Chapter 10 chapter Ten

After the news that "Battle Flag" was about to replace Luo Xi came out, public opinion was divided into two factions. Some newspapers commented and analyzed that from the commercial point of view of Ouhuasheng Company, they will never give up the film that has already filmed more than half of it and Luoxi's popularity is in full swing. It should be that Luoxi's performance in "Battle Flag" is indeed endless. It was satisfactory, which made Ouhuasheng Company helpless to make this decision. However, the fans thought that Luo Xi's acting skills had always been impeccable. It was unthinkable that Ou Huasheng Company decided to replace Luo Xi. This behavior not only hurt Luo Xi, but also hurt the feelings of the audience who supported Luo Xi.

Just when the two parties were arguing with each other, an unexpected episode happened. A reporter from "Orange Daily" named "Hua Jin" disclosed Luo Xi's childhood experience, and the headline of the news was "Prince Luo Xi Born as an Outcast".It turned out that when Luo Xi was a child, she was abandoned by her mother in the playground, and nearly died of freezing and coma, and was sent to an orphanage later.The public was shocked that Luo Xi, who was noble and handsome like a prince, had such a miserable childhood. The media reporters thought that the fans would be disappointed by Luo Xi's humble background, but after this news report, not only were Luo Xi's fans not frustrated, but they supported him more firmly, expressing that since Luo Luo had eaten before How much suffering, then from now on they will use all their strength to protect him, support him, and make him happy!They believe in Lolo's acting skills and will support Lolo to the end. If "Battle Flag" dares to replace Lolo and hurt Lolo, they will use all means to boycott the release of "Battle Flag"!

afternoon. Oushi Group Headquarters Building. "Master, this is the discussion opinion on the "Battle Flag" sent from the Ouhuasheng subsidiary, please read it." Simon put a document on the black desk, and then, he did not leave the office as usual, but Is standing by silently. Ou Chen nodded, glanced lightly at the document, pushed it aside casually, and continued to look at other documents and contracts. Since taking over the Oushi Group, the young master has never been emotional.In the selection of Leo company's advertising spokesperson, although the young master initially appointed Yin Xiamo, he still followed the formal procedures, allowing Yin Xiamo to win irreproachably through the audition with an excellent performance.

but- This time, the young master insisted on his decision on the film "Battle Flag" without any explanation.The managers of the Ouhuasheng subsidiary expressed shock and questioned why the group headquarters would suddenly make such a decision when the filming of "Battle Flag" is currently in good condition.Ouhuasheng's subsidiary urgently held an interim meeting, hoping that the headquarters could immediately announce to the outside world that "Battle Flag" had no plans to replace Luo Xi, and eliminate the bad influence in time.Other shareholders of the Oushi Group also complained.

Simon wondered. The matter may have something to do with Miss Yin Xiamo, it seems that as long as she is involved, the young master's mood will fluctuate abnormally. "What else is there?" Ou Chen frowned and signed his name on a contract. "Ou Huasheng's management hopes to resolve the "Battle Flag" incident as soon as possible. They think there is no problem with Luo Xi's performance, and the future earnings of "Battle Flag" are also very optimistic." Simon said. Ou Chen slowly turned on the signature pen, looked up at Simon with slightly worried eyes, and said, "Tell them, this is my personal decision."

Simon was startled: "Master..." "You can go out now." "Master, you have never interfered with the independent operation of each subsidiary company. The investment in "Zhanqi" may have no effect on the headquarters of the Oushi Group, but it is an important annual investment for Ouhuasheng. It is said that it is your personal decision. The reason is probably very difficult. It's hard to convince Ou Huasheng's management." Simon said while still standing at his desk, looking directly at Ou Chen. Ou Chen looked at him lightly: "You are right. But, I have already made up my mind. I will explain to Ou Huasheng in a few days."

"..." The young master in front of him was no longer the young master he was familiar with before, and that indifferent and cold aura made Simon's chest stagnate. "Is there anything else?" Ou Chen asked. "Miss Yin Xiamo, please see me, I'm waiting in the reception room now." Fingers froze── Ou Chen stood up from behind the desk, and was about to walk towards the door. Suddenly, he stopped again, his jaw tightened, and the turmoil in his eyes gradually sank to dark green like the bottom of a lake. "understood." Sitting back in the black leather chair, Ou Chen couldn't see any expression on his indifferent face.

Simon is gone. The office was as quiet as if it was not breathing. The clock on the wall ticked off every minute. Twenty past four. The sun outside the window was blocked by dark clouds, and the sky became gloomy. Ou Chen reviewed the documents silently, the secretary came in and out, new documents were brought in constantly, and processed documents were taken out. It was getting darker and darker. Twilight and yellow. A bolt of lightning pierced the sky. Raindrops hit the glass windows, silently. Ou Chen looked up at the clock on the wall, at five thirty, he looked at the door of the office.After a while, he opened the discussion opinion on "Battle Flag" sent by Ou Huasheng's management, which was full of affirmation and praise for Luo Xi, and his eyes turned cold.

