Chapter 10 Part10 My caring number one fan

Ever since Xinyi got angry with Cunxi in the hospital, he hadn't appeared in front of her for a whole week. Has he finally given up? Xinyi told herself that she should feel at ease, but she couldn't help but feel disappointed. It turned out that his determination was nothing more than that. She just scolded him, and he gave up pursuing him. Xinyi thought sarcastically, she was very annoyed at her vacillation, in order to avoid long nights and dreams, she re-sent a divorce agreement to Ji's family, expressing her determination, and then submitted her resignation to the pottery classroom, intending to finish this class just leave.

One day, she finished class and took the bus home. Looking at the slowly passing street outside the window, she suddenly remembered that on the first day she arrived at Ji's house, she was the same person who carried her luggage and got on the bus. At that time, knowing that Cunxi didn't like her, she still regarded him as a prince and secretly dreamed sweet dreams in her heart. Now she has learned that a woman must be strong and independent, and she must never rely on a prince to save herself. She won't treat anyone as a prince anymore... Xinyi leaned against the car window, lost in thought, when suddenly, the advertising posters pasted on the side of the road attracted her attention——

Chen Xinyi Ceramics Solo Exhibition. Chen Xinyi Ceramics Solo Exhibition. what is this?She stared at the advertisement slogan in disbelief, when did she hold a solo exhibition?How could she not know?Is it the same name? She was so curious that she got off the bus and examined the poster carefully, but there was no time and place marked on it. She walked along the street in bewilderment, only to find that not only the poster, but also the giant TV screen by the square were promoting this mysterious solo exhibition. A bus passed by, and the same message was written on the advertising billboard on the bus.She was dazed for a long time, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure passing across the street.

It was Cunxi, who was standing under a street lamp, as if putting up a poster. Are these all his masterpieces?Xinyi's thoughts were confused, and she couldn't help shouting. "Cun Xi!" He heard it, turned around, was overjoyed when he saw her, and was so anxious to cross the road that he didn't notice a car speeding towards him. "Be careful!" she screamed in horror, her heart beating wildly. After the car whizzed by, she looked around hurriedly, but she didn't see him. She was so panicked that she couldn't breathe, and then saw him lying on the ground, almost crying.

She ran over and squatted beside him. "Cunxi, Cunxi, what's wrong with you? Did the car hit you? Are you injured?" He opened his eyes bewilderedly. "I'm fine, don't worry." "Then why do you have such an ugly face? Are you sweating all the time? Tell me honestly, is there any scratch? Where does it hurt?" She anxiously inspected his whole body, her heart ached. "I'm fine, I'm really fine." Cun Xi comforted her, barely propped himself up, and stood up. "Xinyi." He called hoarsely. "Huh?" Xin Yi responded in a hurry, still not recovering from the shock just now, when she thought he was injured, she was really panicked and anxious, feeling extremely terrified that she was about to lose him.

Cunxi looked at her, as if he wanted to say a thousand words, but couldn't, and finally pointed to the poster behind him. She looked carefully, only to find a colorful post-it note on the poster, with two dolls crookedly drawn on it, pointing in a certain direction. "What does this mean?" She looked at him suspiciously. He smiled wryly. "You'll know it when you read it." She nodded, walked in the direction indicated by the note, and found another post-it note indicating the direction. The expression and movement of the doll also changed. She read it one by one, and it turned out that the male doll and the female doll were acting in a story—— ——They met on the boat. At first, the female doll was always scolded. Later, after she turned and left with teary eyes, the male doll regretted it and wanted to chase her back in sweat.

He keeps bowing his head and apologizing, but the female doll always ignores him. In the last picture, the male doll stands helplessly holding his broken heart. Xinyi watched, and gradually understood, her chest was so sore, her eyes were stinging fiercely. These cartoons are so ugly and clumsy that one can tell at a glance that they were drawn by a man who is not good at art, stroke by stroke. Following the instructions of the post-it notes, she walked into a very cute door in the alley, which was an exquisite art gallery. "I'll wait for you here." Cun Xi whispered. "Go in."

"Hmm." After hesitating for a while, she followed the owner of the art gallery into a certain exhibition room, and suddenly recognized that all the ceramic works on display were hers. Xinyi was shocked. All these works were bought by her No. 1 fan. Could it be that Cunxi is that mysterious fan who has been silently guarding her? "Ahem, uh, Xinyi." Cunxi's voice suddenly sounded in the room. She was startled, thinking that Cunxi had followed in, but there was no one there. It turned out to be the speaker in the corner, slowly playing the words he had recorded in advance.

