Chapter 14 Chapter 13

Yin Tangyao didn't come to class. If it was in the past, it would not be new for him not to come to class.In fact, during the first few weeks of the summer vacation, he came to class every day. He neither came late nor left early, neither dozed off nor quarreled with the teacher, nor even kicked the door. He was praised by the teacher for answering questions. The students in the second class of Guomao were so shocked that their eyeballs were about to fall out. However, Yin Tangyao did not come to class for two days in a row, but there was an inexplicably strange atmosphere in the classroom, as if something was brewing, just like the suffocating silence before the storm.

The morning class is over. The students in the second class of Guomao packed their things and walked out of the classroom one after another. The pen was clenched tightly in her hand, and the pages of the book were turned and did not continue to be turned. Xiaomi didn't know that get out of class was over. She stared blankly at the birds on the tree outside the window in a daze.The bird flapped its wings and fluttered into the blue sky. The sun shone on the clouds as thin as a cicada's wings, making her eyes sting. A tall figure enveloped her in a daze. She was startled. Then, turning back in ecstasy: "You──"

no…… The eyes turned from excitement to dim, it wasn't him, the person standing beside her was not him, but Zheng Haoyang.She lowered her head, feeling empty.Haven't seen him for two days... "Are you okay?" Zheng Haoyang asked in a deep voice, some kind of emotion was suppressed in his dark eyes. "Yeah," she replied, flipping the pages with her fingers. "Have you and him...argued again?" Zheng Haoyang stared at her and said. "Uh?" Zheng Haoyang smiled wryly, and told himself not to disturb her anymore, she would never look at him after all.But looking at her distraught appearance these days, she still couldn't remain indifferent.

"That boy Yin Tangyao called last night, and he asked me to tell him..." suddenly── A burst of exclamation came from outside the classroom── "Wow!" "My God!" "what!" The outside of the classroom seemed to be boiling, and the students shouted one after another in amazement and disbelief, and then some girls began to shout excitedly outside—"Xiaomi! Xiaomi! Come out!" The classroom door was slowly opened, and Xiaomi came out in a daze, wondering why the students were shouting so excitedly, as if a big event like sparks hitting the earth had happened.

Sudden! She was stunned! The corridor outside the classroom was filled with countless balloons!Pink balloons!Purple balloons!Yellow balloons!Orange balloons! ... Colorful balloons are floating in the corridor, and jelly is hanging under each balloon, crystal clear jelly!The pink one is strawberry flavored, the purple one is taro flavored, the yellow one is mango-flavored, the orange one is orange-flavored... Fruity jelly, pulpy jelly, banana-shaped jelly, mango-shaped jelly... … The sun shines on the balloon. Countless balloons sparkle. The sun shines on the jelly. The crystal-like jelly reflects a fairy-tale glow.

Lovely and attractive jellies fluttered up and down in the corridor outside the classroom, like a crystal kingdom in a dream. Xiaomi walked among the jellies in a daze, and was hit by the jellies on his forehead and nose from time to time. She came out of the corridor of jelly. There are still countless jellies and balloons floating in the air. And on the square outside the teaching building, there is a huge heart, a heart made of countless pink jelly placed on a delicate wooden frame.In the bright sun at noon, thousands of lights shine brilliantly on the heart of jelly, the golden sun, and the pink and transparent jelly are as perfect as the legendary fairy tales.

And Yin Tangyao is the prince in the fairy tale. He was wearing a white T-shirt and jeans. He was tall and handsome, more handsome and handsome than any prince in fairy tales.The prince quietly looked at the startled princess in the distance, holding a big jelly cup in his hand, which contained curved dark yellow pulp, which tasted like yellow peaches. The sun was very dazzling that day, through the branches and leaves of the green trees, thousands of rays of light shone dizzily on Xiaomi in the white skirt.She stood on the steps outside the teaching building, her thin white dress was as transparent as angel wings, her crystal face and skin were as transparent as dew that would dissipate in the morning.On the high steps, she stood blankly, staring blankly at the countless jellies, as if stunned in the jelly world, her lips gradually became transparent and pale.

