Chapter 2 Chapter 2 Someone is love itself

When he got off work, Liang Yuanan gave Tan Jing ninety yuan and a stack of soft old ten-yuan bills, and he said, "I still have ten yuan to buy cigarettes." Just as Tan Jing wanted to evade, Liang Yuanan had already whistled and went to the locker room.Seeing her standing there hesitantly, Wang Yuling couldn't help but said, "Just take it, you can buy side dishes for several days!" This is a big truth.Tan Jing silently put the roll of money into her pocket.Because of heart disease, all kindergartens refused to admit Sun Ping.When Tan Jing went to work, she always put the child at Granny Chen's house near the shop, and then gave Granny Chen 600 yuan a month for hard work.Granny Chen is kind and kind to her children. Sometimes when Tan Jing works in the afternoon, it is always too late to pick up the children, so Granny Chen will take care of the children overnight.Tan Jing felt sorry, so she always bought some snacks and fruits for Granny Chen's little granddaughter.The lost and recovered ninety yuan can cover the food money for several days.Should she take the ninety yuan or not? Let her hesitate for a while, and then stop thinking about it.

She has suffered too much from having no money. The old saying always says that a penny can hardly kill a hero, let alone ninety yuan. This day, she was working in the morning and got off work at 3:00 in the afternoon. She went to the small vegetable market first and bought a large fish extravagantly.In fact, the child loses weight on whatever he eats, but as long as conditions permit, she always tries her best to make the child eat better.My mother used to be in poor health, so she learned to cook since she was a child, and her cooking skills have always been good.Nie Yucheng used to love her cooking the most. He could eat two bowls of rice if she cooked two small dishes.He eats very gracefully, chewing everything slowly, but eats fish very fast, just like a cat, and can clean the spines.After eating, he would sit on the sofa and touch his belly, always saying "wife, you are feeding me fat again", or "wife, I really want to lose weight if this continues".

She felt that she couldn't think about it any more, and meeting him twice in succession disrupted her originally stagnant life.But what is the need?Thinking of him again just adds to the troubles. The child was very happy to see her, and ran towards her shaking his head. Granny Chen followed behind, yelling to slow down, fearing that the child would fall.She smiled, picked up the child, and asked, "Are you good?" "Be good." Granny Chen said, "Today I learned addition and subtraction from Meimei." Grandma Chen’s granddaughter, Meimei, is in elementary school, and she would always teach Sun Ping how to count while doing her homework. Tan Jing was always grateful, and quickly put a bag of apples in her hand on the table, saying, “This is For Meimei."

Granny Chen refused to take it, saying: "You will always be asked to spend money every now and then, so you can take it home and eat it for Ping Ping." Tan Jing said no, and walked out of the anti-theft door with the child in her arms. Granny Chen was stopped inside the door, so she had to call out loudly: "Then come over for dinner next time!" Tan Jing said "Hey" and said goodbye to Granny Chen from afar. The child put his arms around her neck and waved his hands obediently: "Goodbye, mother-in-law!" "goodbye!" When she is very happy on the bus, when she sees her holding the baby, someone will always give up her seat.She thanked her repeatedly before sitting down, and the child would always babble and ask her some childish questions, watching the scenery on the side of the road with her, people, shopping malls, and doing arithmetic problems for her, which made her feel numb In life, there is always a glimmer of hope.

Holding the child in her arms, she climbed up to the fourth floor in one breath, panting involuntarily.Putting the child down, looking down for the key, the iron door was suddenly opened from the inside.She couldn't help being startled, looking at Sun Zhijun's face.It was rare for her to see him during the day, and it was also rare for him not to be drunk today.Without saying a word, he opened the iron door. The child has always been a little afraid of him, and when he suddenly sees him, he is always blank and looks at him timidly, just like looking at a stranger.Tan Jing whispered, "Why didn't you call someone?"

