Chapter 28 Chapter Twenty-Seven

I can't remember how I got down that big tree and how many ways I walked. When I woke up, I was already beside Mochou Lake, with the bright moon hanging high, and I was alone on the lake. The big elm tree next to me was silent. Gently leaning on the rough tree trunk, a slight smile overflowed from my mouth, it turned out that I came to the place where I met Feijue for the first time by accident. Some people have said that the so-called love is just a chemical reaction of hormones, but a catalyst to promote human reproduction. Years have extended to modern times, and people at all times and in all over the world are still chanting and praising love passionately, but love has quietly transformed into a passion in many people's hearts.

In my previous life, many people told me that love would only last for three to five years at most, and then it would be gone. The women in my previous life were independent, strong, and unrestrained, but in the face of constant betrayals and misfortunes, they were chaotic and ended in embarrassment, just like my destination. For this era, a woman who is naturally sensitive, weak and helpless, who yearns for love Is her loyalty more a luxury? On a cold autumn night, Yue Chanjuan looked at me quietly in the black velvet night. When I turned around, Yubei Zhai had long since disappeared, but the cheerful music was faintly distinguishable on this silent Mid-Autumn night. In front of me is the shimmering Mochou Lake, and beyond this lake is Yuan Feibai's golden cage, which contains Yuan Feibai's most gorgeous bird food. However, the way he looks at me is clearly looking at Jinxiu, my only real sister, the one I have sworn to protect all along, but who is also scarred...

In a dilemma, I asked myself bitterly where to go, all the strength in my body seemed to be drained at once, a fishy sweetness surged in my throat, I forced myself to cover my mouth, and staggered to the shore of the lake , Kneeling on the ground with my legs full of blood, along with the tears, gushed out between my fingers, dripping into Mochou Lake... Enduring the great pain in my chest, I gasped for breath, looking at me in the lake with broken shadows, with a sad face, pale as a ghost, and the shadow of the moon floating in the lake, just like my wandering and melancholy soul... At this moment, I suddenly had a strange feeling that the reason why I traveled through the two worlds in a daze, whether I was wandering on Huaihai Road in a miniskirt with suspenders, or lying weakly by the Mochou Lake with blood splashing on my pomegranate skirt, It seems that they are just looking for someone, someone who can stay with me forever.

I wish to have one heart and one mind, never leave each other! In my previous life, I regarded that person as Chang'an, and in the end I was torn to pieces. In this life, I picture Chang Xiangshou as Fei Jue in my heart. Does Fei Jue have me in his heart?Even if there is me, how can I stay together forever if I bear the hatred of the country and the family? ? ? The words of the Xuanyuan brothers and sisters and Guo Erren resounded in my mind again, and my heart ached. It turned out that I was wrong, I was wrong, how wrong I was... It would be ridiculous to have to regret it all over again, it turns out that there is no such thing as a long-term companion in this world...

It's just a woman's self-deceiving fantasy... I couldn't hold it anymore, I fell on the wet soil on the river bank, my chest and abdomen ached, my eyes were blurred, am I going to die again? I think about the name of my previous life, how long has it been since I remembered my name in my previous life?By the way, I remembered, my name is Meng Ying, I was thinking heavily, whether Meng Ying or Hua Hibiscus, why are you always so stupid and die in heartbreak just like in the previous life... A sigh of pity came to my ears, I felt that someone lifted me up and stuffed something into my mouth, it was so bitter, the thing slid into my throat, and a pungent feeling spread all over my body , I had to open my eyes with a bitter face.

A young man with an extraordinary appearance supported me lightly and looked at me with concern. Behind him stood a man with a kind face. The man was dressed in blue cloth and had a long beard and beard. With a charm that transcends age, obviously the young man supporting me is much younger and handsome than him, but standing beside that man, he completely loses his color. "Master, she's awake. The villain has fed her ganoderma lucidum pills to suppress her blood pressure. I just took her pulse and it should be fine." The young man beside me slowly helped me to stand up . It is really a panacea, my chest and flanks are still painful, but I can breathe smoothly.I leaned against the tree next to me and gasped a few times, and I let my breath flow.

The man behind him came up, the young man bowed and retreated immediately, the man handed over a handkerchief, and asked with concern: "Young lady is better, why did you have hematemesis at a young age?" I took a few glances at him to make sure that his eyes were bright and he didn't look like a bad guy. I thought he must be a guest invited by Ziyuan, but these two people were dressed so simply, they looked like staff members of the Yuan family. I took the veil, gently wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth, bowed and said softly: "Thank you two gentlemen for saving your life."

