Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen

All the changes in the world are only in a dream. When she woke up and heard that the siege of the capital had been lifted, the whole city went crazy, and went to the streets ecstatically to welcome King Rui's army into the city. She looked at the brilliant sunset in the sky, which was slowly sinking.In the early hours of the morning, he bid her farewell and said, "Wait for me, I'll go to the palace to see you later." Now that he said what he said, he was indeed more faithful than her. Tie Fei couldn't enter the inner room, and now only Diao Zhu combed her hair. She looked in the mirror at the golden twigs and pearls that had been added to her temples, and suddenly asked in a low voice, "Is Xiang Yunhuan dead?" ?”

"After he was defeated, he escaped under the cover of his subordinates. It is said that the Lingnan area has already followed him to declare a rebellion. Everyone said that he was going to run back there. King Rui's generals have led the army to pursue south." "Fortunately..." she said in a low voice, Diao Mu looked at her in surprise, but she didn't say another word. It was too late for the palace to prepare the banquet, but tonight the harem and the court officials were going to celebrate for King Rui.So of course King Rui will come to the palace. After Sheng Yan and the rest finished, they were ready to go to the outer palace for a banquet.When passing Qingning Palace where Shang Xun was, she went in as usual and sat beside Shang Xun for a while.

How nice he is, sleeping quietly by himself without worrying about anything.Sometimes, he would move his fingers, and sometimes his whole body twitched. It was because the residual poison had not been completely untied, which caused him pain—but actually, he shouldn't be able to remember the pain.Sometimes he murmured a little raving, but his sanity never came to his senses. She took the ginseng soup from the hands of the maids and carefully fed it to Shang Xun.Watching him drink the ginseng soup slowly, a little smile finally appeared on her tired expression, she stared at him and asked in a low voice: "When will you wake up?"

There was a dead silence in the hall, and Shang Xun was breathing quietly in front of her, sleeping deeply. The most beautiful moment in her life is when she is with him, the snow-like phoenix tree in spring, the privet flower falling silently in summer, of course, the most difficult moment of her is also thanks to him, when autumn melts into The frost on the water, the plum blossoms reflected by the snow in winter, and the crimson ones... Now that the building is about to collapse, she can do nothing, the court is helpless, and he, unexpectedly let go of his hands and sleep here, not caring about anything.

Should people envy him, or blame him? She held his hand and said in a low voice: "However, maybe it's a good thing if you don't wake up... Otherwise, I don't know what King Rui will do to you, what you will suffer..." "Empress Defei, you have misunderstood me." There was a mocking voice from behind someone. Sheng Yan knew who was coming without turning her head, she still stared at Shang Xun and ignored him. He laughed and said: "Now that the emperor is in a coma and the prince is young, the court really can't rely on others. I just stepped forward in a critical moment and prepared to take over the country. You said, I have worked so hard, and I am willing to bear the burden for the people of the world." Such a big responsibility, isn't it selfless?"

Sheng Yan silently put down Shang Xun's hand, and turned to look at him: "Then... what if the emperor wakes up one day?" He looked at her and laughed: "Do you think I will be like you, stabbing others with a knife between talking and laughing? No, Concubine Sheng De, I don't think I need such a method." He approached them, raised his hand to pinch Sheng Yan's chin, and forced her to look up at himself: "I am so generous that I can even forgive you, so why would I still embarrass my brother?" Sheng Yan lowered her eyelids, her eyelashes trembled slightly, but she never spoke.

He laughed and asked, "So, what do you think of the name Taishanghuang?" Sheng Yan said in a low voice: "Thank you, Prince Rui... No, thank you, Your Majesty, for your generosity." "But I think the possibility of him waking up is not too great." Shang Jie said coldly. Sheng Yan also knew that he would never allow Shang Xun to wake up, she was silent for a long time before asking: "You are in charge of the imperial court, the empress, concubine Yuan and others in the harem, what are you going to do with them?" "They? The traditional practice is to go to the cold palace or become a monk at most."

