Chapter 16 Chapter Sixteen

It was getting dark. Holding a crystal wine glass in his hand, Ou Chen looked out the window at the endless stream of cars.Is she filming or has returned home? Butler Shen should have prepared her meals according to the recipe he set. Will she eat more tonight? She doesn't seem to have gained weight in the past few weeks, but just became Much sleepier than before. Compared to before... His eyes dimmed, and countless pictures flashed through his mind. Under the cherry blossom tree many years ago, she threw the green lace into the night sky with hatred in her eyes, and told him that she would forgive him only if he died...

For Xiaocheng's kidney replacement operation, she knelt down in front of him slowly, but he told her that she would get that kidney unless she married him... She had a high fever for several days and nights, because Xiaocheng refused to accept the kidney recalled by her marriage, she fell into a coma in the hospital bed, crying like a child... After Xiaocheng passed away, she sat in front of the window all day and all night, neither eating nor drinking, never sleeping, pale and emaciated like a wisp of smoke that dissipated at any time... Ou Chen closed his eyes tightly, drank the strong whiskey, burning from his throat to his stomach.He wanted so much to stay by her side, to watch her eat, watch her read scripts, and watch her sleep. As long as he could see her every day, he would trade everything for that kind of happiness.

However, how long will he be wrong... Does it have to be that every time she falls into pain and becomes pale and thin, he can sadly decide to let her go free, and when she gets better, he has to tie her tightly again and not let her leave until the next time she collapses . Like a vicious cycle of magic. And when will he really let go, he doesn't know if he can really do it. The night was getting darker. Ou Chen tiredly closed the documents in front of him. Only by devoting himself to official duties can he temporarily forget his inner struggle.He stood up, picked up his coat, and saw that there were already stars outside the floor-to-ceiling windows. At ten thirty, when he came home, she should be asleep.

He walked out of the office while putting on his coat. "Director!" The secretary stood up hastily. Ou Chen stopped abruptly, not because of the secretary's shout, but because of the familiar figure curled up on the couch receiving the guests! "Madam came here after four o'clock in the afternoon. I wanted to inform you, but Madam didn't want me to disturb you, so..." the secretary explained embarrassingly. On a black leather couch. Yin Xiamo fell asleep curled up like a baby, her breathing was very even, there seemed to be a peaceful smile on the corner of her lips, her hands were folded on her chest, as if she was having a sweet dream.Ou Chen squatted in front of her with heartache, and touched her hand, the cold temperature made him startled!

"Why don't you cover her with a quilt, even if you don't have a quilt at hand, you should go out and buy it immediately!" Ou Chen lowered his voice angrily, afraid of waking her up in her sleep. "I……" The secretary trembled with fear. "go out!" Ou Chen suppressed his anger, took off his coat, and carefully covered Yin Xiamo's body.His movements were very light, but she still gradually woke up, as if she hadn't slept deeply because she had been waiting for him. "……your get off work is done!" She stared blankly at him for a few seconds, her eyes suddenly filled with joy, she hurriedly struggled to sit up from the sofa, combed her long hair with her fingers, and said awkwardly: "Ah, I fell asleep, didn't I? I don't know what's wrong , I really like to sleep lately."

Ou Chen wrapped her tightly in his coat, feeling her body gradually warming up, and said hoarsely: "You will catch cold when you sleep like this. Why didn't you go home, but came here? If you come, let the secretary notify you Why did I have to wait so long?" ""Painting Landscape" is finished today," Yin Xiamo said with a bright smile, raising her face, "I don't need to go to filming anymore." "You came here just to tell me the news?" He was stunned. "Yes, in the future I can take good care of my baby at home, and I can also visit you often." Her smile was gentle from the corners of her lips to the bottom of her eyes.

"Xia Mo……" "It seems like I haven't seen you for a long, long time." She gently held his hand, the light in her eyes was as beautiful as the stars outside the window, "Baby misses you very much, and I also... miss you very much." "Xia Mo……" Ou Chen's heart was hot and warm, and painful again and again. Does she know how difficult it is for him to make up his mind? Looking at her smile, he can't help but want to become a devil again and imprison her All free!Struggling to look away from her smiling face, his throat was hoarse and tight, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

"Ah, I'm so hungry, let's go eat, shall we?" Seeing that he didn't respond for a while, Yin Xiamo was still smiling, but her heart was full of twists and turns. In fact, she vaguely knew what Ou Chen was thinking. It was because she had hurt him too much before, and it might take more time to make up for those wounds. Now she has time. She will use all her efforts to make him happy. "Okay, let's go home right away." As soon as he heard that she was hungry, Ou Chen didn't care much, and nervously took out his mobile phone, intending to ask Butler Shen to cook again immediately, so that they can eat as soon as they go back.But she stood up, pulled him up from the couch, and said coquettishly with a smile: "I won't eat at home tonight, how about going to a restaurant in Yunnan? I really want to eat the steam pot chicken there, it is light and delicious. It’s been a long time since I’ve eaten!”

That night he and she had dinner at a Yunnan restaurant. Red dining tables, golden lanterns, waiters in national costumes serving dishes quietly, no other guests around, as if it was completely his and her world.The fragrant steam pot chicken, the unique bridge bridge rice noodles, and the fried fish with lemongrass grass. She ate happily, talking and laughing, telling interesting stories during the shooting of "Painting Landscape". He listened quietly and stared at her touchingly. smile. When I got home, it was almost twelve o'clock at night. Ou Chen carried her out of the car, who was sleepy and sleepy, carefully carried her up to the second floor, carefully put her on the bed, gently changed her into pajamas, pulled up the quilt and covered her Body, carefully tucked around her neck.