"Girl, you are welcome, it's just a little effort, but the night cold dew is heavy, it's really not good for the girl's old illness, I don't know which garden the girl is from? Let Fengding send you back to rest!" He looked at me pitifully, and made my heart feel warm. He said it was a matter of little effort, but the medicine that cured me was obviously the expensive Ganoderma lucidum pills, so he took advantage of others for nothing. "I," I said with difficulty, reluctantly pointing to the other side of Mochou Lake: "I live here in Xifengyuan."

The man in the green shirt had a strange look in his eyes: "This Xifengyuan is the residence of the third master Bai... Could it be that the girl is Hua Mujin?" well!It's all for nothing, I really have to become a celebrity this time, I nodded embarrassingly: "The little girl is Hua Mujin, I don't know what to call this gentleman, I will definitely come to thank you someday, and return your Ganoderma lucidum pills." The man in green shirt didn't answer me, he just looked at me contemplatively, complicated and unpredictable, while the young man named Feng Ding looked at me with flickering eyes. I was really looked down upon by these two benefactors more and more. Zi Zi smiled lightly: "These two gentlemen must have seen my sister Hua Jinxiu!"

The man in the green shirt also smiled lightly, and nodded slowly: "Just now at the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet in Ziyuan... I did see Miss Jin." I chuckled: "I guess, you must be thinking that my sister and I don't look alike at all, she's much prettier than me!" The man in the green shirt was stunned, a little surprised: "Hua Hibiscus is really smart." He turned his head and said, "Feng Ding, please send Miss Mu back to Xifeng Garden." Feng Ding nodded in agreement, lifted a square lamp with a white cap on the ground, and bowed respectfully in front of me: "Ms. Mu, please follow me."