"Since I left, Yuncheng Palace has been uninhabited. Why don't you move them there, at least it's better than cleaning up the temple." Sheng Yan said. "It seems that Concubine De likes Yuncheng Palace very much..." He looked at her with a smile and asked, "Do you regret it now? If you had agreed to come with me in Yuncheng Palace back then, I think you would be happy today As one wishes." Sheng Yan said lightly: "Yes, at that time you promised me a lifetime of prosperity and happiness...It's a pity that I was stubborn and missed your kindness."

"What if I give you another chance?" he asked. Sheng Yan couldn't help laughing.It was touching, she was the murderer who almost killed him, and he was the murderer who killed her mother, but now the two are actually beside her unconscious husband, tenderly discussing the chance of starting again. She smiled, looked up at him, and said word by word: "If I could do it all over again, last spring, when the peach blossoms were in full bloom, I would rather go home in that heavy rain than go to that flower god again." temple." Shang Jie's face suddenly darkened.

"Because, for some things, it's better not to happen than to happen." Watching her erase everything between them with one sentence, Shang Jie sneered and said, "How is this possible, we have to meet each other, because, if it weren't for you, how could I have the determination to get out of my comfortable life?" enough to take away what belongs to me?" "Don't use me as an excuse." Sheng Yan said sharply, "Even without me, you won't let Shang Xun go in the future, will you?" Shang Jie listened to her words, turned to look at Shang Xun, he was lying there peacefully, like a baby sleeping, so peaceful and beautiful.

He stretched out his hand and pressed on Shang Xun's chest, feeling the slight beating sound coming from under his chest. "Either die or live. It's useless for you to bear everything for such a half-dead brother." He said slowly, "Concubine De, why don't I help you solve your troubles and let you be free from now on?" Come out, don't worry about it." Sheng Yan's heart skipped a beat, she rushed forward and opened his hand, and stood in front of Shang Xun vigilantly: "What do you want to do?" "I think it's better for him to be dead than alive." He said flatly, "Don't forget how he treated me before. Even if he wakes up later, he may not have a good life." "That was all my idea!" Sheng Yan yelled out hastily, "I planned the plan, and I designated the location for the ambushes, and even the murder weapon... was also prepared by me!" Shang Jie didn't speak, he put his hand on his shoulder, the wound there has healed, but left a hideous scar.He stared at her, the veins on his forehead were pulsating slightly, and after a long time, he finally uttered a few words: "It's all you?" Sheng Yan didn't seem to see his expression, but just stared down at Shang Xun, and sneered slightly: "Shang Xun is so weak, and has always relied on you, how could he be cruel to you?" "Then why are you?" "Because I hate you! I already have my own husband and have a peaceful life, but you just wanted to make things difficult for me, causing me to be demoted to Yuncheng Palace, and I almost never came back. You said, I was living Well done, why are you still messing with me?" Sheng Yan yelled as if losing her mind, "If I don't get rid of you, how can my life as a monk be happy?" Shang Jie looked at her crazy appearance for a long time, then laughed angrily: "It seems that I really misunderstood you, Concubine Sheng De." Sheng Yan stared at him, trembling involuntarily. "I really admire the speed of your transformation. In just one year, you have quickly changed from a little girl in the mountains to a woman suitable for living in the court. You know exactly what you need to give up. What are your obstacles? What, then, even though this obstacle is almost impossible to get rid of like me, you still rely on your viciousness and determination to succeed—almost succeeded, in just one year, you were replaced by a woman from a poor family, You have become the number one person in the world, the imperial court, and the harem, and I really admire you a little." She was stiff, her lips trembling slightly.After a long time, she said, "Thank you Miao Zan." "So, Concubine De, have you considered your future path now?" He asked coldly. Sheng Yan looked down at Shang Xun, and said in a low voice, "I think I may have no future." "That's right." He smiled, took out a memorial from his side, and handed it to her, "I brought it to you specially, please take a look, it's very well written and written." It was a joint letter requesting to get rid of Concubine Shengde, the remnant of the chaotic party. Sheng Yan finished reading it, handed it back to him, and said, "It's really good, the