Chapter 3 Chapter 3

The blond hair is as light as the sun, the brightest sun in summer; the big blue eyes are shining, bluer than the sea in Hawaii; the innocent smile is like an angel with wings. The cute boy like a doll showed sweet dimples: "Are you Ming Xiaoxi?" Ming Xiaoxi shook her head, shaking her sanity back, oops, it's impolite to keep staring at people stupidly, but this boy is so, so cute. "I'm Ming Xiaoxi." Her voice was a little harsh, and she quickly cleared her throat. The boy's smile seemed to be transparent: "Let's compete..." "Ah...huh?" Ming Xiaoxi didn't understand.

"I heard that your kung fu is very powerful. You once defeated thirty-eight strong men of the Haixing gang at the same time. I don't believe it. Come, let me see if your skill is really better than mine." "Hehe, I don't believe it either." The rumors were so terrifying that a teenager whom she had never met challenged her, "I never hit so many people at the same time." Maybe it's been a long time since I went to the shepherd's mansion. Ming Xiaoxi suddenly found that there were many people inside that she no longer knew, and she almost couldn't enter the gate.

For example, she had never seen these two people in front of her. A boy like an angel, so cute that people want to reach out and rub his golden curly hair, but he still smiles provocatively in his eyes; a boy with a height of two meters like an iron tower, his right face is covered with hideous scars, The fundus is unfathomable. "Little brother, I'm Mu Liubing's friend, and I have something to do with him." Ming Xiaoxi really didn't want to cause any more trouble. The cute boy was upset, and pouted his mouth high: "He is only one month younger than Bing, so he is not a little brother."

She held back her surprise and made a "sorry gesture": "Hehe, my eyesight has deteriorated recently, please forgive me. Can you tell me where Mu Liubing is?" The scarred boy said in a deep voice, "The terrace." The cute boy was so angry that he pinched his nose and said, "Ghost Hall, why did you tell her!" Guitang ignored him, turned around and followed behind Ming Xiaoxi who was leaving. The cute boy stamped his feet and yelled: "Ruthless Ming Xiaoxi, haven't you forgotten all about Bing?! Why are you looking for him? Don't you think he's not suffering enough?"

Seeing that Ming Xiaoxi was drifting away, he was so angry that he picked up a stone, and with a "swoosh", shot towards her back! He swore that she didn't move at all, she didn't even look back, she just swiped with her right hand── The stone was hitting right on the bridge of his nose! The force was not strong, but it just hit the sore tendon, and the two lines of teenagers burst into tears. what a horrible woman... On the terrace, the old ivy has disappeared. The wind, a little cold, is blowing gently. He was sitting in a white wicker chair, dressed very thinly, dressed in black, with long black hair, dark eyes, slightly sickly pale face, only his beautiful lips looked like red maple.

Ming Xiaoxi stood behind him for a long time, but did not go forward. Xiao Sha's icy breath wrapped his back tightly, as if separating him from the whole world, it was deserted and cool. As if centuries had passed, his white and strong fingers touched his beautiful forehead, and his sigh was like water in late autumn. "Aren't you talking? Then why are you here?" Ming Xiaoxi took a deep breath and walked to his side, trying to walk past him to another wicker chair, but he grabbed her! With great strength, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders tightly and pulled her into his arms.

Mu Liubing stretched out his hand and stroked her cool cheek: "Don't worry, Hughes will heal Che's hand, he is the best doctor in the world." "He can't." "Oh, he said that?" His eyes narrowed coldly, with a taste of blood. Ming Xiaoxi's heart trembled: "No." "..." She took a long breath and stared at him: "Did you kidnap Dr. Hughes' relatives and force him to treat Senior Che?" "It's me, what?" "Let him go, he's done his best." Mu Liubing observed her: "I thought you would accuse me of being cruel."

Ming Xiaoxi smiled wryly: "Really?...Maybe I should blame you. In the past, I hated others to solve problems with violence and threaten others with violence, but maybe I have changed too." She pulled herself together: "Mu Liubing! Your approach is still not correct! However, thank you for 'inviting' Dr. Hughes for the senior!" His eyes were strange, as if mocking: "Oh? You think I'm doing it for Feng Jianche? You..." She stopped him, her eyes were as clear as water: "Senior Che is your friend, a friend who has treated you sincerely since childhood."

