Chapter 24 Chapter 24 Lianxin

As if falling into an endless dream, Mrs. Miaoyin was in front of me, Concubine Ligui, Cao Jieyu, and Mrs. Xihua were all there.Struggling, entanglement, stripping, tossing and turning without getting out.Mom... I want to go home.Mother, I'm very tired, I don't want to wake up, why is it so painful? !A bitter and warm liquid was poured from my mouth, forcing me to wake up from my dream. It took a lot of effort to open my eyes.The red Luo Fudou tent is all patterned with auspicious patterns of many children and many blessings. It is the bedroom of my palace.The body went limp for a moment, and he was finally in his own palace.

With a slight squint in his eyes, he caught a glimpse of a bright yellow area burning like the sun, his heart relaxed, and he shed tears uncontrollably. Seeing me waking up, he was also pleasantly surprised. He held my hand and said earnestly, "Huanhuan, you're finally awake!" Behind him, the queen also breathed a long sigh of relief: "God bless! You'll be fine when you wake up! You've been in a coma for three days." Breathing, with a cold and sharp cutting pain, like a small knife cutting.The pain gradually brought me back to my sobriety.It seems that he has not spoken for hundreds of years, and it is very difficult to speak, "Shiro—you are back..." Tears flowed before the words, as if to express all the grievances and physical pains he has suffered since parting.

He panicked and came to wipe my tears in a hurry: "Huanhuan, don't cry. I've already failed you!" His eyes were full of deep regret and sadness.For no reason, this look made me fear and panic. Thousands of fearful thoughts ran through my mind for a moment, but I didn't dare, so I finally stretched out my hand and carefully stroked my lower abdomen. Inside was my precious baby. However, almost overnight, the original slight bulge returned to a flat appearance. I turned my eyes in fear, everyone had such a sad expression on their faces.To be exact, I could already smell the lingering dark red bloody smell in the air, even the strong herbal smell couldn't hide it.

The fingers curled up stiffly - I don't believe it!Do not believe!It's gone!Not in my body anymore! I don't know where the strength came from, I almost turned over and sat up straight.Everyone panicked and rushed to hold me down, afraid that I would do something stupid. Heartbroken with frantic heartbreak.I almost burst into tears, clutching the lapel on his chest.Xuan Ling hugged me tightly, but remained silent.I haven't seen him for a few days, his eyes are bloodshot, and his blue beard looks haggard.Concubine Jing wiped her tears from the side, and tried her best to persuade her: "Sister, don't be so sad! The emperor is also sad. Yu Jia just arrived in Cangzhou and such a big thing happened, the emperor rushed back overnight."

There was endless pity in Xuan Ling's eyes, wringing unspeakable pain.He has never looked at me like that, hugged me.Such deep sorrow and despair, as if what was lost was not an unborn child, but everything he cherished and loved the most.Losing children one after another, at this moment, he seems to be more sad than me.Xuan Ling hugged me tightly, his expression seemed perplexed, he stared at the Queen, almost extremely depressed and weak: "Is God punishing me?!" The queen was deeply shocked when she heard this.But for a moment, her eyes became firm and strong.The queen quickly wiped away the tears, walked steadily in front of Xuan Ling, half-kneeled on the couch, and held Xuan Ling's back between her hands.The queen looked at Xuanling calmly, and solemnly said every word: "The emperor is the son of God, and God will not punish you and your offspring. Besides, the emperor has never done anything wrong, so why punish him?" She After a pause, he said to Xuan Ling as if comforting and affirming: "If there is a punishment, it is all the fault of the concubine, and has nothing to do with the emperor."

