Chapter 71 4. Extremely Human World

Someone in later generations said: I love the beginning of this story with some luck. Meeting Suzhen is my luck. I, Xu Xian, am just a medicine officer with a weak family background and a bleak future.I don't know how lucky I was, Cheng Suzhen rescued me and fell in love with her. From the first time she saw me, she seemed to be sure that we would be together.Together, it's just a matter of timing.For this cognition, she has almost complete initiative and natural attachment. To put it bluntly, I was attracted by her. She tried her best step by step, creating chance encounters one after another, but I was not stupid, and cooperated quite tacitly.

I am so frank and straightforward, I mean no love.It's hard for anyone not to be envious of a beautiful woman like her, let alone me.What's more, in the vast sea of ​​people, she took a fancy to me, arranged for me, planned for me, and outlined for me. I feel so sorry for her all the effort.She is willing to dominate, and I am content to restrain; she intends to deceive, but I deliberately do not understand.Regardless of whether it is true or not, the harmony is very happy.The harmony of the relationship will always be Zhou Yu's fight against Huang Gai, and others have nothing to persuade.

She brought a maid named Xiaoqing and called me an "official man". She was handsome and lovable.It is different from Suzhen's graceful atmosphere.Misfortunes never come singly, and blessings come in pairs.I have to admit that when I saw her, I couldn't help but think, "If I share a mandarin tent with your passionate lady, how can I be willing to make the bed with you". man.If you can get it, it’s not enough; if you can’t get it, you need to think about it. But I, Xu Xian, am an honest person after all. I signaled to Xiaoqing twice, but she didn't answer, so I had no choice but to say no.Greeting or refusal is a way in the relationship game, how can they not understand each other, and she doesn't have such thoughts at all, I can tell that she is probably still young.I'm in no hurry.Gradually returning to normal, thinking that in case it was self-defeating, I told her to go to Suzhen. It would not kill two birds with one stone, but kill two birds with one stone.I know how to count, and I know how to balance.What's more, Suzhen treats me too well, I shouldn't eat the grass beside her nest.

In the relationship, she has the upper hand, and her words have more weight than me, so I should give up some fun, after all, it is fair.Bartering, exchanging what you have for what you want, always has a price. I have been very lucky. Some people, throwing everything away, still can't get some. I am content, so I am happy. Suzhen trusted me more and more and treated me well. She is a special woman. When I write prescriptions, she rolls up her sleeves and grinds ink; when I cross the river to collect them, she wipes sweat for you; when I do laundry, she hangs them to dry; when I clean the house, she makes tea.These are nothing special, every woman does it.What's special is that she made it extraordinarily beautiful, every movement of her hands and feet seemed to be preserved in people's memory, as if it was the last pose.

It seems to know that there is almost no time, so it is done properly and beautifully. And every piece is made with heart. Seeing the beaming Suzhen, she was satisfied in her heart.She often said, a sprig of grass, a drop of dew, the sky always gives it rations.They are needs, not desires. The former is necessary, and God will always give it, while the latter is dispensable.Desires are hard to fill, and if you force them with evil thoughts in the reverse order of spells, you will be against the sky.When I heard this, I laughed at her and said, "It's as if you have some kind of magic, my lady."Seeing that I laughed at her, she pursed her lips and remained silent, with clear shadows in the corners of her eyes.

At that time, the farmhouses and huts depended on food to live in. Although they were simple, they were all sentient beings.The water in the bowl and rice bucket is called Suzhen's sincere joy. Jingchai sarong is good, and rough tea and light rice are also good.There is a simple atmosphere in this room, the true relatives of the citizens. Sometimes, I even faintly feel that she prefers the world more than me. The seven fairies who play in the world, seeing Dong Yong, are happy to see and forget to return, and they depend on each other from beginning to end. So is Suzhen, I'm just part of her journey.She is here to experience the world, not to love me on a special trip.

Xiaoqing came back gradually.The world of two people cannot tolerate three people getting along.Su Zhenxu sees some famous scriptures, maybe there is no such thing, it is my guilty conscience.In short, everyone was kind and courteous, and Xiaoqing said she wanted to go out for a walk, but the elder sister didn't want to keep her, so she said some polite words and let her go.The friendship between a woman and a woman is terribly fragile, and even if a man who does not live up to expectations is stuck in it, it is not known how to fight for a man who is sincere, talented and good-looking.

