Chapter 106 Happiness in the world

When the bell rang at the end of the exam, Yu Zhouzhou stood up vigorously.For a second, Xin Rui felt that Yu Zhouzhou was going to rush up and tear her apart—she had never seen Yu Zhouzhou so angry. No, maybe seen.It's just that at that time she just curled up into a ball and didn't dare to raise her head. She could only hear Xu Zhiqiang's insults and Yu Zhouzhou's indignant accusations. Wen Miao said that Yu Zhouzhou is an unbeatable Seiya.In her heart, there will always be an Athena.At a certain moment, Xin Rui was her Athena. But at this moment, Yu Zhouzhou just looked at her with infinite sadness.

"I know it's you. I know it must be you." Xin Rui instinctively wants to justify, and justifying this kind of behavior has never had anything to do with the truth, but just self-protection. But Yu Zhouzhou didn't listen or say anything.As if he was too lazy to see her, he picked up his schoolbag and ran out the door. This is just the first door, and the qualifying exam is far from over. But in this examination room, she was the only one left. Xin Rui's heart sank heavily. ----------------------------------------- "Lin Yang?" "...Zhou Zhou?" Lin Yang's voice was full of surprise and joy that he didn't realize.

He clenched the phone tightly and scratched his head, "Well, the Chinese question is a bit difficult, and the answers are all cornered questions..." Mingming told himself early on that since she refused, then never talk to her again, never again. And, it's not playing hard to get, absolutely not.He told himself in his heart. "Don't talk nonsense," Yu Zhouzhou's voice was full of anxiety, but there was still a bit of fighting spirit and courage that Lin Yang was familiar with yet unfamiliar, "Ling Xiangqian had an accident. Which exam room are you in? I'll go find you now!"

Lin Yang listened blankly to Yu Zhouzhou's brief description, and immediately dialed Ling Xiangqian after hanging up the phone. shutdown. He was a little panicked, and Jiang Chuan's phone was also turned off, probably because he had just finished the exam and hadn't had time to turn it on. "How did you do in the exam? The Chinese questions are a bit difficult." Chu Tiankuo regained the first place in the next few exams. When facing Lin Yang, he was still generous and calm, smiling very easy-going. Lin Yang didn't know how to speak to Chu Tiankuo.Ling Xiangqian seemed to have no contact with Chu Tiankuo afterwards, he never inquired about Ling Xiangqian out of concern for Ling Xiangqian's face.

Finally he said: "Yu Zhouzhou told me that Ling Xiangqian was accused of cheating and left the examination room." Chu Tiankuo tilted his head, "What? Wronged?" Just as he was talking, Yu Zhouzhou had already climbed up the stairs and ran over. "I called our homeroom teacher just now, and he said that Ling Xiangqian left the school with her schoolbag before the punishment was discussed." "... Nothing will happen, right?" Lin Yang panicked.He has always known Ling Xiangqian's temper, even though he knows how to pretend to be cute when he grows up, but fundamentally, it is still the same as when he was a child.

Yu Zhouzhou shook his head, "I don't know, my premonition is very bad." Lin Yang almost made a quick decision, "Let's go, I'll pack up my things, and we'll go out together to find her." Chu Tiankuo stood there in embarrassment. When Lin Yang grabbed his schoolbag and ran back, he was already stunned, and expressed his feelings frankly for the first time, "Are you crazy? Don't you want to take the exam?" Lin Yang smiled, "Well, Chu Tiankuo, please do your best." Yu Zhouzhou looked at him meaningfully, grabbed Lin Yang's wrist and dragged him away.

Chu Tiankuo leaned against the door, feeling incomprehensible.He was stunned for a while, and then remembered that there were still a few pages in the biology book, so he returned to his seat, took out the textbook, and opened it gently. It's just that the two people in my mind are clutching their schoolbags and abandoning the exam and running wildly for a long time.Chu Tiankuo always knew that he had done nothing wrong. He was always a child who knew the priorities. He knew what was the right thing to do. It's just that those two figures kept stepping on the pages of his biology book, leaving behind a series of footprints that made him confused and flustered.

