Chapter 84 Section 82

After Helen sent the email, she forced herself not to check whether Benny had seen it, nor to think about it, because she had already done what she could do, and how Benny would react was out of her control. But she still thinks about it from time to time. What she can do is not to delve into why BENNY thought of GOOFF, because she has already thought about this problem and thought of countless reasons, but she still doesn't know. Exactly why. The problem now is that she couldn't think of an answer by herself, and she didn't believe the answer he gave, so she walked into a dead end.At around two o'clock in the morning on Friday, she woke up from a dream and couldn't sleep anymore. She couldn't help but LOGIN to his account, and found that he had read her email, but he didn't reply.

She cried quietly for a while, and felt that his attitude was very cold. It seemed that he was determined to break up. On Friday afternoon, she planned to go to work as before, because she wanted to see BENNY and talk to him.Subconsciously, she felt that once he was with her, his emotions would prevail and his reason would not work so well.Just like when she came back from New York last time, he wanted to make her and the boss happy, but when he saw her, especially when she seemed to be getting along with the boss, he showed his true feelings and became jealous . She comforted herself and said, anyway, BENNY didn't say break up with me, let alone don't want me anymore, she just said that he was afraid that I would miss a more suitable person, that means he still loves me, as long as I can convince him, let him believe He's the perfect guy for me, then he won't think of GOOFF.

Before she set off, she checked her EMAIL and VOICEMAIL again. BENNY still hasn't written a reply, but there is a message in VOICEMAIL.She hurriedly opened it and listened to it. It wasn’t BENNY’s, but it was left for her by the boss. She said that a few people from PANDAGARDEN moved back to the APT here this week, so it was crowded, so she didn’t need it this weekend. I used to work part-time because I had no place to live. She was stunned when she heard the message, and didn't understand what was going on for a long time.How does the boss know the number of her VOICEMAIL mailbox?She only told BENNY, which means that BENNY told the boss the number.Why did he tell the boss?Want the boss to come forward for him to cut off the love between them?Why did he borrow a knife to kill like this?Couldn't he tell her himself?

Besides, there are too many loopholes in the boss's statement. It's not the end of the month, how could DAVID withdraw his APT and let everyone in Pandagarden live with the boss?It was clearly an excuse, telling her in a disguised form that she was dropped by FIRE. She was thinking about it, and then thinking about it, assuming that DAVID sublets the APT to someone else, then the people from Pandagarden may move out in the middle of the month.Then the boss's place was really too crowded, so the boss tried to tell her not to go.But the boss didn't have her phone number, neither did BENNY, so BENNY gave the boss her VOICEMAIL number.

If this is the case, she will not have the opportunity to work part-time in the future, because there are so many people coming from Pandagarden, how can the restaurant need her?Even if both DAVID and SUSAN go back to New York, and SAM stays here, then there are two frying pans, so either of them can pack the food, the boss delivers the food, and BENNY answers the phone, she is a redundant person . She felt that BENNY seemed to be in collusion with the boss. BENNY first proposed GOOFF to her, but she refused to accept it and insisted on pestering him. So BENNY called the boss to come forward and asked her not to see BENNY again by resigning her job.

This time, she was absolutely sure that it wasn't because the boss was playing her tricks, nor was BENNY trying to help her and the boss, because the boss was already dating that Wendy. So it could only be that BENNY wanted to break up. She thought about him for a while, and then stood on his side.She is so much older than him, how will she face his parents and family in the future?If she went back to his home in New York with BENNY, his parents might think it was his mother.Besides, her background is so unclear, it was a man who called from China, maybe even said it was her husband, and then checked the ring back from the trash can.

He must have seen that she was lying a long time ago, but he is a very kind person, and he doesn't want to expose her lie, he just waits for her own conscience to find out, and don't lie to him again.As a result, he waited and waited, but she was still lying, and the lie was getting bigger and bigger. Finally, he couldn't stand it anymore, so he proposed to break up.His kindness prevailed again, so he didn't say that he wanted to break up because she lied, but that he was afraid of delaying her.Doesn't he know that she only loves him?Doesn't he know that he is the most suitable person for her?

