Chapter 80 Section 78

Helen didn't know if Benny had talked with the boss. Anyway, when she went to work in a restaurant, the boss never mentioned Happy, but the boss still called her "wife" and stayed at her house after work at night. The other side uses the bathroom, and after taking a shower, she still settles the accounts with her, and after the calculations, she still chats with her.Everything is the same, but there is no mention of HAPPY anymore. Now she has learned to think about the boss differently than she is used to, because he obviously does not act in her usual way.Normally, if a man knows that his best friend has that kind of relationship with a certain woman, he will not chase her.This is not just a "friend's wife, don't bully" issue, but a man seems to have an instinctive, physical aversion to a woman that another man has or is having.

But the boss is obviously not like this. He knows about the relationship between BENNY and her, but as long as BENNY doesn't say that he wants to marry her, he can make a bold move. Now the boss must know that she still maintains that relationship with BENNY. According to her understanding of men, the boss should be very angry. The relationship between them has not changed, and the relationship between him and BENNY has not changed. Not only for her, but also for the bag.Baobao ran away with people many times, but the boss took Baobao TAKEBACK again and again.It can be said that the boss still loves bags. He stared tearfully in front of the building where Baobao lived, which fully illustrates this point.But he can also pursue other women and plan to marry other women.

Maybe for someone like a boss, love, sex and marriage can be three different things, one person is in love, another is in sex, another is in marriage, or any combination of the three. She doesn't think she can do it, but she's learning to understand her boss and not to think of him as a bad person. She also learned to get used to BENNY's way of thinking.His reaction to her affair with her boss was something she hadn't expected, and she had expected the best outcome would be for him to tell her, "I forgive you," or "I don't care."But she felt that the possibility of saying "I don't care" was very small, how could he not care?He became jealous, so he didn't need to be inferior to others.

But he seemed to appreciate her good intentions, and he was very moved and cherished.She really didn't believe that there was such a man in the world, and she met him.She hadn't even seen such a man in a novel, and the best man in the novel just said "I forgive you", and his woman was grateful. Now she doesn't worry about how to face the two of them anymore. This matter that may turn into a blood-stained tragedy for some men, or at least turn against each other, has passed so easily with them, and let her and BENNY There was a chance to confess my state of mind. During the few days when she went to New York, BENNY left her a lot of VOICEMAIL.When she called him to report her safety after she came back from the restaurant, he seemed embarrassed and said: "Well - I left a lot of Garbage in your VOICEMAIL, you can delete all the previous ones, just listen to the last one. .”

She agreed, but as soon as she turned on her computer and entered an account she had opened at Excite.com, she immediately tore up the agreement, broke her promise, and listened exclusively to the previous ones. She listened to it so many times that she could almost recite some words.His message seemed a bit inconsistent and repeated, giving her the feeling that he was planning to help her and the boss at the beginning, saying that a person should not be too selfish, and should not only care about himself and his immediate future.He said that the boss is better than him in all aspects, and he also knows that the boss has that meaning for her, but he was busy with Baobao and his younger brother, so he took the lead.

But in the next few messages, he changed again. He asked her why she didn't call him, saying that he was very uncomfortable, and told her to call him quickly, or he would die if she didn't call. Then, he seemed to have figured it out again, saying that as long as she had a good time, it didn't matter if she called him or not. He knew that the boss would take good care of her, so he was willing to bless her from a distance like this. The last message is very short, just a few words: Baby, Iloveyou.Imissyou.I-mwaitingforyoutocomeback. She didn't know why he had such conflicts. Why did he think that the boss had better conditions than him?According to her habit of thinking about the worst in everything, she immediately thought that he thought she was closer to the boss's age.Apart from that, she couldn't think of any other reason to make him think that the boss was more worthy of her, unless his oath to her was false.

He swore he had done nothing wrong, but if he hadn't, how could he have said "only for himself and for the present"?If he committed a crime, then his hesitation is understandable.Maybe he didn't think so far at first, and he was only planning to enjoy the time with her mutually.But soon the "pregnancy" happened. He told the fact that he couldn't raise the child with her, but he still loved the child very much in his heart, so he named the child in private, and how long he planned to raise it As long as he is raised, until he is caught and taken in. But the child was "miscarried". On the one hand, he was free again, and on the other hand, he also wanted her to be happy, so he let her go to New York with the boss, thinking that she loved the boss more or less, and thought he could give in. .When she really left with the boss, and there was no news as soon as she left, he began to feel uncomfortable again, so he sent a lot of VOICEMAIL.Then after thinking about it calmly, he felt that he should still escape.

