Chapter 108 Chapter 107

Shi Yan decided to make a call to Zhuoyue. On the one hand, her mother asked for an explanation, and on the other hand, she also wanted to convey Huang Hai's meaning. The most important thing is that Zhuoyue is Jing'er's father after all, and now he is injured again. , although her father has already visited Zhuoyue in City D on behalf of her, but she doesn't seem to be able to justify it if she keeps silent. But she really didn't know what to say, and she certainly couldn't say the words her mother helped her design.Her relationship with Excellence has never reached the level of saying that.Those girls in the family have at least been chased by beggars for a while, and at least they have enjoyed the right to dictate before marriage. Although the husband may change from a slave to a general after marriage, the general also commands a soldier. Well, if the soldiers rise up to rebel, talking about a divorce can at least frighten the general. There is only one soldier. If even this soldier runs away, who will the general command?

And her?From the very beginning, he was constrained by Excellence, he never begged her for nothing, he never gave her a chance to boss her around, and he has always been the one who has the final say.He wanted her to stay in school, so she stayed in school; he wanted to follow her to Dongdongguai, so he followed; he wanted to do that, and he did it; he wanted to have children, and she had them had children; he wanted to legitimize their relationship, and he obtained a marriage license.Even if he's still in the courtship stage, she doesn't have the ability to scare him from participating in those activities by "blowing the stage", because he has said a long time ago that he will not affect his career for women.

But in the end, she decided to use what her mother taught her, and she didn't expect to prevent Zhuo Liang from participating in those activities, but maybe she could earn him a sentence like "Leave as soon as you leave, you think I'm afraid of leaving?"She felt that she was really despicable, but it seemed that there was an underlying motivation to shock her to be so despicable for a while. She found out that Zhuozhuo had returned to the teacher's academy, so she called his place. When the concierge went upstairs to call him, she became flustered, as if she was a thief. How would Dai start her despicable behavior? I don't even know the conversation, and I have already entered a state of waiting to die psychologically.

As soon as Zhuo Zhuo picked up the phone, he called familiarly: "Yan'er, are you okay? I miss you so much!" One beat the final word! It is still the old rule, he will finalize everything in one word.She originally planned to position the conversation in the position of ordinary friends or broken-up couples, but when he called him so expressively, ordinary friends and broken-up couples slipped one foot and fell into the snare of "ordinary couples".She struggled for a while, unable to put into words what her mother had taught her, and asked only, "Your injury—is it all right?"

"It's nothing, it's all flesh and blood injuries. Thank you so much for asking Dad to come to see me from such a long distance. I asked him to play for a few more days, but he refused. He must go back with the car. I was unable to move at that time. I couldn't walk around with him—" She found that he was still the same, calling "Dad" without any hesitation. If his father hadn't died young, she would have thought he was referring to his own father.It is always difficult for her to say "Mom" to his mother. The difficulty is completely like a language barrier, a technical problem of pronunciation, just like the students she taught couldn't say "thank you" "th" is the same as the tongue clamp sound, either the tongue cannot stick out, or the tongue is stuck out and the teeth are bitten, and the airflow cannot be rushed out, so they always use "three" or "dan" instead.

She couldn't go on being mean, so she had to lift her mother out as a scapegoat: "My mother said—my mother she—she was very worried about you—she said—she told me to tell you—don't participate in those dangerous—activities —in case something happens—your mother will worry—” She pestered her with "my mother" and "your mother" for a while, and felt that the effect was not good, and it was a bit counterproductive. Originally, she wanted to express both the meaning of caring and the position of "ordinary friends" or "breakup couples". But being called "my mother" and "your mother" by her has actually strengthened the relationship between the two relatives, and there is a feeling that "Shi's family cares about Qiao's family".

