Chapter 54 Chapter Fifty-Three

Feeling in the dark, Shi Yan stumbled to the South First House by bicycle, and carried the travel bag to the fifth floor with great difficulty.When she arrived at the door of her bedroom, she found that the lights inside were turned off. She knew that the two wild mandarin ducks had already gone to sleep, but she had nowhere else to go, so she had to knock on the door cheekily. There was naturally a burst of tension inside, Yao Xiaoping talked to her through the door for a long time before opening the door.She saw that Yan Jing had put on his vest backwards, with the shallow neckline at the back worn to the front, like a bib worn by a child, very funny.She didn't dare to look at Yan Jing any more, she just said to Yao Xiaoping, "I——decided to move back, I'm sorry—"

Asked rigorously and puzzled: "Why do you suddenly think of moving back? Isn't it good to live with Lao Zhuo?" She couldn't answer, Yao Xiaoping explained: "It must be that Lao Zhuo went to City E without saying hello to her, annoying her—" Yan Jing said loudly: "Huh? He ran away without saying hello? That's outrageous. When he comes back, I will teach him a lesson—" Yao Xiaoping comforted her and said, "Actually, it's not like I didn't say hello. Didn't you say he left a note?" She nodded, and immediately changed her position rigorously: "The one who left a note, why didn't you say hello?"

She said angrily, "I didn't say he didn't say hello, it was Yao who said—" Yan Yan said: "Since he said hello, why are you angry?" She couldn't answer, she just felt annoyed, she knew at a glance that she was rigorous and dared not offend Yao Xiaoping, she only dared to eat persimmons and pick the soft ones, and took her for surgery, as if she could represent excellence and all men, and specially taught those who love to make little girls Like a girl with a temper.She pouted and said nothing, then said rigorously, "Stop playing childish, I'll take you back—"

She was even more annoyed, and said stubbornly, "I won't go back." Yan Jing was probably at the end of his rope, so he stopped talking, and Yao Xiaoping suggested: "How about this, you give Lao Zhuo the key to Yan Jing, and let him live there, because his roommate has occupied his dormitory, and he can't come back today." go--" She knew that Yao Xiaoping's so-called "let Yan Jing live in the past" was actually letting the two of them live in the past.She was a little hesitant, wondering if she could give Joyo's door key, but she knew that if she didn't, she should go back to live there by herself, because the two wild mandarin ducks seemed inseparable.She boldly gave the key to Yan Jing, and said: "You can live in the past, but remember to come back early tomorrow, and put the things in the house back before you leave, so that he won't be unhappy when he comes back—"

The two wild mandarin ducks readily agreed, immediately packed their things happily, and went to Zhuoyue to spend the spring breeze, leaving her alone. Looking at this strange room, she felt that it was small, cramped, dilapidated, and dark. dislike; despise. She found that her little bed was covered with her own things, maybe Yao Xiaoping didn't change it after she changed it last time, and just let Yan Jing sleep there.She was very upset, and she smelled a man's smell when she walked up to her, especially the pillow cover, which was full of men's scalp oil, which was suffocating.She hastily tore off the pillow cover and threw it aside. I really don't know how Yao Xiaoping endured it. How could such a head full of oily smell be hugged and kissed?

She tore off the sheets too, but there were no extra sheets to change, so she found a straw mat and wiped the bed, but she still couldn't suppress the strange smell, sprayed it with perfume, and slept on it. Still uncomfortable, I thought that I would have to wash all these things and clean the house tomorrow.But she thought that there was no washing machine in the dormitory, and she had to wash the sheets by hand, rubbing them in a washbasin, how could they be cleaned?So I miss the washing machine in Joyo. She remembered that Zhuo Liang didn't have this kind of hair oil smell on his head, and he didn't have any bad smell on his body. It can be seen that not every man has this unpleasant "masculine smell", which may be related to personal hygiene habits.But personal hygiene needs to be supported by material conditions. Joyo has a water heater and can take a bath frequently even in winter, so Joyo looks down on those who only go to the school bathroom to take a bath once a week.