Then Feng Ding was leading the way with a lamp in front. I saw that he was walking lightly. I thought he was very good at lightness kung fu, but he walked very slowly. It must be because I had just recovered and didn't dare to walk very fast. Moved, he walked slowly behind with the man in the green shirt. "I don't know the gentleman's name yet, so Mu Jin might come to pay his respects another day." I remembered that I hadn't asked the benefactor's name yet. "My surname is Yuan, and I'm a relative of the Yuan clan. Since Miss Mu is not white, please don't be polite to Yuan." The man in green shirt replied very politely beside me. I felt relieved, how could I be a non-white person? But he still politely called him Mr. Yuan, and Mr. Yuan didn't say much along the way. I also thought about what I saw and heard in Yubei Zhai just now, and I was silent all the way. As soon as the main entrance of Xifengyuan was approaching, two figures flashed out of nowhere by the door. They were the two newly transferred guards with cold faces, just like the appearance of ninjas in cartoons I had seen before. Seeing me, he knelt down in horror. At this time, the door opened with a creak, Suhui saw it was me, jumped out of it immediately, and rushed to the front: "My aunt, you are back, do you know that you are urgent... urgent... …urgent." He looked behind me and was stunned. He was "in a hurry" for a long time and didn't come out in a hurry. I couldn't help laughing out loud: "Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up, what are you so anxious about?" "Girl is resting, it's almost winter, don't go for a walk on this cool night." Mr. Yuan said kindly, but he didn't care about Suhui's stuttering, and nodded to me and Suhui with a smile , turned around and left. Suhui continued to be in a daze, I was exhausted all day, mentally exhausted, thinking that since Suhui recognized this Mr. Yuan, I would wake up tomorrow and ask him who this Mr. Yuan was, so I went straight into my room, in the dark I didn't light the lamp in the middle of the day, and lay down on the bed in a sullen mood. A burst of warm breath sprayed on my face. It turned out that someone was already lying on the inner side of the bed. I was so scared that I got up and was about to scream, and I was thinking about whether to touch the love or use the guard... A pair of ape arms has already taken a step forward, hugging me tightly in the broad and strong chest, and the non-white ambergris incense rushed straight to my forehead. I closed my mouth in shock, and looked up to see in the darkness, the two non-white cold stars shining with boundless anger, I stammered in fear: "Three, three, third master, people, people are scary, yes, they want to scare you!" dead person's." He looked at me like ten thousand years of frost, and snorted coldly on top of my head: "You also know this truth? Why did you ignore what I said again, and dare to leave without permission? It is obvious that you want to scare me to death!" "How could I?" I told him about Qi Botian breaking into the garden and kidnapping me to escape, and at the same time, I also told about the grievances they suffered. However, I changed the story about their brothers' surrender to, I have convinced them to do their part. Facing his cold gaze, I sat up straight and spit flying all over the words, but he was lying on the inner bed, with his head on one hand, still looking at me with doubts. I showed him the wound on my neck, and then raised my hand again: "Third Master, look, it was done by his Qingfeng sword. Although I, Hua Hibiscus, are very cunning, I still cherish my life. Do it yourself, please be enlightened by the third master!" He looked at me for a long time, and finally snorted: "You, Hua Mujin, are really a god-man. Even two fugitives who murdered and escaped were willing to listen to your advice, put down their butcher knives, and instantly became a Buddha..." After a while, he suddenly thought of something again, put away his charming and cheerful smile, changed his fascination with me with his long and narrow phoenix eyes, and looked at me sharply: "Could it be that you... are you using them to see Yuan Fei?" Jue." well! ?clever!clever!clever!I couldn't praise it three times in my heart, but why are you so smart? Fortunately, he couldn't see my face clearly in the dark, so I cleared my throat: "Sir, don't laugh at me, hurry up and run for your life! How can there be such a romantic heart," I emphasized, and said to myself I, Hua Mujin, are much more romantic than you, "Although the Qi brothers are rebellious, they are also poor people with miserable backgrounds. They were forced to take this road because of helplessness. Mujin's family was also ruined and homeless. So Mu Jin can understand them, and from the bottom of her heart, Mu Jin hopes that the third master can be the British Lord who will calm this troubled world, so that we poor people can live in peace for a while, and don’t leave our homes and suffer from ups and downs.” I said. Sincerely, he looked at me for a while, his eyes gradually softened. He also sat up straight in the curtain, and by the bright moonlight in front of the bed, I realized that he was still in the royal blue auspicious suit he wore when he went out. It can be seen that he didn't even have time to change his clothes when he came back, so he came to me Running, my heart couldn't help trembling, and he sighed lightly, and pulled me into his arms again: "Where are you homeless? This Xifengyuan is your home, Mujin, what should I do , can you calm down your heart? I often ask myself that there are hills and valleys in my chest, but I am helpless to you alone...you, you girl...what are you thinking?" He gently held my blue hair, and rested his sharp chin lightly on my head. My tears fell in strings, dripping on the front of his expensive auspicious clothes. Filled with inexplicable sadness, I involuntarily put my hands together When I caught him, his body trembled, and he hugged me even tighter. After a long time, he leaned into my ear and whispered softly: "Mujin, you...will you marry me?" I raised my head in surprise, and left his embrace. Under the moonlight, his eyes showed firmness and expectation. I finally understood his intention of asking me what reward I wanted before going out. However, I couldn't help being afraid in my heart: "San Ye , God, God, it's getting late, I, I'll help you go back to your room and rest first." I turned around and wanted to get out of bed, but he pulled me back, his phoenix eyes flashed with tsunami-like anger, and there was a trace of humiliating injury: "It seems that Mr. Han is right, I really asked for trouble, you , you, why don't you know good from bad..." My hand hurt from being pinched, but I looked back at him without fear: "Thank you for your kindness, the third master, Mujin is just a willow, with a wild and stubborn nature, and I have never dreamed of flying on a branch to become a phoenix. The third master should find a beauty who knows good and evil to be his pillow." The violent hostility in his eyes filled me with fear under the moonlight, and his hands strengthened again, so Qi Fang's sword wound had just stopped bleeding, and the wound opened again, and bright red liquid flowed out, contaminating the wound. I and his clothes, I broke out in a cold sweat from the pain, turned my head, but stubbornly refused to make a sound. Just when I thought I was going to bleed out to death, he finally let go of me, and I immediately fell on the bed in tears, clutching the wound, curled up in a ball and wept endlessly. After a while, I felt that Yuan Feibai got out of bed, and when I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, he returned to the bed. I shrank into the bed in fear, but he easily pulled me closer, and I saw him There was an extra bottle of Jinchuang medicine in his hand. His gaze returned to calm and unwavering, where he silently applied medicine for me and carefully bandaged my wound. So that night, I fell asleep in Yuan Feibai's embrace, and turned to usher in my fifteenth birthday. Heartbroken and soul-stricken, I just remembered Yuan Feibai's constant kisses. My tears seemed to be whispering in my ears: "Mujin, I will not let go in this life, just give up..."