Chapter 13 Chapter Twelve

Shi Yan's voice rose: "How can you do this? He retaliated against you, and you still marry his son?" "Then what else can you do? If you don't marry, he will retaliate even more—" Shi Yan's eyes widened and her mouth opened wide, but she couldn't find anything to say. She thought it was illogical, but she didn't know which part of it was illogical. Yao Xiaoping explained: "My family was in the countryside at that time. They were very poor and depended on my salary to survive. I didn't have a college degree, so they could ask me not to teach in the county at any time. It just so happened that my younger brother was studying in the county at that time. The school accepted me because of my face, because my brother's registered permanent residence is not in the county. Anyway, in a word, my life is in the hands of others, not only my life, but the life of my family is in the hands of others—"

"Then you sacrifice your love and marry someone you don't love?" "I don't have much love to sacrifice. In such a small county, who can I love? Even if there is someone I love at that time, I will sacrifice my love to save my family. Husband, there are many candidates Yes, but that’s all there is in the family; love, you can still find it in the future, but the future of the family, if you sacrifice it—it’s irretrievable. Think about it, if my brother was driven away by the county at that time, he Can I still be admitted to such a good school as E University? I must have gone back to the countryside to farm, maybe I can only go to the coal mine in the end, maybe I will be crushed to death in a mining disaster, isn’t that destroying a talent?”

"And you—then you're with someone you don't love—don't you feel that your marriage is a stain on you?" Yao Xiaoping didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "You little girls, you are living in the clouds for a long time, as if your feet are not touching the ground, you will know when you encounter such a thing--I don't mean that I hope you will encounter such a thing, I just Say--" "I understand what you mean--" Yao Xiaoping joked, "Maybe you have already met this Zhuo Zhuo, isn't his father the secretary of the municipal party committee?"

"Has died young—" "I know, died young, but his mother is still there, maybe his mother is also an official. In most cases, if the mother wants to take revenge, it may be more powerful than the father- -" "why?" "How should I put it? Women are sometimes more narrow-minded than men, and it's always a little scary for men to take revenge on women. A good man doesn't fight with women. But when women take revenge on women, that's—fair competition, same-sex Repel each other, as ruthless as you want." The two had reached the bedroom floor, and Shi Yan was still reluctant to break up, and wanted to talk to Yao Xiaoping about excellence, but Yao Xiaoping had already yawned, and ended the conversation unilaterally, saying: "I'm going to bed, today is too late." tired."

Shi Yan returned to the dormitory, washed up casually, and went to bed. She was very tired, but she couldn't fall asleep. What happened today replayed in her mind like a movie.She wasn't sure what kind of person this excellence was, but she couldn't forget his piercing eyes.Thinking about it carefully now, she thinks his eyes give her the feeling of "sparkling", because although his eyes are not particularly big, they are relatively deep, and his eyebrows are relatively thick, like two rows of small bushes, half-covering his two eyes. Eyes, when looking at a person, it seems to be hiding in the woods, he can see you, but you can't see him.

She didn't know whether Zhuo Liang started chasing her as soon as he saw her as Yao Xiaoping said, and she didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing if he really came to chase her.But she thought that when they broke up today, Zhuoyou didn't leave a "tail" that might meet him in the future, so he broke up so simply, which meant that he didn't chase her, maybe he was already complaining impatiently in his heart: today Unlucky, being entangled by such two girls caused me to spend a lot of effort and money, costing me so much. This theory seems to be used to explain his behavior in the hospital, he didn't want to stay for a minute longer, he just wanted to finish his work quickly and go back.Maybe he has a date with his girlfriend tonight, maybe he is getting married and is going to his fiancée today.But there were a few things that made Shi Yan unable to justify himself, for example, he spent so much time eating with them, as if he was not in a hurry to see anyone, I really don't understand.

After thinking wildly for a while, she finally got tired and fell asleep. The next day, she got up early in the morning and didn't go to class, so she took a car to the Infectious Disease Hospital to see Huang Hai.Although she was a little afraid of catching some disease in the hospital, she wanted to ask the hospital for a "visiting suit", but for the sake of insurance, she decided not to disturb the people in the hospital. Today, there is no excellent father as a signboard, maybe the hospital won't allow it. She goes to the ward.So she sneaked into 318 without wearing the "visiting uniform".

Huang Hai seemed to be more energetic than yesterday. He had already got up and sat by the bed. When he saw her go in, he stood up to greet her with a joyful expression on his face.Shi Yan likes to see him respond to her so much, she is more sure than Zhuo Liang's calmness.She found that her feelings are very influenced by the other party, whoever likes her and treats her well, she will also have a good impression of him.She asked with concern: "Did you eat anything in the morning?" "Not yet, I don't want to eat—" "Maybe you haven't eaten for days?"

Huang Hai nodded: "The doctor told me not to eat, because I'm afraid of diarrhea, and I've been infusion anyway—" "Do you want to eat anything?" "I don't want to, I just want to hurry up and go to the 'Pork Belly'. I had already set off, but I guessed that you would come. I was afraid of missing it, so I waited here—" "How can you go to 'Pork Belly' with your current state?" "But if you don't go, I'm afraid it will take too long, and someone will take away her manuscript—" Shi Yan thought for a while and said, "Well, let me go and bring you the back cover—"

"How can you go alone?" "I'm going with a friend—" Huang Hai's two eyebrows raised one high and one low: "Which friend? The one named Zhuo who came here yesterday?" In fact, when Shi Yan said "find a friend to go with", she didn't think of Zhuo Liang at all, she thought of Yao Xiaoping.But when Huang Hai reminded her, she suddenly thought of testing him, so she nodded to see how he reacted. Huang Hai's reaction was very intense, he frowned unabashedly, and said, "Please, don't go to that guy—" Shi Yan regretted that when he frowned, it was ugly, one eyebrow was still high and the other was low, one wrinkled into a "one", and there was a little wrinkle at the end of the nose, but the other just slumped there lazily, If you look at the two eyebrows together, it looks like the word "factory" written backwards.

