Chapter 3 Section 3

CAROL couldn't say a word.A "seduce", a "rape first and then marry", and now add a "playing", no matter who says these dirty and filthy words, they are like sharp knives on glass, and the sound is harsh. Listen They all felt pain in their ears, and now they are all connected to themselves. It seems that the shadow of "that man" has not dissipated just because he went to a new school and got rid of Wang Lin, that little chatterbox. The story of "that man" is not only well-known, but also has a sequel, which has unceremoniously included her in it, and even made her the protagonist.

How simple and uniform people look at problems, sociological problems are often easily dismissed by genetics.She is the daughter of "that man", so she must have inherited his inheritance.His flirtatious cells, in his body, manifested as a married man seducing a girl, and in her body, it became a high school girl playing with the feelings of several boys at the same time. Like father, like daughter?Even if the father is far away from the daughter?Even if this woman hates this father almost to the point of hatred? In fact, the so-called communication with boys is nothing more than discussing topics together, sometimes playing ball, and when eating at noon, there may be a boy who helps to make a meal, and will share the food brought from home. This is not normal. But something?

If other girls associate with several boys in this way, everyone's reasoning is: since they are dating several boys, they are not in a relationship, because love is exclusive.But what if it was her?It's different, it's just playing with the feelings of several boys at the same time.Why? Isn't the answer obvious?Just because of "that man". Carol is afraid of her head teacher because of this, but she thinks the culprit is "that man".As a class teacher, who is not such a mother-in-law?When they were young, it was the era when "late marriage and late love" was advocated. It is normal to fall in love at the age of twenty-seven or eight, and it is worth advocating.Now when I see seventeen or eighteen-year-old high school students talking about love, I don’t know whether it’s jealousy or envy, worry or carelessness. They always want to kill those loves in the bud, and the reasons they bring up are scary: It will affect the future. Ah, the success rate is almost zero, being deceived, ah, ah, I wish everyone was like them at that time, living to be in their twenties, and still don't know what love is.

Maybe this is too much to measure the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. Maybe the teachers are just afraid that the love of high school students will affect the results of the college entrance examination. CAROL does not believe that love affects grades. She believes that true love is conducive to people's life, work and study, rather than destructive.If love does not promote life and learning, is it still love?She really wants to use herself as an example to prove that love and study can go hand in hand. If she wants to fall in love and study at the same time, she must pass Tsinghua University and Peking University.But she didn't do this, because she felt that she hadn't fallen in love with anyone yet, and pretending to be in love would not help her life and study.

She made up her mind to "clear the boundaries" with all the boys and ignore any of them, but she tried to do it as naturally as possible, making it seem like she had no chance to respond.A few boys tried to talk to her as usual, but seeing that she seemed too busy to talk to them, they slowly backed away.Only the one named Feng seemed unable to adapt to this indifference, and always looked at her inquiringly, as if asking: What happened?Where did I offend you? Feng talked to her several times, and wanted to discuss homework together, and sometimes invited her to play ball together, but she refused.She saw that every time she rejected his invitation, although there was still a smile on his face, there would be a deep disappointment and sadness in his eyes.He would stare at her intently, without saying a word, as if there were countless question marks in his eyes.His lips were parted, but no sound came out, as if afraid that words would take away even this moment of eye contact.

She never thought that the boy's sadness could touch her heart like this.When she saw him sad, she also felt very sad. She often felt an irresistible urge to say to him: Don’t be sad. In fact, I really want to be with you. I am lonely. I want to have a friend. It doesn't matter if it's the same sex or the opposite sex, as long as others don't misunderstand and discuss it. But she just smiled and said nothing. After the college entrance examination, CAROL was admitted to University B as the province's No. 1 student in science. Her photo and profile were published in city and provincial newspapers.She thinks it should be no problem to date boys now, because she has graduated and is no longer a high school student, and she is no longer afraid of affecting the college entrance examination. No head teacher can control her.But those boys seemed to still remember her indifference, and no one came to her alone.When everyone got together for dinner and said goodbye, they only said things like "You are the pride of our class", "I knew you would be admitted to B University", "You have a bright future" and so on.

"That man" proposed to meet Carol before she went to college. When her mother asked for her opinion, Carol only said flatly, "I don't want to see him. He ruined my life's happiness." "Don't talk about life lightly," my mother said in a low voice. "A person's happiness depends on himself, and others cannot destroy your happiness." "Has he not ruined your happiness?" "I have you, I am very happy." "What if he took me away then? You still say that others can't destroy your happiness?" CAROL saw a trace of extreme fear flashing in her mother's eyes, as if the life and death with her daughter was right in front of her eyes: "That's different, you are my life. A person can live without happiness, but he can't live without life. Cheng Cheng, you promise me, No matter what happens, don't destroy yourself, don't leave me."

CAROL sighed, and comforted her mother with a clear understanding: "Don't worry, after going through all this, what else can destroy me now?"