"If you hear this tape, it means that you have found an art gallery. There are all your works here. I collected them one by one. You may be very reluctant to sell them to me, but I really do. I'm very happy to be your number one fan. I... uh, actually, I already knew you were in Shanghai, but I just didn't dare to meet you." "Why? Why didn't you meet me?" Xinyi murmured. "Because I don't want to disturb you." Cunxi seemed to hear her question. "I'm afraid that if you see me, it will make you sad again." Was he afraid of making her sad?Xinyi bit her lip angrily.Then why did he bother her later?Why did you put up that kind of advertisement again to trick her into going back to Taiwan?

"The ad that warned about running away was posted by grandma. Believe it or not, I really don't know grandma did that kind of thing. It wasn't until you returned to Taiwan and really appeared in front of me that I realized that I couldn't do without you I told myself, I want to wish you happiness, you and Darren are living so well, I shouldn't pester you anymore, but I really... can't let go, Xinyi, I..." He swallowed in embarrassment , I can hear the nervousness. "I love you, I really... love you very much." lie!He obviously loves Anna, and has been with her for the past two years!

"At that time, I originally wanted to chase you back, but Anna's foot was injured, and she might never be able to dance again. I had to accompany her to do rehabilitation and support her. Although her foot injury has healed, but in her heart With a shadow, she said that she would stay with me in Taiwan. In fact, I know that she is afraid to stand on the stage again. But I have made it very clear to her that I don't love her anymore. The person I love...is You, it's you, Xinyi." Lie, he lied!Tears flooded Xinyi's eyes, she couldn't stand up in excitement, and fell to her knees.She didn't believe it, how could he love her?He must be messing with her, he must be! She won't be stupid enough to fall in love with him again, if she is stupid enough to fall in love with him again, then there is really no way to save her, no one can save her... Xinyi thought of how she left Ji's house with a broken heart two years ago, how she forced herself to cheer up, transformed from a caterpillar into a butterfly, how much effort and effort she had put in, how could she be so happy because of his words? Come to naught? "I love you, Xinyi." He just wanted to continue to stir her heart. "Listen up, Ji Cunxi loves Chen Xinyi!" Too late!Why didn't he say this sentence two years ago?Why didn't you say it until now? Does he know how much her heart hurt on the day of her miscarriage?Knowing that he chose Anna in front of her, and said she was like a post-it note, how sad was she?When she was studying pottery in Shanghai, she wanted to run away several times, but in order not to lose to Anna and the woman he loved, she worked hard to overcome all difficulties and told herself that she was no longer the old Chen Xinyi, and she was no longer the casual People fiddling with post-it girls... "You misunderstood me, Xinyi, that day I told Anna that you were like a post-it note. I didn't mean that you were not important, but that you were too important. To me, you were like the air I breathed every day. I couldn't imagine Life without you. Post-it notes are not necessarily waste paper that is thrown away after use. Every post-it note may represent a thoughtful care. Because we care about a person, we use post-it notes to leave a message for him. Previously You used to leave me messages on post-it notes, telling me not to work late and remember to add extra clothes—do you remember?" Xinyi listened blankly, never thought about the meaning of this, she always hated that she was like a post-it note, but he told her it was because of love. "At that time, I really felt so warm, maybe you don't know, but I actually..." Cunxi took a deep breath. "I am a man who is very afraid of being lonely. At that time, Anna was not by my side, and she rarely even contacted me, but you always cared about me in your way. You are very simple and stupid. When I am with you, I think Very happy, I like to see you laugh, I like to see you sleep on the bed in that ugly position..." He suddenly smiled softly. "Your sleeping position is really not ladylike, you know that?" Yes, she is very unladylike, so what?Xinyi's cheeks were hot, but her chest was sweet. "This time, let me be your post-it note! I'll be your post-it boy, if you want anything, just leave me a message, and I'll do it for you, okay?" He promised gently. She trembled, and her heartstrings kept tightening. She looked around and looked at pieces of ceramics that glowed with soft luster under the lamp, and suddenly realized that when she was creating these works, she was thinking of him. ! I have always considered him... The recorder stopped, and a slender figure slowly appeared at the door, it was Cunxi, and he looked at Xinyi with a very pale