writing is good, and the diction is also good." He looked at her, but smiled slightly, and asked, "Do you like Bai Ling or poison wine?" Sheng Yan thought for a while, as if it had nothing to do with her, and said flatly: "I have seen my mother weaving before, and I know that a three-foot white silk will take a woman's hard work all night, and I can't bear to let her waste her hard work in vain. On me. So please give me the poisoned wine and let me go." She said, looking up at him, she had already prepared to die, her eyes were calm and unwavering. Shang Jie looked at her overly calm eyes, frowned slightly, and said: "Okay, this is your choice." He turned and went out, and whispered to the daylight outside to go. Sheng Yan sat alone in the hall, guarding Shang Xun who was breathing lightly, and gently pressed her face against his cheek. As long as one night, the stars and the moon will all be invisible.Those flutes and songs are all gone.In a few days, the peach blossoms in the city will be in full bloom, but she has no way to see them anymore. Because, when the peach blossoms were in full bloom, she was lying under the grave, icy in the soil, slowly rotting. "Shang Xun, we say goodbye forever..." Death, farewell, is so terrible. She suddenly burst into tears, crying so fast, like a child. Outside, Bai Tian walked in holding a small box.She sat beside Shang Xun, didn't stand up, just reached out to take the thing. It is an agarwood dowry, inlaid with mother-of-pearl and delicate precious flowers, with precious stones in the heart, which is extremely delicate. Her body trembled slightly, although she had thought about death repeatedly, although sometimes she was so desperate that she wanted to fall asleep like Shang Xun, but when death really came, she couldn't stay calm. When the daylight left, there were only three people left in the hall, she, Shang Jie, and Shang Xun. The thin wind leaked in from the doors and windows, and the sound of the wind was particularly long in the hall. "Concubine Sheng De, do you have anything else to say to me?" Shang Jie asked her coldly. She held the box and said in a low voice: "After I die, I beg you to promise the carving to Tie Fei. The two of them have similar feelings and it should be fulfilled." "Okay," he said, "other than that?" "People from Yuncheng Palace... don't make things difficult." She said. He frowned, nodded slightly, and looked at her, as if hoping she would say something. But she had nothing to say, she looked at the box silently for a long time, took a deep breath, and opened the lid of the agarwood box. Lining the emerald green silk and satin inside is an azure colored glass bottle, shining brilliantly under the palace lantern. Poison wine. But this poisonous wine exudes a strong aroma.Even though the bottle cap is tightly plugged, Sheng Yan can still smell the escaping fragrance, like countless spring and summer flowers breathing in the sun. This kind of incense is clearly the one given to her by Shang Jie when she was granted the title of Concubine De.It's just that the bottle was broken during the transport, leaving nothing but the momentary aroma. She slowly took out the bottle of perfume and poured some into her palm. It was amber-yellow in color. He wanted to kill her, but he used a bottle of exotic perfume. This fragrance made the atmosphere in the hall suddenly blurred, and I don't know what night it is. Sheng Yan stared blankly at the point of transparent color in her palm, then looked up at Shang Jie. But he said lightly: "It takes three thousand orchids to refine one drop of this perfume, and one drop of fragrance lasts forever. Concubine Sheng De, do you know that you just spoiled tens of thousands of orchids." Sheng Yan's hand tilted involuntarily, and all the amber water fell on the green brick floor. He calmly walked to her side, leaned over to smell the perfume in her palm, and asked casually, "Why do you cherish the white silk, but not these flowers?" The fragrance in her palm was extremely strong, but it didn't make people dizzy. It was like a tangible cloud in an instant, wrapping around them. Feeling his breath spraying on her wrist, her whole body trembled slightly, sinking in the rich fragrance, the fear of death intertwined with chaotic thoughts, she was at a loss. Shang Jie stared at her for a long time, then reached out to raise her face, stared at her and said: "You are also afraid of death, but you try to kill me again and again." Sheng Yan bit her lower lip, almost bleeding from the bite, but she didn't speak anymore. "In front of you, I really suffer." He said lightly, "You have a great advantage, because I love you, but you don't love me." It was late at night, the wind was blowing very fast, and the hall was silent. In the silence, Shang Jie asked