In the exclamation of all the girls. Yin Tangyao walked towards her slowly. The students onlookers stepped away from a straight path, my God, this is how the prince in the fairy tale walks towards his princess!Yin Tangyao walked towards Xiaomi, he only had eyes for her.While the students held their breath, Yin Tangyao walked across the square, up the stone steps of the teaching building, and walked in front of Xiaomi. On the high stone steps. Yin Tangyao stood on a step below Xiaomi. He looks at her. The green trees rustled softly. The jelly is crystal clear, and the yellow peach inside is fresh and attractive. In the sunlight, there seems to be light flowing in the jelly cup.

"Is it jelly?" Yin Tangyao asked lightly. He took Xiaomi's hand and put the jelly cup into her palm. It turned out that she only liked jelly, and the yellow peach flavored jelly was her favorite.When he finally forced Zheng Haoyang to speak out, he felt a deeper loss in his heart.She thought that only the boy knew what her favorite food was, and she didn't want to share it with anyone, so she didn't want to tell him.And even Zheng Haoyang knew it? Did everyone know it, and the only one who didn't know it was himself. Xiaomi's fingertips were cold. She stared blankly at the yellow peach jelly, and gradually tightened her fingers. There seemed to be a bone-chilling chill in the jelly. The blood in her body was frozen, and little by little, she began to tremble.

Yin Tangyao was startled. The moment she put the jelly in her palm, everything seemed wrong!Just like in a nightmare, Xiaomi trembled as if she would die in an instant, her lips were so pale that blood could drip, and she kept trembling, as if she was being strangled by a huge pain! Yin Tangyao was suddenly afraid that she would tumble down the stone steps.He hugged her trembling, and whispered nervously: "Is it wrong? Isn't jelly your favorite food?" Lush green foliage. Ringing wildly in the autumn sun. jelly…… Holding the jelly tightly in the palm, the hard edge of the plastic cup cut into her flesh like a knife, deeply cut into the flesh of her palm, but there was no pain, only cold, overwhelming cold...

... Next to the bus stop sign in the morning. The boy in the white shirt was carrying a big backpack, quietly looking at the busy and noisy road ahead.The first ray of sunlight that broke through the sky slanted on his soft face. "It's been a long time..." The short-haired girl yawned and grabbed his left hand, dangling it boredly.This damned No. 562, ran over as soon as I got off the train and waited, waited, waited, and didn't come until now. The boy rubbed her short hair gently with his right hand: "It may be that there are many people going to work in the morning, and there is a bit of traffic jam." As he spoke, he stared intently at the street in front of him. I finally came to this city. Although it was a strange city, and all the people who passed by were strangers, my father and brother had lived here.Have they walked this road, waited for the bus here, or even stood beside this bus stop sign? She opened her eyes wide: "Hey, your palms are sweating!" His hands were always warm and refreshing, but just now the palms suddenly had hot flashes, and there was fine wet sweat. "what." So he wanted to pull his palm out, not wanting to wet her.But she held his hand tightly and didn't let go, blinked mischievously and said to him: "Are you nervous?" "Ok?" "Because this is where your relatives lived before." He bowed his head and smiled embarrassedly: "Yeah, I'm a little nervous." "I knew it!" she said triumphantly. "You were so nervous that you didn't eat anything on the train, what a shame." She managed to eat two packs of biscuits, a bowl of instant noodles, three packs of dried tofu and a piece of chocolate. "……I'm not hungry." "Liar, how could you not be hungry?" He smiled and rubbed her short hair again: "Are you hungry?" "That's not true, people are worried that you will starve to death." She shook his hand and looked at him pitifully, "Since the snail bus has not come, let's go eat first, shall we?" There was a clear and soft smile in his eyes. "Okay. What would you like to eat?" Wow!It worked! "Uh..." She thought for a while, then suddenly her eyes lit up, she stared at the 24-hour supermarket across the road, and said excitedly, "Then eat your favorite food!" "Ok?" "Stupid, jelly!" He smiled: "That's your favorite." "Of course my favorite food is your favorite