Sure enough, he understood it this way, and said gratefully and tearfully: "Thank mom for me, tell her not to worry, I'm fine, this time it's because the people below have just mobilized, and I need to go over and give them the helm, I have told them to be careful not to let those impurities such as those released from labor camps mix into the team, and this kind of thing will not happen in the future—” He told what happened in M ​​County, and then suddenly said , "It would be great if you were in City D—" She thought he was going to tell her how much she misses, so she was a little embarrassed, so she hurried to steady herself, for fear of being moved by his wild thoughts, but in the end, she heard him say: "If you are in D city, we can call Huang Hai over. , help us mobilize the workers of the steel mills to join the movement—"

She was startled, and said seriously: "What do you mean? Huang Hai is already married, why are you still suspicious?" "I'm not paranoid," he said frankly, "I just want to take advantage of what he means to you and let him contribute to our career. You know me, I won't affect my career just because of a woman .Besides, I know you have nothing to do with him. He meant that, but you won't. At this point, I am sure of you. If he is not married, he may still impress you by chasing you. But he Now that you are married and married to such a person, you will not do stupid things. I am not saying that you will not betray me, but that you will not rob a mental patient of her husband and her only spiritual sustenance , your moral values ​​will never be so low—"

She felt her ears burning, and her heart was in a state of turmoil. She didn't know if he really overestimated her morality, or if he knew about her and Huang Hai and satirized her there.She quickly put aside the woman and talked about her career: "What can Huang Hai do for you?" She just felt as if she was watching a revolutionary movie. He was the hero in the movie, and what he said was a bit like a line, but she was not the heroine in it, but a child who started watching the movie halfway. I wish someone could pull her sleeves and ask "good guys and bad guys?".She asked, "Why can a worker -- set the tone?"

He laughed a few times, and pointed out: "Think about it, what can students use to threaten the government? Bullying? Although the government will not look good if the students bully a large number of people, it is just a bad face, no It will affect the economic lifeline of the country. As long as the economy of a country does not fail, others have nothing to do with it. So if you want to use tyrants to force the government to give in, then you have to wait until the next life! But if the workers all over the country rise up to bully the government ——That’s different. Let’s not talk about workers across the country, as long as workers in a key industry are overlords. For example, electric workers, if the electric workers across the country really go on strike, I guarantee that it will be successful within a week. ——Who can live without electricity now?”