It just so happens that she takes a bath once a week in winter, it seems that all the girls in the class are like this, the school only has that condition, and you can't afford to talk about hygiene.When she was with Excellence, she was mostly worried that he thought her personal hygiene habits were not good, and she didn't even bother to think about what was wrong with his personal hygiene habits.Now that I think about it, there seems to be nothing wrong with it. In the current weather, he takes a shower and washes his hair every day, but she just takes a bath every day, so she doesn't necessarily wash her hair every day.

He once advised her to cut her hair, saying that short hair is easy to wash and dry, and if hair as long as hers is washed every day, it must be troublesome.Thinking about it now, he thought her hair was not clean, no wonder he never kissed her hair or buried his face in her hair as described in the book.Once he said: "Why do other girls who have just washed their hair have a smell of shampoo when they pass by, but you don't?" She retorted: "It must be because their hair wasn't shampooed out—" After his reminder, she also paid special attention to it, and found that she really didn't have that scent after washing her hair, and she didn't know whether it was because she cleaned it too thoroughly, or the shampoo used by others was better than hers.A few times, she tried not to be so clean, but her hair was sticky, and she still didn't have the fragrance.

It seems that he always thinks she is unclean and unhygienic, so he usually doesn't come to get close to her, and only thinks of her after the pustule forms, and the pustule formation is just a matter of menstrual cycle, without her She will be formed. She thought about what happened during this period carefully, and found that she didn't know how she got to this point, she seemed to have fallen into his trap involuntarily, and she didn't even know where to regret it. Maybe this is fate. If you meet someone like Zhuoyou, you can only end up like this.If you meet someone else, the end may be different.

So she thought of Huang Hai, wondering what would happen if she followed Huang Hai?She felt that when she was with Huang Hai, she would not have these worries and pressures, because Huang Hai never meant to look down on her or despise her.She remembered that he was sweating profusely when he delivered the book to her house that day. He must have wanted to see her and talk to her, but only to find that Zhuo Liang was at her house. Maybe his heart was broken. Zhuoyou must have made out with Huang Hai on purpose that day, as if he was afraid that Huang Hai would not be able to figure out their relationship and was unwilling to give up.The more she thought about it, the more she felt that Zhuoyou was cunning. From the very beginning, she was planning to tell Huang Hai that the steel factory was catching Huang Hai and telling her to leave City D as soon as possible.This time he told her not to take the postgraduate entrance examination in China, but to go abroad directly.But since he said his business was in China, why did he ask her to go abroad?He must know that she can't leave the country at all, so he used this method to prevent her from communicating with Huang Hai. It really kills two birds with one stone!

