Chapter 2 Chapter 2 Ecstasy

"Jiaming, I really love you!" I held Jia Ming's hand and told him this for the last time, my heart was too bitter to shed tears. He let me hold it without moving. This is not mercy, I know, he is just accommodating me. Knowing this breaks my heart.I let go of my hand, feeling so sad in my heart, and finally burst into tears. I just indulge myself this time. That night, I set off to an ancient temple in the depths of Shennongjia Mountain, begging Hades: "He rejected me. Once I told him the love in my heart but was rejected again, there was no way to approach him again. I can't do anything for my love anymore. But I still love him, and I can't bear not to see him again, and I would rather give my life for it."

"Oh, if you can even give your life, there is nothing you can't achieve." Pluto said emptyly, "I promise you, you can still keep your soul after your life is over, and your soul can be everywhere. To. You can watch him day and night, but he can't see you, hear you, or even feel you." "Isn't that very helpless?" "Is it true that unrequited love for someone is helpless?" When I came here, I went through mountains and rivers, and endured untold hardships, but when I went back, I was far away and arrived in an instant. It turns out that I can travel freely in the world without being restrained by all things.

It's good to be a ghost! Goodbye Jiaming, I couldn't help trembling, he was writing at his desk in the study.It was late at night, and I had infinite pity, and wanted to put on a coat for him, but when I stretched out my hand, I realized that I couldn't get anything at all, I was powerless! This discovery shocked me extremely, but I could neither break my "heart" nor shed "tears". It was impossible for me to have any real performance! I can only stay at the desk and watch Jiaming stupidly.In any case, I could finally be with him all the time without having to struggle between self-esteem and admiration.

Being a ghost is good after all! So I knew that Jia Ming was used to drinking a cup of tea before going to bed. He had even breaths when he slept, and his smooth forehead had the sincerity and posthumous posthumous title of a baby. I feel both funny and bitter, which I couldn't know when I was a "human", but now I know, but I have become a ghost, a powerless ghost! It was only at this moment that I really understood the true meaning of "powerless"-I saw a small hole in his sock with his toe exposed, but I couldn't "take" the needle to sew it for him; I saw Halfway through his report, he racked his brains because he couldn’t remember a single word. I wanted to say “I can write it” but I couldn’t make a sound; Hanging around all night but couldn't even get him a glass of water, there was nothing I could do but look at him.

I am a ghost!No "capable" ghost! I asked Pluto again: "How can I have the ability? I want to do something for him. I can't bear to love someone deeply but do nothing." "Then don't love." Pluto was deeply bored, "You people in the world of mortals are always looking forward to Shu, and you will never change your nature after being a ghost. You are only giving your life once, and of course you can only fulfill one wish." "You said 'these', are there many people like me?" I was taken aback, "Why can't I see any of them?"

"Many, many, but you only exist because of sentient beings, there is nothing but 'sentiment', formless, formless, soundless, colorless, so you can't see them, they can't see you, you are in each other in time and space You can't even perceive it through time travel." "So lonely?" I sighed.Can't do anything, and don't have all the symbols, but they are affectionate.People in the world often ask "what is love", but it turns out that love is nothing at all! I suddenly wondered: "Master Pluto, do ghosts also 'die'? People become ghosts when they die, and what do ghosts become when they die?"

"People exist by their bodies, and their lives end when their bodies die; ghosts exist because of their emotions, and when you no longer love, you disappear—your souls fly away, and nothing changes." But I still love Jiaming, I ended my life because of loving him, but I stayed in this world because of loving him.helpless. So I just watched him go to and from get off work, watch him eat and drink, watch him... dating and falling in love. He has a girlfriend.When that round-faced, bright-eyed girl ran towards him, I felt the world's color change, and I instinctively stood in front of him.But the girl still ran over without any hindrance, and the two hands passed through my body to hold each other tightly, their eyes intertwined, and they could not express their lingering love.

I was dejected, but I thought with relief: this is good, finally there is someone who mends his socks and clothes, takes care of his diet, and brings him a glass of water when his stomach hurts. They began to prepare for the wedding.Rent a house, buy furniture, choose rings, try on wedding dresses, and be very busy.I followed step by step, imagining that the beaming bride in the mirror was me.They stood side by side in front of the mirror, a pair of lovers. Without me in the mirror, I have no place in the world. On the eve of the wedding, something happened to the bride—she was so excited that she and her bridesmaids talked until late at night and slipped out for supper, but she bumped into a group of young motorcyclists playing speeding cars.

I saw Jia Mingshou crying in front of the emergency bed, saw the girl's heartbeat getting weaker and weaker on the screen, and saw relatives and friends who were supposed to attend the wedding crowding in panic in the hospital corridor.Suddenly, a thought emerged vividly: Can I be the bride instead of that girl?Jia Ming's bride... "Lord Pluto, is there such a thing as borrowing a ruler to revive one's soul?" "No." Pluto replied happily. "Is there really nothing I can do?" I asked eagerly, "I would like to give all of myself in exchange again." And all I have is a soul, a soul full of love for Jiaming.

"That's another matter." Pluto's voice was still empty and joyless, "I can help you enter her body and bring her back to life, but you will disappear from this world from now on, and she is still the bride It's like giving a person a blood transfusion, which can help her regain her life, but it doesn't mean she becomes you. You no longer exist, including feelings and souls. " I am shocked.After a long time, he nodded slowly: "I understand." Back in the ward, I took another look at Jia Ming's haggard face.Oh Jiaming, I really love you! I summoned up the courage to do something I never dared to do in my life—stepped up and put my arms around his neck and kissed him lightly on the cheek—and he didn't know anything.

Jiaming, Jiaming, I sighed softly and threw myself at the bride on the hospital bed. At that moment, I saw a flash in Jiaming's eyes, and our eyes finally collided. Really, I could clearly see what he had suddenly realized at that moment.But immediately his eyes were attracted by the round-faced and bright-eyed bride—she had slowly opened her eyes, and once they opened, their eyes were intertwined and could never be separated again. I felt so weak that I was disappearing inch by inch, I was about to die, my feelings were gone, I couldn't even love anymore. Oh Jia Ming, Jia Ming, I finally did something for you...