Chapter 25 Chapter 25 Cat Wife

August 15th Mid-Autumn Festival.I am late. I did it on purpose. If I dared to go home half an hour late before last year, Awei would not let me go, crying and making noises, and I would have to kneel down and beg for forgiveness before giving up.But since that accident, her behavior has become more and more strange every day. I can no longer imagine how she will treat me if I return late today.To be honest, maybe, I'd rather she show off her femininity and be as domineering as before. That kind of her is more real and makes me feel more vivid and cordial. In order to delay the time, I walked all the way home. This year's moon is very strange. Although it is also a full moon, its luster is bleak, and it is indescribably mysterious and strange.The lights in the windows and doors of the house were dark, and I was secretly surprised.In the past, maybe Ah Wei would have punished me by running away from home, but since the accident, she has never left home once, and even when she hears the car whistle, she will tremble with fright. If she goes out, Where will it go?

I called Awei's name from the living room to find the bedroom. When I walked to the guest room, I heard a soft breathing sound in the darkness, and a pair of blue cat eyes stared at me faintly, "Bao'er!" In a cold sweat, he turned on the light casually, only to see that it was Awei in a black nightgown.I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking of the black cat Baoer who was crushed to death by Awei at this moment made me very uncomfortable.I walked over and squatted in front of Awei: "Weiwei, what's wrong?" Awei looked at me silently, with tears in her eyes, full of grievances.I sighed and bent over to hug her. She was very light, her body was as soft as bones, and she lay softly in my arms.I carried her across the living room back to the bedroom, and suddenly felt a burst of warmth and dampness in my hand. I looked down and saw that it was Awei, who was licking the back of my hand lightly with the tip of her tongue, again and again, lingering and nostalgic, infinitely attached.Suddenly, I felt full of sadness, and I shed tears sadly. The tears dripped on Awei's black hair, and then slid down gently.Awei's hair is black and soft, as if, as if... I shook my head, unwilling to think about it.

Awei fell asleep soon after lying on the bed, her whole body curled up in my arms, sleeping soundly and sweetly, and even snoring lightly.This is also a big change for Awei, she never snored before, her voice reminded me of Baoer again, Awei's hair brushed my chin with each breath, tickling, It always makes me suspect that Boa is back.In the past, every time I quarreled with Awei, I would hide in the guest room alone and sleep on the sofa bed with Baoer in my arms.Bao'er curled up next to my pillow, snoring lightly, and brushed my chin fluffily. At that time, I really felt that, in fact, a man does not need to marry a wife, and he can spend his whole life with a cat.Suddenly, I remembered Awei's words: "If I knew this, I would rather be a cat."

In fact, Awei dislikes cats the least. She has been very unhappy since I adopted Baoer, and Baoer is also full of hostility towards Awei.Whenever I came home from get off work, when Awei opened the door, before I could say hello, Bao'er would have jumped up and jumped into my arms, beeping and being intimate with me in every way. Annoyed and half-truthful, he said: "Look, your cat is competing with me for favor. I'm going to be jealous of cats." After I had Baoer, the hugs and kisses I had with Awei when I entered the house every day disappeared, replaced by my caressing and asking Baoer: "Did Awei bully you at home?" Baoer Naturally it won't answer, but it will look at Awei and meow repeatedly, as if it is complaining, so Awei will answer viciously instead: "Of course, you must abuse it while you are not around, and see if I kill it and eat stewed meat someday." When Awei said this, I didn't expect that one day she would really kill Bao'er, and because of this, our daughter died young.

Awei was full of sunshine before she became pregnant. At the beginning, I was attracted by her bright personality and pursued her crazily.But girls and women are two different things. A girl with a distinctive personality is actually only suitable for viewing and not for being a wife.After marriage, Awei's personality with clear love and hate became more and more unbearable for me. She liked to argue with me about everything.I used to love this frankness and sharpness before, but when this person becomes your pillow person, he still does his own way consistently, which is irritating.Our relationship has become increasingly tense, and we rarely communicate, as if everything has been exhausted in love.I thought, maybe I was wrong, what I really need is actually a docile and simple wife like a cat, relying on me, obedient to me, and pleasing me are the main meaning of her life, not something like Awei The so-called modern women of the strong woman type.

Awei's enthusiasm for work is the most unbearable. I have repeatedly warned her that she married me and not her company, but she still puts a lot of energy and effort into work every day, and sees success as failure. very heavy.But although our society advocates equality between men and women every day, we all know that men and women cannot be truly equal. The leaders of most units are men, which has determined the subordinate status of women at work.No matter how hard Awei works, her grades cannot always be affirmed 100%. On the contrary, her excessive dedication makes her superiors suspect that she intends to seek power and usurp the throne, so they suppress her everywhere, and often intentionally or unintentionally report to the superiors. "A woman is a woman after all" exclamation, Awei was deeply exhausted.I advised her: "Why don't you do it, come home and I will take care of you, wouldn't it be good to be your wife?"