slowly: "I still don't want to let you die, what should I do?" As if being stabbed to the core, her heart jumped suddenly, and her fingers grabbed her skirt tightly.The color of her clothes is very light pink, with twelve skirts, without piping, and only one or two inches below the skirt with white embroidered flowers as presser feet, making her look thinner and weaker. Under the irradiation, the whole body is covered with a faint crystal light, which is extremely moving. This pattern is still fresh in my memory. Last year's Mid-Autumn Festival, through the brocade curtain, he recognized her precisely by the pattern on the corner of the skirt. They held each other's hand through a thin curtain. Shang Jie slowly knelt down, picked up the corner of her skirt, and carefully looked at the evenly pressed patterns on the hem of the skirt. After a long time, he whispered: "Zhezhimei, Shang Xun likes such delicate and twisted patterns." His expression was cold , grabbed the hem of her skirt with both hands, and tore it hard, only to hear a sharp 'chi' sound, her outer shirt was split in two and fell to the ground. Before Sheng Yan could exclaim in surprise, he had already stood up and looked down at her white tunic. On that white tunic were dark flowers picked horizontally and vertically with silk threads, which were intertwined water chestnut flowers. "Twisting water chestnut flower, Shang Xun's favorite pattern...it's really disgusting." He whispered in her ear, before Sheng Yan had time to hug him tightly, he had already torn off her clothes.She felt cold, and she was standing in the hall without a trace. Although there were earth dragons in the hall, it was early spring after all, and the wind was blowing in, making her feel cold.Seeing her trembling, Shang Jie reached out and hugged her. She stood there with her whole body in his arms, her desperation and sadness made her unable to hold back the tears. He reached out to caress her cheek, but inserted his fingers into her hair and touched the hairpin on her head. It was a glass peony hairpin, the gold thread was twisted into a peony stamen, and the lavender glass was rolled into a peony petal. , the pieces are transparent, and these petals are assembled into a rich glazed peony with gilded copper wire. When her body trembles slightly, the petals of the peony shake slightly, and the luster flows under the light, shining brightly. He pulled out the peony hairpin and threw it on the ground. The glass was brittle, and immediately shattered into fine crystals.Her long hair lost its restraint and flowed down like water, covering her whole body. Just like when we met for the first time, the peach blossoms on her temples were stabbed in an instant, and her black hair poured down. Standing in the pouring rain, she was thin, weak, and pale. Shang Jie's hand slid down her hair, and said in a low voice: "I said that I want to marry you... Even if you want to kill me again and again, even if you try your best to put me to death, I will give You have a chance to return to the girl who didn't understand the world... I believe that you are so smart and won't let me down." His voice was muffled, like a raving.Sheng Yan heard it in his ears, but felt his mind went blank.She closed her eyes tightly, and there was darkness in front of her eyes. She could only smell the fragrance around her. Three thousand orchids were smelted into only one drop of perfume, and one drop of fragrance would last all night. He slowly kissed the skin next to her ear, panting ambiguously, and murmured indistinctly: "After you entered the palace, I... saw you monk training in Tongyin Palace... the candlelight behind the screen was bright and dazzling... obviously you have promised to marry me I don’t know who I am, but I give myself to him... That’s when I finally started to hate Shang Xun, nothing is mine... He took everything from me so easily..." Sheng Yan felt her chest twitch, and countless warm and viscous blood clogged her heart. He doesn't love her, it's just because he doesn't want his things to be taken away.How could he really love her. In this world, people often do what they want in the name of love. With tears all over her face, she desperately tried to resist him, but how could she be Shang Jie's opponent? Amid sobbing, her useless hands were strangled by him, and she was pressed on the couch next to her. There were thousands of folds under her body, and on the messy brocade was her slender and fair body. In the dark night, under the palace lamp, her skin was like satin, with a dull luster. She finally despaired and cried bitterly: "Don't...don't be here, Shang taught him..." "He won't wake up, but... if only he could wake up." He lowered his face and stared at her for a moment, "Let him also taste the hatred I had at that