Chapter 24 Chapter 24 I spent my whole life loving you

He dried his wet hair with a towel before going out.Secretary Han was waiting for him. He asked, "Where is Vice President Tu? Please come over." Nie Dongyuan's office was still spotless, only the things that Nie Yucheng had touched were still where they had been touched.Nie Dongyuan's rule was not to let the secretaries touch his things, so wherever he put things, things seemed to grow roots and fixed there.When Nie Yucheng was smoking yesterday, he conveniently put the ashtray on the window sill. Now the ashtray has been washed clean by the secretary, but it is still on the window sill.Nie Yucheng saw it, sighed, took down the ashtray, and put it back on the table.

Nie Dongyuan was not here, but Nie Yucheng felt that his father was always here, and his shadow and traces were everywhere in the office, which made him feel a little more at ease. After Tu Gaohua came, Nie Yucheng asked him, "Who else should I meet?" Tu Gaohua thought for a while, and said a few names, all of whom were unlikely to be seen today, because an appointment was required.Nie Yucheng said, "Then make an appointment with their secretary." Tu Gaohua pointed out two more people and said, "These two have the best relationship with Mr. Nie. If you call the secretary today, you might be able to meet them."

"That's not necessarily the case. People are warm and cold." Nie Yucheng was angry with the bank in the morning, and now he still feels chills. "Now that we are in trouble, they may not be the same as before." Tu Gaohua was quite confident, and said: "Not necessarily, they must be anxious if something happened to Mr. Nie after more than ten years of friendship, and of course they want to know the latest situation." He added, "Besides, Mr. Nie won't talk nonsense. .” Nie Yucheng said, "Then let's make an appointment." Tu Gaohua was right, the two secretaries agreed to meet today, but the time was not long, one said it could only be arranged for half an hour, and the other was shorter, about twenty minutes.

Tu Gaohua was very happy, he said: "Time is not a problem, the problem is willingness to see." He taught Nie Yucheng a lot of words, what to say and what not to say, Nie Yucheng memorized each and every one, and repeated it to Tu Gaohua.Tu Gaohua looked very comforting, and said: "Don't be afraid, you are very good like this. If the other party wants to ask something, you can answer it truthfully. They are all elders. Even if you don't speak thoughtfully, you won't be offended. Just make sense of it." .” The driver sent Nie Yucheng to the place where they had agreed to meet. In the car, Nie Yucheng received a call from Tan Jing. For the first time, she didn't call him Dr. Nie, but she didn't call him Dr. Nie by any other name. After a short and awkward silence, she asked, "I'm very busy." right?"

"fine." "I have nothing else to do, so I'm just telling you that it's okay...you don't have to worry..." She paused for a while, "You take care of yourself. Goodbye." Nie Yucheng hung up the phone when there was a "beep" busy tone.In the past few days, he felt like he was on duty. There were so many things every day that he didn't have time to think about it. He just went on doing one thing after another. It took a long time to think about whether it was right or not.It was like one operation after another on the ground, and all of them were operations that he had never done before. Each operation was very difficult. He was exhausted, and his whole body was almost hollowed out, but there was no improvement.

He didn't come home until after ten o'clock in the evening. He finally understood why his father used the driver all the year round.The lawyer called him and said that it was a bit troublesome to be released on medical parole. The Hong Kong side refused their application for medical parole on the grounds that the amount of money involved was huge.Nie Yucheng spent a lot of effort and politely proposed to the two heavyweights to be released on medical parole, and the other party agreed to find a way.Tu Gaohua told him that this kind of person either refuses to agree, and he is capable of doing what he promises, so he feels a little relieved.

When he reached the downstairs of his own house, he didn't even have the strength to walk up.Sitting by the flower bed, he took out a pack of cigarettes.He smoked a lot in the past two days. At first he bought a pack himself. Later, when the company secretary found out that he was smoking, he often put a pack on the table. The driver also had some in the car. When he got out of the car, I just took a pack. Smoking is a very depressing thing. When I was a child, I didn't like my father's smoking, because he always felt the smell of the smoke.When I grew up and studied medicine, I felt that smoking was harmful to my health.But now that he has discovered the benefits of smoking, his mind is blank, he doesn't think about anything, and he concentrates on breathing.After smoking, if the sky is about to fall, then he will hold on to it.

Before taking two puffs of a cigarette, he saw an acquaintance.As soon as Shu Qin stopped the car, she yelled at him: "Why don't you answer the phone?" "The phone is out of battery." In fact, he was talking to someone at the time, and it was inconvenient to answer it, so he pressed it off. "Scary!" Shu Qin glared at him, "I thought something happened to you." "What can happen? What can happen has already happened." Shu Qin said: "The headhunters haven't found the person you're looking for yet, but I brought my boyfriend here. He used to be a fast-moving consumer. Why don't you make do with it?"

Nie Yucheng was very surprised: "Your boyfriend? Where did you get your boyfriend from?" "Didn't we break up? If we broke up, I'm not allowed to find a boyfriend!" She glared at him again, and introduced the person who got out of her car: "Sheng Fangting. You have seen him, he has stomach bleeding, and you should help admitted to the hospital." "Doctor Nie, hello!" Sheng Fangting still looked like that, well-dressed, not surprised by favor or humiliation.Nie Yucheng quickly stood up, shook hands with him, and said, "I'm sorry, Manager Sheng, the hospital was too busy and didn't send you off even after you were discharged."

"It doesn't matter." Shu Qin suggested: "Stop standing here, find a place to drink coffee." Nie Yucheng said: "Just come to my house, there are good coffee beans at home." The three of them went upstairs together, Shuqin knew the way when they entered the door, found a pair of slippers to change into, and gave Sheng Fangting a pair of disposable slippers: "Nie Yucheng has a cleanliness habit, please feel wronged." Nie Yucheng didn't even bother to say anything, he just took out the coffee machine and started baking.After a while, the aroma of coffee began to waft, and each person had a cup.Nie Yucheng was thirsty, took two sips of coffee, then went to pour ice water, and drank it down in one gulp.After finishing drinking, he took the cup and asked thoughtfully, "Is Manager Sheng doing planning before?"

