Chapter 25 Chapter 25 Big Wedding

In the morning Tingyi put the food in front of me and said respectfully: "Miss, the food is ready." I glanced at a table full of exquisite food, suddenly lost my appetite, waved my hand and said, "Take it down." The palace people were a little surprised and persuaded: "Miss, eat as much as you want." Instead of speaking, I walked to the vanity mirror, stared blankly at myself in the mirror, and suddenly asked, "Does Yunnu look like me?" How weird that I asked if she was like me, not if I was like her. Lv Chui, who was standing behind serving, was taken aback by my question, and asked: "Miss, is that the concubine brought back by the Twelfth Prince?"

I nodded. Then Lu Chuan replied with certainty: "How can she be compared with the graceful and luxurious young lady?" I was silent, and at this moment Hua Jianlei interjected, "She is naturally no match for Miss, but there are occasional similarities in the eyes between Liu Pan..." I looked back at her, and I was a little appreciative, she really has a good eye through experience.If you train him for a few more years, he will definitely become my very capable confidant. Shanshan came over and twirled the incense under my skirt, and asked with a smile, "Why did Miss Miss suddenly think of her?"

And I murmured like a dream: "Yeah... I just feel sorry for her... The more she resembles, the more painful she is..." In the morning, I went to Mei Xiayuan with the palace people to pick some fresh flowers, talking and laughing along the way was a lot of fun. I lowered my head to smell the fragrance of the lily in my arms, but unexpectedly felt a little nauseous, and quickly covered my mouth with an embroidered handkerchief and retched slightly. The palace people asked nervously, "Miss, are you feeling well?" I shook my head, "It's nothing serious." At this moment, Tingyi yelled as if suddenly remembering something, and said, "Miss, you might be pregnant..."

There was a faint movement in my heart, I turned my head and laughed and scolded: "Nonsense." However, when I turned around again, I saw the Twelve Princes staring blankly at me not far away. My smile froze at that moment. He was looking straight at me from the opposite side without any hesitation, his eyes were so deep and profound, and at the moment when time was about to freeze, he slowly stepped aside to make way for me. My heart awoke from the shock just now and it hurts faintly. Is he tacitly acquiescing that I am his father's concubine... I held up my composure, and walked forward step by step solemnly without squinting.

He lowered his head and bowed slightly, so he shouldn't be able to see my expression, but I was so nervous.I held my breath, just afraid that he would know the panic in my heart.My steps became heavier as I got closer and closer to him, and I didn't even know if I still had the strength to walk by his side... When I walked in front of him, his warm aroma that I have been familiar with since I was a child came over. I was in a trance for a moment, and my hand was loosened, and the white lily fell to the ground. The lily touched the ground and aroused the tangy aroma, which woke me up. Before I even had time to pick up the lily, I hurried forward.

Passing him, I panted heavily, and my eyes began to sore. I don't want, I don't want... to see the way you look down on me. "Slave!" His voice suddenly came from behind, like an explosion.I stopped but didn't dare to look back at him. But his voice slowly decreased again, "Slave... Madam, your flower has fallen..." I closed my eyes, and said in a calm tone: "Once the beautiful and pure flower falls and gets dirty, it will no longer be what it used to be, and it will no longer be lovable...so...it is not It's worth asking for..." There was no sound for a long time, so I simply left, but after I walked a few steps, his voice came, although it was very small and faint, I still heard it clearly.

He said: "So, what about the pure lilies in my heart?" It seemed to be asking me, more like asking himself. Across a layer of pear flower white gauze curtains, I half leaned on the small couch, with a thin silk handkerchief covering my wrist, and the imperial doctor opposite was taking my pulse through the silk handkerchief with a solemn expression. After a while, he moved his hand away and groaned. The palace people seemed more nervous than me, and asked eagerly: "Master Li, how is your condition?" Master Li bowed and replied: "My lady's qi and blood are not smooth, and her constitution is weak and cold, which leads to loss of appetite and indigestion..."