Yin Xiamo squirmed a few times in a daze. Struggling as if trying to wake up, she grabbed his hand, her eyes still could not be opened, and she murmured in a half-dream and half-awake state: "...Don't go...I want to see you every day..." All night, she held Ou Chen's hand. Sleeping like the sleeping princess in a fairy tale. Ou Chen sat by her bed. The moonlight shone quietly on her face. After that night, Ou Chen stayed at home more and more time, even if he left because of meetings and business affairs, he would try to come back as much as possible.The breath of spring is getting stronger and the weather is getting warmer. Yin Xiamo sprinkles water for the flowers and plants in the garden every day. The thin stream of water from the watering can is reflected by the sun in colorful light.Whenever there are flowers in full bloom, she will happily drag Ou Chen to see them, smiling contentedly.

When Ou Chen was at home, she was more often by his side, reading newspapers with him, talking about childhood, or peeling fruits for him to eat.Although he always won't let her take a fruit knife, no matter how much she insists, he will always be the one who will cut the fruit well in the end. One day, Yin Xiamo was surprised to find that Ou Chen had already prepared a baby room. "So cute……" Pink floral curtains, pink wallpaper, chiffon bows tied around the cradle bed, all kinds of cute toys are hung above, and soft white wool carpets are laid on the floor.There are countless exquisite baby clothes in the closet, pink and tender, so cute.There is a pink baby pool in the bathroom, all kinds of baby toiletries, and even diapers are prepared, which is also a lovely pink. Yin Xiamo stared blankly at the room that Ou Chen had furnished at some point. Suddenly she laughed, glanced at him, and said, "But, are you so sure that the baby is a girl? What if it's a boy, let him use pink too?" Ou Chen smiled, took her hand, and went to the next room. Yin Xiamo was stunned again. It was almost an identically furnished room, except this one was all powder blue.Powder blue floral curtains, powder blue wallpaper, powder blue cradle bed, and a soft white wool carpet on the floor.There are countless exquisite baby clothes in the closet, but they are all worn by boys.There is a powder blue baby pool in the bathroom, all kinds of baby toiletries, and the diapers are also powder blue. "If it's a boy, stay in this room; if it's a girl, stay in the room just now." Ou Chen said with a smile, and he looked gently at the cradle bed in the center of the room, as if there was a newborn baby in it. Yin Xiamo couldn't help but clenched his hand tightly with that look of anticipation and longing. "The room is well furnished, you must have put a lot of thought into it." She sighed softly. These two rooms were on the other side of the second floor. They used to be spare guest rooms. I don't know when he transformed them into baby rooms. "As long as you like it." Seeing her joyful expression, Ou Chen's palm was slightly hot.However, he actually prepared more. "I love so much!" Yin Xiamo walked to the closet, gently touched the baby's little clothes, thought for a while, turned around and smiled and said to him, "It's just that you are too impatient, you don't need to prepare so early, or we will know the baby's clothes in a few days." sex." some days... Ou Chen's eyes dimmed, and his warm palms gradually cooled down. Just one month before the annual Golden Deer Film Festival, "Painting Landscape" was successfully released! Because of the large-scale publicity in the early stage, because of the word-of-mouth of Director Wu, and because of the strong appeal of the comeback king Luoxi, "Painting Landscape" was very popular before it was released, and it was even difficult to find a ticket in some cities. Although the heroine Yin Xiamo's popularity is slightly weak, her legendary experience of falling in love with Luo Xi and marrying into a wealthy family also aroused the public's curiosity enough. But the real sensation of "Painting Landscape" still came after its official screening. The story told by the film is both real and unreal, with twists and turns, and the scenes that perfectly blend reality and fantasy, the unexpected turning point, the emotion that makes people cry and the ending that makes people smile have shocked countless audiences!The superb acting skills of the male and female protagonists and the emotions fully integrated into the film's story have won many praises! "Painting Landscape" swept away the embarrassment of previous domestic blockbusters with empty content and unrealistic names. The box office revenue created a miracle in recent years in a short period of time. Some senior film critics even said that this film will be a booster and a turning point for the sluggish film market. ! Therefore, at the upcoming Golden Deer Film Festival, "Painting Realm" was nominated for the Best Film Award, Best Director Award, Best Actor Award, Best Actress Award, etc. With more than a dozen nominations, only last year's "Grand Events" starring Luo Xi can