Chapter 12 Chapter Twelve Three Chunhui

At night, I asked Jinxi to light the oil lamps and candles, put on a dress and cut the clothes vigorously. However, it was really possible to make a dress for my daughter, but I hesitated for a long time and still couldn't make a decision. Jinxi said: "The lady is not inferior in cutting and sewing, why is she so hesitant and can't cut it with a single knife?" I was a little embarrassed, and said: "I'm afraid that if you don't cut it right at once, you won't be able to make the best clothes for Mizuki." Jinxi smiled and said: "My lady is Diji's own mother, so what I do for her is naturally the best, my lady just do it with confidence and boldly."

I scratched my scalp with a needle, and said with a smile: "I'm timid because of the closeness to the hometown, that's probably what I'm like." It happened that Huan Bichen had finished washing today's clothes and came in, looking a little tired. Seeing several pieces of bright and good clothes stacked on the table, he couldn't help asking curiously: "Has Aunt Fangruo come here today? It's not like this in the past." He asked again, "Why did Aunt Fangruo send you the clothes this time?" Often when Fang Ruo came to see me, she would just send some snacks or daily necessities, but never any materials. The few old clothes I brought with me were also dowry when I entered the palace. Not worn.I am practicing in the temple, which is quite eye-catching. Although I am practicing with my hair on, I am just like ordinary nuns, wearing only gray cloth robes.

I only focused on the cutting of the material, and said casually, "The Six Kings sent me to sew the clothes for Obscure Moon." Huanbi was pleasantly surprised: "Has the prince returned from Shangjing? When did you come back?" "Three days ago," I said, "I think I came back in a hurry, and I still look like a busy person." Huanbi's eyes were focused, and she landed on the scroll I opened at hand, and her tone of voice was lightly joyful: "Is this child our Obscure Moon Empress?" Jinxi was also happy, and said cheerfully: "Yes. She looks so cute, and her eyebrows and eyes are exactly the same as that of a lady."

My eyes were also attracted, and I watched for a long time and said: "Concubine Jing has become a little plump, I think life will be smooth and smooth in the future, but it's a pity that Meizhuang has become thinner again." Jinxi leaned aside and said: "It's not very obvious that Shen Jieyu hasn't become rounder since her feet were grounded. It's hard for her." Huanbi said softly: "The characters in this painting are lifelike, and the artist did a very good job." I glanced at it, smiled and said: "Your Majesty is famous for his talent. I used to think that he was proud of poetry and books, and he was also very good at riding and archery. I don't want him to be so good at Danqing."

Huanbi was slightly surprised, and then just smiled as usual: "The prince has a heart." After finishing speaking, he turned around and fetched water. A large bouquet of reed flowers was offered in the porcelain vase on the table, which was picked on the shore when I came back. It had no fragrance or good color, and I just offered it quietly in the vase. When I looked at it, I felt peaceful and calm. In this way, I turned on the lights every night to tailor, and finally drove out a set of clothes and pantyhose two days before Obscure Moon's birthday.One piece was made according to the size, and two aprons were made of brocade with water red pattern, embroidered with butterflies playing peonies and multicolored silk patterns of wearing flowers, dragons and phoenixes; I made brocade jacket and trousers for winter with Ruihua brocade; I made a spring and autumn set of trousers with Dahua brocade from Baozhao; Socks and scarves were made separately.

Looking left and right like this, check whether the stitches are fine enough, lest a negligent thread will hurt Ozuki's delicate skin. When it was finished, both Huanbi and Xuanqing were overjoyed.Huanbi worried: "The clothes are very well made, but how do you send them to the palace? It's a big headache." I just looked at the clothes and said with a gentle smile: "Tomorrow the prince will come and pick it up." Huanbi said: "Miss, go to see the prince alone?" She thought about it, and said: "The prince has a personal attendant named Ah Jin, who I met when I was in the palace. I haven't seen him for a long time now, and I don't know if he is okay it is good?"

I smiled and straightened my clothes, wrapped them carefully in a bundle, and said, "I don't know there is such a person, but if you want to go, you can come with me tomorrow." Huanbi smiled slightly, "Miss said so, of course I will go." Then she felt sorry for me and said: "Miss can go to bed early today, I haven't slept well for several days to sew Diji's clothes, look at this The eyes are black and blue, people are going to suffer, so go to bed early today." I yawned and said with a smile, "You're right. I'm willing to suffer no matter how hard it is just for Ozuki."