"Director of Planning Department." Sheng Fangting said, "But I have only worked in two companies, one is a multinational FMCG company, they are an American company, and the other is a Taiwan-funded company, and the management methods of domestic FMCG companies are different. Not the same." Nie Yucheng said: "I took over temporarily. I have a lot of clues and don't understand anything. I need someone of my own in the management, so that the other party will be afraid." Sheng Fangting nodded and asked him, "Where's the chief financial officer?" "It should be reliable." "Where's the marketing director?" "I can't tell which faction it is, maybe the position is uncertain." "human Resources?" "It's my dad's old subordinate, so it won't make trouble, but after a long time, it's hard to say." What really frustrates Nie Yucheng is that he is surrounded by enemies and doesn't know who is reliable and available.At such a critical moment, he dare not trust the wrong person.The management is wary of him, and he is wary of the management.Both sides have not yet started to test, and the enemy will not move and I will not move.If he arranges for someone to go in, the management will definitely feel that this is the first step of temptation.What kind of reaction there will be, to be honest, it's hard to say. Sheng Fangting didn't care about fame and fortune, he said, "I can be your special assistant, and we'll talk about it after Mr. Nie is released on medical parole." What worries Nie Yucheng is that even if he is released on medical parole, it is impossible for Nie Dongyuan to leave Hong Kong before and during the trial of the case.After the real trial, the result is even more unpredictable.Fortunately, if he is released on medical parole, he can fly over to see him.Many things can be said and father can make up his mind. The three held coffee cups, and there was a short silence.In the end, Shu Qin asked, "How is uncle?" "I don't know." Nie Yucheng was very worried. "After the incident, only lawyers could see him. The time was very short, only twice in total. According to lawyer Jiang, the police have professional doctors, but my dad needs regular chemotherapy..." Sheng Fangting twirled the coffee cup and asked, "Do you want to make one... without capacity for civil conduct?" "No need." Nie Yusheng had already discussed this issue with his lawyer, and he said, "All Dongyuan stocks under my father's name have been frozen, and he has authorized me to handle the rest of the private property. We don't need to deal with it anymore. Use another brain, the property he can dispose of, I can dispose of now." Sheng Fangting reminded Nie Yucheng: "If Mr. Nie's stock is frozen, it is very dangerous. Will the board of directors have other ideas?" "I know." Nie Yucheng said, "I have met the boss of the major shareholder Qingsheng Group today. If he has other ideas, I can't stop him. Qingsheng has 13%, the management has 4%, and other small The shareholders’ odds and ends add up to a little over 10%. Even if they are all combined, it will only be 27%...” Speaking of what he realized here, after Nie Dongyuan donated the stock to Sun Ping, Nie Dongyuan’s shareholding was only 25%. % up.But he immediately thought, Sun Ping's 5% is no different, it is still the shares held by the Nie family.Moreover, all the stocks under Nie Dongyuan's name were frozen, but Sun Ping's was not. This is luck among misfortunes. The three chatted for a while, and Shu Qin saw that Nie Yucheng's eyes were dark, like a panda, so she asked him, "Did you sleep well?" "I can't sleep." Nie Yucheng smiled wryly. As a clinical surgeon, even if the hospital is in the morning and night, even if he often rotates six or eight shifts, even if the biological clock changes, insomnia is still a problem. Very rare. "I have a trick to cure insomnia." Sheng Fangting said, "Drive to the highway for a while, and then you can fall asleep when you come back." "Don't push people around." Shu Qin said hastily, "Drag racing is illegal in China." Sheng Fangting smiled, but didn't say anything else.Later on the way back, Sheng Fangting seemed to ask casually: "Although you and Nie Yucheng have broken up, your relationship is still very good!" "What, are you jealous?" "No, I just think that you two are like brothers and sisters No, brother and sister, it seems that you always take care of him more." "Didn't you tell me to get closer to him? And you also know that I met him when we were in the United States, that is, when my parents forced me to break up with you. At that time, he was poor and couldn't even eat. I don’t have anything to eat, and my health is not good. I feel sorry for him. It’s not easy for foreign students to be outside, especially poor students, so I help him more. Later I found out that he is Nie Dongyuan’s son. He was angry with his rich father. Don't want his father to have a son. It will be fine now, if something happens to his father, he will be too busy...Father and son are father and son, blood is thicker than water, broken bones connect tendons..." Sheng Fangting was silent for a while, and asked her, "What do you think about Dongyuan?" Shu Qin thought that he was just asking for her own opinion, so she said truthfully: "In front of Nie Yucheng, of course I comforted him, but I think the situation is not very good. If Nie Dongyuan can't come back from Hong Kong, everyone in the family will not be happy." I know what kind of brains will be used. Although Nie Dongyuan is the