Chapter 46 Chapter Forty-Five

Shi Yan "cried" a few times later, but the latter "crying" was just a euphemism, because she didn't cry, she just hummed "Yiyiwowo".Every time she hums, Zhuoyue is proud of herself: "This humming of your women is the highest compliment to a man, because it is the sound she makes when she is extremely happy, and no woman hums like this. A man who has snarled is not a man at all—" Hearing what he said, she was not afraid of him laughing at her humming, she could hum if she wanted to, and hum if she didn't want to.In the end, she really had nothing to say, and he felt it too, so he pulled out his finger, stretched it out in front of her eyes, and said jokingly, "Look, it's all swollen—"

She was so ashamed that she closed her eyes tightly and ignored him. He wiped her hand with her skirt and pretended to complain, "It's so tight that you almost bit off your fingers—" She punched him, and said angrily, "Can you not say such things? I see that you can talk a lot in front of people. Why do you talk nonsense when you are in front of me?" "I don't talk nonsense in front of you, so who do I talk nonsense in front of? Those who are close are strict, and those who are distant are lenient. Have you never heard of it?" She always felt that there was something wrong with this statement, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.Many of what she said to him felt this way. It sounded unpleasant, but she just didn't know what was wrong. In the end, it was due to something wrong with her ears.

He asked, "Is it comfortable?" She didn't answer, because this sentence also belonged to the "nonsense" series. He asked again, "Surely you haven't had such an intense orgasm before? Have you ever had one?" This sentence belongs to the "more nonsense" series, and she didn't answer, but he kept asking, annoyed her, and robbed him: "You know I'm a young girl, and you still ask such a thing?" He disagreed: "What's the matter with the yellow-flowered girl? The yellow-flowered girl can't enjoy sexual pleasure? Only those foolish men can break the sign of the yellow-flowered girl and can't bring happiness to others. Like me, it can bring you happiness. Be happy, and it won’t damage your yellow-flowered girl’s signboard. Besides, can’t you yellow-flowered girls still be self-reliant? I haven’t broken my thick fingers, and your thin fingers won’t be broken—”

She punched him again: "Why are you talking more and more nonsense? Who is so boring——" "How is this boring? Sexual pleasure is the normal enjoyment of every normal person. Those who don't know how to enjoy it are idiots, and those who don't dare to enjoy it are in vain. Even if you don't stick your fingers in, you still have it outside, right? Didn’t Freud say that girls have learned to enjoy sex from an early age and know that stimulating the clitoris can lead to an orgasm, so they always like to sit on the stairs and slide, ride a wooden horse, ride a bicycle and so on—”

Her hair stood on end when she heard it, is there something wrong with Freud?How come riding a Trojan horse and riding a bicycle has become the pursuit of sexual pleasure?Who hasn't ridden a rocking horse as a kid?Who hasn't ridden a bicycle when they grow up?Is it all for that?She didn't say this, firstly because Freud's name was too loud, and secondly because she didn't know if other people were like that. She could only say that she didn't know what an orgasm was or was not before, but maybe others did. Woolen cloth?Maybe someone else rides a Trojan horse and rides a bicycle for this purpose?She alone cannot represent all women, so it is better to say less.

He went on to give a knowledge lecture: "According to Freud, most girls' orgasms are clitoral orgasms, and they will not taste vaginal orgasms until they become women. You must have had clitoral orgasms, but vaginal orgasms are you It must be the first time, otherwise it wouldn't be so strong—" Although he was quoting famous people and speaking in a very scientific and technical manner, he still got her goosebumps all over the floor, and couldn't help but reach out to cover his mouth: "Stop talking about such nonsense——" "Why is it such a mess? They are all authoritative theories, printed into books, and translated into many languages. People who don't know must be people who don't like to read, so they are so ignorant. I read it carefully. So I understand the sexual psychology of you girls very well, better than you yourself—" He pushed her hand away, pinched it to prevent her from covering his mouth, and asked, "Am I right?"

"wrong!" "What's wrong?" "It's all wrong!" He stopped asking, and just smiled triumphantly: "The more I deny it, the more I'm right. Now that you've tasted vaginal orgasms, you won't be satisfied with clitoral orgasms. This is a characteristic of girls. At the beginning, without experience Development, I don’t know what it’s like. If you touch it twice, you’ll think you’ve arrived in the Paradise, and you’ll be shy in front of a man, even a little bit resistant. When the man brings you a few real orgasms, you’ll be addicted. You will become more and more greedy, and you will be unable to leave men. I will make you addicted, and you will be unable to leave me, believe it or not?—”

She laughed and said, "Didn't you say that girls can be self-reliant? Why can't I live without you?" He picked up her hand and compared it with his own, and said: "Your fingers are not as long as mine, and how can your own hands compare to other people's hands? Especially the hands of the opposite sex. Everyone has hands , but why does everyone have to find friends of the opposite sex?" She never thought that this is the reason for finding friends of the opposite sex. According to this, she doesn't need to look at her face or personality when looking for a partner, just look at whether her fingers are long or not.