At noon the next day, I found a gap and waited by the river.When I went there, Xuanqing had already arrived, and this time he was accompanied by a servant, who was only about twenty years old, and he looked alert and honest. Huanbi saw it from a distance, and waved, "Ah Jin." Ah Jin was also happy to see Huanbi, and said when they met, "I haven't seen Miss Huanbi for a long time. I thought that the food and drink in Ganlu Temple were simple, but I didn't expect that the girl is more beautiful." Huanbi spat, and made a gesture to reach out to hit him, and said angrily: "It's getting more and more slick, and it's annoying."

Seeing them laughing, Xuan Qing said to me: "This is Ah Jin, my long follower since childhood." When Ah Jin saw me, he hurriedly greeted me and said: "I didn't greet my lady in the palace before, but now I make it up together." He laughed and said: "In the past, we always heard our princes say how good a lady is, but I never saw it with my own eyes. I always thought it was the prince who was exaggerating, but now that I see it, I feel that although our prince is good at speaking, when it comes to the lady, it is not as good as it is, and I don't know why."

Huanbi couldn't stop laughing, and spat: "Miss, don't listen to him. Ah Jin relies on the prince's favor, blindly talking glib." Ah Jin put his hips on his hips, raised his neck and said: "Listen to Miss Huanbi's words, did the slave say something wrong? It's really unheard of where a maid says her master is not good." Huanbi was angry and impatient, and stomped her feet hard.Xuan Qing smiled and slapped Ah Jin on the head with a "pop" and said, "I love talking nonsense more and more." I smiled and handed the clothes to Xuanqing, said "Troubleshooting", and then said to Ah Jin: "Huanbiyuan figured that you would come, and begged me to bring him here, but I didn't want you to recruit her as soon as you saw her." angry."