largest shareholder, he can't stand the sky high and the earth is far away, and he has no way to come back. Nie Yucheng is also an amateur. It is much easier for the management to fool him than to fool Nie Dongyuan. Isn't that the example of Yongjiang? Is it ready?" Yongjiang was originally a well-known company in the FMCG industry, and it was also the first company in the industry to hire professional managers to manage it.Unexpectedly, it later developed into a general manager who seized power and fought against the chairman in court. The general manager even held a board of directors and tried to evade the chairman.For a while, everyone in the industry looked sideways. Later, the chairman of Yongjiang finally regained the control of the company, and sued the general manager for illegally selling the company's interests, fighting a vigorous lawsuit.The final result was that his vitality was seriously injured, and Yongjiang Food was in a slump, and he hadn't recovered from it for so many years. Shu Qin talked to herself, as if comforting herself, or as if she was saying to Sheng Fangting: "But I don't think Dongyuan will be like this. Nie Dongyuan is the largest shareholder. Even if the equity is frozen, the voting rights are still there. Nie Yusheng is at a critical time. , one vote can veto it." She glanced at Sheng Fangting and said, "Didn't you always have a problem with Dongyuan, why do you seem to be worried about it now?" Sheng Fangting did not speak again.Outside the car window is the night of the city. In the middle of the night, the street lights are like a string of pearls. There are still many vehicles on the viaduct, and the lights are flickering, like a river of radiance.He turned on the stereo casually, and on the CD was a record played by Shuqin. Sheng Fangting had never heard this song before, and only heard a male voice singing softly and softly: I never resisted your charm Although you never had a crush on me Next/Previous/Remaining full text i always look at you with a smile My affection always overflows easily I used to think in the lonely night you finally care in my room you closed your eyes and kissed me Hold me tight in your arms without saying a word i love you i love you to the end For the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve Let yourself fantasize about me and you you love me you love me to the end For the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve Believe that I can really love you deeply, love you deeply ... Nie Yucheng took a shower after Shu Qin and Sheng Fangting left.He lay on the bed for a while, tossing and turning, still unable to fall asleep, his mind was full of messy people and things.He didn't think it would work like this. He hadn't closed his eyes almost all night yesterday. If he couldn't sleep again today, he would definitely be unable to do things tomorrow.He got up, grabbed the car keys and went out. Although Sheng Fangting was talking about drag racing, he didn't drive very fast, he just drove the car aimlessly on the city's ring road.Before he knew it, he drove the car to the hospital again. Looking at the brightly lit emergency center building, he sighed and didn't go in. He turned around and re-entered the loop. After an unknown amount of time, he felt too tired, so he stopped the car. It was a narrow road, and Nie Yucheng didn't know why he drove the car here.He found an open space and parked the car. It was almost early morning, and there were only cold lights and shadows from the street lamps, and there were no passers-by.The weather is getting colder, the trees are beginning to shed their leaves, and the night is so quiet that there is only the rustling sound of the wind blowing through the treetops.He felt drowsy coming in waves, so he put down the seat, put his coat on his body, and fell asleep. This sleep was very heavy, but I had a lot of dreams, most of them were when I was young, I was playing under my father's lap, and then I vaguely felt that it was not when I was young, the child in the dream was actually Sun Ping, he snuggled up to me, He called himself Uncle Nie in a soft voice, and then asked why his grandfather didn't make video calls with him, and whether he was busy. Nie Yucheng felt sad, and he woke up before explaining clearly to Sun Ping. It was already dawn, and his bones ached from his sleep. He was thirty years old after all, and his spine was sore after being curled up in the car all night.He lifted his coat and sat up, suddenly realizing where it was.This is outside Tan Jing's community, the dilapidated old man's housing complex, surrounded by such houses, so the road is very narrow.He used to wait here for her until dawn, that was the night when he found out about Sun Ping's real background. I didn't expect to drive my car here. When I was young and ignorant, I also said sweet words.I am where you are. Later, I gradually realized that this is a kind of happiness that has been unattainable.Tan Jing left a long time ago, he had already lost her, no matter how much pain he felt, it was just a wound in his heart, once touched, it would be out of control, so he had to try his best to avoid and ignore it. But when I really feel tired, tired, and sleepy, I subconsciously want to find the place where she is. Nie Yucheng put on his coat again, started the car and went home.He was sweating from sleeping in the car, so he took a shower when he got home. Halfway through the shower, he suddenly heard the phone ringing