compete for the limelight. Yin Xiamo didn't care about these things. In recent days, she felt more and more that Ou Chen's behavior was very strange.One day, after she woke up from an afternoon nap, she saw him walking into a room at the end of the corridor on the first floor. She hadn't come out for a long time, so she hesitated, and finally knocked on the door of that room.When Ou Chen came out, seeing her, he was surprised and flustered. She saw behind him. "this is……" Yin Xiamo walked in suspiciously. It turned out to be a well-decorated children's room!All kinds of things in the room are prepared for children at least three years old. There are a few cute dolls on the bedside, and there are all kinds of hair clips that little girls like on the small dressing table. The small desk is full of All kinds of stationery, and there is an open diary on the table, it seems that Ou Chen is writing something in it just now. Seeing Ou Chen put away the notebook on the table calmly, Yin Xiamo suddenly felt uneasy. Thinking of the two baby rooms upstairs, she was startled, and asked: "This is a room for girls. Have you also prepared a nursery for boys?" Sure enough, on the opposite side of this children's room, she found a room that belonged to a boy.Everything is ready in the room, stationery, clothes, toys, computers for children, books for children, and even a children's bicycle in the corner. "Ou Chen..." Yin Xiamo looked at him in surprise. "...Why did you decorate the children's room so early? Did something happen?" "No, just furnishing these rooms makes me feel happy." Ou Chen touched the little brown bear on the bedside of the crib, and said with a smile.Bit by bit, he prepared the things in these rooms by himself. Thinking that the baby will be able to use them in the future, that kind of happiness and satisfaction overflowed in his heart. Staring fixedly at his smile. Yin Xiamo frowned slightly. There must be something wrong, although she couldn't tell, and Ou Chen's performance seemed impeccable, but the sadness in his eyes never faded away.Is it because what she has done is not enough, is it because he still cares about the past between her and Luo Xi, does she want to work harder... On this day, when Butler Shen gave Yin Xiamo the invitation card for the award ceremony from the Golden Deer Film Festival Organizing Committee, she was watering the bamboo in the living room.Looking at the golden invitation card, she thought for a while, took a deep breath, let a bright smile spread on her face, and asked Butler Shen: "Has Ou Chen gone out?" Steward Shen replied respectfully: "The young master didn't go out." "Is he in the study or the bedroom?" "..." Butler Shen hesitated for a moment, then said, "It seems that they are not here." "Huh?" Yin Xiamo was startled, and said, "Okay, I see." There was no Ouchen in the study and bedroom, no Ouchen on the balcony, no Ouchen in the two baby rooms on the second floor, she walked down the stairs, at the end of the corridor on the first floor, the door of one of the children's rooms was blown by the afternoon wind A crack was blown open. Ou Chen sat alone in front of the children's desk. He seems to be writing a letter. He wrote very slowly, as if the pen was very heavy, as if every word had been thought about for a long time, the afternoon sun shone on his lonely back, revealing a faint, yet frighteningly melancholy. Yin Xiamo looked at him silently. Through that door, she seemed to suddenly feel who the letter was addressed to and what the letter was about.She clenched her fingers tightly, letting the tingling pain in her palm overwhelm the writhing pain in her heart.After waiting for a long time, seeing that he seemed to be writing the letter forever, and the gloom on his body was getting stronger and stronger, she finally knocked on the door lightly. "May I come inside?" Yin Xiamo said softly, after watching him put the letter into the children's desk, he opened the door and walked in, as if he hadn't seen anything, he smiled and said to him: "Do you have time the night after tomorrow?" "...?" Ou Chen helped her sit down on the children's bed, her abdomen was slightly swollen, although she still looked peaceful and beautiful. Yin Xiamo shook the golden invitation card in his hand, and said happily: "I was nominated for the Best Actress Award at the Golden Deer Film Festival. The organizing committee invited me to attend the awards ceremony the day after tomorrow. Can you go with me?" Ou Chen was silent for a moment and said, "Won't Luo Xi accompany you?" "You are my husband, and I hope to attend with you," she said with a shy smile, holding his hand. "Of course I may not win the award, but if I do, I hope you can sit down." Be there, watch the moment." "..." Ou Chen stared at her, for a moment, he wanted to promise her so much, to be by her side, to witness her dazzling moment.However, since he has already made a decision, no amount of nostalgia will only add to the sadness. "That night... I have something to do and I can't go." He averted her eyes dejectedly. "Can't we