It may also be because of the matter with the boss last time, maybe he still cares about it in his heart, but at that time he was only jealous, so he didn't show it.Later, the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became, so I settled for the general ledger.Maybe he was going to brag to her at the time, but he thought she did it for him, so he was embarrassed to fire her on the spot, and now he finally found the opportunity and courage. She thought a lot about "possibles" and "maybes" because she wasn't sure what was going on. She felt bored, because she hadn't spent the weekend in City B for a long time, and every time she rushed to City A in a hurry, she slept late there, and having sex, she always felt ashamed as soon as she returned to City B. Sleep soundly, and then seize the time to do various homework.It was busy at that time, but very fulfilling.She has been doing this for half a year, and it seems to have become a habit. Now she stays in City B on weekends, and she really doesn’t know what to do. There's nothing left to do.

She wanted to forget about Benny and stop thinking about him, but she couldn't.She said to herself, in fact, I am not reluctant to part with him, the main reason is that I haven't figured out why he broke up. If he told me a reason clearly, I would definitely not think about him anymore. But she refuted herself again: Didn't others tell you the reason?Didn't others say it clearly?It is because you are afraid that you will miss a more suitable person.She thought, in fact, if he said this, it meant that he still loved me, otherwise why didn't he say it was because I was too old, or for some other reason?He is afraid that I will miss a more suitable person. Doesn't that mean that he is very considerate of me?If he is in any danger now, then he will think about me in this way, shouldn't I stand with him unswervingly?

Thinking of this, she felt that she should call BENNY and express her determination to him again.But she thought again, didn’t I already express my determination in email? Do you need others to say "I don't want you anymore" before you can understand?A person like him would certainly not say that kind of impolite words, of course he would make some other reasons, such as fear of delaying me and the like. She thought about it over and over again, and finally she fainted from thinking about it, and fell asleep in a daze.In her sleep, she was still entangled with BENNY. After a while, he said that it was because he was discovered by the FBI, so he wanted to hide and had to leave her.After a while, BENNY said that she was too old and not suitable for him, and he was afraid that his parents would disagree.After a while, it was Li Bing who interrupted inside again, and after a while, it was because of Mimi again.All in all, her dream is like her life, many things are intertwined.

