Chapter 28 Section 28

CAROL didn't expect that he would visit that Xiuzhen during the vacation.Mom wanted to visit "that man"'s grave, but that man's grave was on the back hill of Xiuzhen's hometown, and Xiuzhen had to take it with her if she wanted to go.Originally, after "that man" was cremated, my mother wanted some ashes, but Xiuzhen disagreed, saying that if his ashes were separated, he would be banned forever, but she promised her mother that she could go to the grave to pay homage at any time. Carol didn't want to go at first, but hearing that she could see Xiuzhen aroused her curiosity, wanting to see how many heads and arms the woman who took "that man" away from her mother and her had.

I arrived at the small county town by car, and took another hour's boat ride before arriving at Xiuzhen's hometown. CAROL saw a very charming milf.She objectively compared Xiuzhen with her mother in her heart, and to be honest, she couldn't compare Xiuzhen with her mother.The two are of different types, one is a lady from a great family, and the other is Xiaojiabiyu. It is conceivable that both of them were very good when they were young, otherwise "that man" would not have married these two women without leaving his wife and son. She felt that her mother and Xiuzhen were a bit like the two parties of the Kuomintang and the Communist Party. During the civil war, the two parties were irreconcilable and irreconcilable;

Xiuzhen took CAROL and her mother to the grave of "that man" in the back mountain to offer incense, lay a wreath, and burn a ghost paper.Mom even specially made violins and pianos out of paper, and burned them on the grave of "that man".Xiuzhen prepared a lot of food and wine to offer on the grave of "that man".Mom asked CAROL to also offer incense, she snorted and didn't move, and mom didn't force it. Xiuzhen tried to persuade her: "It's for your own good that you burn incense and kowtow to him. His spirit in heaven can bless you..." "Forget it," CAROL said abruptly, "you might as well cut some women and burn them for him, so that he won't be lonely over there."

One sentence made the two women tremble with fright.Xiuzhen hurriedly murmured and told "that man" that adults don't remember the villain's faults, and don't let Chengcheng not bless her because of what he said. After returning from the back mountain, CAROL saw a boy in his twenties who looked like "that man" but also had some differences.She guessed that he might be Xiuzhen's child with "that man," the youngest of her own half-brothers.Sure enough, Xiuzhen introduced, "This is my son, Ju Cheng. Ah Cheng, his name is Aunt Li." Ju Cheng shyly called "Aunt Li", and said to CAROL very familiarly: "You are sister Jingcheng, right? I have seen many photos of you."

When CAROL heard him call her sister, she felt her scalp tingle and goosebumps all over her body. What kind of messed up relationship was this that got me involved.But Ju Cheng is indeed a handsome guy, with red lips and white teeth, pink cheeks, even the eyelids are a little pink, but the contours of the face and figure are very masculine, it is the perfect combination of "that man" and Xiuzhen. She remembered a saying that illegitimate children are often very beautiful, because their parents are so impulsive to make illegitimate children, firstly, because both parties are extremely attractive, and secondly, they are made by two people at the height of lust Children have more good factors of both parents than children made in a legitimate husband and wife relationship who pay public food on time.A child born out of wedlock is technically an illegitimate child.

Xiuzhen proudly introduced that Ju Cheng was studying at a key university in the provincial capital, and came back today on purpose.Then he said to Ju Cheng: "Look at you, you have become a big sister, you are very promising. You should study hard when you are going to university in the United States, and try to go to the United States in the future." Ju Cheng was a little embarrassed and said: "I am as smart as my sister Jing Cheng, she went to University B." After talking, he talked to Carol about American universities, and seemed to want to study in the United States. CAROL feels that now he doesn't hate this brother very much.He was handsome and had a nice voice, and his shy expression added to his cuteness.She followed him to his bedroom and listened to him play the violin, thinking with some regret in her heart that if "that man" hadn't divorced his mother, I might also be a good piano player.

He played Ma Sicong's and said it was Dad's favorite piece of music. She remembered that she often listened to "That Man" playing this piece of music when she was a child. Even at a young age, she could feel the sad mood in the piece.She remembered that "that man" often played the piano in the early morning, most of the time when she woke up but still stayed in bed and refused to get up.At that time, she liked to close her eyes and pretend to be asleep. When he finished playing the piano, he would come over and sit by her bed, as if saying to herself: "Well, someone is still awake today, I will go alone." Let's go shopping."

She would jump out of the quilt, put two small hands around his neck, hang on his neck, and let him walk around the room with her, and she would not come down until her hands were sore and limp. Ju Cheng has slender fingers like "that man", and his posture of playing the violin is exactly the same, unobtrusive, with a pensive expression, it can be seen that "that man" has trained him.She remembered that "that man" was sung, she didn't understand the meaning of the lyrics at that time, but she remembered that after "that man" was sung, she often burst into tears.