I was confused when I heard these words, but I had no time to take care of them, nor did I want to understand them.Xuan Ling seemed to have been greatly comforted, and his complexion improved a little.I was choking with sobs, the roots of my hair were covered with sticky sweat, and my body was shaking violently. The Queen said: "Your Majesty, now is not the time to be sad. Concubine Wan Gui's loss of a child is not a natural disaster, but a man-made disaster." As soon as the Queen reminded me, I suddenly woke up, and the scene in Mixiu Palace was vivid in front of my eyes.I couldn't suppress my grief and indignation, and said bitterly: "Your Majesty—natural disasters cannot be violated, so can't man-made disasters be stopped?!"

Xuan Ling's face was as gloomy as iron, he looked around, and said coldly: "Where is the bitch?!" Li Chang hurried forward and said, "Mrs. Xihua is kneeling outside the gate of Tangli Palace." Xuan Ling's expression was as frozen as ice, and he said, "Bring her on!" When I saw her, there were no more tears.I looked at her coldly, gritted my teeth with hatred, my eyes seemed to burst into flames, and murderous intent surged in my heart.If there is an arrow in hand, it must be shot through her head to vent her hatred!But in the end he couldn't, he only held the corner of the quilt tightly and didn't let go.

Mrs. Xihua's face was also haggard, with mottled tears, and her charming face was no longer the same.She didn't even dare to look at me, and she knelt down and sobbed as soon as she came in.Before Xuanling opened her mouth, she had already cried out: "The concubine is guilty. But the concubine Guan contradicted the concubine that day, and the concubine just wanted to give a small punishment as a warning, and she didn't intend to cause concubine Wan to have a miscarriage. Concubine Guan I didn't know it would be like this! Please forgive the crime of ignorance!" Xuanling took a deep breath, the veins on his forehead bulged, and said, "You are ignorant—you don't know that Huanhuan has been pregnant for four months?!"

Mrs. Xi Hua had never seen Xuan Ling so furious, she was so frightened that she bowed her head and shed tears.Concubine Jing finally couldn't bear it any longer, and said: "Ma'am just said that the concubine's younger sister is four months pregnant, and the fetal image is stable, so she is not afraid to kneel." Mrs. Xihua was terrified, she took two knees and hugged Xuan Ling's legs, weeping all over her face: "This concubine is ignorant. The concubine also lost her head that day, and thought that kneeling for half an hour should be all right..." She suddenly started up, pointing at Zhang Mi standing beside her and said sharply: "How do you become an imperial physician?! She is four months pregnant, how can she become a little moon after kneeling for half an hour?! You must have given me She ate something wrong, and she is still relying on Bengong!"

Frightened by her momentum, Zhang Mi shook his sleeves and said: "Your concubine has signs of fetal movement, which is due to the mother's weakness, but it is also normal. The only thing wrong is that your concubine is too hardworking, so her pulse is not stable. .This is not a serious problem, as long as you have a good rest." Xuan Ling yelled and said to Mrs. Xihua, "Shut up! It's not because of your suppression that she is too hard-working. If you can tolerate people, why are you here?" Mrs. Xi Hua's voice became weaker: "I heard that Concubine Xian was born after kneeling for two hours, so I thought half an hour was fine."

