Chapter 33 Chapter Thirty-Three

I walked a little slowly, unable to sort out the tension in my heart. Weiwei was so impatient, she walked five steps forward, then turned back three steps and complained softly to me, pouting her lips. In the end, the little girl also saw that I was showing timidity, and dragged me Going forward, Wei Hui only needs to carry me back to the Shangxin Pavilion with one hand. When I came to the courtyard of the Appreciation Pavilion, there was a slight sound of the piano, and then stopped, I bowed my head at a loss, and stopped moving forward, Weiwei took my hand to comfort me, "The slave girl has done makeup for the lady, it is very beautiful, Don't worry."

Actually, I wasn't too worried about this, but I was so flustered that I couldn't explain why.Wei Hu looked like someone who had experienced it, and pulled La Weiwei with a smile, meaning that you should stop trying to persuade her. To be honest, I did feel that the more she talked, the more chaotic she became, and the more she talked, the more I wanted to run away. I swallowed lightly, and finally made up my mind. When I moved into the Xinxin Pavilion, Suhui was helping Yuan Feibai change the gauze covering the wound in the inner room. The servants of the Shangxin Pavilion lit the palace lantern right on time. I remember that this palace lantern was brought back by Yuan Feibai from Luoyang back then!I looked along the soft light of the palace lantern, and through the bead curtain, Yuan Feibai was sitting on a chair with a straight body, his upper body was naked, and Suhui was taking off the gauze on his left shoulder. I had an affair with Yuan Feibai It has been eight years, but this is the third time I have seen his naked skin. In fact, even the first time it was the body of a teenager. Fear, how dare you have any unreasonable thoughts.

At this moment, his skin is under the candlelight, his waist is ape-like, his muscles are strong, and his texture is well-proportioned. The gauze on his left chest and abdomen is filled with a few traces of masculine sex appeal. I feel endless charm, and I suddenly feel dry mouth , as if all the ability to think and act was taken away by someone, just standing there stupidly through the bead curtain, forgetting to salute for a while. He lowered his eyes as if he was thinking about an important question, his eyebrows frowned slightly, as if sensing my gaze, he suddenly raised his eyes to me and met my gaze.

My heart was beating non-stop, and I woke up immediately, lowered my head and took a small step back. According to the rules of Xifengyuan, you can't enter at will without the master's call. Weiwei stood behind me generously and announced crisply: "Madam heard that the third master's injury has recovered, and I'm afraid that the servants will talk about it. So I want to see the third master in person, and I have waited until now." I also didn't dare to step into the bead curtain, but through the bead curtain, I gave him a blessing. I still looked at the bright gold bricks, and didn't dare to look at him.

What should I say? "Feibai, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you so much, I'm so sorry, I accidentally stabbed you last time, I heard it was quite heavy, so I didn't want to live at the time, I was so excited, We are all alive, what a miracle of God! I came to see you specially today and wanted to have a good chat with you. Although it is spring, it is still very cold. It is best to spend the night with you in your arms. Don’t worry. , I will definitely ask my general manager Qi to issue you a high-value bank note for the medical expenses." I imagined such a ridiculous but true line, thinking that it might make my heart feel more relaxed, but the more I thought about it, the more nervous I became. If my sword really pierced his heart on the Ruzhou battlefield, how could I stand here safely?

I was thinking in cold sweat, I couldn't help turning around, and a masculine breath came to my face. Yuan Feibai was standing in front of me wearing only a homemade plain forged robe and a coat embroidered with gold panchi patterns. Her hair was high, and she wore a gold-studded Dongling white jade hairpin. She was bending over to look at me carefully. It seemed that she was a little surprised. I turned around suddenly and didn’t notice for a moment. The emerald jade on the little gold chain was thrown towards the innocent Yuan Feibai, accidentally hitting her left eye. I later found out that the way we greet each other after a long absence is quite strange:

For three years in Yongye, he accompanied him in a battle of wits and courage with the madman Yuan Qingwu in the dark palace. For seven years in Yongye, he was jealous of Qingmei in Guazhou. In the eighth year of Yongye, he lived and died with the old man pretending to be a hunchback in Gongyue Palace. In the last few times, it has developed to a bloody storm, and the sharp blade greets. He covered his eyes, and I panicked and felt even more sad. I really failed.Why do I always hurt him unintentionally?Just as he was about to call for someone, he grabbed me with one hand, covered his eyes with the other, and laughed softly: "It's okay, but I'm fascinated, and I'll be fine in a while. They've been with me all day, and let me Let them rest, it will be done with you, help me in, Mujin."

