Chapter 102 Chapter 101

The two lay down under the quilt again and hugged each other, but because there was an arc in the middle, the so-called "hugging together" means that the upper half of the two hugged together, making a "person" shape.The chevron is still doing self-criticism: "I'm sorry—I'm sorry—I was—too—excited—" With a swipe of the word "人", he said, "Why do you keep saying 'I'm sorry'? Do you feel bad?" "Good! So--well--I'm--fine--but you're--not?" "Hello, I'm fine—" she explained, "I'm not suitable now—too excited—for fear of affecting the child—"

"After that - we won't - let's do this -" She didn't answer, thinking it's up to you?You still have to listen to my dispatch of troops and generals, I tell you to stand at attention, don't you dare to rest a little bit?But she didn't say it, she just turned around, turned her back to her, and let him sleep with her arms around her from behind, so that the two people changed from the word "person" to the word "a". He put his arms around her and said softly: "Yan'er, it's really like a dream——more than a dream—it's unbelievable——"

"Me too—" She wanted to hear more from him, but she knew that he must be very sleepy now, so she yawned first, and said sleepily, "Well, I'm so sleepy, I didn't sleep last night Well, go to bed early—" He didn't dare to speak anymore, he just hugged her tightly.She was so still, breathing so evenly that he thought she was asleep.As expected, he was attracted by her, and soon fell asleep.She heard him breathing evenly behind her back, and knew that he was really asleep, and she was a little proud of her tricks, but she herself didn't fall asleep for a long time, always thinking about the child in her belly, worried that it might be a boy.

The two men she has experienced in her life have completely changed her previous views on male gender superiority. In the past, she really wanted to be a boy, so that she could avoid the monthly troubles and the pain of pregnancy and childbirth. , can be less bound by many worldly concepts, but these two men let her see the weakness of men-it should be said that they are "hard and soft", there are soft and hard, sometimes soft and sometimes hard.Don't look at that guy is not big, but he is really difficult to deal with. Too soft is a trouble, too hard is also a trouble; not getting up is a trouble, not getting down is a trouble; old and not bubbling is a trouble, too early Bubbling is also a nuisance.

The most troublesome thing is that it seems to have its own will. Not only is it not the party commanding the gun, but in many cases it is basically the gun commanding the party.A boy may become a "governor" in his teens, and his "soft underbelly" can become "hard underbelly", and a map can be drawn on the bed sheet.They have sexual impulses and requirements at such a young age, but they have to wait until they are in their twenties to get married and have a normal sex life. Isn't it too painful and prone to deviations in the past ten years? People like Zhuoyue can be said to have gone to an extreme, indulging in self-entertainment, and then being "helped" and "helped" by Aunt Jiang ignorantly, making a "soft and hard underbelly" into such a bad temper, normal sex I can't even reach a climax in my life, and I may not even be able to use my mouth in the future, so what should I do?But people like Huang Hai have gone to another extreme, suppressing themselves too much, making their "soft and hard underbelly" so weak that they still can't live a normal sex life in the end.

Women don't seem to have this problem, at least she doesn't, and aside from the slightly annoying monthly period, she's never had any inconveniences.She had only heard about the horror of having a baby, and she hadn't experienced it herself, but since so many people had given birth and survived it, it must not be that scary.Pregnancy didn't make her hate being a woman, on the contrary, pregnancy made her proud of being a woman, because she could have the most beautiful arc in the world, because her arc was making a life carefree life. What she is worried about now is the life under the arc. If it is a son, won't he also suffer from the "hard and soft underbelly"?Whether it is like Zhuoyue or like Huang Hai, it is suffering.She thought that her son had to endure the pain of "sexual unemployment" for more than ten years, and she didn't know whether he would meet a woman who loved and cared for him, and she was very worried.At one moment she thought her son was Zhuozhuo, and at another moment she felt that her son was Huang Hai. She couldn't think of a way to solve the problem of boys' "sexual unemployment", and she couldn't think of a way to deal with "soft and hard underbelly" correctly. She can only pray that she will not have a son, and she herself is more considerate of this other's son behind her.