"dad." Sun Zhijun snorted and answered.Ignoring the two of them, they went straight back to the sofa. It was only then that Tan Jing realized that the house was in a mess, and all the boxes, cabinets and drawers were opened. Her first reaction was that a thief had come in. Seeing Sun Zhiping sitting on the sofa with a grumpy look, she understood and asked, "What are you doing?" What are you looking for?" "I didn't find anything!" The child looked at her a little timidly. The last thing she wanted was to quarrel in front of the child, so she always took less time to take the child home and more time to put the child with Grandma Chen.Seeing that Sun Zhiping's tone was wrong, she knelt down and asked the child, "Is Pingping sleepy, do you want to take a nap?"

The child nodded reluctantly, and she carried the child into the bedroom, only to find that the bedroom had also been turned into a mess, and even the shoebox under the bed had been turned out.She straightened the clothes on the bed, put the child on the bed, covered him with a blanket, and coaxed, "Would you like to sleep for a while and get up for dinner?" The child glanced at her timidly, and whispered, "Mom, I'm not sleepy." "Then play for a while." She found a half-old toy car among the scattered things, which was one of Sun Ping's few toys. "Mom went out to talk to Dad, you are here alone, okay?"

The child's voice became softer: "Mom, don't quarrel with Dad." She felt very uncomfortable, the child was used to seeing them quarrel, even though she tried her best to avoid it, but Sun Zhijun's temper often quarreled with her in front of the child.Therefore, as soon as the child sees that the situation is not right, he is sensitive to know that there must be another dispute. She also knew that quarrels were inevitable today, so she closed the door behind her when she walked out.She tried her best to restrain her emotions, and tried her best to sound gentle, and asked Sun Zhijun who was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette: "What are you looking for, just tell me no, if you make the house like this, I will have to clean it up for a long time later."

Sun Zhijun sneered, and dropped a box of things to her feet with a "smack". The glass was broken, but the two people in the photo in the frame were still smiling peacefully.The present life is stable, and the years are quiet and good. Those were the words he wrote on the back of the photo at that time.Later she found out that it was actually from Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing, and it really was a prophecy. She looked down at the photo. At that time, her face was round and plump, as if she had a special brilliance, and even her eyes were smiling, and when he held her waist, his handsome brows and eyes were relaxed. Spread it out and smile brightly like her.

It's just a few short years, as if it happened in the previous life, so trance that people feel that it has never happened before, it's just a dream. There were still some odds and ends in the box, which were all given to her by Nie Yucheng.It's not worth much, and the most valuable thing is a brooch with some diamonds inlaid on it.When he asked for the ring back, she thought about returning the brooch to him, but in the end she was reluctant.He didn't ask her for it, so she stayed quietly.Because this was the first thing he bought for her, when she gave it to her, she was very pleasantly surprised. She always thought that she would keep it for a long time and pass it on to her children and grandchildren.

Later, together with this photo, she hid it so deeply that she didn't even know where she put it, but she didn't expect it to be revealed today. She heard Sun Zhijun sneer, and she also knew that she had been looking at it for too long, maybe there was even nostalgia in her eyes.No, she doesn't miss it, because she lost everything in the past, and it doesn't even belong to her anymore, including that memory. "Are you still thinking about that Nie?" Sun Zhijun looked at her contemptuously, "I don't even look at myself in the mirror, I'm afraid that Nie won't recognize you if he meets you on the street!" "I'm not thinking about anyone." She picked up the box and said flatly, "These things are still worth several thousand yuan, so I kept them." "That's right, it's worth a few thousand yuan for a small gadget that someone gives away. Why don't you sell this to treat your son? Don't you worry about getting money all the time?" She ignored Sun Zhijun, knowing that although he hadn't been drinking, he was unreasonable, almost like a drunk.So she put the box on the table and asked, "What are you looking for?" "What the hell am I looking for?" She was silent for a moment before asking: "You owe someone money again?" Sun Zhijun didn't deny it, but laughed: "So what?" "The family has no money." "I only owe 20,000 yuan, you give me and I will pay it