It was so long ago, Xuan Ling had no time to recall, but the queen was stunned, then pursed her lips and fell silent.Xuan Ling only said: "Concubine Xian disrespected the first empress that day, and the empress punished her to kneel down and admit her mistake. Besides, the empress never knew that concubine Xian was pregnant, and she only found out after the fact. And you knew that Concubine Guangui was pregnant with a dragon descendant! He paused, and his tone became more serious: "How dare a bitch compare herself to the former queen?!" Mrs. Xihua knew she had made a slip of the tongue, and she was too frightened to say more. Xuan Ling became even more angry, and gave her a disgusted look: "I see that you are not ignorant, but very vicious! If Concubine Guan Gui is really wrong, why didn't you punish her early in the morning? You must wait until noon when the sun is the most vicious! You can see My mind is as poisonous as a snake and a scorpion, how can I tolerate someone like you by my side!" Mrs. Xihua was so startled that she collapsed on the ground, her face ashen, and she burst into tears after a while, holding on to Xuanling's robe corner, crying, "Your Majesty! The concubine admits that she doesn't like Concubine Guangui, since she entered the palace Since then, Your Majesty, you have not loved your concubines as much as you used to. I also heard that the Zhen family in the court often fought against my father and brother, and there were many quarrels. My father and brother are people who have made great contributions to the country, so how can you be angry with the younger generation! Even the concubine can't bear it!" The more she spoke, the more furious she became, her eyes fixed on me. The queen was angry and sighed: "You are so confused! No matter how many disputes there are in the imperial court, how can we get involved in the harem. What's more, your father and brother are at odds with your concubine's father and brother, and you must be harmonious. You How can you add fuel to the flames and embarrass Concubine Guangui because of personal affairs? It is in vain for the emperor to trust you so much and let you take care of the affairs of the Six Palaces." When the queen said something, Xuan Ling's face darkened.At the end, Xuan Ling's face was almost livid. Mrs. Xihua has always been used to being domineering, so why did she put the queen in her eyes, so she didn't even look at the queen, she just cried to Xuanling: "The concubine is dissatisfied with concubine Guan's arrogance, but concubine really has no harm to concubine Wan Your child!" She cried heartbroken, "I have also lost a child, how could I be so cruel!" Hearing this, Xuan Ling's disgusted and contemptuous eyes suddenly softened, pain, guilt, sympathy, pity, and guard were all complicated and unspeakable.After a long time, he said sadly: "Don't do to others what you don't want yourself to do to yourself. You yourself have suffered the pain of bereavement, so how can you bear to do it to Concubine Guangui again..." Xuan Ling waved his hands again and again, his tone Sadly: "Even if you have no intention of harming the son in Guangui's womb, the child is still lost because of you. You can't escape the blame. I can't tolerate a snake-hearted person like you!" He called the queen: "Go Declare Liugong to abolish Murong's wife's status, take away her title, go to assist Liugong's power, and demote her to be a concubine. I will not see you again unless it is an edict." The Queen agreed, but hesitated for a moment: "Then, can the Queen Mother tell you?" Xuan Ling wearily waved his hand: "Concubine Tian's child was already sad after losing the Queen Mother, but now he is sick again, it will make things worse, so let's put it down and don't mention it." The queen responded softly, and said: "The queen mother's concubines will take care of everything, the emperor can rest assured." Mrs. Xi Hua felt as if she was struck by lightning, her hands were still tightly hugging Xuan Ling's calf.When she was about to cry and beg again, Xuan Ling kicked her hand away, and sneered again and again: "What's wrong with Concubine Guan? What's wrong with Concubine of the Sixth Palace? You want to be exposed to the scorching sun with Concubine Wan?! You go too Just kneel on the brick floor outside the palace gate for two hours." Turning around, he didn't look at her until she was dragged out. Xuanling said: "You go out first, I will accompany your concubine." The queen nodded, "That's fine." She then persuaded me: "You have to give birth, after all, your body is the most important thing. You will grow up in the future." So she took everyone out, and the hall immediately became clean. He hugged me lightly, and sighed softly: "If the sixth younger brother hadn't rescued you from Mixiu