In the first few days, Shi Yan was quite worried that Zhuo Zhuo would run into the Heavenly Palace if he bumped into him, and also worried that the neighbors would gossip, but it turned out that these two worries were unnecessary.First of all, Excellence didn't come at all, which made her very curious, what on earth was he busy with?Are you so busy that you don't even have the time to catch rape?Especially when the clues have been found, they didn't come to investigate in depth. This is too unlike Zhuo Liang.In connection with his lofty ambitions, she felt that he had gone to Jinggangshan to start a revolution. He might be eating pumpkin soup with red rice and discussing with Chairman Mao about encircling the cities from the countryside. Otherwise, why didn't he come to catch her?

As for the neighbors in the neighborhood, they didn't know her marital status at all. They only smelled a little entertainment value from the fact that she didn't stay in the teacher's college, but was transferred to the middle school for the children of the steel factory. They knew that she was a person with a story, so When they saw Huang Hai coming in and out of her house, they each used their literary creativity to conceive several versions of love and marriage stories for her, and sometimes came to her for verification, but she could see that these people were involved in this matter. The ignorance and ignorance in the matter are used as a matter of course, and the answers are always confused, making people confused which version is correct.

During the few days when Huang Hai stayed in City D, Shi Yan gave him a few more bed tutoring lessons in order to consolidate his teaching achievements.As the saying goes, as long as the skill is deep, the iron rod comes from embroidery needles. Although Huang Hai has not yet reached the level of the iron rod, her revolutionary subjective initiative has been greatly strengthened. She no longer needs to spend so much effort grinding needles. It can complete the transformation process from embroidery needles to iron rods. But he never dared to take the initiative to take the class. It was she who personally did the research, got the first-hand information, and then asked him for proof: "Do you want to go to the class?"

He covered it up and said, "No—" She took out the evidence and laughed at him: "Why is it the same as the US imperialism? They have sharpened their knives and said they have no aggressive ambitions—" He hugged her a little embarrassedly: "I said I didn't want to do this, I don't know why it became like this again——" "Wouldn't it be nice to be like this? It would break my heart if you met me and not—" "But you said you couldn't—" "I can't be afraid of anything? As long as you can—" But he firmly refused to "eat alone", so she had to lift the ban for herself, "Let's go to class together, it shouldn't matter to me now, because the child has grown up, in case of life I can grow up healthy even when I am born, but it is better to be born now, because you are here to take care of me."