back, and I will pay it back to you later." She held back her breath and said, "I don't have 20,000 yuan." "Haven't you been saving money? Why don't you have 20,000 yuan?" "You didn't get your salary back for several years. With my salary, I still have to see a doctor for Pingping..." Sun Zhijun sneered: "Didn't Nie Yucheng come back? Didn't you hook up again? Didn't he send you home that day? You don't have money, but Nie has plenty of money!" There was a "buzz" in her mind, she didn't expect that he saw them all that day. "Why, guilty conscience? Tell the surname Nie to bring one hundred thousand, and I will divorce you!" Sun Zhijun opened and closed his mouth, still saying something, her ears were buzzing, but she felt that everything was so far away.Sun Zhijun's attitude towards her was not surprising. Over the years, whenever Nie Yucheng was mentioned, he would try his best to ridicule her.And she never responded.There is nothing to say, in the eyes of others, she has always been stupid, especially in the eyes of Sun Zhijun, what position does she have to refute? Even if Nie Yucheng didn't like her long ago, even if fate and time turned the original love into deep hatred, even if Nie Yucheng didn't actually send her home that day. What else is there to explain, she thought deludedly.The original Tan Jing died seven years ago, and the living Tan Jing is another person, a stranger she doesn't even know herself. "shameless!" The voice of the last three words was so loud that Sun Zhijun's saliva almost sprayed on her face, but she smiled a little sadly, as if mocking herself. The door was quietly opened, and the child looked at her with worried eyes. She hurried over to Sun Zhijun and said, "Are you hungry? How about I cook first." Such a gentle voice did not calm him down, because he had already seen the child, and instead sneered: "I am not hungry!" He slammed the door and went out. The iron door slammed heavily against the wall, and the whole room seemed to shake.The child also seemed to be taken aback, and timidly held the door and looked at her. She forced a smile and said, "Dad is not at home for dinner, and mother cooks fish for Ping Ping to eat, okay?" The child nodded and asked quietly: "Mom, is Dad angry again?" "No." She tried her best to smile, "Dad has to work overtime, so he won't eat at home. Come on, watch cartoons, okay?" The most valuable electrical appliance in the house is a TV, which is a second-hand product bought in a flea market, because Sun Ping likes to watch cartoons.Under the limited financial conditions, she always strives to meet the needs of her children.Because in the long and hopeless time, in fact, this child was the only motivation for her to live. After dinner, she cleaned up for several hours before Sun Zhijun's messy house was tidied up.Then she boiled water to bathe the child, and then put the child to sleep. Because she was too tired, after the child fell asleep, she also fell asleep for a while, and after a short while, she dreamed of Nie Yucheng. He was still wearing a white T-shirt and white trousers, walking on falling flowers and smiling at her. When she stretched out her hand to touch his face, his whole body suddenly disappeared into the air, leaving no shadow behind.She was alone, standing there alone, with nothing. She woke up quickly and didn't cry, but felt a little sad. She hadn't dreamed of Nie Yucheng for a long, long time.He was so stingy that he didn't even want to appear in her dreams. Since leaving him, she had only dreamed of him three times in total, and today was the third time. The last two times she had dreamed of him were seven years ago, when she would wake up crying, her pillow soaked in tears.She would keep her eyes open until dawn, thinking about it over and over again, thinking about the scene in her dream, thinking about his person, his voice, the way he walked, the way he looked at her...it was so real ...So I don't want to sleep anymore. But now, looking at the ceiling, she thought numbly, only in the dream, he is still the same as before. What is he like now? Indifferent, quiet, repulsive, even with a kind of hostility. This hostility was only aimed at her, and she knew it. She felt a little uncomfortable thinking about it, and finally couldn't help getting up, and quietly took out the box. With the light of the street lamp coming in through the window, the photo can be seen dimly, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and the smile seems to be reflected in her eyes through such a long time. She almost forgot what he looked like, she has been deliberately trying to forget, forget him as a person.She welded a cage in her heart, locked him and everything about him in, locked it up so darkly that even she herself didn't allow herself to think about it. But tonight it got a little out of control, maybe it was because Sun Zhijun dug up this photo, maybe it was because