Chapter 38 Chapter Thirty-eight

I walked into the bathroom, Jiang Yang was lying in the bathtub half asleep and half awake in the steaming water vapor.I picked up a small bench beside me and sat down. He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at me, then said dumbfoundingly: "You don't want to sit here and watch me take a shower." I nodded, and he said helplessly: "What are you doing? I'm not a kindergarten kid." "The floor here is so slippery, what if you get dizzy again and accidentally lose something and fall to the ground, what should you do?" He was startled for a moment, pretending to be angry and said: "You are a girl after all, so you are not reserved at all."

I raised my chin and said, "If I'm not reserved, you won't marry me?" He held my hand that was leaning on the edge of the bathtub, stroked my slender ring finger gently, and said, "Do you really want to marry me?" I don't know if it was because of the steam in the bathroom, but his voice It also got wet: "Do you remember that I once told you that I am different from Zheng Kaiwen. Although he is not a noble character, at least he is innocent, a celebrity, an elite and a legitimate businessman, and my uncle is the boss of the club... no matter what I do Changing my identity, no matter how much I want to be an ordinary person, go to work, work hard, and try to be ordinary, I still can't get rid of these pasts." He looked at me and said, "And I may never remember you again."

"So what?" I said, "Even if you are a gangster, even if you don't remember me, you are still Jiang Yang." "It's Meng Jiangyang." "The one who loves me and I love is Jiang Yang." I smiled and said, "So, don't try to dump me." He hesitated, and asked again and again: "Are you really willing to marry me? Don't you regret it?" "If you want to propose to me, you should have flowers, champagne and a ring. How can someone propose in the bathroom and say such unromantic words." I pretended to be angry. He smiled and said, "Then how do you propose marriage?"

I said with infinite longing: "I want the sky full of stars to testify, I want to dress up beautifully in the most romantic atmosphere, wear the most shining diamond ring, drink the sweetest champagne, and listen to the most romantic music. marriage proposal, to marry the most handsome husband in the world... I will not agree to anything less." He looked at me in embarrassment, and then, as if he had made up his mind, he said loudly: "Okay! Then I will go and read all Aunt Qiong Yao's books now. Which hero and which dialogue do you like? I will recite it to you." listen."

"Plagiarism is not allowed, and originality must be respected." "If I were to create something so nasty, I would be laughed to death by my brothers." "Then because you are afraid that the third brother will laugh at you, you won't marry me?" "Marry! Even if aliens bomb the earth, the sky collapses and the earth collapses, and there is no tile left, I will definitely marry you, I will." I smiled and continued to ask: "And then?" He said as if he was ambitious: "I'm going to dig out all the love poems I copied in college, and there must be one that suits you."

I laughed amused by him, and held his hand with both hands: "Jiang Yang, after your operation is over, remember to propose to me, remember." He held my hand behind his back and said, "I will never forget this, and I will let the doctor engrave it on my mind." He raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and then wiped a wipe of my forehead with his wet hand. Liu Hai, kiss me gently.So soft and careful, but with a kind of magic power of bewitching depth. The strength in his arm intensified, and for a few seconds I was suffocating.I bit his lip, he hurt a bit, let go of his hand and said: "It hurts, it's bleeding." I held his head with both hands: "I just want to make you hurt so that you will remember me, look at you Do you dare to forget me?"

He wiped a trace of blood oozing from his lips with his hand, and asked me, "Who did you learn this from?" "Zhao Min." He frowned: "Who is that?" "Zhang Wuji's wife." I raised my chin and said, "I haven't sprayed medicine on your wound yet, to make your wound rot more thoroughly, and you will never forget me for the rest of your life." "Wow, such a ruthless woman, there are still people who dare to marry as a wife. Isn't this man looking for death?" "Meng Jiangyang," I rushed over and grabbed his neck and said, "Are you my age? You don't know Zhang Wuji and Zhao Min..."