I groaned, and quickly helped him into the bead curtain, and sat down at the tea table.It seemed easy to say that he was fascinated, but I saw tears dripping from the inside of the fingers he was covering, and I couldn't shake it clearly. I pulled out a hand in distress, leaned over and rubbed his left eye lightly: "I'm sorry." I spoke bitterly, my nose a little sore. But he said with a relaxed smile: "It doesn't matter, where there are female relatives, the men will always follow the Tao." After a while, he pulled my hand away, but didn't let go. The strength and heat of his palm came from his palm, and he slowly raised his head.

He took my hand and motioned me to sit down, and finally I was able to look up at him peacefully, and I looked at him seriously, and he also stared at me, what should I say? There is obsession and amazement in his eyes, I don't know if it is because of my overly dressed, the gorgeous pattern on the left eye, and my bewitching purple eyes. I kind of blame Vivi for making me dress up like this!So my heart panicked again. Everything that I thought before seemed to be empty, my mind went blank, and I couldn't say a word, why am I always in such a panic in front of him? I remember a line from a movie in my previous life: People will suddenly become timid when faced with happiness. In fact, it takes more courage to seize happiness than to endure pain.I think that statement couldn't be more true.

"Are you hungry?" he asked me softly, breaking the silence. "A little bit." I answered honestly in a low voice. I had been fighting wits and courage with Sima Yun all afternoon, and just now I was thinking all kinds of things, worrying about gains and losses for a long time, and I was really hungry. Yuan Feibai called out Suhui to the outside, and immediately Suhui, Wei Hu and the others came in with food boxes, and spread out a table of dishes, including Yu Rong's foie gras with duck letter, purple gallbladder and jade soup, and imperial oxen , Wine-scented sheep tripe, etc. are all my favorite dishes in the past, and I also prepared a set of silver wine stove.

