Chapter 104 down to earth

When Lin Yang went back to school to make up lessons, Yu Zhouzhou skipped all his classes and got on the plane to Shanghai.The uncle and aunt naturally disagreed, but they didn't know what Chen An said to them. In the end, the uncle sighed and said to Yu Zhouzhou: "Go and play, that's fine." The uncle handed over the account book to Yu Zhouzhou and took her to apply for a passport.Chen An single-handedly handled the visas for two people. According to him, a friend went to the Thai embassy after graduation, which was convenient. Moreover, all the expenses of Yu Zhouzhou were borne by him.

Whenever she thinks of Chen An, Yu Zhouzhou knows that she really wants to grow up as soon as possible, and she really wants to know if she can cultivate into a fairy like him. When the eldest aunt helped her pack, she packed too many things, as if she was afraid that she would encounter any trouble, and wished to pack the whole house into the suitcase.When she was about to enter the security checkpoint, the eldest aunt actually cried. Yu Zhouzhou was stunned, "I'm only going for 5 days, why are you crying?" The eldest aunt murmured in a low voice: "I always feel that the plane is not safe, what do you say if it falls..."

Yu Zhouzhou couldn't help but laugh, and the uncle frowned, "Don't listen to your aunt getting nervous, she has been like this for several days, and she always did it when I was flying...Anyway, be careful yourself, it's fun. No Throw all the happy things there, don't bring them back." She nodded vigorously.The worry and concern in the eyes of the two elders on the opposite side made her nose a little sour. She shook her aunt's hand, which had wiped her forehead with alcohol over and over again in the middle of the night. Sometimes being dependent doesn't feel so bad.

She turned around and entered the security checkpoint without looking back. ---------------------------------------------- Yu Zhouzhou lifted the visor and looked down to see a clear outline of a peninsula in the blue water. It is exactly the same as the picture in the geography book.She pressed her nose to the window, and suddenly remembered watching "Zhengda Variety Show" when she was a child, and there was a segment in it called "The World Is Wonderful". It seems that she told her mother at that time that when she grows up, she will also be the location host of "Zhengda Variety Show", travel all over the world, eat delicious food from all over the world, and travel to every corner of the earth.

She hasn't fully grown up yet, Zhengda Variety Show seems to have stopped - maybe not, it's just that she doesn't watch it anymore. The vicissitudes of life.She stared at the peninsula below, feeling a little sad. Like many people, she has many dreams. When she closes her eyes, she is Ciri. With the power given by God, she draws out the sword, and there is no darkness that cannot be broken. You must be silently pushed to the corner, trapped in the world, learn to make trade-offs, and only admit that you are not Shu Ke, and I am not Beta until you look back and can’t remember how you became what you are now. Just two busy mice, life is just a hunt.

The scenery outside the window was suddenly blurred with water vapor, as if a thick fog had formed.A few seconds later, the field of vision suddenly became clear again, and the boundless sea of ​​pure white clouds rolled under his feet, and the sun was unobstructed, which made Yu Zhouzhou cry. She had imagined the appearance of heaven countless times, and now she finally saw it. Are mom and uncle Qi here? Yu Zhouzhou smiled. So, mom, be sure to put on more sunscreen. The sun became more dazzling, and the tears kept flowing. --------------------------------------------- "Is this your box?" Yu Zhouzhou pointed to the black leather box that was slowly moving towards them along the conveyor belt.Chen An walked over to lift it down, put her arms around her shoulders and said, "That's all, let's go."

Together they flew from Shanghai to Bangkok, and then transferred to Phuket.Queue to fill out immigration registration, go through customs, then finally get my luggage and get ready to leave the airport. Yu Zhouzhou didn't know why he skipped the first make-up class of his third year of high school this summer and traveled all the way here.Chen An never seemed to care about the important things in the eyes of others, whether it was in her third year of high school or his own. "If you always study, you will become stupid." This sentence seems familiar, but it was a world of ice and snow at that time.

