Chapter 94 Chapter 93

Shi Yan and Zhuo Zhuo went to Zhuo Zhuo's mother early in the morning on New Year's Day. Shi Yan wanted to help in the kitchen, but Zhuo Zhuo and Aunt Qiao refused to let her help, and she didn't want to be crowded in the kitchen with Aunt Jiang.Ever since Yao Xiaoping talked about the bad habits of the poor and backward mountain village, she didn't hate Aunt Jiang any more.Judging from her own experience, she felt that Aunt Jiang could not enjoy any enjoyment when she did what she did for Excellence. She just cleaned the floor and cleaned the toilet like a desperate servant, not because she could do the job well. It is fun, but because it can please the master if it is done well.

So all her resentment for that matter turned to Zhuozhuo, hating him for not following the right path at a young age, hating him for not correcting himself when he grew up, hating him for being married and having a wife but still not being able to let go of that, hating him He didn't admit he did something wrong.But after this period of time, her hatred for him has turned into indifference.This is her characteristic, she doesn't hate a person easily, but if she does, she will slowly remove that person from her heart. Maybe it's her psychological effect. She felt that when Aunt Jiang looked at her, she always had a humble expression on her face, as if she didn't dare to open her eyes or speak to Zhuoyou in front of her. Said, deliberately evasive, which made her very uncomfortable.If Aunt Jiang wasn't so humble and guilty, maybe she would gradually forget about it.But Auntie Jiang's words, deeds, and demeanor are all reminding her: I deserve to die, I deserve to die, I have had that incident with your husband, and it has happened for many, many years, my sin is serious, and it will never be erased——

She had no choice but to hide from Aunt Jiang, but she didn't go to the kitchen and had nothing else to do, so she sat in the living room and watched TV. Although she didn't watch anything, it was better than just sitting there.Later, the guests gradually came, and the living room became the world of the guests. She talked to Zhuo Liang, and then slipped into the guest room to sleep.But every time a new person comes, Joyo will go to the guest room to call her and show her to the guests.The guests commented on her, some said that she must be a son because of her sharp belly, and some said that she must be a daughter because she has no butterfly spots on her face, they all seemed to be betting.She didn't know what to say, but smiled awkwardly at the guest.

Or maybe it was her psychological effect. She felt that Aunt Qiao seemed to be a lot older, and she kept telling the guests the benefits of retirement. It seemed that if she didn't talk about the benefits of retirement, others would suspect that Aunt Qiao was being dismissed.Those guests seemed to be some cadres, and most of them sounded like they had worked under Zhuo Zhuo's father, but they all spoke as if they were no longer in their positions. So the gathering gave her the feeling that a group of unsatisfactory resigned cadres reminisced about the glory of the past, and talked about how to grasp the revolution and promote production, making all walks of life in D City flourish and flourish, and how D City is now in decline. The cadres are corrupt, the common people live in poverty, and so on, reminding her of a common saying: once the emperor, there is a courtier.

As soon as the dinner party was over, she was urging to go back. She was not used to dealing with those people and felt very restrained.But Zhuoyue kept procrastinating. At one point he said that there were still guests here and it was not good to leave now, and at another point he said that he might as well wait until dinner before going back.He waited until after dinner and sat for a while before he took her home. She asked him to take her back to Nan Yishe, but he said: "It's not good to go back now, those two wild mandarin ducks definitely didn't expect you to go back today, they must have arrangements."