food! Huh, if you don't like jelly the most, why do you always fight with me, so I never have a full cup properly." She said dejectedly , heartache every time the yellow peach in the jelly cup would be eaten by him. "Oh." He couldn't help but smile, his eyes were full of smiles.She really loves to play tricks, she is obviously embarrassed to eat alone every time, so she reluctantly gives him a small bite. Cars come and go on the wide road. Passers-by in a hurry read the morning newspapers in their hands while walking. The glass doors of the supermarket are dazzled by the dawn. The girl on the side of the road held up an oversized jelly cup with both hands, facing the sun, the crystal clear jelly, the fresh pulp, and the light were alluring in the cup. The boy in the white shirt held the backpack in one hand, and gently hugged her shoulders with the other to prevent her from being hit by passers-by.Seeing her staring at Jelly with excited eyes, his thin lips curved into a beautiful arc. The red light came on. Pedestrians are standing on the side of the zebra road. "In the future, when we have money, we will buy a lot of jelly to eat! Okay?" She thought excitedly, sticking the jelly on her cheek, that would be so happy! "it is good." "When we have money, there are a lot of jelly, the refrigerator is full of jelly, the drawer is full of jelly, and the school bag is also full of jelly, then I will give you half of it!" "it is good." The sun shone on the pure white shirt, and the pure light was like the smile on his lips. "Ah..." She sighed longingly, and the yellow peach jelly jumped up and down mischievously in her palm. "When will we have the money to buy so many jellies..." jelly…… Charming jelly... High on the ground, the jelly is thrown in the air, the sun shines through the crystal clear frozen, the golden yellow peach is curved, fresh and has a faint luster... She laughed and threw the jelly high into the air... suddenly── Somehow, the jelly fell through the air and fell briskly to the ground.She leaned over to pick it up, and the jelly cup hit the cement edge of the sidewalk, bounced briskly and rolled forward.She hurriedly chased after him, and there seemed to be his voice calling her behind her. She responded casually, and hurriedly ran forward after the bouncing jelly. Jelly is still running briskly forward... She ran after it and reached out to grab it... However…… something is wrong... There are terrifying shadows whistling sharply... huge wheels... Squatting on the ground, she grabbed the jelly, and in a daze, she turned her head and saw a huge truck... Earth-shattering screams all around... screeching brakes... The huge shadow of the truck... She squatted on the ground in a daze... dazedly... There seemed to be a force rushing to push her away, she couldn't see clearly, only a faint scent of refreshing soap, this scent was a little familiar, and the white figure flying in mid-air like a kite was also a little familiar, reflecting the blue sky, gently The flying white shirt is like a touch of cloud silk in the blue sky... The string of the white kite... It looks like a string of bright blood beads... L…… Beads of blood knocked crisply on the asphalt road, and she fell to the ground in a daze, as if suddenly having a long, long dream ... Noisy world. Car horns blared crazily, people's screams pierced their eardrums, and they yelled into mobile phones and phones. The black crowd crowded in a panic, leaving only an open space. The boy in the white shirt lay quietly in the pool of blood in the open space like an angel with folded wings. That large lake-like blood... In the pool of blood, the boy's neck seemed to be unable to move. He struggled to turn his eyes, trying to look in a certain direction. The dark crowd made a narrow path from that direction. A girl crawled out from the crowd in a daze. She seemed to have forgotten how to walk. She stared at the boy in the pool of blood in a daze. She crawled to his side in a daze. that day. The morning sun is golden. The asphalt road was illuminated by the golden sun, reflecting a soft luster, the windshields of the cars also reflected the dazzling golden light, and the tree-lined roads beside the road shimmered with a golden shimmer. All the vehicles crowded together chaotically. Broken glass, sparkling glass all over the place, glittering glass shards reflecting golden brilliance, the world was suddenly so quiet that there was no sound anymore. no sound... Like