Chapter 31 fourth quarter

That night, in Dai Xian's arms, with her encouragement, I finally burst into tears. Many years later, I looked at myself that night as a bystander, and what I saw was a crazy girl.In the arms of the woman named Dai Xian, she cried and laughed for a while.Snot and tears wiped Dai Xian's body, and her designer top was tear-stained and wrinkled by my grief, and she retired honorably that night.In fact, what I needed most that night was silence. I also wanted to be still, but I couldn't help myself. My mind was blank and numb, and I couldn't think at all. I just mechanically sad, cried or laughed mechanically.

Facing such a crazy girl who was completely out of control, Dai Xian lost her usual calmness and was extremely embarrassed.She was helpless like facing a crab with its teeth and claws open. Any consolation was weak and had no effect on me. In the end, she also realized this and stopped doing futile persuasion.All she could do was hold me and act as a support for my crumbling body.It wasn't until I fell asleep in her arms that she was relieved, carefully put me on the bed, and left quietly.I think she's exhausted, as anyone would be if I'd put him through it.She must have left my residence as if she was running away, for fear that I would suddenly wake up and continue crying endlessly.

When I woke up, my mind was blank, my eyes were dry, and my face was dry, like wearing a stiff mask.I remembered that all these discomforts were related to Li Yi, so a calm voice in my heart, like a narrator in a movie, said coldly and viciously: "Li Yi doesn't want you anymore." Barefoot, I ran to the bathroom, washed my face, looked up and saw a very ordinary face in the mirror, a bit ugly because of haggard.I scooped up a handful of water and splashed it on the mirror. It was so ugly that even I didn't feel like giving it any love. I dressed neatly, walked out of the rental house, and went up the stairs.On the top floor of the building, there is a platform, which Li Yi and I discovered by chance.

One night, Li Yi and I snuggled up on the bed and listened to a song, it was "I Only Care About You" by Teresa Teng, a very old song, even older than my age.But because there is love in it, no matter how old it is, it is still so fresh in the ears of lovers. "As time goes by, I only care about you. If I am willing to infect your breath, how can I get a confidant in life? It is not a pity to lose the power of life. So I beg you, don't let me leave you. Apart from you, I can't feel A little bit of affection." These affectionate lyrics are written for everyone who is in love, and of course I was infected by the song without exception.I held Li Yi's hand, as if I was playing with a toy that I couldn't put it down. When I heard the emotional part, I suddenly remembered the dream I had, and even clearly remembered the smooth and rich feeling when my teeth touched Li Yi's skin. Elastic texture, so I took Li Yi's hand, put it to my mouth, took a hard bite, then smiled and jumped off the bed to prevent Li Yi's possible revenge.

Li Yi yelled in pain, "Smelly girl, you're so cruel, you're going to bite my bones off. Wow, look at me if I don't catch you, I'll fight back with an eye." As he spoke, he rushed towards me. I screamed, ran out of the rental house, and ran up the stairs in a panic.Li Yi followed closely behind.After chasing and fleeing, we stepped on the ten-story building unconsciously.Later, Li Yi joked, "Practice proves that the power of being crazy is infinite!" Just as I reached the top floor and had nowhere to escape, and was about to raise my hand to surrender to Li Yi, I suddenly found a small door and went in.This is a platform of more than 20 square meters. I leaned against the railing of the platform and gasped.Li Yi came to my side, panting like a cow, none of us had the strength to fight.

We overlooked the city and found that the city in the night has the charm of a mature woman: beautiful, dignified, and inadvertently some enchanting. The night is her black cloak, and the flowing cars and rivers and flashing lights are her jewelry.The night sky of the city is a little cloudy, with only a few sparse stars, like sleepy eyes.Li Yi said that when he was a child, he liked to lie on the threshing field and look at the stars in summer. At that time, the stars in the sky were so clean and bright. He felt that the stars must be as cold as ice. When the stars are cool, he will feel that the weather is not so hot. He often falls asleep looking at the stars.

When I proposed to go down, Li Yi said to wait another five minutes.He looked up, as if looking for something in the sky? I asked: "Looking for what?" He said, "Look for meteors." "Why are you looking for meteors?" "Make a wish." "Bah! Bah! Bah! Bah! That's what little girls do." "My pleasure!" "What do you wish for?" "I won't tell you!" "Is it important?" "Very important!" We stayed on the platform for another half an hour, but he didn't find the meteor.When we went down, we took the elevator down.He seemed disappointed, and that night he was moody and preoccupied.

My intuition told me that the wish he wanted to make was related to me, but no matter how I asked, he refused to say anything.I figured he'd tell me someday, but it seems like I've lost that chance.I slowly stepped up the steps, imagining where Li Yi's feet stayed that day. On the steps, I couldn't see the footprints of Li Yi and me, but I knew our The footprints are on these steps, and we can vaguely hear our laughter echoing in the stairwell. Standing on the platform, I saw the sunrise, which is one of the very few sunrises I have seen in my life.The sun is so big, so round, so red.Holding on to the railing, I saw that everything was painted a bright red color, like fresh blood.Suddenly I thought that if I jumped down, would the blood splashed out be redder than the sun?Then I was terrified by my own thoughts, and I felt cold all over, and got goosebumps all over my body, and a creepy feeling condensed deep in my heart.

However, that thought is like a shadow, not far from my side.Walking around on the platform, it seems to be looking for the best place to jump down, even imagining whether there will be a feeling of flying after jumping down.Close your eyes, as if you hear the wind singing in your ears, as if you see yourself wearing a snow-white dress, walking against the wind like a fairy descending from the world. The cell phone rang at this time, and I saw the number and knew it was Dai Xian. I thought she was worried, so I called to say hello.While feeling the warmth she brought me, I couldn't help feeling sad that now only she cares about me.

"Qianqian, where are you? I'm at your door." "I'm on the roof platform, watching the sunrise." "God! What are you doing there, come down quickly." Dai Xian's tone was a little flustered. "I was thinking, would it feel like flying if I jumped from here?" I giggled and said, I found her panic amused, and I really wanted to know if Li Yi would fly to the sky if she heard these words. Be beside me, hold me tight. "Qianqian, come down quickly, that's not a place to play." Dai Xian's voice trembled, and I could imagine that she was pale with fright.

"I'm going down now." I couldn't bear to scare her anymore. After all, she was just a stranger who cared about me. There was really no reason for her to worry about me. In the elevator, the descending elevator made me feel weightless, and I was a little dizzy. I leaned against the elevator wall.I remember the last time I was with Li Yi, I also felt this weightlessness, but I hugged him and found my weight back.I saw my pale face reflected on the stainless steel elevator wall opposite, so I smiled at her inexplicably, made a face, and said to myself: "Hmph, I won't die like that, it's too cheap Li Yi. " In fact, I already had an idea at that moment, I want to talk to Li Yi face to face, maybe there is still a chance.The person who committed the unforgivable mistake is my father. I shouldn't accept this punishment silently and submissively.I can compensate Li Yi, but definitely not at the cost of sacrificing my love. Although I can't think of a way to compensate now, as long as Li Yi gives me a chance, I will definitely do it.Didn't Dai Xian also say that Li and I don't have feelings for each other?Things have not come to an end at all. As long as there is hope, I will never give up.