Chapter 50 Chapter Forty-Nine

Shi Yan felt an arm around her shoulder, and then heard Zhuo Zhuo's voice: "Hi, Lao Huang, you're home too? I was thinking about going to visit you with Yan'er one day—" Huang Hai said goodbye: "Since Mr. Zhuo has come back together, there is no need for me to endorse the book for you, it's up to him to memorize it. You are here, I'm going back—" Shi Yan habitually saw the guests off politely, but as soon as he arrived at the door, he was held back by Zhuoyou: "It's so hot outside, wouldn't it be better for you to let him ride on the bike? You go with me like this, so don't make them both familiar." It's-"

Huang Hai said "I'm leaving, you go in—" and then got on his bicycle and left. She saw the figure of Huang Hai riding a bicycle getting smaller and smaller under the bright sun, and finally disappeared in the dazzling sunlight. She felt very guilty in her heart and murmured: "I should keep him for a meal, He rode so far, he must have not even eaten, so let him ride back on an empty stomach—" Zhuojiao reached into her clothes and grabbed her breasts, rubbing her breasts, and said, "Don't be so foolish, he's not a fool, wouldn't he be shopping outside by himself? Come in, open the doorknob." The heat is coming into the house—”

She was afraid that passers-by would see what Joyoung's hands were doing, so she obediently followed him into the house.He closed the door, walked to the sofa and sat down, opened the book bag, took out a few books and looked through them, and said, "Where are these books? Why don't you trouble him to buy them from City F?" Stuffing the books into the bag, he said, "These books don't need to be carried back to City D, it's useless—" She also came up, took out two books and looked at them, and found that they were all written by the professor Wang she was going to take the exam, so she asked, "Why is it useless? I'm going to take the exam for this professor's graduate student—"

"What are you doing as a graduate student?" "He's very famous, he wrote the textbook for our course—" "What's the point of writing textbooks? I have also written textbooks. No matter how famous he is, he is famous in China. Who knows him internationally?" What a big tone! She has always admired this Professor Wang extremely, and she always thought that he was the textbook, the embodiment of knowledge, and the embodiment of power.She realized that Professor Wang is a real person rather than a textbook, and it was thanks to Xu Guozhang, because once she heard a student from the English Department of the Teachers College say that Xu Guozhang went to E University to give lectures, and the teacher organized everyone to go to E University to listen to Professor Xu’s lecture. She suddenly realized that Xu Guozhang was alone?She has always thought that "Xu Guozhang English" is like "New Concept English", the five words coexist with life and death, and together they symbolize a certain doctrine or genre.

She also went there that time. Although she was not from the English department, she wanted to see what a person who stepped down from a book looked like, so she went to E University at her own expense, but she was not eligible to sit in the front row, and even There were no seats, so I just stood and looked at Professor Xu Guozhang from a distance. Although I didn’t even see his face clearly, she still thought it was worth it. In the future, no matter who she saw holding “Xu Guozhang English” in her hand, she would say: "Xu Guozhang is the author of this book, I have seen it." She has not seen Professor Wang with her own eyes, but Huang Hai has. If she takes a look at Professor Wang from a distance like the last time she met Xu Guozhang, she will be satisfied. If she can be a graduate student of Professor Wang, she will probably follow him. Like Fan Jin who won the exam, he fell into a frenzy.And Zhuo Zhuo actually didn't even look down on Professor Wang, and immediately brought it to the international scene. It seems that this time she is a chick, and he is a swan.

She timidly said: "Just being famous in China already makes me terrified, how dare I dream of finding an internationally famous mentor? If someone is internationally famous, they will definitely look down on me even more——" "What is there to study for graduate students in China now? If you want to study, go abroad to study—" "Then why did you go to graduate school in China?" "It's because I read it that I know that domestic graduate students have nothing to study, so I should seek to go abroad—" She has never thought about going abroad. It seems that she has not heard of anyone going abroad in "Dongdongguai", and she has not heard of anyone going abroad in the C Provincial Teachers College. She even tried to take the domestic postgraduate entrance examination. , I am not convinced that I have that ability, how dare I think about going abroad?

She asked in disbelief: "I can go abroad after I only have a bachelor's degree? Do I need to study for a master's degree in China first?" "Why can't you go abroad with a bachelor's degree? Many people go abroad after graduating from a bachelor's degree, and many people go abroad to study for a master's degree, a doctorate, or a combined master's and doctoral degree." "Is there such a thing? Then why don't you go abroad?" He shrugged: "My career is in China, but at least half of your majors in our K University are abroad, and the other half are going abroad—"

She still couldn't believe it: "But that's your K University. Everyone in foreign countries knows K University, but who knows about my broken teacher's college?" "It doesn't matter if you know it or not? As long as you do well in the GRE or something, you can definitely go abroad. I said a long time ago that Huang Hai is just a small troublemaker. He only knows how to encourage you to take the domestic postgraduate entrance examination. Who else can take the examination now?" Domestic graduate students?" "Then do you think I—do you have the ability? I mean—go abroad?"