This made him very fascinated: "Really? Can you really give birth now? Then give birth, while I'm here-" They began to make love in a regular way. Although she said that she hoped that the child would come out now, she was still very worried that the child would come out too early.What Huang Hai said is right, the time when a person stays in the mother's womb can be called carefree, once it is born, how can there be no worries?Even as a baby, don't you still have worries?It's just that it can't speak, it can't express, otherwise, how could the baby cry when it's hungry, and cry when it urinates?Isn't that what it is telling the parents that it is uncomfortable? She doesn't want to deprive her child of this carefree time, she wants her child to be mature, so she tries her best to restrain herself every time she makes love, and fakes an orgasm in the third part, making Huang Hai dance with joy, She was soon attracted by her. When they are not doing their homework in bed, they are like an old married couple, living a peaceful and warm life, watching TV together, sleeping late together, going grocery shopping together, and then Huang Hai cooks and she guides them.Like a husband going away, he tried his best to arrange everything he could think of. He originally wanted to hold a wedding at the "Dongdong" this time, but because Xiao Fu refused to go, the wedding was not completed. Although some money was wasted, there was still some left over, which his parents gave him.He proposed to buy a refrigerator: "Yan'er, I have some money here, let's buy a refrigerator, it's too inconvenient without a refrigerator, you have to buy vegetables every day, and eat as much as you cook, otherwise the leftovers will spoil , besides, when children grow up, they still want to eat popsicles, watermelon is frozen, and children also like to eat it—" If she didn't accept it, he acted aggrieved, as if she didn't treat him as a family member, so she quickly agreed.After buying the refrigerator, he proposed to buy a washing machine.If the refrigerator can save money in Shi Yan's world, then the washing machine is really necessary. If there is no washing machine, you have to wash it by hand. After I bought the washing machine, I realized that the layout of the house was too old and there was no place for the washing machine. The bathroom and kitchen were too small to fit the washing machine.In the end, Huang Hai had to make two holes in the wall of the living room, let the water come in through the pipe from the washroom, let the outlet pipe of the washing machine go into the washroom, and the washing machine is placed in the living room.Shi Yan found a flower cloth to cover it, and put a plastic flower pot on it when not in use, so as to fool people. He also asked Shi Yan to borrow a tricycle from the school. He went to the steel factory to buy a lot of coal and came back. He painted several houses, repaired the potholes in the ground, and replaced the broken glass on the windows. The crooked stove was rebuilt, in short, any "one" he could think of, and all "one" that Shi Yan needed, he would give her "one". Even Granny Wang on the opposite side has benefited from the Yellow Sea. Granny Wang's son is a worker in a steel factory, but he is very incompetent and idle. He only knows how to play cards and gamble outside. In his thirties, he doesn't even mention his daughter-in-law. Not to mention, Granny Wang often used a dustpan to ask for a dustpan when the coal was burned out, and asking her son to buy coal was as difficult as peeling his skin. Granny Wang has gone to Shi Yan's house to beg for coal a few times. This time Huang Hai went to buy coal, so she bought some coal for Grandma Wang, dragged it several times with a tricycle, and piled up her own kitchen. There was a huge pile in the living room.Granny Wang was very grateful, and said: "Your living room has such good furniture. If you can't pile coal, you can pile it in my house. When you need it, just come and get it." Before Huang Hai left, the two were naturally inseparable. Shi Yan wanted to see him off at the station, but he refused, saying that she should rest more, and he was also afraid that people would laugh at him if he cried at the station.On the night before leaving, after the two had made love, Huang Hai said, "Yan'er, as soon as I go back—divorce—" She was startled: "Divorce? What are you doing with divorce?" He froze for a while, then said, "Divorced—so that I can be with you—" "We are so far apart, how can we stay together after we are divorced?" "I can transfer here—" "Are you transferred to teach a middle school? Don't be stupid, can't you do well in University A? Are you going to be transferred to this crappy place?" Both of them have nothing to say. They have never brought up this topic during the few days they were together. Both of them try their best to avoid talking about each other's "spouse". It feels like those two people don't exist at all. This is how it is currently.Now that I mentioned it, I suddenly woke up. It turns out that both of them are people with masters, and neither of them is free. She said: "Xiao Fu is sick, so don't force her to get a divorce. If she - dislikes you and wants a divorce, then get one. If she doesn't mean that, and you bring it up, it doesn't mean - -Let her be—rejected again? One abandonment will make her like that, and if she suffers again, will you still make her live?" He probably knew this too, so he didn't refute, just said: "But I never married her in my mind, I just helped her go abroad, I never did that kind of thing with her, and I will do more Not anymore--" She persuaded him: "Why do you do this? If she doesn't want to, of course you can't force her, but if she wants that, why do you have to - refuse her? It's not bad for her or you, just do it What's wrong?" He asked inexplicably, "How could you—like this? You don't—care about me at all?" "Why don't I care? It's because I care about you so much-love you so much--" she said sincerely, "I'm telling the truth, all I thought was How much do you love me - will people gossip when I am with you - will you lose my face - but now I don't think that way - I think about whether you are happy or not - others gossip How miserable you will be - not how much I'll lose face - if people gossip you don't care - then I don't care - since I'm so far away - can't help you - why don't you let her Where can I get--pleasure?"