The rain is getting heavier. The sky outside the window was gloomy and dark, and the raindrops slapped on the glass in a rush and chaotic rhythm.The clock on the wall pointed to seven fifty, and a spasm-like pain came from Ou Chen's stomach. He walked to the liquor cabinet and let the vodka burn hot down his throat, letting the physical pain take away the desire to see her. Ten past nine. When Ou Chen put on his coat and left the office, the employees of the group had basically all left work, and the building was unusually quiet. The lights in the reception room were still on. A quiet figure was sitting on the white sofa. On the tea table was a cup of water that had long since stagnated. Her shadow was slantingly reflected on the carpet, and there was the sound of cold rain outside the glass window.

As if aware of his arrival. She raised her head slightly, with thick seaweed-like long hair, fair skin, and calm amber eyes. Dark rainy night. Lamborghini was speeding on the road at a high speed, the wipers kept swinging, the glass was still covered with mist, the rain was heavy, and the rain was intertwined and covered the car windows, the darkness and the sound of rain surrounded Ou Chen and Yin Xiamo in the car the space inside. The atmosphere was silent and suffocating. Holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands, the phalanges were slightly white, and the left hand was still wrapped with a bandage. Ou Chen looked at the front in the rainstorm with a cold expression, and increased the speed of the car to the maximum.His stomach twitched with a little pain, but he didn't seem to notice it. The rainy night reflected a chill on his face.

"Where are you going?" The air in the car was a bit cool, Yin Xiamo looked at the unfamiliar scenery ahead through the rainy and foggy car window, and asked in a low voice. Ou Chen pursed his lips tightly. Without looking at her, he said indifferently, "You can choose to get out of the car." As he spoke, his stomach suddenly writhed in pain, his face turned pale, and his left hand touched his stomach unconsciously. After the wave of pain passed, he cursed softly. , quickly move your hand away. "Didn't you have dinner tonight?" She stared at his slightly pale complexion.I remember that his stomach has been very fragile since he was a child, which seems to be hereditary in the family. Once he eats irregularly or the food is too stimulating, he will attack. "It has nothing to do with you." Ou Chen said coldly, turning the steering wheel suddenly, the car turned quickly, and the rain on the ground splashed up, forming a tall white water curtain.Yin Xiamo was speechless, she turned her head to look at the car window.In the pouring rain, only dim lights and faintly flickering signboards could be seen beside the road. "Stop!" she yelled suddenly. Ou Chen's body froze for a moment, his fingers clenched the steering wheel and then let go, he pursed his lips tightly, and the car suddenly stopped on the side of the road.Are you leaving?Can't stand being with him even for that guy? ! "Do you have an umbrella?" Opening the car door, the heavy rain made her close the car door again, and turned to ask him. "No." He said stiffly. "..." She sighed, but opened the car door again, and the cold rain poured down, immediately drenching her head and face.He frowned, pulled her back, then took off his coat and threw it into her arms. "Use this!" Ou Chen said indifferently. She was stunned, and looked up at him, but he was staring indifferently, with a cold breath that seemed to have no emotion.Opening the car door, she covered her head with his coat and walked out. In the heavy rain, she suddenly remembered something, turned around and shouted at him, the rain was loud, and her voice was intermittent: "Wait for me... I... come back... " The downpour obliterated her, and the severe pain in her stomach made Ou Chen's vision dark, like a mist, her figure was blurred in the rainy night, and she could never be seen again.Closing his eyes, he let the pain tore through his body. With a pale face, he lay powerlessly on the steering wheel, and the headlights glaringly shot white light in the dark rainy night. The pain and the rain prevented him from hearing what she was shouting. return…… Will she come back... Will the person who left him so heartlessly once come back? I do not know how long it has been. The car door was opened with a "bang", and the smell of rain mixed with her breath rushed in.The pain had already blurred his vision. In a trance, he saw that her face was covered with rainwater, and the clothes on her body were dripping as if soaked. She shivered and put away the umbrella that was about to be blown out, holding the umbrella in her arms. with an umbrella, his coat and a paper bag. "Take your medicine." She wiped the rain off her face with the