Chapter 4 Chapter Four

The bright sunshine in the morning shone warmly on Ming Xiaoxi's clean face, and she was as peaceful as an angel with a halo on her head while she was sleeping soundly. The pretty eyelashes fluttered slightly, as if the fragile person on the bed had woken up.The fingers curled up slightly, but the weak movement alarmed the haggard figure beside the bed. "Xiaoxi, are you awake? Does your chest still hurt?" The gentle words warmed her stiff body. Ming Xiaoxi slowly straightened up from the bed and rubbed his aching head. "Che? Where is this... What am I doing here..."

Kazama Che put the pillow on her back comfortably: "This is a hospital, you have been in a coma for two days." Bing is right, if he can't accept such a fact, let alone she who loves her parents so much Woolen cloth?She really made his heart ache that night. "Oh." She lowered her eyes and said nothing. "Are you hungry? I'll go get some food." She smiled slightly, but couldn't hide the tiredness on her face. "Che, haven't you slept all this time? Have you been staying here all this time?" He looked at her with warm eyes: "I can't sleep here."

Ming Xiaoxi's eyes were gloomy, and her voice sank: "I know you're making excuses. I must have caused you trouble...I know I'm a burden, so you don't need to say such things to comfort me." Feng Jianche's smile is as soft as a pool of spring water, without any ripples: "Silly girl, how can you be a burden? Don't think of yourself like this. You are the most lovable girl, and no one will think of you that way." "..." He smiled softly: "Ice is outside the door, he is very worried about you. Let me go and make you something to eat, okay? You need something to eat." After that, he turned and walked out the door.

"Che." She stopped him. "What's the matter, Xiaoxi? Is there anything else?" He asked with concern. She summoned up her courage and asked, "Are parents really...?" The more she spoke, the more she lost her voice, and she dared not continue. He stared into her eyes and was silent for a moment, but he still nodded affirmatively. "Promise me, don't think so much, okay?" "I……" "No matter what, I want you to know that no matter what happens, I will be by your side. You are not the only one left in this world." He said softly.He won't make her feel alone.

Kazama Che turned the doorknob and walked out. His words warmed her heart, made her feel very comfortable and warm.But…… She was really in pain... she just felt that her body and heart were as heavy as lead, and she was falling all the time... Even thinking became so difficult.I only know that something wet is flowing on my face, like a brook... or a sweet spring... After an unknown amount of time, when she raised her eyes, Makino Liubing was already standing quietly by the bed.His eyes were bloodshot, and he looked as haggard as Kazama Che, probably because he hadn't closed his eyes for two nights.It's just that there is something more in his eyes than Kazama Che's that he doesn't have, which makes him look more anxious and melancholy.It's like a child who is about to lose his most beloved thing, and like a fragile glass doll standing on the edge of a cliff, as if if he is not careful, he will fall to pieces, and even the bones can't be found...

"Do you regret it...?" His voice was erratic, Ruuo was suffering the most painful torment. "Do you regret knowing me? I killed your parents." The backlog of pain is on the verge of breaking out because of his words.Tears hit her face sharply like a crazy storm: "Why?! Why did it become like this?! Makino Liubing, tell me, why did it become like this?! You let me taste what heartache is, let me Realized the most despicable inferiority of human beings. Death, hatred, it seems that there is nothing in your life except these two things!" Tears dripped and dripped wet the sheets and her clothes: "How could my parents die...they are so kind...so amiable and lovely...if you hadn't appeared...without ours... Acquaintance... Maybe my parents won't die... I won't be left alone... Our family could have a very happy and happy life... But now it's just me...Only I'm alone..." She curled up in fear, leaning back all the time.

Constantly sobbing: "As you said... I should hate you... But... I don't regret knowing you... I don't hate you... Parents' death, you are even more sad than me! So... what right do I have to hate you and blame you...?" yes…… If she was only enduring the great pain of losing her parents, as if her heart ached like a knife, then what kind of pain would Makino Liubing, who had been protecting her and longing to turn back to white, suffer? Can't bear it... self-blame... despair... Is there still a decision with her...? No!That's not what she wanted to see.I really don't understand why there are so many heart-wrenching things in this world...?

crying loudly.She seemed to see the evil spirit in charge of pain smiling triumphantly at her.She kept waving her arms, she wanted to drive it away!go away!go away!She doesn't want to be manipulated by pain, let alone her friends are also entangled in pain! How she wished that Pandora would not open the magic box because of her curiosity, how she wished that the goddess of Athens could stop the disaster that changed the world and devastated the lives...In this way, there will be no sorrow... hatred... heartache in one's life... Makino Liubing walked to her bed and sat down.With his thumb, he gently wiped away the tears that were still streaming down her face.The eyes are surprisingly gentle: "I'm sorry...it's my fault...it's my negligence..."