Shan Shan asked: "Your Majesty has a loss of appetite and is accompanied by vomiting, isn't it a mishap?" Master Li replied with certainty: "Indigestion can also lead to vomiting... and the pulse is fast and slippery in case of convulsions, and the pulse of the empress is slow and flat. The veteran has practiced medicine for more than 40 years, so he should not be able to make a wrong diagnosis..." It turns out that I'm not pregnant... I feel a little disappointed, but also a little rejoiced, it's really a complicated feeling. I got up and ordered Li Taiyi: "This matter must not be made public, do you understand?"

Doctor Li bent down and replied repeatedly: "That is, that is, I would like to obey my mother's order." I waved my hand and said, "Go down and get the reward." Doctor Li saluted me again and was taken down. Shanshan comforted me with a smile and said: "Miss is still young, she will be pregnant sooner or later..." I turned my head away, I was thinking...not this. Even if I really have a child, how much I will hate it, how much I hate it, how much I will use it, and how much I will really love it... The next morning I ate some small snacks, and Hua Splash smiled and said, "Miss's appetite has improved."

I put down the carved phoenix jade chopsticks, nodded my mouth with an embroidered handkerchief, and said lightly: "I heard that yesterday because I didn't eat anything, the imperial cooks who were in charge of the Jujiu Palace's meals were reprimanded for fighting. I don't want to eat any more from them today." It might be dead.” Hua Splash helped me up with tears and said, "This shows how much the Emperor loves Miss." I sneered lightly, thinking that this can only mean that their fate in the palace is not fate... At this time, Tingyi brought the clear perfume to rinse my mouth. I took a sip, and then spit it out into the peony copper basin that Lubui was holding.