outside.At this time, he didn't dare to miss a call, so he immediately grabbed the bath towel and ran out, wiped the foam on his hands with the towel, and saw that the number showed that it was Hong Kong Lawyer Jiang's call. The lawyer called so early, probably it was Good news, so he happily accepted it, and asked, "Is there any clue about Dad's release on bail?" Lawyer Jiang said, "Mr. Nie, please calm down." Hearing these words, Nie Yucheng's heart sank suddenly.He didn't dare to think about the worst, he just squeezed the towel tightly and said, "Tell me what you want, I'll listen." "Chairman Nie suddenly fell into a coma in the early hours of the morning. Because it was late at night, he found out in the morning that the doctor had given simple treatment in the detention center, but it had no obvious effect, so he was sent to the hospital by ambulance..." Nie Yucheng heard something rattling. After a while, he realized that it was his own teeth. He was clenching the towel into knots. He is a surgeon and knew about Nie Dongyuan's condition. What does being in a coma mean at this time? ,it goes without saying.From early morning until now, he couldn't imagine his father's condition. He was lying there alone in a state of unconsciousness, and was not discovered by the doctor until dawn.Lawyer Jiang’s voice on the phone became extremely distant, so blurred that he could hardly hear him. He didn’t hear it until Lawyer Jiang repeated it again: “The emergency doctor thinks it’s a tumor ulceration, so an operation is needed immediately. Mr. Nie, surgery Signature is required, do you authorize me to sign?" For a moment Nie Yucheng just wanted to drop the phone, or to overturn everything in front of him.He seems to have returned to his childhood, when a little child faced the whole world with only a feeling of extreme grief and powerlessness.Why?Why did it suddenly become like this?Before Nie Dongyuan left, he was doing well.Every time after chemotherapy, he will not show it no matter how uncomfortable he is.Many times he felt that his father's illness was not as serious as he imagined, and the director of tumor and hepatobiliary also assured him again and again that Nie Dongyuan's condition was good and he was relatively optimistic. If he kept on the treatment, there should be no problems in the past few years. "Mr. Nie?" Attorney Jiang slowed down his voice and asked, "Do you need to come over immediately? Or do you authorize the doctor to perform the operation first?" Nie Yucheng felt as if he was choking in his throat, it was difficult to breathe, and it was even more difficult to speak. He said: "Do the operation first, and I will rush there as soon as possible..." After saying this, he realized that he was crying.He wiped his face with a towel, he can't cry, there are many things waiting for him.He put down the phone and went to receive emails. Attorney Jiang sent him a power of attorney, which he signed and faxed back.It was too late to apply for a Hong Kong and Macau visa, so he grabbed his passport and called the secretary: "You can buy me a ticket for the nearest flight to Hong Kong. I don't have a passport endorsement, and you still need to buy an international air ticket for a transit in Hong Kong. Let me in and out. Do you have my passport number?" Secretary Han was dumbfounded when he received the call, and asked, "Are you in a hurry?" "yes." "The company's plane can fly, but you need to apply for..." "Faster than a regular flight?" Secretary Han quickly looked up the flight information, and then told him with certainty, "It's faster than ordinary flights." "Do it right away." Secretary Han had never heard Nie Yucheng speak in such a tone, so he answered "yes" involuntarily, and immediately went to apply for the route. Nie Yucheng didn't bring any luggage, so he went straight to the airport. On the way, he called Sheng Fangting and Pu Yucheng respectively.The call to Park Yucheng was to tell him that he had to go to Hong Kong for a temporary emergency and would send a special assistant to the company to assist the management in handling the company's business.The call to Sheng Fangting was to tell him that he had to leave for a few days, and asked him to go to Dongyuan to take over for him. Sheng Fangting didn't ask anything, and immediately agreed. Before boarding the plane, Nie Yucheng made the last phone call to Tu Gaohua, telling him about his father's real condition.Tu Gaohua didn't say anything, he only said that he would look after Dongyuan for him. Do these things well, the plane doors are already starting to close.The plane of Dongyuan Group is a business jet, the cabin space is not big, but it is decorated very comfortably.This was bought by Nie Dongyuan after Nie Yusheng came to the United States, so Nie Yusheng has never taken this plane.He was very anxious, and when he got on the plane, he knew that there was a satellite phone available, so he immediately used the satellite phone to call Lawyer Jiang.Lawyer Jiang told him that Nie Dongyuan had already entered the operating room, but the doctor hadn't come out yet.At this time, Nie Yucheng remembered that Director Fang once mentioned that there was a classmate in Hong Kong who was an authority on liver and gallbladder.So he called Director Fang again and asked for the contact information of Dr. Meng Xushi.He immediately asked Lawyer Jiang to contact Dr. Meng. Dr. Meng had already opened a large-scale private hospital on his own. Fortunately, Director