"Friends? Do I have friends too?" "Yes! Senior Che and Senior Dong are your friends, they care about you." Ming Xiaoxi stared at him with clear eyes, and continued to say clearly and firmly: "I, too, will always be your friend." Time seemed to freeze at this moment. Mu Liubing's eyes were gloomy, his brows were furrowed, and there seemed to be a cold air quietly gliding through his body. He shook his head to drive away the sudden surge of fear in his heart, and lifted her chin with his slender fingers, staring at her pursed lips like cold stars. "kiss Me!"

The beautiful poppy-like lips were only an inch away from her, but they refused to enter any further, stubbornly waiting for her initiative. "Don't you like me very much, do you want to be with me forever? Then kiss me!" The order was extremely domineering, but his eyes were full of hunger, desire, tension and despair. "Since Che was injured, we haven't seen each other for a long time, don't you miss me? Kiss me, let me know that you still like me!!" His breathing became short of breath, and the breath of despair grew stronger and stronger. Ming Xiaoxi looked at him, quietly did not speak.

After some time, she finally put her arms around his neck and rested her chin on his shoulder. Her lips were very close to his ears. "I miss you." He held his breath, heartache piercing through his body. "But, I don't want to see you." She ran her fingers around the black jade-like hair on his shoulders, as if she didn't know that he was torn to pieces by the pain at this moment. "When did your hair grow so long?" I always remember that when I first met him, his white clothes were like snow, his eyes were picturesque, his black hair hung mischievously on his forehead, his temperament was cold, but clear as crystal. Maybe it's been too long since I've seen him carefully, and I suddenly noticed that his hair has grown to below his shoulders. "It was you who said that you like my long hair." She said to him, his hair was black and soft, comfortable to the touch, and beautiful, let him keep it instead of cutting it. Ming Xiaoxi thought hard: "Did I say that? Why don't I remember?" She had no impression at all. Condensation froze his eyes, and Mu Liubing suddenly got up! A gleaming dagger appeared in his hand! Straight to cut off the long hair that was once left for the lover! "don't want!" Ming Xiaoxi grabbed his wrist and grabbed the dagger. "It looks great. Long hair suits you very well. Keep it." Mu Liubing was dressed in black, cold and beautiful, with long hair fluttering in the wind, looking like a bloody evil Shura in hell. She withdrew her gaze and laughed dumbly: "I'm sorry, I have forgotten many things I said before, forgive me." The wind, blowing on the two of them, was extremely cold. She stood with him on the old terrace, but she could no longer find the old mood. "I promise you, Feng Jianche's hand will be fine." He stared at the big tree in the distant courtyard that had completely lost its leaves, and the words were forced out from his tight thin lips. "Yes, the senior's hand can definitely be restored to how it was before." He turned his head abruptly: "Then you—" "However, there are many things that can never go back to the past." A strong sarcasm rose from the corner of his lips. "Who said that she doesn't blame me and wants to be with me forever?" "It's me." Ming Xiaoxi replied. "But, I regret it." Mu Liubing seemed to be slashed from the throat to the soles of the feet by a knife! His fingers clenched tightly, his knuckles were livid. He couldn't speak, his eyes just stared at Ming Xiaoxi like that, what was in his eyes was shock, anger, hatred, and the despair and pain so strong that it could drive people crazy, the kind that was drawn from the depths of his soul. Take the pain of all hope.At that moment, the light in his eyes suddenly dimmed. He suddenly felt cold, and the chill all over the sky hit him. In her eyes, he suddenly seemed to have become a stranger. The distance between him and her is only one step, but it seems that there is an end of the world, a corner of the sea, and there is no way to get past him in this life. "If you're going to regret meeting me in the end, then why didn't you leave earlier." If you don't appear in front of me at the beginning, then maybe I won't know the taste of happiness.How cruel you are, you gave me all your love so unexpectedly, told me that you will always love me and never leave me, making me mistakenly think that I can be happy like a pampered child My child, let me mistakenly think that as long as I hug you, I can have the whole world. He thought that he didn't say this sentence, but in a daze, the words were already floating on the empty terrace. Ming Xiaoxi's throat was as dry as if it was on fire. "I thought, as long as I work hard, as long as I am by your side, I can prevent regrets from happening; I thought, as long as I can be with you, I can be happy, I can be happy; I thought, as long as I work hard thing, I can do it.” "But, I overestimated myself." She looks at him.The current Mu Liubing, cruel and handsome, is no longer the indifferent and clear boy of the past.But, why, the coldness in his eyes gave her a