Chapter 33 Chapter Thirty-Two

"You're so courageous, it's no wonder Feibai values ​​you so much, then tell me about your so-called conditions." I looked at a black pill that was poured out of Sijuan, and the fear in my heart was like a sea wave. Inseparable from life to life, inseparable from life to life! ?What a passionate name, like the most beautiful fantasy in every lover's heart, but after taking it, except for the person who has the antidote, he cannot have intercourse with other men. If the person who has the antidote is not his beloved, he may even lose the right to love forever , It also deprives a woman of the most sacred right - to have children, such a graceful and loving lifelong inseparable, but how cruel and ruthless, this fucking is clearly ancient AIDS!

Suddenly I thought of the snow pearl pill hidden in the gold-plated emerald green flower basket earrings that Song Minglei gave me. Could it be that the poison he was planning to poison me at the beginning was this "inseparable life and death"? Could it be that Feibai's letter also asked Yuan Qingjiang to prepare this "Inseparable Life and Life" for me? Feibai, Feibai, you and Jinxiu teamed up to deceive me, I can still forgive you on Jinxiu's face, but if you want to use this shameless AIDS drug to control me, even if I'm poor, I won't Forgive you. If he doesn't follow, Jinxiu will be drugged and driven crazy by him, even if the original Qingjiang doesn't harm Jinxiu, any one of Xiao Wuyi can be a bargaining chip to control me, and I have to accept the current situation.

I tried my best to calm down my heart of grief and anger, and my mind began to spin rapidly, so I slowly knelt down on my knees, raised my head, and said slowly: "Mujin is willing to accept this forever, and is willing to assist the third master to win the Central Plains, but please also Master Hou promised me a few things? Otherwise, even if Mu Jin accepted the inseparable life, she would not willingly follow Third Master." Feng Ding on the side shouted loudly: "What a bold Hua Mujin, today, what qualifications do you think you have to negotiate terms with Lord Marquis!"

"Fengding!" Yuan Qingjiang laughed loudly, looking at me, as if he was looking at a dying fish on the chopping board talking to him: "Interesting, interesting, Hua Mujin is really courageous, no wonder Feibai values ​​it so much. As for you, then you can talk about your so-called conditions." I took a deep breath and said loudly, "I ask Lord Hou to do three things for me." "The three things?" He looked at me from above, with interest in his eyes, this old pervert. "First, my Jinxiu family is loyal to Lord Hou. I beg Lord Hou to treat my family Jinxiu well. No matter what her choice is, you must not persecute her."

Yuan Qingjiang smiled proudly: "Okay, I promise you, the Marquis will never refuse a woman who throws himself into his arms, but he never has to force a woman..." After speaking, his tone darkened slightly: "Except for Mei Xiang... .” "Secondly, when the third master is crowned the Great Treasure, you and the third master don't need to give me an antidote, and I don't ask for the title of king or general, glory and wealth. I only hope that you will give Mu Jin freedom. Mu Jin just wants to go boating on the blue waves. Life." Yuan Qingjiang looked at me with some surprise, and slowly said: "If you really decide to do so, I won't let Feibai make things difficult for you."

"Mu Jin thanked Lord Hou, the third... The third Liu Yan was born in the purple garden, bullying the weak, disregarding human life, making things difficult for us Xiao Wuyi, please kill him to calm Xiao Wuyi's heart." Yuan Qingjiang pondered for a while. , shook his head lightly: "This third thing I can't promise you at this time." "Why is that?" My heart tightened. "Now is the time when the Yuan family is a family member. I can only promise you that when the Yuan family has all the power in the world, I will kill Liu Yansheng for you." Yuan Qingjiang's phoenix eyes were cold and bright, exactly the same as when Fei Bai was angry.