of other reasons, she let the beast in the cage run out, and bared its teeth and claws at her. Seven years, seven years have passed. Then it doesn't matter if she misses him for a while, right? She looked at herself in the photo, although she couldn't see clearly, she knew how sweetly she smiled at that time.The happiest and happiest time in life is just a short moment.Because there are too few, she is almost forgotten by her.Living through all kinds of hardships, maybe there will never be such a moment in this life, which makes her feel that it is worth it. There was a wet watermark branded on the photo, and she was surprised before she realized that she was crying.She thought she would never cry again, even if she met Nie Yucheng in the hospital that day and he said such ugly things, she didn't cry, but she would still cry, in the dead of night, when no one saw her, When waking up alone. She first raised her hand to wipe away her tears, then let herself go, and burst into tears silently. The bamboo outside the window is reflected into the house, and the bamboo shadows sway, like a flowing ink painting.The outside platform is a sky garden. Every time Nie Yucheng comes home, he will water the plants in the garden first, and then take a bath. But today he didn't want to move, sitting on the sofa in the living room, he didn't want to do anything. He was indeed sleepy, and he had a long and complicated emergency operation in the afternoon, and he was the chief surgeon, so no night shift was arranged for him. He is willing to work the night shift, because in the heart surgery department, there will always be sudden critical patients arriving in the middle of the night, and the whole night is always very busy.When he is busy, he doesn't think wildly, but when he is alone at home, he always feels that he will lose control. For example, now, he thought of Tan Jing. What will she be doing? Already off work? The cake shop closed so late, maybe she was still on the bus on the way. She works as a cashier in a cake shop, and she has to stand for hours a day. When she gets off work, will she be so tired that she will fall asleep on the bus? He despised himself very, very much. When he was alone, when he thought of that woman, he still felt distressed. She turned out to be so beautiful, so gentle, and so fascinated him. She should be a flower, placed in a greenhouse, carefully cared for, lovingly cared for. Instead of becoming what it is today. The phone rang, and he was very glad that there was a call at this time, which made him stop thinking about it.Maybe the hospital was in an emergency, so he picked up his phone and saw the caller ID, he was taken aback for a moment, but he answered it anyway. "Nie Yucheng, you owe me a favor. If you don't come to save me this time, I will die this time!" There was soft background music on the other end of the phone, which made Shuqin's voice even more gnashing of teeth. Last time she called for help, the background music was deafening rock and roll, but this time she has improved.He held the phone away from his ears and said, "You don't need to be so loud, I can hear you, and when a good girl speaks, don't use dirty words. I have already paid off my debt to you, And I warned you, if you do this again, I will hang up your call." "Okay, okay, doctor Nie, I beg you, the doctor's parents are so kind, because we have been in trouble for many years, come and save me quickly." "Where is this time?" "KaiYue Hotel." "Okay, I'll be there in about half an hour." "Doctor Nie, you are an angel in white!" Shu Qin's voice became very sweet, "I'll text you the name of the box!" I could imagine her smiling across the phone, but I probably didn't expect him to agree easily.In fact, she was really lucky this time, and he didn't want to stay at home alone. He was still a little surprised when he walked into the hotel box. Shu Qin stood up with a smile on her face and introduced several guests present to him.Shu Qin's aunt and uncle, a young man who is a lawyer, and the lawyer's parents.This was clearly a blind date. Although Shu Qin had always done things out of line, she never expected to be so outrageous this time. Shu Qin put her hands in his arms, and said sweetly, "This is my boyfriend Nie Yucheng. He works in a hospital and is a cardiologist." Everyone present was embarrassed, especially Shuqin's aunt and uncle.Although Nie Yucheng is not used to lying, he had no choice but to say hello vaguely: "I'm sorry, I'm on the day shift today, and I got off work very late, so I rushed over after receiving a call from Shu Qin." Naturally, the meal was tasteless, but Shu Qin kept picking up vegetables for him, and said while eating, "Sorry, he's a picky eater, he doesn't eat onions, ginger, and garlic, it doesn't look like that at all. A doctor." Nie Yucheng got goosebumps from her half coquettish and half angry tone. When he came out after