Chapter 43 Chapter Forty-Two

Shi Yan didn't understand what benefit Zhuoyue did to himself, would it make him "comfortable"?Obviously not.Does this mean that he loves her very much?In order to protect her hymen, he sacrificed himself, he didn't even do what men want most, and he only wanted to make her comfortable, so he loved her very much, right? She was very grateful and felt sorry for him, so she whispered: "Since this is the case, then let's not do these things, and wait until the day we get married—" But he disapproved: "Who's that stupid? It's too early to get married—"

She didn't understand why it was so early to get married. He called him "Dad, Mom, and younger brother", so it was considered a family?Besides, he is not young anymore, and she has also graduated, so what else is he waiting for?But she didn't ask these questions, and felt that now was not the time to talk about these things, and she was not the one to mention them. This should be something the man should be eager to take the initiative to do.According to the customs in her hometown, the man would not ask for marriage repeatedly, and the woman would not agree to the marriage proposal.

His mind at the moment was obviously not on marriage, he didn't mention the matter of marriage anymore, he just held her breasts with one hand and rubbed them.She felt a throbbing, the tingling feeling spread all over her body, she closed her eyes, ready to concentrate on enjoying the pleasure, but he let it go quickly and said, "Your dick won't grow much, it's just like this—" —” She thought for a while before she understood what he was talking about, and asked curiously, "Why?" "Because you don't have that hard lump inside. If there is one, it means it can still grow, and if it doesn't, it won't grow—"

She hadn't heard of this before, and she didn't know whether it was science or superstition. She asked, "I- am I - here - very small?" "still alright--" She felt that he was reluctant to say "it's okay", and he must think her breasts were small in his heart.This feeling was confirmed quickly, because he quickly ignored it and moved to touching between her legs.She was very unhappy, why is he so - disregarding his feelings, just saying that she has small breasts in front of her like this?Not even pretending to be one?She didn't understand why he was so social outside, and why he would talk nonsense at such a moment.

When he touched the place, he wanted to drill in, but her place was very dry, and his movements made her very uncomfortable, and she refused, "No, it hurts—" He didn't seem to believe it, so he tried a few more times, each time making her hiss in pain, so he had to give up and said, "Why are you getting more and more regressive? When I was in the car that day, it was pretty good at first." Well, it was later—there was no water—today, it was fine, and it didn’t even work at the beginning—" She wanted to say, I am not a well, where can there be so much water?But she didn't say that she didn't want to quarrel with him, especially over these unnecessary things. If he got angry and ran away from here, her parents would be in a panic.Now the whole "Dongdongguai" knows that she has an excellent boyfriend, and they must be jealous of her, hoping that the two of them will blow it off, so for the sake of the people of "Dongdongguai", we must not blow it up with him now Lose.

But even if she returned to D city, could she blow him off?No matter where you blow it, your parents will know it, and the "Dongdongguai" people will know it after all, because you have no one to bring back during the Spring Festival, everyone will know that you and your boyfriend blow it off, and because he is so good, People will say that he doesn't want you, not that you don't want him.She knew that these were all vanity, but she didn't even have vanity, so where would she have real pride? She was sad about her vanity there, and she heard him say: "You didn't want to come, don't blame me for not caring about you. Now it's your turn to help me."

She didn't know what he was talking about, but seeing him lying flat on the bed, he took her hand and asked her to hold the guy with the black and red face, and told her, "Don't hold it too tightly, it will hurt if you hold it too tight." Yes, it will also strain the soft tissue, hold it lightly, like a hollow fist. Okay, that's it, move up and down—" She was held by him, so she had no choice but to slide up and down with his hand. After a while, she felt that her wrist was sore, she barely held on for a while, and said for mercy: "My wrist hurts——" "You only moved for a short while, and your wrist hurts? Think about how long I moved that day—"

She thought about it too, maybe she was too delicate, so she begged, "Then let me change hands—" So she alternated left and right like this, and he didn't know how long she had been working, but he didn't mean to stop, just closed her eyes, and seemed quite comfortable.She couldn't help asking: "How long will it take?" "You'll know when the time comes." She persisted for a while, feeling that the future was bleak, and she hoped for "the time" like the poor people hope for liberation.He seemed to read her mind, and said, "Maybe it won't work with your hands, but with your mouth, remember not to bite—"

She was stunned and asked her to touch that place with her mouth?That's disgusting.He was pulling her head but she was holding back from the place and said "wait a minute I need to go to the bathroom" and she broke free from him and ran out of the room to the bathroom and closed the door .She was afraid that he would come after him, but he didn't.She stayed in the bathroom for a while, then came out quietly, and saw that he was no longer in her room. She was afraid that he would run away in anger, but when she saw the door of his room was closed, she knew that he hadn't left, but returned to her The room, I probably settled it myself.She felt relieved, ran into her room, put on her clothes, closed the door, and tied it.