fragile heartache. "I'm not happy, I'm really not happy, I'm still laughing, but I don't feel like laughing anymore." "It doesn't matter, because I like you." She closed her eyes, not paying attention to his straight and stiff back. "Even if I die, I won't blame you. That's my choice. I knew that being with you would be dangerous." "But……" She suppressed the tears rolling down her face. "The one who was injured and almost died was the senior Che I respected and loved the most in my heart. I can't stand it. I can't bear that his right hand can no longer be as good as a god. I will have nightmares at night, and I will scream. Woke up screaming and scared, I will regret it a thousand times ten thousand times—” "Why, I didn't want to really leave you at the beginning." Ming Xiaoxi straightened her back and clenched her hands into fists by her sides. She bit her lips tightly and ordered herself not to turn her head. Her steps are not big, and her speed is not fast, but she is walking hard every step, step by step, getting farther and farther away from the cold wind blowing terrace. She told herself that she couldn't look back at him, even though his icy and fiery gaze had burned through her steely back and hurt her weak heart, but she knew that she couldn't look back. "Xiaoxi..." Is it his voice?She listened gently, and hesitated to stop.No, it must be an auditory hallucination, Mu Liubing's voice will never be so fragile as a helpless child. She continued to leave, and no one would notice her hesitation at that moment. "If I leave..." There was so much pain and struggle in that voice. No, he can't leave here anymore, just like he is no longer the former him, and she is no longer the former her. Ming Xiaoxi wondered in a daze, whether there are some things in this world that really cannot be repeated.Spring is gone, and we can wait for the second spring. At that time, the flowers will bloom again and the trees will be green again, but whether the flowers are still last year's flowers, and whether the leaves are still last year's leaves.Maybe change is always inadvertently and silently. It seems that what I said yesterday is still engraved in my heart. I am so confident and fearless, but just in a daze, I find that everything has changed. Everything is wrong, why is it so painful. She doesn't like this kind of Ming Xiaoxi, who is so fragile that she seems to be unable to control her own breathing. Ming Xiaoxi ordered herself to raise her head, letting the futile tears flow back.She saw the clouds in the sky, big and big, so beautiful that it reminded her of the first day she went to Guangyu College, when she... She took a deep breath, filling her chest. So be it. That's it. Because, she hated the current Ming Xiaoxi so much. Maybe she still did something wrong, heh, she no longer knows what is right and what is wrong, maybe she will still regret it in the future, but now, she can only go forward alone and cannot turn back. Someone blocks her. It is the haunted hall of the Scar Boy. There was raging anger in his eyes: "You hurt him, do you know how much he loves you?" Ming Xiaoxi didn't stop, and walked around his body. "You'll regret it..." The voice was as painful as a curse. The footsteps were still moving forward, and words like spring water floated faintly behind her. "No matter what I do, I will definitely regret it, I know. But, fortunately, we are still young..." Spring seems to be coming soon, and the wind gently rolls up the white gauze, which is very soft and has an intoxicating warmth. There was a new paper bag by the bed, stuffed with big, bright red apples. Ming Xiaoxi buried her head in peeling apples. Feng Jianche put down the book in his hand and stared at her seriously: "Xiaoxi, are you unhappy?" She hurriedly raised her head and put on a bright smile: "Hehe, how can you be unhappy? How many people are envious of being able to stay by the senior's side every day." Especially Dong Haoxue, who was almost mad with jealousy, but Dong Shuiyue issued a "foot restraint order", and she was only allowed to "harass" Feng Jianche three times a week. "Tell me, why are you in a bad mood?" Oh, senior, why can't you suddenly become a little stupid. Ming Xiaoxi resentfully put down the apple in his hand, and looked at him dejectedly: "I originally wanted to talk about it later." Feng Jianche sat up straight, waiting for her to continue. "I am going home." A smile gradually dyed the corners of his lips: "Yeah, you haven't been back all this time." Ming Xiaoxi lowered his eyes. "However, the time will be a little rushed, and school will start soon." She shook her head: "No. I've already taken my leave of absence." The white yarn was blown by the wind, and it was blown on the paper bag full of apples. Feng Jianche looked at her quietly, like an ancient and peaceful snow mountain. After a long time, he finally smiled: "Is everything packed?" "Yeah." She agreed in a muffled voice. "Don't forget to buy presents for everyone in the family, they will be happy." "Ok." "Is the money enough? If not..." She raised her head and stared at him strangely: "Senior! You are very strange, do you know that?" Feng Jianche didn't answer her. "Why don't