Chapter 21 Chapter 21 Strange Surgery

The head nurse in the operating room felt that the atmosphere of today's cardiac surgery was really weird.Director Fang's temper is well known to the whole hospital. He is skilled and strict. Whenever he performs the surgery himself, the operating room is like an enemy. They are afraid that some details may go wrong, and the director will catch him and scold him. Dun, even the dean can't defend him.So today she personally watched the nurses making preoperative preparations. When the patient entered the operating room, the shadowless lamp was turned on, and the anesthesiologist began to prepare for anesthesia. She felt that the atmosphere was even more weird.

Director Fang's surgery is almost always a fixed team. The anesthesiologist is an old partner. Nie Yucheng came in with the patient. Usually, he is the first assistant in Director Fang's surgery, but today he stood aside and watched the anesthetist work.The first thing the head nurse thought was wrong was from Nie Yucheng. Dr. Nie was very anxious today because he hadn't sat down since he came in.That's all right, Director Fang has been standing, who dares to sit except the anesthesiologist?But Director Fang didn't bring any other students as assistants today. He used two of the most skilled doctors in his department. The head nurse felt that compared to the tetralogy of Fallot, this battle was a bit too exciting.

Although the teacher mobilized the crowd, Director Fang performed very well. From the first cut to separate the tissue, to the repair of the ventricle, to the final suturing of blood vessels, he was accurate and exquisite. A series of movements were so proficient and perfect that they could be recorded as public lecture materials. It has been practiced on the operating table for decades, and there is no opportunism at all.The head nurse originally thought that Director Fang was a demonstration, because his favorite Dr. Nie was watching. Unfortunately, Dr. Nie was not in good condition today. After opening the patient's chest, he couldn't bear to look at the patient anymore and ran to the anesthetist. Go count the frequency of the ventilator.

The little nurse whispered to the head nurse: "What's wrong with Dr. Nie? Didn't eat breakfast and the blood pressure is low?" "Talk!" The head nurse scolded, but she was muttering in her heart. If Director Fang was leading the students in normal times, and saw the students so neglectful, he would have turned around and scolded them long ago. It seems that there is no such person as Nie Yucheng in the operating room.If the director doesn't swear, the operation is weird. Generally, only when the operation is very difficult and the patient's condition is very critical, and Director Fang has no time to talk, will he not swear.Otherwise, scolding the assistant, the nurse, the equipment, or the looper is not smooth, you have to catch something, it is a normal operation.

In the middle of the operation, the patient's blood pressure dropped sharply. The anesthesiologist was very calm when encountering such an accident. Just after reporting the blood pressure to the director, Nie Yucheng had already returned to the operating table.Director Fang glanced at him, ignored him, and directly discussed with the anesthetist. Looking at the tottering Nie Yucheng, Director Fang finally couldn't help it: "Go away! Dangling around, it makes me upset! Otherwise, get out of here!" The director finally scolded someone, and he scolded Nie Yucheng, who is usually the most eccentric, which shows that there is no major problem with the operation.The first assistant and the second assistant seemed to be relieved, and the whole operating room was relieved.Doctor Nie was scolded, and walked away dejectedly, but didn't dare to really get out.After a while, even the patient's blood pressure rose, and the next operation went smoothly. Director Fang did everything by himself today, and even the final stitching was done by himself, without letting the assistant touch.He seemed quite satisfied after the sewing was finished. After looking at it for a long time, the sutures now do not need to be removed, so his knot was very beautifully tied. He looked up and called Nie Yucheng: "Okay! I'll wash my hands." gone."

After Director Fang washed his hands, he took off his reading glasses and washed his face before leaving the operating room.Outside the operating room, the patient's family members were still waiting anxiously. As soon as they heard the door of the operating room, the patient's family members saw that it was Director Fang coming out and stood up quickly. Director Fang had a very bad impression of Tan Jing, thinking that she was the legendary beauty and disaster, Nie Yucheng was such an honest and obedient child, she made it hard for him to sleep and eat, and he is still with that innocent baby in the recovery room.So he kept a straight face and didn't look at Tan Jing. When he passed by her, he said: "This time you're lucky."

Tan Jing's expression changed drastically, she didn't know what the surgeon doctor meant.She was originally very nervous. After Nie Yucheng entered the operating room, she never came out. Now, Director Fang, the chief surgeon, came out and said such a sentence with a cold face. Her body softened and she almost fainted. Fortunately, Sun Zhijun took her He caught it and helped her sit down in the chair.She had tinnitus and eyesight, and it took a while before she could gather herself together and said, "Call Nie Yucheng and ask how the operation is going?" After Nie Yucheng settled Sun Ping, he had just walked to the door of the operating room. Through the glass, he saw Tan Jing almost collapsed in Sun Zhijun's arms.He had to admit that his heart was still sour, and the fate between him and Tan Jing really came to an end.Things have come to this, even if you are not reconciled, what's the use?The pure love in my youth has suddenly become like a dream, and the rest is nothing but melancholy.

