Chapter 19 Chapter Nineteen

Zhaoyang Hall is deep and vast. I stood upright on the ground with my hands down, half an incense stick of time passed, but Xuan Ling and the Queen came out, and there was no movement at all. Just wondering, Jian Qiu came out from the back of the palace with a smile, and said respectfully and respectfully: "Miss Zhaoyi has been waiting for a long time, and just now the empress has a headache and is very uncomfortable. At this time, the emperor is accompanying the empress to take medicine. You can come out later, Zhaoyi please wait a moment." I said with a smile, "Miss Lao, please tell me, I don't know how the empress is doing now?"

Jian Qiu said with a smile: "The empress has an old problem, and it will be fine after taking the medicine." I hurriedly said: "That's all right, I hope the empress will be in good health." Jian Qiu is the most eloquent, so he hurriedly laughed and said, "Your servant said, Lady Zhaoyi cares most about our empress." The hall was very quiet, except for the eunuch maid waiting outside the hall, I was the only one left. It's a very strange feeling, there is a trace of confusion, the Zhaoyang Palace that only belongs to the queen, and I am standing quietly in it at this moment.Strange silence.

There is snow outside the window, and Zi Ao City, where the remaining snow has not yet disappeared, looks very empty and quiet. Incense has never been burned in the Queen’s Palace. Quiet and dignified. There seemed to be the sound of footsteps, and someone called me out: "Wanwan." I turned my head, but it was Xuan Ling. The vermilion and lake blue curtains were mostly used in the hall, and the bright yellow robe on his body was even more conspicuous. "Your Majesty..." I called him softly. It was far away, and the light in the hall was not very bright. When the agarwood incense was burning, lingering white smoke lingered in the hall.Through the curling white smoke, I couldn't see his expression clearly.His voice was a little vague, "Why don't you call me Shiro?"

Shiro?I'm a little shy, and even a little surprised. In the queen's palace, although there are no outsiders, it's not good.However, he is still asking, and in this questioning, he insists on referring to him as "I". That was the second time I heard him call himself that. So Yiyi replied: "Silang, my concubine is here." He let out a "huh" and took a step forward, still hesitating: "Wanwan?" Suddenly, my heart beat violently, but my mouth still responded extremely gently, "It's me." He was running towards me, with endless joy in his hasty footsteps. The eight tree hairpins and hairpins used in Zhaoyi's canonization ceremony were full of pearls and jade, and the fine tassels covered most of my face, making my head a little heavy.He held me tightly in his arms, as if he had regained a long-lost treasure, and called, "Wanwan, you're finally back—"

His language is so emotional.My heart suddenly sank to the bottom. I was hugged tightly by him, but the coolness spread from the soles of my feet. Is the person he hugged me?Wanwan?This is not my name. I couldn't move, he hugged me so tightly that it was almost like I couldn't breathe, and my ribs hurt a little.Such doubts made me deeply uneasy, I held my breath, and spit out each word: "Concubine Zhen Huan, see the emperor." As if he didn't hear clearly, his body froze, and he gradually let go of me. He looked at me hard, with strange eyes, and said indifferently for a moment: "It's you."

I almost bit my tongue in shock.His expression made me shudder, as if a basin of ice-cold snow water poured down my head, and my bones were icy cold.I tried my best to keep kneeling, and said softly: "The concubine sees the emperor." His eyes were a little distant, and soon fell on me again, lingering on my clothes.All of a sudden, he pulled me up, his eyes flashed with burning anger, and his tone already had the meaning of questioning: "Where did this dress come from?" I was afraid in my heart, and just as I was waiting for an explanation, he grabbed my arm more and more forcefully, and the pain made me break out in a cold sweat and I was speechless.I tried my best to hold my breath, only to say, "Chen Qie didn't..." He threw me away, threw me on the ground, and let out a cold "hum".