Chen An's hair was a little long, and it was dyed a dark chestnut color.When Yu Zhouzhou first met him at the Shanghai airport, he stared at him for a long time, rubbed his head and smiled, "What's wrong?" "It looks like Kenji Fujima's hair," she laughed. "So it's like Mitsui's hair... I mean, Mitsui's short hair after getting his teeth filled." Chen Yu tugged at her ponytail, "You haven't changed at all. From childhood to adulthood." Stepping out of the airport hall where the air conditioner was fully turned on, Yu Zhouzhou smelled a gust of hot and humid air blowing towards his face. The palm tree under the viaduct, which could only be seen on the calendar when he was a child, was so green that it was fake.

The brown-skinned airport staff walked around yelling words she couldn't understand, directing the loading and unloading of containers. Chen An called her from a distance, pointed to the airport bus, and told her to get on the bus. The little girl who seemed to have strayed into the wardrobe but entered the magic world, Yu Zhouzhou rushed over, showing a innocent smile that she had not seen for a long time. They live in a five-star hotel in Phuket.It is not a towering hotel building as Yu Zhouzhou imagined. The hotel only has a dozen small four-story houses, surrounded by an open-air swimming pool in the middle of the yard on three sides, and directly leads to the beach on the other side. Through the windows, Looking at the past obliquely, there is an illusion that the swimming pool leads all the way to the sea to form a blue waterway.Two gorgeously dressed women led them into the room. When they left, they clasped their hands together and put them on the tip of their noses. With their eyes slightly closed, they lowered their heads and said, "Sawadika."

Yu Zhouzhou imitated the example, and clasped his hands together in return. Then he raised his head and asked Chen An, "What exactly do you do? Smuggling?" Chen An was amused by her, "Why smuggling?" "It's expensive here, isn't it?" Chen An tilted his head, "I took 200,000 yuan from my family, and then I completely severed the relationship. It's okay, I didn't spend my own money. By the way, I invite you to squander it together. You're welcome." Yu Zhouzhou was dumbfounded.This is the first time Chen An mentioned his home. But she didn't ask.At the beginning of the trip, it really shouldn't be said.