I think I know Xiaoqing better than Suzhen.Xiaoqing is primitive, childlike, and knows no taboos.She thought she would be able to live with her sister forever, but she made me out of trouble.She is almost a neutral personality, a good man and a good woman.Among the three, the one who is not loved is the third party, and I am actually the third party of their sisters.Feelings can't stand any test, keep it forever, yes, the flower in the mirror, the moon in the water. Compared with Xiaoqing's naive and self-willed, Suzhen is cautious.She is dedicated to being a human being, and she can't have any mistakes.Aunt Wang next door has a bad mouth and it’s not easy to offend; Uncle Ge on the right side never forgets to give gifts on the first and fifteenth day of the new year; the hen has laid eggs and the neighbors share them; Eight aunts.Everything is covered, and if there is a penalty of ten.She is self-disciplined and strict with me. Anyway, every brick, tile, stitch, and thread in the house belongs to her. If she talks about me, what can I say back?Although she said it with a smile every time, seemingly inadvertently, she was obviously boxy and thoughtful a lot.Gradually, she became so busy that I was exhausted.Heart tired.Everyone praised her from the left and right, this beautiful lady who has won the reputation of everyone has become a legend, and I have finally become a vassal of the legend, the clown in the rumors, the background of the gossip, and become the virtuous white lady who eats soft food behind her back unnamed husband.

I embraced my luck and fell asleep.I want to get, I have to give.Isn't bartering a simple truth that I understood from the beginning?But why am I still confused. Xiaoqing went well.If I were her, I would just leave. Suzhen also made the person I wanted to be. In the world, there are people who love to be human so much! Until I met Fa Hai, the great monk of Jinshan Temple.I just found out that she was a snake. And I am a snake's adventure in the world, really lucky. Think about it too. If you are a human being, what do you still love to do, you are tired of being a human being; if you are not a human being, you should love doing it even more.How come I never thought of facing her day and night.Because she is too kind, too beautiful, and too sophisticated, which confuses me?But other than that, there was something wrong with her.A snake that loves the world, what did it do wrong?

I was moved by Fahai's words of advice from the Buddha. After all, there is a snake next to your pillow, if you are not afraid, just sleep and watch.When you don't know, you are naturally confident, but when you know, how can you pretend that you don't have it at all.If I say that I hate Fahai, there is more or less, I hate him for telling me the truth.Ordinary people like me are unwilling to know the truth.You pretend to love me, and I pretend to treat you well, coaxing and deceiving, and your life will pass.Who wants to live so clearly and carefully? !When Cheng Yaojin flew in, he had to pierce the paper window, which was really annoying.I think she is a goblin, and she is really a goblin, after all, they are two different things.How could he come here and tell a man that his wife, who had been sleeping with him for a long time, was a foreign object, or a snake?How poisonous the snake is!If she becomes my child's mother, will a nest of snake eggs be hatched, and then many little pink snakes will cling to me and call me daddy with their tongues out?