The queen inside heard the movement, and hastily helped Jianqiu's hand to come out. Seeing such a scene, she let out an "oops" and leaned towards Jianqiu who was supporting her. Xuan Ling was startled, and regardless of me, hurriedly helped the queen to sit down and asked, "What's wrong with the queen?" The queen didn't faint, she just stroked her head with her hands, and said with difficulty: "I have a headache." Jian Qiu hurriedly poured hot water in, but the queen didn't drink it, she just turned her head to look around for someone, and asked, "Where's Hui Chun?"

Jianqiu understood, and hurriedly called Huichun to come in. When the queen saw her, her face turned pale, she pointed at me with one hand, and patted the chair vigorously with the other, wanting to say to Huichun, "Look at her, what's going on?" As soon as Huichun saw me, she was shocked and paled immediately, knelt down and cried: "A few days ago, my mother was sorting out the old clothes of Queen Chunyuan, and found that two pearls were missing from this long neon dress, and the silk thread was loose. Let the servants take it to the House of Internal Affairs to mend it. The servants wanted to take it back when they had time, but who knows how many things they have forgotten in the past two days. I don’t know how it ended up on Lady Zhaoyi." She was so frightened that she forgot to cry, and kowtowed desperately: "The emperor and queen forgive me."

There was a bang in my mind, leaving nothing but a blank.What should I do if I mistakenly wore the old clothes of Queen Chunyuan? The empress was angry and impatient, she couldn't contain her anger, she gasped and said: "Stupid! I must have told you to take extra care of the former empress's belongings, but you all ignored it? That's all for nothing, but why... ..." Xuan Ling's eyes were a little dazed, "This is what she wore when she first met me." The queen's eyes jumped like flames, and she stared at Xuan Ling for a long time: "The emperor still remembers that my sister came to see me in the palace at that time."

Xuan Ling gave a faint "huh" and said, "Of course I can't forget it." They were talking like this, and I was alone, looking at them like an abandoned and forgotten person.Wanwan?I sneered in my heart, and I was even more sad, Wan Wan, it turned out to be someone else! He quickly stared at me, with a strange and cold tone, and said three words briefly: "Take it off!" I was a little embarrassed for a while, so I took off my coat, and I was only wearing a shirt with dark patterns, which was absolutely inappropriate.However, I quickly took it off, put my hands on it, and knelt down straight, "The concubine is careless, and I mistakenly wore the old clothes of Queen Chunyuan."

The queen looked at Xuan Ling carefully, and said cautiously: "Zhaoyi has always been cautious, so she definitely wouldn't do this on purpose, maybe there is some reason?" She said to me, "You tell me yourself." I calmly shook my head, and said: "The concubine found that the dress was damaged when she came to the empress's palace, so she borrowed this dress temporarily as a last resort, and I don't know the reason for the dress." Ping, "If that's not the case..." I stared at Xuan Ling, but couldn't continue, I only said to the queen: "It was originally the fault of the concubine, and the concubine is willing to accept the punishment." In my heart, why would I want to be someone else in his eyes.That's all.That's all. Xuan Ling looked at me with a complicated and distant expression.I looked away, fighting back the tears in my eyes. Such a cold silence.For a moment, the queen hesitated and said, "Zhaoyi, she..." Xuan Ling said expressionlessly, "Zhaoyi? Even though I went through the canonization ceremony, but didn't listen to your instructions, it's not a ceremony." My heart was already cold, but it was also shocked.Unconsciously smiled wryly, that's all, I should not be Zhaoyi in his heart, the person he cares about is not me! He looked at me as if condescending from afar, and said, "Tangli Palace has been built, so you can go and think about it." My fall from grace happened overnight.Everything is completely overturned.The newly built Tangli Palace, the elegant and exquisite Tangli Palace, which symbolizes honor and nobility, also became a cold prison overnight. My tears flowed freely the night I just returned to Tangli.In the still chilly night of spring, my tears stained the quilt to be damp and cold.The moonlight sifted silently through the panes, forming a pool of pale stagnant water.I am awake like