a dream without sound... a dream... She knelt on the ground. is a dream... She knelt down in the middle of the road and looked at him blankly. It's a dream that ends when you wake up... The boy in the white shirt lay quietly in a piece of soft golden sunlight. The sun shone golden on his peaceful face. The morning wind blew the white corner of the shirt, he looked at her quietly, as if he wanted to smile at her, as if he wanted to tell her, don't be afraid, he's just in pain for a while, he'll get up, he's fine, He is fine. The morning breeze blows gently. She knelt beside him blankly. She dared not touch him. Why are his lips so pale, why is there blood flowing from the corner of his mouth, why is he still lying on the ground and refuses to get up, why does he continue to scare her even though he knows she is already scared. "next……" She stretched out her finger blankly, and touched his lips blankly, warm, warm blood dyed her fingertips red. The white shirt was stained red with blood, like a smudged flower, which grew bigger and bigger. Slowly, the blood-red flower bloomed magnificently across his chest.His face was so pale, and his pale lips curled into a smile quietly. He stretched out his right hand to her, and the palm of his hand trembled quietly. "..." "Please...don't scare me, okay?" She said blankly, "I'm scared...I'm scared..." "..." His voice was as soft as a whisper. She cried: "Please... I'm so scared..." Why does the blood flow all the time? If you keep bleeding, you will die, right?She put her hand on his bleeding chest, but the blood gushed out from the gap between her fingers, and she desperately squeezed her fingers together, but the blood flowed out along the edge of the palm.She cried, she didn't know what to do, but she couldn't press his wound hard, right, it would hurt him a lot. she started shouting. She started shouting frantically and desperately. He stared at her, with pain and reluctance in his eyes, but the soft smile on his lips tried his best to cover them up, and the blood gradually stained the snow-white shirt red. strenuously── Holding her blood-stained hand, his voice was as soft as the rustling of leaves. "..." She can't hear. She knelt on the ground and yelled desperately. The dark crowd, the dazzling and dizzy sunlight, out of control, suddenly seemed like a nightmare and couldn't wake up no matter how hard she tried, she cried and shouted frantically, the wind whistling in her ears, the white flowers piercing the sun, she was like a dying animal Trembling and shouting. Blood flowed quietly like a river. Blood-red asphalt. As blood-red and desperate as her cry... The wind blows gently. She suddenly stopped shouting, her eyes became empty, she knelt on the ground, staring blankly at him who was peaceful and peaceful in the pool of blood.He looked at her with a gentle smile on the corner of his bleeding lips, as if he was not in pain at all, just a little tired, and just wanted to say something to her. "..." With difficulty, he squeezed her hand tightly. She listened with bated breath. "..." She heard it. "……like you……" She wept in a daze, and the tears slipped quietly down her cheeks: "Yi, I like you too." He heard it too. That's why his lips were stained with a soft smile, that smile was as soft as the sun shining quietly from the shade of a tree. There is a slight wind in the morning. The wind blows gently and thinly. sunny. The leaves shed light, bright and dazzling. In the dark crowd. The short-haired girl leaned down and hugged him gently.She knelt on the asphalt ground, gently hugged the boy in the pool of blood, she gently stroked his cheek, and murmured, the panicked people around couldn't hear what she was saying. The boy's chest trembled slightly. Lying in her arms, he began to cough lightly, and blood gushed out of the corners of his lips with foam.His lips trembled slightly, but no sound could be heard. She bent down even lower. Finally, I heard him still saying softly over and over again: "...Xiaomi..." She leaned over and hugged him tightly. Starry tears fell on his pale lips. gently. He gently closed his eyes in her arms, with a very soft voice── that day. The wind is very quiet, the sun is very quiet, the trees on both sides of the asphalt road are very quiet, the traffic lights are very quiet, the black and white striped zebra crossing is very quiet, everything is so so quiet, as quiet as his soft voice. "...I like you...Xiaomi..." Sunlight is