Ah Jin hurriedly begged for forgiveness: "The servant doesn't know this level, so it is indeed the servant's fault." Then he pulled Huanbi's clothes and said, "I am ignorant, my good sister, please forgive me. Bar." Huanbi pushed his hand away vigorously, blushing and said: "The prince is here, and he doesn't care about adoring Ah Jin, he's messing around more and more." Then he said: "It took a lot of effort for the clothes, please send it to the palace. .” Xuan Qing smiled faintly, "Naturally." I took out a red tasseled ball from the bundle, with two silver bells hanging on it, and the bells jingled.He smiled and said: "This is for Yufeng, please wear it for the prince too." Xuan Qing deliberately frowned and said: "It can be seen that Qing is not as good as Yu Feng in the heart of the lady. Only Yu Feng was given, but not me." I covered my lips and said with a smile: "Didn't the lord say last time that Yufeng has learned all the bad things from the lord? Then giving it to Yufeng is like giving it to the lord." After talking and laughing like this for a while, Ah Jin said: "I still have to visit the old concubine." In this way, they also hurriedly dispersed. When I got back to the house, I saw Fangruo was already waiting there. Seeing me coming back, she hurriedly got up with a smile and said, "The lady is back. Because I was busy with the Emperor Ji's first birthday ceremony, I came two days late." I said quietly: "It's okay, please sit down, aunt." Fang Ruo sat down as she said, looked at me for a moment, and said with a smile: "Young lady looks pretty good today, where did you go shopping?" Huanbi poured tea and said with a smile: "Miss saw that the weather was fine today, so she asked me to accompany her for a walk." So Fangruo picked up the matter of the first birthday celebration of the moon, and talked about how the House of Internal Affairs prepared and made the ceremony, and what congratulations the concubines in the palaces prepared, and said: "It's nothing more than the gifts from other empresses and young masters. They are Ruyi, Jinsuo, and Yuanbao. Only Xu Cairen gave a white jade Guanyin statue, which is very thoughtful." She said, "The lady is practicing in Ganlu Temple, so naturally she can't take care of the emperor. Cairen presented the white jade Guanyin image to Diji, one is to use Guanyin to save all living beings and to show the love of the mother is always there, naturally it also means to respect the concubine and the empress; the other is also to pray for the emperor's peace. The white jade statue of Avalokitesvara cost a lot of money, and Xu Cai's family is not ordinary, so it took a lot of effort." I heard Fangruo alone talking about a talented person named Xu, and saw that she loved Ouyue, so I couldn't help asking: "Who is talented person Xu?" Fang Ruo said with a smile: "Xu Cairen's maiden name is Xu, and her girlfriend's name is Yan Yi. It was at this time last year that she entered the draft. She was named Cai Nv for the first time, and now she is already a talented person." I pondered slightly: "Is Xu Cairen very popular?" Fang Ruo shook her head, "It was alright at first, but right now it's not considered favored, and it can be said to be unknown. Nowadays, only An Ronghua and Guan Shunyi are in the limelight in the palace—that is, An Fenyi and Concubine Qi in the past Besides, Qing Guiren, Concubine Chang and Yang Liangdi, who were newly recruited last year, these three are the most favored among the new concubines. Especially Concubine Hu, she did not enter the palace as a beautiful woman, but The emperor personally saw it during the palace banquet. Her biological mother is the youngest daughter of Taizong's younger sister, Princess Wuyang, who is the current Lord Jinkang. Although Lord Jinkang's husband-in-law's family has fallen, she is still a relative of the royal family. Well. She is so beautiful that even the queen mother specially summoned her when she first entered the palace." I pinched my palms and said with a sneer: "Congratulations to An Ronghua and Guan Shunyi, they have been promoted step by step, and they are both promoted again." Fangruo said plainly: "That's true. An Ronghua was granted the title of Jin again in this year, and it is indeed very beautiful." Fangruo slowed down her tone, and said word by word: "Besides, right now, Concubine Chang is pregnant." I was startled suddenly, opened my eyes slightly, and said, "Concubine Chang is pregnant?" Immediately realizing my gaffe, I calmed down, and said tentatively, "Concubine Chang's status is very precious and extraordinary, so it's natural for her to be pregnant. It's a good thing, if you give birth to an emperor concubine or a prince in the future, your status will be extraordinarily honorable." Fangruo was taken aback, and immediately understood what I meant, and whispered softly: "Don't worry, my lady. The Obscure Moon Emperor naturally has the protection of the Obscure Moon Emperor, and as for Chang Concubine's baby, it will naturally attract the emperor's attention, not only In this way, all the people in the palace will pay attention, even the birth mother of the young concubine Chang, Lord Jinkang, also visits the palace from time to time." I closed my eyes slightly, and said meaningfully: "Since you attach so much importance to it, Concubine Chang's baby will be safe and sound." Fangruo smiled towards the sky, and said calmly: "Who knows? It's just because of Concubine Chang's pregnancy, the emperor hasn't visited Diji for three or four days, but the emperor will definitely come when Diji's birthday." "This is expected, it's just that after the birth of Concubine Chang's child, Ozuki will be even more neglected." I sighed sadly, "A daughter who doesn't have a biological mother by her side always