He opened the door and went out. Tan Jing was still looking down for the phone. He knew it was for him, so he said, "No need to call, I'm coming out." Tan Jing looked up at him, her eyes full of hope, and he said, "The operation is over, it was a success." Tan Jing froze for a few seconds before standing up abruptly, but she couldn't enter the operating room, so she could only look at Nie Yucheng as if begging, and Nie Yucheng felt her eyes were like hot wax, which made his heart ache In pain, he subconsciously avoided her gaze and said, "Now Pingping is still in the recovery room, and needs to be observed for a while, and he can be sent back to the ward if there is no accident."

"Can I go in and have a look?" "Not yet." Nie Yucheng said, he couldn't help but use a comforting tone, "I'll go in and accompany him right away, don't worry." Tan Jing lowered her head, although Nie Yucheng didn't look at her, she knew she was crying.Sun Zhijun handed her a pack of tissues. With mixed feelings, he turned around and went back to the recovery room. Before the anesthesiologist left, he greeted him when he came in, and asked him, "Whose child is this patient?" Nie Yucheng was stunned for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Good guy, I've been working with Director Fang for more than ten years, and I've never seen him lying on the operating table with his own child like he is today." Nie Yucheng felt sore in his heart, and said, "This is me... my relative..." "No wonder! Your director really treats you like your own son. I said why are you staying in the operating room today without doing anything. Hey, by the way, what are you doing with the CM project? Your director is against the dean It was taken down under the pressure of the government, despite all the arguments, why hasn’t it started yet?”

Nie Yucheng thought to himself, this matter was delayed by himself.He felt ashamed and said: "The director told me that as soon as I find a suitable patient, I will do the first case immediately." "It will benefit the people if it is done well." The anesthetist joked with him, "How many patients are waiting eagerly? You said that the government's subsidy for congenital heart, rural household registration can be subsidized, and urban minimum living allowance can be subsidized. I don’t have a rural household registration, and I don’t have the urban subsistence allowances. Suddenly I have a serious illness, and I can’t cure it. I have to raise more than 100,000 yuan. I don’t know if there are relatives and friends who are willing to borrow it. Glancing at Sun Ping who was pushing the bed, "Okay, it looks like he's in good condition, and he probably doesn't need to be sent to the ICU. Just stay here and watch, I'll go change first." The first person Sun Ping saw when he woke up was Tan Jing.Although Tan Jing wore a large sterile gown and a mask hat to prevent infection, he recognized his mother immediately when he saw familiar eyes.The first sentence he said was also: "Mom, why are you crying again?" Tan Jing hadn't cried at first, but when she heard the child's words, she almost shed tears again.When it was time to get off work, Director Fang came to see it again in person. This time, he took the students backwards. All of them were wearing white coats and looked business-like. They stood in the ward and explained the precautions after surgery.Several doctors buried their heads in taking notes, Xiao Min was mischievous, and made a face at Nie Yucheng.After Director Fang walked out, he hooked Nie Yucheng's shoulder and joked with him: "Brother, I heard that the old demon scolded you in the operating room today." "Nothing, who did you listen to?" "Oh, Brother Nie, it's not a shame if the old demon doesn't scold us a few times someday. Why don't you admit it? But the old demon on the night shift tomorrow asked me to take care of you. Say, how can you thank me?" Nie Yucheng was very grateful for the director's thoughtfulness. He wanted to come to bed with him at night and take care of Sun Ping. He didn't expect Director Fang to even consider such details. He said, "Then let me treat you to dinner." Xiao Min shook his head and shook his head: "Oh 'Leak', 'Leak'! Food is too cheap for you, you can invite me to dinner, I want to bring my girlfriend!" Xiao Min's girlfriend is also in the medical school, but she is studying dentistry. She is only in the second year of her master's degree this year, and she is also an intern in their hospital.Nie Yucheng said: "Okay, you call Xiaoqi up, and I'll treat you two to dinner." Xiao Min smiled slyly: "Brother, are you sorry to invite us to dinner by yourself? There are two guests, so of course there should be two hosts! Call your girlfriend