crystal clear. Blood spread quietly on the asphalt ground... Like a peaceful angel, the boy slept in the arms of the girl, and the sun seemed to cast a golden halo around him. An ambulance whistle could be heard in the distance. The girl gently hugged him tighter, the wind blew her short, fluffy hair, and the corners of her white skirt were soaked with blood flowing on the ground... the world is quiet... Since then there is no sound... ... On the high stone steps. The sun was shining brightly, just like that day. Also green leaves. The leaves are also rustling gently. Crystal clear jelly, dreamy jelly, bright and dazzling jelly under the sun, sparkling jelly flying everywhere, beautiful colorful balloons, beautiful colorful jelly. The world spins dizzily. The girl on the steps was as pale as the white dress on her body. Golden peach jelly. Clenched tightly in her palm. You can't hear Yin Tangyao's cry of pain, you can't hear the noise in the square, the whole world is so quiet that there is no sound, it's as quiet as if you are in a dream that you can never wake up... tick. tick. It was raining outside the window. The autumn rain has a peaceful taste, tick, tick, raindrops fall along the eaves on the green leaves, tick, tick, raindrops roll from the leaves into the soil again. infirmary. Xiaomi was lying quietly on the hospital bed. Her face was pale, her lips were so thin that there was no blood, and her thin eyelashes trembled from time to time in a coma. The liquid in the hanging bottle quietly flowed into her right wrist. There is a faint scar. Yin Tangyao was lying on the bedside. He held her left hand with both hands, his back raised up alone, the room was a little dark, and the slanting shadow stretched very long on the ground. She still holds the yellow peach jelly in the palm of her left hand. Her slender fingers held it tightly, and she couldn't take it away from her palm no matter what.So he held her hand so that she would not have to exert so much effort, and would no longer tremble and cry like animals when she was asleep. I do not know how long it has been. Her fingers twitched slightly in his palm. Almost at the same time— He held his breath and looked up at her! Eyelashes trembled, and slowly, she opened her eyes, her eyes were blank and empty, as if she didn't know anything about what happened. "Xiaomi!" He called her in a low voice, squeezing her fingers tightly. She groaned, frowned in pain, and shrank like a small animal, her fingers trying to escape from his palm. Yin Tangyao quickly let go of her: "Did I hurt you?" She didn't seem to hear what he was saying at all, she just stared blankly at the ceiling of the infirmary, as if thinking about something, then she raised her left hand blankly, staring blankly at the jelly in her palm. The jelly is still golden and crystal clear in the dark room. half an hour. She looked at the jelly in her palm and smiled slightly: "Did you know?" "what?" "...the jelly is delicious." She gently smiled innocently like a little girl. Yin Tangyao was stunned. Looking at the golden yellow peach jelly, her innocent smile is like an angel: "... I like to eat any kind of jelly, it's really delicious. I always hope that one day in the future, I can eat jelly every day without eating. There are so many jellies that I can eat to my heart's content... Yellow peach jelly is the most delicious of all jellies, and it is my favorite..." Pale fingers gently touched the yellow peach inside the jelly cup. She suddenly sighed quietly. The hand was loosened slightly, and the jelly cup fell briskly onto the hospital bed, then fell from the bed to the ground, bouncing, briskly, and rolled all the way to the corner of the room. She turned her head slightly, looked at him strangely, and said, "But, I don't like jelly now." Yin Tangyao's throat tightened. "……Do you know why?" He couldn't speak. "I..." Her eyes seemed to see the distant place through him, and she said dreamily, "...I killed someone with jelly..." "Xiaomi!" He yelled, trying to interrupt her. "I killed him..." Lying on the snow-white hospital bed, Xiaomi's voice was as quiet as raindrops beating leaves outside the window, "...do you know how much I like him?...my favorite in the world That's him...but, I killed him because of a jelly..." "enough!" Yin Tangyao stood up abruptly, his back stiffly straightened. Her voice was very quiet: "You don't know... how regretful I am...he has come here, maybe soon, he will find