He suddenly hugged me with a smile, I accidentally fell into the bathtub, looked at him angrily and said, "You insidious person." "Who told you to learn from Zhao Min? I don't like it. I like Huang Rong." I stared blankly at him, why does he always know everything, why can he always pretend to be ignorant, and then play around with me. "Why do you want to learn from Huang Rong?" I wrapped my arms around his neck, he kissed me, and said in a low voice, "Because I hope my wife is smart and beautiful and can cook well." Woke up in the middle of the night.

It's past two o'clock, and there are less than five hours left. I can really count the minutes and seconds. I have never felt so sad about parting, but this time it was so sudden and so sad.I still remember the content of that signature clearly. The serious expression on the teacher's father's face is by no means a joke.I went to the balcony, the night wind was blowing, suddenly I looked down and saw Su Xiaoquan's car was parked downstairs. Why haven't you left yet, could it be...the car lights are not on, I don't know if there is someone in it. He suddenly hugged my shoulder from behind, startled me, and asked him: "What's wrong?"

"I think of a poem, do you want to hear it?" "Hmm." I nodded. "When you are old and gray and drowsy and dozing by the fire, take down this poem and read slowly, remembering the softness of your eyes, and their heavy shadows; how many loved your youthful joy Hours, love your beauty, fake or true, only one loves your pilgrim's soul, loves the wrinkled wrinkle of your old face; bows his head, and whispers sadly by the red glowing stove The fading of love that paces slowly on the hill overhead, hides its face among the stars." I took his hand and asked, "Where did you copy it from?"