back of her hand, and took out several boxes of stomach medicine, a cup of hot milk, and a warm sandwich from the paper bag.Inserting the straw through the plastic seal of the hot milk, she took out a few stomach medicines. She helped him up with difficulty, put the pills into his palm, and said, "The milk is a little hot, drink it slowly." The white pills were in the palm of his hand, Ou Chen looked at them, his heart was hot and cold, suddenly a pain surged up, his fingers were as stiff as ice, he threw those pills out, and said coldly: "It's useless !" Yin Xiamo watched in astonishment as the pills scattered in the air. "Do you think I'm still the same Ou Chen from before?!" He glared at her angrily, "You always coax me with sweet words, make me soft-hearted, let me change my decision, and let you have whatever you want. Five years ago I was played by you like a fool, now, do you want to play these tricks again?!" "..." She opened her eyes slightly in shock, her heart ached, but she didn't explain anything, she closed the medicine box silently, and then sat there quietly. "get off." Ou Chen's voice was flat, without any emotion.He didn't want to see her, he didn't want to hear her, he didn't want to accept her hypocritical kindness. Yin Xiamo closed her eyes. Her chest heaved, she bit her lip, grabbed the still wet umbrella, and slammed open the car door. Just as her legs stepped into the rain, she was suddenly pulled back by a force that pinched her shoulders like burning pain. ! "Is he just like that in your heart? Didn't you come to intercede for him? Why didn't you tell me, why didn't you beg me?" The strong stabbing pain made Ou Chen lose his usual calmness, he hugged her shoulder tightly and shouted in a low voice, the pain that would tear him apart surged from his stomach and heart.Rainwater poured in from the open car door, drenching the two of them coldly. In his anger, Yin Xiamo raised his head, his eyes were surprisingly calm and indifferent. "Do you 'want' to hear me?" It was raining heavily. The Lamborghini was parked on the side of the road, the glaring white light illuminated the night, the crackling raindrops hit the roof and windows of the car, and the rain and fog annihilated everything in the world. "Even if you want to take revenge on Luo Xi, why bother to be so obvious. You can have more subtle means to deal with him, just like arranging for me to win the best newcomer award, like spreading the video of Anhui Ni slapping me back then. You There should be a more perfect method, so announcing the replacement of Luo Xi with such fanfare is just for me to beg you." In fact, Yin Xiamo has already understood that with her strength, it is impossible to defeat Pan Nan and Baiyin to win the best newcomer award, and the video of An Huini slapping her will not be so coincidental that it will be circulated inexplicably.Everything should be arranged by Ou Chen behind the scenes. She smiled lightly: "Since you asked me to come to you, why are you so angry when I really came to you?" Ou Chen's eyes darkened. Yes, he wanted to see if she would come to him.He knew that she would definitely come, but when she really appeared, it seemed as if his chest had been stabbed severely! "You care about him?" He asked dryly. Yin Xiamo looked at him, in the darkness, his face had a deep shadow, as if he could never see the light again.After a long time, she whispered: "Luo Xi is innocent, he has nothing to do with our past. If you want revenge, please come to me and don't hurt him." Stomach cramps are getting more and more obvious! Ou Chen's lips turned white from the pain, and he said hoarsely: "It has nothing to do with him?... If it hadn't been for him, how could the tragedy of five years ago have happened? If it hadn't been for him, how could you have dealt with me so cruelly?" Break up? Did you forget what you said to me that night?" Yin Xiamo stared at him in astonishment: "You...you remember everything?" Looking into her amber startled eyes, his stomach cramped as if he was going to die, and his eyes gradually went dark, as if returning to that moonless night five years ago.Under the cherry blossom tree in the courtyard, the green lace she discarded in the night sky... "Yes... I remember everything..." ... It's a heart-wrenching night when I think about it now... He just came back from France, and rushed to Yin's house anxiously as soon as he got off the plane. The cherry trees are rustling by the wind. The courtyard was silent. On the day Luo Xi went to England, Yin's parents and Xiao Cheng had a car accident. Yin's parents died on the spot, and Xiao Cheng was seriously injured in the rescue!He didn't know how all this happened, let alone how Xia Mo, who was only fifteen years old, faced all this alone. With a heavy and ominous premonition in his heart, he suddenly felt