out that his father and brother are actually still alive...he will die soon Will become very happy...he has been recommended for graduate school...he is more perfect than all angels...but, I killed him with a jelly..." There were no tears in her eyes, only a large emptiness and blankness: "Why... I like eating jelly... I don't like it... I really don't like it... But... why even if I don't like it ...he won't come back either..." "Stop talking!" Yin Tangyao's throat was hot and cold, and he closed his eyes, his body was lonely and cold. fine rain. Why was the sun shining brightly just now, but now it is raining non-stop.The rain is transparent, the leaves are transparent, the wind is also transparent, and there is a transparent fragrance in the air. hospital bed. Xiaomi's lips were so thin that they were transparent. She lay quietly on the pillow, her eyes seemed to have lost her soul, she stared blankly at the ceiling of the infirmary, her breathing was also light, and only the slight twitch of her fingers proved that she was still alive. Yin Tangyao stood stiffly beside her hospital bed. He wants to hug her. But bursts of icy cold froze his blood. Then, he suddenly wanted to grab her shoulders and shake her!Shatter all her memories about other people to nothing, and let him be the only one in her memory!Only him!No one else! But…… She lay there quietly like a paper doll, as if she would shatter, shatter completely, as long as the wind blows past her. "Are you—are you grieving for him?" It was these words that came out of his throat. Yin Tangyao couldn't help laughing. Heh, what he originally wanted to say was that he would no longer care about her past. He was wrong, he shouldn't be as capricious as a child, and he shouldn't want to know everything about her beyond his control.However, it turned out to be such a ridiculous sentence. Xiaomi stared blankly at the ceiling. "You..." His voice suddenly choked up, and after a pause, his voice returned to ice-cold, as if it was just an illusion just now, "Do you love him very much?" She didn't answer. She didn't seem to hear anything.But, slowly, tears slowly slipped from the corners of her eyes, soaking the snow-white pillow, leaving traces of dampness. "Since you love him so much, why don't you die?" Yin Tangyao pursed his lips tightly, "If you love him so deeply, then you should die with him. Why? Why don't you die?" She closes her eyes. Tears flowed down her eyelashes, and her body began to tremble, shaking one after another. Yin Tangyao lowered his head and gently wiped away the tears on her face with his fingers.Looking at the crystal clear teardrops, he clenched his fingers tightly, his finger bones were blue and white: "Since you love him so much, then what am I?" Snow-white hospital bed. She trembled like a dying animal. "What exactly am I in your heart?" He pinched her chin, his fingers were so stiff that he couldn't control his strength, "You said I don't need to be like him, you said you want me to be back to the original, you said...you Like me, but, is it me or him that you see in me?!" In the intense jealousy, Yin Tangyao pinched her chin tightly, her lips were puckered up by him, and tears fell into his palm.He wants to wake her up from the pain, make her look at him, only look at him, and see clearly that it is him beside her, not the dead person! "Tell me, what am I?!" The pillow was soaked with tears. Xiaomi's face was as pale as paper, and the teardrops on her eyelashes were wet and shiny.Slowly, she opened her eyes, looking at Yin Tangyao who was standing beside the bed, whose body was as cold as ice, her eyes were looking at him quietly, quietly, emptily, all the time. It was so quiet in the infirmary. Tick ​​tock. Transparent rain. Tears flowed quietly down her cheeks like a stream. She looked at him blankly. A kind of cold, the cold that lost all vitality grabbed Yin Tangyao tightly!His anger and jealousy suddenly all disappeared.In her eyes, he suddenly felt a kind of fear all over him, fearing that her answer would drive him into the bottomless hell, and then, stay there forever. Suffocating silence. She slightly curved her pale lips: "I'm sorry..." Yin Tangyao tightly pressed his lips together. He takes a deep breath. His cold fists trembled slightly by his side. "I'm sorry..." Her eyes were quiet, and the raindrops on the leaves dripped glisteningly, falling silently into the soil, "What you just said... I didn't hear..." Yin Tangyao