"No! That's not your fault. You just wanted to protect me, and you didn't think carefully for a while... No one expected that kind of thing to happen... How can you say it's your fault...?" She is like a showerhead in a pond, unable to control her tears. "Give me some time." He touched her cheek with his whole palm and stroked it gently. "I will not just watch your parents die because of me...I will find out the truth...I will definitely find that person. Because...I owe you an explanation..." ＊＊＊wwwcn reprinted and organized＊＊＊＊＊＊ It has been more than a week since Ming Xiaoxi's parents passed away.Kazama Che also moved into her house because he insisted on taking care of Ming Xiaoxi who was in a bad state of mind.

The night is already very deep.In the blue night sky, a round of big and round moon shines high and bright, evoking everyone's longing for their loved ones. Ming Xiaoxi tossed and turned on the bed alone, unable to sleep.With an effort, she sat up from the bed, put on her slippers and walked towards the kitchen. "Dang, dang, dang, dang——!" A loud sound of pots and pans falling to the ground awakened Kazama Che from his sleep.He quickly dressed and rushed to the kitchen. "What's wrong? Xiaoxi?" Looking at Ming Xiaoxi who was frozen in place, she obviously wanted to cry.

"I...can't sleep. I just want to make a cup of coffee...so I can fall asleep in a while. But...I broke something again. Am I really that stupid...When my mother was at home, I just I can't fall asleep, so she will make me a cup of coffee, thick... bitter... really delicious. After drinking it, I really want to sleep... But now that my mother is gone... I can't even drink it. I can't make a cup of coffee well...I'm really useless, am I...?" Kazama Che touched her long hair and smiled slightly: "Silly girl, coffee is refreshing, it will only make you sleepless." "No, Che... Mom's coffee can really make me sleepy..." She hastily refuted him with a serious expression. Kazama Che looked at her suspiciously: "Is there really that magical coffee?" "Yes, there is. It's just... I can't do it... and I also broke the whole pot of coffee..." She lowered her head, looking extremely uncomfortable. "So you still don't want to sleep now?" "I can't sleep," she murmured. Kazama Che gently took her hand, and smiled at her calmly: "It's okay, the coffee is gone, and I'm still here." "...?" "I can accompany you to the garden for a chat, it doesn't matter how long the chat lasts." With a gentle smile, his smile was as white as a flawless snowflake.He took her by the hand and took her to the place filled with the fragrance of flowers. ＊＊＊wwwcn reprinted and organized＊＊＊＊＊＊ Under the silver moonlight, the two sat side by side.Breathe in the refreshing fragrance of flowers and admire the brightest and most beautiful stars except the moon.It's like the kind-hearted Cinderella in a fairy tale is sharing the charming scenery of the blue night sky full of stars with her beloved prince. Ming Xiaoxi looked up at the round moon, and said quietly: "Che, do you know? In China, whenever it is the fifteenth day of each month in the lunar calendar, the moon will be particularly round. Everyone in a foreign land Everyone will miss their loved ones facing the moon. And on the day of the 15th day of the eighth lunar month, those who cannot go home will miss their loved ones even more. The reunited relatives can enjoy the moon while eating moon cakes, and talk with candles .” "I've heard a saying among you Chinese people: 'Every seam is a festive season, you miss your loved ones'. Is this what you mean?" She smiled: "Che, you really know everything..." "Then today is August 15th? Today's moon is also very round." Ming Xiaoxi bit her lower lip and shook her head. "But... I really miss my parents..." She buried her head between her legs and her voice was very weak. "Actually... I lied..." she said. "...?" "At your house that day, do you still remember when you asked my parents why they wanted me so late? I told you that they like the two-person world, but they don't actually like that." Her eyes were a little confused: "In fact, when I was four years old, my biological parents died in a car accident. At that time, I still clearly remember that when I was in kindergarten, the teacher brought me into the The last time I saw my parents in the hospital, I didn’t cry. I just thought they were asleep. I told them happily that I got the most beautiful big red flower...I want them to reward me and praise me...But they I never woke up again. Later, I was sent left and right by the teacher like a gift, and I realized that my parents were dead... and I became an orphan that no one wanted to adopt..." "Where is your family? Where are your grandparents?" Kazama Che asked.In fact, he had already expected it.That day, when she hesitated in her