a little breathless. In the living room, Yin Xiamo knelt alone on the cold ground, with the portraits of Yin's parents in front of her.He stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, and she suddenly turned her head. There were no tears on her pale face, and her eyes were terribly bright. In addition to pain and despair, there was also a kind of mad hatred in her eyes! "Xia Mo……" She stared at him like a wounded beast, the cold hatred in her eyes made his heart suddenly tighten into a ball. She stood up, her weak body swaying, he subconsciously wanted to support her, but she dodged him in disgust like he was a disgusting poisonous snake, and walked out. no moon. no stars. In the dark night, the branches and leaves of the cherry blossom trees were flustered by the wind, and the courtyard was filled with fog, and the white night fog suffocated the breath. "How did the car accident happen? How is Xiao Cheng doing now? You..." Looking at her silent and cold appearance, he was secretly startled. Since the two met when she was eleven years old, she was always happy or angry or smiling or quiet, but she had never been so indifferent, or even looked so cruel... It was as if he had suddenly changed into a different person... ... The torrential rain lashed against the Lamborghini on the side of the road. In the darkness in the car, Yin Xiamo looked silently at Ou Chen, who was in pain and lost in memory. A flash of lightning cut through the night sky, and his pale face made her gradually return to that night five years ago... Her memory and Ou Chen's memory... entangled... That night five years ago seems to be right in front of us... ... Under the cherry blossom trees at night. Looking at Ou Chen who is as noble and arrogant as a noble young master, her heart is filled with cold hatred! She hates him! Never had she hated a man so violently! it's him The "happy life" that she had worked so hard to maintain disappeared in an instant! Yin's father and Yin's mother were lying on the hospital bed bloody. The doctor covered their faces with a white sheet. She covered her mouth with both hands, and the world became crazy and dizzy!Xiaocheng was sent to the emergency room, doctors and nurses came in and out, she was the only one standing outside alone, she was trembling with fear, she was so frightened, she wanted to cry loudly, she even wanted to die, She's afraid, she's afraid, she's afraid──!  She would rather she had never been born... Hadn't been born, hadn't lived, wouldn't have faced so much death and fear!She hated her mother for giving birth to her. Since she was born, why did she leave her and die!She hated Yin's father and Yin's mother, since she and Xiaocheng had been happy for so many years, why did they leave them to die so cruelly!She hated Xiaocheng, since she promised to be with her forever, why, being sent to the emergency room made her so afraid! She hates everyone! She has become strong and sensible, so why scare her, hurt her, and take away what is already pitifully small from her! She hates him the most! The culprit that caused all tragedies to happen! That lofty young master, as if other people's fates were ants, let him manipulate them at will.If he hadn't threatened Dad to drive Luo Xi away, Xiao Cheng wouldn't have been sick and had a fever, Dad wouldn't have been distracted by driving with guilt, and wouldn't have had a car accident when he called her to ask her to chase Luo Xi back!Without his overbearing, all disasters would not have happened!She hates him!She swears that she will return to him ten times, a hundred times and a thousand times the pain he inflicted on her! After coming out of the emergency room, Xiaocheng was sent to the intensive care unit where no visits were allowed.Doctors told her it was still unknown if she would survive. She waited numbly outside the ward, with dead silence and fear in her heart.Gradually, gradually, one day passed, two days passed, and she suddenly became calm again.Oh, what is there to be afraid of, if Xiao Cheng dies, she will die together.It's just that before she dies, she has to deal with some things. Back at home, the neighbors helped arrange the coffin and posthumous photos. People had already dispersed, and the house was empty.She quietly wiped the dust off the furniture with a rag, and mopped the floor clean. Then, she knelt for a long time in front of the black and white photos, allowing herself to fulfill her responsibilities as a daughter before she died. In the night fog. The branches and leaves of the cherry blossom trees swayed messily. "Are you happy?" There was a faint smile on her lips. "What's going on?" Ou Chen was startled. "Just like what you saw, walking, dying, hurting..." With a shockingly beautiful smile, she whispered softly, "You must be very happy, right? Who is next to me now? It's all