suffers." Fang Ruo disagrees, "However, Emperor Ji Wenyi is raised by the highest-ranking concubine, and Shuhe Diji has a biological mother named Xingui, and the favor of Shu and Diji is not as good as that of Emperor Wenyi. It’s not as good as the Obscure Moon Emperor’s beloved by the emperor.” "It's just..." My brows gradually frowned like a mountain peak, "Obscurity Moon's biological mother is someone who was rejected by the emperor. Therefore, the thing that Obscurity Moon can rely on most in the palace is the love of his father, the only one who The unrelenting love is the way for her to settle down." In fact, the concubines in the palace compete for the emperor's favor to protect themselves. As the emperor's children, why not?The prince can still rely on his own strength to make progress, but the emperor's life's future and fortune will depend on her father's pity and love. I rested my chin and meditated slightly. There were a few sprigs of yellow chrysanthemums in the room. The bitter and almost medicinal aroma made my mind calm and sober.I slowly opened my eyes, showing a very calm and quiet smile, and said, "Who is keeping the relics of Queen Chunyuan now?" Fangruo snapped her fingers and said while thinking: "Empress Chunyuan's most beloved personal clothes and jewelry are with the emperor, and the rest are kept by the empress, and some are at the empress dowager's." "So when Empress Chunyuan was alive, did she have any favorite jewelry and necklaces?" Fangruo thought carefully, and said after a while: "Yes. I remember that Empress Chunyuan had a jade hibiscus necklace carved from suet jade. The branches and leaves are connected together. The empress loved it very much during her lifetime, and it was vaguely bestowed by the emperor himself on the wedding day." "So, if you want to carve a similar collar, how much work will it take?" Fangruo thought about it and said: "Pure suet jade is hard to find. Even if there is, it will take half a month to make it." I folded a chrysanthemum in my hand, and slowly pinched off the petals one by one. The yellowish sap stained the palm of my hand, with a faint medicinal smell, rushing to the nose. How long does it take to carve the petaled crabapple into leaves with ordinary jadeite? I only want the similarity in spirit, not in shape." "It is an ordinary thing, and the carving is simple. It can be completed in about three or four days." I got up and opened the pearl and jade box that had been dusty for a long time, reached out and grabbed a pair of shining bracelets and pearl flowers, handed them to Fangruo, and begged: "Obscurity Moon is my only daughter, and now she is about to turn one year old, I am a mother , I just want to do my best for a little bit. I ask my aunt to take these jewelry and ask the craftsmen of the Ministry of Internal Affairs to quickly carve a necklace like I just said, so that Ozuki can wear it on her birthday. Mother's kindness." Fangruo looked at me with deep and clear eyes. After a long time, she sighed, pressed my hand and said: "My lady doesn't have much savings, and it doesn't take so much to hire a craftsman." She took out a bunch of Emerald bracelet, said: "Just this is enough. Don't worry, lady, this servant will do his best." I warned: "I was offended by misuse of Queen Chunyuan's old clothes, I hope Ozuki will not repeat my mistakes." Fang Ruo patted my hand comfortingly, and said: "Mistress, don't worry, slaves will save it." I leaned on the door and watched Fangruo go back. Seeing her figure disappearing into the twilight, the feeling of clinging in my heart became even stronger. When Fangruo came again, it was already one month later, she put away the Buddhist scriptures I had transcribed as usual, and said with a smile: "Listening to what the queen mother said, my lady's handwriting has improved a lot, but she lacks some vitality. There are too many, and the temper is too quiet." I said: "The Empress Dowager's skills in spelling and knowing people are excellent." Fangruo smiled and said, "Concubine Chang is three months pregnant, and her stomach is showing a bit." I gave a faint "oh", and slowly twisted the nanmu Buddhist beads in my hand, without paying any attention to it, I said, "Who is pregnant or not, and what does it have to do with me?" Fang Ruo said: "It's true that it has nothing to do with the lady. It's just that the concubine Chang's pregnancy would have taken away the emperor's love for the concubines and princes. Now, let's not talk about others, but Empress Wuyue is alone. When it is a holy grace, no one can share it." I smiled and turned over a page of "Yan Leng Jing", and said with a faint smile, "Aunt Youlao is very considerate." "The servant girl is just doing things according to the order of the lady. Even the concubine Jingfei is amazed by the twists and turns." Fangruo said: "The sixth day of October is the big day of the emperor's first birthday, so we will hold a grand ceremony in the Chonghua Palace. The banquet was a feast for the host and guests. The emperor was wearing a checkered and flowery Shu brocade dress, she was very cute, and she was hugged by the concubine Jing and sat on the left side of the emperor. When the emperor hugged the emperor, he saw the knot on the neck of the emperor. Jade collar. This is a risky matter. Even the concubine Jing hesitated for a long time before, for fear that the emperor would follow in the footsteps of his wife and cause disaster. It was the servants who persuaded them carefully, and used the old lady's schemes as an example, and the concubine Jing agreed Seeing that the emperor saw Diji's jade collar, he couldn't help sweating. Unexpectedly, the emperor stared blankly for a moment, only said that he looked familiar, but was not angry, and only asked the concubine Jing