time." Seeing the bloody resentment in his eyes, Sheng Yan clenched her lower lip, her ten fingers gripping the quilt under her body almost convulsively. "You... you should be mine. I said I would marry you, and you said you would wait for me... Although the situation is a bit different now, Sheng Yan, although you are ruthless and you do everything you can to kill me, but I don't know why, but I still have some fantasies about you..." He kissed Sheng Yan's whole body, and the aroma of orchids was steaming, almost intoxicating. Sheng Yan clenched her lower lip, she has reached a desperate situation now, there is no way to escape, but to close her eyes tightly and be forced to intertwine with him. Shang Xun said, if the flowers in this palace can't bloom, how can they tolerate them to live. Last spring, when she succumbed to Shang Xun, the despair she felt at that time was exactly the same as it is now. My mother said, Ayan, let's live on. She burst into tears at such a strong aroma.Before I closed my eyes, I saw the full moon outside, it was an incomparably beautiful day.So even if all the spring flowers die, there is no pity. Until □ calmed down, Shang Jie stretched out his hand to hold her in his chest, listening to her weak breathing, suddenly indulged in this kind of lingering love, nothing left in the world, just wanting to be by her side until death, The two were ashes and smoke, but they were still entangled together. The wind outside was loud, but inside the hall was calm and warm.He saw her lying quietly beside him, her body glowing dimly under the palace lamp.He slowly reached out to touch her cheek, leaning on her.The lingering just now was still walking around in all limbs, and he felt a little tired, so he didn't want to do anything, but reached out and hugged her tightly in his arms. The sound of the wind is suddenly chaotic, and the dark night seems to have no end. In the dead silence in the hall, he suddenly opened his mouth and asked softly in her ear, "Ayan, do you still remember the first time we met, we asked for lottery in the temple?" Sheng Yan closed her eyes and remained silent, as if she didn't hear him. He whispered: "I wish to be a pair of swans, soaring high and flying high; in the shadow of apricot blossoms, playing the flute until dawn... Ayan, as long as you forget the things you don't need to remember, you and I are destined to be happy in this life." Sheng Yan tightened her fingers, grabbed the brocade quilt beside her cheeks, and bit her lower lip tightly, only the tears in her eyes fell down again. With her eyes closed, as if in a dream, she vaguely recalled last year's spring full moon, under the phoenix trees, under the phoenix trees, in a grand hall, with flickering candles. On that day, the flowers were beautiful and the moon was full, and it was destined that she and the people around her at this time would no longer have a chance. If at that time, there was no confusion of fate; if now, she can still go back to the spring of last year, right now, she can naturally immerse herself in the arms of King Rui, and accompany each other, like a swan, apricot blossoms and shadows, infinitely happy? "I will move Shangxun to the palace, and I won't kill him... After I ascend the throne, there will be a change of blood in the palace. Everyone who has seen you will no longer appear in front of you, and no one will Knowing who you are, we will be together forever and share the world together." He stretched out his hand to hug her tightly, kissed her gently on her shoulder, and tossed and turned delicately, "Ayan, as long as you stay by my side with peace of mind, I promise Your life is beautiful and prosperous, and I promise you... even if you don't love me, until I die, I will not love others more than you." He is now the master of the world, saying such words can be regarded as groveling, almost begging. But Sheng Yan listened to his gentle words, but there was only a coldness in her heart. After he forcibly claimed her, he could still say such words, such tenderness. After such pain, she felt unspeakable resentment in her heart. If God gave her a chance...even if it was just a little bit, she must hold on tightly, so that everything he was looking forward to would turn into a dream. The bright moon is rising outside the window, and the grass buds have just grown fluffy, covered with silver light under the moonlight, and a few spring insects have already called up early. Shang Xun was outside, still calm and silent.That's good, at least he doesn't have to suffer the same pain as her. God, if you really know how to open your eyes, please let King Rui die in my hands. She secretly repeated this sentence in her heart for countless times, because of this kind of resentment and sorrow, she couldn't bear it any