Chapter 15 postscript

This story was conceived around 2003.At that time, I wrote the opening chapter of a novel called "I Am the Poppy in the Dark Night", which was written in the first person.Because the structure of the story and the arrangement of the plot are not perfect enough, after writing for a long time, I was stuck there, and only wrote more than 7,000 words. But, that story has stayed in my head ever since. Year after year, I have never forgotten her. In my mind, her plot and structure have changed again and again, but they are not enough to satisfy me.Until one night of insomnia, I lay on the bed and tossed and turned, and slowly, I conceived almost all the details of every step of the story, like a flower seedling that had been planted for a long time, and suddenly bloomed.

So I started writing about her. In order to write about her, I even temporarily stopped the fourth part of "Whirlwind Baicao", which has not yet been completed.I don’t know if any readers can understand the mood of being an author. When there is a strong impulse and love for a new story, many things can be forgotten and given up. Say sorry, and thank you editor for your understanding. After years of repeated structural rearrangements, although it was born out of "I Am Poppy in the Dark Night", it is completely different from the names of the characters, to the characters, to the outline of the story, to the emotional structure, and almost all the plots.

Although it is also the theme of revenge. But a very different story. The heroine of "Rose" is called Ye Ying, alluding to Ye Ying, a baby born in the deepest night. I like this character, dark, talented, unscrupulous, but still has the most fragile thing left.Before writing her, I was very hesitant. My characters used to be bright, and I had never written such a dark character. I was a little worried that readers would not accept it. In fact, Yin Xiamo was born out of Ye Ying. Careful readers can find that Yin Xiamo, like Ye Ying, has the experience of being imprisoned when he was young, but in "Summer of Bubbles", that experience is only a touch, and the specific plot and content are all erased by me Yes, my hesitation at that time made Yin Xiamo a brighter person, but Ye Ying still remained in my mind and did not really go out.

I like Ye Ying. Maybe there is such a stubborn and paranoid side in my bones, so I can't forget her after so many years, and I finally made up my mind to write her authentically. This is a revenge theme. Regarding revenge, I am actually confused. If I am severely hurt, if I encounter unbearable pain, should I take revenge?Sometimes I feel that I have to take revenge, otherwise I can't bear to watch my enemy happy and happy in this world no matter what.Sometimes I feel that revenge is at the cost of a huge sacrifice. Even if I have revenge, but I also sink, is it worth it? As of now, I still don't have an answer.

Writing an article is a good process of sorting out one's thinking. Maybe at the end of "Rose", I will gradually have an answer in my heart, but in any case, I think revenge is not advisable. In order to achieve a certain goal, human nature is distorted. is sad. Then, this is a story that happened in the fashion circle. I am quite unfashionable myself. Although I collected some information, consulted some experts, and went to some fashion shows for this story, some unreliable statements should inevitably appear.Khan, please forgive me a lot. Moreover, because of the novel, some places and details have been exaggerated, please bear with me and hide your face.

Finally, I would like to thank Gu Man, Jiu Jiu, Gu Wenjin, and Ye Fan who have supported and helped me in the process of writing the first part of "Rose". Dear moderators, Baidu bar masters, dear...