where the necklace came from. Concubine Jing The way is to prepare jewelry for Di Ji two days ago, and found that Di Ji did not have a jade necklace, so I was anxious to ask the Ministry of Internal Affairs to make a jade necklace for Di Ji to wear. The lady knows that when the concubine Jing entered the palace, Empress Chunyuan had passed away. Concubine Jing, of course, has never seen the relics of Empress Chunyuan. The workmanship of this jade collar is also simple. I thought it was just a coincidence. Immediately, I asked Li Chang to fetch the necklace of Empress Chunyuan and gave it to Di Ji, and even put it on for Di Ji himself. If so, the servant was relieved." The round Buddha beads were slid across my fingertips one by one, again and again, I closed my eyes and sniffed the scent of sandalwood, and said slowly: "Emperor Ji is young and ignorant, even if it is the same thing, the emperor does not care about it." They will think that Emperor Ji intended to offend. To make a similar one, one is to prevent Concubine Jing from being implicated by someone who has intentions, and the other is to make intentional things unintentional. It is easier for the emperor to trust, and even the queen will not be suspicious." "Afterwards, even the concubine Jing said that with Empress Chunyuan's hibiscus jade collar, it's like getting a talisman for the emperor." I asked: "Then how does Concubine Jing call Diji in front of the emperor?" Fang Ruo bowed her head slightly, and said softly: "When there are people, it is called 'Hazy Moon', and when it is alone with the emperor, it is called the imperial concubine's boudoir name 'Wanwan'." I nodded and smiled, "Concubine Jing is a smart person, and she knows how to protect herself best. I am very relieved to entrust Diji to her upbringing. I would also like to ask my aunt to tell Concubine Jing when she returns to the palace. This lotus jade necklace can only be kept properly. Always showing off, there will be unnecessary disasters." "Slaves save it."Fangruo smiled softly and said: "My lady learns to turn defeat into victory from her own failures, and Jiaodi Ji has benefited a lot. It can be seen that my lady's mind has not been dulled by the immersion in Buddhism, but has become more comprehensive." I said indifferently: "Auntie was joking. I am just a defeated general, how dare I speak bravely? It's just that I have learned a lot from a pitfall, and if I can help my daughter, I will do my best." Fangruo was relieved, "With this hibiscus jade necklace, it shows the status of the emperor in the eyes of the emperor. Even if Concubine Chang is born, the children born will definitely not endanger the status of the emperor." There was a trace of relief in my heart, and I sighed with a smile: "A child who is one hundred years old often worries about ninety-nine. Where is there a time when I can really feel at ease? Is the son-in-law sincere to her?" I thought about it for a while, and asked Fangruo, "There is something I've always wanted to ask you. Concubine Duan is a good general, and soon after Qi, the first entry into the palace is the noble concubine; Concubine Hua's backer She is the King of Runan, and she is the concubine Hua when she enters the palace. Not to mention the empress back then, she was the cousin of the emperor and the niece of the empress dowager, and she was honored as concubine Xian when she first entered the palace. , is related to the royal family, why is it that the honor of entering the palace is only for the nobles, and now you are only conferred as a concubine when you are pregnant?" Fang Ruo was thoughtful, and said in a deep voice: "The emperor has just ascended the throne, and the foundations of the harem and the previous dynasty are not stable. It is necessary to have a few concubines with famous positions and ranks. Now that the harem has a sound foundation, no matter how favored the concubine Chang is, it is impossible We have to start from the bottom step by step. For this, Lord Jinkang complained a lot when he came to greet the Queen Mother. However, Lord Jinkang is too confused." Fangruo shook his head and said: "The queen presides over the overall situation in the harem today. The body is not in good health, is it still when the Empress Dowager made her promises." "Then how is Concubine Chang's relationship with all the concubines in the harem—is there anyone who is particularly close?" "No," Fang Ruo said without hesitation: "Concubine Chang has a noble status, and she has always been very proud of herself. Don't take it to heart." I rubbed my chin, which was getting thinner day by day, and said softly: "Then what about An Lingrong?" Fang Ruo didn't even raise her eyebrows, "Concubine Chang's eyes are higher than the top, how can she put An Ronghua in her eyes. Although An Ronghua's status is higher than Concubine Chang's, she is very respectful to Concubine Chang, very respectful. Humility." I sneered slightly, "An Lingrong doesn't have any basic family background in the harem, so she is naturally submissive in front of Concubine Chang. However, as long as Concubine Chang and An Lingrong don't fight against each other, I have nothing to worry about." Fang Ruo wrapped up my winter clothes for me, got up and said goodbye: "The lady has nothing to worry about, so the servant has nothing to worry about either." The cold winter always comes very early in the remote mountains.The winter of this year came as scheduled after the colorful leaves.Xuanqing’s visits were fixed at two or three times a month. In order to avoid suspicion and to keep me from being trapped by rumors, he often waited for me by the long river at the foot of the mountain when I went out to wash or collect firewood. At first, he often asked Ah Jin to tell Huanbi when he would go, and