out and let Xiaoqi and I see see ,Ok?" Nie Yucheng was stunned for a moment before saying, "I broke up with my girlfriend." Xiao Min was taken aback: "Ah? Why?" Nie Yucheng didn't say anything, and Xiao Min remembered that he was in the ward, and there were still patients there, so he really shouldn't be asking these questions.So he quickly shut his mouth and watched Nie Yucheng copy the doctor's order.After Nie Yucheng finished writing the doctor's order, he went out with Xiao Min. Although Tan Jing was in the inner ward, the door of the ward was open, and she could hear them clearly when they were talking. At first, she just went in one ear and out the other, until Nie Yucheng said that she broke up with his girlfriend, and she suddenly realized something.She is very clear about Nie Yucheng's personality, he will not date a woman casually, and after he decides to date, he will not break up casually.why?Could it be because of Sun Ping? Any woman probably can't tolerate her boyfriend suddenly having an extra illegitimate child, right?Tan Jing feels guilty. Visits were already prohibited after dark, but the VIP wards are still relatively relaxed.Wang Yuling and Liang Yuanan heard that Sun Ping was undergoing surgery today, so they called early in the morning to ask about it. In the evening, Wang Yuling came to see Sun Ping again. She was afraid that the hospital would not allow her to enter after visiting hours, so she called Tan Jing downstairs. , Tan Jing asked Sun Zhijun to go down to pick her up. Having not seen each other for several days, Wang Yuling was naturally very affectionate when she saw Tan Jing.He took a large box of various cakes and said: "The store just opened these two days, and the business is booming. They say our cakes are delicious. I specially picked some freshly baked ones, let them cool down, and brought them here. You can eat in peace." "Pingping can't eat yet." Tan Jing took the cake, very grateful, "Thank you." "Hey, between us, there is still a need to say thank you. Originally, I wanted to come to the hospital in the morning, but Liang Yuanan said, telling me not to make trouble for you, and also said that the hospital's operating room would not allow people to enter, nor would I There are too many people waiting there. I was in a hurry, so I called you in the afternoon, and when you said that the operation was finished and you were awake, I said I had to come and see." Sun Ping was already asleep, so Tan Jing opened the door of the inner ward and let Wang Yuling have a look.In fact, there is a glass door, and there are monitoring instruments and so on next to the hospital bed. Because the ward is large, Sun Ping on the bed looks smaller and smaller, which is pitiful. Wang Yuling was afraid of disturbing Sun Ping's sleep, so she only took one look and asked Tan Jing to close the door. Sun Zhijun went to the safety stairs to smoke. Apart from Sun Ping who was asleep, only Tan Jing and Wang Yuling were left in the huge suite.Wang Yuling looked at the ward and asked, "This ward costs a lot of money, right?" Tan Jing said: "I don't know either, it was transferred to the ward for someone else." Wang Yuling couldn't help asking: "Tan Jing, I was going to ask you, where did you get the money for Pingping's surgery?" Tan Jing hesitated for a while and said, "I borrowed it from someone." "Who did you borrow it from?" Wang Yuling was anxious, "Tan Jing, you have always been an honest person, don't be fooled by others. They lent you so much money, how will you pay it back when the time comes?" Tan Jing was very grateful for her friend's concern, she said: "Don't worry, I know it well." "You didn't borrow it from Manager Sheng, did you?" Wang Yuling said, "Why did he lend you so much money?" "No, I didn't borrow it from him, I borrowed it from a relative." Wang Yuling was dubious: "You still have such rich relatives? Why haven't you heard of it before?" Tan Jing forced a smile and said, "It's not my relative, but Pingping's relative. For Pingping's sake, he is willing to lend me money." Wang Yuling understood that they were Sun Zhijun's relatives, because Tan Jing had few relatives at first, and they all cut off contact later.She said: "Sun Zhijun is also true. Why didn't you say that you have such a capable relative before? How many years have you been anxious for the operation fee?" Tan Jing changed the subject and asked, "How is business? Why didn't Liang Yuanan come?" "He wants to come, but it has just opened in the past two days, and there are almost people queuing up from morning to night every day. Tan Jing, don't worry, our store will definitely make money, and we will definitely not let you lose money. Liang Yuanan also said, you have to Hurry