Sure enough, I was scheming, and I secretly said coldly in my heart: "Okay, Mu Jin has remembered what Master Hou said." I took a step forward, and stretched out my trembling hand towards the "Inseparable". I walked out of Meixiang Xiaozhu with trembling steps, and Feng Ding behind me didn't care about me, just gave me a contemptuous glance, turned around and went back to Xiaozhu. Seeing his figure disappear, I tried to speed up my pace, came to a secluded place, pulled off the right earring, turned on the mechanism, poured out the Snow Bead Pill that Song Minglei gave me, rushed it to my mouth, swallowed wildly, and then never I couldn't help but fell to the ground, trembling like a dead leaf in a strong wind, my mind was so sad that I couldn't think.

"Mujin, you..." A deep male voice came, and I turned around. It was Song Minglei. When he saw it was me, his eyes burst into surprise. Fengding took you to see the general?" I nodded expressionlessly, and wanted to speak but couldn't make any sound. His hand lightly touched my cheek, and his palm was moist. "You, why are you so afraid? Did he do anything to you?" His eyes were full of fear, seeing me numbly shaking my head, he breathed a sigh of relief, then moved his hand to my empty right ear, "Have you taken my Snow Pearl Pill?" I nodded again blankly, and Song Minglei's face immediately changed: "Yes... he, he, did he, did he force you to obey, and he was inseparable forever?" Song Minglei's voice also changed, his face turned pale, and that The sentence "Inseparable from life to life" brought me back to reality. The tension, fear, and humiliation just now all came back to my heart and flooded into my mind. In Song Minglei's arms, he cried out, "Second Brother, I'm so scared."

Song Minglei hugged me tightly, his handsome face twisted, his eyes shone with hatred that I had never seen before, it was as terrifying as coming from hell, and it made people freeze instantly: "The Yuan family really doesn't have a single good thing." "Don't be afraid, Hibiscus, I let you carry the Snow Pearl Pill with you just to keep you forever." After a while, Song Minglei calmed down, and he patted me on the shoulder: "Second brother has never really tested it with this Snow Pearl Pill. Is it true that it can completely detoxify it, but it should be fine."

My heart sank even lower, and I secretly complained that it hadn't been clinically tested yet. "Can you still hold on, the second brother wants you to go back to Ziyuan." I looked at him in fear, and he smiled at me gently but firmly: "Mujin, be brave, never hurt anyone who hurts you." Show weakness in front of you, because that's the first step you take to stand up." His words miraculously warmed my body and calmed my heart. Courage grew like weeds. I wiped away my tears and nodded stubbornly. Song Minglei nodded to me with approval in his eyes: " Good sister."