Fang had already greeted him. When he heard that the patient was Nie, he immediately Knowing that he was the father of one of Director Fang's most beloved disciples, he went to the hospital immediately without saying a word. When Nie Yusheng arrived in Hong Kong, Nie Dongyuan's operation had already been completed.Both the chief surgeon and Meng Xushi were there, and Meng Xushi told him: "You are also a surgeon, and you know that the chances of the patient waking up after the operation are already relatively small. When the patient's condition reaches this stage, you must be mentally prepared." Nie Yucheng's voice was full of bitterness: "Thank you, Uncle Meng." "It's okay, your teacher just called again and asked me to take care of you." Meng Xushi patted him on the shoulder, "The patient is still in the ICU, you can go in and have a look." From a long distance, Nie Yucheng had already seen his father's face, which was swollen due to the operation, and looked a little fatter than usual.Nie Dongyuan lay there, motionless, surrounded by monitoring equipment.Nie Yusheng works in the hospital, and he has been in and out of the ICU countless times to rescue patients, but in a strange city, strange hospital, strange ward, surrounded by familiar equipment, and the smell of disinfectant that he is familiar with, he feels like Same in a dream. is a nightmare. Nie Dongyuan was still on a ventilator. Nie Yucheng knew how uncomfortable it was for a patient in this situation. Fortunately, Nie Dongyuan did not wake up. For a few seconds, he seemed to feel that his father was gone, and the rest of him was an orphan, so he was left alone. In this world, he wished he could kneel down and cry.But he just stood still in a daze, and he called softly: "Dad..." Nie Dongyuan lay there unconsciously, as if he was asleep. Nie Yusheng recalled that when he was very young, Nie Dongyuan had just taken the lead in raising funds to buy the beverage factory, and he often ran around on business trips. At that time, business trips were all by train, and sleeping berth tickets were very difficult to buy.Nie Dongyuan seldom was at home, and even when he was at home, he was always too tired to even talk.One day when he came back from a business trip, Nie Dongyuan sat on a chair and fell asleep. At that time, he was still young and mischievous, trying to shake Nie Dongyuan up and let him get up to play with him, but Nie Dongyuan fell asleep in a daze.So he took a ballpoint pen, drew a watch on his father's wrist, and wrote a line of big characters on his father's arm: "Dad is a big slob!" Later, he went to play on his own. Nie Dongyuan was woken up by the phone call, and hurried out to invite customers to dinner in a daze. He didn't find the watch on his arm along the way. He was only seen by the customers when he arrived at the restaurant. Let Nie Dongyuan embarrass himself once.From then on, even if Nie Dongyuan was drunk, as long as Nie Yucheng grabbed his ear and yelled: "Daddy is a big slob." He immediately got up, afraid that his son would draw another watch for him. Nie Yucheng touched his father's hand. Nie Dongyuan's hand was slightly cold, because he was in a coma and hung up on water, and an infusion dropper was still tied to the vein in his right hand.Nie Yucheng heard himself muttering: "Daddy is a big slob." He was silent for a while, and then said: "Father, if you don't wake up, I will really draw a watch on your wrist again..." Nie Dongyuan lay there motionless, Nie Yucheng's tears finally fell down. Nie Yusheng only stayed in Hong Kong for one day, and he rushed back the next day because the payment date was imminent.The news that Nie Dongyuan's condition deteriorated and he was admitted to the hospital in a coma was published in various tabloids in Hong Kong.Although the news in China is a little bit late, it has basically spread in the circle.Nie Yucheng put down his seriously ill father and went back to raise funds.He couldn't delay. At such a critical moment, as long as Dongyuan couldn't pay the first payment, what awaited them would be an abyss. After getting off the plane, he returned to the company, and the management was waiting for him. Nie Yusheng explained Nie Dongyuan's current illness to the management with difficulty and clearly.The possibility of Nie Dongyuan waking up is very small, and he is still living in the ICU, and has not passed the most dangerous forty-eight hours after surgery.Even if he can survive these forty-eight hours, he may only rely on instruments to maintain his life. Everyone in the conference room looked at each other in blank dismay. When the China Securities Regulatory Commission just started its investigation, everyone only felt that the situation was serious, but they didn't expect it to suddenly turn so bad.Nie Dongyuan's loss of personal freedom and his loss of consciousness are two different things, the latter is too serious.The huge Dongyuan Group has a sophisticated and complex personnel composition. Even if Nie Dongyuan leaves for a short time, it will not affect the company's daily business.But what if Nie Dongyuan leaves forever? After the meeting, everyone was preoccupied, and Nie Yucheng still talked separately, but this time the time to talk with everyone was very short.He dealt with the matters accumulated in the past two days, and then asked all the executives to find a way separately, and only ensured one thing: to pay the supplier on time. "I promised it in my father's honor, so it