I am shocked. I decided to cooperate with Fahai. It's not that I don't love Suzhen, I'm just a person. I'm just an ordinary, cowardly, unaffordable, unbearable little man. Suzhen often said, I am an honest person. I'm really an honest person.I honestly told Fahai everything about Suzhen, how we met, how we got along, and so on.Fahai handed me a magic weapon and asked me to put it away. At noon on the Dragon Boat Festival, I had to have her drink realgar wine and prick the seven inches of it.If a snake strikes seven inches, it will surely die.I'm another jerk. Whether it is Fahai, Suzhen or Xiaoqing, they are invincible and are their own masters.I'm obedient, I don't want to fight, I live a day, I believe whoever says it, although believing it means not believing it.But what backing do I have, I can only rely on myself. It took a lot of effort to take the magic weapon home anxiously, where to put it.The beams are not working, they might fall down; the stove is not working, Suzhen has to cook; the cabinet is not safe, Xiaoqing never cares about the things she takes, and rummages randomly.In the end, it was decided to put it in the crack of the door of the two wing rooms. If the door is not closed for a long time, no one would think of touching it.I feel a little relieved, the solar terms are getting more and more difficult, and I am sweating profusely.Suzhen came back with a basket on her back, with a pretty face full of joy, and Xingxing pulled me around and said something, I handled it decently, and I didn't show my feet in the slightest.And is she really a snake?I'm confused again... I am used to panic, and she is used to trusting, the one who can be deceived is the one who believes in herself. This is true. Suzhen, Suzhen, you are simply too confident. I'm so worried about her, I love her so much. On the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, it was extremely hot. I don't know what kind of magic Fahai used to trap Suzhen in the room. When I saw a big white python rushing out of the door, I didn't hesitate to grab the magic weapon that I had hidden in the door and cut it down with a single knife. dragon.She was stunned, her body trembled wildly, and her snake's tail swung wildly.Slowly shedding tears, Didi taught me what to do. I dropped the magic knife in my hand and wept. I didn't stab her seven inches. I panicked. What to do, she is bound to take revenge on me. The injury is small, and the sadness is hard to mend.I hurt her whole body, hurt her all. Will she cause me a terrible death? With the heart of a little man, I am able to save the belly of a boa constrictor. Even Fa Hai couldn't believe that I could be so fierce. When a little man protects himself, he is wholehearted like never before. Even though I love her, I can only keep a safe distance between myself and her.Once she crossed the threshold, I would run away in fright and seek Fa Hai's help.Unite with others, kill her sincere love for me, just because I am afraid that she will occupy my heart, and also occupy my territory, loving the person I love, and being loved by the person I love.She penetrated too deeply, was too decisive, and was too obsessed with self-forgetfulness. My knife was a punishment for her powerful occupation over the past few months.She tried to take my life, make my decisions, imprison me and destroy me, she was too much.Once I feel unsafe, I will definitely back off and sneer back.I love her more than I ever love myself. She was sad, and I was a little relieved.The relationship was finally balanced again. If you need to use a knife to ensure the balance of the relationship, I will still spare no effort to persist. Wield the sword of wisdom, cut the thread of love, and win the posthumous name of self-control. What happened later, the world knows better than I do. What Leifeng Pagoda fell, what West Lake dried up.Through various forms and methods, it has been sensationalized millions of times, but it is not enough.The most moving ones are always other people's fairy tales; the most curious ones are always other people's legends. As with all stories, there is nothing left to tell.It is nothing more than the wise see the wise and the benevolent see benevolence, the Taoist sees the Tao, the Buddhist thinks it is a Buddha, the child sees the wonder, the layman hunts for beauty, the woman is obsessed with love, and the man sees nothing.Every dynasty is different. At that time, Fahai told me that Suzhen will not come out, at least in my lifetime, I will not see her.I suddenly felt a surge of emotion, I couldn't contain it, and decided to do something to make the end of the story. I shaved my head, entered Jinshan Temple, and chanted Buddha to the lamp. Across the city from Suzhen who was crushed under the Leifeng Pagoda. People in the world cried and cried for us, moved, and praised us as a pair of butterflies, Shan Boyingtai. Only I know that I have finally found the most suitable distance in the relationship. I am safe.I'm turning passive into active. From then on, I can hide in the temple and miss her, miss her kindness thoroughly, her tenderness in every way, her charming charm, her panting in my ears, and her infinite moaning.Oh, my longing will not bring her any pain, and most importantly, it will not bring any restraint and disaster to myself.I'm not far or close to her, I can see it but not touch it, I don't have to be responsible for anything, I can attack or defend, remember or forget. Love adds weight to repeated thoughts again and again, while one's own mistakes are constantly diluted by memory in the mind.Gradually, I forgot that she was a snake demon.I only remember that my wife, a beautiful girl like a flower, was imprisoned at the bottom of the Leifeng Pagoda, and she would never be able to turn over again. The evil Fahai Bald Donkey was jealous of the true love in the world and the true love from generation to generation, forcing us to separate from each other, and taught us that we would never see each other again. . I sit and guard the golden mountain, waiting for the lady to come out of the tower. Oh, how much I love her! It was my luck to meet Suzhen. She made me a legend in the end too. I love how the story ends. Still some luck.