She asked, "Why can't you find him?" "I heard from the nurse that he is the son of Zhuo Fu, the former secretary of the municipal party committee—" "What's wrong with him being the son of the former municipal party committee secretary? His father -- is he a bloody debt?" She made a joke and realized that Huang Hai didn't smile, so she said quickly, "Is his father a gang with the leaders of the coal mine?" ?” "I haven't heard of that, but I think—he's a man—not of the same kind—nor of the good kind—" She doesn't like his back attack a little bit, it seems that this is the first time she has heard him speak ill of someone so blatantly, and it is about a person she met for the first time, and this person has helped him—at least helped him past his friends.She told Huang Hai all about Zhuo Zhuo helping her yesterday, and she doesn't know why he still said these things. Huang Hai didn't seem to notice that she was getting a little upset, and continued: "It's better for you to have less contact with him in the future—" She was even more unhappy, she didn't like his intrusive tone, she thought, you don't allow me to associate with others, why are you?You're just taking care of me before you write your horoscope. If you really want to be your boyfriend, why don't you lock me up at home? She remembered that Zhuoyou didn't seem to like Huang Hai either. When talking about Huang Hai, although he didn't use any offensive language directly, his attitude was contemptuous and his tone was mocking.She didn't know if the two boys were jealous of her. If so, did it mean that both of them were interested in her?Should be right?She suddenly felt that she had two suitors at once, she was a little complacent, and she didn't want to be angry with anyone, so she made a random promise: "Then I won't go with him—" Huang Hai nodded, and said: "It's best not to tell him about our investigation of the mine disaster." "why?" Huang Hai didn't say why Zhuo Liang couldn't tell about this, but Shi Yan regretted that he shouldn't have told Zhuo Liang about it. She didn't think Zhuo Liang would tell it, but Huang Hai didn't want her to tell Zhuo Liang about it. I've already told her, I'm afraid I'm going to lose my temper, at least I think she has a big mouth, she doesn't want to give the boys the impression of being a gossip, boys seem to dislike girls who gossip.She hurriedly said: "Don't worry, I won't tell him. I'll ask Yao Xiaoping to go to the 'Pork Belly' with me today. She's very good. She helped me find you all day yesterday—" "It's not good for you two girls to go. It's like a deep mountain and old forest, especially the area where 'Pork Belly' lives. They are all dilapidated houses, and no one is allowed to live in them, so there is no one next to her. How can I go to such a place? Can you two girls go alone? What if you meet a bad guy? I'll go by myself—" "Can you walk?" "I can go to the car--" "Are you going alone?" Huang Hai nodded: "It's best not to get you involved in this matter. My food poisoning this time may be caused by the coal mine gang. If that's the case, it means that this matter involves a lot of people. Here is their If they know that you are also involved in the investigation, they might even join you—start—” She said worriedly: "Then don't worry about it. Even if you can find out the truth, so what? Even if you can help 'Pork Belly', so what?" Huang Hai looked at her with wide eyes, as if he didn't recognize her anymore.She was also a little surprised when she realized that she had brought Zhuo Zhuo's words here. It seemed that this Zhuo Zhuo's influence was quite large, and she was "Zhuohua" by him without knowing it.She suggested: "You are so weak, how can you walk such a long distance? Why don't you call a taxi—" Huang Hai shook his head: "Taxi is too expensive, the money I brought is almost used up, and I need to save some money in case the price of 'pork belly' increases—" She did some calculations in her mind, and thought that if she took a taxi from here to the "Pork Belly", it might cost several hundred yuan. You go together, in case you pass out on the road, I can still report a letter and find someone to save you, otherwise, you passed out in the mine alone, maybe no one will know if you lie there for a month—” Huang Hai looked at her gratefully, and said: "Okay, let's go together this time, but we have to be careful, you put on my shirt and disguise it. Just this time, I won't bother you in the future—" Shi Yan put on Huang Hai's shirt over her clothes, which was long and loose. She rolled up the sleeves, pulled up the hem of the dress, and tied a knot at the waist.Huang Hai kept staring at her, she said shyly, "It's too long, roll it up—" "pretty good--" Seeing that he was still looking at her, she asked again: "What? Isn't it a little weird? No one wears it like this?" "Many foreign girls like to dress like this—" "How do you know that foreign girls dress like this?" "There are a lot of international students in our school, I see them crossing like this—" She heard that there were many female international students in their school, and it seemed that he had noticed them. She had a strange feeling in her heart, as if he had already found a foreign girlfriend.In her mind, foreign girls are completely different from Chinese girls. They don't care about public opinion, and like to be unconventional, maybe they like people like Huang Hai.She suddenly felt a sense of disarray in her heart, and found that she used to feel too good about herself, always thinking that girls would not like Huang Hai, so he was like putting him in a safe, as long as she figured it out, she would Everyone can get Huang Hai, but I never thought that Huang Hai still has the possibility of finding a foreign girlfriend... Huang Hai packed all the important things in a bag and said to her: "Let's go, now that the doctors are on shift, we can sneak out and no one will know—" "Are you coming back?" "Not coming back--" "What about your stuff?" "It's all insignificant stuff—" "You don't have to—go through the discharge procedures?" "tell you later--" Putting on make-up and sneaking away like this, and setting up a ecstasy array, leaving some things on purpose, as if she would come back to the hospital, Shi Yan felt a little bit like working underground, feeling nervous and interesting at the same time.They sneaked out of the ward, with a little distance between them, and walked towards the hospital gate without saying a word.