this, staring from the endless darkness to the whiteness of the east, without any tiredness. Heart, from severe pain and burning heat, accumulated with the silver charcoal burned overnight in the charcoal basin into a pool of cold and dead ashes.Such profound shame and sorrow shattered an incomplete heart into strands. I realized that everything was just a trap, starting from the ruined dress.And in the awakening, there is a deeper sorrow - all the affection and favor he gave me, but because I am a similar shadow! Wan Wan!The me in his heart is just a substitute for Empress Chunyuan. Eyes were dry and stinging after long hours of opening and crying.After a long silence, someone finally pushed the door open, it was Jinxi.She said softly: "Your Majesty." I just sat there in a daze.Everyone in Tangli Palace was locked up along with me.He Gong was panicked, and he didn't dare to disturb me.Jinxi bowed, and said slowly: "Your Majesty, please take care of yourself, don't be sad and break your body." I have no more tears, the hall is dark, and her expression looks anxious in the backlight.I looked up and looked at Jinxi for the first time for a long time, with a hoarse pain in my throat, I suddenly sneered, "Jinxi, I asked you why you were so loyal to me for no reason before, and you just said it was fate, but now— —You can let me know." She bit her lip, knelt down beside me calmly, just kept silent.The corners of my lips spread slowly, in such a sad and resentful state of mind, the smile must also be terrifying, "Is it because I look like the gone Empress Chunyuan?" She nodded slowly, then shook her head again, and said, "Your Majesty is not very similar to Empress Chunyuan." I chuckled suspiciously, not believing it at all, and said: "Really?" I said to myself, "I didn't understand until now." Concubine Duan's expression when she saw me for the first time suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, why she was surprised when she saw me, why did she say if that is the case.Her earliest concubine in the palace was naturally familiar with Empress Chunyuan's appearance. Jinxi said softly: "Three parts are similar, and five parts are temperamental, which is enough to make the emperor fall in love." I smiled sadly and laughed at myself: "Three points of appearance? Five points of temperament? It is enough to make you loyal to me—no, the one you are really loyal to is Queen Chunyuan." Jinxi knelt down respectfully, and said earnestly: "Slaves are not blessed to serve the former empress, but they were once favored by the former empress by chance." Jinxi looked at me calmly, her eyes were as clear as water, "Your Majesty put on the former empress's clothes." There are only a few real portraits of the clothes. The empress is too pure-hearted, but the empress is soft-hearted, but she is also decisive. Jinxi is loyal to the empress because of the benevolence of the empress, and it is for the empress herself.” I looked at her, unable to suppress the curiosity and unwillingness in my heart: "Queen Chunyuan, what kind of person is that?" Jinxi smiled slightly, but her eye circles were red: "Queen Chunyuan shouldn't live in this world. There is no one who is kinder and better than her." Seeing me surprised, she said: "The former empress is like a banished empress. Immortal, the wind and dust of the world will only defile her." I was surprised beyond words. When I was young, I heard people talk about Empress Chunyuan. I only knew that she was beautiful, gentle and feminine.And in the palace, I only knew a little about her, only knew that Concubine Duan's pipa came from her hands, such a talent is beyond my reach. I softened my heart and said, "She... must be very, very good." Jinxi said softly: "If the empress is a rose with thorns, Empress Chunyuan is a lily in the water. It's a pity that the palace is dusty and muddy, and the lily will not bloom well." Jinxi spoke frankly, and I was quite touched.I looked at her sideways, and said sadly: "A rose with thorns? Even with thorns, how could it be able to defeat so many open and hidden arrows. There is no way to argue in the trap, and now I have fallen out of favor. My allegiance is in vain." Jinxi solemnly kowtowed, and said: "This incident is also the negligence of this servant. The servant thinks that the clothes look familiar, and can't remember for a while that it is the old queen. Besides, Eunuch Jiang has never served the late queen before. It is true that we have fallen for someone else. It’s a calculation.” Jin Xi paused, and said: “Your Majesty was just sent back