face. "Xinyi." He called out in a hoarse voice, and she felt that her heart was almost broken. Why does he have an indescribable magical power towards her?Why can't she resist him? "Xinyi." He called her again, his voice full of nostalgia, and walked towards her. She raised her eyes and waited for him to speak, but he was speechless for a long time. Finally, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he slowly stretched out his hand. She thought he was going to hug her, but unexpectedly he leaned forward suddenly and fell towards her. She hugged him in horror. "What's wrong? Cunxi? Are you okay?" He didn't answer, his body shivered in her arms from cold to hot. The doctor said that Cunxi had a fever, which turned into mild pneumonia, and sent him to the intensive care unit for observation. "How did he get pneumonia? Why doesn't he know how to take good care of himself?" Xinyi was distressed and annoyed. "I think he is probably exhausted?" Pearl also rushed to the hospital to visit her grandson. "He hasn't slept much in the past few days, and he went out to have a hair dryer tonight, and his body may not be able to bear it." "Why isn't he sleeping?" "Because of you!" Pearl sighed. Xinyi was taken aback. "for me?" "He has been busy preparing for your solo exhibition for the past few days. He has to go to work in the company during the day, and he can't leave his body. He works all night. I also saw him drawing desperately in the study. He kept redrawing when he was not satisfied, and the trash cans were piled up. When it is full, he will not rest even if asked to rest." "Why...is he so stupid?" Imagine that Cunxi was drawing pictures without sleep, Xinyi's eyes were red and her throat was sore. "Idiot, I'm so stupid. Fortunately, he used to call me stupid. He is the big fool himself." He is a fool, a fool who is crazy about love, and she was able to torture him like that a few days ago, but now thinking about it, she regrets it and hates herself for being too stubborn. Xinyi sat beside the hospital bed, tightly holding Cunxi's hand. "Listen, idiot, it's my choice this time—I've decided to continue loving you and staying with you, do you hear that?" She laughed and cried. "So get well soon! You are not allowed to worry me like this again in the future." Three days later, Cunxi was discharged from the hospital. As soon as the two returned home, they fell on the bed passionately, as if they wanted to imprint marks on each other's lives with their skin-to-skin contact. They would make up for the lives they had missed in the future bit by bit. return. Cunxi asked a lot about Xinyi's process of learning pottery, and felt happy for her and felt sorry for her. "Anyway, you finally made it through." He stroked her hair pityingly. "Your current work has been affirmed." "I would like to thank Dylon. He has been by my side and supported me. Without his encouragement, I might have fled back to Taiwan long ago." "Really?" When mentioning this man, Cun Xi's heart ached. "You're not really engaged to him, are you?" "What do you think?" She stretched out her fingers and teased his chest. He grabbed her naughty fingers and narrowed his eyes displeased. "Go and make it clear to him tomorrow! Say that the person you really love is me, and ask him to stop wishful thinking!" "Look at you, it seems like a primary school student is declaring sovereignty!" She gave him a coquettish look. "I lied to you! I didn't agree to his marriage proposal at all, I just put on the ring on purpose to annoy you." "Okay! How dare you play tricks on your husband." He bit her finger angrily. She giggled. "And I didn't live with him in Shanghai. You misunderstood." "You didn't live with him?" He was pleasantly surprised, and suddenly turned over and folded her delicate body, looking down at her from top to bottom. "You woman, you made me so jealous that I almost choked to death, say! How are you going to compensate me?" "Cut..." She just ignored him. "Who taught you to think wildly in your head!" "I don't care! You have to comfort my wounded heart." He was playing willful like a child. "What a wounded heart?" She was funny and helpless. "Okay, how do you want to comfort me?" "Well." He raised his eyebrows, lowered his head suddenly, and teased her ear. "Why don't you give me another baby?" "What?" She froze. "I know, it's not easy to succeed once, I'm fine, I can do it a few more times!" He made a declaration with a smile, pressing her evilly—— Indoors, the spring breeze has gone and returned several times, the unstoppable romance is terrible. "So, you still decided to stay with Ji Cunxi?" Dai Lun felt very regretful and bitter after taking the ring that Xinyi returned. "I'm sorry, Darren, I know you're good to me, but I... still love Cunxi." Xinyi smiled and sighed. "Maybe it's fate, I just love him!" "Aren't you afraid of regretting yourself?" "If you're afraid, you won't be able to love again." She smiled faintly. "I've decided to take