up and hire someone, if you don’t hire someone, just the two of us will be too busy. He has to take care of the oven and make cake decorations, and I have to collect the cash, pack and pick up the goods by myself, it’s really impossible.” Tan Jing just smiled and said, "I'll help you when Pingping is discharged from the hospital." "Don't be funny, why do you want to sell cakes again if you don't sit in the office?" "I like selling cakes." Tan Jing said, "Besides, I took such a long vacation not long after I joined the company. Let me resign to help you guys, selling cakes is actually pretty good, and I want to learn how to make cake decorations from Liang Yuanan." Wang Yuling said: "It's a pity that you lost your job. It's so honorable to work in such a high-end office building! But you are a shareholder of the cake shop. If you really want to come to the shop, Liang Yuan'an and I will definitely welcome you. If you want Learning how to make cakes is not easy, just come to the shop after get off work and let Liang Yuanan teach you?" When she said this, she felt quite emotional, "It's good now, the ordinary illness is cured, You don't have to worry about guarding him after work. We can also take Pingping out to play more often. Tan Jing, you can be regarded as having survived." When Tan Jing heard what Wang Yuling said, she just smiled, but the smile only floated on her face, and never really came out of her heart.Yes, Ping Ping finally underwent an operation for her illness, which removed a heavy rock in her heart, but in fact there was another big rock pressing up.She didn't feel that she was over the top, on the contrary, years of suffering made her feel sour.She knew that there might be more hardships waiting for her ahead, such as the Nie family's refusal to give up custody.The lawyer's words were still in her ears, and she knew clearly in her heart that the Nie family had agreed to the compensation clauses very happily. The amount was so huge that she was frightened when she signed it, not to mention the stocks listed in Hong Kong. .Several lawyers drew up the agreement for a long time, and finally brought it to her for signature.That's not 120,000 yuan, nor is it 100,000 or 200,000 yuan, it's an astronomical figure that she can't imagine. Nie Dongyuan would not let it go. Sheng Fangting said that the reason why he was willing to donate the shares so happily was because he knew he could get custody.Tan Jing's heart was clouded, what would Nie Yucheng think if he knew the reason why she left back then?Even if he doesn't know, what will Nie Dongyuan do in the future?If she really lost the guardianship, if she really couldn't see mediocrity for the rest of her life, she felt that it would be better to die. She will never let the child leave her again, never. Wang Yuling left very late, and Tan Jing wanted to take her downstairs, but the nurse happened to take her temperature and blood pressure, so Wang Yuling dissuaded her.After checking, the nurse recorded the numbers on the instrument and told her that everything was normal.The child slept well, probably because the quilt was too warm, and there was a little sweat on his forehead.Tan Jing wiped the child's sweat with a towel, and Sun Zhijun came back. He said: "Go and sleep for a while, I can stay here." "It's okay, you can go home and sleep, I'll stay here with Pingping. You've been tired all day." Tan Jing was very calm, "Thank you for coming today." She seldom spoke to him so politely, but Sun Zhijun felt that he was not used to it. He said, "Why don't you go home and sleep, and replace me tomorrow morning." "No, I'll be with him, and I feel better. The doctor said that the anesthetic may have passed by early this morning, and the wound will hurt. I'd better stay here and go back to rest." Sun Zhijun knew that she had made up her mind and would not change it, so she didn't say anything, stood in the ward for a while, turned around and left.Tan Jing hardly fell asleep last night, and was guarding outside the operating room this morning, she was really a little tired.There was a camp bed in the corner of the ward, which was specially prepared for the nurses. Tan Jing didn't hire a nurse, so she lay on that bed by herself, only talking about resting her mind, but she was too tired, and after the operation, her spirit was completely relaxed. Before I knew it, I fell into a deep sleep. In fact, Nie Yucheng didn't leave the duty room. He didn't have a night shift today. In the past few days, Director Fang decided to replace the night shift for him.After get off work, he went to see Nie Dongyuan and told him about the child's operation.Nie Dongyuan knew about it a long time ago. He actually sent someone to the Cardiac