--------------------------------- When Ling Xiangqian walked out of the office, she suddenly felt an absurd freedom. She saw Chen Jingsa on the road.The other party was still complaining about the Chinese test questions in an octave-high voice, and when he saw Ling Xiangqian, there was a sneer at the corner of his mouth. "How did you do, miss?" Ling Xiangqian suddenly smiled, she looked into Chen Jingsa's eyes, this man's unfriendliness had tortured her on and off for two years, and she was finally relieved at this moment. "Chen Jingsa, can you shut up? I get a headache when I hear your voice like stepping on a cat's tail."

It was the first time she could breathe so easily. I didn't know where to go after leaving the school gate, so I stepped on a bus at random, sat on the end, then got on another bus, and sat on the end... From one end to another, she always sat in the corner of the last row, staring blankly at the changing scenery outside the window.In winter, the ground is covered with black residual snow, and the gray city has a kind of dirty indifference. When he finally raised his head, he was surprised to find that he was standing at the gate of the Conservatory of Music in the suburbs. She remembered that when she was a child, she, Lin Yang and Jiang Chuan came here to take the grade test almost every summer. Yang and himself hit the tenth grade, while Jiang Chuan was still taking the ninth grade in a regular manner.

In the summer of the last year, the Conservatory of Music was expanding, and a large area of ​​weeds was exposed outside the building, and the sky and the earth were endless. The wasteland made the three of them forget to breathe. Who said that musicians always have to get close to nature to understand the true meaning of the sounds of nature.But the children in the hall behind who were nervous and anxious because of the exam were like mass-produced machines, and there was no soul in the flowing notes-after all, they really didn't understand what they were playing. Ling Xiangqian could no longer find the wasteland.At that time, a new teaching building was built on the wasteland, and then the new teaching building became the old teaching building.The sky that grew wantonly was divided into fine pieces. When she raised her head, she couldn't see her childhood.