answer and her eyes flickered, he more or less guessed the whole story, but he didn't understand where her other relatives went?Why would she be an orphan... There was a faint sadness between his brows, as if he couldn't get rid of it. "My parents got married privately without the consent of my grandparents and grandparents. So no one sympathized with me and took pity on me. They threw me around like bricks, but no one was really willing to take me in. I I'm very self-aware, so I don't want to bother them anymore. However, because I still have relatives, the orphanage refused to take me in. Just like that... I became a homeless, veritable orphan..." "I started wandering. But... I was only four years old... When I saw other children on the street dragging their parents and arguing for bread, but they only ate half and threw it away. , I'm really sad, because I haven't eaten for a long time... So when they left, I ran to pick up half a loaf of bread on the ground, and swallowed it desperately. In fact, there was half a loaf I am already very happy and satisfied with bread. What's more, sometimes, I can't eat anything for three days in a row. I'm very hungry... the feeling of being hungry is really uncomfortable... my stomach will growl and hurt... I will have diarrhea after eating dirty things... I will bleed..." Feng Jianche's brows had already been tied into a tight knot, and he took her slightly thin body due to emaciation into his arms: "Xiaoxi, you...why are you like this...?" Ming Xiaoxi continued: "Later, until a year later, I met him—my adoptive father Ming Changhe. He saw me alone on the street, and he kindly took me away without any hesitation. He went home and took me in. It happened that his wife was barren, so I became their only child. In order to repay my kindness, I changed my surname to be Ming like him. They really treated me very well and loved me very much. They For me to study, to teach me martial arts, they don't let anyone bully me, even they themselves, would not be willing to touch my finger. In their eyes, I am their most precious baby. Slowly, When I grow up, I tell myself that I must be a filial daughter, I want them to be happy...I want them to be happy...but...I haven't really been filial to them for a day...even their bones I can't even find it...I'm a failure, right..." Her eye sockets began to get wet. "But Che, why? Why can't I have a complete family? I don't have any extravagant requirements, I just hope to have a happy family like others..." Her eyes were filled with tears, crystal clear, Interact with the stars in the sky. "Xiaoxi..." "Che, I lied...I lied to you, am I hateful..." He hugged her tightly, gently touched her hair with his chin, and something like tears gleamed in his clear eyes like snow: "Silly girl, you are not hateful...you are not hateful at all... ...you are so kind...kind enough to break everyone's heart..." It turned out that she was so heart-wrenching all the time... Lying in his warm embrace, she felt so safe and comfortable... All she wanted was to endlessly shed those inexplicable things in her eyes... "Che, are you disappointed? Do I disappoint you now?" Ming Xiaoxi looked at his moon-like eyes and asked quietly. "...?" "I often say that I am the invincible Ming Xiaoxi, but I am not... I am not invincible... I find that I seem to be crying recently... Am I really invincible? Use...? I still can't get rid of the haze of my parents' death... I just feel sad... I just run away... I'm so useless! I must have let you down..." The tears that fell on his face quietly wet his clothes and penetrated into his clear skin. Feng Jianche looked at the bright and deep stars in the sky, and after a long time, he slowly opened his mouth: "Xiaoxi, do you believe that there are ghosts in this world?" "..." "If you are their beloved person, they will always be by your side to protect you and watch over you... Uncles and aunts love you so much, so they will always have their protection by your side. But, the same Yes, they will see your every move clearly. I believe that uncle and aunt will not want you to be sad again and again for them...so they will be very sad and sad..." Ming Xiaoxi looked at his eyes like water in disbelief: "Really? Che? Is there really a ghost? Are my parents really by my side?" He smiled warmly: "Yes. They are right next to you... and they are very close to you. As long as you pay attention, you can feel their existence..." She hastily wiped away the tears on her face, closed her eyes and felt it with her heart. The warm breeze gently brushed her ears, blowing her strands of soft hair, caressing her cheek like a loving mother, talking in her ear... "Che, I feel it! It's really my parents! It's really them!" She said excitedly.Tears piled up in the eyes that had just been wiped dry. "It's really