Chapter 98 whose perfect life

Yanyi gently pushed Yu Zhouzhou's elbow, "Yu Zhouzhou, what's wrong with you?" "What's wrong with me?" Yan Yi shook his head, not knowing what to say. Yu Zhouzhou used to be always lazy, sitting on the seat with his head down doing questions or reading novels and comics, and often in a daze or sleeping in class.Yanyi has heard before that good students like to pretend that they don't work hard, and go home and drive all night.But Yu Zhouzhou's state really doesn't look like a good student with ambitions. But now it is different.After she asked for a day off, she seemed to be possessed by something. She spent the whole day sorting out the principles of political philosophy, messing up the subjective questions in all the papers and reorganizing her answering skills. She stared at the papers as if she was about to get angry.

"Hey, why are you so passionate all of a sudden? Are you in love with your political teacher?" Mi Qiao was as unrestrained as ever.Yu Zhouzhou turned around and replied lazily, "Yes, love grows after a long time." She wants to be the first in the school year.Just this once, before she goes to meet that person. She knew that Zhou Chenran was in the branch school, and she would definitely hear about it, so she had to take the first place in the liberal arts class. must.Yu Zhouzhou suddenly thought of Shen Qi, the girl who looked into her eyes and said "I must be admitted to Zhenhua".

At this moment, Yu Zhouzhou realized how lucky he was.Her mother has never said anything in front of her, such as "You have to fight for me", "I will point at you from now on", "Mom's only hope in this life is you", even if she has been unfairly treated, she will never say anything. Dissolved by such a thick and wordless love.My mother was always clear and independent, and she never taught Yu Zhouzhou what resentment was in her every move, so Yu Zhouzhou never needed to be like Shen Qi. No one wants her revenge, so she has no hatred.No one asked her to be self-improvement, so she was not inferior.

There is no obsession to force her to say "must". Yu Zhouzhou suddenly wavered a little.Is this what mother wants to see now? Her eyes were fixed on the bold words "objective law and subjective initiative", and she was suddenly poked hard by Mi Qiao with a pen. "What's up?" "As soon as the final exam is over, the animation club I joined needs to find extras to make up for it. Will you participate in cosplay?" Yu Zhouzhou was a little interested. She put down the book, turned around and lay down on Mi Qiao's desk, "But this is the first time for me..."

Mi Qiao's expression froze, and then she suddenly burst into laughter the next second. She hammered the table loudly, and every punch hit her man Iverson's face. "You can't talk nonsense... although I know you're telling the truth..." Yu Zhouzhou was stunned for a full minute before realizing what Mi Qiao was saying. She blushed, stared, and stretched out her hand without hesitation to arrange the tall tower made of exercise books on Mi Qiao's desk. overthrow. ---------------------------------------------- Ling Xiangqian hates winter. She didn't know it was because winter would make people particularly lazy, so she was so anxious that she seemed to be on fire. She couldn't finish the book, but her heart didn't know where it was floating.

Her water glass is full of water, but she still walks out to the boiling water to inhale the water. Seeing Xin Rui sitting on the seat and concentrating on studying, she will feel a strong sense of guilt and fear. The "trust" of parents, the praise of those uncles and aunts, his reputation in school, and Chu Tiankuo's polite and admiring smile to himself, all these piled up into a crumbling tower, soaring into the sky, but the foundation was extremely fragile one strike. Adults tease them when they are young and ask them what they want to be when they grow up.Both Lin Yang and Jiang Chuan have a decent ideal, even if it is ridiculous to think about it now.But for Ling Xiangqian, her ideal has never been told to anyone since she was a child, but it has never changed.

I want everyone to say that she is excellent, envy her, and like her. It doesn't matter what she does next.All she wants is this dazzling and pampering. Ling Xiangqian put her body against the window of the boiling water room, and gently closed her eyes.I have always understood that this kind of love is like floating clouds, you have to work hard to climb high to see it, but with ten times the sweat, you can only catch a piece of water vapor that will disperse when the wind blows. Just like her father, who struggled from a poor boy in the countryside, married a mother from a wealthy family, and was careful and tortured each other all his life.

She sighed deeply, and suddenly heard laughter behind her: "What are you doing, want to jump off the building?" That voice made Ling Xiangqian flustered.The smiles on her face gathered urgently, and she nodded to Chu Tiankuo who was holding a water glass. "The exam is three days away, how are you preparing?" Ling Xiangqian made up her mind and decided not to play that polite, gentle and pleasant appearance. "Not good, very bad." Chu Tiankuo didn't seem to hear the sincerity and complaints in her tone, but just drank the water on his own, and replied casually in the hot air: "It's okay, anyway, you must be very brave during the exam."

They have been immersed in such boring conversations since they were young.It’s like learning piano with Lin Yang and Jiang Chuan when she was a child. She doesn’t like practicing piano and always uses homework as an excuse, so every time her mother picks her up from school, the opening line is always, “Is there a lot of homework today.” If the answer is "not much", my mother's answer is naturally, "Then I can spend more time practicing the piano today." If the answer is "a lot", my mother will stare guardedly, "I have to practice the piano if I have a lot, so hurry up and write when I get home!"

So why do you ask. Ling Xiangqian wanted to say this sentence to her mother since she was very young, and she also wanted to say this sentence to all the students including herself who asked each other "how did you do in the exam" and "how did you go in reviewing", since she knew Neither has a single word of truth from each other, so why have such a futile conversation? "I'm not you," Ling Xiangqian said in a low voice, "You don't have to tell me these things." She didn't take the water either, and squeezed past him with the heavy thermos.

