Chapter 37 Chapter Thirty-Seven

"Who are they?" I was surprised. But he didn't answer me, just sneered at me and said, "You all look down on me, I know, all of you are respectful to me on the surface, but they are laughing at me behind their backs, and all they think is that I will die soon." "Why did they treat you like this?" I couldn't keep up with his train of thought, so I asked directly. But he seemed a little regretful about saying this to me, he was bored and stopped talking. I secretly sighed, thinking of the people who have fallen in the same world, so I said as softly as possible: "In troubled times, everyone has a pool of bitterness in their hearts. Although I haven't experienced the story of benefactor, I can understand one or two."

"Is that man your brother?" He asked softly. I hummed: "Brother Yi." He continued to ask, "Why did he arrest you?" It's not that I don't want to tell you. In fact, it's a long story, and I can't finish it for three days and three nights. I thought for a while and then sighed: "My sworn brother was originally a rich and powerful man. My father-in-law coveted his family's wealth and power, so he took away his family's property, ruined his family, and suffered a lot since he was a child. Since I was a child, I have been deliberately trying to avenge their family, even my husband-in-law, he locked me in a tall building, and just wouldn’t let me meet my husband-in-law.”

"I was always worried that my brother would kill my husband-in-law, so I always wanted to run away. Later, I was forced to do nothing, so I had no choice but to jump down from the upstairs, and ended up falling into this miserable state." I said lightly. Edited the landlord version of the heroine's biography between me and Song Minglei, and said: "In the first few days, I also had nightmares every day. I dreamed that my brother was going to kill me and my husband-in-law, so I can understand the pain in your heart." He snorted through his nose: "I'm not bitter."

I chuckled, this hum reminded me of Duan Yuerong. Then there was a long, long silence. I became confused again, seeing that Duke Zhou was about to come, the man suddenly said: "He locked you upstairs, did he come to see you often?" I woke up suddenly, sullen, and realized that he was talking to me about our original topic. I yawned slightly: "Well, he is quite conscientious, and sometimes he will come up to chat with me to relieve boredom." That second brother of mine is really big and conscientious, and he still feeds me the dreaded Wuyousan. He then smiled lightly and said: "If I were you, I would say that he killed him when he came to visit, so wouldn't you be able to escape?"

I was stunned for a long time, and initially judged that this person had violent tendencies. "It's not that I haven't thought about it, but I can't do it. Moreover, my brother is very smart, so I have no chance to do it." This is the truth. "Is your brother marrying you to the son of your enemy for revenge?" "It should be." I said shyly, "I didn't know that he had blood feud with him when I sworn sworn brothers with him. At that time, he was still a very good person." "Hmph!" That one sneered, "Since he wants to use you to seduce the son of his enemy, he is naturally sweet-talking, and treats you very well, so that you can put down your guard, so that he will wholeheartedly buy his life for him."

"Engong is very reasonable." I said sadly. "You must wish to eat his flesh and blood now!" "It's absolutely false to say that you don't hate," I thought for a while, and then said softly, "There is one...someone once told me that a person who lives for only a hundred years will always hurt some people and be hurt by others. So always learn to forget how people can live in the past.” I smiled wryly, and suddenly thought that my face that neither gnawed nor bitten by a pig, let alone a normal smile, was definitely like a hag, so I turned around slightly, tried to turn my back on him, and said softly: "I I think he is right in one point, people cannot live in the past, but..."

The disgusting laughter of Saruer in Gongyue City seemed to be in his ears. I looked up and said with a smile: "But I will never forget, I will continue to live with the hurts and pains of the past, as well as the happiness of the past, I believe in my relatives and friends, those who love me and those I love , I want me to live, my husband must be waiting for me, even if it is for him, I have to live, as long as I live, there will be hope." I silently recited his name in my heart, and the air around me seemed to be filled with the fragrance of ambergris from his sleeves. "With hope, I believe that one day that hatred will be diluted," I said with a smile, "As long as I can see the sunrise tomorrow, I will still smile."

As soon as the words came out, I felt a little regretful, why was it like giving a password? well!This is all caused by Song Minglei. Over the past year or so, I have successfully taught myself basic acting skills and advanced actor literacy courses. I have nothing to do all day long, thinking about how to say nonsense. There are two things that make me most proud. One is that I have effectively proved the potential of human beings. Infinitely, I definitely think of the whole story of Journey to the West. Song Minglei has always been very cautious, to the point of being perverted. Except for the steak, he will change a new batch of guards every three months, which shows that Song Minglei has some trust in this person.

This dark man is tall and strong, just like the Bull Demon King. About a month after I woke up, I was suddenly inspired by him and thought of writing a Journey to the West, and then I noticed that every When I fiddled with the story of Monkey King and Tang Monk learning scriptures from the West, his cold copper bell eyes would glow. Later, when it developed to the point where people didn’t pay attention, he dared to use the thrush pen that Song Minglei specially gave me from Goguryeo to tell the story secretly. Recorded on the belt of his wide trousers. To be honest, at that time I was very worried that the words on the waistband would be wet and melted when he relieved it?

However, as a reward, every time I drink that damn Wuyousan, he will release water, either stealthily, or seep. Song Minglei came to Qingshui Temple to "visit" me twice a month as usual, and in order to hide the Goguryeo eyebrow pencil from being used too quickly, I figured out the regularity of his visits, and every time before he came, I lightly brushed my eyebrow pencil. Silkworm eyebrows, Song Minglei has sharp eyes, so he found it and was quite happy, so he gave me a bunch of Korean brand-name cosmetics for it. We kept coming and going like this for about half a year, but Song Minglei seemed to think that I had really fallen into Wuyousan, just like the heroine in countless short stories who lost her memory and naturally fell in love with the man who took care of her.