He seemed to guess what she was thinking, and said seriously: "But people are advanced animals, and men are especially advanced in this respect, because men are the active party, and whether a sexual relationship can be achieved depends on whether the man is emotional or not. The brain of a man The more developed you are, the deeper your thoughts are, the more you pay attention to spiritual things, like me, I won't be like ordinary men, I will be emotional when I see tall breasts and big butts, I only respond to people I like-" She likes to hear this kind of words very much, and hoped that he would talk more about the spiritual level, but he quickly turned to the physical level: "But you girls are different, you are the passive side, you have no choice, no matter who touches you, as long as you After a certain amount of time, you will all react."

These words seemed ugly, but she hadn't thought of a rebuttal, she just expressed her attitude: "Nonsense." He said, "Let's make a bet, shall we? If after three times, you still haven't become addicted, then my surname will not be Zhuo—" "Then what's your last name?" "My last name is—" She didn't answer, but just turned around in her mind, and when she was ready for the third time, regardless of whether she was addicted or not, she resolutely refused to admit that she was addicted, so that he would lose the bet, so that he would take her last name and call him "Shi Yue".

They stayed by the river until very late that day, she lay in his arms for a while, and he lay in her arms for a while.When she was lying in his arms, he talked nonsense; when he was lying in her arms, he asked her to rub some acupuncture points on his face, and said with great enjoyment: "I don't feel anything when I massage like this, but As soon as your hand touches it, I feel very comfortable-" "Maybe it's because it's fresh—" She thought farther, and asked worriedly, "What if you don't respond to my—— mouth in the future, what should you do?" He was a little frustrated: "I don't know—" She had thought that he would say, "We'll get married by then, and we'll use the authentic method, so we don't need to talk about it." She even made preparations in her heart. If he said that, she told him not to wait until we got married. Let's do it in an authentic way now, so as not to hold him like this, and also to prevent her from being treated as a "dementia".For her, she has already come to this point with him, and she never thought about falling in love with other people. She is very traditional in this regard, she sticks to the same goal and does not follow anyone, right? Who would you do this with.Now that I have done it, it means that I have made a decision with him, which is equivalent to thinking that I have married him. She comforted and said: "Don't worry, if that day really comes, we can - like - husband and wife - do -" He didn't say anything, just grabbed her hand and covered his face, and said after a long time: "We don't need to think so far, it's useless to think about it." This made her a little uncomfortable again, and she couldn't figure out what he meant.He loves her hymen so much, and always says that marriage is still far away, as if he is not optimistic about the future of the two of them. Maybe he has not made up his mind to marry her, so he protects her hymen so that it will not be destroyed. There, she would cling to him desperately. She showed a bit of momentum and said firmly: "Don't treat me like a girl who stalks people to get married. I will be responsible for what I do. If you are with me, there is even the slightest bit of reluctance. Then no matter where you go, I won't pester you—" She herself was taken aback by her pride, and she was afraid that if he knew this, he would act like a husband and wife with her, but if he did, he would not marry her. Wouldn't that make her miserable?She stopped quickly, hoping he hadn't heard at all. He probably didn't hear it, because he said: "I heard that a girl will always remember the man who broke her body. No matter how many people she meets in the future, and no matter what kind of person she meets, she will never forget the man who broke her body for the first time." Once—the one who broke through her defenses—" She didn't know whether the "breaking the body" and "breaking through the defense" he said were the same thing or two different things. She was at a loss and waited for him to continue, but he didn't say anything further.She asked, "Breakthrough is—what do you mean?" "Of course it means breaking your membrane—" "But why do girls always remember—that guy?" "How do I know? This is about you girls. In fact, people used to think that breaking the body is a bad thing, because blood is ominous, and whoever gets it will be unlucky, so the groom doesn't do it. The woman's family members do it, or let the chieftain, the chief, and the witch do it. But in modern times, it has become a good thing to be broken, and men are eager to be that broken person. But I think you girls should always remember that You guys who brought your first orgasm. What do you say?" She has never thought about this question, and today is the first time she has heard of it.She thought for a moment and said, "I think a girl will always remember the man who loved her—" "But love is not just empty words, there must be actions—" She also knows that love requires action, but the action of love in her mind does not seem to include "breaking the body" or "climax".She knew that saying this would make him laugh, but she said it anyway. Sure enough, he laughed: "You are a typical little girl's way of thinking. Falling in love is like playing a house. You eat fake food and vegetables, and you are a fake couple. But life is not playing house, life is eating real food." , make true love, if a person can't bring pleasure orgasm to the person he loves, then what face does he have to say that he loves this person?" She was overwhelmed by his questions, and felt that her love was a bit like playing tricks, while his love was the real life.She was a little ashamed that while she gave her loved one a pleasurable orgasm, she threw up herself.In contrast, his love is still greater!