Palace this time, and sent someone to report to me in time, I don't know how bad things would have gotten!" I was stunned for a moment, thinking of the firm embrace that took me away from Mixiu Palace that day, my heart suddenly moved, unexpectedly it was really him.However, I quickly came back to my senses, stared at Xuanling and wept, and said angrily and sadly: "It's already so bad, what can I do!" Xuan Ling gently comforted him: "Don't be sad, you're still young, we'll just have another one when you're healthy." I remained silent for a long while and said: "Dare to ask the emperor, is the death of the concubine's child in vain?" I paused, and there was a hard hatred in my bones: "Why don't you kill the bitch to vent this hatred? !" His eyes were full of gloom, and he sighed for a long time: "The government is difficult, and I have to take care of King Runan and the Murong family at the moment." My heart was cold, as if I couldn't believe it, disappointment hit my throat, and I blurted out without thinking: "She killed the emperor's own child!" I sat quietly like a stone, but tears slid down silently, forming beads. Tears soaked his clothes, he just hugged me silently, his eyes were full of sadness, almost turned into a bottomless pool, he stared at me obsessively, after a long time, he said: "I can't keep our child—I...sorry about you." I have been by his side for these years, and this is the first time I heard him talk to me like this, saying "I" to me as the ninety-five supreme being, and talking to me in such a tired and sad tone.He is the most honorable person in the world, but at this moment, he is so weak and sad, just like an ordinary father who lost his child.Such bewildered and affectionate eyes, such deep sorrow and regret, instantly evoked my grief.He didn't call himself the word "zhen", which shows the depth of his pain.I couldn't bear to say any more, I fell into his arms and wept bitterly.Those are my tears, and my endless hatred and pain... Xuanling caressed my back and said: "Why did you listen to her so much that day, when you were told to kneel, you will be punished, and you will be punished." He paused, somewhat resentful towards Concubine Jing: "Concubine Jing was also there at that time. , why don't you ask her for help?" "The emperor knows Concubine Murong's temperament, how can Concubine Jing persuade her? How can a dead concubine be able to resist by herself. What's more, in the situation that day, disobedience is worse than obedience, otherwise she will be given an excuse to persecute the concubine." I was sad. Weak: "Then, Your Majesty, why did you give her such great power to assist her in the harem? You know that she has a vicious mind, and Sister Mei is the best example!" Xuan Ling was overwhelmed by my question, and said for a moment: "Are you blaming me?" I shook my head: "How dare a concubine." I was tired from crying and exhausted.Xuan Ling didn't shed a single tear, but was also exhausted. There was a lifeless silence in the dormitory.He solemnly swore: "I swear, our child will not die in vain! - I will definitely give you justice." I stared straight at him: "Then when will it be? Please the emperor give my concubine a letter of approval." He remained silent and said, "There will be a day." I bowed my head sadly: "The pain of losing a child may fade with time, but Concubine Murong is in front of me every day, and the concubine can eat and swallow? And the emperor may not miss the old friendship!" He was speechless and just said: "Huanhuan, you have to be patient for me a little longer—don't make things difficult for me." Full of disappointment.I stopped looking at him and turned around slightly, tears falling down my face.The pillow was warm and humid.I, lying on my pillow with tears. In the summer of the fourteenth year of Qianyuan, I was almost immersed in sadness like this, unable to extricate myself.The scorching heat and the bitter smell of herbs are firmly imprinted on my skin and memory, lingering. My Tangli Palace is dead silent, no longer the vitality of the past, all the decorations that symbolize many children and blessings have all been removed, so as not to hurt me.The palace eunuch kept her movements and voices cautious while walking, for fear of disturbing my Sizi's emotions. The harem is also silent.The empress alone handles the heavy affairs of the harem, and occasionally the concubine Jing will assist one or two, but such opportunities are not many. The empress dowager is ill, and the concubine Jing presides over all the matters of praying for blessings in the Tongming Hall, and also takes care of the concubine and Chun. My son's Zigong and the prayers on weekdays.Concubine Hua, no, it should be Concubine Murong now. Her status has changed from being the head of the three concubines