reschedule?" She was a little disappointed. "Sorry." "...It doesn't matter, I might not win the prize anyway," she said coquettishly, shaking his hand, "If there is such a chance next time, you must accompany me, okay?" "...Okay." Ou Chen agreed hoarsely, and a deep pain slowly passed through his heart. As the awards ceremony of the Golden Deer Film Festival approaches, various speculations and analyzes about who will win the final awards have become more and more lively. The competition for the best picture is most likely to be between "Grand Events" and "Painting Landscape". "Great Events in the World" has grand scenes and epic stories. Although its form is greater than its content, there is a clear sense of emptiness in the magnificence of the film's story, but this kind of large-scale production film made with huge funds has always been the darling of the market. This kind of film has always gained a lot in previous film festivals.And "Painting Landscape", as a newly released film, turned out to be popular and stole the limelight. Both the box office and critics' reputation are exceptionally good. It is a rare masterpiece in recent years, sweeping away the decline and paleness of domestic films. , so although the box office of "The Prosperity of the World" has also achieved very good results, the media are more inclined to think that "Painting Landscape" will win the best film award. The ownership of the best actor award is the least controversial in the media. With his wonderful performances in "Great Events in the World" and "Painting", Luo Xi was nominated twice at the same time, which is unprecedented in the history of the Golden Deer Film Festival.Critics believe that whether it is Luo Xi who won the award for "Painting Landscape" or "Grand Events in the World", he deserves his name. He has completely got rid of the shackles of appearance and image, and his inner acting skills are amazing. Best Actress is the most controversial.Shen Qiang, who stepped into the film industry for the first time, had an excellent performance in "A Great Event in the World", and Yin Xiamo's performance in "Painting Realm" was also sincere and touching and unforgettable.What makes the media even more interested is that both of them are inextricably linked with Luo Xi—one is a rumored girlfriend who has been rumored for many years. Appear around. One is Luo Xi's girlfriend who was publicly admitted in front of the world, who had been dating intimately, but suddenly abandoned Luo Xi to marry into a wealthy family.It was reported that Luo Xi committed suicide in despair and sadly decided to bid farewell to the showbiz. It is said that Luo Xi returned to star in "Painting" this time because of her. Who is Luo Xi's true destiny, who is Luo Xi's current heart, who will win the best actress crown, and who will hold Luo Xi's arm and walk together on the Avenue of Stars on the night of the awards ceremony, They are all hot topics before the awards ceremony! In the anticipation of the crowd, the day of the awards ceremony of the Golden Deer Film Festival has finally arrived. In the afternoon, in front of the Avenue of Fame covered with red carpet, reporters and videographers from various media began to be crowded with microphones, cameras and video cameras! Countless movie fans and fans crowded both sides of the Avenue of Stars. They chanted all kinds of slogans and held up countless fluorescent signs. Before the stars started to enter the arena, their throats were a little hoarse! Twilight fell. The lights on both sides of the Avenue of Stars are turned on! The red carpet was illuminated with bright lights, fans and fans cheered and crowded together, and the sound was like waves, which made the stars who were about to enter the venue extremely enthusiastic!Numerous security guards stood ready to keep reporters and movie fans out of the Avenue of Stars! The outfield host of the awards ceremony stood on the temporary red podium. After her short and warm speech ended, stars gradually began to walk from the red carpeted Avenue of Fame! Watching the familiar stars on the screen walk by one by one, the fans waved the fluorescent cards with their names on them, screaming and cheering, the stars dressed up one by one, walked gracefully, and smiled at the fans Waving hands, the cameras in the hands of the reporters flickered like a sea of ​​stars, and the flashes one after another made the Avenue of Stars a sea of ​​light! Yao Shu'er appeared holding Zeni's arm. She was wearing a long green dress and a corolla made of pink flowers and green leaves on her head.When fans shouted her name enthusiastically, she smiled like a flower and waved gently. Although there are many newcomers in the music scene, she still occupies a place. In the newly concluded Golden Melody Awards, she has a new song shortlisted.Since last year, she has gradually developed into the film industry, and she has played supporting roles in one or two films. The roles are not important, but her performance has already received a lot of recognition. When the stars appear in the night. Wei'an