I sighed and said, "Okay, let's just say that I am very satisfied with their meal today, and I will give you a reward." The palace people responded: "Miss Zhai has a kind heart." At this time, Jixiang entered the room and announced, "The concubine Shuxian is here." I was a little surprised, I didn't know what the purpose of Concubine Shuxian came to Jujiu Palace, so I said: "Please come in quickly." After a while, Concubine Shuxian walked in with Su'er and a few maids waiting for her. I saw her lower her body to salute me, thinking that since I was canonized as the imperial concubine, we have tried to avoid seeing each other as much as possible, but she came here on purpose today. What is the purpose of Jujiu Palace? I hastily pulled her up and said with a smile: "Why does the empress Xianfei have to do such a grand ceremony? Please sit down." She said "Thank you ma'am" and sat down opposite me. She took a sip of tea, and then greeted her: "I've wanted to visit the imperial concubine for a long time, but I just saw that the empress is working hard to serve the Holy Majesty, so I'm sorry to come and disturb you." "So the concubine Xian has nothing to go to the Three Treasures Hall? If you have anything to do, you can tell me directly. If I can help you, you will definitely not refuse." Concubine Shuxian smiled awkwardly, and said, "I really can't hide anything from my empress. Actually, it's not a big deal... I just wonder if my empress can condescend to preside over Zhuanmin's marriage..." I was slightly startled, presiding over the wedding for the twelve princes? Then I understood something, maybe Concubine Shuxian is not really sick, but came back to let him get married... The reason why she asked me to preside over the wedding is nothing more than wanting to break the Twelfth Prince's thoughts and to clear up our differences to the world That's all. But I don't blame her, she did nothing wrong...she's just a mother who loves her son dearly. After the twelve princes get married, they can become kings, have their own fiefdoms, and officially make contributions. I showed a happy look, "Ah, that's a happy event, I have no reason to refuse. Which family's lady is it?" Concubine Shuxian became happy and replied, "It's Zhuanmin's cousin, named Manyu, she is a docile and smart child." "That's really a good marriage." It's just that the woman named Yunnu is pitiful... Concubine Shuxian replied: "Who says it's not? It's not too much to say that the two of them were childhood sweethearts when they were young... I also asked Qin Tianjian to calculate the auspicious date, saying that the beginning of next month will be a good day." I nodded, "Then it seems that this palace has to prepare earlier, and I have to prepare a big gift for the twelve princes." "Then the concubine will thank the imperial concubine on behalf of Zhuanmin first." Seeing that her intention had been achieved, Concubine Shuxian sat for a while and left with an excuse. Shanshan inadvertently sighed, feeling helpless and regretful. I looked down at the few pieces of tea leaves that sank into the bottom of the cup and said in a low voice, "Shan, why sigh? He's not mine, so I shouldn't tie him by my side, should I? I should wish him happiness, shouldn't I?" ?” That day when I was in Meixiayuan, I was planning to pick some roses and go back to make tea, when suddenly someone came out from the flowers and pulled me to a hidden place among the flowers. I was startled, and immediately drew out the small dagger hidden in my waist, and reached the man's neck. The man was taken aback, and then smiled: "You are so cautious, it seems that it is not easy for someone who wants to assassinate you... If you despise you as a little girl, it will be him who will die without a place to bury you in the end..." It was Urang Hamo. I withdrew the dagger, but felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and said coldly: "The prince shouldn't come here... I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." He grabbed me who was about to get up, pressed my body lower, and whispered: "I came here to ask you something, Uji said you..." At this time, Hua Splash came to look for me, seeing that I was not there, she called around: "Miss, miss..." He was obviously relieved when the palace man called me "Miss", and instead of asking the question just now, he said, "I didn't believe it at first." I looked at him and asked calmly, "What do you want to ask?" He looked relaxed and said, "It's all nonsense." "Uki is right." He stared at me in surprise, but didn't react for a moment. "I am." I said slowly. His eyes widened, and his face began to turn pale, "I don't believe it...you lied to me." I didn't answer, just looked at him silently. "I don't believe...how could a woman as proud as you fall into the arms of the old man..." "He is the supreme emperor." His face turned paler, "So... so you said it voluntarily?" I let out a heavy breath, "It doesn't matter whether I am voluntary or not... What matters is who I am now. The prince should stop slamming like today. With your identity, you should pay more attention to your words and deeds..." As if feeling extremely humiliated, he clenched his fists tightly, but then slowly released them, bursting into laughter. "Haha, haha, what a concubine who thinks of me... Ha, you haven't come here for more than two months, and I was so nosy about worrying about you... The empress is so powerful, those guards are under your order The tone is very tight, which made me even more anxious. I took the risk to find you today, but I didn't expect to get such an answer... Haha, what a noble concubine..." My heart aches, why do you all hate me so much?It's not that I want to be this imperial concubine... I sighed, "Prince should be lucky, I have gained power today, and I will definitely worry about my previous friendship. It will do no harm to the prince, maybe I can..." "My lady's kindness, I appreciate it! It's just that even though I, Wulanghamu, am so humble, I know what to want and what