Chapter 71 Chapter Seventy

Shi Yan didn't know how she survived those few days. She only remembered that she almost couldn't catch her breath many times. She had to open her mouth and take a big breath, but every time the air she inhaled seemed to only reach near her throat. , refused to go to the lungs, and the whole chest seemed to be blocked by a stone. She thought in horror: This must be a myocardial infarction, I am going to die! Thinking of death, she couldn't help but feel sad. If I die, my child will not be able to live. My parents will definitely die of pain. I am still so young, so I died because of this. Maybe no one knows what happened to me. How did he die.Her tears fell all at once, and once she cried, her chest became less tight, but her breathing was still superficial, and the air she inhaled was never enough for her body, like every time she swam breaststroke Similarly, if you swim for a long time, you will feel that your lungs are under the pressure of water and your breathing will be difficult. You can only breathe smoothly if you turn over and change to backstroke, so that your chest is exposed to the water.

Excellence has been making self-criticism by the side, repeating those few words over and over again, nothing more than "times", "suffocating" and so on, and made many unprecedented guarantees, to the effect that he will never do such things again If she didn't believe it, he immediately asked his mother to drive Aunt Jiang back to the countryside. He also thought of a variety of punishment measures for her, some of which were unimaginable, such as asking her to cut off his thing, etc., but the central idea was the same: he loves her, no matter how she punishes him, that is Don't leave him, don't let it affect their lives.

Later, Zhuoyue was probably hungry from self-reflection, but she didn't dare to work for her to cook, so she had to go outside to buy food.Before leaving, he tied her hands and feet with her stockings, saying that he was afraid she would do something stupid.After a while, he came back, pulled a chair to the bed, put the food bought from the restaurant on it, and then untied her silk stockings, and asked her to get up to eat. She was afraid that the child would be hungry, so she got up obediently to eat, but she was so weak that she couldn't even hold the bowl, so he fed her.After eating, he took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen, threw them there, and then came back to the bedroom and lay on the bed with her.The two of them were either silent, or he repeated his set of inspections and guarantees, while she just sobbed silently.

That weekend was basically spent like this. She doesn’t remember how many times she ate, how many times she was tied up, and how many times she was let go. Anyway, the number of times is not important to her. What is important, she doesn’t remember. Know. On Sunday night, she felt much clearer, because she had to go to work tomorrow, so she couldn't just lie in bed like this for the rest of her life, could she?She has been absent from work for most of the day on Friday, is it possible that she will continue to absent from work like this from now on?She knew that Zhuoyou also had classes on Mondays. Could it be that he didn't go to work from now on and just stayed at home to take care of her?

She said a few words to Zhuoyue, meaning that she wanted to move back to Nan Yishe, but she would not tell anyone about it, so she asked him to let her live.Her mind was in a mess, she spoke upside down, and her voice became very strange because of crying too much and because she hadn't spoken for a long time. It didn't even sound like she was talking by herself. But he understood what she meant, and objected: "You can't move out now, your Nan Yishe is too small, and there is no gas, so you can't do anything, what do you eat? If you want to move out, I will move out— —”

She didn't object, but he said, "I don't have a place to go, why don't we live here, if you don't like living with me, I can live in the living room—" She disagreed, insisted on moving out, and struggled to get out of bed to pack her things.He didn't help, but he didn't stop her either. He just followed her. He didn't know if he was afraid that she would help her when she was exhausted and fainted, or he was supervising her and preventing her from contacting the outside world. After she packed the two big bags, he confessed: "I agree with you to move out, to give you some time to think about it, not to allow you to live outside for a long time, and you are not allowed to tell this matter, otherwise—— —”

She promised: "I won't tell it. What good will it do me? Can it add credit to my face?" He confessed again: "You are not allowed to hurt my child, otherwise—" She promised again: "Don't worry, this is your child, and it's also my child, I won't hurt it——, you should also get the fertility index done as soon as possible, otherwise—" "The fertility index is fine, I've already told them. Let's hold the wedding as soon as possible, otherwise—" She almost jumped up, but fortunately she was weak, otherwise she must have jumped higher than the ceiling, then the people upstairs would suffer, she stared at him and said: "What are you talking about? Are you crazy? It's reached this point , are you still counting on me to hold a wedding with you?"