Be a good boy.The level of the grade test must be "excellent", and the test must be the first place. At the dinner, the children were pulled out to sing and talk about the scene to add to the fun. The adults commented on who's child is the most generous, the most well-behaved, and the most like a little adult , she must account for at least one word "most". However, no one seems to remember that the goodness of a good boy is actually that heart. At the most critical moment, no one said a word, I believe you did not cheat. No one believed it.She really wanted to know the reason why her mother's heart was broken when she fainted, was it because of her heartache, or was she just panicked by the loss of her face? Ling Xiangqian found that she was not particularly sad.She seemed to have been numb for a long time, she just stood in the middle of the square surrounded by the buildings, blowing the cold wind, not thinking about anything. A few minutes later, she walked out of the campus, took a taxi, sat inside and said to the driver, "Provincial Government Kindergarten." The scenery outside the window flows.However, the provincial government kindergarten is still the same as before, dilapidated but friendly.Ling Xiangqian thought of the old lady who was in charge of the hot lunch box, she should have passed away a long time ago.At that time, when they ate, they always had to compete on who could eat fast and clean. The bright aluminum lunch box asked the teacher for credit, but Jiang Chuan always ate very slowly. But Chuan said slowly, "Eat too fast, I can't digest well." There are also swings.Everyone was always fighting over the swing, but once she got it, the little boys gathered around and tried to help her push the swing.She would squint her eyes and say loudly, "I can swing very high by myself, I don't need you!" At that time the evening sky always looked the color of raisin ice cream.They were eating doll head ice cream, biting popping candies, and talking about what would happen in the future. How and what, in the end everything became what it is now. Ling Xiangqian was so cold that she had to hide in a nearby department store.The cosmetics counter on the first floor is always in bright and soft colors.There were very few people in the shopping mall, only three or five female students, wearing white school uniforms with the words 29 Chinese printed on them, wandering around without buying anything, as if they were warming up like themselves. Suddenly I heard a girl say, "Zhan Yanfei, Zhan Yanfei, come and see, does this chain look like yours?" Ling Xiangqian looked over in surprise, the fat girl with an ordinary face could vaguely see her childhood appearance between her brows.She ran to the girl, stared at a certain type of pendant shining in the Swarovski counter, and smiled with a good temper, "Mine is only 20 yuan. I bought it when I went to Huanglong to play. It's fake. It can be compared with this one." than?" "Zhan Yanfei?" Zhan Yanfei turned around and looked at her inquiringly, "You...we know each other?" Ling Xiangqian shook her head, "No, I mistook the person." Zhan Yanfei laughed, but there were still two dimples on his face.Her hair was cut short and she looked peaceful and satisfied. She was dragged away by a few friends and got on the escalator and slowly went up to the second floor.When she rose into the air, she glanced at Ling Xiangqian suspiciously and tilted her head, still a bit like the little swallow who deliberately pretended to be cute on the stage when she was a child. It's just that no one calls her Little Swallow anymore. Once, when Ling Xiangqian was proud of her spring breeze, how did she laugh at Zhan Yanfei and Yu Zhouzhou who couldn't learn Mathematical Olympiad?What kind of boasting to Jiang Chuan, saying that their future will be very difficult, they are young, it may not be good, these are girls without long-term plans, just look at it, Jiang Chuan, this future will all be lost everyone's... Yu Zhouzhou took a detour and returned to the same starting line alongside her. And Zhan Yanfei, who withdrew from the competition, dragged a few sisters to hide in this building shivering in the winter with peace of mind, laughing and laughing while keeping warm. Disappeared everyone.She laughed at Zhan Yanfei and ignored everyone, but she forgot that happiness always belongs to the ordinary majority. ------------------------------------ Yu Zhouzhou didn't tell Lin Yang anything about Xin Rui.She just insisted that she believed that Ling Xiangqian did not cheat. Lin Yang nodded, "I know." No one answered the phone at Ling Xiangqian's house. Lin Yang called his parents. He wanted to ask Ling Xiangqian's father's phone number, but before he could explain clearly, his mother screamed. "You actually gave up the exam?!" Lin Yang hung up the phone hastily, and smiled sheepishly at Yu Zhouzhou, "She has recently...menopause." Yu Zhouzhou gently tugged on La Linyang's sleeve, "Is it really okay for you to give up the exam?" Lin Yang smiled, "What's the big deal? If you're recommended and you don't have a show, then you can take the exam yourself. Since you have no problem, it's even more impossible for me to have a problem!" Yu Zhouzhou shook his head, "We are different." You still have so many expectations. Another sentence that seems familiar.But Lin Yang didn't seem to be fooled by Yu Zhouzhou's assertion anymore. "You talk too much nonsense." He