yesterday, and I heard that Eunuch Jiang was beaten to death by the emperor’s decree.” I was shocked when I heard the words, and my heart was even more sad: "He was implicated by me, and he was also a chess piece that was calculated." I held Jinxi's hand and said apologetically, "I shouldn't doubt your loyalty, even if you You are because of the first queen, at least for me. But the emperor—" I didn't continue, just sneered: "The queen has spent a lot of time!" Jinxi's eyelashes twitched, she pondered for a moment, and said, "How did your empress see it?" "If it wasn't for her intention, who would have touched Queen Chunyuan's old things, and how could it be such a coincidence?" My heart trembled. I am not ignorant of the Queen's methods. We joined forces to scare Concubine Li and eradicate Concubine Hua. The cooperation is tacit and appropriate.She is not blindly elegant!I sneered and felt a little palpitated. I never thought that the mantis stalks the cicada, and the oriole is behind.The cunning rabbit is dead, the lackey is cooking! Isn't that so? Jinxi lowered her head and bit her lips slightly: "Your Majesty doesn't have any disobedience to the Empress, it's just that your Empress is promoted every step of the way and won the favor, the Empress must be afraid." I got up, looked around in a daze, and said: "I have lost both the king's heart and the queen's will, and what I committed involved the former queen, which is the wound of the emperor and queen mother." Jinxi frowned: "Today's matter really cannot be changed right now, the empress can only wait for the right time." "Timing?" I looked around the exquisitely restored Tangli Palace. At this moment, what is the difference between it and a real cold palace?That day Xuan Ling sent me to the Wuliang Hall in order to protect me from the disaster of fighting in the former court and the harem, so he had deep affection.How can today's confinement be the same.That's all, that's all! Life was dead silent, and all the preferential treatment from Tangli Palace had been cancelled.The people outside don't know how to see my jokes. I was demoted on the day of canonization, and I must be the first one.Xuan Ling only asked the Ministry of Internal Affairs to treat me like a nobleman.After Jiang Minzhong's death, the people of the House of Internal Affairs were naturally harsh in every possible way, and most of the food they sent was rotten and cold.Some rough envoys, eunuchs and maids in Tangli Palace naturally complained and complained endlessly.Fortunately, Jinxi and Xiaoyunzi were still able to hold back, and everyone tried their best to endure. Even though I was sad in my heart, I was unwilling to wash my face with tears.However, holding on to himself in every possible way, the pain and resentment were oppressed in his heart, choked like a huge rock, and he gradually moved away from tea and rice. The heavy snow never stopped in the cold spring, Tangli Palace was located in a remote place, and it was very cold and humid, the charcoal fire for heating was cut off by the Household Office long ago, there was nothing for heating, and the bedding was almost so damp that water could be squeezed out .Although she wore a few more layers of clothing, within a few days, her delicate hands and feet were covered with chilblains, purple like grapes, bright red, bursting from time to time, revealing bright red strands of blood.Huanbi and Liuzhu were very anxious, and they didn't care about any taboos. They slept together with me every night to keep each other warm.Only then did I realize that their hands and feet were all cracked and damaged. I couldn't bear it any longer, and the three of them hugged their heads and shed tears when I felt distressed. I said with tears in my eyes: "In the past, you were slaves in the mansion, and you never suffered like this, but now you have to suffer like this with me." .” Huanbi warmed my feet with her legs, and said sadly: "Miss, how have you ever worked so hard. The emperor is too..." Liu Zhu wiped her tears, and said angrily: "The slaves are begging in every possible way, I just hope that the Ministry of Internal Affairs can send some plasters for frostbite, or bring some black charcoal! Who knows that they will not answer, let alone let go When the servants went out, they just taunted them in every possible way outside the door. How did they try to please us back then." Huanbi sighed, glared at Liu Zhu and said, "Just calm down, don't you think it's not disturbing enough?" Liu Zhu said bitterly: "One day, I want them to know how