She didn't know if he would repeat himself, she wanted to tell him that she only loved him, no matter what he had done before, no matter how long he would be in prison, she would love him and wait for him.But she seemed unable to say these words in front of him, because he refused to admit that he had committed a crime, and her confession was equivalent to saying that she did not believe him. She opened an account for him on Excite.com. In this way, the two of them can write emails, which is more confidential than calling, because neither of them lives alone, so calling is always not free, and speaking is not bold. .

She called and told him the ID and password of his email account, and taught him how to use email, but he seemed reluctant to use it. He said that he used a computer when he was studying at school, but he typed slowly with his index fingers. Yes, besides, he can't surf the Internet all the time, the old man needs to use the phone. After talking about the reasons, he said embarrassedly: "I can't spell many words. I know how to say and read, but I can't spell them. You are a doctor. You must laugh at me when you see it. " She said: "Your English is better than mine, how could I laugh at you? Yours is authentic English, mine is CHINGLISH. As long as it is written by you, I love to read it."

She first wrote him a few EMAILs, trying to motivate him.He replied one, with three or four lines of words, indeed there were several misspelled words, but the sentences were smooth and the English was very idiomatic.He said in EMAIL that he can't write, but he can read, asked her to write him more, and asked him if he didn't have to reply to each one. She imagined him typing on the keyboard with two fingers like catching bugs, worrying about misspelling words and being laughed at by her, and felt a kind of motherly love in her heart.She thought that people are unwilling to do things that they are not good at, if she asks BENNY to cook something for her to eat, he will be happy to do it, because he can do it well.But writing emails is really not his forte, so he looks very embarrassed, for fear of losing himself in front of her.