They went to the local small Buddhist temple, places where the tourism industry is developed to the extreme can always find all opportunities to make money, the moment Yu Zhouzhou entered the temple heard the sound of "click", he didn't think much, and still chatted with Chen An Walk forward with a smile.When they came out, the peddlers surrounded him without saying anything, just smiling and showing a photo with two round badges. In the photo, Yu Zhouzhou and Chen Yu happened to pass by the signboard at the gate of the temple. The eyes of the tall bronze Buddha statue gleaming under the sun were lowered, as if looking at the two people below with compassion.And Yu Zhouzhou was talking to Chen Yu with a bright smile on his face. They looked at each other with relaxed and natural eyes. On the badge are the faces of the two of them. There are many such moments in life, which pass in a blink of an eye. Maybe only God can capture them—of course, some people can capture them and imprint them, and then sell them for money. 800 baht, converted into more than one hundred yuan in RMB. Yu Zhouzhou felt that the price was a bit painful, and stared at the photo for a few seconds, but Chen Yu had already paid for it. Put the photo in the bag, and then, Chen Yu pinned Yu Zhouzhou's badge to her chest, and then pinned her big head badge to her chest. Yu Zhouzhou looked down at the badge on his chest, and smiled softly. She took a step forward and gently grabbed Chen An's hand, intertwining her fingers.Even Yu Zhouzhou himself couldn't explain why he did this, so he didn't hesitate. She lowered her head, deliberately ignoring Chen An's thoughtful gaze beside her. He even felt the fingertips that Chen An wanted to pull away.She held it firmly, without saying a word. The air in the tropical rainy season makes people's hearts moist and soft. From childhood to adulthood, Yu Zhouzhou has always known how to advance and retreat.But it is inevitable that once, I also want to be unscrupulous, and moths fly into the flames. Mi Qiao said that young people have the qualifications to pursue everything, and it will not wait until the expiration date. ----------------------------------------------- "Don't go to see the ladyboys." Yu Zhouzhou said softly when he was researching the itinerary for the next day. "That's good." Chen Yu smiled. He has been taking estrogen since he was a child, his gender is distorted, and he died prematurely. The two of them probably won't be in a good mood after seeing such a performance. On their last day in Phuket, they went snorkeling on the beach together.Schools of beautiful yellow and green tropical fish swam past Yu Zhouzhou's calf, and he could touch it with his hand.The smoothness and tenderness at that moment was almost like a hallucination. She clenched the yellow hose tightly, her eyes widening in amazement behind the wide goggles. Then tentatively reach out to the school of fish, like a kitten hunting for the first time. She almost forgot that this world has been so beautiful from ancient times to the present, but human beings themselves are depressed and miserable, and they are never willing to go out. The whole person is buried in the bottom of the water, with his head raised, the sunlight is separated from the surface of the sea, like a piece of swaying liquid crystal At that moment, she forgot her own name. In the evening, she and Chen An walked barefoot on the long white sand beach.Every time Yu Zhouzhou took a step, he had to bury his toes in the sand, and when he lifted his feet, he could raise a piece of white sand in front of him. The coast faces west, the sun slantly soaks in the sea water, and the junction is ambiguous and extremely warm. "Did you have fun these four days?" Yu Zhouzhou nodded vigorously, "Happy, very happy... I almost forgot who I am." None of them spoke anymore.Every time Yu Zhouzhou meets Chen An, no matter winter or summer, the road to go is extremely long, as if he will never reach the end. "Chen An, why did you leave home?" After all, she was still curious. Chen Yu smiled, "Then, let me start from the beginning." "it is good." "My mother is very beautiful. When she was young, she ran off with a foreign man. I was five or six years old." Yu Zhouzhou thought of the woman in the big house with an indifferent expression, who seemed to be out of touch with beauty. "My father is rich, but she doesn't like him. Everyone despises my mother, but I like her very much. She is not a good woman. She married my father for money and status, and then she couldn't stand it anymore. However, she When I rolled up the money and left home, she did take me with her. Both she and the man treated me very well, they were very interesting and knowledgeable, although everyone said they were bad people, but I think they are good people. " "Maybe it's just because it's nice to me." "Then according to the law of what goes around, they get into a car accident and die." When Chen An said the word "dead", it was indeed as if he was telling a story, and his tone was even a little joking. "It wasn't that I wasn't sad at the time, it's just that I was too young." "Later, I was taken home. My father remarried, and my stepmother was also a good person, and never cared about me. Then I had a younger brother, and then I went to college and worked. My younger brother's grades were not very good. My stepmother, who was indifferent to the world, I suddenly had a sense of crisis, and after a few suggestive conversations, I told them that I don’t want the inheritance, I don’t want anything...but give me 200,000 at once—in fact, should I get one point? Just leave without asking for money? That would be more chic, right? But I still asked for some money, and I really want to come out to play, but the money I earn has to be used for the