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CAROL is going to Canada. She has been accepted by York University to study for a doctorate and got a visa to go to Canada. She also applied to the University of Toronto at the same time, but her major can only enter in autumn at the university, and she can't wait, so she decided to go first. Go to York, and transfer to Universidad in half a year. Jason's parents have already taken Jason back to Canada. His father is a doctor and arranged a special ward for him at home, and his mother became his full-time nurse. CAROL has been looking for a way to go to Canada for the past six months, and the immigration process is too slow. She first applied to study in Canada, and then went to immigration during her studies, and then stayed in Canada and brought her mother.

For the past six months, she has called Jason every day. Jason's parents seem to have acquiesced in her behavior. Every time they hear it is her, they talk to her, then put the phone next to Jason's ear and say to him : "Chengcheng, Chengcheng from the United States is calling." She kept talking to him about various things.After finishing speaking, chat with Jason's parents for a while, then hang up the phone. She also told Jason's parents about her going to Canada to study. At first they didn't agree with it, but seeing that she had made up her mind and no one could change it, she let her go, saying that she was welcome to visit their home. Jason also told her the address of his home, and told her to live in their home this winter vacation first, and then slowly find a house near York University.

She also told her mother about all this, and her mother cried many times, for her, for Jason, but her mother didn't stop her, she just said to her, I hope Jason will wake up one day, I hope your name can help you, so that Such a miracle "became possible." She decided to drive to Canada so that she could bring her car there and move things around.Feng Chao insisted on sending CAROL to the US-Canada border, saying that it would be better for the two of them to drive alternately, especially now that it was snowing again, he was worried about her driving such a long distance alone.

CAROL went to ask Jingqiu if it was possible to drive to Canada when it snowed like this.Jingqiu said no problem. When the snow is light, the road will be sprinkled with salt to melt the snow. If the snow on the ground is too thick, there will be a snow plow.But you must remember to buy glass washing water that can prevent freezing, otherwise the window glass will be made like frosted glass by snow water.Jingqiu will return to Canada later this year, and she promises to take Carol to her house to play as soon as she returns. CAROL and Feng Chao drove carefully for a whole day, and arrived at the Lewiston-Queenston boundary bridge connecting the United States and Canada. They were going to say goodbye here. Feng Chaodai would take a taxi to BUFFALO Airport, and CAROL drove the rest of the distance by himself. Only two hours to go.Originally CAROL wanted to send Feng Chao to the airport, but Feng Chao refused, saying that he was afraid that she would get lost, and that he would only return to a place where she could no longer be sent.Now that he has arrived at Jieqiao, he does not have a Canadian visa, so he is in a place where he cannot be sent.

They parked the car outside the DUTYFREE store in the United States. Feng Chao accompanied CAROL in and bought a pack of 555 cigarettes for Jason, because she heard from Jason that everyone can bring a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of wine across the border, not only DUTYFREE, but also The price is cheaper than outside. Every time he passes there, he will buy a pack of 555 cigarettes.She thought that she would put a cigarette under his nose in the future, so that he could get over his addiction, but she wanted to limit him to only one cigarette a day. Then they got back in the car, CAROL said, it's getting late, I should cross the border, you should also go to the airport early.

"Okay," Feng Chao said, but did not leave, telling her, "I also applied for a Ph. Four universities, so I will definitely be able to study in Canada next semester." She shook her head and advised him: "Don't go to Canada, I——, I will guard him like this for the rest of my life, really, you—" Feng Chao sighed, and said softly: "I know. YOU FOLLOW YOUR HEART. I OLLOW MINE." She looked at him with silent melancholy and pain in her heart, she thought, maybe her eyes now are just like Jason's eyes every time he heard her confess his love, they are worried, painful, and sad, because she knows that she can't Reciprocating this love, but there is no way to persuade him to give up this love, seeing him like a moth to a flame, but there is no way to stop him.

She herself is moth and fire, and has tasted both.She thought that moths flying into flames may seem silly and ridiculous in the eyes of outsiders, but for moths, it may be their most instinctive pursuit.Yearning for a bright flame is its innate longing, and it will become a lifelong regret if it does not catch fire. For fire, its heat and light are also its inherent characteristics. It never thought of using its own heat and light to lure moths.But if fire does not emit light and heat, it is not fire.It's just a coincidence of fate that the fire and the moth meet at a certain time and place, and the result is only moths rushing to the fire.

When a moth flies to a flame, is the moth more painful, or the fire more painful?The moth leaps towards the light it longs for, and is turned into ashes in an instant. There should be no pain. What is there is only the longing for the light and the instant glory of being one with the fire.But for fire, if its conscience has not been completely covered by vanity, it may be more painful than moth, and the guilt and repentance that unintentionally killed the moth will torture it for a long time. Whether you are a fire or a moth, you can't change it yourself.She no longer tried to persuade Feng Chao to give up his decision to transfer to Canada, maybe her persuasion would hurt him more deeply.

She said goodbye to Feng Chao, and Feng Chao got out of the car to wait for her to cross the bridge before calling a taxi.She started the car and drove onto the LEWISTON boundary bridge.The customs procedures are very simple, and Canada is much friendlier than the United States. The customs officer said to her, "Welcome to Canada", as if welcoming her home. She knew that in another two hours or so, she would reach Richmond Hill, north of Toronto, where there was someone she missed all the time—JASON, with whom she would spend a white Christmas, who she would spend a white Christmas with Welcome the arrival of 2006 together, and she will welcome the arrival of every year with him in the future.From now on, she can see him every day, no matter where she comes back from, he will be there waiting for her.Thinking of these, she had a feeling of suffocating happiness.

Snowflakes drift quietly, and the world is a piece of silver. Carol held the steering wheel steadily, and with the sound of guitar playing, drove towards the heaven in her heart...