She said to him, if you have time, you can write when you want to;She writes to him a little every day because he says he likes to read it. He usually does not get online for a while until very late. Sometimes he finds an electronic card online and sends it to her, and sometimes he writes a few words.She thought that if others saw the emails between them and knew that most of the love activities between them were he cooking and she eating and having sex with her, they would definitely feel that their love was not very romantic.But to her, because it's him, even if his email is full of typos, even if they are together to eat and have sex, she still thinks it is very romantic. She decided to go back to China to see her daughter during the winter vacation. Her visa has two entries, which are valid for half a year, so she does not need a visa this time. She had to pull her mother out again as a cover, telling BENNY that she would go back to see her mother during the winter vacation.He seemed very disappointed, but he couldn't think of a reason to stop her, so he said regretfully, "I wanted to take you shopping for Christmas—" She almost shed tears. She knew that he only had two days off in a year. On Thanksgiving Day, she was rushing back from New York with her boss. She was going back to China for Christmas. The two days in 2000 were just missed. She wished she had the opportunity to spend those two days with him in 2001. He gave her some money and asked her to buy things for her mother. She shied away a bit, but he didn't seem very happy, so she accepted it and helped him deposit it in the bank. Now he has more than 40,000 yuan deposited in her account superior. The boss used BENNY's money to invest 50,000 yuan in her name, and opened a restaurant with her, also called "PANDA518". It is in the SHOPPINGCENTER they both saw last time, and it is still being renovated. She worried that with so much money suddenly in her name, the U.S. government would suspect her.But the boss said it was nothing, and you just said that the money was earned in China. The US government knows that the source of the money from the Chinese cannot be clarified. She heard that if she brought money through the customs, she had to declare it, and she was worried that the US government would find that she did not bring any money in after checking the customs records.The boss said no problem, so you just say that your relative sent it to you in an envelope. All in all, the boss is always blocked by soldiers and flooded with water, as if he has countermeasures for whatever the government investigates.The boss comforted her and said, "There are a lot of rich people in America. The government will check your tens of thousands of dollars? The worst result is to give me a confession. That's okay. I'm not afraid. What are you afraid of?" ?” She couldn't shirk it anymore, but she firmly stated that she didn't want the bonus money and asked the boss to give it to BENNY. BENNY said, "Is there any difference between you and me?" She said: "Of course there is a difference. I won't use your money. If I use your money, you won't know whether I love you or want your money." He said: "You silly, I really don't know what to say about you." He didn't say anything more, anyway, the boss's new store has not yet opened and is still being renovated. She took the old man to take the driver's license test again. This time the old man passed the test and got the driver's license, but the boss did not keep his promise to buy a new car for Dad.The boss said: "I said to buy him a new car, because I thought he would not be able to pass the driver's license test. How did I know that you would help him inside? Wife, you helped him get the driver's license test, and you are responsible for buying him a new car." This embarrassed her, and she felt that she had inadvertently created a problem for her boss.Later, when BENNY came out to reconcile, the boss bought an old car for the old man. It was a HONDA ACCORD, and it was quite old.The old man nearly had a stroke, but finally accepted the fact that an old car is better than no car. The old man drove on the local road in front of the door a few times, so he asked her to take him to Chinatown once, so that he could familiarize himself with the road.She took the old man to Chinatown one Saturday. The old man didn’t know English, so she asked her to teach him the words southeast, north, south, and north. Where to get off the high speed.The old man is not afraid of highways, but small roads, because expressways are numbered with Arabic numerals, and at most they can be followed by north, south, south, east, and north. For example, 77WEST, he knows them all, but the small roads are all English names, so he doesn’t know them. Later, the old man proposed to go to Chinatown with her car again, telling her to drive in front and he to follow. When BENNY heard about it, he firmly disagreed, saying, "You two are foolish, you lead blindly, you follow carelessly, what should you do if something goes wrong?" Seeing that BENNY disagreed, she resolutely refused to let the old man follow.But when she came home on Sunday, the old man quietly followed her car, knowing that she would pass through Chinatown on her way home, and would go to Chinatown to buy groceries.The old man followed for a while, then lost it, because she turned into a gas station to refuel, but the old man didn't pay attention, and rushed forward.When the old man found out that her car was gone, he went into another gas station and waited there. When her car passed by the gas station, the old man was standing on the side of the road waiting for her car. When he saw it, he greeted her with dancing and told her to stop, so she had no choice but to turn into the gas station.She was really moved by the old man's spirit, so she took him to Chinatown.But she couldn't take the old man back, so she had to draw the route diagram, mark the entrance and exit, and write down the address and phone number of the restaurant, and let the old man drive slowly, and call the police if he got lost. When she went to work in a restaurant the next week, the old man told her about his adventures, saying that he missed an exit on the highway and didn't know what to do.He ran to ask the police, but he couldn't speak English, so he had to take out the route map she had drawn, and the phone number and address of the restaurant, and gesticulated for a long time.The policeman understood what he meant, but he couldn't tell the old man what he meant, so he had to drive the car by himself and took the old man to the local road in front of the restaurant. Only then did the old man come back. But after this experience, the old man became more courageous, saying that it is okay to get lost in the United States, and the police will send him back.Later, he went to Chinatown several times, each time getting better and better. This time the old man heard that she was going back to China, so he recommended himself, saying that he could pick her up and drop her off at the airport.She didn't expect to teach the old man to drive, and she herself became a beneficiary. With the old man picking her up, she didn't have to worry about the boss running out of time and BENNY not having a driver's license.The old man asked her to take him to the airport once, he drove, and she sat next to him, and then asked her to draw the route diagram and mark the entrance and exit intersections. On the day she left, the old man sent her to the airport. She returned to her home in China on a cold windy morning. Mimi had already gone to school, and Li Bing was alone at home, watching TV under the quilt.The two said hello, and she went to take a shower. The water heater was used at home, and there was no heating in the room. She took a cold shower, put on her clothes, and walked into the bedroom. Li Bing didn't ask her to go to bed, nor did he get out of bed to hug her, but just stared at her with a blank face.She felt weird and a little embarrassed.If Li Bing came to ask for sex, she also felt very embarrassed; now that he does not come to ask for sex, she is still very embarrassed.She said: "I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep." Then she wanted to go to the next room. Li Bing stopped her: "Don't go, I have something to ask you." She had a bad feeling, but she couldn't figure out what it was.She sat down on a chair and asked, "What's the matter?" "You got a—lover over there in America?" She was taken aback: "Nonsense, the Chinese students there are either married or have girlfriends—" "I know it's not the students from your place, it's from the restaurant." She was dumbfounded: "Who - said that?" "You don't care who said it, you first say if you have it." "No. At my age—" "Forget it, don't do this with me." She said: "You must have misunderstood. I don't have a lover. If I had a lover, I would be so active in getting the two of you out?" "As soon as you get us out, you will divorce me. Are you afraid that I won't know?" "If I want to divorce you, why should I go out of my way to get you out? I won't just divorce you in China? Go to Canada to divorce a foreign marriage?" Her rhetorical question actually stopped Li Bing, his face was full of PUZZLED LOOK.She seized the opportunity and said: "The person who said this to you must have ulterior motives and wants to break us up. Who said it? You tell me, so I can see what his intentions are." "That's what your previous landlord said."