I went back to Yuan Feibai as usual, Yuan Feibai sat there with a sullen face, and seemed relieved to see me: "Where have you been, let me wait." I looked at him coldly for a long time, and then smiled: "I've never eaten such a delicious sweet-scented osmanthus cake, I'm having a stomachache." Only then did Feibai smile in relief, but under the case, he checked the pulse for me for a long time. I raised my eyes and saw a handsome red-haired boy beside Xuanyuan Benxu. It was Feijue. There was infinite sorrow in my heart, and he also looked in my direction blankly. Xuanyuan Benxu said to him with a smile: "I said Feijue, you just said that you were going to add clothes, but I think you are getting less and less. Although you are strong in martial arts, it must be winter." Come on, be careful of catching a cold." Feijue watched me sip the wine one after another, and hummed without looking back: "Master, I am happy." Only then did I notice that he was only wearing a white ice cream jacquard shirt, which was indeed a little less for autumn. I remembered that before the Laurel Garden avatar, he said that he was going to make preparations, this must be his cleansing body After offering sacrifices to the gods, I put them on specially for the ceremony of Zhou Gong with me. I couldn't help but want to laugh and cry at the same time, so I could only swallow my tears, lower my head, and dodge his questioning eyes. Fei Bai withdrew his hand on my wrist and looked at my pupils with unfathomable depths. He looked into my eyes, and was about to speak hesitantly, when suddenly a young eunuch hurried in, panting and reporting in a high-pitched voice: "I tell you, my lord, my lord, my eldest princess, my son-in-law, the palace!" The news came that the Empress Dowager slipped and fell and was seriously ill." Everyone was shocked during the banquet. The actors on the stage stopped their performances and stayed on the spot. Yuan Qingjiang stood up with a solemn expression, shouted to withdraw the banquet, and signaled Yuan Feiqing that Yuan Feibai would go back to Ziyuan with him. When Fei Bai left, he squeezed my hand and said softly: "Your pulse is a little strange, go back and rest first, I will come when I go." Song Minglei followed Feibai back to Ziyuan, and looked back at me worriedly. I smiled at him, and he stretched his brows and followed in. Suhui and Wei Hu ran over, Suhui looked at me and said with a smile: "Ms. Mu, I just heard from Master Fengding that you sneaked into the Purple Garden to deliver medicine to the Lord, but was caught by the Waiting Lord, and he promised you Give it to the third master." I smiled slightly, it was probably uglier than crying, Suhui froze for a moment: "What's wrong with you, we will be the masters of aunts and grandmas in the future, we should be happy, why are we so sad?" Wei Hu coughed: "Suhui, it's getting late, let's take the girl back to Xifengyuan." After finishing speaking, he glanced at the direction where Feijue was sitting opposite, and Suhui nodded immediately: "Yes Ah, yes, Miss Mu, let's go." Suhui pulled me towards the arch, and when I turned around again, I saw Yuan Feijuecong?On the chair, he jumped up and rushed towards me, Guo Erren flashed out, grabbed him, and then whispered something in his ear with a cold face, his face changed drastically, and he froze there, just He looked at me in pain and said nothing. I looked back at those wine eyes full of regret and anger, the autumn wind was howling, I wanted to rush over to put a shirt on him, I was afraid that he would catch a cold, but my feet seemed to be rooted, but I couldn't move a little, Fei Jue Fei Jue, after all, you and I are destined for each other. From the moment I entered Xifengyuan by mistake, I was doomed not to be able to stay with you in this life. Now that I have been inseparable from life to life, I am afraid that I will not be able to get close to you. I stood in the atrium, looking at each other with my sweetheart sadly, tears welling up, that one step so far away seemed so far away, and my heart was as painful as a knife. Su Huiqiang pulled me into the carriage, Wei Hu was driving ahead, I was sitting in the carriage holding my legs, crying non-stop, Su Hui peeked at me, handed me a handkerchief to wipe my tears from time to time, maybe wanted to open my mouth He said something to comfort me, but he closed it helplessly. When I returned to Xifengyuan, I walked back to my room, only to find that the room was empty and there was nothing there. Suhui told me that Sanniang had already moved all my things to the Xinxin Pavilion, so I was like a walking dead. I came to the Shangxin Pavilion with a heavy heart, I packed all my things outside, and the inside was the "boudoir" of Yuan Feibai. Sanniang talked about Amitabha, the general promised me to the third master, and the third master and Mrs. Xie finally It is a great blessing for me to have my wish come true. Tonight, I will give you and Fei Bai a room or something, but I