"Then what do you want? We have already obtained the marriage certificate, and you still want to renege on the debt?" He raised two eyebrows! Fortunately, it was only two eyebrows. If it were two swords, the consequences would be disastrous. When she saw his frowning eyebrows, she was terrified, and felt that his eyes were showing a fierce light, as if he could eat her on the spot.She bit the bullet and said, "I'm not bad, but I can divorce you—" "Without my consent, you can never get a divorce!" "It doesn't count if I wasn't present when you got the marriage certificate!"

"Whether it's up to you or not—" "Whether it counts or not is up to you—" They almost got into a situation of throwing grenades at each other again. Fortunately, Zhuo Liang took the lead in changing weapons: "What fertility indicators do you want if you're not married?" She was dumbfounded, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "Anyway, I won't hold a wedding with you." "Hold it or not, we are husband and wife." She didn't bother arguing with him anymore, and said, "You can do whatever you say, anyway, I don't think of us as husband and wife—"

He seemed to have an attack, but he finally held back, pointed at her, and said tremblingly, "You—are you trying to force me to death?" "Are you going to force me to death, or am I going to force you to death? You have brought me to this point, and you still say that I am forcing you to death?" He rushed up to hug her, and begged vaguely: "Yan'er, Yan'er, don't go, please forgive me, I am such a face-saving person, I have already begged you so lowly, what else do you want?" ? What else do you want?" "What are you begging me for? You've been talking cruelly, threatening me, intimidating me. You're just begging? I've never seen such a begging person—"

"Then how do you want me to beg? Kneel on the ground and beg? As long as you send a word, I can do it, and I will kneel down for you—" He knelt down in front of her, hugging her legs, Head buried between her legs. She was stunned, she didn't expect that he could really do it, she stood there staring at him, speechless. He knelt for a while, seeing that she didn't respond, he said embarrassingly: "The man has gold under his knees, I've done this, you still can't forgive me, and I can't help it—" He got up and tidied her up Carrying two big bags on his shoulders, he said, "I'll send these over first, you stay at home and be good, don't mess around, you promised me, I won't tie you—" She said angrily, "Why am I messing around? Do you think I will commit suicide for someone like you? I'm not that stupid." He probably felt that what she said was reasonable, so he didn't tie her up again, but locked the door.She guessed that he wanted to act preemptively, so he went over to give Yao Xiaoping a vaccination, and told the lie before, so that she would not reveal his secret when the time came.She waited for him to play tricks, and now she just wanted to escape from here. After a while, he came back, dismantled the gas stove, and said he would bring it to her for cooking, since he didn't know how to cook anyway, so it was useless to keep it.When he went downstairs, she heard the sound of the gas jar bumping on the stairs, recalling the scene of the couple downstairs carrying gas and complaining to each other, imagining the scene of him carrying gas up the stairs by himself in Nanyishe, recalling Thinking of the life of the past few months, I feel an indescribable feeling in my heart. When he came back, his body was dirty and his hands were bleeding.She was embarrassed to stand on the sidelines, and went up to help him wash and bandage his hands. He took the opportunity to hug her: "Yan'er, you still love me, you still love me. Don't go, why don't you just live together like this? Run to that wretched place—" She broke away: "Thank you for helping me transport the things over there, so don't go over there, I'll go by myself, anyway, I have to ride over—" He didn't object, but he followed, rode a motorcycle and followed her all the way to Nan Yishe, and then upstairs. Yao Xiaoping was happily trying out the gas stove. When she saw the two of them coming up, she greeted them repeatedly: "Sit down for a while, sit down for a while, you can eat under me—" Zhuo Zhuo immediately agreed: "Okay, then I'll be blunt, I'm just hungry—" He felt very welcome as if he had arrived at his mother-in-law's house, and sat down on Shi Yan's bed, waiting for Yao Xiaoping to come and eat. Shi Yan chased him away: "Don't sit here, I want to clean the bed." He moved to Yao Xiaoping's bed to sit down, but Shi Yan chased him away: "Don't sit on Yao's bed, you are so dirty——" Yao Xiaoping said: "It's okay, it's okay, Mr. Zhuo just sit down, there are no chairs here, just sit on the bed, or just sit on the small stool—" Yao Xiaoping quickly ordered the noodles, and the three of them ate at the same table.Zhuo Zhuo asked: "Where's the rigor? I saw him just now—" "I chased him away—" "Why don't you leave him to eat noodles?" "There's only this amount of noodles left, that big-bellied man of his, it's not enough for him—" Shi Yan felt a little guilty, because she had to drive away the rigor when she came back, but she couldn't help it, there was only one place for her to go.