Surgery Department to inquire about it at noon, but he did not disturb Nie Yucheng.He looked at his tired son and said, "As long as there is no problem with the operation, you have been tired for a few days, and you can't eat or sleep well. Go home and rest tonight." Nie Yucheng agreed, but he went straight back to the duty room outside his heart.Tonight is the first night after the operation. Although it seems that everything is going well after the operation, it is also the most important night, and after the early morning, all anesthesia will be completely invalid. Too painful to sleep, maybe cry.Thinking of the child's tears, he felt his heart ache, so he stayed behind. The nurse on duty didn't make a fuss about him staying overnight. In the past, on the first night after surgery for important patients, Nie Yusheng would take the initiative to take the night shift to observe the postoperative situation.This kind of carefulness and seriousness was learned from Director Fang.In the past two days, he has asked for leave one after another, and he has accumulated a lot of things. He just took advantage of this time to make up what should be done and check what should be checked.He didn't go to the ward at first, because he knew that someone came to see Sun Ping, and he also knew that Sun Zhijun was still in the ward. He felt that if he went, it would bring trouble to Tan Jing, so he stayed in the duty room.But after sitting for a while, he began to be absent-minded. After seeing Sun Zhijun leaving, he looked through the examination records just made by the nurse, and decided to go to the ward to see for himself to be at ease. The ward was quiet, the lights outside were not turned off, there were two cups of tea and a box of cakes on the table, maybe Tan Jing had entertained guests.The door of the inner ward was ajar, and as soon as Nie Yucheng opened it, he saw that the child was sleeping soundly, and Tan Jing was also falling asleep on the camp bed. He hesitated for a moment, but walked over, first looked at the various data on the monitoring device, and then touched the child's hand.The drip medicine was not finished yet, so he estimated the time to change the medicine, and looked at his watch, it was already early in the morning.A window in the ward was half open. Although the air could not reach the bed because of the angle, Tan Jing’s camp bed was placed right under the window. It was probably cold. She slept half curled up with a few strands on her forehead. Her short, disheveled hair trembled slightly in the wind. Nie Yucheng knew that there was a blanket in the closet, so he tried not to make any noise, quietly opened the closet door, found the blanket, and put it on for Tan Jing.When bending over, because the distance was too close, she seemed to be able to feel the faint breath in her breath.In Nie Yucheng's impression, Tan Jing seemed to have always been a little girl, probably because she had known her too early and she was a few years younger than him.When I was a teenager, I didn't know how to cherish, and often laughed at her naivety and ignorance, her innocence was like a blank sheet of paper.No matter what he said, she believed it.Sometimes he lied to her just to amuse her.In college, he wrote a letter saying that he had a girlfriend, and Tan Jing believed it.After that, he never received any letters from Tan Jing again, so he was in a hurry. The roommates in the same dormitory saw him lying on the table writing letters all day long, and they all laughed at him for finding a little girlfriend, and Hongyan passed the letter every day.Tan Jing really believed his words that time, and he didn't reply a letter for two months. He wrote several letters to explain, but nothing came of it. He called Tan Jing's dormitory, but Tan Jing didn't answer.In the end, Nie Yucheng became anxious, skipped a few classes, and bought a plane ticket to go home, but Tan Jing's school was a boarding school with closed management, no matter how soft he was on the guard, the guard would not let him in.In the end, he had no choice but to wait until Sunday when the students were on holiday, and he waited outside the gate for several hours before blocking Tan Jing. As soon as Tan Jing saw him, she turned her head and left. He chased her for a long time before stopping her in front of the bus station. Only then did she realize that she was too serious. She really shouldn't make such a frivolous joke.Thousands of mistakes, always my own mistakes.He begged for a long time before Tan Jing was willing to talk to him in a secluded alley.Nie Yucheng swears at Tan Jing, but she is still dubious.It turned out that Tan Jing didn't open any of the letters he wrote later, but tore them into