Then Weiwei, Wei Hu, Suhui, and Wu Rutu took turns to test the poison in front of us. After a while, Suhui replied: "Third Master, Madam, the little people have tried it, please. Eat with peace of mind." They fell silent and filed out. I sighed slightly, in the past, the original Feibai's diet was only tried with silver needles, but now Xifengwan's prevention is a hundred times stronger than before, which shows that Feibai's life is difficult. "This afternoon, because King Xuan came to visit and had important matters to discuss, I asked my servants not to disturb me. I didn't want Mu Jin to come, so I waited for a long time because of grievances," Fei Bai said softly, full of apology, but his burning eyes did not move for a moment. Moved away, "Hijin will accompany me to eat something casually tonight." I stood up slowly, boldly stretched out my hand to grab his hand, before my hand touched his hand, he had already grabbed my hand, very tight, it hurt me a little, I didn't have to struggle, so I pulled him to sit at the table, gently poured him a glass of wine, and handed it up. Feibai wanted to reach out to pick it up, but I moved away and smiled softly at him. There was a hint of surprise in his eyes. He took my hand and drank the wine in the glass. I put down the glass and poured another glass. I still fed him to drink, but when the third cup came, he snatched it, his phoenix eyes were soft enough to drip water, he handed the small wine cup to my mouth, I lowered my head to drink, but he moved it away. Holding the wine glass, teasing my mouth all the way, just not letting me touch it. I finally laughed out loud, and the candle wick burst, outlining the soft and stretched lines of his face, as if he was teasing me while feeding me plum wine in Meiwanli eight years ago. There was a smile on his face, and my heart relaxed. Some domineering hands squeezed his hand tightly and pulled it towards my mouth. I drank the glass of wine slowly, and the glass had bottomed out. , He didn't pull his hand down, and I didn't mean to let go of his hand. I still squeezed his slender hand mischievously as before, but Silver Fang bit his small wine glass and slowly raised his head. He also stared at me, his eyes were dark and blurred, he took a step forward, slowly stretched out a hand, and pulled the wine glass out of my teeth, but let it fall on the embroidered tablecloth and twirl , his hand caressed my cheek, I looked at his phoenix eyes, time was twisted at this moment... Suddenly a tingling pain came from my face, I flinched instinctively, Feibai's hand froze, my heart sank, whether the wound would burst open, I covered my face and lowered my head, involuntarily I wanted to take a step back, but Yuan Feibai had already stopped me by the waist and pulled me closer to him. The ambergris from his body came to my nose, accompanied by a slight soreness, and then the smell of blood rushed out of my nose . I covered my nose and let out a soft cry. It turned out that he hit me so hard that my nose bleeds. Yuan Feibai panicked. He took out a silk handkerchief from his arms and pressed it against my nose. The smell dilutes the subtle beauty that circulates between the two, and replaces it with a flurry of hands and feet. I raised my head high, held his silk handkerchief and pressed my nose hard, trying to stop the bleeding, and was looking at his regretful face. He asked shyly, "Does it hurt?" Still the same as before, never knowing to apologize. My heart also became sour, and I turned around with my head held high, gently rubbing my nose with a handkerchief, not wanting him to see the tears streaming from the corners of my eyes, but he had already stood opposite me. He, the world-famous snow-treading son, Wen Kui of the Liuliu Wenhui, the object of worship of scholars all over the world; Once privately stole the military talisman, the siege of Xi'an was solved overnight, the heroes were amazed by it, and the people of Xi'an were grateful for generations; Even if he was seriously injured, he was still able to fight Yuan Qingwu wisely and fearlessly in the face of danger, and avenged his mother, which was praised in the world; Even talking and laughing, Mr. Snowwalker who captured Zhengzhou for the Yuan clan, at this moment, is full of panic, and is wiping my tears with his wide cuffs, wishing he could use his sleeve as a towel to wipe it off. My face burned, just like a long time ago, he coaxed me to take medicine by my bed but severely scalded my tongue. But my tears grew more and more. The bitterness of so many years flooded into my heart like an unstoppable tide. I sobbed, but finally couldn't help crying. I originally wanted to do something tonight, yes, I originally wanted to seduce Yuan Feibai, indulge my soul, reflect my memories, and then leave this world of mortals and everyone forever, but I couldn’t stop Containing the sadness in my heart, I fell into his arms and wailed heartily. I couldn't make a sound: "Since you kept saying that you wouldn't let me go, why did you let me go? Why did you let that dark god buy me a life contract?" , give me that picture, why don't you let him take me to see you, why are you playing tricks on me like this, you bastard." "Do you know how miserable I was along the way? Since you don't want me anymore, why are you looking for me again? Why do you want to distribute that collection of Huaxi poems, so that I can't live peacefully at all?" I beat him hard In his chest, he didn't complain that I would beat him into internal injuries, but just hugged me tightly. His chest was also trembling violently, but he silently endured my violence. I struggled to raise my crying face and shouted at him: "Yuan Feibai, do you know how much you have hurt me? You have to apologize." Yuan Feibai looked pale and looked at me sadly: "I'm sorry." I was stunned for a moment, I really didn't expect that the most proud young man in the world would really say these