She thought about it too, so she agreed to stay with him for another night.When she came out of the shower and walked to the door of the bedroom, she found that he had moved the TV to the bedroom and was lying on the bed watching TV.She was a little embarrassed, standing there, in a dilemma. He greeted and said, "Come on, go to bed and watch TV, I'm at this angle, it's just right to watch while lying on the bed—" "I—I'd better go to the living room and sleep—" "I can't sleep well on the sofa in the living room. I'm nestled there, and my spine hurts from sleeping. I slept all night last night, and my hands and feet are all swollen. You have such a big belly, I'm afraid you won't be able to get up if you sleep on it. , don’t spoil the child—”

She still stood there, and he said, "Why bother? We haven't just met. What haven't you done between us? What are you doing so gracefully? Don't worry, what you don't want to do, I will I won't force you to-" She thinks about it too, whoever sleeps on that sofa will suffer, the bed in the bedroom is so wide, two people can sleep well without disturbing the river.She didn't hesitate anymore, and obediently climbed onto the bed in the bedroom and lay down.But she didn't watch TV, because the TV was on his side, and he was in front of her. If she wanted to lie down and watch TV from her side, it was best to rest her head on his chest.

She lay there pretending to be asleep, while he changed the channel one by one. She couldn't see the picture, and then she heard a person singing half a sentence of Cantonese opera, and then suddenly jumped to talk about cross talk, and then there was a dog barking and a cat barking again. It also talked about the urban construction of D City.Then she heard him swearing, probably the one named Wen appeared on the TV. She was curious, and wanted to see what the bastard who made her up to this point looked like, so she stood up and asked, "What is this?" Is there anyone named Wen on it?"

He was a little impatient: "How did the hospital know that the teacher's college had fired you long ago? They don't know how to write those things in the medical certificate, but when they go to the teacher's college to settle the bill, the truth still hasn't come to light?" She didn't have time to worry about the word "expulsion", she just asked in panic: "Then what should I do? Will the Teachers College accuse me of being a fake?" "It's okay to say that you made a fake. It's mainly about medical expenses. They won't reimburse you. You should pay for it yourself."

"How much—how much?" "How do I know? The cost of hospitalization is always high—" He immediately went to the hospital to inquire, and the hospital seemed to be confused, not sure who should pay for this situation.He ran back to the teacher's college to inquire again, and didn't get the exact news until the next day. He went back to the hospital angrily, saying that the teacher's college would never pay the hospitalization fee because she was no longer a member of the teacher's college.If she had been admitted to the hospital last year, the Teachers College might still have discussed it, but since she was a day late, the situation would be different.