"You absolutely have this ability, I have 120% confidence in you—" "But if I'm out of the country and you're here, it's not—" He said boldly: "What's the matter? As long as you can spread your wings and fly like Kunpeng to realize your ideal, it doesn't matter where I am—" "But I have something to say, what's the point of me going out alone if you don't go out?" He comforted and said: "There will be a way, I can go abroad to reunite with you—" When she heard that he could go out, she was happy, and immediately began to worry about other things: "I'm afraid I won't be able to go out—"

"As long as you want to go out, you will definitely be able to go out, and your wish will come true. I know you are angry about the college entrance examination, but you can't let it out when you are admitted to a domestic graduate student. Those high school classmates who entered prestigious schools, don't you People don’t know how to take the domestic postgraduate entrance examination? They take the postgraduate entrance examination of this school, maybe they are their tutors when they were undergraduates, isn’t that more convenient than you? So you have to go abroad to compare them all—”

She didn't expect him to understand her failure in the college entrance examination so much, and to have such confidence in her going abroad, which is even worse than Huang Hai. Huang Hai just has confidence in her being a graduate student in China, while Excellence has confidence in her going abroad , What a world of difference! She couldn't help asking curiously: "Why didn't Huang Hai mention going abroad? Could it be that no one in their A university has gone abroad?" "Why is it that no one in University A goes abroad? I'm afraid that everyone who can go abroad has gone abroad, and Huang Hai is the only one who is so incompetent that he wants to take the postgraduate entrance examination in China. I think he doesn't want your wings to grow too hard, too. If he is hard, he will be even more hopeless. With his appearance, will Americans let him in? Americans are the most particular about beauty, urban planning, people's life, all pay attention to a beautiful word, the car is too dirty to run on the street , will be fined, and anything that is unsightly will not be allowed to be imported, let alone someone like him—a weird head? If Huang Hai keeps you in China, there may be some hope. Once you go to the United States—— —” Seeing that he was just like Huang Hai, she regarded him as a rival in love and insisted that he was chasing her. She was a little proud and asked jokingly, "Then you are encouraging me to go abroad so that the United States can help you keep your rival at the door?" outside?" He smiled lightly: "Don't make me so unconfident, I don't regard him as a love rival at all, and I don't need Americans to help me, everyone is open to competition, as long as they don't play despicable means, I will definitely defeat him .” When she saw him openly admitting that he was competing with Huang Hai for her, she couldn't even mention how happy and proud she was, she couldn't close her mouth with a smile, and after a long while of complacency, she returned to the actual question: "Then how do you go abroad? success?" "I will teach you bit by bit, what books to read, what exams to take, and which schools to apply for. I have researched. This is what I do, and I study higher education. Now it is mainly the research on higher education in China. It’s relatively late, and the overall level is relatively low, and Americans look down on it. But if they broaden their horizons and realize that the overall level cannot represent the individual level, then they will read what I write carefully, and they will see that I have real insights— —” She remembered that time when she read his paper in the library, because she didn't understand it, she thought she was low-level. Since Americans couldn't understand it, it meant that her level was not low, but his level was higher.She helped him to be humble and asked, "Is it because you wrote it in Chinese, so Americans can't understand it?" "Maybe, I found a few people to help me translate it into English, and I plan to publish it abroad, but they don't understand higher education, they only understand English, so the translation doesn't convey the meaning, and the effect is not good. I'm improving my English. , prepare to translate by yourself.” She felt that it was safer for him to learn English than engage in anti-government activities, so she quickly supported her and said, "I support you in learning English. Let me have a look at the test materials first, estimate my own strength, and see if there is any hope—” They talked more that day than the sum of their conversations since they met. The two talked about going abroad, reviewing, exams, and the future. Until her parents came back from get off work, they were still sitting in the living room talking.When she saw her parents push the door open, she realized that it was getting late, and she jumped up to cook, but her mother stopped her: "You are leaving tomorrow, why don't you take a good rest? Go, go to rest, and pack up too." Pack your things. You can only stay here for a few days this time, and you have to wait until the Spring Festival to go home—" Mom said with red eye circles. She said mischievously: "Mom, I'm just going to City D, you're so reluctant, what will you do if I go abroad?" Her mother was surprised: "Are you going abroad? Where are you going? When are you leaving? Are you coming back?" She laughed loudly: "Mom, I'm just talking about this. I haven't taken the exam yet, and I haven't been admitted. It's still too early to go abroad—" Zhuoyou also chimed in and said, "Mom, your daughter has ambition and ability, and she will go abroad one day. I'm encouraging her—" Her mother blamed and said: "Oh, what I said, my daughter has never said anything about going abroad. Why did she want to run so far all of a sudden? So you are playing tricks inside? When my daughter goes abroad, we will When I want to see her but I can't see her, I'll take you as a question—" Zhuo Zhuo laughed and said, "Okay, as long as you can still catch me then, just take me as a questioner—" My mother smiled and said: "Going abroad is a good thing. I won't stop you, but you have to get married before you leave, right? Otherwise, we won't be able to marry our daughters in person. Girls, it doesn't matter if you don't go abroad. That's the big deal—" Excellence promised: "Don't worry, as long as Yan'er speaks, we will get married right away—" Shi Yan felt that Zhuoyou gave her enough face this time, making her mother sound as if he had been proposing marriage and she didn't let go. She grinned and just smiled. Her mother said to Zhuoyou: "My daughter is young. You're not sensible, you can't just listen to her when it comes to these big things, you have to take your mind when it's time to make up your mind—" She said happily: "Mom, you don't need to teach him about this, he always likes to take my idea, this graduation assignment, if he hadn't made up his mind there, I would have returned to 'Dongdongguai'—— "