Chu Tiankuo called her name from behind, Ling Xiangqian held back her tears and did not look back. --------------------------------------------- On the morning of the final exam, it was snowing heavily. Yu Zhouzhou ate the bread and cheese on the plate, and drank the milk in one gulp. He choked enough, and was about to sneak out the door when he suddenly heard his old grandmother calling: "Zhou Zhou, Zhou Zhou!" Yu Zhouzhou looked at the quiet uncle's room, guessing that they were still fast asleep, so he gently pushed the door open and walked into the grandmother's room. Somehow, grandma sat up by herself, her hair was already so white that there was no trace of mottled color.Yu Zhouzhou walked over, "Why do you get up so early. Shall I help you go to the bathroom?" "No need to." Grandma's mind was extraordinarily lucid, and Yu Zhouzhou suddenly had an ominous premonition. "Are you going to take the test today?" "Yeah." Very sober, as if returning to the light.Her heart sank suddenly. "Take a good exam." "I know. It's snowing outside today, and the heating hasn't been working well for the past two days. You should lie down in bed for a while, and don't get up so early." Grandma smiled faintly, "Okay, Zhou Zhou has grown up. What is your mother busy these two days?" Yu Zhouzhou's heart skipped a beat, but she breathed a sigh of relief, she smiled, "Their branch office is going to move, and they are busy cleaning up the inventory." "Oh, oh, let's be busy, let's be busy." Grandma said, her eyes couldn't open again, Yu Zhouzhou helped her to lie down again, and then used a soft pillow to cushion her neck and lower back, Let her lie down more comfortably. " "Then I'm going to take the exam. If you have anything to do, you can call uncle louder." "Go, go," grandma closed her eyes, "take the exam well, go to a university in another place, leave here, and live a good life. Live a good life..." Grandma didn't know what to start talking about again, Yu Zhouzhou's nose was a little sore, he lowered his head, picked up his schoolbag and opened the door. ---------------------------------------- The seating order in the examination room was still the same, Yu Zhouzhou, Ling Xiangqian, and Xin Rui. Xin Rui answered the questions very quickly. When he started writing the composition, there was still an hour and ten minutes left in the Chinese test.The topic is "The Ordinary and Greatness in Life", and she filled the argument with the deeds of a large number of ordinary people selected by "Moving China", and she couldn't help laughing while writing. Sima Qian's greatest contribution is not "Historical Records", Edison's greatest contribution is not the light bulb, and the biggest bright spot that moved China is not moved. For Xin Rui, their greatest significance is to fill in every pale exam composition in a permutation and combination manner.In the last school year, there were 20 sample essays for the mid-term exam, among which Sima Qian had 100% exposure.The pen in the hands of thousands of high school students distorted the world, making these people live in peace and die with peace. She raised her head and stared at Ling Xiangqian's back.Ling Xiangqian's hair was soft and shiny, with a slight pearly luster.Xin Rui suddenly wanted to write about herself.Everyone's life is an ordinary struggle, her greatness lies in her struggle to become someone else. This kind of courage cannot be seen, let alone praised. Xin Rui sighed, lowered his head and continued to describe and move China. ---------------------------------------------- Ling Xiangqian sat in the office with her head down. She knew what Wu Wenlu wanted to say to her. If there is one person in this world who will not look up to Ling Xiangqian because of her achievements, talent and beauty, then it must be Wu Wenlu. She can even see how the other party evaluates herself from Wu Wenlu's eyes. Frivolous, proud, difficult to achieve. The homework this old-fashioned male teacher likes to leave is meaningless mechanical copying. Correspondingly, the students he likes are those who can complete this kind of copying, such as Xin Rui. "Students like you belong to the kind who know very well. Your mother always calls me and asks me to take care of you. After all, at your age, it is inevitable that you will have some impetuous thoughts and are very immature..." Ling Xiangqian finally lost the first place in the school year.This gave Wu Wenlu the opportunity to say the phrase "I have expected that you will suffer sooner or later if you continue like this". Not handing in history homework, doing math workbooks in political class, English papers in Chinese class, skipping physical education class, not going to class in evening self-study if you don’t want to, sitting on the stairs with your textbooks in your arms to read books away from the crowd... and , Frequently in and out of the second class to mix with Lin Yang and Jiang Chuan. Ling Xiangqian felt that some teachers in the class were just wasting her time by nagging endlessly, so why couldn't she use the time in that class to complete the workbooks of other subjects?In the self-study class, she was annoyed when she saw Xin Rui, and Lu Peipei's small mouth was like a tweeter, and she couldn't stop the brakes, so she went out with the book to review, isn't it okay? As for the frequent visits to Class Two... In fact, she was just using Lin Yang and others as a cover.From the main entrance of the second class, the back door of the first class can just be seen, and Chu Tiankuo's back seems to be within reach. "I know you won't listen to it. As the old saying goes, when the moon is full, it will lose money, and when the water is full, it will overflow. If you do this, you will not make progress. You are just clever..." "Teacher, next time I will take the first place in the exam." Ling Xiangqian has had enough of her mother's trembling left cheek, the cynicism of Lu Peipei and others, Wu Wenlu's prejudice, and her emptiness. Wu Wenlu, who had been robbed, turned dark, while Ling Xiangqian just leaned on the back of the chair, feeling the despairing coolness conveyed by the steel bars. Since when did things like gaining favor from childhood to adulthood start to make her unhappy?