Chapter 26 Chapter Twenty Six

I have told Yan Xiaonan many times that Victoria is not as impressive as the night view of the Bund. But the sea breeze blowing head-on made people's hearts wide open.The eyes were astringent and salty, and when I touched them lightly with my fingers, the eyelashes got water droplets without knowing when. I'm not even sure if those were my tears. "Luo Xin, are you crying?" Yan Xiaonan looked at me with surprise in his tone. I don't know what she was surprised about. It wasn't the first time I cried in front of her. When Jiang Yang left me, the tears I shed in front of her were enough to fill the entire swimming pool. Why was she still surprised?

I shook my head, but lowered my head on the railing, watching the full and crystal clear tear fall into the vast sea. Yan Xiaonan walked over and said, "Could it be, are you really in love with Zheng Kaiwen?" I still shake my head. When the ferry passed by, a pool of neon lights was shattered in the distance, and the ground was full of beautiful things. Yan Xiaonan turned to me stubbornly, looked at me and said, "Don't you feel happy that Jiang Yang is back?" I turned my face to look at the night on the other side, slowly shook my head and said, "I don't know."

"I always thought that you were actually looking forward to his return. Although things are a little sudden now, but... don't you love him anymore?" "Xiaonan, I'm really good or bad." I leaned on the cold armrest, crossed my arms and said, "Actually, Zheng Kaiwen told me all that night, but I didn't want to face it. I actually knew it a long time ago." Du Zeshan might be Jiang Yang, but I chose to run away, I don't even want to face this reality at all." A heavy tear fell on my foot, and it really hurt. "I always thought he didn't love me, so he would regret the marriage at the last moment. But...but..." I choked up: "It's been so many years... so many years... I can fall in love with someone else, Why does he still love me? Why hasn't he forgotten me? He has suffered so much, why...why?"

"Luo Xin..." Yan Xiaonan's hands were also cold, "Are you really in love with Zheng Kaiwen?" I looked at Yan Xiaonan blankly: "I don't know." "So, what about Jiang Yang?" "I don't know." I hugged Yan Xiaonan: "Xiaonan, what should I do?" "It's okay, Luo Xin, we will definitely find a way." Yan Xiaonan gently patted my back and said firmly, "As long as we live, everything will work out." In fact, trying to think back, I can't remember whether I fell in love with Zheng Kaiwen or not. Just like I still can't understand how Jiang Yang fell in love with me in the first place.

At that time, we were not in the same department at all, and we were not at the same level, and we lived in separate dormitories in the north and south districts. Our campus was called a big campus, spanning two highways.It really is a "thousand-mile" marriage.It takes 20 minutes to ride a bicycle from the East District to the canteen in the North District. In the melting pot of 2,000 male and female teachers and students in the whole school, the probability of us meeting is only about 0.3 in a thousand. This is calculated by Jiang Yang, and it should be almost the same as the result calculated by the big computer of the US Intelligence Agency.

But fate is so weird sometimes.That is, one day I went to the balcony to dry clothes, and the boy in the dormitory opposite suddenly blew a loud whistle, which made me tremble all over in fright, and the T-shirt in my hand fell off.I looked down and saw that the clothes were lying on the lawn downstairs.And that lawn is connected to the football field of the school stadium.There, there was a boy lying in a big shape. He was sweating profusely and out of breath, as if he had just finished running 3,000 meters. I yelled at him at the top of my voice: "Student, help me take care of that dress, I'll come down and get it right away! It's Sisily's, and it cost me two months' food expenses."

The man sat up and glanced at the balcony on the sixth floor of the girls' dormitory. I found that his eyes would glow like a wolf. That person is Jiang Yang. Fate is such a magical thing. Just like when Newton discovered that apples would fall to the ground, but Newton discovered the force of gravity, but I did not discover why Jiang Yang fell in love with me. I never wore that sisily expensive T-shirt again, because Jiang Yang always said: "What kind of brand is that, can't you wear decent clothes." At that time, I felt that this person's words were too awesome.Are you not a student yourself?As a result, I have been in contact with him for a long time, and I found that he even wears BOSS underwear.I said, "You don't have no father and no mother, how come you are so rich?" He glared at me and said, "Do you have to have a father and a mother to be rich? You are not allowed to earn money by yourself." I nodded repeatedly.