can't be postponed, not even a penny less." No one thinks that he is childish. In such a critical moment of life and death, he will lose everything if he is not careful.The outside world is at a time when Dongyuan is jittery. The more it is like this, the less it can show any difficulties in funding. In the end, Sheng Fangting gave him an idea: "Talk to the bank again and use the management's equity as collateral. Dongyuan's main business is in good condition, and the bank knows that they may not be willing to mortgage real estate, but equity mortgages may There is something to talk about." "We've talked about it, but the bank is unwilling. Now that the reserve interest rate is so high, we have too much money and need it too urgently, and the bank really has nothing to do." Sheng Fangting asked: "What about the other major shareholders? Can the other major shareholders of the company think of a way?" One sentence reminded Nie Yucheng, he said: "The other major shareholder of the company is Qingsheng Group. Maybe we can talk to them." Nie Yusheng went to meet the chairman of Qingsheng Group in person. The last time he went there was just to reassure the other party. This time he went to borrow money, so it was even more difficult to ask.Fortunately, Nie Yucheng is young, a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, and the fire is already imminent, no matter how difficult it is, he plans to bite the bullet and break through.He deliberately took Sheng Fangting with him instead of Pu Yucheng, because he was afraid that the other party would have scruples. Fortunately, the attitude of the Qingsheng Group was quite friendly, and they immediately agreed to hold a meeting to discuss it.When he came out, Nie Yucheng asked Sheng Fangting, "What do you think?" Sheng Fangting reminded him: "Just now you said that the management's equity would be used as collateral. Have you discussed this with the management beforehand?" Nie Yusheng said: "As soon as Dad had an accident, President Park expressed his willingness to borrow from the bank with the management's equity as collateral." Sheng Fangting was silent for a moment, then said: "This is a moment, that is a moment." Nie Yucheng was a little dazed, he had never thought about this question before.In the past few days, he took it for granted that the management should be like him, willing to sacrifice everything to solve Dongyuan's urgent needs.But he listened to Sheng Fangting's words. At that time, Park Yucheng was willing to mortgage the equity. At that time, Nie Dongyuan was only accused of insider trading. Now Nie Dongyuan is lying in the ICU ward, unconscious, and the hope of waking up is very slim. He was so preoccupied that he rang his phone twice when he got in the car, but he didn't hear it.It was the driver who reminded him: "Mr. Nie, your phone is ringing." Nie Yucheng looked at it, it was the number of the hospital, he was too busy to go to the hospital for a few days, he probably wouldn't call him if it was something urgent, so he picked it up impatiently.It turned out that it was Old Dong who asked him nonchalantly, "Xiao Nie, have you read the news?" "What?" When Nie Yucheng was in a state of desperation, he thought that the senior brother had called to express his condolences, so he said, "Yes, I read the financial news every day. Don't worry, I'm fine." "No! Do you remember the operation of the CM project for the patient in bed 41? Now that the patient died, the patient's family made a fuss, saying that our hospital mishandled it and it was a medical malpractice. They even found someone to stab the reporter. It was broadcast on the TV station yesterday, and today it is being talked about everywhere on the Internet.” Nie Yucheng was stunned for a few seconds before reacting, and said: "They signed the conversation record and the consent form for the operation at that time, and we completely complied with the operation procedure. At that time, I also suggested that they use conventional surgery, which they thought would save a lot of money." 10,000 yuan, saying that they are willing to use this plan. All of these have the signatures of the patient's family members..." "Now people don't talk about this, they insist that we put people to death. This family is a rascal, relying on a distant relative to work in the TV station, and the recording of the program is completely confusing. It’s like using a patient as an experiment. This morning, I went to the hospital to threaten Director Fang. A group of people cursed and said that they were coaxed into this operation by you. Director Fang reasoned with them, and they pushed Director Fang to the ground. He fell down and threatened to pay a life for another life. The security department of the hospital was in a hurry. I heard that one of the patient's elder brothers had been in prison and had something to do with the underworld. Today is this gangster who is leading the trouble. Anyway, the visitor is not good. By the way , you are the patient's attending doctor, you must be careful." Nie Yucheng was taken aback, and asked, "Director Fang fell down? Is it serious?" "I sprained my foot, and there are soft tissue contusions." Old Dong said, "Just now we dragged him by force and did a full-body checkup. There shouldn't be any major problems." Nie Yucheng was still worried, so he called Director Fang himself.Director Fang said: "Who told you so quickly? A few doctors are making trouble. How many times in the hospital