three words, the anger that was about to continue blocked my chest, and I didn't say it for a while, but he dragged me to wash my face In front of the rack, I twisted a towel and wiped my nose carefully. The towel was full of blood. It may be that the yelling just now flushed out the nosebleed again. Guess I just hit and yelled at him just now, it seems like a dominatrix! Feeling extremely annoyed, I took out a towel and went to the mirror to wash my face. When I lifted my face, Yuan Feibai went out, and when I was feeling uncomfortable, he came in again with a bottle of medicine. He put medicine on my nose and eyes again, and his movements were gentle and delicate, completely different from before. "You are still the same, you are so weak, but you must be more careful." He sighed quietly: "The skin around the eyes is a bit tender, and now even rouge will hurt the skin, just this time, three Let's paint on the wound after a month." I nodded slightly, feeling a little wronged in my heart, obviously you bumped into me and got a nosebleed! I really don't understand the style!It’s not like I’m a woman who pleases me when I paint, I’m really not considerate at all, it’s still the same as before. The midnight drum sounded outside the window, and the night was almost over. I watched him help me carefully bandage the wound with a sense of loss. As I thought about it, he finished the work at hand, and I peeked at him, not wanting to stare at me with his pair of phoenix eyes. For a moment, both of us were a little embarrassed. He quickly withdrew his hand, and I retracted my body and sat upright. So I stood face to face with him and stared silently for a long time, but I didn't know what to say. "You." I opened my mouth and said. "You." Unexpectedly, he also said at the same time. We closed our mouths, and then said in unison: "I..." We had no choice but to shut up again, I couldn't help laughing again, he smiled when he looked at me, the candle wick exploded again, and his peerless smile was flickering on and off, I didn't think I was a little silly watching it up. He stretched out his hand to me, spread out his white palm, his firm gaze was like ten thousand years of autumn water, and his tenderness surged, and my heart and soul were instantly drowned in it. As if being bewitched, I mustered up the courage, walked towards him slowly, and gently stretched out my hand again, fingertips slowly touching each other, his big hand covered mine, and finally entwined tightly. I threw myself into his arms sourly, and turned my face to listen to his beating heartbeat. Tears slipped down quietly, and I tremblingly said: "I hate you." "I know." He whispered in my ear. I grabbed his robe tightly: "I hate you so much." "I know." He still murmured bitterly. "Yuan Feibai." I buried my face in his arms, murmured his name over and over again, and finally choked up, "Yuan Feibai, I love you." He shook his whole body, hugged me even tighter, and kissed my earlobe tightly: "Hibiscus." I raised my head, looked at him through my tears and said loudly: "I love you, Yuan Feibai, even though you loved Jinxiu and lied to me together with Jinxiu, even though you separated Yuan Feijue and me, but I still love you, Yuan Feibai, do you know that it is because of you that I have become male and female for so many years, do you know? Yuan Feibai." "Silly hibiscus," Yuan Feibai's phoenix eyes shone with a brilliance I had never seen before, and he smiled softly at me, only feeling his eyebrows, eyes and mouth smiling, and even I saw him My heart is also smiling happily: "I know everything, silly Mujin." His lips fell down, tossing and retreating, I rubbed him tightly, like a drowning person grasping a plank floating in the sea, and like the nectar of my life, I couldn't let go. I was drowning, and when I woke up, he had already picked me up and put me on the ivory bed, the bed where we used to hurt each other, he kissed my face delicately, the clothes slipped off unconsciously, he That slender and cold hand gently touched my slightly hot skin. "Feibai, your body is so cold." I murmured his name and grabbed his shoulder. People are quiet at the beginning, the moon is bright, and the jade plum outside the screen window is slanting, Plum blossoms laugh at people and play with shadows, while Yueying Jinzhi shows shame. This night, Chang Xiangshou in my heart finally sang the most beautiful song for me. He is not as skillful as I imagined, as green as the kisses in our youth, and he and I have a tacit understanding without lighting any candles. In the dark, I can feel his hands and his body trembling. Trembling, so that he couldn't successfully enter my body at first, he panted heavily, sweat dripped between my cleavage, I was also very impressed, but I felt a little joy at his clumsiness. I smiled at him, raised my hand to touch his lips, caressed his smooth back, groped his hot penis, and guided him slowly into my body, completely fitting with me. It’s so hot, it’s as if my soul is also on fire, and Bai Siwen is no longer in the fire of desire, and that peerless smile is also hidden in the darkness, as if he has turned into a beast, his sweaty body glows mysteriously under the moonlight The light kept attacking my body, he slowly got used to the fiery passion, the shock of extreme pleasure, his hands wandered around my body, igniting my kinky point time and time again, keep torturing myself... The sky outside the window lattice began to turn pale, Feibai and I embraced each other tightly, we were panting face to face, but he still didn’t stop his caress, finally my tears fell, and I whispered to him that I couldn’t bear him anymore The most important thing is that his wound has just healed, but he kissed my teardrops away and whispered softly in my ear: Good hibiscus, do you know that this is what is more terrible than death? The torment of separation, I have been looking forward to you for nine full years.