pieces and scattered them in the artificial lake of the school.Nie Yucheng was angry and funny: "You really believe what I say?" "You said it yourself, don't I believe it?" Nie Yucheng still remembers Tan Jing's reddish eyes. The school uniform of No. 14 Middle School looks like a face pocket, but it doesn't look ugly at all when worn on Tan Jing.Because of her grievance, her mouth was pouting, and the corners of her mouth were curved downward, as if she was holding back tears.He looked around and saw that there was no one around, and suddenly grabbed Tan Jing's arm and kissed her on the face. Tan Jing was blindsided by that blow, and it took a long time before she burst into tears with a "wow". In fact, Nie Yucheng was also very nervous, he had never kissed any girl, let alone Tan Jing.He felt like he was in trouble, because Tan Jing cried for a long time and he couldn't coax him well. In the end, he just failed to plead guilty. Until he went back to school, Tan Jing still ignored him.After he returned to school, he wrote many letters, each of which read: "I was wrong, please forgive me. I was wrong, please forgive me..." But after Tan Jing went to college, she realized that this matter was nothing to other girls.There are many girls who went out to live with their boyfriends when they were freshmen, and only she and Nie Yucheng regarded this as an earth-shattering event.Young and ignorant, love is as clear and transparent as crystal, without any impurities. Nie Yucheng only thinks that time is a too cruel hand, playing with fate and changing everything.It's only been a few years, and now, even though he is so close to Tan Jing, he doesn't even have the qualifications and courage to kiss her cheek. He covered Tan Jing with a blanket, walked to the door, and looked back at the sleeping child.At three o'clock in the morning, he planned to come over again, maybe by then the anesthetic would have passed, the child should wake up, and Tan Jing would wake up too.Such a warm and peaceful time like the one in front of him, he couldn't keep it even if he wanted to. When you are young, it is easy to be full of self-confidence, and it is easy to think that what you have will be for the rest of your life.Only after losing it will I know that what I have experienced is the happiness that I may never be able to find again after exhausting my whole life. Nie Yucheng gently closed the door, and there was no one in the hospital corridor, only the incandescent lamp was on.Countless night shift nights, he had walked through this corridor, and every night, only these lights accompanied him, illuminating the path under his feet, but when he walked through today, he was only in a daze.Tan Jing likes to be quiet and does not like to move. During the summer vacation, he often reads alone at home alone. Once he went to find her and saw the book she was reading, which was called "Melancholy and Old Love Like a Dream". Tonight, the name of this book suddenly popped up in my mind, melancholy and old joy like a dream, these six words, only those who have experienced it, can know what it is like. Contemplating the past and standing in the setting sun, it was only ordinary at that time. When Sun Ping woke up, Tan Jing woke up with a start, because Sun Ping called "Mom".When Tan Jing sat up, his first thought was fear, why did he fall asleep?What should I do if something happens to the child and I fall asleep?She threw off the blanket anxiously, and walked to the bed: "Pingping, what's wrong? What's wrong?" The child whispered softly: "I want to pee..." After the operation, the urinary catheter was inserted all the time. In fact, there was no need to go to the toilet, but Sun Ping was used to going to the toilet in the middle of the night. Tan Jing could only comfort him: "No need, I've finished urinating." "Huh? Did you wet the bed?" "No, no, the doctor inserted a tube for you before the operation, and you peed in the bag." Tan Jing comforted him, "Hey, sleep a little longer." The mother and the son were talking, when the door rang suddenly, Nie Yucheng came in. He was sleeping in the duty room, and after a while a doctor on the night shift also came to sleep, but Nie Yucheng tossed and turned, unable to sleep, afraid of disturbing his colleagues to rest, He simply took the blanket and came to sleep outside Sun Ping's ward.Fortunately, there was a sofa in the reception room outside, but he was tall, and the sofa was too short to straighten his legs.However, he was just planning to make do with it. He did not expect to fall asleep. He vaguely heard voices in the ward, and he got up immediately. He thought that something happened to Sun Ping, and he broke in without knocking on the door. coming. Tan Jing