froze, he thought it was ridiculous, but couldn't laugh, his eardrums were buzzing.He didn't know how he should react, as if he had climbed out of the terrible hell, and it seemed that he would suddenly fall into it again at any time. He stares at her. She was lying weakly on the hospital bed, her face was pale, her lips were pale, and she seemed to disappear at any moment. She was so weak, but she held his hell and heaven in the palm of her hand. In a trance. He didn't expect to ask himself again. "What am I to you?" A slow pain sank into the blood, "I'm just his heart, or..." Or would you like me to stay by my side even without him... Yin Tangyao continued without speaking. He suddenly felt that it was ridiculous to keep asking this question. Actually, he knew the answer, right?No matter what she does, whether she is happy or miserable, it is always just for that person.He is just a pocket, and all she cares about is the contents of the pocket, not the pocket itself... Moreover, even if she knows the answer, she is like poison that has penetrated into his bones, and even if he dies, she will never will disappear. But- He found himself suffocatingly waiting for her answer. The transparent rain was floating outside the window, the leaves were rustling, everything was so quiet, she also looked at him quietly on the hospital bed, her eyes were clear and transparent, looking at him quietly. a long time. "I don't know," she said to him. Yin Tangyao inhaled lightly, his heart throbbed slightly, but the suffocated blood began to flow slowly again. Xiaomi said bitterly: "I'm sorry... I really don't know..." "It doesn't matter." He held her left hand and smiled lightly, his lips were a little purple and white. "I asked the wrong question." Seeing his smile, she felt an unbearable pain in her heart.After thinking for a long time, she bit her lip and said, "I can't make it clear... I don't want to make it clear... which part is Yi and which part is you..." He looks at her. She smiled wryly: "It's terrible, isn't it..." "Why don't you want to make a clear distinction?" Yin Tangyao stared at her, "You have always been very clear that what you like is that heart, not me, isn't it?" Her lips moved. With a pale face, she wanted to say something, but her eyes were silently fogged, and she finally said nothing. Staring at her every small expression, Yin Tangyao squeezed out his voice: "What do you want to say?" "I……" "..." "..." "Tell me, will you always like him?" The fingers of her right hand tightened, tightly twisting the snow-white sheet, her heart was blocked and she couldn't breathe, and under his painful and fragile gaze, her heart also burst into pain. "yes." However, she still answered him like this. All the blood on his lips suddenly faded away, but the frightening purple-white color made his face strangely beautiful.Staring at her, the light in his eyes disappeared, as if there was no light in the dark night. She thought he would turn and leave. But he sat stiffly and coldly in front of the hospital bed, motionless. that moment. She thought she would die in his silence. However. Yin Tangyao suddenly said lightly: "Because you like him, you will also like me, right?" She was taken aback. His smile was very light: "Because you like him, you will never leave me, will you?" She closed her eyes, her eyelashes were trembling on her pale cheeks, she couldn't look at him anymore, her heart was so painful that it seemed to be split open! "Really?" he asked again stubbornly. Xiaomi bit her lip. Yin Tangyao clenched her hand tightly, and a kind of pain spread from his palm into her body: "Really?" This last trace of pain finally crushed her nerves! She whispered, "Yes!" Transparent rain outside the window. The sun crept out again quietly. From the gaps in the green leaves, you can see a beautiful rainbow, a colorful curved rainbow.There is a drizzle in the east, golden sunshine in the west, and a refreshing fragrance in the air. Yin Tangyao gently hugged Xiaomi on the hospital bed, put his chin on her short, fluffy hair, and whispered, "Thank you...you are already very happy..." It's late autumn. The mountain roads in Maple Garden are covered with vermilion, orange and yellow maple leaves.The sky is blue and high, with white clouds, golden ginkgo, and maple leaves as red as blood, rustling in the autumn wind.Under the sunshine of autumn, the winding mountain road is as beautiful and charming as in the world of fairy