another. The strokes are surprisingly smooth.On the wedding night ten years ago, he first filed for divorce. I quarreled with him in the most vitriolic terms, and finally he slammed the door and left.After he left, I couldn't cry alone, and fell on the bed and cried loudly.

For ten years, I have used the most craved loneliness to boil poison, and it has penetrated into the blood one by one.I thought I would be entangled with him for the rest of my life, never to die. I didn't expect this day to come. I still remember his personal assistant calling me. He never called me, and even the most basic communication was through the assistant.As always, the tone was business-like, respectful and distant: "Ms. Mu, Mr. Mo agreed to sell 49% of the shares of Hong Kong Industry to Mu's. For details, would it be convenient for your assistant to come over and discuss in detail?"

For the first time in ten years, he bowed his head in front of me and admitted defeat, and it was because of that woman. Tong Xue. Why does he love her so much? I always thought that a person like him had a heart of stone and remained unmoved. I once wondered if he didn't love women at all. Until I finally noticed the clues. According to the news published in the gossip newspaper, in the photo, he was holding a woman's hand tightly and interlocking his fingers. He never held my hand. Ten years of being a couple, the number of times I saw him alone is only a handful.Even in family gatherings, in most cases, his relationship with Zhen Fei is warmer than mine.So when my father appointed the executive director to Mo's, he deliberately chose Zhenfei instead of me.

Father said lightly: "You are not suitable for this kind of position." I understand my father's implication, but in fact I am even less suitable to be his wife. I know I'm crazy. Why was the woman who acted in the movie held by him? I want her to never act in a movie again for the rest of her life. I will destroy all people and things that dare to stand between me and him. Zhenfei once persuaded me, he said: "Sister, forget it." forget it? What a light word, I devoted my heart to it for ten years, but it turned out to be nothing but a joke. When I met him ten years ago, I swore that I would marry him.

My father is Mu Changhe, and I am the proudest jewel in the palm of the Mu family. Whatever I want, I will definitely get it. When he rejected me for the first time ten years ago, I didn't make a fuss, but made arrangements quietly. I instructed others to bribe his father's people, steal the entire business plan to his father's competitors, and then plan carefully at every step.I think if his father had been in trouble, he might have changed his mind.I need external force to bring him closer to me. But I didn't expect his father to suffer a heart attack and die at the airport. Fortunately, my goal has been achieved.

Everything I do is very secretive and I'm glad he'll never know what I've done because I don't know how he's going to react.I know very well how he treats Tong Xue, even though he loves her so much, he still has demons in his heart. He was guilty, thinking that to love her was to betray his father. I looked at the photos sent to me by the private investigator with wanton cruelty. One group was clearly taken. Tong Xue lowered her head, and he was always behind her. The fingertips almost touched the ends of her hair, but they still hung down after all, and slowly clenched into fists.

There is so much loneliness in his eyes, but it's a pity that she will never look back. In fact, she is also within his reach, but never available to him. I feel happy, how wonderful, he will go through all the sufferings I have suffered. She doesn't love him, just like he doesn't love me. Their every move is under my control.I have looked at Tong Xue's photos countless times. Although her facial features are correct and beautiful, there are too many people who are more beautiful than her. What does Mo Shaoqian like about her? I gradually felt lost, maybe at the beginning of his acquaintance with her, he already knew whose daughter she was.

Maybe it was because of this taboo that he was even more unable to extricate himself from her.Even at the beginning of their acquaintance, he had a curiosity-seeking and revenge mentality. Maybe he just wanted to tease her at first. In the end, it was he who fell. I can't think of a way to separate them, even if she doesn't love him at all. But he loves her too deeply. So deep that he is willing to act on every occasion and use a woman acting in a movie to divert my attention.So deep that he would rather struggle by himself than let her know what happened back then. Why does he love her so much?

I insisted on marrying him ten years ago, and he said, "I don't love you, so you must think carefully." It frankly chills me. But at that time, I thought that I could change everything, that I could make him fall in love with me, just like, I love him. For ten years, it turned out to be in vain. All this turned out to be just my own idiotic dream. Mrs. Mu helped him, but he alienated me even more, because he felt that this marriage was a deal, a deal that made him extremely painful. I've been wondering if I could do it all over again. Just when I was feeling extremely tormented, Lin Zixian told me another bad news.