As soon as she was impulsive, she wanted to call Huang Hai, but she just thought about it and didn't move her feet, because she didn't know what else to say to Huang Hai now. After all this, she was no longer the Shi Yan she used to be. If Huang Hai Knowing what she did with Excellence, he would definitely not like her anymore.She can't be so selfish, ignore Huang Hai when she has excellence, and turn to Huang Hai when she is unreliable, this kind of woman, not to mention Huang Hai looks down on her, she even looks down on her. The next day, she struggled to wash those sheets, pillow towels and so on. Her waist was sore and her back ached. She didn't know if it was because she hadn't done physical work for a while, but she felt that her limbs were very heavy. Comfortable, soaked in instant noodles in the morning, after two mouthfuls, I don't want to eat anymore.I went to the cafeteria to buy food at noon, but I couldn't eat it.She guessed that Yao Xiaoping and Yan Jing must have cooked delicious food on the gas stove at Zhuoyue's place.These two people are real, so they didn't tell her to eat together? She hastily washed the sheets, hung them on the clothesline on the roof, and ran back to rest on the bed. She just felt that life was really boring, and she couldn't see where the future lay. She didn't like work, and love wasn't as good as she wanted. , I used to have a passion for postgraduate entrance exams, but now it has long since disappeared. I even gave Yao Xiaoping the books, and I dare not even think about going abroad.Life is so boring! She lay there guessing what Joyce would do next.There are three possibilities, one is to come to her to explain, tell a legitimate reason, and ask her to forgive him.She felt that if that was the case, she might forgive him.The second possibility is that he had a valid reason, but when he saw her move back to his dormitory, he felt that she was a petty temper, so he got angry and stopped looking for her.The third possibility is that he has no legitimate reason at all, that is, he went to E City to meet his lover. The first case is too good to be true, rule it out; the third case seems to be the easiest, what is there to say to this kind of hooligan?It was the second situation that made her anxious. It would be a pity if the two broke up because of a misunderstanding. When she thought of this possibility, she felt very sad, as if she had messed up something herself. It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and Yao Xiaoping hadn't come back yet. She was a little panicked, fearing that when Zhuoyou came back and found out that she had given the key to an outsider, she would lose her temper.She called over there, and the concierge said that there was no one surnamed Yao living here, and refused to call someone for her no matter what.She had no choice but to run over by bicycle, and Yao Xiaoping knocked on the door for a long time before opening it, which made her very curious, why did these two people seem to be doing that thing from morning till night? She found that the things in the house hadn't returned to their original places. The books and newspapers on the table in the living room had all been harvested into piles and put them on the coffee table. Yan Jing was watching TV in the living room. It's easy in your own home.Yao Xiaoping was obviously cooking in the kitchen, and since she had just been welcomed in, she went back to the kitchen and talked to her from there. She followed into the kitchen and found that Yao Xiaoping was very busy. Both stoves were on fire. One seemed to be cooking something soupy, and the other seemed to be cooking rice. Vegetables were being cut on the cutting board, and egg shells could be thrown everywhere. Yao Xiaoping said: "I didn't touch the things in your refrigerator, I went to buy them all with Yan Jing, and I can eat them in a while—" She was anxious: "I told you to leave early and return the things here to their original places. Why didn't you listen? If you make this place like this now, he will definitely lose his temper when he comes back later, and blame me for giving you the keys——" Yao Xiaoping rolled her eyes: "Why is he unhappy? Is he sick? Could it be that I've prepared a meal for him and still bore him?" "But you didn't—but I gave you the key without his permission—" "That's your problem too, if he loses his temper, he should lose your temper—" She was stupefied, and was about to say some nasty words, when Yao Xiaoping smiled and said, "Don't imagine him as such a bad person, he is very loyal to a friend—" She didn't know when Yao Xiaoping changed her view on excellence, and she didn't have the heart to think about it, she just said anxiously: "Let's pack up and leave here, maybe he will come back—" "He's back—" "Already back? Where?" "on the way--" "How do you know on the way?" "He called, I answered it for you, I told him you were angry, ran back to the dormitory, ignored him, scared him to death—" She felt hot and asked, "What is he doing on the phone?" "I told you to pick him up at the train station—" She suddenly remembered the scene of picking him up at the train station, and a sweet feeling surged in her heart, as if she waited at home for a day when she was a child, and finally saw her mother came back from get off work. Not finally waiting until mom comes home to cook, but a feeling of "finally feeling like home".When mother is not at home, the home is very empty, and it is not a home if there is only one thing missing.When my mother came back, it seemed that everything in the house was returned to its original owner, and everyone was in place. At that time, she felt that she would be inseparable from her mother for the rest of her life, but she didn't expect that she only went home twice a year, and she didn't cry to death. She doesn't know if there will be a day when she can leave Excellence and stop thinking about him. She is looking forward to this day, because thinking about someone is so uncomfortable, you may not even know that you are thinking about him, just feel You feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable, you don’t like seeing anyone, and you don’t have the energy to do anything. You have to wait until he comes back, and your mood suddenly improves.