gone, only you are left... From then on, I can only see you in my eyes, hear you in my ears, and you are the only figure in my world... Are you satisfied? " "Xia Mo, calm down, tell me how the car accident happened." There seemed to be a bit of madness in her smile, and he felt fear for no reason, as if a nightmare was slowly unfolding in front of him. "Listen..." She stretched out her arms, twirling gently under the cherry blossom tree like sleepwalking, and said with a big smile, "... how quiet the world is... no one speaks... no one cries... so quiet It's like a dream..." "Xia Mo!" Afraid of her smile, he grabbed her shoulders and asked anxiously, "What happened, how did the car accident happen, has the driver been found, how is Xiao Cheng, in the hospital..." She smiled softly, squinted at him, her cheeks flushed abnormally: "Didn't you arrange all of this? Ask me what to do?" "What?!" Ou Chen was shocked, his fingers stiffened in astonishment and shock, "I arranged it?! You──" "Did you say something wrong? You ordered Luo Xi to leave, made Xiao Cheng sad and sick, made Dad feel guilty and disturbed, and caused a car accident...how perfect everything is!" She suddenly laughed mockingly again, "Ah, no, it's not you Arranged. You just arranged the first step, and then God helped you complete the next few steps. Haha, how could the noble Master Ou Chen be stained with blood?" He broke free from the shock, and gently, the fifteen-year-old girl smiled and opened her arms and continued to rotate gently. The night wind blew the leaves of the cherry blossom trees. In the dark night without moon and stars, white mist filled the whole place like a demon. patio. "...Listen...the world is so quiet...only me and you are left...all those irrelevant people have disappeared...so quiet..." The leaves swirled wildly above her head. She chuckled. Tears poured into the bottom of my heart frantically, but not a single drop flowed out. Her heart seemed to be submerged and suffocated by the cold sea water, but her eyes were dry. She smiled and twirled, and the hatred made her beauty feel breathtaking. crazy! Ou Chen couldn't believe it! So all the disasters were caused by his decision to let Luo Xi go? Yes, he hates Luo Xi, who always appears around Xia Mo.When he saw Luo Xi and Xia Mo holding hands on the stage of "Superstar" on TV, he had already decided that Luo Xi must completely disappear from Xia Mo's life!He threatened Papa Yin that if Luo Xi was not sent away, he would lose his job.Father Yin finally compromised. He flew to France, turned off his mobile phone, and refused to answer her calls and text messages.He knew she would try to convince him, for example, that she didn't have any special feelings for Luo Xi, for example, that she hated his possessiveness.Not being able to face her, her smile and anger would overwhelm him, and he didn't want her to know that her influence over him could sway any of his decisions.However, she sent a word from the housekeeper that if he didn't call her before that night, he would never appear in front of her again. He was so angry that she threatened him because of Luo Xi! Unexpectedly, on the phone, she didn't ask him too much to let Luo Xi stay, but proposed another plan, sending Luo Xi to study in England.He accepted her terms.As long as Luo Xi disappeared, he didn't care where he disappeared. What I didn't expect was── All peace will be destroyed in an instant like this! Was all this unfortunate happening because of his decision?Looking at her devastated appearance, feeling the piercing hatred emanating from her body, he took a step back in shock, fear gradually flowing in his blood. I do not know how long it has been. She gradually stopped, the smile disappeared from the corner of her lips, and she breathed slowly, she suddenly became extremely quiet, her eyes stared at him, and there was a kind of almost transparent indifference in her pupils.Then, she said each word coldly, as if she wanted to drive each word into his heart like a nail: "But... in this world, the last thing I want to see is you!" Ou Chen's face was pale! Clenching his hands secretly, he restrained the sudden pain in his heart, no, she was just too sad, so she deliberately spoke to anger him.The car accident was not his fault.It was just an accident, an accident that no one could think of! He tried to explain: "I never thought that letting Luo Xi leave would cause..." "What can you think of?" She interrupted him coldly, the flames of hatred in her eyes were beating wildly, "Can you think of it? There is a sentence I wanted to tell you a long time ago, do you want to hear it?" "you……" "I never liked you!" "..." "I'm with you only because you can keep my adoptive father's job, so that Xiaocheng and I can live without worrying about food and clothing!" Seeing his paler and paler