then waited for me to meet him.Gradually, perhaps because of tacit understanding, I often felt as if I could know when he would come back, so I went, and he was always there. When I asked occasionally, he just smiled, "I'm nothing to do, so I wandered by the river. If I wandered a lot, I would naturally know when my lady would pass by." , Affecting the sparkling waves, "In other words, I really like to wait here. If I can wait for the person I want to see, there will be a special surprise. The sigh may be due to fate." I smiled against the wind: "To be honest, I don't believe in fate when it comes to the relationship between a man and a woman. I have always only thought that people who are weak and unwilling to fight for them will use fate as an excuse. Use deep fate as an excuse to get close, and use fate as an excuse to get close. Missing as a false word to express affection." Xuan Qing smiled earnestly, "My lady's ingenious remarks always make people feel that the willows are dark and the flowers are bright, and it seems that there is another world when there is no end." "Your Majesty praises you too much." I looked at the small boat on the Linbo River, and said softly, "Maybe one day, when there is nowhere to go, I will say that fate is over." Xuan Qing's faint smile is better than the clear and bright waves, "It's not surprising if the lady said such words when she was proud in the past. But now the lady is practicing with the Buddha, but she still doesn't believe in fate?" "Yes." I pulled back my clothes, and my gray clothes were as clear and peaceful as my heart at the moment. "Even in Buddhism, I still have my own beliefs. What's more, I have never fully understood the profoundness of Buddhism. Peace of mind. As far as fate is concerned, I just think it’s man-made, and there is no need to use the word "fate" as an excuse for getting together and parting." Xuanqing clapped his palms and smiled, "Qing only thought that all the temperament of the lady has been softened by the Buddhist scriptures, but she never thought that there is such a side. What the lady said this time does not have the slightest taste of a monk." My face flushed slightly, and I quickly smiled and said: "Although I have been impressed by my ears and eyes, I have only studied Buddhist scriptures for more than a year, and I still can't comprehend all kinds of profound and profound things. What I said and did is a joke for the prince." Such occasional chats, he didn't say anything about the relationship between men and women, which made me slowly let go of the little anxiety I had because of the small portrait. Except for a portrait of Obscure Moon sent every two months, at other times, he talked with me about Buddhism or poetry, and occasionally had nothing to say, just sitting together and watching the clouds rise.Or, if he got a good book, he would give me one too.If it is not convenient to meet each other, I will ask Ah Jin to hand it over to me when Huanbi is out.The years in Ganlu Temple are always boring and lonely.Apart from the scriptures and labor, there is almost no other fun, and the chat with him made me remember a little bit of poetry in the silence, which is also a little bit of fun stolen from life. During the days in Ganlu Temple, my heart was entangled with heavy despair and resentment, entangled with the broken traces of the past, whether bright or cruel, pressing to the top of my heart one after another.I always try my best to forget, but always in the dead of night, when the wind blows and weeps like weeping, it hits my heart like a leak, drop by drop, and runs over cruelly and decisively with the imprint of time.Such as snow car marks, exceptionally clear. Such self-suffering and unable to break free, such repeated struggles and exhaustion, yet he can be so calm in front of him, as calm as a lake illuminated by sunlight in autumn. Huanbi was always worried that I would be alone with Xuanqing, fearing that there would be some gossip like that of Wen Shichu at that time, so he followed blindly, but seeing that I was only chatting with him, he also stood aside from a distance, joking with Ah Jin . In this way, it is just a light communication, a friendship between gentlemen. After many days, he didn't come. When he passed the long river under the Ganlu Temple, he could smell the chirping of birds, and the wind blowing on his face had already brought the unique softness and intoxication at the turn of spring and summer, matching the maturity of the vegetation. Sweet and warm. I suddenly realized: Xuanqing hadn't been here for two months.Only the river was still winding quietly, and Anu sang the song she often sang as usual. The little girl treats her lover—deep kindness, don’t let her down—a relationship, when you meet her—treat her well, and when you don’t see her—you must keep it in your heart seventeen or eight times a day! Anu's singing voice is loud and cheerful, always singing like this. Sometimes I was puzzled, so I asked her: "Anu, do you know the meaning of this song?" Anu smiled brightly: "Of course I know." I smiled and sighed, "This song is about the love between men and women. Although you know it, you don't sing that kind of love at all." Anu raised his head in disapproval, twisted his braided braids, and said with a smile: "So what if you know it, so what if you can't sing it? There are many things in this world that you know but can't do. What's more, I don't have a sweetheart, so I can't sing." What's so strange about showing love between a man and a woman." I still listened to her happily singing love songs, and suddenly felt a sense of desolate and vast loneliness in my heart.Beside her, Huanbi also sighed: "My lord hasn't come for a long time, and there is no one to listen to me." Her tone was also lonely.