eating, Shu Qin got into his car and waved briskly to everyone: "Let's go first!" Nie Yucheng said goodbye to Shuqin's little uncle and uncle politely before going around to the cab. While fastening his seat belt, he said to Shu Qin, "Don't be an example. I thought you told me to come out to save lives, but I didn't expect you to be lying." "The big lie is also to save lives." The smile on Shu Qin's face disappeared in an instant, and she sat on the co-pilot's seat, "I'm about to be forced to death by them." "Let me pretend to be your brother last time, let me pretend to be your boyfriend this time, don't ask me for such a thing next time. I can use this shield occasionally, but if I use it too much, it will be exposed." Shu Qin sighed, Nie Yucheng glanced at her and asked, "What's the matter?" "I can't hold on any longer." Shu Qin buried her face in her palm, "Nie Yucheng, tell me how you have managed to hold on for so many years." The corners of his eyes twitched, but he smiled unnaturally, and said, "Why don't you persist? I didn't meet the right person. Plus, I was angry with my dad. In fact, I already..." He paused for a while For a second, he said, "It doesn't matter a long time ago. If I really meet a good girl, I will get married." Shu Qin put her hand down, glanced at him, and said, "You are lying." "it is true." "Then I am a good girl, will you marry me?" Nie Yucheng didn't even bother to look at her, he just said: "You have insisted on it for so many years, how could you marry me?" "I can't wait anymore." Shuqin said sadly, "Sometimes I feel that I don't love him, I'm just used to waiting there." Nie Yucheng didn't speak, he was a little dazed, maybe he himself didn't like to talk quietly, he was just used to waiting.But this habit always makes him have a place in his heart, which is aching. After sending Shu Qin home, she solemnly shook hands with him: "Thank you for today's matter! You are an invincible and useful shield. You have a good-looking talent and a decent job. Anyone who goes on a blind date will feel ashamed when they see you. Dr. Nie, If they force me to go on a blind date next time, you must come to save me." Nie Yucheng was used to her nonsense with a playful smile, so he just smiled. He and Shu Qin met in the United States, and that was probably the longest and most helpless time in his life.Nie Dongyuan objected to him studying medicine, and was furious when he learned that he was going abroad. He didn't give him a penny for living expenses, and stopped all his credit cards.But he got excellent grades, got a scholarship, and left. There are naturally many discomforts in a foreign country, not to mention that he almost fled to the United States.He was not acclimated to the environment, and the medical schoolwork was very heavy. When he first arrived in the United States, he had a serious illness. The insurance judged that he had to pay several thousand dollars. At that time, it was almost an astronomical figure for him. After paying the expenses with the scholarship , he has no living expenses.So before he recovered from his illness, he began to use his vacation to work part-time. That's when he met Shu Qin. Chinese students in the United States are actually divided into gangs. Generally, students from mainland China belong to one gang, students from Taiwan belong to one gang, and students from Hong Kong belong to another gang.The mainland students are divided into many small groups because of the geographical relationship.He and Shu Qin are not from the same hometown, but they met once at a sorority meeting when they first came to the United States, and they didn't speak to each other. He mowed the lawn for Lao Mei that day. It was not hot in Boston in summer, but the lawnmower was buzzing, and he had just stayed up all night in the library the night before, and he felt that the noise was disturbing, and he didn't know why , Cut halfway and the eyes will be black, and people will faint.The white American couple who hired him were startled, and they couldn't wake him up. It happened that Shuqin lived next door and saw this scene through the fence in the backyard.Shu Qin didn't want to meddle in other people's business at first, but after all, she thought she was Chinese, so she volunteered to climb over the fence in the backyard and carried him into the house together with the white couple.It was Shu Qin who made up her mind not to send her to the emergency room. She knew that the less emergency rooms in the United States, the better.So he took a piece of ice from the refrigerator and applied it to Nie Yucheng's forehead. After a few minutes, he woke up slowly. From then on, Shu Qin's mantra was "Nie Yucheng, you owe me a favor".At that time, Shu Qin was secretly living with her boyfriend, and she kept it from her parents in China.Shuqin's family is well off. Her father is a well-known mine owner in Inner Mongolia. After