Zhuo Zhuo went to the doctor and asked to be discharged immediately, but the doctor disagreed, saying that at least he would have to wait until the doctor who treated her came tomorrow before deciding whether to leave the hospital or not.In this way, she stayed in the hospital for three days and spent hundreds of dollars. She wanted to be tough and pay for it herself, but she really couldn't afford the money, so she had to humbly ask Excellence to pay. Zhuozhuo gritted his teeth and paid the money, and scolded the Teacher Academy all the way. Although he didn't scold her directly, she felt very uncomfortable, because it at least showed that he cared about the money, otherwise, it would be too early to see that the child is fine. Just forget about the money matter? In the following days, Shi Yan really lived like a year. Although he ran hard some time ago, he still had some hope, and he still had a salary.Now that she has truly become dependent on others, she has tasted the taste of "being under the fence". She eats whatever Zhuo Zhuo buys, and dare not ask for it. She was terrified, afraid that he would think she was goofing off. And he seems to be more and more prestige of a creditor. In the past, she cooked, and he ate along with her. If she didn't cook, everyone would eat in the cafeteria.But it's different now, he complains a few times when the meal is late, and throws the plate and chopsticks when the food is not spicy enough, which is more impolite than Aunt Jiang.She knew that as long as she had no job and no income, she was going to have to taste it.For the sake of her children, she had to try her best to endure it, and prayed that this kind of days would end soon, but she couldn't see a little light, and she didn't know if she would be able to work again in this life. One afternoon, the concierge came up to ask her to answer the phone. She went, thinking it was Yao Xiaoping, but when she picked it up, it was Huang Hai.Her heart was beating wildly for no reason, as if she had done something bad, and she was afraid that Excellence would find out when she came down, so she asked rudely, "Why did you call here?" "I——I got married on New Year's Day. I wanted to tell you something, so I called the place where you work, but they said that you——are no longer working there, and asked them where you were transferred. They couldn't tell. I Don't worry, I just - called here. Where are you working now?" She choked up, and reluctantly said: "I don't work anywhere, and I'm still looking for a receiving unit—" He was anxious and asked, "What happened? Didn't you do a good job?" She had to tell the story succinctly, saying that the main thing was that Joyoung's deadly enemy came to power, retaliated, caught her looking for a job and opened the back door, and canceled her job at the teacher's college. Huang Hai was not exempt, he had to put forward the methods that she had thought of and tried one by one for her to veto.She didn't know how many times she repeated this answer during this period, it bored her to repeat it, and felt that everyone took her for a fool, as a person who didn't think well, and everyone introduced the obvious ways to her : "Have you tried the attached middle school?", "Where is the middle school in D city?", "Where is your hometown?", "Is the middle school in the country better for fertility indicators?" Answering these questions is very cumbersome. You have to tell people one by one whether you have been to a certain school, how you told them, how they answered, how you answered, and then how they asked, and you How did you answer, wait, wait.If you don't answer clearly, people will think that you have missed something, and they will remind you repeatedly.It often makes her mouth dry and annoying, but she can't be annoying, because people are all kind and want to help you. There are even worse ones, basically coming to Xingshi to inquire about the crime: "Since you didn't implement the fertility quota, why are you pregnant?" You shouldn’t be looking for it at all, just trying to find someone’s status, what’s the result?”. This is still a bit of a side, and some accusations are not at all: "Your mother is too, why don't you close the girl's marriage?" "," I told you not to study this major a long time ago." She was very grateful to these enthusiastic people at first, but after listening too much and explaining too much, she was only restless. She didn't know what they were thinking and what they were going to do. She wanted to tell them: You can either bring out a receiving unit. , If you can’t get it out, don’t worry about me! But the actual situation is often: the more you can’t get a person from the receiving unit, the happier you will give advice, the more questions you have, and the more troublesome it is to explain. If it wasn't because this was Huang Hai, she would have lost her temper: I can think of everything you said, and I have tried it all.I said no, of course not, if it works, am I still talking nonsense to you here?Didn't you go to work in that unit early?Do you have any new ways?No?If not, don't talk about it. But she couldn't refute Huang Hai's face, so she had to ask and answer.Fortunately, Huang Hai only provided choices, and did not ask for details and why, so he was a caring person who was easier to deal with. "Did you try it at the attached high school?" "Tried it." "Where are the middle schools in City D?" "I tried it too." "So many schools, have you tried them all?" "Tried them all." "What about 'Dongdong'? Not only your 'Dongdongguai', but all the schools of 'Dongdong'?" "Tried all of them." "Where is the Middle School for the Children of the Steel Factory?" She was a little annoyed: "Didn't you just say that? The middle schools in City D have tried—" "But the Middle School for the Children of the Steel Works is not in D City, they are not under the jurisdiction of D City—" She asked in surprise: "Really? How do you know?" "I did a social survey there, why didn't I know? The school for the children of steel mills used to be under the management of City D, but later the two conflicts became serious, and the children of steel mills were mischievous and had poor grades. There was no one in the city. The school is willing to accept their children, and their family area is far away from those schools in the city, so they run their own middle school and elementary school for their children—” "But they can't solve the problem of fertility indicators either?" "It's hard to say. There are many male employees in steel mills, but very few of them get married. There are a lot of bachelors. It should be said that the fertility indicators are not so strict. If they are willing to transfer you to teach, a fertility indicator should be able to solve it." ? Anyway, it won’t hurt to ask—” I have never given up on ZY, I think he must be good, maybe we have some misunderstandings about him, but I have also given up on him after seeing this, this kind of man, don't worry about it.It can be clearly seen from the attitude towards children that he not only treats other people's children badly, but also treats his own children badly.He loves himself too much.