great Aunt Liu Zhu is!" As he spoke, he put my hand in her arms.Her hands were also cold, only a little warmth in her arms gave me all the warmth.I hugged them tightly, feeling even more sad in my heart, and said: "Originally I wanted to find a good way out for you, but I'm afraid I can't. I'm afraid it's hard to protect myself, but it dragged you down." I felt even more guilty towards Huanbi , "Huanbi, I'm even more troublesome for you." Huanbi shook her head lightly, but wept silently.Liu Zhu said with emotion: "Is it true that the servants follow the young lady just to enjoy the blessings?! The servants have followed the young lady since childhood, not only enjoying the happiness with the young lady, but also not afraid to share the burden with the young lady. The whole maidservant belongs to the young lady." I suddenly said, "Why did I ever regard you as slaves?" Tears flashed in Huanbi's eyes, "Liu Zhu is right. Miss treats us differently from slaves, are you afraid of going through it together? There must be nothing difficult." The moonlight was dim, faintly like a gray shadow, and the palace was getting colder in the middle of the night.I felt miserable, and was afraid that turning around would wake Liu Zhu and Huanbi beside me, so I froze.The moonlight fell heavily on the tent, and today is the end of the month again.The last quarter moon is as thin as a hook, and it seems to be cutting the heart.The moon is full and the moon is short, and the days are changing.But when it comes to the fickleness of the human heart, how can the moon's ups and downs be comparable? In my melancholy, I sighed secretly. Xu Shi has been eating and drinking irregularly for several days, and his whole body has lost strength and mental fatigue.Or because of this unbearable mental effort, the always inaccurate letter period was three or five days later than last month.Both body and mind are indescribably sore and sad.Jinxi was so anxious that she tried to clear the guards for me several times to invite the imperial physician.However, the guards guarding Tangli Palace were extremely brutal and had a bad attitude, so they ignored them at all, and said in a hurry: "The emperor has ordered that no one from this palace is allowed to go out. We can't control anything else." So I watched me haggard and weak day after day. Finally that day when I got up and changed my clothes in the morning, I was exhausted, and my feet felt weak, and I fell unconscious. When he woke up, Wen Shichu was nearby, and a charcoal fire was lit again in the hall, which was warm and bright.The warm herbs are gurgling and rolling on the small silver choshi, slightly smoky.The quilts on his body should be changed to soft and dry ones, and a copper soup pot was stuffed at his feet to keep warm. I raised my hand, only to see that it was covered with a thick layer of soft cloth. I couldn't help being surprised. Jinxi smiled and said: "Young lady, don't move. I just applied mink oil for frostbite. I'm afraid it will stain my clothes." A bowl of bird's nest was blowing gently, and I scooped it up to my lips with a silver spoon.I was dizzy, limp and weak, and I just stared at all the doubts around me.How can such a courteous reception come from being imprisoned, and Mrs. Tang at her feet is scalding her feet, which is clearly not an illusory scene. I looked at Wen Shichu, seeing my old friend for the first time, my eyes couldn't help getting hot, and I said, "Master Wen." He responded, with thin tenderness and pity in his eyes, he tried his best to suppress it, and saluted: "My minister congratulates your empress!" My consciousness was a little fuzzy, I touched my abdomen unconsciously, and looked at him suspiciously and unexpectedly: "Really?" Jinxi shed tears, turned her head and wiped her head lightly, and all the maids and eunuchs of the first palace knelt down to congratulate her: "Congratulations, Your Majesty." She said, "The imperial doctor said that your Majesty is already a month pregnant." There was a moment of panic in my heart, but I was also happy, and the joy was even more sad.I used to look forward to having a child but couldn't. Now I have another child at this time. I don't know if I rely on him or burden him.I caressed my lower abdomen, almost crying. After everyone retreated, only Wen Shichu and Jinxi were left by their side.Jinxi was at the side nursing the medicine stove, Wen Shichu read the pulse for me and said: "Your Majesty's mood fluctuates too much, the fetal gas is not stable, don't get angry and sad again." I turned my head away, endured