making a fortune, he sent his daughter abroad to study for an MBA.Later, I learned that she had made an American boyfriend and tried to stay in the United States. The conservative Shu family's parents couldn't accept it, so they directly tricked her into returning to China, so they tore up her passport. She was issued a new passport, and she was not allowed to go abroad again. Part of the reason why Nie Yucheng got close to her was because he took more care of her when he was in the United States.That time Nie Yucheng fainted because of anemia.He is a picky eater. When he was at home in China, if the food was not to his liking, he would just go hungry and full. What’s more, in the United States, money is tight, and he spends his days with bread and the like, and occasionally goes to the Chinese supermarket to buy a few. A box of instant noodles is considered to improve life.Although Shu Qin was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, the mother of the Shu family is a very virtuous woman. Holding the traditional view that only women who can cook can get married, they forced Shu Qin to cook well.When she was in the United States, Shu Qin started a cooking group by herself, and she often asked Nie Yucheng to go to the tooth festival or something. The school spirit is rigorous, and the homework is not easy. The second reason why Nie Yucheng and Shu Qin are close is that they share the same disease. Both of them have a domineering, conservative and uncompromising tyrant father.After Shu Qin was tricked back to China, she made a long phone call to Nie Yucheng, crying so hard on the phone, but there was nothing he could do.Later, when he also returned to Beijing, Shu Qin had already struggled with her family for several years, so she resolutely left and went straight to Beijing, and found a boring HR job. Although she didn't go home, she didn't get married either.The old man was so angry that he blew his beard and stared all day long, and had been in a stalemate for so many years. Probably because of this empathy, Nie Yucheng's only friend of the opposite sex is Shu Qin.Shu Qin occasionally brought a few cans of beer to him, and the two of them sat on the roof drinking, watching the bustling car lights on the long street not far away.Shu Qin always leans on the railing and sings slowly: "Love is a difficult problem, it makes people dizzy..." At that time, he always smiled and didn't speak, and the two of them usually just drank wine and thought about each other mind.Shu Qin's capacity for alcohol is very poor, but he doesn't make a fuss when he's drunk, so he sleeps obediently in his guest room all night, wakes up the next day, and goes to work vigorously. Shuqin's family has been staring at Shuqin for so many years, and they may be a little desperate, and they don't ask her to return to Inner Mongolia.Besides, several of Shu Qin's aunts are in Beijing, so they took turns introducing her boyfriends. They were all good young men with good character and learning, but Shu Qin pushed as much as she could. Like yesterday's situation, maybe she really couldn't push her. After passing, Nie Yucheng was taken out as a shield. Nie Yucheng didn't expect to see Shu Qin the next day.He seldom saw Shu Qin during working hours.She dresses like all OLs, delicate and decent.She asked about Nie Yucheng's duty room at the nurse's station. When she heard that she was looking for Dr. Nie, several nurses couldn't help turning their heads to stare at her.Nie Yucheng was also very surprised when he saw her. After asking, he found out that her immediate boss, a vice president sent from Taiwan, had a heart attack and was sent to their hospital. He was in the emergency observation room all night last night. Can be hospitalized for surgery.As we all know, the beds in their hospital are very tight, so Shu Qin specially came here to ask him.Nie Yucheng pondered for a moment, and said, "Live in the VIP ward, only that room is available." As soon as he heard him say this, Shu Qin quickly winked at him. Nie Yucheng had no choice but to stand up and go out with her, until he walked to the safety stairs, and Shu Qin told him: "In the VIP ward, the insurance will not reimburse you. , think of a way." "That can't be helped. Our hospital's operations are all scheduled, and there are many patients in front of him." "Think about cross-strait relations!" "Yeah, that's why I said I can arrange to go to the VIP ward." Shu Qin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "You are such a brain!" She had always known Nie Yucheng's personality, he was very straightforward, and after staying in medical school for a long time, it was actually quite simple, and he was not very good at dealing with the world.People who have no contact with him often think that he is indifferent and aloof. In fact, he is not very good at dealing with people, especially complicated personnel