Chapter 19 Section 18

Man is not the only animal in the world that knows how to be happy, but man is the only animal in the world that can laugh. Someone smiles, it is a professional need, and it is to win customers. Someone smiles because of the needs of the cause and to win votes. Some people smile, it is a utilitarian need, to win admiration. When someone smiles, it is an emotional need to win a hug. His smile serves no utilitarian purpose.From the heart.Embrace the world.life is good! He has the most touching smile in the world. Seeing his smile, I am no longer hungry, thirsty, or tired, just dumbfounded.

Falling into his smile. He walked past me and went to the kitchen. I heard the sound of my heart sinking, like a stone falling into an ancient well. I'm just a companion.Accompaniment is transparent.The host and guest are in the kitchen. Xiaolan's father is his friend, and he helped Xiaolan go abroad, so the relationship must be very strong. He also helped Meihua to go abroad, so the relationship must be very strong. They have all known him for ten thousand years, and they have an inextricable, unbreakable connection. And in those ten thousand years, where was I? In a world without him!

How unfair fate is! Ten thousand years of acquaintance, ten thousand years of friendship, I will never be able to catch up.Like a child who has too much homework, no matter how hard he tries, even if he vomits blood because of exhaustion, there is still a big gap. So sad.so lonely.so lonely.So jealous. Seconds are like years. He came back, walked past me, and went upstairs. Turning around, there was another smile. He has the most touching smile in the world. Seeing his smile, I don't feel bad anymore, I'm not alone, I'm not lonely, I'm not jealous anymore.Just stay. Falling into his smile.

A back view takes away the whole world; a smile brings the whole world back. When I smile, my heart flutters; Two smiles, my heart flies; Three smiles, my heart is intoxicated. Four smiles—— It was my turn to laugh. He comes down the stairs with an ancient digital camera in his hand! Old, good! It shows that he values ​​affection, that he is nostalgic, that he is frugal, that he has high technology, and that he is confident. Even an old camera can take beautiful photos. The three girls huddled together.standing.sitting.Half stand half sit.There are standing and sitting.living room.kitchen.in front of the house.behind the house.

We are like the red sun, shining all over the east; we are like the setting sun, shining all over the west; we are like fluorescent lamps, shining all over the corners of the house. Quietly arranging hair, arranging underwear, arranging smiles, arranging expressions, still not ideal.I regret listening to Xiaolan's "old man, short stature, bald head".Sorry, I didn't dress up! Hibiscus comes out of clear water, and it is naturally carved. Am I a hibiscus in his eyes?Maybe it's just a rotten cotton flower? Cotton comes out of clean water, and the inside and outside of the bag are wet.

Both Xiaolan and Meihua have been well-groomed.Fall for them! People rely on clothes and horses rely on saddles. Three looks, seven points of dress. Lost at the starting line. Lose one step, lose step by step.My heart has been so flustered, at a loss. A good show has become a "tough show".Another smash! Lost on the sprint line. Singing karaoke must not lose! Calm down, calm down.Inhale, inhale.Take out housekeeping skills, sing loudly, with correct words, rich expressions, and emotional devotion. It's very emotional, he said. What's the meaning?Why not talk about technology?Why don't you talk about your voice?Why do you mention feelings?Could it be that he -- about my -- mood -- already knows it all?

panicked. With him time flies, flies. The time without him is long, long. miss him. Thinking about getting up, thinking about going to work, thinking about going home, my heart is ups and downs, I haven’t felt that way for a long time, or have I never felt it? . Finally couldn't bear it anymore and told Xiaolan. What?he?you like him?He's so much bigger than you, bald and short. (Don't fool me, I won't be fooled by you again) Where is he bald?where short? Of course he is bald and short.Could it still be bald and short on the head?Oh, I didn't expect that! It seems that you are really moved.Okay, if you want to see him, I can help you.In a few days, I will take you to his Tai Chi class to meet him, and I will lie and say that you want to learn Tai Chi, and go to the class first to have a look.

Tai Chi?I'm not lying, I really want to learn Tai Chi! Tai Chi is good, it can be used to keep fit, lose weight, and it can be — all in all, it's good. I want to learn Tai Chi. Do you want to learn Tai Chi?When did it start? For a long time- Hehe, stop lying in front of me?When did you want to learn Tai Chi?I mobilized you so many times, but you refused to learn, and now you suddenly want to learn?You lied to me and I won't help you! Okay, okay, I can't lie anymore, I just want to see him. Go to the school's racquetball center to play table tennis first, and wait for him to drive to pick you up.I usually play ping-pong, but today I am so bored.Wait, wait, wait, it's finally time.

He is waiting at the parking lot outside. It was another yellow dress, but the texture was different, soft, fluttering, with a fairy air, with every gesture, the sleeves were blown by the wind. I completely understand what it means to be ecstatic. Those who want to be immortal must flutter.Those who are fluttering are not necessarily like immortals. My clothes are so heavy, with the foul smell of the world.trademark.famous brand.texture.color.Everything is external. The floating immortal energy comes from the inside and surpasses the outside. I want to practice Tai Chi.real.Not to meet him, but to match him.It can't be that he floats in the sky and I run on the ground, right?It can't be that he is all inside and I am all outside, right?It can't be that he becomes a fairy and I become earth, right?

I suddenly understood why I had to leave my first boyfriend. It was too mundane and heavy, as if it was always pulling me to the ground, but my heart was upward, trying to break free from gravity and fly above the world. Fifteen or six boyfriends, all heavy, heavier than me, hanging on me like weights, pulling me to the ground, preventing me from escaping gravity. I want to float with you.Promise me, don't pull me down, float with me. Maybe it's too early to say "together".I want to float to you.Wait for me, wait for me to float to you. He drives.I ride in a spaceship.weightlessness.The head is fixed.Don't dare to look at him sideways.Floating all the way.

C large gymnasium.Practice room.Tai Chi class. Eye-opener.very big.A lot of people.The class leader is a white man, I met at his home last time, his name is EDWARD, he is his good friend. EDWARD treated him with respect.Exuding the demeanor of a great leader, he waved his hand and told EDWARD to continue. After EDWARD finished his warm-up, he went up to lead boxing routines. I stayed. That skill! That demeanor! That boxing skill! Is he a man or a god?