tales. in the dormitory. Qi Guoguo curiously ate the apple while looking at Xiaomi who was talking on the phone.She leaned against the window, with a slight smile between her brows, talking in a low voice, nodding from time to time, for more than ten minutes. Donghu was in a daze, with an indescribable expression on his face. "Is it Yin Tangyao?" Qi Guoguo took a bite of an apple and asked vaguely. Xiaomi was startled, then turned around and said, "Yes." "Hehe, I knew it! I make several calls every day, and it takes a long time to make calls. Who else would it be if it wasn't Yin Tangyao?" Qi Guoguo said proudly. After thinking about it, she waved the apple in her hand again and said, " However, he has become very good recently. Although he still looks very tempered, he doesn't get angry casually, and instead makes people feel cool and handsome." Xiaomi smiled at her. She walked back to her desk, sat down, and opened the book she was half-reading. "Millet……" "Ok?" "You like Yin Tangyao very much, don't you?" Qi Guoguo leaned over and blinked. Xiaomi's fingers tightened as he turned the pages of the book. "To tell you the truth, I also found it strange that you treated Yin Tangyao so well when you first arrived in Shengyu. You wrote papers for him, ran 10,000 meters for him, and jumped into the fountain for him. It’s very strange! And he was pretty mean at the time, so the students thought you were a little... um... either there was something wrong with your head, or you had some kind of plan..." Qi Guoguo said with a smile, "But now everyone I don’t think so anymore. Yin Tangyao has really changed a lot. If you hadn’t touched him with your love for him, how could he be like a completely changed person? So you should really like him very much, yes Isn't it? It should be love at first sight... Did you fall in love with him at first sight?" Xiaomi looked at her blankly. "Let's talk," Qi Guoguo put the remaining apples aside, and asked excitedly, "I've never been in love! Will couples in love be as happy as you?" "happiness?……" "Yeah, you don't know how happy you look!" Qi Guoguo said longingly with red eyes, "Sitting together in class, Yin Tangyao is tall and handsome, you are petite and cute, and the picture is even more beautiful than girl comics ;When get out of class is over, Yin Tangyao helps you carry your bag, puts his arms around your shoulders, so caring, wow, how many girls are envious behind you; the day before yesterday morning you went to class without breakfast, after I told Yin Tangyao, he was absent After half a class, I went out and bought a bunch of delicious food for you, and, moreover, he even apologized to the teacher, my God, although the attitude is still a bit fierce, but it’s really super awesome!" Xiaomi was stunned. The more Qi Guoguo talked, the more excited she became: "The most romantic thing is the look in your eyes!" "..." "The way Yin Tangyao looks at you, ah, how should I describe it..." Qi Guoguo thought with difficulty, "It's dark, but shining, seeing you is like seeing a ray of light, but, it seems a little... I'm a little... I'm afraid of you... Actually, I can't say that... It's like I'm afraid that you will be unhappy, afraid that you will feel unhappy... You know, Yin Tangyao, who was so arrogant in the past, suddenly became so nervous about a relationship, which made us Those who watched by him were almost fascinated by him..." Xiaomi bit her lip lightly, feeling as if she had been hit hard in her heart. "And you look at Yin Tangyao's eyes..." Qi Guoguo looked at her mischievously, clapped her hands and laughed, "Yes! Yes! That's the expression!...Xiaomi, you've been in a daze lately, and you often sit blankly一动不动，不知道在想些什么。我想，可能尹堂曜就是害怕你这样发怔吧，每当你默默出神，他虽然不说话也不打扰你，可是就是会有一股好像是痛苦的气息从他的体内散发出来。” “……”为什么她却从来没有注意到过。 “不过，当你看尹堂曜的时候就不一样了哦。”戚果果拿回苹果继续咬着吃，“你的眼神总是很温柔的，嗯，非常温柔，好像只要为了让尹堂曜开心你什么事情都可以去做的那种温柔。啊，没错，就是这会儿你的这个表情……” "I……" “呵呵，你爱惨了尹堂曜，对不对？”戚果果得意洋洋摆出一副“我就知道”的模样。 "..." “好在尹堂曜也爱惨了你，否则，你可就吃亏啦。” 小米低下头，从窗外吹来的风将桌面的书页轻轻翻动，她的心也仿佛被吹得轻轻翻动起来，一股酸涩至极的感觉令她的胸口涨满。 宿舍楼外隐隐的东湖。 蓝色的湖水与蓝色的天空连成一片。 “可是，为什么你看起来好像不是很快乐呢？”戚果果不解地打量她，皱眉，“你喜欢尹堂曜，尹堂曜也喜欢你，那你们应该很幸福才对啊？你为什么经常呆呆地出神呢？” “……”小米不知道该说什么。 “咦，是不是为了生日？”戚果果睁大眼睛。 "Birthday?" “是啊，后天不就是你的生日吗？” “哦……”小米抓抓头发，不好意思地笑，“是啊。” “你是不是在担心尹堂曜会忘了帮你庆祝生日，而你又不好意思去提醒他？” "No, I..." “放心啦！”戚果果大力安慰她，“虽然尹堂曜以前很粗心，不过我觉得他一定不会忘记你的生日的，一定会送你很特别的生日礼物的！” “果果……” “相信我啦！”戚果果用力拍拍她的手，信心满满地说，根本不给她说话的机会。 于是小米也不再说话了。 她微笑着坐桌边，听戚果果兴高采烈地讲述自己各种各样浪漫的分析和预测，宿舍里充满了热闹而欢快的声音。 宿舍窗外是连到天际的东湖。 东湖的水在深秋的风里轻轻荡出细细的波澜。