appeared on the Avenue of Stars holding the arm of Jiang Zhongming, a rookie in the film industry. She was still wearing a bright red dress, and the long black agate necklace was stacked on her chest, making her proud and unruly as before.Although she was once plagued by scandals, her singing ability and her tenacious character finally made her rise again, and her new album ranked in the top five on the charts. The stars came one by one. The reporters were excitedly taking pictures and interviewing, while waiting for the appearance of such heavyweight stars as Luo Xi, Shen Qiang and Yin Xiamo. Who will Luo Xi accompany on the Avenue of Stars? The black Lincoln extended car drove slowly. "We entered the Golden Melody Awards together last time, and you won the Best Newcomer Award. Tonight you will definitely win the Best Actress award." Inside the car, Pan Nan confidently told Yin Xiamo that she was very optimistic about Xia Mo's performance in "Painting Landscape". In her eyes, Xia Mo was the best actress in this year's Golden Deer. "Shen Qiang's performance is excellent. Although I haven't watched the films of the other three candidates, they are also well-reviewed by the outside world." Yin Xiamo smiled and looked at Pan Nan. She was dressed in a white princely outfit with a golden Ornament medal, slender legs wearing white boots, handsome and handsome, with a kind of neutral beauty that blurs gender. "It's more likely that you will be nominated for Best Supporting Actress. I bought a disc and watched "Black and White Road" a few days ago. The little fish you played in it is very different from your personality, but it is very vivid." Yin Xiamo She feels that Pan Nan has a bright future. She is very down-to-earth. Even though she debuted as an idol singer, she has been working hard on singing and singing. In just over a year, she has quietly gained the status of a little singer in the music industry. It has achieved good results. "Really? Hahahaha," Pan Nan laughed heartily, "Actually, I really want to win an award, but after hearing your evaluation, I am satisfied even if I don't get an award!" The Lincoln RV drove slowly to its destination. In front is the dedicated parking lot for the stars participating in the award ceremony, from which the stars get out of the car and formally enter the venue through the aisle of the Avenue of Stars after less preparation and makeup.According to regulations, fans and reporters are not allowed to enter here, but when Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan got out of the car, they heard bursts of loud noises! Four or five reporters surrounded a figure in a purple silk dress and asked questions in a hurry, with malicious ridicule in their tone. "Miss An, why did the award ceremony organizing committee prevent you from entering? Did you forget to bring your invitation card?" "There are rumors that you have been struggling recently and secretly took a batch of old jewelry and clothes to sell. Is this true?" "I heard that your affair with a certain real estate tycoon was discovered by his wife, and he slapped you in public. The tycoon also broke up with you. Is this true?" "Why didn't the organizing committee of the awards ceremony send you an invitation card, why are you coming tonight?" "..." "..." Embarrassing questions were thrown at the purple figure like cannonballs. Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan who came out of the car looked at each other, knowing who that person was.Sure enough, the reporters shouted after they found Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, abandoning the man and swarming over, the man turned around, his well-dressed makeup couldn't conceal his haggard look, it wasn't An Huini! "Miss Yin, didn't you show up with Luo Xi? Why did you show up with Miss Pan Nan?" The reporters asked curiously, and Yin Xiamo suddenly found out that Fang Jinhua, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, was among the reporters. "Do you think you're going to win the Best Actress award?" "There are rumors that your marriage with Young Director Ou's is in crisis. What's the situation?" "It is said that Ou's young director transferred all the shares of Leo Company and several other companies under his name to you, and many properties were also transferred to your name. Have you heard?" Fang Jinhua stared at Yin Xiamo , there was an indescribable feeling in his eyes, as if he was not just asking questions as a reporter, but wanted to let her know about it. Yin Xiamo's heart tightened! Thinking of Ou Chen's recent behavior, she couldn't help but clenched the phone in her handbag tightly. The phone was turned off to silent, but as long as there was a vibration, she would be able to detect it. When the other reporters heard what Fang Jinhua said, they couldn't help looking at each other. The various reports since Fang Jinhua's debut were almost groundless. They became more excited, surrounded Yin Xiamo tightly, and asked, "Is this really happening?!" "Have you already decided to divorce, so you are dividing the property?!" "Is the marriage change related to Luo Xi?!" "..." "..." When the reporters surrounded Yin Xiamo excitedly, Pan Nan protected her behind her and was about to reprimand the reporters for breaking into the parking lot despite the rules, but An Huini, who was left out of the crowd, pushed aside the reporters and walked in! "Yin Xiamo!" An Huini stared at Yin Xiamo with deep hatred in her eyes.The reporters hurriedly silenced, quieted down and waited for the war between the two women.Yin Xiamo looked at An Huini indifferently, and sighed in her heart, every time she met An Huini, troubles would happen for no reason. And An Huini bit her lips tightly, her face turned red and then pale, her body trembled suddenly, tears flowed from her eyes sadly, she cried and said: "Yin Xiamo, can you let me go? Even if it was my fault before Oh, you let me go and give me a way out! Please don’t let Ou Chen block me again, I have to support my family, my parents are not in good health, don’t kill me, let me have a way out, okay?  … " Anhui Ni burst into tears. The mournful cry made all the reporters dumbfounded at first, and then they all took pictures of An Huini who was full of tears!The big news is that the outdated star An Huini cried and begged for mercy to her former enemy Yin Xiamo! "Have you had enough trouble?" Pan Nan protected Yin Xiamo, looked at An Huini with a frown, and said, "What are you doing, are you planning to use Xia Mo to appear in the newspaper? You have been trying to hurt Xia Mo from the beginning to the end, and in the end You just shot yourself in the foot! And your acting skills are too bad, you cry so hypocritically!" "Pfft—" The reporters couldn't help laughing. An Huini was in extreme embarrassment, for a moment she didn't know whether she should continue to cry, her facial expression froze, whether the tears would flow or not, it was indescribably funny. "Dry your tears." Taking out a tissue and handing it to her, Yin Xiamo said calmly, "If you put all this energy into your performance, no one can block you." Anhui Ni stared blankly at the tissue. She stretched out her hand tremblingly, trying to take the tissue from Yin Xiamo's hand, but suddenly threw Yin Xiamo's hand away forcefully, and screamed like crazy: "I have no chance! I have no chance again! It's all you Killed me! I will never forgive you! Ou Chen ruined me! He refused to even give me a way out! Yin Xiamo! I swear I will take revenge! " The scene was chaotic and out of control, the security guards of the awards ceremony finally rushed over from the gate of the parking lot where they were stationed, pulled away the crazy Anhui Ni, and also invited out the reporters who sneaked in from nowhere.An Huini cried and shouted while the security guards dragged her until she disappeared, and the sharp voice still came faintly... Night fell. Stars rise. On the red Avenue of Fame, flashing lights shining like a sea of ​​stars, star-studded stars, and the cheers of movie fans and fans made the scene heat wave after wave!Even though every female celebrity is well-dressed and well-dressed, when Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan appeared on the red carpet hand in hand, they still attracted the amazement of reporters and fans on both sides of the road! Yin Xiamo wore a Greek-style light blue chiffon dress with a string of pearl necklaces around her neck. Her hair was very long and curled beautifully around her waist like seaweed.She didn't make up too much, nor did she put on a lot of makeup like other female stars, but the simple dress made her skin like creamy skin, and her eyes were like morning stars. In the avenue of stars full of beauties, it is impossible to look at her Move away from her. She and Pan Nan walked side by side holding hands. Pan Nan is like a prince pretending to be a princess. He is handsome, sunny, handsome and charming. When they walk together, they complement each other perfectly. "Xia Mo! Pan Nan! Look here!" "Smile!" "Be more intimate, Pan Nan's hand is on Xia Mo's shoulder! OK!" "..." The reporters yelled loudly, asking Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, who were walking slowly, to pose in various poses. The flashlights made people dizzy, and they smiled and satisfied the reporters' requests one by one.After the photo was taken, the reporters shouted for them to come over for routine interviews, while guessing that since Yin Xiamo appeared with Pan Nan, then Luo Xi must appear with Shen Qiang on the Avenue of Stars! Just thinking like this── "Luo Xi──!" "Lolo──! We love you──!!" Earth-shattering shouts suddenly erupted like a tsunami!The reporters were all startled by the loud shouts!Yin Xiamo looked towards the Avenue of Stars following the sound, and it was Luo Xi, who was walking slowly, so beautiful that it made everything in the world eclipse! On the Avenue of Stars as bright as day. Bright red carpet. Luo Xi, who was wearing a black dress, came alone. There was a faint smile on his lips, and he waved humbly to the countless fans who called his name, like light and fog, as if there was a kind of shocking charm emanating from his face. A smile emanated from his gestures. The shouts shook the mountains and the ground shook! The two sides of the Avenue of Stars suddenly went crazy! The order at the scene suddenly became chaotic! The security guards desperately blocked the fans who wanted to rush in! "Shhh-" Luo Xi lightly made a silent gesture with her fingers on her lips, then stretched out her palm and pressed it down.Miraculously, the frenzied commotion of the fans became quiet. They no longer desperately tried to get out of the control of the security guards and rushed over, but just shouted at the top of their lungs: "Lolo──! We love you──! ” "We will always support you──!" "Lolo──!We follow you for the rest of your life!" "..." "..." The fans were still crying and shouting his name like a landslide and tsunami, Luo Xi had already walked to the interview area where the reporters were.He saw Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, walked over to them with a smile, and greeted them. The reporters would not let go of this good opportunity, and shouted for the three of them to take a photo together. "Are you nervous?" Luo Xi complied with the reporters' request and put his arms around Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan's shoulders, showing his trademark smile to the camera, and whispered while staring at Yin Xiamo while changing positions. "Don't be nervous," Yin Xiamo replied while smiling at the flickering camera, "but first I want to congratulate you on winning the Best Actor Award." "It doesn't have to be him!" Pan Nan also jokingly interjected while dealing with the reporters' cameras, "Maybe Luo Xi loses in a big upset, how embarrassing it will be to think of your congratulations, haha." The three finally escaped from the reporters' photos and interviews, and when they were about to enter the auditorium of the awards ceremony, another wave of heat came from the Avenue of Stars. This time it was Shen Qiang and Boss Xia who came. Shen Qiang was wearing a black evening dress as usual, a diamond brooch on her chest shone dazzlingly under the flashlight, her slender neck was half-raised coldly, and the long skirt swayed charmingly on the red carpet. She didn't pay much attention to the reporters and fans, she walked and whispered to Boss Xia, and arrived at the reporter's interview area in a short while.Looking up to see Luo Xi, Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, Shen Qiang didn't show any surprise in her expression, her eyes lightly swept over Yin Xiamo's face, and she just said hello to Luo Xi, "You're here." Luo Xi smiled and said, "Yes, you are here too." Shen Qiang ignored any reporter's request to take pictures of her, and walked towards the awards ceremony auditorium with Luo Xi and the other three, holding Boss Xia's arm.Luo Xi, Shen Qiang and Yin Xiamo appeared at the same moment on the same occasion!The reporters didn't care about Shen Qiang's indifferent attitude, they all raised their cameras and snapped snaps at the backs of the three of them! ! There is no room for five people to walk side by side in the aisle of the auditorium. Yin Xiamo slowed down. So Luo Xi and Shen Qiang walked to the front. Luo Xi turned her head and glanced at Yin Xiamo, but she calmly looked at the rows of seats beside which many celebrities were already sitting. When she turned her gaze back, she happened to meet Boss Xia's gaze. "Miss Yin, I'm sorry to hear about Brother Ling." Boss Xia said in a deep voice. Yin Xiamo was taken aback. She looked at Boss Xia, and felt a sudden pain in her heart. Thousands of thoughts flashed by. After a few seconds of pause, she said quietly, "Thank you for your concern." "...Maybe it's very abrupt to ask like this," Boss Xia hesitated, "But I want to know, what did you come to see me for last time at the RBS 30th Anniversary Celebration Dinner?" When he read in the newspaper that Yin Xiamo’s younger brother, Yin Cheng, had undergone a kidney transplant operation, in retrospect it was at that time, various speculations flashed through his mind, and an uneasy thought became stronger because of the memories of more than ten years ago. ! "It's all over, please forget it." After finishing speaking, Yin Xiamo turned around to greet Pan Nan, and walked to the seat with her name written on it.She walked quickly, and no one noticed her suddenly clenched fingers and pale lips. She didn't want to disappoint Xiao Cheng in the kingdom of heaven. But- She couldn't get rid of the hatred in her heart. The dark blue curtains were gently blown by the night wind. A packed suitcase was placed on a corner of the wall. This is her bedroom. 在这里，他有过人生中最美好的一夜。 欧辰缓缓地看过房间里的每一样东西，她的衣柜、她的拖鞋、她梳妆台的用品、她床头柜上的百合花，百合花旁边的两个镜框，一个镜框里是她和小澄，一个镜框里是新郎的他在教堂门前横抱起穿着雪白婚纱的她。 良久凝视着那张照片里的她。 欧辰心中一阵阵撕裂般的疼痛，仿佛在心底裂开了，有暗色的鲜血不断涌出。 卧室的电视屏幕上偶尔会闪过她的面容。 颁奖典礼已经正式开始。 奖项一项一项地颁布，主持人和颁奖嘉宾、获奖明星的致词和感言都如同是沙沙作响的噪音，欧辰凝神屏息坐在她的床边，努力捕捉着她每一个一闪而过的镜头。 满座明星中。 她如水般淡静美丽。 一次她在微笑，一次她在鼓掌，一次她在默默出神，无论是怎样的神态和动作，都美丽得仿佛可以将时间凝固。或者，他希望时间可以就这样永远停止下来，让他忘记自己的决定，忘记一切，哪怕只是这样看着电视屏幕中的她。 夜色愈来愈晚。 颁奖典礼插播广告前打出来，在稍事休息后即将颁发的奖项是最佳女主角奖和最佳男主角奖。 晚会竟已不知不觉进入了后程。 为什么每当希望时间走得慢些时，它却总是如箭般飞逝，连放在她梳妆台上的时钟也滴答滴答地飞快地走着，提醒着欧辰那个时刻的逼近。 颁奖典礼的礼堂中。 十几只华丽的吊灯将大厅照耀恍如宫殿一般，随着最佳女主角奖项的即将颁布，最佳女主角候选人区的气氛突然变得紧张起来，沈蔷虽然看起来很镇静，呼吸却依然变得有些急促。 沈蔷调整下呼吸，看了看身边的其它候选人，见她们努力保持着微笑，僵硬的姿态却依然说明了她们也是一样的紧张。 除了尹夏沫…… 沈蔷怀疑地打量她，见她似乎有些心神不属，就好像整个人并不在场中，而是在心里记挂着什么。真的不懂尹夏沫这个女人，难道在这种时刻她也会分神而毫不紧张吗？ 然而，沈蔷忽然发现尹夏沫的手紧紧地攥着她的手袋，心里暗道，也不过是寻常人罢了，只是掩饰得好些。 尹夏沫紧紧握着手袋中的手机。 只要手机的铃声一响，她就会立刻察觉到震动。她不知道他究竟会做出怎样的决定，或许她本就不该来出席今晚的颁奖典礼。 恍惚地想着。 似乎颁奖典礼的主持人在激动地说些什么，似乎有聚光灯雪亮的光束在她和她的四周刺眼地闪耀照射，她只是恍惚地想着，他究竟会做出怎样的决定。 “现在由我来宣布，最佳女主角奖项的获得者是──！” 电视屏幕里，颁奖嘉宾兴奋地看着手中的获奖信封，声音高亢激动，镜头配合着切换到几位最佳女主演候选人的身上，雪亮的聚光灯光束在沈蔷、尹夏沫和其它三位女明星脸上循环照射，背景音乐也骤然变得紧张起来！ 欧辰站起身，紧紧凝视着镜头中的她。 坐在那红色天鹅绒的座椅里，不时转来的雪亮光束中，她仿佛在失神地想着什么，眼中有恍惚的雾气。 电视中，现场五位女明星的面容同时被镜头切到屏幕上。 “最佳女主角奖项的获得者是──！” 随着颁奖嘉宾激动兴奋的声音，背景音乐响出紧张得令人窒息的节奏！ “──尹夏沫小姐！” 雪亮刺眼的强烈光束顿时全部聚焦在尹夏沫的身上！ 其它四位女明星的镜头消失。 尹夏沫的特写镜头迅速扩大为整个屏幕！ 潮水般的掌声响起！ 在场所有的明星纷纷望着她，微笑，对她鼓掌！ 耳边乍起如雷的掌声，强烈刺目的聚光灯光束长久地打照尹夏沫的脸上，她恍惚地眯了眯眼睛，游离出去的思绪渐渐被现场火热的气氛拉了回来。她望了望四周，见所有的人都在对她微笑鼓掌，主持人的声音在台上高声地说，“请尹夏沫小姐上台领奖”！ 尹夏沫缓缓地站起身。 这一刻，忽然如同在梦境中。 身旁的几位同时被提名的女明星激动地纷纷站起身来拥抱她，沈蔷也主动伸手握住了她的手，说：“恭喜你。” 掌声雷动！ 尹夏沫走在铺着红地毯的过道中。 潘楠笑得很开心，大力地鼓掌，终于还是忍不住冲出去给了她一个大大的拥抱！ 姚淑儿微笑着对她挥手！ 薇安给了她一个飞吻！ 好久未见的凌浩也笑着鼓掌！ 采尼鼓掌的手势很大，指间红宝石的光芒绚丽之极！ 吴导演和钟雅也纷纷站起来上前拥抱她！ 电视屏幕中的她成为了全场的焦点，聚光灯始终跟随着她，那么多的人热烈地拥抱恭喜她，她微笑有礼地逐一回应，璀璨的光芒中，洛熙凝视她，紧紧拥抱了她一下，在她耳边笑着低语了句什么，她也笑着回答了句什么，然后走上了领奖台。 欧辰静静地望着屏幕中的她。 她是那么美好。 她终究不应该只属于他一个人，当他将她的翅膀剪断，也就将她所有的光芒都熄灭了。 她从颁奖嘉宾手中接过那只金色小鹿的奖座。 她谦逊地对颁奖嘉宾表示感谢，颁奖嘉宾微笑地恭喜她之后，退后一步，留给她感言致谢的时间。 华丽的颁奖舞台。 巨大辉煌的水晶吊灯。 金色的麦克风竖起在盛开的鲜花中。 雪亮的光束照耀着她。 她捧着金色小鹿的奖座，笑容如常的淡静美丽。在感谢完毕《画境》这部影片的导演、编剧和所有的演员工作人员之后，她顿了顿，眼睛里闪出湿润的光芒：“曾经我以为，我再也没有办法回到这个舞台，当我失去了生命中最重要的人，我以为一切都不再有任何意义。谢谢一直陪伴着我，将我从绝望中救出的人们，他们使我明白，生命本身就是上天最仁慈的恩赐。” 她轻轻微笑，笑容美丽得如同海面上的晨曦。 “也许逝去的人不再能看到我站在这里这一刻，可是我会继续努力好好地生活，让我爱的和爱我的人们能够分享到我的笑容和幸福，即使他已经在天国。” 望着镜头，她温柔地说：“最后，我要感谢我的丈夫，没有你在我的身边，我不会这样快地振作起来，谢谢你。” 她的目光是那样的温柔，恍若大海轻柔的波浪，透过电视屏幕，一直深深凝望入他的心底。 欧辰沉默地望着她。 那只放在行李箱上的手渐渐变得僵硬起来。 有一瞬间。 他以为在她的眼底看到他一直渴求的东西，可是镜头切过，出现在屏幕上的是洛熙的面容。洛熙凝视着她，仿佛他的眼中只有她的存在，那深邃浓烈的情感即使远离她的身边，也永远不会改变。 梳妆台上的时钟滴滴答答地走着。 欧辰如石雕般站了许久许久。 终于，他将一封信轻轻放在她的床头柜上，用百合花的花瓶压住，最后望了望充满着她的气息的这间卧室，提起早已收拾好的行李箱，僵硬地走了出去。 房门轻轻关上。 夜风吹得深蓝色的窗帘飞扬起来。 百合花宁静地绽放。 那水晶花瓶下压着的信被风吹得动了动，仿佛是夜色在读着信的内容。 夏沫，当你看到这封信的时候，我已经在飞往法国的航班上。有很多话想要对你说，然而提起笔来，又不知该从何说起…… 白色的凯迪拉克房车行驶在夜晚的车海中。 欧辰望着车窗外。 车窗玻璃降下，沁凉的夜风吹乱他漆黑的头发。 记得第一次遇到你是在那个盛夏，小小的你穿着白色的小蓬裙，从林荫道中跑出来，张开双臂拦在我的车前，美丽可爱得就像童话中的小天使，就像是上天送给我的礼物。 也许听起来有点可笑，十四岁的我竟然从那一刻起就喜欢上了十一岁的你。如果能够，想要紧紧将你藏入我的手心，不让任何人看到你，不让任何人碰触你，甚至小澄也不可以。 你渐渐长大，越来越美丽，越来越像钻石般有夺目的光华。我渐渐开始担心，害怕有人看到了你发现了你，会将你从我的身边夺走。 而那个人终于出现了。 你对那个叫洛熙的男孩子有着不同寻常的感情，会因为他而发怒，会因为他而出神，会因为他而求我，会因为他而微笑。于是，嫉妒咬噬了我的心，我要将他赶走，不允许他在你的身边多停留一秒钟。 所以，那晚的樱花树下你说的没错，悲剧的发生是因为我，是我霸道的占有欲毁灭了原本握在手中的幸福。 当你说出分手。 当你冷漠地将绿蕾丝抛向夜空，头也不回地离开，我的世界顷刻间被摧毁，坠入地狱。 凯迪拉克在车海中向前行驶。 夜风很大，从车窗玻璃猛烈地吹来。 欧辰黯然地抿紧嘴唇。 长长的绿蕾丝随风而舞，华丽繁复的花纹在夜色中翻飞，那夜从她的手腕解下，离开之前他又重新缠系在自己的手腕上。 五年后，再次和你重逢。车祸后失忆的我不再记得你，却又再次被你吸引，爱上了你。 而这次，我依旧犯下同样的错误。 强烈的占有欲不但没有消褪，反而更加变本加厉。封杀洛熙，刻意让他误会我和你之间的关系，明明知道你喜欢的是谁，却用小澄的换肾手术要挟你和我结婚。 当小澄指责我用肾来威胁你太过卑劣，拒绝做换肾手术。 当你高烧昏迷在病床上。 我曾经有过动摇，想要将自由还给你。而你病好之后，看着你温柔的笑容，我们三人像一家人一样生活在一起，我又犹豫了。不舍得离开你，哪怕自私，也想永远和你在一起。 可是，终究还是错的。 小澄去世的时候，如果是洛熙在你的身旁，如果是你喜欢的人守护着你，如果我早些放手，也许你就不会绝望到险些崩溃的地步。如果你身边是你喜欢的人，为了他，你也会好好活下去吧。 前面是灯火辉煌的飞机场候机大厅。 白色凯迪拉克缓缓停下。 穿着制服的司机走下车，恭敬地拉开车门。欧辰沉默地走出来，拒绝了司机帮他提行李箱的动作，他让司机离开，自己一个人走进候机大厅，行李箱的轮子在大理石地面发出空旷的声音。 像我这样，上天竟然也会眷顾。你的腹中有了我们的骨肉，这让你重新振作了起来，也让我又一次地开始挣扎。 我知道家人对于你的意义。 为了宝宝你会努力保护这个家，会永远留在我的身边，会努力忘去心中那个人的影子。我也不顾一切地想永远陪伴着你，看着宝宝一天长大，将你们紧紧地守护在我的身旁。 只是，这会不会又是一个错误。 你的幸福不应该是只有宝宝就足够了，能和喜欢的人在一起，和他度过你的人生，才是你真正圆满的幸福。 以前只要能够守在你的身边，看着你，就是我最大的幸福，为此可以不择手段。而现在，我想要看到你幸福地生活，像小澄那些画里的一样，有着幸福快乐的笑容，从唇角一直笑到眼底。 所以，我走了。 虽然不在你和宝宝的身边，我也会用我最大的努力去爱护宝宝，我是宝宝的父亲，无论你做出什么样的决定，你和宝宝都永远是我最珍爱的人…… 夜晚的候机大厅显得空荡荡的。 行李箱的轮子有静静的回声，空旷的大厅，只有寥寥的人影，偶尔从广播里传来各航班的登机提醒，夜色从巨大的落地玻璃窗弥漫进来。欧辰木然地走着，脑中有轰轰的杂响，看不清眼前的事物，他的心底那道黑漆漆的裂缝不断地撕裂着，仿佛在他离开的那一刻，就会彻底地坠落下去。 “我以为你会改变主意……” 有个声音恍若是从遥远的地方传来，听不清楚，就像是在沉睡的梦中。欧辰望着那个声音传来的地方，苦涩地笑了笑，他居然会有幻听，她此刻应该还在颁奖典礼的现场，这里怎么会有她的声音。 摇了摇头。 那个如幻影般的人影竟然依旧在他的面前，渐渐的，他眼前的白雾散开，灯火通明的候机大厅中，那穿着淡蓝色晚礼服长裙，戴着珍珠项链，对他微笑着，眼中闪着盈盈光芒的女子，却赫然是应该还在电视屏幕中的尹夏沫！ 她的额头有细密的汗珠。 仿佛她是焦急地赶过来的，仿佛她刚才在慌乱地寻找，所以她的脸颊染有潮红的晕色，她的呼吸仍有些不稳。 “你……怎么会在这里……” 欧辰僵硬地望着她，喉咙沙哑。 “我偷看了那封信……”尹夏沫带着歉意，柔声说，“对不起，我知道偷看别人写的东西是不良的行为，可是，我总是觉得不安。我拜托沈管家查到了你订的机票，也拜托他看到你离开就马上给我打电话。” “可是，我以为你会改变主意……” 她的目光落在他手中的行李箱上，怔了怔，仰头对他说：“……你听到我在颁奖典礼上对你说的话了吗？是不是我表达得不够清楚？欧辰，如果没有你，我没有办法从失去小澄的绝望中振作起来，是你一次又一次地帮助我支持我，所以请不要离开，好吗？” 欧辰闭紧眼睛，哑声说：“以前我做错了很多，不想再继续错下去。我离开，你就可以变得自由。” “可是，我也做错了很多。”尹夏沫凝视着他，温柔混合着某种感动使得她的心底有热流缓缓流淌，她轻声说，“是我忘记了告诉你，我想要永远和你在一起。” “你不用这么勉强自己。” 欧辰用理智克制住全身轰然奔涌的血液，他想要她真正的幸福，跟她所爱的人在一起。 尹夏沫仿佛没有听到他的话，继续说下去：“洛熙已经是过去的事情，我承认曾经喜欢他，但是那是在和你结婚之前。无论是因为什么原因和你结婚，我是你的妻子，我爱的只有我的丈夫。” 欧辰身体一震。 Love…… 她刚才说的是这个字吗…… “欧辰，我没有勉强自己，”她深吸口气，说，“我爱你，不是勉强。” 亮如白昼的候机大厅。 机场广播里开始请飞往巴黎的乘客登机。 欧辰定定地望着她。 好像根本听不懂她在说些什么，世界突然变得那样的虚幻，他突然失去了方寸，深入骨髓的理智和全身疯狂滚涌的血液让他如同在冰与火的炼狱中挣扎！ “可是，你没有爱我的理由。” 如果她是在骗他，那这就是她做过的最残忍的事情，欧辰的心突然彻底地裂开了，剧烈的疼痛翻滚着，甚至超过了离开她那一刻的痛楚。 “我的占有欲强烈得可怕，我做了那么多的错事，你怎么可能会爱我。” “如果所有的事情都是因为爱我而起，如果所有的痛苦你都已经为我尝过，如果你爱我爱到可以离开，我又怎么会不可能爱上你。” 尹夏沫含笑望着他。 眼底却闪出点点晶莹的泪光。 “难道你认为，我真的是铁石心肠的人吗？” 她的泪光终于击败了他！ 欧辰一把将她紧紧拥进怀里，用尽全身力气抱紧她，有温热的水珠落在她的肩上，他的双臂紧紧地箍住她的身子，沙哑而颤抖地说：“如果你是在骗我……如果你是在骗我……” 尹夏沫也紧紧抱着他，在他的胸口轻声说：“我知道你现在也许不相信我，给我机会，让我证明给你看，好吗？” 机场广播里一遍遍请飞往巴黎的乘客开始登机。 空旷的候机大厅。 夜色浪漫轻柔地从巨大的落地窗弥漫进来。 他和她久久地拥抱在一起。 仿佛从此永不会再分离。 凡是经过的乘客和机场工作人员都赞叹地望过去，是一对恋爱中的人儿吧，那女孩子闪着泪光的笑容真美丽，像是从唇角一直透入眼底。