expression, hatred rolled in her heart!No more thinking, at this moment her mind is blank, she just wants to hurt him, hurt him, hurt him!The pleasure of revenge made her lose her mind, and the pain he inflicted on her, she wanted to give back to him ten times a hundred times a thousand times! "Now that I have nothing to worry about, I have no one to worry about, and I can finally not see you again, and I can finally break up with you. Do you know how happy I am?! Ah, yes, there is one thing you did very well. Correct—" Staring at his painful and gloomy eyes, she approached him, and said slowly: "──That is to send Luo Xi away! That's right, I like him, from the first moment I saw him, I fell in love with him! In my heart, you can't even compare to his little finger! Although you are forcing him to leave now, I will definitely be with him in the future!" Her eardrums were buzzing, she didn't even know what she had said, Just relying on instinct, all the words that could hurt him and make him suffer turned into poisonous knives and stabbed at him! "Enough!" Ou Chen yelled angrily!He can't listen anymore!She approached him with a cruel smile, there was no warmth in her eyes, as if it was not an angry word, but... A heart ached as if it wasn't his own, and his calm and self-possessed aura was gone. In the extreme pain, his stiff fingers tightly grabbed her chin!He doesn't want to listen to her anymore!He doesn't listen! ! "you!……" The bones of the jaw "cluck"! The pain made her eyes widen in astonishment, but she couldn't break free from his grasp.White mist filled the night, the branches and leaves of the cherry tree swayed violently, and the bones seemed to be cracked. She gasped in pain, and the pair of dark green eyes were so close to her. She was "suddenly" startled— The night breeze was very cold, and at this moment, the incomparably deep pain and fear in his eyes gradually returned her reason to her mind. It seems to be fixed. The night suddenly fell silent! The leaves rustled, there was no moon and no stars, and the white mist filled the courtyard enchantingly. Ou Chen's fingers were stiff and cold, but he slowly let go of her. He pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were dark and painful. "Things I've done for me..." There was a deep regret in the hoarse voice. "……my apologies." Yin Xiamo froze, this was the first time she heard him apologize. But what's the use?She was bitter in her heart, looking at his pale and regretful face, the crazy sparks in her eyes gradually extinguished. "Let's—let's break up." Her chest heaved for a moment, and finally, her gradually awakening rationality slowly suppressed the frenzied hatred.Her eyes were cold and indifferent, and she untied the green lace tied on her hair with her backhand, and her long hair, which was as thick as seaweed, spread loosely. "Back to you." Beautiful green lace fluttered between her fingers. It was a gift from him, and she had promised to wear it every day.After waiting for a while, seeing that he didn't reach out to take the green lace, she raised her hand casually, and a gust of night wind blew, and the long green lace fluttered into the dark night sky, fluttering like a lost butterfly. slowly falling... "From now on, you and I—have nothing to do with each other!" She coldly announced the end of the two, with a kind of boredom and tiredness in her eyes, as if she didn't even want to look at him again. "I've already apologized!" Looking at the green lace that was resolutely discarded by her, Ou Chen's back was stiff, the blood in his body was frozen by bursts of cold, his inborn arrogance and the heartache of fear of losing her were chaotically intertwined, his fingertips were as cold as his body Every part of it is freezing and shattering! She smiled angrily: "Apologize? Do you think such a few words are enough?" "Then tell me..." His lips were pale and painful, and his eyes were dark and dead. "...how can I do it?" How can it be?The bloody corpses of parents lying in the white sheets in the hospital, and the life and death of Xiao Cheng in the intensive care unit, how can these be recovered? !Bursts of uncontrollable anger surged again!Sure enough, he is a high-ranking young master. With money and power, can you do anything?The hatred in her eyes made her look like a wounded and irritated wild cat! "No way!" The cold voice echoed in the courtyard, she stared at him, and said dagger-like words: "I don't want to see you again, I will never forgive you, I will never love you again, I will forget all the memories about you !" Under the misty cherry trees. Ou Chen's face was as pale as if transparent, he coughed lightly, and the corners of his mouth were smeared with scarlet.In the dark night, slowly, he closed his eyes and knelt down on the cold ground. "is this OK?" The leaves were shaken violently