She suddenly thought of the things she learned in politics class. It seems that the teacher also said that although the May 4th Movement was initiated by students, it was finally successful because of the participation of workers and peasants. But what kind of achievements did it achieve? , she can't remember.It seems that I am really old, and now I have almost forgotten the things that used to be memorized. I only remember one "May 4th" and one "May 30th". One succeeded and the other failed.The one that failed killed a lot of people and was called a "tragedy", but the one that succeeded, she couldn't remember what the sign of success was, and who was kicked out of power?Or have some treaty been abolished? She asked: "What are you trying to achieve by punishing the city so much? Anti-corruption? Can corruption be reversed just like this?" "Anti-officials and anti-corruption are just a propaganda slogan, and it is the slogan that is most likely to resonate with the masses. If a political movement is to succeed, it must first launch a slogan that can arouse sympathy. Jun, now who doesn’t hate official corruption? As long as it is against official corruption, everyone thinks that they should participate. However, of course, official anti-corruption cannot be reversed through demonstrations, and it must be opposed from the root. Serious? The root cause is the political system of the one-party dictatorship—” She gasped, isn't this just to overthrow the government?She hurriedly said: "Are you doing this—are you too ambitious? If you are anti-corruption—maybe ZY will support you—if you want to—fundamentally—change—then what—people The government — will it allow it?" He laughed again: "Of course the government won't allow it. Who is that stupid? If you ask him for the country, he will hand it over to you? Of course not. If it is so easy, why would there be any need to mobilize the workers?" support?" The more she listened, the more frightened she became: "It's too dangerous for you to do this, and you can't take a peaceful way?" "What kind of peaceful way? The parliamentary way? In a place like China, there has never been a history of democracy, and there is no sense of democracy. People don't even know how elections are going on, so you can't even think about taking the parliamentary way. Look at it. The current chaos, if there is a national election, it will either be manipulated by those with power and background, or each family will choose each family, and in the end, all kinds of people will be elected. What's the use of choosing a few hundred million out of hundreds of millions of people?" She was confused by what he said, but insisted: "Anyway, you'd better—don't do this—I think it's—dangerous—" He called softly: "Yan'er, I am satisfied if you care about me so much. You don't know, when I was beaten by them at the gate of M County Public Security Bureau, I really thought I would be beaten to death by them. I have no other regrets at the time, but I regret not being able to see you and the child before I die—" She had a sore nose and almost shed tears, as if she could see him fall to the ground with his own eyes. Under the fists, he covered his face with his hands while calling her and Jing'er's names until he was dying.If he continued down this path, she would definitely cry, but he changed to an optimistic tone: "But I don't deserve to die. Most people in the police are reasonable and know that I am not one of those released from labor camps." , I have no enmity with the police, nor did I instigate the students to attack the police station. I was trying to persuade the students to retreat. Most of the students are reasonable and know that I am for their own good. The ones who really don't understand are those with ulterior motives people--" She said eagerly: "That's what I meant. Some people have ulterior motives. You get involved with them—it's very dangerous—I heard that some people in the teacher's college said that you—picking peaches—wanted to investigate who you were— In case they find out it was you who posted those things—isn’t there another problem?” He asked with interest: "How do you know about 'Picking Peaches'? Even I didn't see the comment on that big-character poster, so I listened carefully. You must have listened to Yao Xiaoping, right? She was very excited this time." A good friend, it may be that she saw me saving her rigor, she ran around the school and hospital these days, and made a lot of delicious food for me to replenish my body—" She didn't care about these things, and only dissuaded her: "Don't—post those—big-character posters about your mentor, beware of people—saying you're picking peaches—" He was a little angry: "It's a good thing they can say it! The real thief shouted stop the thief, who is picking the peaches? We have done all these years of work and made such a big sacrifice. What were they doing then? Now the peaches are ripe, They jumped out to pick peaches and become leaders of the student movement. Hmph! When we started working on this, some of them didn’t even know which way the door of the university opened—” "You made—a sacrifice?" She thought of his gatherings in City E, but she couldn't see how a meeting could be considered a sacrifice. "Of course! Otherwise, why would I come back to a crappy place like D City? If it wasn't for my career, I graduated from K University, would I be willing to degenerate and go to a crappy school like Teachers College? Fortunately, I have endured it for so long , if I don’t do anything this time, I really can’t stay in City D—” For some reason, he looked down on Shiyuan and belittled City D like this, which made her a little unhappy, even though she didn't like Shiyuan and D City herself.She suddenly lost interest, and hurriedly concluded: "Anyway, I just transfer what my mother said—" He immediately changed from a political leader to a filial son-in-law: "Yan'er, thank my mother for me, and let her old man rest assured that I will behave properly and nothing will happen. Don't worry, just rest at home and take care of your children—" Later, when she called Huang Hai, she told him all the conversations she had with Excellence, and asked curiously, "Did he come to ask you to go to the steel factory in D city to launch a strike?" "No, that's probably what he said? He must know that it's useless for me to go there. Maybe it's better for him to go, because I didn't have much contact with steel factory workers at that time. I was mainly in the coal mine. Even Coal mine, my social investigations only focused on the 'pork belly' matter--, but in the end nothing was done, maybe even the 'pork belly' couldn't be activated--" She didn't know how to say: "It would be fun if you went to City D to help him mobilize the workers in the steel mill. You two are together, I don't know—" Before she finished speaking, she slapped herself and said, "Actually It’s nothing, you men, career comes first, brothers are like siblings, women are like clothes—” He corrected her and said, "Then you just made a mistake. If he asked me to help him in city D, I would not go, but if you asked me to help him in city D, I would die. Do you want me to go?" City D?"