to being the only first-rank wife in the harem below the queen, but now she is ranked behind the concubine Jing and the last of the three concubines. She didn't even have a title, which made her lose face, living in the inner palace and rarely seeing people again, just like a concubine Duan who hides from the world. Although Xuan Ling ignored her, he no longer dealt with her, and still treated her well.My miscarriage was just like that lightly brought over. I regret every day, why couldn't I be servile and beg for mercy from Concubine Murong in Mixiu Palace that day, as long as I can keep my child.Why should I be so tough and refuse to admit defeat?I even regretted why I wanted to be favored. If I was just an ordinary concubine, unknown to the public, how could she hate me so much and put me to death?Such regret hastened my disappointment and disgust with myself. In the beginning, Xuan Ling still came to see me every day.And my collapse, washing my face with tears made him unbearable to see.This is relatively hurtful and difficult.Finally, he let out a long sigh and walked away. Jinxi once persuaded me again and again, "It's really not good for me to cry and be sad like this. Otherwise, when I get better in the future, I will suffer from the problem of crying at the wind. I heard from the old aunt in the palace that the empress dowager was the root cause of the disease. " I was weak in Qi, and reluctantly said: "The Queen Mother is blessed with profound blessings, which I can't compare to." As I said that, I wept again silently. Jinxi wiped away the tears for me, and said the truth in a tactful and gentle way: "Your Majesty is crying like this. When the emperor comes, it will only arouse each other's sadness. If this continues, the emperor may not want to set foot in Tangli Palace again. Yu Niangniang What good is there?" I murmured: "It's only been a month since I lost this child, and a hundred days haven't passed yet, can I, as a mother, be able to put on makeup and dress up in red and green to tact Chengen?" Jinxi couldn't help being stunned when she heard the words, "Your Majesty is so young, as long as the emperor still loves you, we are not afraid of not having children. Your Majesty must relax, it will be a long-term future. Your Majesty must not suffer like this." In my hand is a baby's bellyband, which I had happily embroidered for my child to wear.Red pomegranate thread and apricot yellow background, embroidered with a hundred sons and a hundred blessings pattern, every stitch and thread is full of my joy of being a new mother and my affection for the child in my belly... Now, the bellyband is still there, but my child is no longer there. I can't come to this world anymore. I stared blankly at the carefully embroidered apron, and there were only two lines of tears falling down silently.The heart that could not help but be very competitive also turned into ashes. Such lingering and repeated depression and grief and anger made my body weaker and weaker. After my miscarriage, Zhang Mi resigned from the hospital because of old age.This time it was Wen Shichu who came to ask for his pulse. After looking around and asking about it, he fell silent for a moment, with a slightly surprised expression on his face. I waved my hand and ordered the maid to go down, and said calmly: "Could it be that there is something more inappropriate about my body?" He frowned and thought for a moment, then said cautiously: "Have you ever used musk?" "Musk?!" I was stunned, "Physician Zhang said that this substance is contraindicated in my pregnancy, how can I use it? Even now, how can I use spices?" He pursed his lips tightly, as if he was thinking about how to express it: "But your mother's body has indeed experienced the symptoms of musk, but the amount is very small, so it's not easy to detect." He suddenly raised his head, his eyes sparkling: "My mother?!" I felt tense for a while, thought for a long time, shook my head and said: "I don't have any." However, when talking about spices, I suddenly remembered something. These days, I have only smelled spices in one place.So he called Liu Zhu in a low voice: "Go to the Ministry of Internal Affairs and find a way to get some 'Huanyixiang' that Murong Concubine usually uses." As soon as Liu Zhu left, Wen Shichu asked again: "Is your lady insomnia for a long time?" I nodded quietly, and he sighed silently: "Your concubine's illness is all caused by too much sadness, stagnation of five internal organs, and excessive liver fire. Forgive me for speaking bluntly, this is a heart disease." I am silent.There is compassion and concern in his eyes: "It's not good to drink too much medicine. Why don't you drink lotus heart tea." He said carefully for me: "The lotus heart is bitter and cold in nature, it