Tong Xue is pregnant. Ten years of husband and wife, Mo Shaoqian has never touched me, I regard it as a great shame, but now Tong Xue is pregnant. I finally knew that they had been living together for three years, and Mo Shaoqian had hidden her very well for so many years, if it wasn't for a coincidence, I would hardly be able to find her. He's been on my guard because he knows what I'm going to do.Loneliness has turned the blood in my bones into the most vicious poison, and I will not let it go. I decided to meet Tong Xue, because I had lost my mind, I shouldn't have come forward directly, but I couldn't hold back anymore. I hate this woman named Tong Xue, and I hope she dies. I met Tong Xue, and I told her half-truths and half-truths. I know that Mo Shaoqian will know what I have done, but I can't care about it anymore. I can't take any more risks, and I've run out of patience. I know I'm messed up, but it's better, I just watched other women give birth to him. Although I clearly know that Tong Xue has a bad relationship with him, she will not keep this embryo. But I can't take the risk. Because I can't afford to lose. He was absent from the routine family gathering, and it was said that it was because of illness.I didn't see him until the company held a board meeting for a long time. He lost a lot of weight, and his temperament became more alienated and indifferent.In recent years, he has become full-fledged, his father treats him kindly as usual, and he treats Mrs. Mu very politely as usual.Everything is as calm as a hundred-foot ancient well. After the meeting, I stopped him on purpose and talked to him with a smile on my face. He looked tired, and I thought he already knew everything I'd done.He said to me, "Just do what you want." I stood there and watched him turn and leave. Fragmentary lights stretched his shadow long. The light and shadow are lonely. I never knew that a conference room with central air conditioning would be so cold, as cold as an ice cellar. Satisfied? I'm afraid I won't be able to do what I want in my life. I already knew that he had everything on me, including the loss of that little embryo. In fact, he and I both know very well that even if I do nothing, Tong Xue will still not leave this embryo. I messed up and ended up helping the enemy. She obviously doesn't love him, why does he still treat her like this? I was determined to let him know clearly that if she didn't love him, she just didn't love him. I am as patient as I was ten years ago. What he values ​​most, I let him lose. He values ​​Tong Xue the most, and I want to let him know that Tong Xue has never loved him. He values ​​his career the most, and I want to let him know that he can't even keep his father's inheritance. If he has nothing, will he love me back? No, of course not. He will only hate me more deeply. I laughed quietly in the dark, I could no longer control the poison in my blood. If all this ends in ruin, let me die with him. After I signed, the lawyer brought all the documents to Mo Shaoqian to sign. After Mo Shaoqian signed it, he handed one copy back to my lawyer. I took the paperwork from the lawyer. The heavy documents, the husband and wife in their ten-year status, are detailed in black and white, but they are property agreements one by one. He exchanged everything he once cherished most for another woman's safety. I suddenly want to cry. He has never treated me like this, he has always hated me, after Tong Xue's accident, the only thing he said to me was: "What do you want?" I just want him to love me. For ten years, I have devoted all my heart and all my strength, but it has been like a moon in the water and a flower in the mirror. My face is completely ruined, I had many plastic surgeries in Japan, but it still can't get back to the way it used to be.Fortunately, there are no scars to be seen, but seeing myself in the mirror will inevitably feel strange. Zhen Fei always comforted me and said, "Sister, even if you change your appearance, you are still as beautiful." I know that what I look like actually doesn't matter to him. Whether I am beautiful or not, beautiful or not, he will not love me. I looked up and smiled at him. Every time his eyes will avoid my smile, this time is no exception. Because he never had me in his eyes. When all the legal procedures were over, I said to him, "I have something to say to you." I insisted that everyone leave, his lawyer was very vigilant, but he was still a little alienated and indifferent: "Let her talk." There are only me and him in the huge space, and the world has never been so quiet. Maybe this is the last time I stand here alone with him. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the city is extremely prosperous, but in my heart, there is nothing but desolation. I stared at this man whom I have loved for ten years, until now, he has never looked me in the eye. Maybe until now, he still hasn't noticed whether I'm different from what I used to be, because I have never left any impression in his heart. But all of this is my own choice, and I will not regret what I have done. "Shao Qian," I slowly smiled at him, if this is the last time, I want to smile the most beautifully in front of him. "If life could start all over again, I would still choose to love you."