Awei sighed: "Maybe it's better to be a cat. You don't have to put in any effort to get the master's favor. There is no obligation but power. Cats should live easier than humans, right?" Thinking of Awei's infinite desolation when she said this sentence, I was terrified: When, when did Awei often express the emotion of "better to be a cat"?Her heart must be very tired, is she calling for help from me?However, I ignored it. Not only did I not encourage her to comfort her when she was depressed, but instead, because I was dissatisfied with her competitive nature, I made things worse and proposed to separate to snub her.When I left her with Bao'er in my arms, what was she thinking in the cold and lonely?Perhaps subconsciously, the double unsatisfactory work and marriage made her think of refusing to be a human being. I seem to see Awei sleepless all night, constantly muttering to herself: "I'd rather be a cat."

But Ah Wei is getting worse and worse towards Bao'er. Knowing that Bao'er loves fish most, she intentionally mixes the fish with sand, making Bao'er feel uncomfortable if she wants to eat it.Bao'er also began to try to tease Awei, either by rolling her wool like a ball and making a mess of dirt, or by hiding her purse to make her angry.One person and one cat fight very happily, but it seems that the cat has the upper hand.Every time I get angry with a cat and cannot get my help, Awei will complain bitterly: "I might as well be a cat!" Both of us are clearly aware of the crisis in our marriage. Maybe neither of us wants to break up, but we are too lazy to make up for it, so we still live.At this time, Awei was pregnant.

I remember that when Ah Wei told me that she already had one, her attitude was very strange, she was not happy or troubled, but she looked very helpless. She asked me: "I will resign and raise the child at home, okay?" Of course I said yes , but doubted that she could really do it, I said: "Don't regret that you resigned, and later complained that I raised you as a cat. In fact, if you really want to stay at home and be a good cat, I am really a thousand I wish." At that time, I didn't expect that when Ah Wei really became more and more like a cat one day, my heart would be so sad.

After Awei resigned, her mood was very unstable. She wanted to calm down, but she couldn't adapt to the too ordinary life, or it was also a pregnancy reaction, and she was very irritable at one time.I was not at home on the day when the incident happened. I don’t know why Baoer offended Awei. She chased Baoer and beat her all the way. She accidentally stepped on Baoer’s tail, fell down suddenly, and pressed Baoer on the ground. The blood below the body immediately flowed profusely, the blood was dark red and thick, some of Bao'er's, Awei's, or our unborn little daughter's.

I still can't forget the smell of blood when I returned home and opened the door that day. It condensed the breath of resentment, unwillingness, helplessness and despair, and I almost fainted from it.When she rushed to the hospital, the first thing Awei woke up and said was: "Which one hurts you more after losing Bao'er or your daughter?" There was no mention of it either. Six months into her pregnancy, she had a miscarriage, and Awei never recovered.She became more and more silent and submissive. After her body recovered, she never talked about her work again. Instead, she stayed at home with peace of mind and was supported by me.Every morning, I have to work hard to break her arms around my neck to coax her to let me go to work, and when I get home at night, I have to hug her and caress her for a long time before rushing to cook.She's like a baby, no, like an impotent cat who knows nothing but pleasing me is all life.I had to hire a part-time worker to take care of her at home, but she resented any woman who appeared in front of me, so she fired the maid soon after, preferring to call the restaurant every day to order lunch.I dare say that I have never seen a more lazy, incompetent, softer, more affectionate, more feline woman in my life than my wife.I don't know if this is a blessing or a sorrow for me, but I really miss the old Awei. I think of Ye Gong, he is the ancestor of our men, so men have inherited Ye Gong's character of being a good dragon without exception.Now in my dreams, Awei from the past often appears, waving her arms and arguing with me about the rights and wrongs of her work, looking serious and stubborn.The healthy Awei was running in the sun, laughing loudly. At this moment, a black shadow passed by. It was Bao'er. She came to seek revenge from Awei. I wanted to call "Awei, run", but Baoer was as fast as lightning. I grabbed Awei with a leap, and Awei became so small, being torn apart by Baoer, with terrified eyes and no resistance at all. I struggled desperately to save her, and finally turned over and sat up suddenly, only then did I understand I am dreaming.However, the scene in the dream was so real that I couldn't help wondering whether Awei crushed Baoer to death or Baoer murdered Awei?Maybe before I go home, the real Awei has been swallowed by Baoer, and Baoer turned into Awei to confuse me. can you?Will it be so? In a trance, I saw Bao'er again, standing in front of the window and sneering at me with a seductive and proud smile.I rushed to the window suddenly, but saw a black shadow sprinting in front of me. Maybe it was just a black cat next door. Awei, I hugged the person next to my pillow, and tears flowed down again, dripping on Awei's too smooth hair. In the dark night, the room was filled with a dark bloody smell...