them...it's them..." Kazama Che hugged her tightly: "So, don't think so much, okay? You are the bravest girl, and you can definitely face the reality!" yes…… She is the bravest... is invincible... ＊＊＊wwwcn reprinted and organized＊＊＊＊＊＊ "Snapped--!" Ming Xiaoxi ruthlessly put a dozen thick textbooks on the coffee table. "Xiaoxi...?" Kazama Che, who was sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper, looked at her puzzled. "I have decided! Starting today, I will cheer up. You know, I am the daughter of 'Taiwan's No. 1 Martial Artist' Ming Changhe, the invincible Ming Xiaoxi! I will not be defeated!" she said. The bright black pupils emitted a firm brilliance. "Here are the textbooks I want to study. I haven't gone to class for more than a week. I missed a lot of classes, so..." "So you want me to help you with your homework, right?" Kazama Che tapped her smooth forehead amusedly. Well, she can finally come out of that shadow... "That's right!" Ming Xiaoxi nodded vigorously, the smile on his face was like the brightest sunshine in summer, and he seemed to be full of energy.The original Xiaoxi is back!She can be happy and happy again! "Che, let's start! Let's make up the geometry first, my geometry is really bad!" Kazama Che smiled warmly: "Okay, I'll help you make up the geometry. But first, I'll give you a taste of something, and then make up after you taste it, okay?" "What? Is it food?" Her eyes lit up, shining like stars, staring straight at him, her saliva was about to flow down. Kazama Che looked at her expression with a broken smile: "It's for drinking." "Drink?" Ruyu Ying licked her mouth.what would that beIs it the fresh juice he drew, or the long-lost sour plum soup?Wow!It's amazing!No matter what it is, as long as it is made by Che, it must be extremely delicious!Looking forward to it! Kazama Che brought a cup from the kitchen, which was full and fragrant.Yep!It smells really fragrant to the extreme.But what is it? Curiously, she leaned over to him to find out. "coffee?!" It's not uncommon for Che to be able to make coffee, but the taste of the coffee... "Try it?" He handed her the cup, his eyes smiling. Ming Xiaoxi raised the cup and sniffed it vigorously, the strong taste seeped into her pink and delicate nose.She looked at Feng Jianche suspiciously, then moved the cup to her mouth, and took a small sip from the edge of the cup.This……?This……? "Is it good to drink?" His smile is as comforting as an angel. Ming Xiaoxi's bright star-like eyes shone in amazement, he was speechless, "Mom's coffee...?" The bridge of his proud nose was slightly wrinkled, and his gentle smile was like a distant snow mountain. "I don't know if this is the magical coffee you mentioned, I just think you must like that kind of strong taste, so I will try to brew it based on my own feeling. How is it? Does it still feel like it?" Ming Xiaoxi didn't even have time to answer, so he drank the coffee in the cup, not even letting go of the last drop, and finally licked the whole cup clean. "Che, I don't need to brush the cup today, hehe..." She laughed dryly, and blinked her bright eyes brightly. Feng Jianche took the cup in her hand and smiled slightly: "What a brat!" Ming Xiaoxi smiled, turned around and walked towards the coffee table, preparing to tutor her homework. As she was walking, she suddenly turned around and looked at the elegant Kazama Che with a wicked smile in her eyes: "By the way! It's really similar! Haha..." Boring a, b, c, d, annoying rays, equations, incomprehensible geometric figures... Ming Xiaoxi only felt that one head and two were bigger, and even the eyelids began to lose control, and kept falling down... "Oops, the niggers are here to catch me..." She insisted on propping up her sleepy eyes, muttering to herself, like a character in sleepwalking speaking incomprehensible ravings. Kazama Che looked suspiciously at her expression that seemed to be struggling.Let her do the topic for a while, how can she talk nonsense? "Xiaoxi, what are you talking about?" "Idiot... The sleepy ghost is here to catch my soul..." The more I talked, the more boring it became. It must be the reaction to the coffee Che gave her just now, urging her to fall asleep early. I really want to sleep... She can't hold it anymore.She's starting to miss her lovely little bed... the soft bed... the comfy pillows... well... Slowly lowering her head, she fell asleep peacefully. He shook his head and chuckled.It turned out that I was sleepy... Well, he took her back to her room to rest.Although it is summer, it is better to sleep on the bed. If you sleep outside, you may catch a cold. At least you have to cover your stomach with a blanket. He walked to her side, carefully picked her up by the waist, and couldn't bear to disturb her beautiful sleep, and slowly walked towards her bedroom. what is