listened blankly on the edge of the ivory bed, and finally heard nothing, even when Sanniang will leave? I didn't even know the room. Looking at the sunset dotting the sky brilliantly, and thinking of Feijue's innocent smile, I couldn't help but burst into tears. In the evening, the sky darkened, and Sanniang specially changed a new wedding dress for me, the room was also replaced with bright red lanterns, and the beds were replaced with new ones, but Yuan Feibai did not come back for dinner, but just slept Someone sent a message that I need to discuss important matters with the Lord Hou, and I will be back later. San Niang was a little disappointed, but she still comforted me not to mind, a man should put his career first, and the good days of the third master and I will last for a long time. I nodded and said yes , Waiting for Sanniang to turn around, she wiped the soles of her shoes and went back to the house to change into a piece of homely clothes, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief. I want to have a good talk with Feibai. After all, we are still civilized people. Although I fell into the ancient AIDS series that your perverted old man gave me, love can be forced. He straightened his body, sat and waited, waited, waited, and waited like Bao Qingtian went to trial a prisoner... It's a pity that I waited until the third watch, but there was still no sign of him.In the end, I couldn't bear it any longer, and fell asleep lying on the desk where he usually wrote articles. A puff of ambergris floated into my nose in a daze. Someone was gently rubbing the corner of my mouth, and I woke up with a start. Feibai stood beside me with twinkling eyes, and was wiping the drool from the corner of my mouth with a smile. Speaking of which, you said that I can tell him directly, although I have AIDS of your father, I cannot sleep with any man in this world except you, but the one I love is Yuan Feijue after all, Especially since you still have an affair with my sister, the possibility of me willingly sleeping with you is zero... A lamp is like a bean, weak and swaying, the soft and dim light is sprinkled on the non-white peerless jade face, his beauty is scattered to every corner of this room in the form of air, obviously I hate him so much, hate him so much He and Jinxiu teamed up to lie to me, hated him for imprisoning my freedom, hated him for separating me from Feijue, hated him for keeping me inseparable, but looking at his faint smile, my heart will still soften.No, Hua Mujin, you can't be so stupid, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him... So I was fierce and stared at him with hatred, but Yuan Feibai withdrew his gaze, turned his face to another place, and murmured in embarrassment: "You girl always stares at me like this, like I don't wear clothes." The clothes look so good, it makes me, a man, feel embarrassed." I... absolutely fell... huh? !Could it be that I really do this often, staring at people like Yuan Feibai?No wonder everyone says I'm a womanizer... No, I suddenly remembered that this man's ability to make paste is as good as my Hua Mujin, especially when I met Mr. Yulang in the cave, he was the one who almost ruined my life . "You..." I raised my carrot finger and pointed at him tremblingly. Sure enough, he laughed viciously, approached me like lightning, hugged me lightly, and said solemnly, "I know, you have been hurt today." I am wronged, thank you for protecting me." I gently pushed him away, and said coldly: "Master Bai, don't get me wrong, I did this for Jinxiu." After hearing this, Feibai's outstretched hand stopped in the air in embarrassment. After a while, his face was filled with a trace of bitterness, and he retracted his hands. He stared deeply at me for a few times, and sighed helplessly. He took the candlestick and gently handed it to my hand: "I will go back to Kyoto with the general tomorrow morning, and you are tired today, go to bed early." I am full of grievances, good you are not for nothing, let your father give me AIDS, and did not explain to me the story of you and Jinxiu. Sure enough, since ancient times, men have known how to deal with affairs coldly, but they are totally Regardless of the woman's pain. I snatched the candlestick resentfully, turned around and lay down outside, without looking at him again. I have the habit of choosing seats, and there are too many things happening this day, so I can't fall asleep. Feijue's sunny smile that occasionally flashes in my mind seems to be the most beautiful thing in the world. Fei Bai's breathing in the middle is even, but he always tosses and turns on the bed. The two of us were each thinking about our own concerns, and we all instigated a quarrel until the fourth watch. In vain, we said that we were thirsty. I reluctantly lit a lamp, poured a cup of tea and brought it in. His I don't know when Wufa let it go, his jade face turned white, his black eyebrows were tightly frowned, he took a few sips from my hand, and