relationships. Shu Qin sighed and said, "Forget it, I'll think of another way." She was so preoccupied that she didn't want to go to the elevator again, so she turned around and walked down the stairs.She went to work today, her long curly hair was tied high into a ponytail, looking crisp and neat.She walked down step by step in a disinterested manner, the corridor was not bright, she walked to the dark bottom step by step, Nie Yucheng suddenly felt soft-hearted for no reason, and before he could react, he had already said "Hello" , was very rude, and didn't call her name, but wanted to stop her impulsively. Shu Qin turned to look at him, and he felt that he had lost his composure, so he forced a smile and said, "Forget it, I'll think of a way for you." In the end, he went to Director Fang and said that a relative of his family was ill and wanted to schedule surgery as soon as possible, so he asked Director Fang for help.Because he never asked the department for anything, and this kind of favor request was the first time ever, so Director Fang readily agreed and asked someone to arrange a bed. Shu Qin had been standing in the corridor waiting for the news, when she heard him come out from Director Fang's office and said that there was a bed available, she immediately smiled and said, "Nie Yucheng, I owe you a favor, I will treat you to dinner tonight." Nie Yucheng said: "You don't need to eat, just don't bother me in the future." "Eating is a must! Do you think I will always owe this favor and not pay it back? Let's eat, and it will be settled after eating!" Nie Yucheng had no choice but to nod in agreement. Shu Qin is very particular about food, and Nie Yucheng is a picky eater. The place she chooses for treating guests is not bad, the food is delicious, and the environment is quiet.During the meal, Nie Yucheng realized why Shu Qin was so anxious and even came to ask him to go to the hospital. It turned out that the vice president was not only her immediate boss, but also a relative of the chairman. "The important directors of the company are either Taiwanese or foreigners. I am particularly excluded. But the more they exclude me, the more I want to show them. I am not the direct descendant of the vice president, but this time I I have done him such a great favor, and even our chairman is very sympathetic. So, thank you very much today!" Nie Yucheng didn't expect it to be so complicated. Although the hospital has various personnel relations, the hospital is a place where technology is relied on, especially Director Fang is an old-fashioned intellectual who only cares about talents.As long as he is skilled and diligent, the director of the department likes him, he is willing to help others, and other colleagues in the department also like him.He treats patients well, and patients and their families trust him very much.It is precisely because of such a simple environment that he lives in a routine, peaceful and without disturbance. He understood why Shu Qin insisted, because he was also stubborn.Nie Dongyuan expressed more than once that he wanted him to go back and learn how to manage the company, but he just expressed his disgust.He left his family, hoping to be independent with his own hands.Because that home has brought harm to me, I hope that in this way, I can get away from everything I hate. Shu Qin was even more difficult than him. It was naturally more difficult for a girl to give up her comfortable environment and wander outside, so he raised his glass: "Come on, I respect you." "Thank you!" Shu Qin's eyes flashed, as if she was infinitely sad, "Nie Yucheng, fortunately, I have you, you are my life-saving straw." He deliberately relaxed his tone and joked: "What about your Mark?" Mark is Shu Qin's boyfriend, and Nie Yucheng has never met him.It is said that after Shu Qin returned to China, Mark broke up with her.After going back and forth, Mark gradually became a taboo.Shu Qin almost never mentioned Mark in front of him, just like he never mentioned Tan Jing in front of Shu Qin. Probably had some wine, so Shu Qin obviously hesitated.She tilted her head, supported her chin with one hand, like a little girl, thought for a long time, and finally said: "He is love—sometimes, someone is love itself. You can forget what he looks like, you can forget what happened Everything that has passed, you can say nonchalantly that everything has already passed. But how can you forget love itself?" Nie Yucheng was taken aback by Shu Qin's words. These words of Shu Qin made him feel infinitely sad and confused.Nie Dongyuan always said that he was obsessed with ghosts, and he also struggled countless times, trying to get rid of a certain curse, he even deliberately did not think of a certain name, he even felt that everything has passed, and the so-called love is just A momentary obsession. But sometimes, someone is love itself. How can you forget love itself?