not to want!" My heart trembled, did he mean to blame me for not knowing? We confronted each other like this, and finally he waved his hand angrily and grabbed a piece of rose. The thorns on the rose branch scraped his hand to blood, and he clasped his fist at me with such a bloody hand, "Farewell." I watched him gradually walk away, and sighed again gloomily. I stood up and walked out. Hua Splash saw me happily and said, "Miss, where have you been? The servant is worried about you..." "Oh, I think the flowers bloom better inside, so I'll go in and have a look." Hua Splash suddenly called out: "Ah, miss, your arm..." I turned my head to look, and there was a streak of blood red on my arm, probably he accidentally scratched me when he grabbed the rose just now... Although the rose is beautiful, its thorns really hurt people. I just accidentally scratched a line and it hurts so much, he should feel even more uncomfortable. I smiled lightly, "It doesn't matter." It started to rain on our way back, and we didn't care about it at first, but then it got bigger and bigger. Hua splashed tears and said with concern: "Miss, Qiu Yuhan, you go to the pavilion to sit first, and the maidservant will come to pick up the lady after she goes back to get the umbrella." After speaking, she ran out under the rain. I stood in the pavilion and watched the rain outside gradually change from needle-thin to bean-large, from sparse to thick, and I felt that the autumn rain was cold, so she herself was not afraid of being frozen?Just because I am the master and she is the slave. People's destinies are really different. At this time, a man in a light blue brocade suit also ran in to hide from the rain. When he arrived at the pavilion, he straightened up and wiped off the raindrops on his body, and then I saw his face clearly. It turned out to be the twelve princes. He was also obviously taken aback when he saw me. Such a sudden encounter caught us off guard, I hugged my body tightly as if I was cold in embarrassment, and he coughed uncomfortably. We turned our backs to each other, looking at the misty outside. A line of raindrops began to form a string, as if a curtain of white beads was flowing downward, isolating the outside scenery from the small pavilion. I remembered that when I was young, he would come to Xiaoyazhai to find me at this time. We sat in the outer hall and hugged each other, listening to the sound of the rainstorm washing the earth, and watching the rainwater pouring down from the eaves like bead curtains... Even if the raindrops splashed our clothes, Never felt cold. But what changed later... It's not just that I moved from Xiaoyazhai to Jujiu Palace, but also that the days of childhood sweethearts and cuddling each other are gone forever... "You shouldn't have agreed to my concubine's request..." His voice was so deep that it made me feel strange. "I have no reason to refuse." "Is it the same for my father?" My heart stabbed severely. "This has nothing to do with the twelve princes." "So? Even if I want to have a royal brother, why don't you tell me?" My body trembled, and I finally turned my head to look at him, looking at him with anger. "Twelve princes, you! You are unreasonable! I hate you, I hate your appearance..." Anger gradually turned into grievance, I couldn't speak anymore, I just wanted to escape from here, and rushed out regardless of the pouring rain outside. After just walking a few steps, the dress was drenched through, sticking wet and greasy to the body. Suddenly someone hugged me from behind, and I struggled, but he increased his strength and hugged me tightly in his arms. He buried himself in my neck, his voice was low, "I'm ashamed...I'm jealous..." My body was stiff there, his body temperature passed through the wet clothes, it was extremely hot. His arms are much thicker than I thought, and his chest is also much wider. Is this the Twelfth Prince... At this time, Hua Splash appeared with an umbrella, and saw us frozen in place. I woke up with a start, turned around, and only heard a "snap", and my hand hit him in the face. "Presumptuous!" I shouted. After I finished speaking, I pushed him away and ran out, ignoring Hua Splash and tears chasing after me. "Miss, Umbrella! Miss..." A few strands of hair fell down, wetly sticking to the cheeks, dripping water.The corner of the skirt has been splashed with mud and water, but I still ran until I lost all strength and turned into walking... As I walked, tears dripped down along the rainwater somehow. Suddenly my feet were caught by the corner of the long skirt, and I fell into the small puddle with a plop. I just fell into the puddle and didn't get up. I was silent for a long time, and suddenly burst into tears... The voice is so piercing and unpleasant, and it is a fragility and helplessness that has not been expressed for a long time. Hua Spianlei chased after me at this moment, seeing me in such a state that I was at a loss, "Miss, you are..." At this time, a woman's surprised voice came, "Nuxi, what's wrong with you..." Nu Xi, it's been a long time since anyone called me that... I looked up, and it was Ming Jieyu. She pulled me up, looked at me who was drenched all over, and said pitifully, "Oh, why are you in such a mess?" I was moved, just because of the phrase "Nu Xi", I threw myself into her arms, crying and said: "Sister, sister Jingshuang..." She didn't mind me getting her clothes wet, comforted me, and patted my back lightly, "Nuxi, I'm here, I'm here..." I changed into clean clothes, and when I came out, I found Ming Jieyu was making tea for me. When she saw me, she smiled back and said, "I'm sorry to let you wear my old clothes, because I haven't made any new clothes recently..." I shook my head, sat across from her, took a sip of tea, and slowly calmed down. She looked at me, but didn't ask me why I was crying, but said with a smile: "I haven't seen my sister for a few days, and she looks even more beautiful." I buried my head low, she should know about the matter between me and the