you ask me why I'm leaving school?" "..." "Why don't you ask me if I will come back?" "..." "Why don't you ask me if I'm trying to hide like an ostrich and pretend nothing happened?" "Xiaoxi..." "Why do you always hide your own emotions and don't let others know what you are thinking?" "Xiaoxi..." He stretched out his left hand to pull her, but she avoided him. Ming Xiaoxi stared straight at Feng Jianche, as if seeing him for the first time, her eyes no longer had the old admiration, but were filled with deep sadness. "Senior, you know that you have always been a god in my mind, a god who is more perfect than perfect." He smiled bitterly: "I know." "I admire you so much, to become like you was once my most distant dream." The bitterness is getting stronger and stronger. Ming Xiaoxi bit her lip and stared at him strangely: "But I was wrong." "..." "It turns out that you are the most vulnerable person, you are as fragile as a child. You have been the best, the best, the best in everything since you were a child, just to make your parents happy; you care about everyone around you, but you seem to be I don’t know what I like, what I want, when I’m happy, when I’m sad... Stupid senior, don’t you know that if a person becomes as outstanding as a god, it will be easy for everyone to ignore that he also needs the care of others with love?" She couldn't forget that day, when his parents were fighting in front of everyone, when his father unabashedly took off the mask of hypocrisy, Feng Jianche's suddenly melancholy eyes and ice-cold voice. At that moment, he suddenly stopped being like a god, and became a big boy next door, who would be sad and sad. "I'm sorry, senior." Ming Xiaoxi walked over gently and sat beside him, his eyes were bright. "I have been self-willedly asking for warmth and care from you, but I have foolishly forgotten that you also need the love of others." Feng Jianche hugged her, very lightly, very lightly hugged her deeply into his arms. Ming Xiaoxi's muffled voice came out of his arms: "It's all your fault, what do you do to be so outstanding, so that people worship you as a god like a fool." He put his chin on top of her dark-haired head and smiled slightly. "You're finished, I'll never worship you again." She smirked, her face nestled in his arms. "You were so embarrassing that day, like a pitiful child..." He couldn't laugh or cry, she had changed too much. "...makes me think..." "What?" He didn't hear her muffled voice clearly. "……hug you." She stretched out her arms to hug him, shaking gently: "Let me hug you like this, you can tell me your happiness, your sadness." The wind blows softly. White gauze floats. The red apple is glowing and smiling. The petite girl tried her best to hold the slender boy in her arms. Ming Xiaoxi leaned her chin on his shoulder: "Tell me, what do you want, and I will help you achieve it." Feng Jianche closed his eyes and breathed lightly: "You have helped me realize it." She was startled: "What? What did you achieve?" He doesn't answer. "Oh, tell me quickly, don't be perfunctory to me." She said anxiously, "I can really help you achieve it, I am the invincible Ming Xiaoxi, even if I am your right hand..." "Well," he cut her off, "can you do me a favor?" "Say it!" She moved away from him a little, her eyes sparkling, and she was very excited. "Stop calling me senior, call me by my first name." Ah, that's it... She flattened her mouth in disappointment: "Senior, do you not believe me..." "Yeah! I just said don't call me senior." "Ah!" She covered her mouth, "That's right, I can't call you senior anymore, I should call you..." "..." "Che..." Che, it was just one word, but somehow it made her heart tremble. Looking up, I saw a smile in his eyes, the smile was clear and far-reaching, which attracted people to go in deeply and never come out again... Che: How are you? Spring has come, remember to wear more clothes. By the way, we must do the restoration on time! I miss you very much. Xiaoxi's ps: Say hello to everyone for me. Che: Here is the first rain of spring, is it raining in your place too? I am in Songshan, the scenery is beautiful and interesting. Knowing that your right hand can start to move, I am very happy, and I still need to continue to do rehabilitation! miss you. Xiaoxi's ps: Say hello to everyone for me. Che: There are many monkeys in Emei Jinding, very interesting, I really want to catch one for you to play with. Is your right hand getting more flexible?so happy! I really miss you a little bit. Xiaoxi's ps: Say hello to everyone. Che: It's so remote here that postcards can't be sent. Sorry to make you worry! Can the right hand eat?You should eat more. Miss you. Xiaoxi's ps: Hello everyone. Che: I'm sick, I'm bored, I miss you so much. It's not fun here at all, and there's no electricity. I miss your letter very much. How are you? Xiaoxi's ps: Please give my regards to everyone. "Brother Che! Brother Che!" As soon as the door opened, Dong Haoxue flew in like a little swallow. Panting, she put down the bag on her shoulders, stuck out her tongue and gasped for breath: "Tired...I'm so exhausted, I blame that teacher for dragging his feet?! Hmph, people only have two hours