was already tall enough to condescendingly rub Yu Zhouzhou's head.This movement was so familiar that Yu Zhouzhou suddenly felt a warm current in his heart, but it was not because of Chen An. "Lin Yang?" Yu Zhouzhou called his name subconsciously. "how?" She smiled, "Nothing." This person is Lin Yang. Jiang Chuan insisted on going out to find Ling Xiangqian by himself.Yu Zhouzhou and Lin Yang went together, and first searched around the school, and finally, the boss of the newspaper and magazine kiosk, who always liked to chat up pretty girls, slapped his forehead under Lin Yang's confusing description, "Oh, yes A little girl, no coat, carrying a schoolbag, left by car from here. I really don't know which car to take..." Lin Yang spread his hands towards Yu Zhouzhou, "What should we do now?" Yu Zhouzhou looked at the stop sign, "If I were her, I would just take a random car. So logical reasoning is useless, we can't find her." Lin Yang scratched his head, "It must be too late to go back for the exam now. What do you think we are doing?" But there wasn't a trace of annoyance or doubt in his tone. Yu Zhouzhou tilted his head to look at him, "You have to look for it even when it's useless, even if it's absurd. If you were sitting in the examination room and pretended to care but didn't move, I don't think you will forgive yourself for the rest of your life. Ling Xiangqian is also very important." Tell her that in fact, some people still believe in her, and some people think that her existence is more important than their own qualifications. Ling Xiangqian, who has nothing left after removing the halo, is also loved. Yu Zhouzhou and Lin Yang spent the whole afternoon going to all the places where Lin Yang thought it was possible to find Ling Xiangqian, but found nothing. In order to avoid his mother's life-threatening serial calls, Lin Yang turned off his cell phone.After several rounds, an unfamiliar number called Yu Zhouzhou's cell phone. "Hi, hello." Yu Zhouzhou picked it up. "Hi, I'm Lin Yang's mother." The deep anger in his voice made Yu Zhouzhou feel flustered. "Yu Zhouzhou? Are you with..." Yu Zhouzhou immediately interrupted her softly: "Just a moment." Then he handed the phone to Lin Yang. I don't know how Lin Yang's mother made many inquiries to find Yu Zhouzhou's clue.Lin Yang was caught right away—whether it was the abandonment of the exam or Yu Zhouzhou. Lin Yang has been answering lazily, but he has a good temper. "Ok." "No way, I have to come out to find her. Otherwise, am I still human." "I'm not in a hurry with you. I have a good attitude now. Besides, there is no way to take the exam when I go back now. Let me concentrate on finding her." "Mom, please persuade Ling Xiangqian's mother, no matter how much Ling Xiangqian pretends in front of me and Jiang Chuan, we both know that her crazy mother--well, well, I respect the elders, I respect the elders. Anyway, Ling Xiangqian is so The great pressure is all caused by her mother... Okay, I don't talk nonsense, I respect the elders..." Yu Zhouzhou wanted to laugh while listening.She likes to see Lin Yang fooling around, as if she has returned to her childhood. Suddenly Lin Yang was silent for a long time, and his expression gradually became serious. This silence lasted for a long time, until they had come to the end of the road. "Mom, this is my business and my choice. Whether it's right or wrong is up to me." He hung up the phone, and gently rubbed Yu Zhouzhou's head again, full of comfort and protection.For the first time in so many years, Yu Zhouzhou observed him earnestly and without prejudice. She always thought that he was still a little boy who had high hopes from his parents and the people around him, who was self-righteous and full of love. Sunshine, but only now did he realize that something was sprouting in his tone, it had nothing to do with excellence, it was just years. "What... are you talking about?" Lin Yang grinned, showing a mouthful of small white teeth, "You." you.It is my business and my choice. Whether it is right or wrong is up to me. At this moment, Yu Zhouzhou suddenly received a call from Mi Qiao's father. Mi Qiao suddenly fell into a coma this morning and is still being rescued. Lin Yang and Yu Zhouzhou spent the whole afternoon and night in the hospital.Another long corridor with cold plastic seats.With the back of his head against the wall, Yu Zhouzhou suddenly felt less afraid of the hospital. She had experienced the first deaths in the hospital, heard the saddest memories, and received the most desperate news. Maybe this is just a transfer station, and their vision is not long enough to see the world beyond the transfer station, but it may not be unsightly there. For Yu Zhouzhou, Mi Qiao is a miracle.In the last few years of her life, she dared to go to school happily without telling everyone, causing trouble, cosplaying, swearing, arguing with the director, and was able to guide Yu Zhouzhou in the hospital while gnawing on apples. Apple skin, after being irritated by Yu Zhouzhou's clumsiness, he threw a pillow and hit the head nurse in a frenzy-of course, when Yu Zhouzhou asked her why she made a mistake but hit the head nurse, she just smiled and said: Years ago, I felt that there was something interesting between that nurse and my dad, and I was creating an opportunity for my dad to apologize to her. The mediator won the construction of a seven-level pagoda..." She has