She woke up around ten o'clock and couldn't get back to sleep, and she was terrified at the thought of how boring and miserable every weekend would be.She took out the songs BENNY recorded for her and listened to them, remembering his care and love for her before, she shed tears while listening to them.When it was almost twelve o'clock, Xiao Shu came back. She was embarrassed to be crazy at home, so she drove to school, stayed alone in the office, listened to his songs, and missed him. It was past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and she thought that BENNY must have returned to APT by now, took a shower, and was watching TV.She didn't know if he would have a little memory and remembrance of the past love in this weekend without her.Desperately, she picked up the phone and used the card to call him.But the boss answered the phone, and she asked, "Is BENNY in?" "In the bathroom, I won't come out in half an hour." She knew that he would stay in the bathroom for a long time every night. He said that he had something wrong with his intestines and stomach. He was kicked and hurt his stomach before, so he was a little constipated for a long time.She wanted the boss to take the phone to the bathroom and give it to BENNY, but she was too embarrassed.The boss didn't bother to call BENNY, so he started talking about Wendy to her as soon as he came up. The boss said that DAVID has been in City A for so long and was with SUSAN, yet he didn't tell Wendy, and kept it from Wendy.The boss was obliged to tell WENDY about DAVID and SUSAN. Wendy said that she knew that DAVID had an American girlfriend, but she thought it was the one with a child, so she thought that DAVID was flirting with the American girlfriend.Now I heard from the boss, of course I was so angry that I called and had a big fight with DAVID, and swore that I would never talk to DAVID again. DAVID also wanted to coax WENDY, saying that he has a bad relationship with SUSAN, that his living habits are different, that SUSAN is a big spender, that he buys a lot of clothes at every turn, and hangs them in the CLOSET when he doesn’t wear them. Make a lot of them and give them to others. DAVID said that he broke up with SUSAN immediately and went back to New York to find Wendy. WENDY seems to have a soft ear. When DAVID said this, he almost believed him.Fortunately, Wendy was a big mouth again, so he told the boss about it, so the boss told Wendy that DAVID would not break up with SUSAN, they were engaged, and DAVID bought an engagement ring from SUSAN. After several rounds like this, WENDY basically blew it with DAVID.The boss said that Wendy read the card he sent, and said that the boss's handwriting was very good, and his words were very funny.The boss said: "Auntie, thank you. I will ask you to write cards for me in the future." She heard the boss call her "Auntie", and knew that the boss would not have any more ideas about her, so she went to see Wendy wholeheartedly.The boss also said, "I will ask you to write the card for me in the future", which means that the boss did not fire her, and expected her to work part-time in the future.She had a little hope in her heart again, so she tentatively asked: "I will help you write the card in the future? You don't need my help at all now, why should I come here?" The boss said: "'Water' says no need? Those from PANDAGARDEN have to leave." "Where are they going?" "DAVID and SUSAN must be going back to 'Liu Ye'. Ah SAM wants to go to Seattle." "When your Wendy comes over, she can answer the phone, why do you need me to come over?" The boss said: "Wendy can answer the phone? Her English is not good. She has been in the United States for so long, and she is working in a Tangren garment factory. All of them speak Cantonese. Where can they speak English?" "Then she can pack it up and let BENNY answer the phone—" "BENNY is leaving too—" As soon as she heard it, she couldn't care about anything, and asked loudly, "Where is BENNY going?" "How do I know?" said the boss. "Where he wants to go, he goes there." "Why is he leaving?" "How do I know? He's an idiot—" "Could you—could you ask him to come and answer the phone?" "No—you can," the boss kept a secret, heard her anxious on the phone, and said, "He won't answer your call—" "why?" "how could I know?" She can't remember how many times the boss said "how do I know" tonight, she can't wait to lose his temper, but she knows that if the boss loses his temper, her eyes will be blackened even more, and BENNY keeps his mouth shut, tighter than any other bottle , can only rely on the boss, and it is possible to find out something. The boss reported with a smile, "Auntie, do you know that I beat my dad up." Although she only focused on BENNY, she was still surprised when she heard this, and asked, "Why?" "It's all because of his girl. He told that girl earlier that he is the owner of this restaurant and a family member of the United States. That girl took it seriously and went for a date with him. But that girl is very sophisticated, After asking him a few questions, I found out that he is not the official family of the United States, but the girl didn't say anything, and she still pretended to let him flirt. Later, the girl told my dad that she was going to 'Liuye'. There is a man nearby who is willing to help her bring the child to the United States." "I heard that the woman came here with a B visa, who can help her get the child here?" "How do I know? It must be that girl who lied to my dad. My dad panicked when he heard it, and told her not to go to 'Liu Ye', saying that the man lied to her. That girl pulled a few times The reason asked my dad to lend her money, and my dad came to ask me for it. He really doesn’t use his brain, how could I give him money to pick up girls? Where did I put my mom ?” "Does your father know that the woman lied to him?" "He doesn't know 'being salt', he thinks others love him. Does he think he is 'water'? Will 'water' love him? It's all because others lied to him. He asked me for money and I didn't give it. He waited for me to deliver the food and ran to the cash drawer to get the money. That stupid BENNY didn’t dare to do anything to my dad, so my dad took some money from the cash drawer. When I come back, Xiao Zhang After telling me, I asked my father to return the money to the cash drawer, but he refused and beat me, I was not so polite, and pushed him to the ground with one slap—" She asked worriedly, "Did your father get injured?" "It must have been injured. He was so angry that he got up and called 911. He is stupid, and he doesn't know English. Why should he call the police? He just grabbed the phone and said 'CHINA', 'CHINA'. " She was petrified, and asked, "Then—then—what happened next?" "Then the police car came. It's a pity that my dad doesn't understand English, he can only say 'CHINA'." "and after?" "Later, I told the police that it was nothing. It was my dad who just came from China and didn't understand anything. He fell down and made random calls, trying to call a taxi to see a doctor—" "and after?" "Later, the police asked my dad if he was there, and my dad responded in Cantonese. The police didn't understand, so I translated for him. Later, the police bought a meal and left after eating." "It's that simple?" "'Dangyan' Luo, with a smart kid like me there, how could it be easier?" She asked worriedly, "Then—is BENNY okay?" "He has something to do with being 'salt', he is a fool, how can I have such good luck?"