longer, her whole body trembled, and tears streamed down her face. The emperor has been in a coma due to poisoning, and the crown prince was too young to handle political affairs in person, so King Rui Shangjie naturally led his troops to the capital, and within half a month, the people in the court could no longer hold back, and they wrote together to invite King Rui to ascend the throne, King Rui declined as usual, until the group The ministers gathered in front of the palace gate to petition, and he accepted it. "According to the agreement when King Rui led the army into Beijing, King Rui entered the palace to take over all government affairs, and the basic structure of the court remained unchanged. After King Rui's army quelled the war in the south, King Rui ascended the throne as emperor." "So, I have just discussed with Jun Zhongshu, the Ministry of War, and the Ministry of Household Affairs. In a few days, I will lead the imperial army to the south. In order to reassure the imperial court, I will let Jun Fangwei be my defense. I hope the imperial court can also let me do this. Be more at ease this time, especially the supply of food and grass, although I will send trustworthy people to garrison the capital and take over the imperial court, but I think it's better for you to help me look over it." Before setting off, Shang Jie said to Sheng Yan. She bowed her head in response, silently looking at the memorial in her hand. King Rui didn't say any more, turned to look at Tie Fei, and said, "The capital is in turmoil recently, you have to be careful... especially Concubine De, take good care of her so that nothing goes wrong." "Yes." Tie Fei naturally knew what he meant. Sheng Yan seemed to be used to this person who kept watching her every step of the way, as if she didn't know it, she just asked, "When are you leaving?" "The soldiers and horses in the capital are loose, and it is also a big problem to organize these large armies. Let's talk about it slowly." King Rui didn't seem to be in a hurry. Half a month after his striker pursued Xiang Yunhuan and went south, he was still stranded in the capital. He set off, and he didn't mean to be in a hurry, he just went to inspect the school grounds and supervise the generals of the army every day, but he often stayed in the palace at night, and Sheng Yan and Sheng Yan were like husband and wife, loving and lingering.There were frequent changes of generals in the court and turmoil in the palace. Now is an extraordinary period. Even if everyone had doubts about King Rui's ban on entering and leaving the palace, no one dared to say anything, and everything was in order. Xingren is still living the life of a puppet prince. Although Jun Lanxie is the order of Zhongshu, his power has been emptied, and all the chiefs of the ministries have been replaced by people sent by King Rui, especially the defense army and Yulin army in the capital. And since he is going to the south, the person who will replace him is naturally King Rui's capable subordinate. "Don't you like me being by your side more?" He asked knowingly, looking at her. Sheng Yan didn't speak, but turned to look outside.It's already March, and the whole world seems to be recovering quickly, the flowers are messy, the grass grows and the warblers fly. Looking at her face looking outside, Shang Jie frowned slightly, but still sat down beside her, and said: "I received news the day before yesterday that Xiang Yunhuan has returned to Yizhou, and Liu Kaicheng has already stationed troops there. It's complicated and the battle line is quite long, I will send troops to go there in three days, and I'm afraid I won't be able to return for a while." Knowing that he was going to leave in three days, Sheng Yan couldn't help feeling a stone in her heart, she nodded and said, "I understand, take care of everything." Of course he could feel her perfunctory words, but she just sneered, frowned slightly, and said, "Sheng Yan, don't make unnecessary struggles, you have no better way out, it's better to accept it earlier." Sheng Yan said slowly: "No, I just thought, after this farewell, we should be able to stay together for a long time." "That's good." He knew she wasn't sincere, but he still laughed and said, "The peach blossoms in the capital are also blooming well this year. How about we go to the suburbs to see tomorrow?" Sheng Yan was slightly taken aback, before he thought of how to refuse, he had already asked: "Do you have anything else to do in the palace?" She really has nothing to do now, especially since Xingren no longer needs to be disciplined, because King Rui found him a strict new tutor, and he also knows that today is not the same as before, and he has restrained a lot. So, she could only nod and say, "OK." After Shang Jie left, Sheng Yan was