by the night wind, and his slender back was stiffened. He knelt down, even though he was in an extremely humble posture, he still had an indescribable arrogance like an aristocrat!There was a wind blowing, and the green lace fluttered in shock, trembling in the night sky for a long time... That night, in front of her. He knelt down. In the dark and dull night, the silence was suffocating, and the green lace was blown by the night wind in a daze. He knelt down slowly, his pale face seemed to be transparent, and the mistakes he had made might not be able to make up for it. dignity and pride to ask her forgiveness. slowly... He knelt in front of her... That night, she was stunned! Looking at his slowly kneeling figure... Like an electric shock! She turned around so suddenly that she didn't see the moment when he completely knelt down!With her back to him, she couldn't look at him, even though her chest was burning furiously with hatred and pain on the verge of collapse, she still couldn't just watch Ou Chen, who was so noble and reserved in the past, stand in front of her in such a humble posture! "...if it's my fault," The leaves are rustling, the ground is cold under the knees, Ou Chen's back is proud and straight, and his lips are so painful that they are bloodless. "I...willing to change..." With her back to him, hearing his voice in the night, her heart suddenly felt so painful that it was about to burst!This kind of pain made her unable to tell whether it was because of her hatred for him, or because of the obvious pain of being overwhelmed by him! She bit her lips tightly, twisting and turning in the cold and hot in her heart, and the images of being with him for several years flashed through her mind. However, with severe pain in her mind, the bloody face of Yin's father and mother Yin covered by the white sheet appeared again, and Xiaocheng, whose body is full of various tubes, is lying in the intensive care unit and his life is uncertain... "You can never change." The hatred made her words extremely cold, and without looking back, she walked into the house, only his figure kneeling under the cherry tree was left in the courtyard. "Xia Mo!..." Ou Chen cried out in pain, "...how can you forgive me?!" No matter what price he has to pay, as long as she is willing to stay, even if she only needs to look at him again.And in the white night fog, her back was pitch black, as if it would disappear at any moment... "Unless—" Without looking back, she looked at the dark night sky with cold eyes.Maybe Xiaocheng will die, maybe she will die with Xiaocheng, then maybe she will not forgive him until she dies. "──you die." There seemed to be his shout behind her, she couldn't hear it clearly, and she didn't want to hear it clearly, her world had completely collapsed, and she had nothing to care about. dark. Not a ray of light. The sky was full of white mist, and the leaves were shaking wildly. She didn't look back, and disappeared into the cold night without any nostalgia or hesitation. The night turned him kneeling under the cherry blossom tree into a silhouette, a dark silhouette, still aristocratic and arrogant, the kind of forgiveness and pain were so intense that even the flying green lace fell down. Suddenly it began to rain. The raindrops dripped through the leaves, and he knelt numbly, as if he didn't feel anything, his body was gradually drenched, the rain became heavier and heavier, and the rain frantically wet his black hair and wet his face... That heart-wrenching night like a nightmare... ... The light of the car lights is dazzling and bright, the torrential rain pours down, and the raindrops beat on the roof and windows of the car frantically. The white world of rain, the thunder and lightning that explode in the night sky confuse the past with the present!The pain in the stomach was like a poisoned knife, twisting and pulling Ou Chen into the abyss of pain. He couldn't breathe, his fingers tightly clenched the steering wheel, and his lips were as pale as paper. gradually…… It seems that I can't tell where the pain is coming from... In the dark night, the cherry tree in the heavy rain, what she always gave him was her back, and she never even looked back at him, even if he could give up everything, even if he knelt down without dignity...Anything can be promised to her, anything can be done for her. She changed it, but... She still left his life indifferently... Sitting next to Ou Chen. In the cold rain. Yin Xiamo has woken up from the memories.It must have hurt him, but when she was fifteen years old, facing the death of her adoptive parents and the uncertainty of Xiao Cheng's life and death, she had completely lost her mind, and impulsively vented all her anger and fear on him. What if it is her now? She would still hate him, but maybe she wouldn't be so desperate to