He was surprised: "How do you know?" "You copied all your graduation thesis from me, not to mention poetry, you don't add punctuation when you write text messages." "Even if it was copied...do you like it?" "I like it, as long as it is given to me by you, even if it is obtained by stealing, stealing, setting fire and robbery, I will like it." He laughed, hugged me tightly and said: "As long as it is what you want, even if it is arson, robbery, stealing, I will do it for you. I think, when I am old, I will read this poem to you. But I’m afraid I’ll forget, so I’ll read it to you now, and then you’ll have to read it to me. Don’t forget.” "I will never forget, I will never forget." I turned my head to look at him, my fingers lightly stroked the contours of his face, landed on his chin, and gently tapped his thin chin.He looked down at me, and we couldn't help but smile.It turns out that we all cherish it like this, and we have to count every minute and every second, sober and profound, and we must not let a feeling go to waste. I looked downstairs and said, "Look, Third Brother hasn't left yet. He's going to stare at you until dawn, for fear that you might abscond in fear of crime." "Third Brother is afraid that you will kidnap me." "I don't think so." I smiled and said, "Have you noticed that Xiao Nan likes Third Brother very much?" Jiang Yang smiled and said, "Why didn't I see that. She's heartless and has everything on her face." "Then do you know what the third brother means?" "I have no idea." "Does the third brother have any other girlfriends?" "have no idea." "You still say you are a brother, so why don't you know anything." I sighed and said, "I don't know anything at all." "It's other people's business, I don't have time to take care of ourselves now." He took my hand and said, "I'm going to fly to the other side of the ocean in a few hours, do you still have the mind to take care of other people's business. " I smiled and said, "That's Yan Xiaonan, are you even jealous of her?" "Sometimes you care about her, and she cares about you, which really makes me jealous." He hugged me and gently stroked my delicate hair. "I haven't had a real friend since I was a child, and you are like an unknown to me in the past three years. I dare not ask you now, lest I accidentally forget it again." "Then I'll tell you later, and tell you everything." "That's not enough." He turned to me, looked me in the eyes and said, "The time spent with you is precious to me." My heart melted from being looked at by him, I lowered my head and said, "Stop making trouble, this is the balcony." Jiang Yang suddenly said, "Hey, Yan Xiaonan is really in the car." Sure enough, as soon as the car door opened, I saw Yan Xiaonan come out, followed by Su Xiaoquan, blocking Yan Xiaonan's way.Xiao Nan pushed him away, and wanted to go in another direction, but was held back by Su Xiaoquan.They struggled with each other for a while, finally Yan Xiaonan gave up, she didn't know whether it was intentional or not, she raised her head and glanced upstairs.I quickly retracted my body, and when I poked my head out, there was no one in sight. I smiled and said, "Looks like I was worrying for nothing." Jiang Yang gently scratched the tip of my nose and said, "Fool, what are you worried about?" What am I worried about?I worry that she will be hurt again. I never mentioned Yan Xiaonan's past to anyone, maybe everyone has a past, a past that needs to be buried. We were all very young then. Yan Xiaonan and I grew up in the same alley. We knew each other when we were dancing rubber bands, and we went to the same elementary school, the same junior high school, and the same high school.At that time Yan Xiaonan was better than me in everything, had better grades than me, was prettier than me, ran faster than me, was taller than me, and even fell in love earlier than me. Gao Yi is a top student in the school next door to us, one level above us, and Yan Xiaonan got to know him because he joined the rhythmic gymnastics team in the district.Gao Yi was in the district's youth basketball team at that time, and his parents were both in the army, so he was considered a high-ranking kid.The two are like a pair of golden boy and jade girl, envious of others.Later, Gao Yi was admitted to a key university in Beijing. The two of them talked on the phone every day.Originally, it was agreed that Yan Xiaonan would also go to Beijing for the exam in the second year, so they could live together and fly together.With Yan Xiaonan's ingenuity, it's like picking something out of a pocket. But all the changes happened in those few months. Xiaonan's father worked as a senior engineer in a well-known steel factory in Shanghai. Because of an unexpected accident, his father was paralyzed at a high position.And Xiaonan didn't have a mother, her parents divorced when she was very young, so she only had this half of the sky, but the sky fell and she had to support it. In order to collect medical expenses, she ran around here and there. In fact, there were no relatives in her father's family, and the teachers and students of the school were not far behind.But the surgery had to be done right away.The doctor in that hospital was pretty good, he performed the operation first, and then allowed Xiaonan to collect money. Xiao Nan probably begged Gao Yi, but I don't know exactly what happened.Suddenly, Gao Yi's parents were not as enthusiastic as before. Apart from the sympathy they showed for Xiaonan at first, there was nothing else.At this time, a paraplegic father is simply heavier than a 10,000-jin burden. The amazing thing is that Yan Xiaonan managed to collect 80,000 yuan after a week.At that time, 80,000 yuan was definitely not a small sum, and we didn't know how she got it together.But the operation fee was paid, and my father finally saved his life.But who knew, Uncle Yan, unable to bear the shock, committed suicide in the hospital. I was by Xiaonan's side at the time, and I saw her expression froze for a moment, as if someone had taken her soul out. She didn't even cry, and she slept in my house for a few days, and every night when I helped her to hold the pillow, I could feel that the pillow was wet.At that time, the college entrance examination was less than two months away, we were all cheering for Yan Xiaonan, she finally stood up again. However, Gao Yi broke up with her. Gao Yi's parents even approached Yan Xiaonan and said, "Please don't delay Gao Yi's future." The reason for this was that Gao Yi's classmate saw a group of body art photos in a certain magazine, and the photos were so naked. , so beautiful, but the model is Yan Xiaonan. This matter was quickly spread, and the school leaders found out and advised Xiaonan to drop out of school.This just made things worse, and I cursed hard behind my back.But Yan Xiaonan agreed to withdraw from school very calmly. When she signed the withdrawal agreement, she said: "I don't care about this school. I don't believe that if I don't study, I will live worse than those who go to college." Later, there were also very good boys who pursued her, and she always kept her at a respectful distance. The richer and more powerful, the more distinguished, the more outstanding, the young and talented, the more she respected her at a distance.I'm afraid that the scar will be uncovered by others. That period of the past is like a kind of pain buried deep in the ground. Once it is uncovered, it must be painful. I only hope that this time, someone can heal the pain together with her, and never have to bury it.