house, so...you understand?" "It's over?" "It's over." Yu Zhouzhou will always remember Chen An at that time, and said with a smile, and then I went to college and started working.He has carried it for more than ten years in one sentence, which is an understatement. It's not deliberate avoidance.Is really an understatement. Yu Zhouzhou knew that Chen An didn't deliberately conceal any process, maybe he didn't want to analyze those complicated mental journeys to himself.Everyone's growth is not a crystal ladder, Yu Zhouzhou may be able to infer from his brief account with a smile why Chen An desperately wanted to leave home at that time, but in the end it was just speculation. Perhaps, he didn't want to hide it.It's just that he doesn't remember.He didn't remember the tone of ambition and longing, the slightly angry expression in the Ice and Snow Paradise. He had already let go of it and was free, so there was no need to turn his head back. There is no need for Yu Zhouzhou to ask him again, did any of his classmates know your life experience at that time, did your father and stepmother say anything hurtful, did you feel angry... The ever-evolving coastline, suddenly the sun has disappeared.The sky is filled with ambiguous orange-red and lavender. "Tell me, six years later, when I look back and talk about myself, will it be as brief as you?" Yu Zhouzhou asked seriously. Chen An smiled, "You can do it now." Yu Zhouzhou was stunned. Letting go can be given to time or to yourself. Everyone has always been able to liberate themselves. Under Chen An's encouraging eyes, Yu Zhouzhou cleared his throat and said slowly: "My mother and father may have loved each other when they were young, but they didn't have time to get married. My father married someone else for various reasons. I don't know if my mother hates him, but I also suffered a little because of this shameful identity when I was young. .Then life got better, mom finally met the right person, and I will have a real father. It's just that they had a car accident at the happiest time, but...quickly, there should be no time for pain. So if they have Memory, then it should stop at the most beautiful place. As for me, live a good life, my uncle and aunt are very good to me, one day I will go to university, leave home, work, get married, until I die, and be reunited with them.” Chen Yu patted Yu Zhouzhou's head lightly, like a tacit encouragement. "Zhou Zhou, I used to live for some external reasons. But you see, there is no end to the other side of the sea. The sun is setting on this side, but somewhere is experiencing a gushing sunrise. Your mother will always I don’t know that you have come to Phuket, and I don’t know that the tropical fish swim by you, but the happiness is your own, and you don’t need to prove it to anyone. Day by day, you always choose to go Go further, live a happier and more exciting life, not for anyone.” Yu Zhouzhou looked at the distance where the sea and sky meet, stretched out his hand, and the gorgeous sunset was sandwiched between his five fingers, as if he could reach it. "Well," she nodded solemnly, "I will." -------------------------------------------------- On the morning when she left Phuket, she woke up very early, and Chen An on the other bed was still fast asleep.Yu Zhouzhou passed by his bed, looking at his peaceful sleeping face. Last night, Chen An said: "Zhou Zhou, I'm actually not a god. I'm just six years older than you." Yu Zhouzhou smiled, "I know." She never understood what Chen An was doing, and maybe she would never understand in the future.He always walks ahead and leaves her far behind, just kindly maintaining that temperature with letters and phone calls.She doesn't understand his life, but her world is clear to him, because she is like him in the past. Yu Zhouzhou has always known that Chen An treats her well, it's like sitting in a time machine through the torrential years to appease her young self. He tried to guide her and help her so that she would not go through that period of indifferent and extreme youth like himself.He almost succeeded, and was about to leave when she pointed to his mother's wedding dress and asked him "is my mother the most beautiful mother in the world?" Unexpectedly, in the final ending, she actually took another step towards his life trajectory. The family is broken and the family is dead, all alone, as if it were fake. Yu Zhouzhou lowered his head slightly, and with some tremors, he planted a kiss on Chen An's forehead. She wasn't afraid of him waking up.She knew that even if Chen An was awake at this time, she would pretend to be asleep. Yu Zhouzhou stood on the balcony and stared at the waterway paved by the swimming pool.The blue life will always flow into the sea like this, becoming peaceful, tolerant and strong. She flew back home alone. At the security checkpoint of the airport, Yu Zhouzhou looked back at Chen Yu who was standing safely. That tree would one day take root somewhere she didn't know. Chen An moved his lips, but Yu Zhouzhou shook his head. "You don't need to say anything, I understand." She smiled. There are too many complicated meanings in Chen An's smile, and Yu Zhouzhou doesn't intend to understand it. "However, can you leave me the photo at the entrance of the Buddhist temple?" Chen An tilted his head and smiled, "I thought you would say that you have a mirror and can always smile brightly, so just give me the photo." Yu Zhouzhou nodded, "I can indeed smile brightly in the mirror all the time." However, there is no you in the mirror. After all, you are only here with me during this journey. She didn't say anything, took the photo, waved to Chen An, didn't say goodbye, and didn't look at Chen An's expression. At an altitude of 30,000 feet, Yu Zhouzhou finally flew back to his own world.