Jiang Yang is so awesome, he can pay half a year's salary for my dad by doing an IT project for someone, but this guy has to beg him behind his back.I said that if my dad wore these underwear, changing clothes would have to be in slow motion, and he would have to show the BOSS label to others no matter what.Jiang Yang laughed so hard that he sprayed the curry beef rice all over my face. Later, under my influence, Jiang Yang also became a son and daughter of the revolution, working part-time to earn money, and he was no longer so awesome. He even wore the Baleno T-shirt I bought for him for 20 yuan.Another time I wore a piece of clothing for a whole year, and I found out that his entire wardrobe was covered with the same shirt.

He was quite happy, and often pointed to the whale logo on his body and asked me: "What brand is this?" I said, "It's environmentally friendly, and Andy Lau endorses it." He was very satisfied, and swaggered around the campus.After that, he didn't remember Baleno, so he said to me: "Buy me that environmentally friendly brand that spouts water." This long pronoun made me tired... I realized that Jiang Yang's "ghost talent" is actually limited to a certain professional field, but that limited field is so vast to me that it is scary, just like the Huangpu River is to a crayfish.

I also asked Jiang Yang what he liked about me.He was lying on the lawn, looking at the blue sky, with a piece of grass in his mouth, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "I don't know, maybe it's because I'm bored." I jumped up and said, "If you're bored, you like me." , I’m a toy that comes with a McDonald’s kids’ meal.” He laughed, bit my lip suddenly, and said after a long time: "I never eat children's meals, but I like toys for children's meals." His forehead was against mine, and his breath was on my Between her lips: "Liang Luoxin, you have a very strange power that can make me forget my loneliness and forget that I am just one person in this world. I don't have a family, but you make me feel that you are my family. So, I will always I have always loved you so much, no matter what I become in the future, no matter where I am, I will love you until I die."

I said: "You won't die, you are so hard to deal with, even Lord Yama will not like you, only I am willing to take you in." Later, I studied the very serious subject of "Why does Jiang Yang like me" with Yan Xiaonan, and she put it in a relatively simple and easy-to-understand way: "In short, he eats too much delicacies. The beautiful school flower is chasing after you, and suddenly sees you... It's like eating shark fin and suddenly seeing a fan, you must think this thing is very good, it looks similar to shark fin, and the taste is similar, but it is cheap and tastes fresh." I understood Yan Xiaonan's shark fin fan theory as soon as I heard it, and Jiang Yang's way of thinking is really not on the same level. But I still love him. The first time Jiang Yang proposed to break up with me was when the summer vacation of my sophomore year was about to end.He came back from his hometown and took me to KFC.I was sitting there drinking coke happily, when he suddenly said, "Luo Xin, let's break up." I thought I had heard wrong, and I bit my straw and looked up at him. A thunderstorm without warning is the worst kind of thunderstorm, but I don't believe it can rain on a sunny day. I frowned and looked at him for a while, then suddenly patted him on the shoulder and said, "Jiang Yang, have you read romance novels?" He froze and asked me, "What did you say?" I said, "Only romance It’s only in novels that it suddenly comes up like this, let’s talk about breaking up. Then we don’t see each other for three or four years, and the old lovers and new lovers get together, do you want this?” He also looked at me, for about a few seconds, we didn’t have each other say. For a few seconds I saw sadness in his eyes and thought he wasn't kidding me.But then he suddenly laughed, and he came closer to me.I thought he was going to snatch my Coke, so I hurriedly put the Coke into my arms, but what he wanted to snatch was my lips. I was still taken aback when a pair of fashionable aunts at the next table glanced at us, then lowered their heads and whispered eagerly. "What are you doing?" I was still defending my Coke justifiably, staring at Jiang Yang and said, "Didn't you just say that you want to break up?" He sat down with a smile and looked at me for so long that I thought time had stopped up.After a long time, he said: "Liang Luoxin, you are so stupid, how can I be willing to leave you." It was the first time, without me even noticing, that our breakup had been in progress since then. After we broke up, Yan Xiaonan comforted me with her theory: "You think, after all, there is still an essential difference between shark's fin and vermicelli. If they are cooked together in a pot for a long time, the vermicelli will rot. You can't stand Jiang Yang Yes. You still return to your bean products, and he returns to his delicacies. This is called everyone’s place.” I understood, understood, and finally accepted all this in three years and four months. But I'm still not reconciled. Since then, I have hated Jiang Yang deeply, and while hating him like this, I still hope that he can come back to me. Even if it really is like Gou Xue Xiaoyan, old lovers and new lovers get together, I am not afraid.As long as Jiang Yang comes back, I will definitely abandon my new love and throw myself into the arms of this old love without hesitation.I am astonished at how shameless, how undignified, how humble I am. But it doesn't matter, I just want Jiang Yang to come back.