can cure heart heat and reduce fever. , clearing away summer heat, clearing heart, pacifying irritability and dispelling internal heat, can nourish the spleen and kidney, nourish the heart and calm the nerves, and treat red and swollen eyes." I suddenly raised my head and smiled shyly: "Lian Xin, it's a very bitter thing." He stared at me for a moment, and said: "Yes. I hope that the suffering of Lian Xin can ease the suffering in your heart." I turned my head, feeling sad and unspeakable. Wen Shichu murmured in a low voice: "Ask the lotus root, how much silk is there? Who is the lotus heart suffering for? The two flowers ask each other, just the children of the old days. Do you remember this song?" I nodded, and he continued: "When I was young, Zhen Brother took you to go boating in the lake, and you stood at the bow of the boat with your hair combed and your hair full of lotus, and you sang this song." His voice gradually became low and soft, as if he was immersed in the long and beautiful In the memory: "At that time, I thought, I must marry you when I grow up. But you have the wings of a phoenix, how can I, a little imperial doctor, restrain you?" He turned his eyes and stared at me, lovingly He expressed his intentions: "But looking at you now, I would rather be able to restrain you to death than see you like you are today." I was listening quietly at first, but the more he talked, the more he went too far, forgetting my identity with him.There was inexplicable anger in my heart, and I suddenly waved my hand, and I waved a silk satin pillow in front of the bed to the ground. He landed silently, but he was shocked by me. I took a breath and said, "Physician Wen talked too much today. What capacity do you use to say such outrageous things to Ben Gong today! You are an imperial physician, Ben Gong She is the emperor's concubine, and that's all. I am grateful for Imperial Physician Wen's kindness, but if Imperial Physician Wen lets me hear such words again, don't blame me for disregarding the friendship I have had for many years!" I talked a lot in one breath, and I lay down beside the bed and gasped for breath.Wen Shichu was heartbroken and ashamed.I looked up and suddenly stopped talking.Beside the brocade curtain, at some time, Meizhuang was already standing there, her face was as white as the white jade bracelet on her hand. When I saw it was her, I couldn't help feeling anxious and ashamed, and felt dizzy for a while.I never tell anyone about Wen Shichu's affection for me, not to mention that I am now the emperor's concubine, such words are even more taboo.It is embarrassing and embarrassing for me to be heard by Mei Zhuang so rashly, although I have always been close to her.Unknowingly blurted out: "Sister Mei——" Mei Zhuang coughed slightly to cover up her expression, but her complexion was still not very good looking, and she didn't want to encounter such a scene, said: "It's important for you to rest and rest." After speaking, she turned and left. I knew that Mei Zhuang wanted to avoid suspicion, and when I turned around and saw Wen Shichu standing aside dejectedly, I became more and more annoyed, and managed to calm down and said: "If you want to kill Ben Gong, you can come up with such nonsense every day, and wait to get Ben Gong There are a lot of people who can handle it. Mr. Wen, you and Ben Gong have known each other since childhood, and Ben Gong doesn't know whether you want to help Ben Gong or harm him." Pained and ashamed, he hastily retreated: "You... Madam, don't be angry, you can't help being angry with your current body, I just stop talking." I was already sick, and after being angry again, my mind felt like cotton was stuffed, and soon I fell into a drowsy sleep. When I woke up, it was already dark and late at night, and Liu Zhu had already returned.She helped me take the medicine, rinsed my mouth with water, and said: "Grandpa Jiang heard that we only gave it to you, and said that the emperor ordered this incense to be used only in Mixiu Palace, and not in other palaces. .” He said and showed me the small box containing “Huanyixiang”. After hearing this, I became more concerned.Then he opened the box, took a look, closed it again, and said: "Go and invite Miss Anmei to come, just say that I am feeling better, and I want to invite her to come and talk." Liu Zhu came back soon, but Ling Rong was nowhere to be seen, Liu Zhu said: "Ju Qing said that Lady An Mei went to the Queen's Palace to pay her respects, and she will come over later." I was slightly surprised, and said casually, "Is she feeling better? It's rare that she is willing to go out for a walk." The night is quiet, and the continuous and noisy frog sounds are still piercing and disturbing.Sitting in front of me, Ling Rong picked out some spices with