courage and trust him and trust myself." Daeron watched her silently, and in her eyes, she could see the bravery and determination of a woman.He knew that he could not convince Xinyi anymore, now she knew exactly what she wanted. "In this case, I can only bless you." Although he was still very unwilling. "I wish you happiness!" "I will." Xinyi is grateful for Dai Lun's blessings. She is very glad that she has such a good friend, but it is a pity that another woman refuses to bless her and Cunxi simply. According to Cunxi, although he has broken up with Anna, Anna still seems unable to let go of his past feelings. Her friends have found that she is always out of her mind recently, and sometimes she drinks and gets drunk. Xinyi is very worried. It may be stupid to worry about her rival, but she still hopes that Anna will open her heart and pursue another true love. She took the initiative to visit Anna's dance classroom. "Why are you here?" Anna was staring out of the window in a daze, and when she saw her, she immediately frowned. "I'll come and see you." "Look at me? I don't remember us being close enough to visit each other in private." "I have something to tell you." Xinyi ignored Anna's ridicule and said softly. Anna glanced at her defensively, as if she thought she was here to demonstrate, raised her jaw slightly, unwilling to show weakness. "What do you want to say?" Xinyi stared at Anna quietly, "You know what? I used to envy you very much. You are so beautiful and confident. Every time Cunxi mentions you, I can feel that he really loves you." "Really?" Anna's expression froze, she turned her head silently. "I often look at your photos in his study and imagine how dazzling and beautiful you will be when you dance on the stage. Cunxi said that you should be born to shine on the stage." Xinyi paused. "Why don't you dance now?" Anna pursed her lips. "Whether I dance or not is none of your business." "Of course it's none of my business." Xinyi said calmly. "Do you know? When I was studying Tao in Shanghai, I took you as my goal. I told myself that I must never lose to you. I worked hard, hoping that one day I could catch up with you and become like you Confident and charming." Anna's expression changed after hearing this. "You...really see me as a target?" Xinyi nodded and looked directly at her. "But now you, I am very disappointed. Where is the confident Anna in the past? Where is the Anna who will bravely get up even if she falls on the stage?" "You...you don't care about it!" Anna trembled, suddenly feeling ashamed and loathing herself strongly. "Get out of here immediately, get out of here immediately!" "I'm not leaving, I want you to watch this." Xinyi took out a DVD and put it into the projector regardless of whether Anna agreed or not. A few seconds later, an image appeared on the TV screen. A ballerina with a red body was performing vigorously on the stage. That was Anna, the Anna two years ago. At that time, she still deeply loved ballet and the stage. Her world was not only full of love, but also full of dreams. "This is you, remember?" Xinyi asked leisurely. Anna was shocked.Of course she remembers!How can you not remember?In fact, she has always wanted to go back to the stage, thinking about it, but she didn't dare, for fear of being injured again, afraid that she would never be able to get up after being injured... She pursed her lips suddenly, tears rolling in her eyes. When did she become such a cowardly woman?This is not her style!Shi Anna should be strong and brave. Even if she falls, she will get up with a smile, right? "You can dance again, you definitely can." Xinyi encouraged her. "Even me, whom you looked down on, can become a pottery creator. Why can't you stand on the stage again? Are you inferior to me?" "How could I be inferior to you!" Anna hissed, very unconvinced. "Then you can prove it to me." Xinyi smiled provocatively. "Prove it to me, Anna!" Anna stared blankly at her in bewilderment, unable to speak for a long time. "I heard that you took the initiative to find Anna?" A few nights later, when Cunxi fell asleep with Xinyi in his arms, he suddenly asked with a smile. "uh-huh." "She was very angry and called me to choke on her, saying how can you be so self-righteous?" "Oh?" "She wants me to tell you that she will not lose to you. She said that she will get up wherever she falls. She will return to New York and stand on the stage again. You will have to wait and see." "Really? Did she really say that?" Xinyi smiled. "I really admire you!" Cunxi couldn't help rubbing her hair lovingly. "As expected of the woman I love, Ji Cunxi, you are really the best!" "From the way you speak, it seems that you are obsessed with me!" She tilted her head playfully to look at him. "Yes, I'm infatuated with you, Chen Xinyi." He confessed generously that the dignity of a man can only be put aside in front of love. "Are you satisfied? Very satisfied?" She didn't speak, just smiled happily.