But she's worried that he'll be mad about it, maybe she should give in to his request?But she really thought that was disgusting.What if he was not satisfied and ran away in anger?She was at a loss, and her only thought was that she shouldn't have brought him home, that the "Dongdongguai" people should not have known that she had a boyfriend, and that she had never had one before. Or focus on learning; if you have done it and blow it up, it would be a shame. She thought of how happy and proud her parents were when they saw that she had a boyfriend. One could imagine that although they hadn't said anything or urged her to do anything these past few years, they were all very anxious and probably a little desperate for her. , I didn't expect her to find any great person back.If they just let them think like this, maybe it would be better. Anyway, they have been hurt for four years, anxious for four years, and it’s okay to be sad for a few more days. In the future, she will find anyone who she wants, and they will be happy. It’s better than nothing. powerful.

But now she has raised their expectations so high that she has already lifted them to a high scaffold. If the lower shelf is suddenly pulled, the people above will definitely fall to their deaths. The more she thought about it, the more desperate she became, and she began to cry.After crying for a while, I felt that I was making a fuss over a molehill, and I didn't know if he was angry or not, so I started crying first, which was useless. Zhuo Zhuo didn't come to her that day. At noon, she went to wake him up for dinner, but he didn't hear an answer after calling twice. She was afraid that he was sleeping, so she didn't dare to shout loudly.In the afternoon, when she saw that her parents were coming back soon, she wanted to make a good relationship with Zhuoyue before they went home, lest her parents would become suspicious if he stayed in the room for a while. She went to the door of his room and stood there listening for a while, but she didn't hear anything, so she boldly knocked on the door, and heard him say: "The door is not locked——" She opened the door and walked in, and saw him lying on the bed, silent.She walked to the bed and asked, "Are you feeling unwell?" "Are you ashamed to ask? You're going to kill me—" "How did I fix you?" "Bring it up, get it up and be irresponsible—" "Who did I get up?" She immediately understood who he was talking about, and whispered, "It's not me—" "Who else could it be if it wasn't you? That's why I've been avoiding meeting you, knowing that it would be like this—" When she heard him say this, she was moved in her heart. It turned out that it was because of this that he avoided her during this period of time?Does this mean that he still loves her very much?Love too much, love to hide, at least it shows that she is very sexually attractive to him, because she can make him impulsive.Seeing him lying there like a seriously ill patient, she felt a surge of tenderness in her heart, walked up to him, sat by his bed, and asked softly, "Then—are you alright now?" He said coquettishly, "What's wrong? It's hurt for a long time——" She was terrified: "What's going on? How does it—pain? Where does it—pain?" He grabbed her and pulled her hand there: "Where else can it hurt? Of course it hurts here—" It felt a little half soft and half hard there, but under the touch of her hand, it soon began to grow stronger. She hurriedly took it away and asked, "Why does it hurt?" "Because—if it doesn't work, if it doesn't work, it hurts—" She asked embarrassingly: "But you boys—couldn't you solve it yourself?" He said a little depressed: "But I can't, no matter how I do it myself-I can't ejaculate-" When she heard the last few words, she found it very harsh. Although she knew that it was the word, she still couldn't accept it coming from his mouth. She would rather he use something else instead, just say "that and that" It's better than saying it outright.But he didn't seem to feel anything, and continued: "Maybe it's because I messed up too much when I was young, and I don't feel much about myself—" "Did you—do this when you were a kid?" "Who doesn't do it? Boys do it. I've known it since I was very young. I was quite afraid at first, but then I saw a book saying that doing it properly is harmless, so I did it boldly—" She felt that it was difficult for him. He would be impulsive when he was with her, but they were not at that level at that time, and he didn't dare to ask her for help, so he had to avoid her.Then he served her so diligently in the car this time, he must have wanted to make her "comfortable" first, and when she was extremely comfortable, she would be willing to help him.In fact, he might as well tell her the truth earlier, then she will be willing to help him no matter whether she is comfortable or not. She made a wish: "It's too late now, my parents are coming back, but at night—we can go to the river—" After she finished speaking, she blushed and ran to the kitchen to make dinner.When eating at night, Zhuo Liang came out of the room, his complexion was not very good, and he ate very little, probably feeling very uncomfortable.She looked at him very tenderly, hoping that her eyes could make him think of her promise, and that her promise could give him a little bit of wishful thinking and quench his thirst.