then fell down heavily, I thought something was wrong with him: "Third Master, what are you doing?" gone?" In the old house, there was no sound, he was half leaning on his body, wearing snow-white underwear, his long black hair matched his pale and peerless facial features, his eyes were as dark as night staring at me, under the flickering candlelight, there was a moment. This strange beauty is almost unreal, he held my hand tightly, the palm was cold and wet, and trembling, I was a little scared, I wanted to go to Mr. Han to show him, but he held me, Panting lightly, he said: "It's just that during the day, I was forced to drink some alcohol by Fu Ma, and my legs are a little cramp. It's so late, don't mobilize the crowd again, just rub it for me." I thought to myself, I always thought you couldn’t fall asleep because of guilt, the original old disease relapsed, fortunately the light was dim, and my twitching face couldn’t be seen, so I pursed my mouth, slumped, and gently rubbed his calf . After a while, his face became calmer, his breathing became calmer, and the muscles of his calf relaxed. He looked at me, took a sweat towel pityingly, and wiped my sweating head: "Thank you for your hard work, come on, Lie down and rest." I was exhausted and pulled into his arms without any resistance, his faint fragrance surrounded me, even with my eyes closed and my back turned to him, I could still feel his burning eyes behind me, and the whiff of white and shallow breath. When I touched my ears, it was warm and itchy, and his hands quietly wrapped around my waist, pressing me against his strong chest. I turned around distractedly: "What are you doing tonight?" Don't you think..." The bright moonlight in front of the bed is suspected to be frost on the ground.The bright moonlight sprinkled on Feibai's face, his black pupils were shining with silver light, twisting me, but his voice was bitter and unbearable: "On the second day you entered Zhuangzi, I got to know Jinxiu." As if my heart was hit hard, he pulled the quilt for me, held my hand, and continued: "We often play the piano and draw pictures together, practice literature and martial arts together. My legs are disabled, and I live alone, she always mentions you in front of me, saying that you are talented, educated and rich, and you are the gathering place of the little five righteousness." "Under my guidance, her martial arts gradually became more and more mature, and my wife and second sister also loved her more and more. As she became more and more busy, she couldn't come to Xifengyuan often. We used flying pigeons to pass letters. Correspondence, and later even letters became less and less, and I scolded people everywhere to inquire about her, but my spies said that Master Hou saw Jinxiu more and more differently." His voice lowered, and his eyes became colder and colder. "I was furious at the time, but Mr. Han said to me, this is God's blessing. I was not in vain. Didn't you hear that Goujian offered a gift to Fuchai and defeated the state of Wu? Right now, Lord Hou has not taken a concubine for many years. Daoist Qiu once commented that Jinxiu is a noble person, so he must have been moved. If I force Lord Hou to return Jinxiu, even if I agree, father and son There must be dissatisfaction between them, this is the next strategy; if Jinxiu is placed next to the general, it can serve as eyes and ears, which is the best strategy; Good, hate what you hate, and if you recommend it by your pillow, great things will come true sooner or later." I felt chills all over my body when I heard it, and it took me a long time before I said coldly: "So you encouraged Jinxiu to marry your old man..." He sat up all of a sudden, condescending, and looked at me angrily: "In your heart, am I such a shameless person who trades women for the world?" I also sat up abruptly, faced him face to face, and said bitterly: "Then tell me, how did Jinxiu end up with Lord Hou?" "Jinxiu is the one I want to go..." His face paled suddenly: "At that time, Mr. Han was talking, and Jinxiu just came in with tea, and she heard it clearly from outside the door. Before I could answer, she So he broke in and said that she was willing to go to Lord Hou and win the world for me, but I didn't agree at all. Mr. Han sighed uncomfortablely at that time, saying that he didn't expect that I would not be destroyed by Lord Qing or Fourth Lord Jue, but by death. In the hands of a woman..." "You're talking nonsense, you're talking nonsense, I don't believe it, I don't believe my sister would do this, you must have forced her, you bastard," I burst into tears, covered my ears, and shook my head like crazy, rejecting this The fact that broke my heart and guts, and then beat his chest angrily: "How could you treat her like this! How could you treat her like this! Do you know how much she has suffered..." Feibai didn't fight back, but closed his eyes in pain. When I was tired from beating, he took my hands, suddenly changed his tone, and said