hurt him with words.Hatred is a double-edged sword. She thought that she had retaliated against him, but in the end his hatred made her fall into a deeper hell, and even caused her and Xiaocheng scars that could not be repaired until now.Those unbearable memories from a few years ago flashed intermittently, and she shook her head to let those images go away. She is sad, the past is gone, she doesn't want to argue about what is right and what is wrong, the most important thing is the present happiness.In the past, she was unable to protect the people around her, but now she has worked hard to become rational and strong, and will never tolerate any tragedy.As for Ou Chen, although he is no longer in her world, all the past events could not make her truly regard him as a passerby.Her eyes fell on Ou Chen unconsciously, she was stunned by the sweat on his forehead and his pale lips, and asked involuntarily, "What's wrong with you? Is your stomach still hurting?" I tried the temperature of the milk cup with my hand, and it was already cold, but the medicine still needs to be taken.She took out a few more pills, but this time she didn't put them in his hand, but put them directly into her palm, approached him, and said, "Take these pills." Ou Chen looked at her with gloomy eyes, and there was a kind of trance in his eyes: "Why?" "Take the medicine, and your stomach won't hurt anymore." She knew that was not what he asked, but she didn't want to mention what happened five years ago. "Say! Why?!" The last restraint was broken by her light tone, and his stomach twitched with pain. He waved away her hand holding the medicine, and asked angrily, "I just sent Luo Xi away five years ago. Why? , you choose to break with me so cruelly? In your heart, is Luo Xi really that important?! Then what am I?!" Thunder rumbled outside the car window. Looking at his angry and painful expression, Yin Xiamo suddenly wanted to laugh, but couldn't, leaving only a sigh in his heart. "Don't you understand now?" Her voice was very quiet. "...?" “你和我是两个世界的人。凡是你想要的东西，你都会不择手段地去得到它，而毫不在意它想要的是什么。我就像是你的洋娃娃，因为是你心爱的，所以任何人都不许碰，甚至我的亲弟弟也不行。或许你的世界是寂寞的吧，所以想把我放到和你一样的寂寞里，不许我有除你之外的快乐。” She smiled. 声音在雨声里显得出奇的寂静。 “我也是寂寞的。这种寂寞让我努力想要抓住每一份的温暖和幸福，为了守住那些幸福，付出什么代价都可以。曾经很感谢你，因为你让我的弟弟和养父母生活无忧，哪怕代价是让我像藤蔓一样依附在你的身上。可是，你却又亲手将我的幸福毁去。” 她闭上眼睛，往事血淋淋地从脑海中闪过，或者终此一生她也无法忘记养父母躺在病床上的模样了。因为闭着眼睛，她也没有看到欧辰眼底闪过的悔痛。半晌，她才慢慢睁开眼睛，继续说道：“所以，我已经不想再倚靠任何人，只想生活在我的世界里，用我自己的力量去守护身边的人。” “……车祸不是我安排的。” 怎么可能会故意让她的养父母出车祸呢，原来在她的心里，他竟然是这样的人吗？胃部痛如刀绞，手指渐渐已经无法抓紧方向盘。 “我知道不是你。”尹夏沫眼睛幽暗，“可是又有什么区别呢？在洛熙被送走的那一天，一切都结束了。是迁怒吧，痛苦和绝望让我崩溃，将所有的仇恨迁怒在起因的你身上……” 其实，她对自己也有恨意。如果当初不是自私地只考虑到家人，如果能够坚持拒绝洛熙离开，也许一切都会不一样。即使爸爸失业了，就真的再也找不到工作了吗？即使爸爸再也找不到工作，她也可以去打工养家啊。过于依赖别人，会让自己失去行走的能力，如果她早点知道这个道理，也许所有的悲剧都不会发生。 “只是迁怒吗？” 他窒息，眼底光芒顿时明亮起来。 "..." “那么，你说的那些话，只是故意气我对不对？”他嘴唇苍白，盯紧她。 “哪句？”她慢慢地望着他。 欧辰沉默半晌，昔日她的话就像淬毒的钉子钉在他的心底，每说一个字就仿佛心底被拔出一个血洞。 “你说……你从来没有喜欢过我……和我在一起，只是因为我可以保住你养父的工作，让你和小澄可以衣食无忧地生活……” "..." 在他说出这句话的同时，尹夏沫的心底如同被刀子狠狠捅了一下！那是她说过的话吗？明知他对她的感情，却说出这样的话来，五年前的她，居然可以这样冰冷无情的伤害他吗？过去与他相处的日子里，虽然只是像洋娃娃般地被他呵护照顾，但是怎么可能没有喜欢过他呢？ “不，你只回答第一句就好了。” 她的迟疑让他心慌起来。是的，她是因为她的家人和他在一起的，他从一开始就知道。所以才会害怕，害怕当她不需要他的时候就会离开他，所以才想将她封闭在他的世界里，能看到能听到的只有他，也许她就会渐渐喜欢他了吧…… “你……以前有没有喜欢过我……” 欧辰嘴唇抿紧，身体僵硬得好像冰块做的雕像。黑夜里，雨越下越大，车窗被雨水冲打得早已看不到外面的世界，他等着她的回答，夜空传来阵阵惊雷，车内的世界恍如只属于他和她两人。 "No." 当他终于听到她的回答时，一道闪电裂开夜空！伴着雷声的闪电，她的面容被映照得异常雪白，琥珀色的眼瞳里没有丝毫感情。 “从没有喜欢过你。”她淡淡地说。 即使昔日曾经喜欢过他，也只是许久以前的记忆，就像风吹走尘埃般不用在意。不想再和他的世界纠缠在一起，那就离开得毫无痕迹吧。 黑暗的雨夜。 大雨淹没了世界，白花花的水世界，车子被雨水哗哗地冲洗着，急簌簌的雨珠在地面溅起朵朵水花。喧嚣的大雨中，世间万物都被衬得异常宁静，宁静得仿佛一切都在死去。 欧辰僵硬地坐着。 良久良久，他渐渐弯下腰，强烈的痛苦使他的身子蜷缩在一起，双手紧紧按在胃部，冷汗如雨，然后他开始呕吐。 尹夏沫惊怔。 一时间不知该如何反应，她迟疑着，伸手扶住他，问：“你……胃痛得很厉害吗？” 他挣扎着用力挥开她的手，虚弱地怒喊：“走开！” 这个动作几乎将他所有的气力耗尽，痛苦像恶魔一样伸出黑暗的手将他扯入无尽的地狱当中。一整天都没有吃什么东西，他吐出来的只有黄水，剧烈的疼痛使他蜷缩在车座上，不断不断地呕吐。 尹夏沫咬紧嘴唇，掏出手机拨打120。 “喂，是急救中心吗？这里有人胃病发作，很严重，我们在……”话还没有说完，她拿着手机的胳膊被猛力拉下，促不及防间，她的身子也歪倒在车座上，距离他很近很近。 “……我死了……你不是更开心吗……” 方才的呕吐稍稍停歇了一下，被她再度伤害的痛苦使欧辰的心中充满恨意，他瞪着她，将她的手机扔到后座去。 “……你从没有喜欢过我……你喜欢的一直是洛熙对不对？！” “所有的事情都跟洛熙无关！那晚我对你说的关于洛熙的那些话都是骗你的，都是为了伤害你而故意说的，如果你恨我想要报复我，我都可以接受，但是不要针对洛熙，他是无辜的！”不管是五年前还是五年后，都只是她和欧辰之间的事情，与洛熙毫无关系。 跟洛熙无关…… 那晚的樱花树下…… ……“如今我无牵无挂，再没有需要顾虑的人了，终于可以不用再见到你，终于可以和你分手，你知道我有多开心吗？！啊，对了，有一件事情你做的非常正确──” 盯着他痛苦沉黯的双眼，她逼近他，慢声说：“──那就是送走洛熙！没错，我喜欢他，从见到他的第一眼，我就喜欢上了他，在我的心里你连他的小手指都比不上！现在你虽然逼得他离开，可是将来我一定会和他在一起！” ... “……跟他无关？”欧辰哑然失笑，“……跟他无关你会始终不肯原谅我？……我说了我会改，不再那么霸道，不再那么控制你，可是……你头也不回地离开……跟他无关，今天你又为什么来找我……” “你来找我……是为了他的《战旗》对不对……那就求我啊……”眼底充满了痛苦和恨意，黑夜里，他的面容反而有了种惊心动魄的倨傲和俊美，“……你明知道……只要你求我……我什么都会答应……” 尹夏沫心中痛楚难当。这个时刻，她不想再和他讨论任何洛熙的事情了，只想将他送到医院。 “……既然你不替他求情……那我就封杀他……他出演什么我就封杀他什么……你信不信我有这样的能力！……” "Ou Chen!" “那就求我啊……” “好，我求你，放过洛熙。”她深呼吸，“你可以封杀我，因为过去的事情我也有一部分责任。可是，确实和洛熙无关。” “……”她终于说出今晚的来意了，欧辰冰冷地望着她，又恨又怒，体内忽然再次涌起阵阵翻江倒海的剧痛，“他就这么重要吗？……值得你宁可牺牲自己来维护他？！……如果我说……只有你重新回到我的身边，我才会放过他……你也会答应吗？！……” “……不可能……”望着车窗外的雨水，尹夏沫的神情有种属于黑夜的落寞，“我们已经回不去了。” 回不去了…… 回不去了…… 喉咙一口腥气，欧辰强忍着没有吐出来，体内的疼痛却又以千百倍的痛苦将他撕扯着。眼前渐渐漆黑，仿佛可以听到她焦急的呼喊，仿佛有白光从他的身体飘出，漆黑将世间淹没，又一阵炼狱般的剧痛在体内炸开后，连疼痛也不再是他的…… 他和她…… 是两个世界了吗…… so…… 再也回不去了……