his fingernails, sniffed them lightly, and tried his best to distinguish them with his eyes closed: "There are green patchouli, sweet rosin, alfalfa, fried incense...white sandalwood, cloves, and chicken bones. ..." She sniffed again carefully, and stopped talking, and suddenly her beautiful eyes flashed, her expression was startled and uncertain. I hurriedly asked: "What?" She hesitated slightly, and quickly said, "There is still a scent of musk." Sure enough, I let go with a heavy heart.Concubine Murong has been favored for many years and has been infertile for a long time. This is the real key.It seems that Xuanling suppressed the power of the Murong clan and the King of Runan had long been determined to win.It is also difficult to plan so hard for him. However, the sadness and resentment in my heart became more and more pervasive. At first, it was just a mist and melancholy, but it gradually thickened, and I was trapped in it.My heart was trembling uncontrollably, why did my fetus suddenly feel restless in the palace of Concubine Murong, why did I have a miscarriage after kneeling for half an hour.Although my health is not good, why Anzhi doesn't have the "Huanyixiang" rewarded by Xuanling? Xuan Ling, Xuan Ling, if you want to guard against her, you will also hurt my child! Ling Rong carefully looked at my expression, and said again: "Did sister get this thing from Concubine Murong's palace? I thought it was wrong when I was in her palace, but at that time I was just suspicious and couldn't distinguish it carefully. Besides, my sister is soft-spoken, How dare you mention it casually. Musk is precious. From my sister's point of view, this should be the musk from the horse musk, and it is. This horse musk is only found in the Daxue Mountain in the Northwest. It is very precious, and its medicinal power is stronger than ordinary musk... ..." Ling Rong didn't go any further, but I understand that women should not use musk frequently. If they use it for a long time, they will not be able to conceive, and even if they are pregnant, they will have miscarriage and stillbirth.So although I like burning incense by nature, I absolutely keep a respectful distance from musk, and I dare not touch it at all. I was silent for a long time before Fang told her: "The imperial doctor said that I seem to have symptoms of musk on my body, and I have stopped using spices since I was pregnant, so it is strange." Ling Rong thought for a while, and said: "This kind of musk is very powerful, and it penetrates every hole in the human body. My sister stayed in Mixiu Palace for half a day that day, so it is estimated that it came from this, so there will be signs of using musk." I nodded and didn't make any other comments.After chatting casually for a while, Ling Rong said: "The scar on my sister's cheek has almost healed, and the small box of healing glue is almost used up, right?" I smiled slightly and said, "There's only a little left. It seems that my sister's healing gel is really effective." Ling Rong smiled sweetly: "My sister's flowery face can be easily damaged. My sister is just trying her best." I heard that her voice was much better than before, so I couldn't help but smile: "Your voice has improved a lot, will the emperor summon you again?" Ling Rong lowered his eyebrows, and although the two cherry lips tried their best to curl up into a beautiful arc, his expression was still gloomy, "My sister has always been very kind to the king, and now the emperor is not coming when she is ill. The younger sister is of the nature of willows, and the emperor also How can you still remember?" She didn't mean to say these words, but to me it sounded like heart-wrenching words.I was sad in my illness, and wept relatively, and seeing each other only made me sad.People in the harem who greet Xuanling with smiling faces are like crucian carp crossing the river, so why should they frequently enter my sad family? Seeing my face change drastically, Ling Rong couldn't help panicking: "My sister is talking nonsense, sister must not take it to heart." Naturally, I didn't want to make her feel ashamed, so I blurted it out with a smile. She said again: "Today, when I paid my respects to the Empress, the empress also sighed very much, saying that the emperor actually likes my sister very much. It's just that my sister suddenly lost a child, and the emperor was afraid of seeing her and would be sad, so I didn't want to come to see my sister more." Seeing that I was sad and silent, I persuaded: "Sister, you want to open up. As long as you forget about this and greet the emperor with a smile, the emperor will be relieved." But how could I forget this?The background color of the heart is sad and gloomy after all. -------------------------------------------------- --- Notes: