Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen

"Xia Mo!" Yao Shu'er walked over in surprise. She had never seen Yin Xiamo since the wedding. Some time ago, in the rumor that Yin Xiamo was mentally shocked because of his brother's death, she asked Zhen En about the situation, and Zhen En also vaguely said that it was not Not sure. Although she had some mental preparations, Yao Shu'er was still shocked when she saw how thin she was.Moreover, Yin Xiamo's eyes were in a daze, as if they were empty, Yao Shu'er subconsciously raised her hand in surprise and waved in front of her eyes. "Please get out of the way." Ou Chen said in a deep voice without hesitation, if he didn't remember that the woman in front of him was once invited to the wedding by Xia Mo, he would have wrenched off her hand.

"Ah, sorry, I just..." Yao Shu'er came to her senses in embarrassment, and hurriedly stepped aside, watching Ou Chen hold Yin Xiamo expressionlessly and walk over in a daze. "laugh!" An Huini next to her sneered, looked proudly at Yao Shu'er's embarrassing appearance, and then at Yin Xiamo who was helped into a dressing chair by Ou Chen.When she first saw Yin Xiamo appear, she was shocked and angry, and also had an inexplicable fear. but…… Yin Xiamo, who was in such a trance, was no match for her at all! An Huini continued to fix her makeup and straighten her hair in the vanity mirror, and was too lazy to take another look at Yin Xiamo.

"Xia Mo, do you want to touch up some makeup? My makeup artist is here, she can help Xia Mo..." Yao Shuer saw Yin Xiamo sitting quietly in the makeup chair with a plain face without makeup, hesitated, and then Walking over, she said to Ou Chen in a gentle and shy manner, trying hard to redeem the momentary gaffe just now. "No need to……" Ou Chen stared at Xia Mo, who was as quiet as a doll, as if there was no one else in sight except her. His deep voice reached everyone's ears in the abnormally quiet makeup lounge. "...she's already pretty like this."

"Yes, yes..." Yao Shu'er quickly echoed, suppressing a little bit of sourness in her heart. On the other side of the makeup lounge, Shen Qiang silently turned her head to look at Yin Xiamo for a moment, then turned her head back again, her face was as cold and arrogant as usual.Pu Suji didn't seem to know what happened. She whispered a few words in Korean to her assistant and translator, as if she sensed that Yin Xiamo's state was not right, and she didn't know whether she should go to say hello to her. At this time, there was another lively sound outside, the door opened, director Wu and his team walked in, there was Zhong Ya who was once the screenwriter of "Pure Love Love Song" inside!An Huini got up quickly and greeted Director Wu graciously. Pu Suji and Yao Shuer hurriedly followed to greet him. Even Shen Qiang stood up and greeted him with a smile. The atmosphere in the make-up lounge suddenly became lively!

Director Wu exchanged a few words with the actresses, and then led the staff into the next conference room, leaving the assistant director to explain the arrangement process of the audition to everyone──"Please get ready, everyone will be in the conference room in five minutes. Ms. Zhong Ya, the screenwriter of the film, briefly explained the content of the film to everyone, and then asked everyone to audition one by one based on the same segment of the film. All assistants or other personnel, please wait in the lounge." So An Huini, Pu Suji, and Shen Qiang all walked into the conference room, and only their assistants were left in the makeup lounge.

"Don't worry, I will take care of Xia Mo." Yao Shu'er gently helped Yin Xiamo up, looked at Ou Chen and said.Ou Chen silently brushed Yin Xiamo's long hair gently with his fingers, watching her back disappear behind the door of the makeup lounge. "The film is about a pair of siblings who depend on each other for life. Both of their parents died when they were young, and the younger brother is a very talented young painter..." In the audition conference room, screenwriter Zhong Ya was telling the story of the film while looking at the female stars sitting opposite.Shen Qiang is not the most suitable heroine candidate in her mind. The elder sister in the film is a girl with a strong appearance but a fragile heart, but Shen Qiang's arrogance is revealed from the inside out.But since director Wu chose Shen Qiang to audition, perhaps Shen Qiang's acting skills can make up for the gap in temperament and appearance.

Yao Shuer, Pu Suji and An Huini all seem to be gentle and fragile girls, the difference is that Yao Shuer is gentle with a little shyness, and Pu Suji is gentle but virtuous.Looking at An Hui Ni, Zhong Ya frowned, always feeling that there was something behind An Hui Ni's gentle smile that she did not appreciate.The three of them are relatively close to the characters in the film in appearance, but they are slightly lacking in some strong characteristics. As for Yin Xiamo... She was much thinner than when she was filming "Pure Love Song", so that Zhong Ya was shocked when she first saw her.However, although she has lost so much weight, she has a kind of shocking beauty, as if all the beauty is displayed without any concealment in a desperate and empty posture.If Yin Xiamo in the past was beautiful, then that kind of beauty was still indifferent and distant, but at this moment, Yin Xiamo was sitting beside Yao Shuer blankly, her dark eyes were in a trance, and that kind of abnormal fragility and beauty made everyone see her. Her people couldn't help feeling sorry for her.

It's just that Yin Xiamo really seems to have a mental problem, Zhong Ya looked at her hesitantly, can she make a movie in her current state? "Although the two siblings live in poverty, they are very happy. The younger brother's personal art exhibition is about to be held. Late that night, he took some drawings to pick up his sister who was working the night shift in the supermarket. Unexpectedly, a group of gangsters robbed the supermarket. ..." Zhong Ya returned her mind to the script and explained the content of the film in detail.The audition meeting room was very quiet. Although all the female stars except Yin Xiamo had read the script beforehand, everyone still listened carefully.

The afternoon sun was warm and bright. Yin Xiamo's whole body was illuminated by the sun, and her long eyelashes shone with golden light. She sat motionless, as if she was listening to something, but she didn't seem to hear anything.There were loud noises in her ears, and the strong and bright sunlight flashed dazzlingly before her eyes, gradually turning into countless dizzy spots of light, and some fragmentary words and fragmentary images frantically flashed in her mind... "...My brother fell in a pool of blood, the blood soaked the drawings around him until they were red, and my sister stared blankly at my brother in the pool of blood..."

... "If there is an opportunity to hold an art exhibition, I don't want too many people to come," Yin Cheng stared at her deeply, "because most of those paintings are just for my sister..." ... "Bang!" Yin Cheng's body bounced high. "Increase the current!" The doctor shouted anxiously. "Bang———————!" Yin Cheng's body bounced high again, then fell down weakly. "Increase the current!" "Bang───────!" Like a soft puppet, Yin Cheng's thin body was sucked up high, and then fell back weakly.The electrocardiogram monitor screamed "beep ─ ─", a straight line, a straight line without any heartbeat...

"...I'm sorry, we've tried our best..." In the afternoon sun, the doctor walked towards her against the light, his face dazed and glaring, his voice drifting into her ears intermittently like cotton wool. ... The golden sun was shining quietly in the audition conference room, Yao Shu'er suddenly felt something strange, when she turned her head, she was shocked! Yin Xiamo, who was dazed and dazed like a doll at the moment, was pale and frighteningly pale, her black eyelashes trembling violently, and her body seemed to be trembling non-stop in the middle of the cold winter night, as if she was in the most terrifying place. In a nightmare, struggling between waking up and not waking up... "...My sister can't accept the fact that my brother is dead. She stares at his blood-soaked drawings all day and all night in a daze. She always thinks that my brother is not dead, but still alive..." ... "Did you hear what I said, Xia Mo? Xiaocheng is dead! Already dead! That day in the hospital, when the doctor announced that his treatment was invalid, he was already dead! He never said he wanted to eat chicken wings, he didn't I said anything to you, and when you walked to his bedside, he was already dead!" ... "Xiao Cheng is dead..." ... "Xia Mo! Have you heard what I'm saying! I'm saying, Xiao Cheng is dead! Even if you cook chicken wings every day, he won't be able to eat them! Xia Mo, I beg you, please wake up! " ... "Xiao Cheng is dead..." ... "What Xiaocheng wants to see most is your smile." Ou Chen gently hugged her into his arms hoarsely, "If he can see you in heaven, he must want to see you live happily and want to see you happily." To see the smile on your lips." ... "Xiao Cheng is dead..." ... In the audition meeting room, Zhong Ya told the story of the film in detail, and there were no other voices in the room.However, gradually, as if there was some kind of strange power, everyone's eyes couldn't help but look in the same direction. At the position of the long oval conference table, the sunlight is quiet and transparent. Yin Xiamo closed her eyes tremblingly. Dark eyelashes. Tears streamed down her pale face like stars. "Miss Yin!" Zhong Ya looked at her in astonishment, but Director Wu, who kept his eyes closed, waved his hand to stop the whisper in his mouth—"Don't disturb her..." Director Wu looked at the tears rushing down Yin Xiamo's face with satisfaction, and said softly, "She's in a great mood now! Yes, that's what the sister in the film needs!" Tears flowed silently on Yin Xiamo's cheeks. She seemed to have collapsed suddenly, or in a desperate dream, tears flowed down endlessly, silently falling from her cheeks on the black conference table, and the tears splashed into tears, she held tightly Eyes closed, shoulders trembling silently. She didn't know anything about the admiration, surprise, bitterness, or anger that those people cast upon her after hearing Director Wu's comments. She just kept crying. Those seemed to be all the tears of her life. After Zhong Ya finished telling the whole film and the staff introduced the specific content of the next audition, director Wu and the staff first left to the audition room next door, and Yin Xiamo still sat there blankly. She no longer weeps. The dark eyelashes were wet and closed on the pale cheeks. "Xia Mo, here is the audition script." Yao Shu'er put the audition script sent by the assistant director in front of her with complicated emotions, but thinking about it, she didn't have much chance of winning in the audition, even if Xia Mo didn't perform well, the heroine probably wouldn't be her turn. "It's wonderful." Anhui Ni walked over slowly, she had already read the script of the whole movie by heart, and she didn't need this moment to review it. Seeing the remaining tear stains on Yin Xiamo's face, An Huini felt angry and hated.Could it be that Yin Xiamo is really her nemesis, she managed to earn this audition opportunity, and found out that Director Wu would not be particularly favored just because Shen Qiang is an artist of Xingdian Brokerage Company, so she worked hard to figure it out. For the script, he wanted to win director Wu's reward through the audition, so as to turn over in one fell swoop! did not expect…… This Yin Xiamo who looks stupid! "You really know how to act. Tears are like a faucet. They flow as soon as they are said." An Huini sneered and stood beside Yin Xiamo, looking at her. Can't see it anymore." Pu Suji was the first actor to audition. She looked here in confusion, and couldn't understand what they were saying. She walked out of the conference room in doubt and went to the audition room next door. Shen Qiang turned a deaf ear and focused on the audition script. "Anhui Ni, please don't say a few words." Yao Shu'er frowned. Xia Mo's situation did not seem to be pretending. Before, Zhen En also vaguely said that Xia Mo's mental state was not very good. Maybe it was a mistake just now. Mis-hit. "Hey, are you still talking for her?" Anhui Ni looked sideways at Yao Shu'er and said coolly, "I remember she was your assistant before, and when she accompanied you to the audition for Leo's commercial, she robbed Yao Shuer mercilessly. The opportunity that originally belonged to you is gone! You don’t remember all of it? It’s because her foundation has been stabilized and she has joined the young director of the Ou Group, that’s why she’s so ‘forget about old enemies’ and ‘loyal’!” "you……" Yao Shu'er's face turned red and white. "laugh!" An Huini stopped talking to Yao Shu'er, and stared at Yin Xiamo closely with her head down, with hatred flashing in her eyes, she said in a low voice, "Yin Xiamo! Stop pretending in front of me!" Yin Xiamo tightly closed her eyes. "If you have the ability, come here with real swords and guns! Hypocritically shed tears while listening to the script, pretending to be too involved in the plot! Are these dirty tricks all you have?!" An Huini yelled at her angrily, but seeing that she didn't respond, she couldn't help but become more angry, paused, leaned closer to Yin Xiamo's ear, and said word by word, coldly: "Just pretend! A vicious woman like you will have her retribution sooner or later! Ah, no, your retribution has already come! Do you know why your brother died at such a young age? That is God’s retribution for you──!" Yin Xiamo's body shook violently! Like an electric shock, she slowly opened her eyes. "Anhui Ni!" Yao Shu'er interrupted her sharply, then looked uneasily at the door leading to the makeup lounge, and then at Yin Xiamo who was silently looking ahead. "well said." Shen Qiang in the distance closed the audition script and stood up. "Since you're here for an audition, let's compare your performance in the audition. Don't you feel bored arguing about these useless things?" After finishing speaking, Shen Qiang left the meeting room indifferently, she was the second person to audition. An Huini stared angrily at Shen Qiang's back, finally snorted forcefully, turned around and walked back to her original position, opened the audition script and read it.That's right, the effect of the audition is the most important thing. It's not that easy for Yin Xiamo to beat her with her mere acting skills! Isn't it just crying? She was able to secure her position as the head of the idol drama Jade Girl before, and her ability to shed tears is no worse than anyone else! "I don't know if the audition has started..." In the make-up lounge, the assistants of the female stars were whispering, and they had been following the stars in and out of various occasions, and most of them had been familiar with each other for a long time.Only this time, they didn't yell excitedly as usual, and talked in a more ladylike whisper, because there was that silent and handsome man in the room. He seems to be the young director of the legendary Ou Group. So handsome. Although his face was a little haggard, he had an indifferent and noble aura, and his eyes were as dark as a forest, exuding an intoxicating masculinity. The assistants were absent-mindedly discussing where the stars might have progressed, while secretly looking at Ou Chen who hadn't glanced at them from the beginning to the end.Until suddenly hearing the voice of someone talking loudly in the conference room, as if they were arguing, the assistants' curiosity was aroused, and An Huini's assistant simply ran to the door and quietly took a rest through the make-up. The doors of the office and conference room were opened a little. It seems that the quarrel is over. The assistants only saw An Huini walking away from Yin Xiamo angrily. "Pu Suji has gone to audition..." "Ah, Shen Qiang went to audition too..." "Who is next..." "Is it Yao Shuer or An Huini..." "Yin Xiamo should be the last one, she looks a bit abnormal..." "Hush!" One of the assistants winked, and the other assistants quickly shut their mouths nervously, looked at Ou Chen, and saw that he didn't seem to hear him, but just stood silently at the place where Yin Xiamo left just now, looking at the meeting through the half-open door The back figure in the room. Slanting sunlight in the conference room. Her seaweed-like long hair spread down her cheeks, revealing only her pale and thin profile. In the sun, her eyes were slightly red and swollen, with long and long eyelashes. She seems to have cried. Ou Chen's heart suddenly tightened, and he wanted to walk over subconsciously! However, her eyes... His breathing suddenly froze, and even though he was far away, he had a strange feeling that her eyes were no longer as dazed and out of focus as before... "Hey, Yao Shu'er went to audition too..." The assistants were bored to pass the time, guessing who would win the audition by the way. The clock on the wall ticks every minute. She sat alone at the conference table. From afar, Ou Chen stared at her intently, seeing her stretch out her hand slowly in a daze, and turn over the page in front of her. In the audition room, several pots of yellow winter jasmine flowers were placed on the window sill. The delicate flowers bloomed all over the branches, blooming with dazzling vitality like a waterfall.Director Wu, Zhong Ya and other staff sat behind the camera monitor screen and watched attentively the female stars' performances of the same scene in the film. Pu Suji has the exquisite facial expression ability outstanding by Korean actors, and she can retract freely; Shen Qiang's performance is quite her own style, with a trace of imperceptible fragility under her strong arrogance; Well, with tears in his eyes, he was so pitiful that everyone present felt pity for him. Everyone has their own characteristics. Hard to tell. Zhong Ya couldn't help but start to admire Director Wu's vision. The few people he selected to audition were indeed unique. No wonder the quality of each of his films was excellent.Thinking of this, Zhong Ya looked at An Huini who was walking in front of the camera. Perhaps Director Wu had a reason for choosing her to audition. The camera is on Anhui Ni. She stared at a certain place in a daze, crystal mist gradually gathered in her eyes, and with a "plop", two tears rolled down quietly, and then, big tears gushed out from the bottom of her eyes like broken pearls , she shouted sadly──"Xiao Cheng!" Tears were streaming down her face, and her crying was mournful, from a suppressed low cry to a loud cry, but there was no sudden feeling, but a thrilling shock! "Xiao Cheng, don't go!" Stretching out her hand in mid-air, Anhui Ni cried and tried to grab something, the tears flowed like a river on an embankment, she gradually became sobbing, crying helplessly, as if the world was about to be destroyed crying! ... "ok!" Director Wu waved with satisfaction! Zhong Ya looked at An Huini who was wiping away the tears from her face in amazement, and secretly admired her skill in weeping. The tears came without ambiguity.Although she didn't appreciate what Anhui Ni had done before, she still admired her acting skills in tears. When An Huini saw the affirmative gazes of all the crew members on her, especially director Wu's satisfied expression, she was overjoyed! Sitting in the rest seat, she looked coldly at Yin Xiamo who was pushing open the door of the audition room and walking in front of the camera lens.Hmph, she didn't believe that Yin Xiamo could cry more contagiously than her, she decided on this role! in front of the same camera. Yin Xiamo walked slowly, her eyes were still in a daze, as if she didn't know what she was here for.In the bright sunshine of the afternoon, the white dress on her body was blown up gently by the wind, her whole body seemed to be transparent, even her soul was transparent. "Cough! Miss Yin, it's time to start!" After waiting for a long time but she didn't show any signs of starting to perform, director Wu frowned slightly, and the assistant director hurriedly shouted at Yin Xiamo in embarrassment. It seems that no sound can be heard. Yin Xiamo was dumbfounded. Looking at the pot of yellow winter jasmine on the window sill of the audition room. It seems that a long time ago, Zhen En also brought a pot of winter jasmine that was very similar to it, small yellow flowers, and placed it on the window sill of Xiaocheng's ward... But…… He has been in a coma... didn't wake up... He has never seen that potted flower... No…… he woke up Why do they all say that he is dead, but he is still alive!She heard it!In the dizzying chaos and dead silence of the ward, she heard him breathing again!She walked over, and at that moment, she heard his heartbeat and breathing! ... "sister……" The bright golden sun shone on Yin Cheng's slender eyelashes. Looking at her, a gentle smile slowly appeared on the corner of his lips. In the silent ward, that smile seemed to have a golden light. ... "Little Cheng!" Looking at the bright yellow winter jasmine, Yin Xiamo murmured in a trance, half happy or sad, like in a frothy dream. ... "How could I die...I promised you...I will always be with my sister...I will never leave my sister's side..." "Yes, I remember, that's why I wasn't fooled by them." Touching his warm face lightly with her fingers, she stared softly at Xiaocheng, "Look, sister didn't even cry, she didn't fall for their tricks... ..." ... Xiao Cheng is not dead... Xiaocheng will not leave her... "sister……" In the golden light, Yin Cheng's smile seemed transparent, and he gently rubbed her palm like a child. "...I will not leave you, I am not willing to leave you." ... "Sister, I will always be with you..." ... "Little Cheng..." She knew that Xiao Cheng would not leave her.In this world, she has no mother, she only has Xiaocheng, and Xiaocheng will not bear to leave her... "Did you hear what I said, Xia Mo? Xiaocheng is dead! Already dead! That day in the hospital, when the doctor announced that his treatment was invalid, he was already dead! He never said he wanted to eat chicken wings, he didn't I said anything to you, and when you walked to his bedside, he was already dead!" ... The winter jasmine flowers on the window sill are dazzling yellow... It was as if all the blood in her body was rushing towards the eardrums, and the whole world was roaring. Her body shivered from cold to fit, and then fell apart piece by piece, floating in the air empty. he died…… yes…… So she made chicken wings every day, and she made delicious chicken wings, really delicious, but no matter how much he called him, he didn't come out of the house to take a bite... he died…… yes…… Otherwise, no matter whether she cooks well or not, he will laugh happily, gobble up a lot, and praise her cooking as the best in the world... "Little Cheng..." Tears welled up like crazy, Xiaocheng is dead, Xiaocheng is dead, why is she still alive, why is Xiaocheng also lying to her!Why did mother abandon her to die, why did Yin's father and Yin's mother abandon her to die, why even Xiao Cheng also abandoned her now! Why is she not dead yet!Why is she the only one alive! Tears poured down her body like an ocean! But…… Those pictures, the pictures that Xiaocheng drew for her... "Have you noticed..." ... "...No matter which painting you are in, you are always smiling in Xiaocheng's painting. The smile is so bright, it seems that you have no worries, and you are living a simple and happy life." ... "What Xiaocheng wants to see most is your smile... If he can see you in heaven, he must want to see you live happily, and he wants to see the smile blooming on your lips." ... There was silence in the audition room. Zhong Ya stared blankly at Yin Xiamo in front of the camera lens, until the salty tears soaked her face so painfully that she woke up suddenly with a heartache! What happened to her... Obviously Yin Xiamo didn't cry, but just seemed to be in a trance all the time, the expression on his face was so subtle that he couldn't even read the lines clearly, but... Looking around, Zhong Ya suddenly found that almost everyone was the same as her. Although Yin Xiamo didn't let the tears flow, those people who looked at her were hit by her instantaneously changing joy, disillusionment, despair, and strength to the softest and most painful nerves in their hearts... After a long time, Director Wu was overwhelmed by the shock of being deeply immersed in it. He stood up and walked forward, and said to Yin Xiamo admiringly: "I heard Director Xu praise your acting skills before, saying that you are a natural actor, you can easily You led the audience into the play, and I just found out today that it was so, and you performed wonderfully in this play." Yin Xia stood there blankly. Doesn't seem to be out of the acting mood yet. At this time, the staff members of the film crew present also talked with each other in admiration, and praised Yin Xiamo's shocking performance. Pu Suji walked over with a smile, and said to Yin Xiamo in not-so-fluent Chinese: "The performance is great!" Seeing that Yin Xiamo was in a trance and did not respond, Pu Suji was startled for a moment, bowed politely again, left the audition room and walked towards the makeup lounge.Shen Qiang glanced at Yin Xiamo indifferently, but did not speak to her. After nodding to Director Wu, she also walked out of the audition room. "Xia Mo, you are really outstanding, you interpret the feeling of the sister in the film to the fullest!" Zhong Ya couldn't help but also walked over, although she didn't have much contact with Yin Xia Mo in "Pure Love Song", but she has never been able to forget this A calm and indifferent girl. "That's just because—her brother just died." A sour voice came in with sarcasm, An Huini looked up and down at Yin Xiamo who was standing silently, and said to Zhong Ya with a smile: "Scriptwriter Zhong Ya, if you write about a brother who becomes demented after his death If you are a dumb sister, then she will be more suitable to act! No, then there is no need to act at all, it is enough for Miss Yin Xiamo to appear in her true colors." "..." Zhong Ya frowned and looked at Yin Xiamo who was speechless. Although she didn't like the meaning of An Huini's words, was it really that way? "Miss Yin..." Director Wu examined Yin Xiamo and called her a little louder, with a pensive look in his eyes. "She can't hear it, she's gone completely crazy!" Anhui Ni smiled coquettishly, her eyes flashed coldly, she put her hand in front of Yin Xiamo pretending to be joking, and waved vigorously, "This is an audition meeting Ah, why didn't the nurse take good care of you and let you run out? Hey, look here, look here, do you still recognize who I am?" Just when An Huini was smiling the brightest, a tall and straight figure stood in front of Yin Xiamo, protecting her tightly behind her.The man stared at Anhui Ni coldly, and said in a calm voice, "It seems that the price you paid before was too small." It's Ou Chen... The coldness in his eyes made Anhui Ni take a step back, startled and frightened. It was this man who single-handedly destroyed the career she had worked so hard to build in the entertainment industry!Otherwise, even if her reputation plummets, she won't be reduced to the point where she doesn't have any opportunities to make films!She once wanted to play some small supporting roles, but was still rejected by all the production units. They implied that she could not afford to offend the Ou Group. "Xia Mo, let's go." Ou Chen lowered his head and hugged Yin Xiamo's shoulders tightly, looking at the faint tears on her face with heartache.Although tears show that she has a certain reaction, which is better than complete self-isolation, but could it be because she was bullied... Thinking of this, he looked coldly at Anhui Ni, who was pale. "Please stop." Director Wu said aloud, his eyes were still studying the silent Yin Xiamo contemplatively, as if he had gradually made some kind of decision, "I appreciate Miss Yin's performance in the audition just now, I don't know that Miss Yin is currently With my physical condition, is it possible to play the heroine of the film?" "Did she audition just now?" Ou Chen was startled, and asked holding his breath.Was Xia Mo actually able to audition normally? "Yes, she performed very well." Director Wu nodded. "Xia Mo……" An unbelievably strong impact made Ou Chen's breathing disorder, and his right hand had to hold Xia Mo's shoulder tightly, so that the sense of fullness could prove that everything was not an auditory hallucination.After a while, Fang Zi calmed down, stared at her, and asked softly, "...do you want to play that role?" In the audition room, everyone was waiting for Yin Xiamo's answer. But she stared blankly at the pot of yellow winter jasmine flowers on the window sill, as if she still couldn't hear anything. "The younger brother in this movie is called Xiaocheng." Yao Shuer, who had been forgotten for a long time, said softly to Yin Xiamo.During Xia Mo's audition, only she knew that what Xia Mo murmured was not "Xiao Cheng", but "Xiao Cheng".Maybe it's fate, it's because God wants to help Xia Mo in the dark, and specially bestows this opportunity on Xia Mo. "That Xiaocheng also likes to draw, and has a sister who loves him as much as you do. Xia Mo, I think maybe Xiaocheng wants you to make this movie..." It seems that the wind blows through the yellow winter jasmine flowers on the window sill, and the delicate flowers move gently among the branches and leaves, as if they are nodding with a smile.Yin Xiamo's eyelashes trembled suddenly, and then she nodded like those flowers - gently. Xia Mo actually took over the role of the leading actress in "Painting Realm"! When Jane heard the news for the first time, she thought it was a fantasy!A few days ago, Xia Mo, who had closed herself like a silkworm cocoon and had no sense of the outside world, how could she suddenly download this movie?Moreover, it was Xia Mo himself who nodded in agreement! However, when Zhen En saw the script of the movie, she was stunned. The younger brother in the movie was called "Xiao Cheng", who also liked painting and also passed away early.The film tells that when her younger brother died, her sister fell into a mental breakdown and couldn't extricate herself. She stared at the sketches left by her brother in a daze every day, and finally one day she entered into those sketches miraculously, went back to the past, and saw her brother again.In the illusion of the painting, the two live together forever... It was because of this script that Xia Mo accepted the movie. Looking at the story in the script, Zhen En felt a pain in her heart, and tears flowed down slowly. With the news that Yin Xiamo was appointed as the heroine of "Painting Realm", the entertainment industry was instantly buzzing, and all the media rushed to report on this matter! What is the state of Yin Xiamo's mind? Why did director Wu abandon big stars such as Shen Qiang and Pu Suji and choose Yin Xiamo who has only filmed one series? Stepping into the show business circle, whether there is a problem with their marriage, various speculations and doubts make Yin Xiamo's name appear overwhelmingly on the front pages of all newspapers and magazines! Immediately after- Another piece of even more sensational news appeared! The producer of "Painting Realm" announced that Luo Xi will play the lead actor in the film! Luoxi's fans were ecstatic, gathered and cheered in front of Luoxi's company, sent countless gifts and flowers to Luoxi, posted countless congratulatory posts on the Internet to celebrate Luoxi's return, and even spontaneously raised funds in various places. The big newspaper bought the page to welcome Luo Xi's return! Different from the excitement of Luo Xi's fans, although the various media are also very excited, they are all concerned about why Luo Xi, who has announced that he will temporarily bid farewell to the entertainment industry, will take over the role of "Painting Landscape" again?Does his joining have anything to do with Yin Xiamo's starring role? Is it the resurgence of the old relationship between the two, or is Yin Xiamo's marriage not going well after marrying into a wealthy family, so he has to rely on filming to resolve it? When Zhen En knew that Luo Xi would also star in "Painting Landscape", she was a little worried.With Ou Chen's past personality, he would never allow Xia Mo and Luo Xi to have any chance of contact.Although Xia Mo was in a trance, Ou Chen acquiesced that Luo Xi could often appear by Xia Mo's side, but if the two of them film together, there will inevitably be various intimate contacts and various emotional exchanges and communication... … Will Ou Chen prevent Xia Mo from acting? However, since taking over the movie "Painting Landscape", Xia Mo seems to be gradually recovering. She no longer sits in front of the living room window in a daze all day long, but reads the script silently every day.As the script was turned page by page, her expression also vaguely changed from happiness to sadness, as if she had changed from that self-enclosed world to the world of movie stories. If Ou Chen stops her from filming, will Xia Mo return to her old cocoon? However, Zhen En's worries seemed superfluous. Ou Chen didn't seem to care about Luo Xi's performance. He continued to hand over the business of the Ou Group to his subordinates, and stayed by Xia Mo's side every day, and even began to learn to do it himself. Cook for Xia Mo. Today is the first day of the official shooting of "Painting Landscape". The morning sun shone on Yin Xiamo, but she still didn't sleep all night, and the script was quietly placed on her lap.Ou Chen came out of the kitchen with a tray, and the air was filled with the aroma of breakfast. He first put warm milk in front of her, and then he sandwiched the fried egg in the golden toast, and put the Slices of ham, tomato, and lettuce made a sandwich, carefully placed to her lips. "Xia Mo, would you like to have something to eat? I might stay on the set for a long time today..." Ou Chen persuaded her patiently and gently, putting the sandwich close to her lips, "...if you don't eat, you don't have good physical strength, in case What should you do if you pass out while filming..." "Eat some……" "obedient……" "The fried eggs are golden and golden, very fragrant, try it, it's delicious..." The bony hand holding the sandwich has blisters from oil splashes, and I don't know how much it was done A failed omelet led to the final perfect result. Look at the blisters on that hand. Yin Xiamo's eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly, she looked at Ou Chen who was squatting in front of her, and there was some kind of light touch in her eyes, like faint ripples under the water waves.Then, she took a bite of the sandwich in his hand, chewed it slowly, and swallowed it. Ou Chen's hand froze instantly. She didn't throw up! This time she ate it and didn't spit it out! Ecstasy grabbed his whole body tightly, and he didn't even bother to make sure that her eyes just now were his hallucinations. He gently put the milk on her lips, and said nervously, holding his breath, "Drink some more milk." Miraculously, she drank milk and ate a few mouthfuls of sandwiches. Although she still ate very little in the morning, for Ou Chen, she was already ecstatic. After packing up her breakfast, Ou Chen put the script on her lap into her carry-on bag, helped her put on her coat, and drove her to the set.He was in such a good mood that when he was driving, there was a slight smile on the corner of his lips. Jane was still a little worried. Can Xia Mo participate in the filming with such a mental state?Can she memorize her lines, and can she act and speak her lines smoothly under a spotlight as bright as day and in front of a crowd? When the filming officially started on the first day, Zhen En's heart was in her throat, but as Director Wu shouted "Action!", under the strong light of the headlights, Xia Mo miraculously came alive. In front of the camera lens. In the middle of the night, Yin Xiamo, who was arranging products beside the shelves of the supermarket, heard the reputation, and it was Luo Xi who smiled brightly, calling her, and appeared at the entrance of the supermarket holding the sketches that were about to be exhibited in the art exhibition. The close-up zoomed in on Yin Xiamo's face. The smile on her lips bloomed like a flower, looking at Luo Xi, it was like looking at the most proud treasure in the world, her eyes were filled with the light of happiness like the sea... There was a pool of blood everywhere. Yin Xiamo hugged Luo Xi who had been shot in the chest in horror, and shouted desperately, the frenzied tears in her eyes fell on Luo Xi's pale face, she clutched the bleeding wound on Luo Xi's chest, trembling in despair, her throat was hoarse地呐喊…… 珍恩呆呆地站在外围，望着被六、七架摄像机包围住的夏沫，此刻的夏沫就像小澄去世前的那个夏沫，她在镜头前或笑或流泪，所有的感情都投入在影片的故事中，每一个笑容，每一滴泪水都动人心魄。 或者夏沫就会好起来了呢？ 珍恩暗暗地祈祷，祈祷是天国的小澄安排了这部电影让夏沫拍，这部电影是夏沫恢复正常的转机。 "ok!" 但是似乎珍恩的祈祷并没有太多的效果，随着吴导演满意地挥手喊停，灯光暗下，尹夏沫眼睛里点燃的光芒也黯淡了下来。 她沉默地坐回场边。 等待着下一场需要她出镜的戏。 她又仿佛回到了那个封闭的空间，看不到始终陪在她身边的欧辰，看不到默默关注着她的洛熙。她只是低头看着剧本，才短短的时间，剧本的边页已经被她的手指磨得发旧了起来。 一天一天。 尹夏沫仿佛割裂成了两个人，拍戏时全情投入的夏沫和不拍戏时沉默恍惚的夏沫。不知怎的，这样的夏沫让珍恩更加胆战心惊。 隐约的，珍恩有种不安地恐惧，就好像夏沫是在燃烧她最后所有的生命力演出这部电影，而当电影拍完的时候…… 珍恩不敢将自己的恐惧流露出来让欧辰发现。 欧辰早已不是昔日那个冰冷倨傲的欧辰少爷，在他令人心惊的憔悴消瘦中，更多的是令人心惊的温柔。每天照顾着夏沫的一切琐事，他甚至细心到帮夏沫修剪指甲，弯腰替夏沫擦去鞋子上的灰尘。而在夏沫沉默出神的时候，欧辰也沉默出神地望着夏沫，如同他的生命就在她的体内，当她的生命消失的那一刻，他的生命也会随之消失。 日子一天一天地过去。 《画境》的片场始终没有像其它电影拍摄过程中那样喧闹过，无论在什么地点拍摄都有欧氏集团请来的保全公司将追寻过来的记者们和围观的群众远远隔离开，无论是剧务们搬动灯光道具、还是其它演员在场边的闲聊都是静悄悄的。 “ok！很好！” 吴导演的喊声是片场唯一的高音。听到这场戏也顺利完成，摄像师和灯光师停下了手中的工作，和剧务们一起将摄像机和照明灯搬到下一个场景处。因为下场戏接着就要开拍，尹夏沫和洛熙没有走回场边的休息区，两人并肩坐在巨大的礁石上。 今天的戏是在海边拍摄的。 春日的海边清冷清冷，尹夏沫默默地望着蔚蓝色的海面，海风将她的长发吹得有些凌乱。一件外套轻轻披在她的肩上，那外套上似乎还有着洛熙的体温，而她仿佛一无所知，怔怔望着大海。 “我在纽约的时候，每周都去教堂，有一次，听到了一段尼布尔所写的祈祷文。”洛熙同样地望着大海，声音随着海风飘进她耳中，“愿上帝赐我平静的心，让我接受我无法改变的事情……” 海面上有金色的阳光。 “……愿上帝赐我勇气，让我改变我能改变的事情……” 被海风吹过，海面上的金色的阳光像碎金子般一波波荡起。 “……愿上帝赐我智慧，让我能够分清这两者。” 远处，几只海鸥在海面上飞翔，一波波荡起的阳光将它们的翅膀染成如自由般的金色。尹夏沫怔怔地看向海面，阳光将她的睫毛也映成淡淡的金色。 “所有可以做到的事情，你都已经为小澄做到了，那些没有办法改变的事情，就接受它吧。”洛熙痛惜地凝视着单薄如纸的她，“而现在的你，可不可以为了小澄，振作地生活下去呢？” 海风轻轻吹过。 欧辰沉默地望着坐在礁石上的那两人，他手中拿着夏沫的外套，原本正要走过去的脚步停了下来。 金色的阳光将她和洛熙照耀在一起，她肩上披着洛熙的外套，洛熙温柔地凝视着她，似乎正在对她说些什么，她似乎在听又似乎仍是发怔。纵使隔着远远的距离，欧辰也可以感觉到洛熙眼中对她的深情。 如果当初没有硬把她从洛熙身边夺过来…… 如果小澄去世后一直陪在她身边的是洛熙，而不是他…… 蔚蓝的大海。 金色的沙滩。 那阳光中礁石上的两人就像镶着金边的美丽油画，而他却是破坏画面的多余存在。 "Master." 一个熟悉的声音将欧辰唤醒，他掩饰住眼底的沉黯，转头看去，竟是许久未见的沈管家。尹澄过世后，精神恍惚的夏沫没有回去欧宅，她旧日的公寓太小，欧辰也不想让她被过多打扰，于是就让沈管家留在欧宅不必跟过来。 “少爷，这是刚才收到的一封信，好像是……” 沈管家尽力想要克制声音中的紧张，然而双手的颤抖依旧泄露了他激动的心情。方才一个大学生模样的男孩子来到欧宅的大门外，说是澄少爷的同学，依照澄少爷生前所托将这封送来，他吃惊得顾不得许多，立刻决定将信送到少爷手中。 “……好像是澄少爷寄来的……” 那是一封淡蓝色的信，信封上的字体清秀优美。 “小澄？！” 休息区中的珍恩无意识中听见了，她先是一愣，然后血液呼地冲上来，她从椅子中跳起来，惊呼一声，猛地扑向沈管家手中的那封信！ 欧辰的身体也顿时僵硬起来！ 他紧紧盯着那封信，淡蓝色的信封右下角，寄信人名字那里，有一个熟悉而清秀的字── “澄”。 Xiaocheng... 远处的礁石上，尹夏沫恍惚听到了那个名字，就像海风轻轻吹过，她缓缓地扭过头，然后站起来，如梦游般向唤出那个名字的地方走去。洛熙急忙扶住她，不让她被脚下碎礁绊倒。 珍恩呆呆地看着信封上的那个无比熟悉的“澄”字，泪水一下子涌进她的眼中，在小澄每幅画的落款，都有同样的“澄”。这封信，真的是小澄寄过来的吗，为什么在他去世这样久之后，才会寄来这封信。 欧辰却默默地望向正在走来的尹夏沫。 望着她一步一步走进。 望着她的面容越来越苍白。 直到她走到他的面前，一双黑洞洞的眼睛死死盯着他手中的那封信。 “夏沫！这封信……” 珍恩又喜又痛地抬头，脸上满是激动的泪水。 海风清冷清冷，尹夏沫的手指握紧那封信，轻轻地颤抖着。那封信仿佛是从天国寄来的，淡蓝色的信封上没有邮戳，只是简简单单地写着收信人“姐姐”，寄信人“澄”。 良久，她望着那封信。 两滴泪水滑落，打湿在淡蓝色的信封上，泪迹缓缓地晕开。那是小澄最喜欢用的信封，他说淡蓝色是大海的颜色，是最适合她的颜色。 同样淡蓝色的信纸上。 那清秀的字体熟悉得如同小澄那双天使般澄净的眼睛，如同他在轻声地喊她“姐姐”，在笑着对她说话──姐： 如果你收到这封信，那么我已经在天国了。你不要伤心，也不要流泪，我在天国一切都会很好，除了有时候会很想你很想你。 姐，我真的不想离开你…… 可是，就像你说的，上天是公平的，它每给予人们一些，就会拿走一些。上天将你给予我，让你成为我的姐姐，让我成为你的弟弟，这是它恩赐给我的最幸福和幸运的事情。姐，你知道我有多爱你吗，即使上天再次让我从你和生命当中选择，哪怕是选择一百次，我也要成为你的弟弟，其它的全都可以舍弃。 所以，我实在是幸福的啊。 姐，不要因为我的离去而难过，好吗？我只是暂时离开你一下，很快就会重新回到你的身边。在我离开你的这段日子里，你要好好地活着，快乐地活着，替我去看世界各地的美景，替我去吃世界各地的美食，不要生病，不要太累。 姐，我只是暂时地离开你一下。下一世我还会回到你的身边，那时候，我希望我能变成你的哥哥，让我来照顾你，把你宠得像个小公主。或许，不用等那么久，我就会回来，也许我会变成小娃娃钻进你的肚子里。 呵呵，姐，你看，你只是暂时地看不见我，而我在天国每天都可以看见你。每当看见你的笑容，我就会有一百倍的快乐，每当看到你难过，我就会有一百倍的伤心。 姐…… 请为了我，也要每天生活得很快乐，好吗？ I love you forever. 你的小澄 金色的阳光照耀在淡蓝色的信纸上，泪水一滴滴滑落下尹夏沫苍白消瘦的面颊，她的身体一阵阵地颤抖着，长发被海风吹得凌乱飞扬，她紧紧握着那信纸，一片片的泪水将上面的字迹晕湿。 Then. 她缓慢地晕倒了过去，两滴泪滑向她的耳际。洛熙心痛如绞，伸出双臂想要抱住她，却有人已经紧紧地将她拥入怀中，于是她的泪水便淌入了那人的胸前。 “夏沫！”欧辰痛声低喊，抱紧她冰冷的身体。 雪白的天花板，消毒水的气息，似乎有无数的白影来来去去，耳边的声音如棉絮般断断续续，有人一直紧紧握着她的手，那种心痛和恐惧从他的手指一点点传入她的心底。 就像做了一个好长好长的梦。 她以为…… 她会在那个漫长的噩梦里死去。 “欧先生，恭喜你，你太太已经怀有两个多月的身孕……”隔着厚厚的棉絮，似乎有隐约的声音对始终握着她手的那人说。 握着她的那只手顿时僵硬僵硬！ 而后又滚烫起来！ 那只手握着她，火热而颤抖！ 一张男人的面孔埋进她的手掌，似乎有热热的泪水打湿她的掌心，那个声音沙哑激动：“夏沫，你听到了吗，你肚子里有了我们的孩子……”