speechless and wandered alone in the hall for a long time. Tie Fei stood behind her and looked at her silently for a long time, then suddenly broke his usual silence and said, "Empress Defei, you have come this far , it is better to resign to fate." Sheng Yan ignored him, so he just stood behind her and didn't speak anymore. After a long time, she suddenly stood up and walked quickly towards Tongyin Palace. Although no one lived in it for more than half a year, those tall and spacious houses were still clean and clear.The tall sycamore trees planted around the foundation of the temple are in full bloom, and bunches of lavender sycamore flowers are blooming on the soft branches, making the branches hang upside down, like a white and purple curtain covering the sky and the sun. , covering the corridor in darkness. Sheng Yan looked up at the many drooping flower branches on the corridor, and silently remembered that at this time last year, when the tung blossoms were in full bloom, she met Shang Xun, and he kissed her under the corridor with drooping flowers. At that time, she had told him that she already had someone she liked, but he still kept her by his side. How would he feel when he found out that the person she liked turned out to be his brother? The origin of this palace is because of the love between King Zhou Cheng and his brother Tangdi when they were young, but who knows what will happen to the royal brothers when there is a conflict of interests. She was alone on the porch, quietly watching a garden of flowers blooming, as if seeing the bustling end, she was getting old in an instant. When she walked inside, the hall was empty, and the sound of her footsteps echoed in the hall very clearly.Shang Xun has been moved here to sleep peacefully in a place he likes. She sat down beside Shang Xun, held his hand as usual, pressed it to her cheek, and was silently in a daze. Diao Zhu and Tie Fei knew her habits and knew that she would sit for a long time, so they went to the side hall, leaving her alone, and the monk sat in the dead hall. "Shang Xun... this life, how should I go on in the future?" His hands, slightly cooler than her cheeks, were a little cold, and slowly penetrated into her skin. "If I had known this before, it would be better if we both died that night, and everything from now on will be their business... At least the two of us will always be together cleanly, how nice..." As a result, she has lost her body to others, and he is unconscious. Everything in the future is unknown, and no one knows what will happen in the future. Is there any way for her to deal with her enemies?How can he survive? It has already been, his life is uncertain. She held his hand, tears dripping down.She wails in despair, as if everything can be vented in tears, and then washes away all her past and future so that she can continue to live. At this moment, the hand on her cheek moved slightly, and that hand gently turned around to help her wipe away the tears on her cheek. She froze for a moment, until the hand slid down her cheek and fell powerlessly on the quilt, she seemed to understand, tightly grasped his hand, opened her eyes full of tears, not daring to looked at him in confidence. He opened his eyes with difficulty, looked at her, and called her in a low voice: "Ayan..." She bowed her head on his shoulder, weeping hastily, not knowing what to do.It wasn't until his pillow was completely wet that she heard him squeeze out a few more words: "Don't cry, Ayan..." "You... When did you wake up?" She was afraid that Tie Fei would hear her, so she tried her best to lower her voice, sobbing indistinctly. His body was weak, and only his arms could barely hold her. His hands stroked her hair lightly, and he said in a low voice, indistinctly: "That day... that night... I heard your Crying, only to wake up." That evening…… Sheng Yan bit her lower lip tightly, her body trembling.She didn't know how painful it would be for Shang Xun to wake up from the darkness and face her being forcibly possessed by his brother. "I... At that time, I couldn't even move my fingers... But I, lying there alone, swear..." Swear... what should he swear? Sheng Yan buried her face on his shoulder, weeping silently. However, the oath they swore at that time should be the same. Their only purpose of surviving is to watch King Rui Shangjie go to death. They didn't say anything more, in silence, Sheng Yan hugged him tightly, listening to his weak breathing and heartbeat, biting her trembling lower lip. The outside is peaceful, the wind blows through the plane trees, and those delicate flowers are surrounded by each other, blooming in a crowded way, silently, even when they fall, there is no sound at all. He has woken up, but the whole world seems to be still sleeping, no one knows.