Chapter 8 Section VIII

Sadness and disappointment are short-lived. My time is occupied by the crazy training that will follow, and there is no room for me to be sentimental.I need success so much, like all young people, eager to be successful, eager to be valued, eager to be noticed.After class every day, Wang Jun and I would take a taxi to the rental house, rehearse and revise, sometimes because a movement was not in place, I had to repeat it dozens of times and hundreds of times.Every night, after training, as soon as I get on the bed, I will fall down and turn into a puddle of soft mud, and I don't even have the strength to move my fingers.From the beginning of training, because it was too hard, I simply lived in a rental house and did not go back to school.After the rehearsal, Wang Jun went to the kitchen to cook instant noodles, brought them to my bed, forced me to eat some, and then left in peace.

Ten days later, it was another Friday, and there were still two days before the game.The third day after the last time I went online, I also clearly remember that it was Friday.That night when I was rehearsing with Wang Jun, I couldn't get into the mood. I kept thinking that Li Yi was sitting in front of the computer at this time, anxiously waiting for my appearance.Thinking that he will inevitably wait all night, my heart is burning with fire.When I made the Nth mistake, Wang Jun, who was full of pride, was also a little discouraged, saying that you are too tired, let's continue rehearsing tomorrow.

After class in the afternoon, we went to the clothing store to pick up custom-made costumes.My costume is a long white gauze dress with two white gauzes attached to the narrow sleeves, dancing like light butterflies.Wang Jun's performance costume is a black tights, simple and capable, full of vitality.We tried on clothes in the rented house, and after looking around and appreciating ourselves, I asked Wang Jun: "Let's not rehearse tonight. Anyway, there is another day tomorrow. I'm almost exhausted." Wang Jun disagreed, and said: "Now is the sprint stage, and we can persist for two more days. After the competition, we can rest as much as we want!"

"I'm going to have a rest today, and you have to practice yourself." In desperation, I threw out the trick of invincibility, and played mangy. Wang Jun compromised, and I walked up to him and patted his face lightly as a reward, "This is a good boy, I ask you to give him a good meal." After dinner, I was going to surf the Internet, but Wang Jun said that he would not accompany me, and that he wanted to deliberate on some unsatisfactory moves in the dance.It's just what I want, and I'm trying my best to figure out how to distract him from acting alone.After breaking up, I almost ran into the Internet cafe.

After going online, I saw Li Yi's message to me last Friday. "Come out, my dear sister." "Don't make me cry. It's going to detract from my masculinity." "If you don't come out again, I'm going to cry." "No kidding, I have already found a job as a tutor, and I will pay you back part of the money when I get the salary." "Please, be sure to leave me a message when you come up, I'm going to become Wangmeishi." After reading the message, his profile picture dimmed and he remained calm.I was suddenly terrified, afraid that he had lost the confidence to find me and would not come tonight.I switched myself from invisible to online so he could see me as soon as he was online.

I found the song "Fallen Angel" to kill the boredom of waiting.Once again, Zheng Zhihua's voice pierced my heart. "Your slightly decadent face, your thin lips contain a thousand lies. When the wind blows, I see your thin, slender bird feet, and your high high-heeled shoes are stepping on bumpy steps. The heavy makeup will go away Where are your pale eyes, turning back inadvertently but at a loss turned out to be familiar neon lights. I couldn’t find your first tears in the sobbing alleyway, so I put my soul into an empty pocket and walked towards another stranger..."

The first time I heard this song, I still had superior sympathy for fallen angels, but this time I pitied myself.I can see the figure of a wobbly woman under the night, lonely and helpless, longing for warmth, hoping to anesthetize the cold loneliness with depravity.That woman is none other than myself.I suddenly missed Wang Jun very much. He must be able to give me warmth. Although his shoulders are not too broad, he is also good enough to make my tired body and mind stay for a short time. I wanted to call Wang Jun's dormitory, but I knew from the voice that it was Kong Xiangyu who answered the phone, and he said, "Dai Qian, are you looking for me?"

"Of course not." I smiled and said, "I'm looking for Wang Jun." "Don't look at only Wang Jun, okay? Wang Jun is meditating and practicing, and you are all mysterious all day long. What works are you going to take for the competition, can you tell me a little bit?" "Okay, I'll tell you in two days. Hee hee." "That doesn't mean you didn't say anything..." I heard the voices of Wang Jun and Kong Xiangyu grabbing the phone, and Kong Xiangyu said, "Let me say one more sentence, just one..." "Haha, I figured it out. Let's try the effect tomorrow, and I knew you would call." Wang Jun likes to show off his foresight no matter when and where.

Hearing Wang Jun's excited words, I have never been eager to see him right away, although we have just separated. "I want you to come out and stay with me. Okay?" I said softly. "Now? Not now, I have to think about a few more options. You are tired too, go to bed early. See you tomorrow!" This idiot didn't notice my rare gentleness, so he just hung up the phone. If he comes out to accompany me and I leave the Internet cafe, I will make a decision that will make him ecstatic.But he didn't understand the style, because of his lame dance creation, he refused to come out to accompany me.I wanted to leave the Internet cafe, feeling that I was about to be sucked into a black hole of emotions, spinning like a spinning top involuntarily.

Facts have proved that what should come will always come.