coldly: "I never forced your good sister," He looked at me with piercing eyes: "That night, I comforted her with gentle words, everything is God's will, if she can win the world by being a girl, then there are still many heroes who can't stand for the world, but after that day, she disappeared I tried my best to find out about her, but there was no news of her. After the Simamen incident, she was the personal bodyguard appointed by Lord Hou. She was inseparable from Lord Hou every day. Then she sent me a letter saying that she and I have no destiny, the person I care about the most in this life is me, and the person you worry about the most is you Hua Mujin. If you want me to take good care of you, Song Minglei voted for me and entrusted you to me. Although I took you in, then Shi was still extremely annoyed at Jinxiu, she didn't take your talent seriously, and didn't take good care of you..." He paused and said: "Later, Lord Hou heard from somewhere that Jinxiu and I had secretly dated, so I dated different women all day long, in order to blame Jiangdong..." "Then, you set your mind on me, because I am Jinxiu's elder sister, you can wait for the opportunity to take revenge on her, and you think, if she really falls in love with the general and betrays you, you can also use me to blackmail her. You can do it in one fell swoop, and then, you found out that I, a crazy and ugly girl, still has some ability to help you win the world, so you pretended to be real, begging your old man to promise me to you, and hated me I’m so inseparable from Feijue, just tell your old man to be inseparable from that AIDS-like life, I can only quench my thirst for Feijue Wangmei for the rest of my life, it’s not Bai, hello..." I angrily shook off his hand, Sneered at him there. His black pupils shrank all of a sudden, and his face twisted in pain: "What is AIDS? You are talking nonsense... When did you get the insecurities? You, do you think I asked Lord Hou to give you insecurities? And when did I ever think about using you to take revenge on her and threaten her, did I really feel so unbearable in your heart...?" At this time, all the engines of my sadness were fully activated, the bitterness, the grievance, the grief and indignation couldn't stop pouring into my heart, and even the deep pain from the previous life, I could no longer think rationally, and I couldn't speak. Cho Yan said: "It's more than unbearable, you are simply not a man, for the sake of fame and fortune, you sacrificed the woman you like, let her serve the wolf with your body, and on the surface, you have to act like a normal person and flirt with me, coax me I worked my life for you, and now it is poisoning me so that I can’t have children with the man I love, and Feijue and I are separated. You dare not be Feibai. For a man like you, if I were Jinxiu, I would also I will despise you from the bottom of my heart, hate you, and leave you forever..." Feibai's face was extremely pale, and in the extreme coldness and gloom, he raised his hand and slapped me. This slap was probably heavier than what he and I imagined. I was thrown on the bed, bleeding from the corner of my mouth. Immediately, he was full of remorse, and wanted to pull me, but my reward had already been unsheathed instinctively, with a flash of silver light, a few strands of his black hair fell slowly between me and him like light feathers Suddenly, a bloodstain loomed on his throat, and in a short while, the blood drops neatly and slowly stretched along his smooth and white neck, falling weakly like a bead curtain. His pale face, pale and slender body, under the silver-like moonlight, his phoenix eyes are strangely dark and dark, the relationship between me and him is like looking at flowers in a fog, and at this moment it is even more so. There are thousands of mountains and rivers, and it will never be healed forever. I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth with one hand, and pointed at his throat with my hand, the cold anger in my chest rolled, and I sneered absolutely: "Young Master Bai, this is the second time you have slapped me. Not bad," I suppressed the bloody smell in my throat, and gritted my teeth word by word: "But I can tell you, this is definitely the last time, even if I am hit forever, even if I am alone for the rest of my life... ..., you never want to touch me again in this life..." His black pupils are as deep as a deep pool, seemingly calm in an ancient well, but in fact they are full of turbulent waves, and they are like overwhelming anger, which is about to burst out violently, mixed with great pain and pain that I can't understand and I can't understand. Desperate, he didn't approach me any more, and he didn't speak anymore, he just pursed his lips tightly, Mo Tong stared at me, and slowly took a sweat towel to wipe the blood in his throat. That night, Fei Bairu and I, two fierce beasts who lost both sides, occupied both ends of the large ivory mahogany bed. A very strong thought.