to see you, For no reason, she took up twenty-four minutes!" Panting for breath, she looked at Feng Jianche who was leaning against the French window. Wow, brother Che is really handsome, handsome, handsome! Why does he just stand casually like that, exuding an intoxicating elegance; handsome lines, gentle breath, it seems that even the air around him has become extraordinarily transparent and fresh. His slender fingers flicked a small postcard lightly, with such pity and cherishment, one felt that if it could become it, it would be the most beautiful happiness. Dong Haoxue looked at it for a long time, finally understood, and shouted in surprise: "Ah! Is that the card sent by sister Ming?" She flew up and snatched it: "Show me quickly! Sister Ming is also true, there is no news for such a long time." Feng Jianche dodged lightly, and the postcard escaped her "clutch". "It's old, you've seen it before." "Ah?" Dong Haoxue lowered his head in disappointment, "It's still the old one, so why did your expression make me happy for nothing." Feng Jianche smiled lightly, but did not answer, his eyes still stayed on the old card. Dong Haoxue sat down on the big white sofa and sighed: "Sister Ming hasn't sent a card for almost a month! Will she forget us..." He was startled, silently lost in thought. "Oh," she thought again worriedly, "Sister Ming, nothing will happen..." "Xiaoxue!" There was a rare sharpness in her tone. Dong Haoxue covered her mouth and said repeatedly: "Bah, bah, bah! It doesn't work, it doesn't work, it doesn't work!!" "Hehe," she smirked and shook her head, "Sister Ming is so powerful and amazing, she will be invincible and bright wherever she goes!" Feng Jianche stopped talking again, as if he only had the old card that Ming Xiaoxi sent back a long time ago in his eyes. Dong Haoxue tilted his head to look at him. Brother Che is different from before. His smile is much less and his silence is much more. His eyes are still kind, but there is more distance and loneliness. It seems that since sister Ming left more than two months ago, everyone has changed a lot. Sister Ming didn't seem to feel much when she was with everyone, but her departure seemed to take away a part of everyone's hearts, leaving them empty and without a place to go. In the beginning, she sent some cards. Although the words were pitifully small, they were still in contact, and everyone could still receive them by sending them to her address.However, in the past month, she has not even had a card, and all the letters sent to her have been found. What, but there is no more news, as if she suddenly evaporated from the air. "Big brother went to find sister Ming." Dong Haoxue said suddenly. Feng Jianche raised his head: "Hao Nan?" "Well," she scratched on the sofa with her fingers, "I left the day before yesterday, and I had a fight with my father. My father said he was busy with the company and refused to let him go, but he insisted on going. Although he didn't He said he was looking for sister Ming, but I knew he must be looking for her." He squeezed the card in his hand, thoughtfully. "Brother is actually very pitiful." Dong Haoxue sighed, "He seems to have fallen in love with sister Ming since he didn't know when. He thought he was hiding it well, but in fact, my mother and I have already guessed it. As long as sister Ming If she appeared, his eyes would not leave her; if Sister Ming smiled at him and treated him better, he would be happy for a long time; They even hide and secretly feel sad." She grabbed the sofa and pulled hard: "But, brother is too stupid. Even if you have never liked a girl before, you can't be so shy. You will only be fierce to elder sister Ming. How would elder sister Ming know? In the end, she was robbed by elder brother Mu." After leaving, he can only be sad by himself?" "Sigh! Idiot brother, you look fierce, but you are actually kinder than anyone else. As long as sister Ming is still brother Mu's girlfriend, even if you beat him to death, he won't confess to her." Speaking of this, Dong Haoxue suddenly raised her face, and said suspiciously: "By the way, Brother Che, have you heard? Sister Ming seems to have broken up with Brother Mu!" The elegant fingers tightened suddenly, and the brows, which were as blue as distant mountains, frowned slightly. Dong Haoxue put her head in her hand and murmured, "Strange, where did I hear this news... I can't remember... But I think it should be true. Brother Mu is getting more and more scary. Sometimes I feel scared when I see him. I think he has become a bit like a demon in the dark. I heard that their "Lieyantang" has been very powerful recently, and their reputation is so great that even ghosts and gods You have to get out of the way. Sister Ming is such a kind and lovely girl, it is too inappropriate and dangerous to be beside Brother Mu!" She looked at Feng Jianche and asked, "Brother Che, what do you think?" Feng Jianche stared at the signature on the postcard──"Xiaoxi". It seems to see Ming Xiaoxi's always bright, sincere and slightly innocent smile. He smiled slightly. Smiling like the white snow on the plateau: "Trust Xiaoxi, she knows what she's doing. She too—will come back."