I couldn't figure out his thoughts, and I couldn't confirm whether it was still a temptation, but he did start to touch me. Once, I couldn't help but push him away. Song Minglei's wolf-like eyes It dimmed all of a sudden. Then, on the night I found Lan Sheng, he came to feed my damn Wuyousan himself, and all those guarding me, whether they were loyal or traitorous, were all executed in a fit of anger. Why!Don't know what happened to those waistbands for the steak. Another important skill is the tongue twister. I came back to my senses and wondered why I said so much to a stranger. The man was ashamed, and the man was silent for a long time, and when he spoke again, he actually brought a smile: "Then what if your eyes are for this reason?" After being injured by the medicine powder, I won’t see the sun again tomorrow, so what should I do.” I said calmly: "It's okay, then use your hands to touch it." "Then what if I temporarily take your hands now." I shivered, was he threatening me? "Then touch it with your feet." "Then what if I cut off your hands and feet?" I was sweating all of a sudden, because when I said this, this person had come from me and was face to face with me. I can feel his breath on my face, and I can even feel the murderous aura emanating from him. I was stunned, and realized that the saying that stupid people have stupid blessings is quite correct, so I immediately put on a smirk and said, "I have no grievances with you, why did you cut off my brothers and feet, benefactor?" With a low hum, he pulled away slightly. This man was so moody, I didn't dare to sleep this time, and he didn't leave me, just sitting next to me on the same sheepskin. After a while, my shoulders sank, and his head rested on my shoulders. I was scared out of my wits, but he took my arm: "Don't move, let me lean on it." His voice was slightly blurred: "I haven't slept for a long time." Before falling into the dream, he did not forget to ask a question: "What's your name?" I thought for a while: "Jinmuhua." "Why the name?" he asked sleepily. "My mother likes papaya flowers." "Huh!?" He murmured, "Golden papaya, golden papaya...I love it." I didn't hear what he was saying in the last few sentences, and he didn't move any more. He seemed to have fallen asleep and snored slightly. This time, it seemed that he slept more peacefully and was not awakened by the nightmare.I watched him for a while, and I was tired, so I leaned on the man's big head and fell asleep. When I woke up, it was already the next morning, amidst the fragrance of birds and flowers, there was no one around me, only the white and soft sheepskin pillow under my body. The memory of last night also came back to life, I was slightly surprised, and raised my head slightly, suddenly a strong color filled my mind and my pupils, it was the most vibrant color in the world, green. But in the greenery everywhere, the gardenias full of trees greeted me gently with fragrance on the huge jasper tree crown. I looked into the distance, and the fiery roses that were about to bloom were smiling at me, and the low-slung purple hibiscus also looked at me silently. Then I found that I could open a slit in my left eye, the left eye did not lose vision, and the right eye also regained color vision! I jumped up excitedly, ran to the flowers, laughed and danced around in circles, pulled all kinds of petals and green leaves into the air, let them fall on my forehead, until the wound on my face hurt , I stopped and kowtowed to God, thinking of the miraculous rose dew last night, I was deeply grateful to that strange benefactor. At this time, there was a dog barking from the other side of the green bushes. I bent down and lay down in the grass, but I saw a horse and a dog coming from a distance. Immediately, there was a scholar in a lake shirt sitting upright, looking around with a broken face. I went out and shouted, "Lan Sheng." Lan Sheng and I looked at each other up and down for a long time, and we were sure that no arms or legs were missing anymore, so we let out a long breath, and Lan Sheng patted his chest and said, "My aunt, you scared me to death .” His eyes were darkened, thinking that he spent the night looking for me last night, he felt moved, so he hurriedly told him about yesterday's adventure and that strange benefactor. Lan Sheng insisted that I sit on the horse, and he led the horse forward while chatting with me. "In those legends, all the nobles have gods secretly helping them through the catastrophe." Lan Sheng held the reins of the horse and sighed: "That master must be a god, otherwise, how could my sister's eyes heal so quickly? , what he sprinkled on you must be fairy dew." The two of us booed for a long time, and both felt extremely miraculous. "Lan Sheng, I think that the so-called 'there is no end to man' is quite reasonable," I sighed, and the joy of the light made me a little carried away, and I said casually: "Being a human being is all about being kind and being kind." Retribution, evil comes with evil, I remember he gave me a piece of silk, I will look for it." I fumbled left and right on the horse and took out the silk that the benefactor left me, "You see, I have done a lot of good deeds, yesterday was blessed by God, and I met a noble person like you..." Farewell to death, life and separation, the same hatred, the dream and the soul are frightened, as if hearing a low call. Lan Sheng turned his head in front of him, and said with a grin, "Let me see, what does the fairy's silk look like?" In my palm spread out the fine soft yellow juanzi, slightly imprinted with my blood, and I can still clearly see the exquisite workmanship of the Central Plains. It is a picture of mandarin ducks playing in the water, and the corner of the silk is embroidered with Ashina The head of the golden wolf at home. "Sister?" Lan Sheng jumped off the horse suddenly and called out urgently, "My wife, why are you crying again?" When a gust of wind blew, I was stunned, my fingers loosened slightly, and the juanzi floated into the air against the wind, as if it was going away with the destiny. I wanted to catch it, but Lan Sheng held it back. "This is a dangerous cliff," Lan Sheng shouted sharply, "Sister, don't die." I turned my head again, and the soft yellow Juanzi turned into a small dot, drifting towards the white mist of the distant mountains, never to be seen again. Tears are cleared, beside the mandarin duck pillow. Affectionately bear the last grievance. The destiny of this life, the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water, all become illusions.