was a little dazed, looking at Nie Yucheng, he was obviously not awake yet, his hair was messed up, his eyes were sleepy, he actually looked a bit like Sun Ping.He rubbed his eyes, leaned over to look at the monitoring equipment, and asked, "What's wrong? Where is it uncomfortable? The wound hurts?" He wasn't wearing a doctor's gown, and Sun Ping recognized him as Dr. Nie after a while. He glanced at his mother timidly, and Tan Jing said, "It's okay. He's used to going to the bathroom in the middle of the night, so he thought he was at home." Nie Yucheng had already seen that the numbers on the instrument were normal, so he breathed a sigh of relief: "Oh... let's sleep a little longer." He casually tucked the quilt for the child, and Tan Jing said softly: "Don't tuck it too tightly, this quilt It’s a bit thick, and he’ll tear it off when it gets hot.” Nie Yucheng felt a little at a loss, stopped for a while, and then said to her: "Go to sleep for a while, I will guard here." "No, you'd better go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow." "It's okay, I haven't had surgery for the past two days." Both were silent, Sun Ping yawned, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.Nie Yucheng felt very embarrassed for a moment, and he said: "Then you can sleep a little longer, I am outside, call me if you need something." After he finished speaking, he took him to the door and left. Tan Jing looked at his son's sleeping face with mixed feelings in his heart. When it was almost dawn, Sun Ping really started to complain of pain. Nie Yucheng was called in by Tan Jing, and after hesitating for a long time, he said, "Don't use analgesics, it's not good for the wound to heal." "Will other patients use it?" "If the family members ask...we will also open it..." Nie Yucheng felt that this matter was a dilemma, "Sometimes parents are cruel and let their children endure..." Tan Jing then comforted Sun Ping, telling him to bear it and pass.Sun Ping cried for a while, and Tan Jing coaxed him a few words, but Nie Yucheng couldn't help it anymore, and ran to the nurse's station to get the pain suppository. When unpacking the medicine, Tan Jing saw that his hands were shaking, so she said, "Let me do it." After using the analgesic suppository, Sun Ping stopped making noise and gradually fell asleep.Nie Yucheng felt very depressed, covered his face with his hands, and sat aside. Tan Jing didn't say anything, she went out and poured him a cup of hot tea. Nie Yucheng took the cup and glanced at her.Tan Jing said: "What time do you go to work? Do you want to lie down for a while, and I will call you when the time comes?" "Don't sleep anymore." Nie Yucheng shook his head, "Healers cannot heal themselves. I didn't take it seriously when the teacher said this before, but now I know it is a wise saying. In the past, there were little patients crying and hurting their wounds. I advised the parents not to Just take analgesics and just be patient. Today, when I cry, my heart is in a mess." Tan Jing didn't say anything, Nie Yucheng held the cup of tea, as if he had made up his mind, asked her: "Why did you leave me back then? Did my father put some pressure on you?" "No." "Aren't you willing to tell me to this day?" His eyes were full of sincere pleading, "It was my father who gave you the money, and you had no choice but to leave me, right?" "No." Tan Jing said, "What about the past?" "Then why did you lie to me that you killed the child?" Tan Jing was silent, and Nie Yucheng said: "The child is so old, you still don't intend to tell me. Why are you? Tan Jing, even if you really never loved me..." Tan Jing interrupted him: "Doctor Nie, believe it or not, I never took your father's money back then. He once wanted to give me a house, but I didn't go through the transfer process." "Why is that? You kept saying you didn't love me, and then gave birth to the child yourself..." Tan Jing was ruthless, and said: "Nie Yucheng, you have to force me to say I love you, so you feel better, don't you? If you don't love, you don't love. Why are there so many reasons? It's my business to give birth to this child. I have nothing wrong with this child, you see, the money I get now is something I will never earn in my entire life." Nie Yucheng raised his eyes and looked at her again. Tan Jing felt that Sun Ping usually looked like this when he was wronged, but she couldn't help it. Things were bad enough. If she told the truth again, it would only make things worse. . Nie Yucheng stared at her for a while, and then said, "Okay, I'm just pretending to be sentimental." After saying this, he got up and left, leaving Tan Jing standing there alone, the wind blowing made the venetian blinds in the bathroom "snap", Tan Jing just felt too lazy to move, too lazy to close the window.That voice was very familiar, Tan Jing recalled that last time at Nie Yucheng's house, the bathroom curtain knocked on the plate of bean sprouts, it was this sound. Since she was transferred to this ward, she hasn't been in the bathroom very much. She went there once last night, but she didn't turn on the light. She was using the light of the ward, so she could see the general direction clearly in the bathroom anyway.She stood at the door of the bathroom, turned on the light, and saw that there was indeed a plate on the window sill, filled with clear water, and those bulging bean sprouts had already burst the skin of the bean, like a curious little white fat head, Drilled out of the water. She froze there for a long time before rolling up the blinds, because the wind was so strong that the horizontal rod under the blinds knocked against the plate, and she was afraid that if the wind was stronger, she would give the plates to her. Knocked and fell to the ground. The white bone china plate was obviously not from the hospital, it might have been brought from home by Nie Yucheng.She probably remembered that the saucer for bean sprouts in his house was similar in color and size to this one, maybe it was a set. She remembered what she coaxed him that time: "I'll be back when the bean sprouts grow." He waited and waited, perhaps for so many years.She always thought that maybe he would forget a little bit, and she also always thought that maybe he would hate her a little bit more.But seeing this plate of bean sprouts now, she clearly knew that even though so many years had passed, even though he might really have hated her, he still stubbornly maintained that waiting posture.Just use a plate of clear water, grow some bean sprouts, and continue to wait in place.Just like the stone on the cliff thousands of years ago, even though she knew she would never come back, she would still stand on the cliff, even if frost knives and snow swords, even if wind and rain eroded her, she would just stubbornly hold on for a thousand or ten thousand years. Years to wait. The morning light shines in through the window, the sky is already bright, the buildings in the distance are set against the blue-white sky, the city is about to wake up, and the bustle and bustle of the day will begin.Tan Jing has never felt so lonely, so helpless, she looked at the plate of bean sprouts, some things she thought had been lost long ago, and some things she thought had long since died.She buried her youth, she closed her heart, and she forced herself to forget everything she once had. But there are always some things that cannot be concealed, just like these beans, as long as they are soaked in water, with sufficient water and a suitable temperature, they will be ready to move, and they will take root and sprout.It's just that these bean sprouts grow in water, so they are destined not to take root in the soil, let alone blossom and bear fruit. Now the bean sprouts have grown, but there is no going back between them. "Mother……" There was a flat voice behind him, and the child had already woken up.谈静连忙擦一擦眼泪，走回去问：“怎么了？” “我想喝水……” “乖，医生说暂时还不能喝水。” “是聂医生说的吗？” 谈静顿了一下，说：“不是，是方医生说的。还记得方医生吗？就是那个头发花白的爷爷。” “记得。”平平说，“在手术室里，他跟麻醉叔叔教我数数……我数到三，就睡着了。” "Ok." “妈妈我嘴巴好干……” “那妈妈用棉签给你擦擦，好吗？” "it is good……" 谈静没有心思再想别的了，她忙着照顾孙平。几年前她只是个无忧无虑的少女，人生最大的困难，不过是恋情受阻。现在她是个母亲，重病初愈的孩子是她全部的重心，哪怕有些东西她明明知道，哪怕有些东西令她再次鼻酸，哪怕真的有什么生根发芽，她也只能忽视掉。 更何况，聂家或许真的不会甘心，监护权还是场艰苦卓绝的战争，谈静只要想到自己可能要跟聂东远为难，就忍不住打了个寒噤。在她的心里，聂东远是世上最可怕的人。 孙平的恢复情况良好，依着聂东远的意思，是想请个专业的护工来照顾，因为他眼睁睁看着聂宇晟在短短几天内，迅速消瘦。聂东远一边心疼儿子，一边心疼孙子。但聂宇晟不让他去看孙平，他说：“谈静在病房里，您去了，会给她很大的压力。” “没良心。”聂东远忍不住挖苦他，“我还是你亲爹吗？就你知道心疼儿子？你心疼你儿子，我怎么不心疼我儿子的儿子？” “爸……术后恢复期，我们一般不建议太多人探视。医院里人来人往的，病毒细菌也多。再说平平还是个小孩子，长期患病，抵抗力弱……” 几句话打消了聂东远的念头，他说：“那你把笔记本拿去，我从摄像头看看。” 聂宇晟没办法，只好把自己的笔记本电脑里里外外擦了几遍酒精消毒，才拿进病房。孙平这两天已经可以进流质食物，精神也好起来，通过摄像头看人，这对孙平来说，是件特别新鲜特别好玩的事情。尤其他从电脑里看到“峰峰爷爷”，那就更开心了。连忙把枕头边的大黄蜂玩具举起来给他看：“峰峰爷爷，你送我的玩具！” “叫爷爷！” 孙平犹豫了一会儿，看了看床边的谈静，谈静正忙着给他吹凉一小碗细粥，压根没太注意孙平跟聂东远在说什么。孙平问：“妈妈，峰峰爷爷让我叫他爷爷……你不是说我没有爷爷吗？” 谈静愣了一下，含糊说：“小朋友要有礼貌……” 孙平把这句话当是默认了，于是冲着屏幕上的聂东远叫了声：“爷爷！” 这一声清脆的童音，让网络那端的聂东远眼泪都要流出来了。他既开心又伤感，同时也下了一个决心。这是自己的宝贝孙子，无论如何，自己一定不会让他继续跟着谈静受苦。他要拿到监护权，要让这孩子，自己天天都能看见。 他跟孙平聊了会儿天，孙平絮絮叨叨地告诉他，玩具是怎么可以拆下来，怎么再可以装上去，大黄蜂手臂是可以活动的，双脚要分成一定的角度才可以站稳……而聂东远则一句一句地问他，能吃粥了吗？谁给做的粥？妈妈做的粥好吃吗？聂叔叔送来的汤喝了吗？打针疼不疼…… 两个人东一句西一句竟然说了半天，孙平平常不太喜欢跟人说话，尤其在陌生人面前，更是沉默寡言，谈静一直担心他内向得有点过分。没想到孙平跟聂东远竟然絮絮叨叨说了半晌。谈静只觉得孙平可能挺喜欢聂东远的，却没想过聂东远是何等精明能干的一个人，几十年的老江湖了，哄领导哄合伙人哄客户哄下属，那都是得心应手，何况是哄个小孩儿。他跟孙平聊得高兴，一直到最后护士进来，要他准备今天的化疗，才被迫把这视频对话给中断了。 到下午的时候，聂东远的私人秘书带着司机送了两大箱东西到病房外，说都是经过消毒的，让谈静放心给孙平玩。谈静打开箱子一看，竟然是整整两大箱的变形金刚玩具。各式各样，大大小小，有的甚至还有限量标记。估计聂东远是让人把市面上能找到的所有种类的变形金刚全都搜刮来了。孙平这辈子也没见过这么多玩具，高兴得不知道该怎么办才好。谈静也没想过聂东远会这么有耐心，哄着孩子说了半天的话，还买了这么一堆玩具，越是这样，越是让她觉得忧虑。