Chapter 42 Extra episode

One morning many years later, she stood on the highest point of the Forbidden City overlooking the whole land, and suddenly felt very tired. The tiredness slowly spread from the bottom of her heart until she surrounded her whole body. At this time, she suddenly discovered why people die. Why do flowers thank you, because living in this world is too hard and tiring, so after going through all kinds of hardships, there must be an end. Didn’t her he also go?He waited for her there, waiting for her to crawl into his fur to keep her warm.She smiled, and she suddenly discovered that all the glory and wealth were just floating clouds to her. She wanted very little, very little, but she just couldn't hold it...

Loneliness is a light that cannot be turned on. The shuttlecock kicking meeting that year seemed to be right in front of her eyes. When she kicked the last one and missed and was caught by him, everyone was not convinced, and she didn't know where she was. She had the courage to point to him and say——he is my sweetheart, and he actually smiled and nodded in agreement. At that moment, she found that her world was full of spring flowers, and it was nice to have him! Then there is infinite attachment, expecting to be his bride, but—he didn't choose her, he chose someone who could save his master's life, chose his justice and conscience, she was abandoned, she didn't cry, because Tears are a sign of cowardice for her, when he came to say sorry to her, she looked at him fixedly - please take back your sorry, since you have chosen to hurt, why bother to seek yourself by explaining Peace of mind?I have swallowed this suffering and pain. If you have your own difficulties, please swallow it too. This is only fair.

Yes, fairness, she always emphasizes this word, so in the deep palace where there is no fairness at all, she has suffered a lot, but she will not give in, if she thinks it is right, she will stick to it to the end, if she thinks it is wrong, You say it's useless to die, those who dare to harm her are punished by her, and those who like her are also favored by her, this is what attracted the lovelorn emperor, he took her to the yamen for punishment The examiner who cheated, went to visit the people affected by the disaster, and shared weal and woe with countless people. She finally grew from a willful and strong little girl to a famous queen of a generation.

That's right, the emperor loves her, and she loves the emperor too, but who stipulates that you can only love one person in a lifetime?If you can't be together due to various reasons, then bless each other, it's not that you don't love him anymore, it's just that you put him in your pocket and take it out at any time, it's still a hot passion! When we met again, each other's temples were already stained with wind and frost. She was a noble concubine and he was a prince. The past seemed like a dream. It is impossible to wait in place. If it flows, it will flow away. If it stops, it will dry up. There is no eternity, only once.

Because of this sentence, he left for a long, long time. In the thirteenth year of Yongzheng, the emperor who loved her left, and he came back again, carrying the dust of the place, looking up at her through the curtain, because of that look, she had strength From then on, the long night became deeply moving. She weaved countless dreams about him. Take her away, but what about her, how could she make him a sinner through the ages? When she learned that he was seriously ill, she suddenly started to be a vegetarian. She told her emperor's son that she wanted to be quiet, and the son believed it. No one thought that she did it for him. How many nights she tossed and turned sleeplessly, Just worried about whether he will get better?Until one day, the Buddhist bead in her hand broke, she had a premonition, and cried hard, making everyone in the palace at a loss, and then he came, staggering to say goodbye, before her eyes It was vaguely as if he was still that young man, but he was already old, he stretched out his wrinkled hand to hold her hand—— Lianer, I'm sorry...

She cried even more fiercely. It snowed all night that day, and they just watched like this without speaking. At dawn, he left and died when he returned to the mansion. There were different opinions in the palace about their night, but even The lady-in-waiting also said that they really didn't say anything, because she understood him, just as he understood her, sometimes people don't have to join hands for a lifetime, they can love, hate, hurt, happy, happy, crazy But that's enough. She didn't go to the funeral, she put on his favorite red dress and sang a song on the tower for a day, she knew he would hear it, and they would meet again in heaven!

Buddha said, wrong wrong wrong, too many faults, All blame me, just forget me, The Buddha said, Momomo, don't be more affectionate, Let the longing be silent, and the lotus blossoms in the heart... (End of the book)