have there been such troubles?" Nie Yucheng said, "Do you want me to go back to the hospital?" "You must not come back!" Director Fang said, "That's fine, I'm planning to find you. I'll have someone discharge Sun Ping from the hospital immediately. Those doctors didn't know where they heard that Sun Ping was your relative. Today, I almost I rushed to the ward, saying that I want to pay in blood. Hurry up and take the child home. Be careful when you go in and out these days, these people are hooligans, I don’t know what they will do.” Nie Yucheng was taken aback and asked, "Can Sun Ping be discharged from the hospital?" "It's almost there. If you don't worry, let him take cardiac monitoring for a few more days. For the remaining few days, it's just antibiotics every day. You can just give him an infusion... Oh, you're too busy, call someone The nurse can help, infusion can be done at home, or the child’s mother can send him to other hospitals for infusion every day. Hurry up and pick up the child, the sooner the better!” Nie Yucheng was really anxious. The conflict between doctors and patients has intensified in recent years, and the family members of patients beat people at every turn.In their hospital, a doctor was kicked and broken by a patient's family, and a pregnant nurse was beaten to abort by the patient's family.It was Old Dong. Last year, because a patient failed to be rescued, he was slapped by the patient's son and perforated the eardrum.Director Fang was furious at that time, saying that we are not doctors, we are worse than slaves!Nie Yucheng is lucky, he is usually under the care of the director and senior brother, and he has never been entangled by the patient's family.Today, when he thought of the barbaric things that the doctor had done, he became more worried about Sun Ping.So while calling Tan Jing, he directed the driver to go directly to the hospital.Sheng Fangting saw that he was in a hurry, so he offered to get off the bus halfway and take a taxi back to the company. Tan Jing received a call from Nie Yucheng and was shocked when she heard that she was about to be discharged from the hospital.In the morning, a bunch of people were making noise in the cardiac surgery ward, and she heard it too.I vaguely heard that some family member of the patient came to make trouble. Later, the corridor was full of people. She never liked to be troublesome, so she didn't inquire about it and didn't go out to see it.In addition, in the past two days, because Sheng Fangting helped find someone to negotiate with the epidemic prevention department, Wang Yuling's shop reopened, and Nie Yucheng was not at work again. She took care of Sun Ping in the hospital alone, so she rarely left the ward. Nie Yucheng was afraid of scaring her, so he didn't say much to her. He only said that the hospital has been noisy and unsettled recently, so Pingping was discharged from the hospital. The driver will be there soon, so they don't need to pack anything. When the driver arrives, go downstairs directly. That's it.Even the discharge procedures, he planned to make up for it afterwards, anyway, he had already greeted the head nurse of the department. Tan Jing listened to his urgent urging, so she immediately changed Sun Ping's clothes. Nie Yucheng told her not to clean up, but Sun Ping had lived in the hospital for so long, and there were still some odds and ends. She had to clean up. Sun Ping held the tablet computer, Watching her busy to and fro curiously.After a while, I heard the door knocking. The driver stood at the door and knocked on the door deliberately. Tan Jing knew that this was Nie Dongyuan's driver. She used to deliver toys to Secretary Zhang. She was taken aback for a moment, and a man appeared behind the driver. out of the operating room.Tan Jing recognized Nie Yucheng at a glance. Director Fang told him not to go back to the hospital, but he was worried about Tan Jing's mother and son, so he couldn't help but went to the surgery to get a mask, covered it tightly, and followed the driver upstairs. Sun Ping also recognized him, and as soon as he called "Uncle Nie", Nie Yucheng put a finger on his lips. Sun Ping thought he was going to play a game with him, and put his arms around his neck with a smile. 聂宇晟抱了孙平，司机替谈静拿了包，几个人从手术电梯下去，进了停车场上了车，聂宇晟才松了口气。司机更不待他说什么，马上就启动车子驶出医院。 聂宇晟把口罩摘了，把医生袍也脱了，孙平笑得眉眼弯弯，问他：“聂叔叔，我们是从医院偷跑出来的吗？” “是啊。”聂宇晟已经几天没见着他，搂着他只觉得看不够，端详了半天，又在他额头上亲了一下，才问他：“这几天乖不乖？” “我听话！不信你问妈妈。聂叔叔，你这几天到哪儿去了？天天都不来看我。每天查房的时候，好多医生叔叔，就是没有你。” “我在忙别的事……”聂宇晟安慰他，“你看，今天我不就来了？” 孙平问：“那爷爷呢？爷爷跟我拉钩，说天天都要跟我视频的，可是他有好多天都没有上网了……也有好多天没有给我打电话了……” 聂宇晟顿了顿，才说：“爷爷病了。” “那爷爷也要做手术吗？”孙平忧虑起来，“爷爷的妈妈，有钱给他做手术吗？以前的时候，我妈妈因为没钱给我做手术，天天哭，都是偷偷地哭，哭得可伤心了。要是爷爷的妈妈没钱给他做手术，你叫她千万不要哭，我把我的玩具都卖了，给爷爷做手术。” 聂宇晟听到这些话，只觉得心如刀绞。他简直不敢看谈静，只是把孩子搂紧了，说：“爷爷已经做完手术了，爷爷有钱做手术。” 孙平像个小大人似的松了口气：“那就好！” 他的头发是住院前剪的，茸茸的抵在聂宇晟的脖子里，聂宇晟抱着他，觉得他全身的骨头都硌人。孩子本来营养就不好，做完手术后忌口多，一直都是这么瘦，他抱在怀里，都觉得心疼。谈静看聂宇晟眼睛红红的，几天不见，他憔悴得像是害过一场大病似的，也不知道他这几天是怎么熬过来的。她看孙平跟小猴子似的攀着聂宇晟，于是说：“平平跟妈妈坐吧。” 孙平腻在聂宇晟身上不肯下来：“不，我要聂叔叔抱。”双手紧紧搂着聂宇晟的脖子，好像怕谈静硬把他拉开似的。 聂宇晟倒想起一件事，让司机把车开到商场去，说：“给孩子买个安全座椅，小孩子坐车，不应该这样坐。” 谈静完全不懂还有这么多讲究，到了商场，原本谈静打算跟孙平在车上等，但孙平一定吵闹着要跟聂叔叔一起去买。在医院闷了这么多天，大约也实在闷坏了。聂宇晟只觉得孩子两只小手紧紧搂着自己的脖子，一刻也不肯放开似的，就像个小树袋熊。他也不忍心扫孩子兴，想到匆匆忙忙出院，家里什么都没有，只怕还得给孩子买些衣物，于是就说：“好，跟叔叔一起去。不过不准要零食。” 孙平高高兴兴地宣布：“我不要零食！” 这下子就变成司机在车上等，谈静、聂宇晟还有孙平三个人进商场了。买完儿童安全座椅，聂宇晟就给孩子买了些衣服被子之类，他不懂选这些，谈静看不过去了，做主替他挑了，心想他总归是孩子的亲生父亲，出院得匆忙，孙平很多衣物都没带上，他给孩子买点衣服，自己若是拦着，也太不近情理了，于是没说什么。大包小包地拎着走出来，聂宇晟看到化妆品柜台，突然想起什么似的，径直走了过去。 他抱着孩子，一手还拎着那个安全座椅，谈静拿着购物袋。化妆品柜台的SA眼睛最利，一眼就看到聂宇晟脚下穿的鞋，还有他手腕上戴的表，立刻笑靥如花，问：“先生想替太太买点什么？” 