She asked Ju Cheng: "Can you sing?" Ju Cheng said a little shyly: "I can't sing well, do you want to listen? You accompany me, and I sing for you to listen to." CAROL said a little embarrassedly: "I don't know how to play the violin, I don't know any musical instruments." "I heard from my father that you started to learn the piano at a very young age. He said that you are very talented in music and have a good voice." "Really?" she said a little unhappily, "but I didn't learn any more after that." Ju Cheng saw her displeasure, and changed the subject: "Let me sing for you, if you can't sing well, don't make fun of me." He cleared his throat, and sang in a low voice:

When the cuckoo sings all over, The sound is adding to the country's resentment, More Nakan river sobbing, The warm and affectionate child of the southern country. When the red flowers bloom everywhere, Petal is the rendering of crying marks, Everything has returned with spring, Waif, you are still wandering by the Jialing River. Over there is your lovely hometown, It is a place where waterfowl soar, Over there, the white clouds reflect in front of Hongli Village, Why don't you go home, child? Why don't you go home? He sang beautifully and poured a lot of emotion into it, as if he was full of parting sorrow.She thought, he is young, and he is studying in the provincial capital in front of him, what kind of sorrow does he know about parting?It's completely innate with this sentimental feeling.This guy will be like "that man", and he will harm many girls.She pretended to ask casually, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

Seeing that Ju Cheng blushed, she didn't answer directly, but instead asked her: "How do you tell if you really like someone?" She remembered what someone said, it is very simple for a man to judge whether he likes a girl or not, he just needs to look at his reaction when he meets that girl. Soft hearted.But obviously she couldn't talk to Ju Cheng like this, so she just said vaguely: "You see if you want to see her all the time, you are happy when you are with her, and you are very disappointed if you are not with her, then Just love her." Ju Cheng thought for a while and said, "Then I really don't know who I like, because I seem to have this feeling for several girls." She looked at him in surprise, could it be that like father, like son?This handsome guy, this big boy who can play the piano well and sing a good song likes several girls at the same time. "Then what do you do?" She asked a little bluntly, "You can't find several girlfriends at the same time, can you?" Ju Cheng smiled easily: "I haven't found any now. Sometimes I use your photo to scare those girls, saying that this is my girlfriend. Some of them are ashamed and run away." He said, looking for Publish some photo albums, "Look, I have known you since I was a child, and I have photos of you in every period. But you certainly don't know me." She saw many photo albums, big and small. In addition to the photos of Ju Cheng and his parents, there were also photos of her in every period from childhood to adulthood. Behind each of them was the "Cheng Cheng" neatly written by "that man". Taken in a certain place on a certain day of a certain year". When her mother saw those photos, she explained with a guilty conscience: "Your father asked me for it all the time. He kept asking me for your photos. I am soft-hearted and don't want to keep him from knowing about his son like his ex-wife did." News, there are many nights when your dad wakes up in tears, because he dreamed about his twin sons, I don’t want him to be sad because he misses you, so I’ll give him the photo whenever he wants it.” That night, Carol and her mother slept in the same room, and Xiuzhen made new sheets and pillowcases for them.Sleeping in a strange room, with a strange smell in the air, a strange wind outside the window, and a strange tomb behind the mountain, Carol felt a strange melancholy, as if he heard "that man" somewhere in this house. Same.She suddenly felt a strong homesickness.But she doesn't miss her home in the provincial capital, but misses Jason and his strange home in Canada.She called him from the bottom of her heart, Jason, where are you, what are you doing?Do you know that I miss you in this far away place? The feeling of longing was so strong that she wished she could grow a pair of wings and fly to him at once.You can't share the same bed with him, at least you can lean against his window sill and watch him sleep soundly. She thinks that "that man" loves so much, maybe because he misses his old homes, the women and their children he once loved or still loves.Often there were tears in his eyes because he missed those women and children but couldn't be with them.He loves the women and children in front of him, and he also loves the women and children he has abandoned, but he can only be with some of them forever.As he walks in this world, he spreads his tenderness to the women he meets on the road. They are bewildered by his appearance and gentleness, and they throw at him like moths to a flame. He accepts them one by one, but his women The child gets into an awkward and painful situation.He himself is also suffering the pain of parting in this embarrassing situation, which is really harmful to others and himself. She thought of Jason again, he was similar to "that man" in many ways, he was handsome, talented, and gentle, but he seemed to be able to control himself and would not accept the moths flying towards him.But he also brings pain to the women around him, which is a kind of unattainable pain, the pain of love is extremely unattainable. I really don't know which kind of pain is more painful.