the soreness in my nose, and said: "My lord, what do you think of Bengong now?" He sighed for a long time: "This is the only chance for your concubine to stand up now." He comforted: "The emperor has ordered that the humble minister will take care of your concubine's pregnancy. Treat each other. The empress also ordered someone to take extra care of the diet and daily life of the empress, and the empress should try to relax as much as possible." But I smiled sadly, and said: "Really? Do you think this is a chance for me to stand up? If so, your lord just said so much, why didn't you hear that there was an order to lift the restraint? Your majesty also There was never a word of comfort. What's more, this so-called concubine courtesy is also for my child, not because of me." He was silent and compassionate.Jinxi at the side also stopped fanning the stove in a daze, and bowed her head.There was silence in the hall for a while, only to see the hot air in the little silver-colored Chozi rolling out "toot toot" and toot toot toot toot in vain. Wen Shichu said eagerly: "Niang Niang..." There was also a choking feeling in his throat. I hugged Mrs. Tang in my arms to draw warmth, and smiled slightly, "Why is your lord sad? I am not sad, but you are ahead of me." Mrs. Tang was so hot that she burned my cold chest through the clothes.I bowed my head and said forcefully: "No matter when, I will never belittle myself and wrong this child. I haven't entered the cold palace yet, even if I do, I will definitely raise this child well." Wen Shichu breathed a sigh of relief for a long time, and said calmly: "That's good. I'm afraid that the empress will despise me." He said firmly: "If there are words from the empress, I will definitely take care of the empress with all my strength!" I smiled sadly, deeply feeling warmth and gratitude.I can't respond to Wen Shichu's affection for me in this life. Even though he has feelings of admiration for me, I have no intention of it. But the deep palace is so changeable and cold, and he is caring by my side like a relative. With tears in my smile, I slowly said: "Master Wen and Bengong have known each other since childhood, how have I ever seen Bengong despise himself?" He smiled happily, and said: "The empress I know has never disappointed me." I said: "That's it, I and the fetus in the womb should be entrusted to the adults." After Wen Shichu left, Du Jinxi stayed by my side to take care of me. She tucked up the quilt for me, and said comfortingly: "Fortunately, Mrs. Wen came to take care of my mother, but nothing should be relaxed." She advised me: "At this time, I have a child. That's good, at least the emperor won't be too heartless." I smiled sadly and said: "Do you also think the emperor is too heartless?" There are so many children that cannot be born in the palace, and every step is a dangerous road.Since Xuan Ling is weak, he can only fight for it on his own. I struggled to put on my clothes and got up, and ordered Jinxi to take the four treasures of the study.Jinxi said: "Your Majesty is weak, so let's write when I feel better." I shook my head, picked up a pen and wrote a paper, handed it to Jinxi to seal, and said: "I am pregnant, the emperor will definitely read my letter. Find a way to send it to the imperial court." Jinxi said: "What did you write?" I used my mind too much, and felt more and more strenuous, half leaning against the bed, said: "I beg the emperor to order that the empress will personally take care of my pregnancy and childbirth." Jinxi was surprised, "Your Majesty already suspected that what happened today was the empress' intention, so why do you want the empress to take care of you?" I smiled wryly: "That's right. But now that the empress is the only one in the palace, I have to pay attention to this child, and I cannot do it myself. The empress must have hated me very much for her scheme to frame me, and even thought about it, she also hates the child in my womb. Right now Doing what I can, I am absolutely powerless to fight against her. If she is to take care of my childbirth, if there is any mistake, she will bear the brunt and cannot get rid of it. For her own sake, she will do her best not to harm my child. I will not let others harm my children." Jinxi was helpless, but also agreed: "This is the only way to keep everything safe. If the empress wants to regain her favor in the future, all hope will be placed on this child." I shook my head sadly.If Xuan Ling is like this, am I still willing to be a substitute for someone else in order to