谈静觉得很尴尬，孙平看着那些瓶瓶罐罐，倒觉得新奇得不得了。扭过来扭过去，等看到柜台上放着化妆镜，更觉得好玩，对着放大的那一面，扮了个鬼脸，连鼻子都皱到一起。聂宇晟看他玩得高兴，就把他暂时放在化妆镜前的高脚椅上，对SA说：“有没有成套的护肤品？” “有的有的。”SA打量了一下谈静，说，“您太太的肤质很好，不过有些局部的问题，我们有今年新推出的抗氧化系列……”她开始滔滔不绝地讲述产品特征，并拉着谈静的手，拿出试用装在她手背上打圈。 聂宇晟还没说话，谈静已经看了他一眼，问：“买这个干什么？” “我那儿没女人用的东西。”聂宇晟头也没回，对SA说，“就这套，开票吧。” 商场里人多，谈静忍住了没问，上车之后才问他：“还要去哪儿？” “这几天你跟孩子住我家。”聂宇晟说，“医院出了点事，不太安全，所以给平平办出院。孩子还得术后观察，虽然提前出院了，不过这两天还要输液，我看是找人回家去给孩子挂水，还是去社区医院，不过社区医院感冒病人多，怕交叉感染……” 谈静说：“我可以回家去……” 聂宇晟这几天累得肝火都上来了，忍不住反唇相讥：“你带孩子回家？你那家里都是什么环境？说不定连空调都没有，你也不怕把孩子热出毛病来！” 谈静不做声了，孙平怯怯地看了谈静一眼，又怯怯地看了聂宇晟一眼，说：“聂叔叔，你别生气……我不热……” “我没有生气。”聂宇晟迅速地收敛起自己的脾气，哄着孙平，“平平去聂叔叔家住几天好不好？聂叔叔最近忙，都不在家，平平跟妈妈帮我去看着房子，别让小偷进去好不好？” “好。”孙平一口就答应了，回头又看谈静，“妈妈，好不好？” 谈静还没说话，聂宇晟就说：“你放心，我最近忙着呢，天天睡办公室。你带孩子住吧，保姆可以买菜做饭。不然你一个人带孩子，难道带着他去菜场？” 谈静听他第一句话，倒想解释一下自己并不是那个意思，听了后面两句话，却默然了。聂宇晟本来是想把她和孙平安顿在自己公寓的，但是一想自己那房子不大，再加个保姆每天进进出出，越发显得转不开身来，于是一转念就让司机把车开到聂家大宅去了。 谈静没来过这里，孙平倒是很高兴，一下车就欢呼了一声：“爷爷家！这是爷爷家！爷爷在家吗？” 聂宇晟不由得问：“你怎么知道？” “爷爷给我看过照片！还问我住哪个房间！爷爷说楼上有四个房间，我可以挑一个！” 聂宇晟没想到父亲还做过这样的事情，想必在他的安排里，是想把这孩子接回家来的。只是现在父亲孤零零躺在香港医院的ICU，而自己则在这里，焦头烂额应付公司的那一摊事儿，想到这里他就觉得难过起来。谈静听到是聂东远的房子，还有点芥蒂，不过聂宇晟已经抱了孙平走进去，司机拎着一堆东西站在她后面，她迟疑了一下，觉得就是暂时住几天，而且司机一直站在那里，一派等她先走的样子，她也不好意思，于是也赶紧进门。 聂宇晟顾不上安顿他们母子，进家门后就把保姆叫过来，吩咐了几句，然后就匆匆忙忙赶回公司去了。好在专管做饭的秦阿姨起先就被聂东远差遣，天天往医院送饭，早就跟孙平混得熟了，知道这孩子的脾气性格，先带着他去洗手，然后切水果给他吃，又抱他去后院水池边喂锦鲤，一会儿工夫就哄得孙平很高兴。另一个保姆李阿姨，则帮着谈静在楼上给孙平收拾房间，聂宇晟心细，刚才在商场里，专门给孙平买了床小小的鸭绒被和被套。李阿姨说：“这个要洗洗才好给孩子用的啊，虽然是崭新的，可是拆开来不洗，也怕不干净的。小晟是男人，虽然周到，就是想不到这些。”她把小被套拿去洗了，说烘干了晚上就可以用。这房间的窗子正对着后院，听着孩子跟秦阿姨在树下咕咕哝哝地说话，不知道遇见什么好玩的事，孙平格格地笑起来，声音清脆，花木掩映，也能想像孩子天真无邪的笑脸。李阿姨止不住感叹：“家里多个孩子，才真是像个家了。从前聂先生独个儿进进出出，小晟也很少回来，真是冷冷清清。” 谈静这才问：“聂先生……怎么样了？” 李阿姨早就把她当成未来的女主人看待，倒不敢在她面前乱说话，说：“报纸上说得可厉害了，不过小晟倒没说过什么。我们也不知道，就听说聂先生住院了，病得挺厉害的样子。” 谈静也不欲多问，事到如今，她已经觉得完全背弃了自己的初衷。可是平平是无辜的，每当看到孩子的眼睛，她都觉得内疚。一直以来，平平跟着她受过太多苦了，她能给孩子的太少太少了，而聂宇晟——到底是她欠他，还是他欠她……她已经没办法去想了。 聂宇晟回到公司后，并没有跟朴玉成提股权抵押的事，只是告诉他，自己去了庆生集团，对方答应考虑借款。倒是朴玉成主动问起：“这不是个小数目，庆生希望我们用什么抵押？” 聂宇晟索性将话挑开：“庆生只答应考虑，所以我当时答应他们，以股权抵押。” 朴玉成有短暂的沉默，过了片刻才说：“聂先生，您应该事先跟我们商量。” 聂宇晟忍了忍，倒也能牵动嘴角，勉强挤出一个微笑：“那么管理层是什么意见呢？” 朴玉成打了个太极：“现在庆生还没有答应，只是说考虑，等他们决定再说吧。” 等朴玉成从办公室出去，聂宇晟就忍不住把盛方庭叫进来，对着他大倒苦水：“竟然被你猜中了……我爸当年以高薪期权把他从国企挖过来，敬他是人才，让他当总经理，那么信任他，现在他竟然落井下石！” 盛方庭淡淡地纠正他：“这不叫落井下石，这叫明哲保身。” “忘恩负义！”聂宇晟气得又用了另一个词，“我爸还没死呢，只不过躺在医院里，他们就想把东远给卖了！” “这不叫卖东远，只是在保存实力和公司利益之间，他们打算选择保存实力。” “你为什么替别人说话？” “小聂先生，聂先生如果处在你这个位置上，才不会对任何人抱有幻想。他从来都是靠自己，因为他知道只有自己才能靠得住。管理层职业经理人，都是给创业者帮助，减轻他的工作压力，而不是能够取代创业者本人。再说句实话，要是我处在朴总那个位置上，我也会选择保存实力。现在董事长被控内幕交易，案子一年半载也不见得能审完，即使能审完，董事长现在又昏迷不醒，哪怕案子就此完结，局面也已经彻底失控。没错董事长还有儿子，可是这个儿子是个外行，手里还什么都没有——你父亲的股权全部被冻结，你不能拿来交易，也不能转让，没办法套现。你是能投票，可是你能投票干什么？你要救东远，你上哪儿筹集货款？谁肯给你贷款？谁肯借给你钱？” 聂宇晟被他这种讥讽的语气给震了一震，但他马上明白盛方庭说的是实话。过了好半晌，聂宇晟才说：“主业是挣钱的。” “不错，主业是挣钱的，东远食品饮料有限公司还是一只金母鸡，谁都想染指。你看着吧，庆生集团八成会答应借给你三亿元周转，但他们的条件，多半是增持。” “增持？” “对，你不是说过庆生集团有13%的股权么？你父亲25%，管理层4%，其他股东10%，如果庆生集团要求增持到20%呢？甚至，他们要求增持到25%呢？他们流动资金充裕，完全有这种可能性，到时候你怎么办？你打算反收购吗？” “他们为什么要这样做？” “怀璧其罪啊，大少爷。”盛方庭又瞄了他一眼，“你刚刚也说过了，主业是挣钱的，东远食品饮料有限公司，这么多年来在纯净水和奶茶两样上，都是市场占有率第一。更别提王牌产品保健饮料，仅仅品牌含金量就是多少？庆生集团垂涎多少年了吧？” “他们的主营是庆生药业，跟我们完全不是一类……” 盛方庭给他打了个比方：“如果现在你手里有钱，很多钱。庆生集团周转出了问题，于是他们向你借钱，而你发现自己通过增持股权，就可以控股庆生集团最挣钱的庆生药业，你会不会毫不犹豫增持控股？哪怕它是卖药的，跟你的纯净水没有任何关系。商人逐利，这是天性。” 聂宇晟说：“如果我不答应呢？” “眼下这种情况，你找谁借钱，人家都会提类似的要求。东远现在是怀璧其罪，趁着你股价低，趁着你关键时候就差这么一口气，谁不想咬你一口？否则等你翻过身来，谁还能跟你争？” 韩秘书转告聂宇晟，庆生集团有电话打进来，这样方式的来电，通常像外交部的通电，多少有点公事公办的意思。聂宇晟于是接了，跟对方交谈了几句之后，聂宇晟倒说了句：“我们需要开会讨论。” 挂上电话，他对盛方庭说：“你又猜对了，庆生集团要求增持，希望我把父亲赠与孙平名下的5%转让给他们。” 盛方庭难得笑了笑，说：“做手术，你内行，我外行。做生意，我内行，你外行。” 聂宇晟嘴角微沉，少年时的锋芒与桀骜似乎在刹那间又回到他身上，他说：“我外行，我可以学。我绝不坐视东远被宰割。我的父亲是聂东远，东远集团是以他名字命名的，也是他白手起家，辛辛苦苦这么多年创立下来的。在美国的时候，我的导师说过一句话：只要你愿意尝试，全力抢救病人，哪怕失败一万次，但总会有一次奇迹等着你。”他一字一顿地说，“我愿意试。” 盛方庭看了他许久，才说了四个字：“书生意气。” 聂宇晟知道他这是客气的说法，实质上是在骂自己天真幼稚。这两天他看尽世态炎凉，对着毫不掩饰对他轻蔑的盛方庭，他倒有种感激和亲近，起码这人不哄着自己。他问：“你有什么办法没有？我真不甘心就让庆生集团这么称心如意。” 盛方庭说：“那就看你愿不愿意做个坏人，干点缺德事了。” 聂宇晟苦笑了一声，从前他做梦也不曾想过，自己某一天会在父亲的办公室里，跟这样的一个人讨论这方面的问题。他问：“什么缺德事？会不会违法？” 盛方庭说：“违法么倒也算不上……不过跟从前令尊手法差不多，总之是损人利己。” 聂宇晟听他挖苦自己父亲，说：“你是我助理呢，别太过分啊！” “行，代理董事长，我想的这招呢叫瞒天过海，釜底抽薪。” "Oh?" 盛方庭随手拿过一张纸，开始详细地向聂宇晟解释，怎么样瞒天过海，釜底抽薪。 聂宇晟晚上很晚才回家，一忙就到了半夜。他本来就打算睡在办公室的，后来想起来今天孙平匆忙出院，不知道状况怎么样，自己得回去看看。而且明天的抗生素要打什么针，谈静完全不知道，所以一想就还是让司机把自己送回聂家大宅了。 李阿姨替他开的门，一见了他，就告诉他说：“平平已经睡了，在楼上最右边那间卧室。” “噢。”他答应了一声，做惯了外科医生，所以稍微有些洁癖，在外头奔波了一整天，唯恐自己身上带着病毒细菌什么的，让孩子感染。所以进门之后，先回自己房间洗澡，换了衣服之后才去看孩子。他的房间也在二楼，跟孩子房间只隔条走廊，倒是很方便。房门只是虚掩，他从门开的间隙里看到睡灯亮着，倒也没多想，推门就进去了。 进去之后一眼就看到了谈静，因为她睡在床的侧边。大约怕挤着孩子，所以她面朝外侧身睡着，实际上床很宽，根本不必要担心。屋子里窗子开着，夜晚的凉风一阵阵吹进来，所以连空调都没有开。孙平盖着床薄被睡得正香，谈静只搭了被子的一角，她穿了件旧T恤当睡衣，睡着的时候，眉眼依稀还有少女般的明丽和纯净。 聂宇晟俯下身，替她把被子重新盖好。她的头发散乱地披在枕上，衬出脸颊的莹白，孙平手术后，她的愁容渐少，睡着的时候也不见从前那种孤苦凄清的神态。聂宇晟觉得，这么多年的离别似乎从来不曾有过，从前的一切都仿佛只是昨天，而他的谈静，就在咫尺之间，触手可得。 他用尽自制力，才没有吻一吻她的头发。 他拿了温度计，替孩子量了体温，然后又检查了一下那个二十四小时的心脏监护仪器。他动作虽轻，但谈静因为惦着孩子，晚上没敢睡得太沉，迷糊醒过来，还以为在病房里。看到聂宇晟，她就想：今天晚上他又值夜班？怎么没穿医生袍呢？ 她只迷糊了几秒钟，就彻底清醒过来，马上掀开被子下床，问：“怎么了？平平不舒服？” “没有。”聂宇晟说，“数据都正常，我只是看一看。” 谈静松了口气，她这才发现聂宇晟穿着睡衣拖鞋，连头发都还是半湿的，他低头替孩子重新盖好被子，低头的时候，那根褪了色的红绳就从他睡衣领口露出来，聂宇晟皮肤白，越发显得那根绳的敝旧与黯淡。他这两天也瘦了很多，眼睛底下一圈都是青的，那种不经意的矜持和从容，早就被焦虑取代。谈静想起那天他在病房里说的话，只觉得心里发软，于是问他：“你吃了饭没有？” “晚上吃过了，跟人谈事。” 她看了一些新闻，知道他日子过得一定像油锅里似的，煎熬得水深火热，聂宇晟有多挑嘴她是知道的，跟人谈事，那更是食不知味了。她问：“你饿不饿？厨房里还炖着粥，预备给平平明天早上吃的，有多余的，我盛一碗给你。” 怕吵醒孩子，他下楼去吃粥，李阿姨已经睡了。谈静到厨房忙活了一阵子，给他端出一碗粥，另外切了一碟卤水作拼盘。聂宇晟夹了一片卤牛肉，只咬了一口就知道，这牛肉是谈静卤的。谈静看他的样子有点发愣，知道他吃出来了，她担心他以为保姆偷懒，连忙向他解释：“本来是秦阿姨要做卤菜，我就说我来卤。因为平平不吃别人做的卤菜……”她说话的声音低下去，因为记起来，聂宇晟也不吃别人做的卤菜。在外头餐馆他从来不点卤水拼盘，除非她在家做卤菜。 她觉得尴尬，只好找些别的话来讲：“这两天忙吗？” “还好。”聂宇晟低头吃粥，粥没吃到两口，卤水拼盘倒被他吃掉一半了，谈静刀工好，切得特别薄，看上去是一盘，其实也没有多少分量。她知道他是真的饿了，于是说：“冰箱里还有，我再去切一点儿。” 她站起身来，他却叫住她：“谈静。” 她转过脸来看他，餐厅里的灯很亮，照着他乌黑的头发，还有乌黑的眼睛。他专注看人的时候，似乎连目光都带着灼热的温度一样，令她几乎觉得招架不住。 他说：“离婚吧，我娶你。” 终于把这句话说出来，他觉得也没有想像中的那么难。倒是谈静的样子似乎受了很大的惊吓，愁容似乎慢慢地又重新爬上她的眼角，过了很久，她才说：“我不配。” 他把筷子扔了，一把抓着了她的胳膊，她像小鸟一样挣扎起来，但他箍着她不肯放，他说：“什么配不配？我要跟我喜欢的人在一起，我要跟我爱的人在一起，我爱你，我就觉得我们两个相配。” “聂宇晟……” “这两天我已经快疯了你知不知道……每