this?In her sleep, she vaguely felt a soft touch on her skin.Is this her new bed?It's warm, slippery, and so comfortable...it's even more comfortable than her original bed...and there's a faint fragrance...it's so comfortable... Being hugged Ming Xiaoxi felt great, she had never slept in such a comfortable bed... Kazama Che gently put her on the bed, and found a blanket from the side to cover his belly. Huh?Why does it seem like she doesn't have a new bed when she fails?She doesn't want to sleep in the old one, she doesn't feel comfortable with the new one at all. Stretching out her hands, she wrapped them around his neck where he was about to leave. Great!Got it!Got it!Her new bed can't get away... "Don't run away from the bed... It's so comfortable to sleep on you..." After a while of murmuring, she fell asleep again, wandering into a fairyland... Kazama Che looked at the sleepy girl with a funny face: "Bad girl, do you want to exhaust me and crush me to death?" After speaking, he sat on the side of the bed and gently picked her up, placed her on his body, and spread the blanket on her belly neatly.There is a gentle smile on the corner of the mouth, like a fresh and natural white lotus flower.I believe she will have a good dream tonight... a dream about a new bed... ＊＊＊wwwcn reprinted and organized＊＊＊＊＊＊ At noon, the sun was like a fire.The hot sun baked the ground directly, and the earth seemed to be exposed to a layer of oil.Items large and small on the street are boiling hot, like a huge stove baking everything in the oven. On campus, Ming Xiaoxi walked with small steps while holding the textbook in her hand.She sighed, and looked angrily at Ding Ning, her eyes were burning, as if she wanted to burn her to death!Heartless woman!Definitely a cruel woman! As if aware of Ming Xiaoxi's resentful gaze, Ding Ning, who was wearing a small flower umbrella, suddenly looked at her with a smile as if he had realized his conscience: "Xiaoxi, don't you need an umbrella? You will get tanned, maybe you will Dry off a layer of skin." "Is it too late to ask me now? A woman without a conscience." What are you doing?You know, but she dragged her out abruptly.She said that there are few people in the library at noon, and it is easier to see good books, which made her rush all the way to dry like a bear.God!She would rather stay at home with the air conditioner and listen to Che give her a lecture.If she hadn't called her one after another to urge her, she really wanted to stay at home and stay out of the house. Ding Ning shook the bag in his hand, with an extremely apologetic look on his face: "Now I have found my conscience! Come on, sister! Get an umbrella!" "For you are kind." Ming Xiaoxi rolled his eyes. "It's almost here, I won't call anymore. I'm not as delicate as you." "Honestly, Xiaoxi, the master has passed away, and the military officer depends on you to take care of it all by yourself. Can you bear it? Would you like me, a kind senior sister, to help you?" "I don't think it's better not to help, I'm afraid the more you help, the more troublesome you will be." Does she still understand her?It's going to be a mess to ask her for help! "How come?! I will definitely take care of you well!" Ding Ning said cheerfully. "No, no, no. Well, my dear senior sister, I know you are kind. It's just that I'm not too tired in the military attache. I have my senior brother to support me. It's fine. I just need to study with peace of mind. And I can go home How comfortable it is to eat delicious food, so don't worry about it." Please!If she was kind, she wouldn't have dragged her out to suffer at noon, so let her be spared! "Is your family taking care of the nanny?" Ding Ning looked at her in surprise. "boom--!" A fist hit her hard in the face. "Are you an idiot?! Where do I have the money to take care of a babysitter?! And I'd rather do it myself than spend any money. Besides, others may not be as delicious as my cooking." Ming Xiaoxi withdrew her fist.This punch...would it be too hard?Look at her left cheek is swollen. Ding Ning held his swollen left cheek: "That's...?" "Because I was in a bad mood a few days ago, Che quit the rented house and moved in to live with me in order to take care of me," she said. "You... You mean that Feng... Kazama Che?! He lives in your house?!" Ding Ning shouted as if he had heard the shocking news. Ming Xiaoxi hurriedly covered her mouth: "Don't yell! Don't yell! Do you want the whole school to know?" He rolled his eyes.What kind of grudge did she have with this dead woman in her previous life?All her life she tried to harm her. "Oh, oh, oh. I won't bark anymore." Ding Ning broke off his hand covering her mouth: "What a lucky woman!" First Muye Liubing, then Kazama Che, no matter how good things are, let her do it all. Is it ready? I don't understand...