fight for favor?Even if you kill me, you will definitely not be able to.I just want this child to grow up safely. I just said: "You go quickly." The queen has always been "kind and kind" in front of people, and Xuan Ling has such a will, and she will definitely not refuse. I lowered my head and caressed my belly, which was not yet visible, and secretly made up my mind, son, even if your father doesn't take pity on you or your mother, she will definitely try her best to protect you. Jinxi put away the letter and said with a smile, "The bird's nest is cold, and this servant is going to mix some hot milk into it." I said casually: "Wait and make it. I always feel a little tasteless in my mouth, ask Liu Zhu to order the small kitchen to make a bowl of shrimp porridge." Jinxi had a strange look on her face, she responded and hurried out.After a while, it was Huanbi who brought in the porridge.Sitting in front of my bed, she scooped it up and said with a smile: "Miss, if you are a healthy person, one person will eat and two people will make up for it. You should eat more." I didn't have much appetite at first, but I just thought about it for a while, and when the truth came to me, I lost interest again.Seeing her eagerly expecting, he tried his best to swallow a few mouthfuls and said: "Why didn't Liuzhu come in, you didn't see her when you came in to congratulate just now." Huanbi smiled and said: "Miss thinks that the servants are not serving well, and she is only thinking about Liuzhu." I saw that although she was smiling, but the corners of her eyes were red, I couldn't help feeling puzzled, and asked, "What's wrong with Liu Zhu?" She hurriedly said, "It's nothing. It's just that Liu Zhu hasn't slept well these few nights, and she's sleeping with a cold." I said "oh", I was going to sleep.Or the ups and downs of these days, the heart is not stable, lifted the quilt and got up and said: "I'll go and see her." Huanbi hurriedly got up to stop me, and I became more and more suspicious.Seeing that she couldn't stop her, Huanbi knelt on the ground with a "plop", bit her lip and cried bitterly: "Miss, you don't need to go, Liu Zhu is gone." I was shocked and said, "What did you say!" Huanbi whimpered, and said: "Miss, how do you think the imperial doctor can come in? The guards outside didn't even pay attention to our pleading. It was Liu Zhu who tried his best to hit their knife, and the people outside called the imperial doctor for fear of killing people." Yes, only Imperial Physician Wen is willing to come to take care of Miss, but unfortunately Liu Zhu cannot be saved." Liuzhu has been by my side since childhood, and love is like a biological sister. Hearing such a sad news for a while, his heart hurts and he almost fell into Huanbi's arms. Let the lady know, for fear of hurting the fetal gas, the lady must not be too sad." While weeping, Jinxi rushed in, she knew it was not good when she saw this, she quickly helped me to sit down, and said earnestly: "Your Majesty is sad now, you need to understand more, the most important thing is to take care of yourself. Miss Liuzhu is for your Majesty." Damn, your empress must never let her die in vain. Only your empress can avenge Miss Liuzhu." I gritted my teeth tightly, with too much force, the roots of my teeth were sore and painful, as if I had taken a mouthful of ice water in my mouth.Huanbi cried and begged: "Miss must be well. Miss, you know how miserable Liu Zhu died. Even the body was not buried properly after being touched with blood. If Miss is broken, Liu Zhu is not for nothing!" I was startled and weeping.I know Huanbi's background, and I have always been kind to her, so I can't help neglecting Liuzhu.But after Huanbi's betrayal that day, I believed in Liu Zhu more in my heart.It's a pity that she and Huanbi entered the palace together to accompany me. She never had a day of peace and happiness, but she ended up like this for me first. Could it be that I made her a burden! Jinxi took my hand, broke off my clenched fingers one by one, and said with tears: "Young lady's hand has just been covered with medicine, how good it is to hold it like this." The death of the concubine? The empress could bear it back then, but can't she bear the pain for a while today? If the empress hurts herself, even if she wants to avenge Miss Liuzhu in the future, she will be powerless!" These words are to the point, no matter how sad I am, I can still hear them.I slowly stopped crying, and said bluntly, "That's right, Liu Zhu's death will not be considered in vain if I live well."