never seen Mi Qiao cry, she has never seen her mourn and complain about her trivial troubles and frustrations like them.When everyone is playing cosplay together, she can point to her deeply sunken eye sockets and volunteer to play L in "Death Note", as if her illness gave her such a unique opportunity. Strong optimism can be faked, and Mi Qiao's happiness is not artificial. Lin Yang gently grabbed Yu Zhouzhou's hand. "I wrote so many papers for her in vain, and she hasn't done what she promised me. Even if she wants to run away, I won't agree to it." Lin Yang tried to pretend to be relaxed, "Trust me." At this moment, the doctor opened the door and came out.Yu Zhouzhou stood up and said a very TVB line, "Doctor, how is the situation?" The doctor was amused by her earnest gaze, "It's all right." The most beautiful three words in the world are not I love you, but, it's okay. Perhaps Lin Yang's determination played a role. At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Mi Qiao just entered the second day safely and was out of danger. Yu Zhouzhou was rubbing his chest to rejoice when he suddenly saw Ben Ben at the end of the corridor. He ran over in a hurry, greeted Yu Zhouzhou and Lin Yang casually, and then lay at the door and looked inside anxiously. Yu Zhouzhou had a lot to ask, but suddenly he didn't want to interrupt him.Benben, who was lying on the glass looking around, looked so anxious, so strange, but so warm. She and Lin Yang quietly said goodbye to Mi Qiao's father. At this moment, Lin Yang received a call from Jiang Chuan.Ling Xiangqian has been sent home by him. "Her mood is more stable than I think, really," Jiang Chuan smiled, "Believe me, everything is fine." Lin Yang hung up the phone and suddenly realized that he couldn't remember at all, since when did Jiang Chuan stop sniffing when talking. All is well, and everything is moving forward in time. --------------------------------------------- The location of the hospital was relatively remote. When they went out, there were only orange street lights left on the street, not even a car.There are only lonely zebra crossings and traffic lights on the wide intersection. The tight string in Yu Zhouzhou's heart was finally loosened. She smiled wearily. In the middle of the night when there was no one around, it seemed that there were only the two of them left in the whole world. "You know, when I was young, I watched Doraemon, and my favorite episode was that they used shrinking lights to make themselves very small, and then built a small city in their backyard, a small city that belonged to only a few of them. In that In the city, they can do whatever they want and realize their wishes that they can’t usually do. Nobita hopes to be able to stand in the comic shop and read free new comics without being kicked out by the boss. There is no need to pay for a lot of dorayaki, and Shizuka also has her own toy store..." Lin Yang smiled, "It's all great wishes." "But," Yu Zhouzhou looked at him, his bright eyes under the orange streetlight, there were tears, "My favorite is the dream of an unknown supporting role in it, there is only a single frame, and it is written in one stroke." "What?" Lin Yang looked at her tenderly, as if coaxing a child who stole liquor and got drunk. "The child lay down on the empty road, sprawled in all directions, and shouted to the sky, I can finally lie on the road freely!" Yu Zhouzhou also yelled loudly, as if he was possessed by that child for an instant. Lin Yang suddenly took her hand and ran towards the intersection of the intersection. "what you do?" "Of course, lying on the road!" Lin Yang brought the stunned Yu Zhouzhou to the center of the intersection, and the traffic lights on all sides turned into red lights as if insane, enclosing the intersection into a safe dead corner.The four barren and borderless roads all lead to endless darkness. They lay down together at the crossroads, forming two "big" characters, and they looked like the most primitive and simple little people holding hands tightly cut out of white paper with scissors when they were young. The cloudy sky at night was a depressing blood red.On the contrary, Yu Zhouzhou didn't feel the excitement brought by playing with fire as he imagined. She felt herself returning to the peace of the earth. Such a day is finally over. In this grand exam, everyone will make their own choice after all. Even Mi Qiao chose to continue living. They walked through crossroads one by one, parted ways again and again, maybe they would meet again after going around for a while, maybe they would be at different ends of the world.But at this moment, the four roads have their own directions, and Yu Zhouzhou doesn't want to think about the future.After all, they have to say goodbye, grow up, and decay. Since she was a child, she has had too many dreams, none of which have really come true. She's not White Lady, she's not Heroine, she's not Ciri, she's not Britney Spears, she's not anyone. She is just a nameless supporting role who wants to lie on the road. The process of growing up is the process of Yu Zhouzhou discovering that he is not a heroine at all. In the process of going around, she finally lost the holy water and gave up the blue water. But so what? She squeezed Lin Yang's hand lightly, and yelled loudly towards the sky as if no one was there. "Finally I can lie on the road!!!" She cried until she choked up in Lin Yang's arms.