emperor...but she still called me sister.I feel grateful for that. She still looked relaxed as usual, and jokingly said: "Thinking about the trick we both worshiped at the beginning, why does my sister not want to recognize me as a sister now?" "No..." I replied in a low voice, "Nuxi hasn't come to see my sister recently..." She grabbed my hand and shook her head, "Nuxi, don't say anything, I understand your difficulties. The imperial concubine is noble on the surface, but in reality only she knows how bitter she is. I am useless in the palace, and I can't help my sister. I can only try not to cause trouble to you, why would I blame you..." I lowered my head and didn't speak, but my heart was full of emotion. "However..." Her tone became a little serious, "Nuxi, your gaffe today makes people suspicious... It's also fortunate that it's raining heavily today, and it's fortunate that it was me who saw it... But such a thing Don't let it happen again, do you know how many pairs of eyes are staring at you..." I nodded. "I know that you are only fifteen years old now... But no matter how wronged you are, you must hold it in your heart. Remember, living in this palace is the most important thing, as long as you live, there is hope..." "Why...why do you treat me so well?" She smiled, "Do you believe me when I say it's fate? Just because of the song "Will Enter the Wine"..." "Just because of the song "Long Gan Xing"." We looked at each other and smiled. I looked around and found that although the layout was elegant and generous, it was rather crude. "My sister was wronged." "I am a concubine who has never been favored, and I am content with such a situation. And I don't know that although my sister has never visited me, she secretly told those servants that food and clothing are never less than me, Otherwise, how can I keep the peace I have now." I looked at her, suddenly my heart moved, and I blurted out: "Sister, I can make you favored by the emperor." She was taken aback for a moment, then shook her head, "Who doesn't know that my sister dotes on the crown of the harem, even if she is taken care of by her, what's the point of being favored by the emperor for a night or two? Back then, I felt sorry for myself and thought about my background Good-looking, good-looking, but it's a good-for-nothing body... But I gradually figured it out later, it's not a bad thing to live a life of leisure and contention like I am now..." I looked at her and thought she still had the right to choose, but I didn't even have the right to choose. She cheered up, "Stop talking about these things that bother you and me. We haven't played together for a long time. Today I play the guzheng and you play the pipa. How about it?" I got up and took the pipa, tried to dial it, and replied: "I haven't played it for a long time, I don't know if I'm rusty." She covered her mouth and smiled, "If you make a mistake, you will be punished with a glass of wine." We were joking with each other, reminding me of how I used to play and joke like this when I was a girl. I haven't had such fun in a long time. After dinner in the evening, I walked to the desk, and Hua Splash cleverly followed me to polish the ink for me. I raised my pen, and while I was drawing, I asked casually, "Hua Splash, what did you see today?" Hua Splash quickly shook his head and replied, "I didn't see anything." I suddenly raised my head and said with certainty: "You have seen everything." Huasplash lowered his head. I continued to paint, and said indifferently: "You will not forget what happened today, so remember what I said to you now. I have never done anything wrong to the Holy One. Everything is just someone's wishful thinking. " Maybe it's unfeeling to say this, but if I save myself, I'm saving him.Betrayal has never been about one person thinking about each other alone, but two people connecting with each other. Hua Splash replied with lowered brows, "Yes. The servant has made a note of it." I nodded, and after a while I breathed a sigh of relief and put away my pen, "The drawing is finished." I put the pen back on the shelf, handed the painting to Hua Splash and said: "I reward you." The painting depicts a beautiful woman admiring flowers, which is not unusual at all, but the woman covered her mouth with a flower stained with drops of water in her hand. Hua Splash took it and unfolded it for a look, his expression froze, he knelt down and kowtowed, "I would like to follow Miss's instruction." The day of the twelve princes' wedding was gloomy, but the happy smile of the bride was enough to dispel the blackness in the sky. The bride is wearing a festive bright red floor-length dress and a dazzling pearl hairpin and phoenix crown. She is as beautiful as a fairy. Standing with the twelve princes is really an enviable couple. The bride's face was slightly shy, while the twelve princes were relatively low-key, and they worshiped the heaven and the earth together in the joy of "A Hundred Years of Love". The queen turned her head and smiled and said to me, "They are both talented and beautiful." I smiled slightly in response. After all kinds of tedious etiquette, the bride was escorted into the bridal chamber by the palace lady, while the twelve princes stayed behind to toast each of them. He paid homage to the Empress Dowager, the Emperor, the Empress, and Concubine Shu Xian successively, and then came to me. I looked up at him who was dressed in red, a figure I was not familiar with, because he seldom wore a red robe on weekdays. I noticed a reddish mark on his right cheek from my long nails that day. He filled the glass and handed it to me. When I took it, our hands accidentally touched. His hand trembled slightly. I held the glass tightly so that it wouldn't fall. I sighed softly in my heart, but I drank the wine with a smile on my face, and blessed: "I wish you all happiness." He stared at me, drank another cup slowly, and said, "I also wish... Your Majesty... happiness forever..." With a smile on my face, I replied lightly: "Yes." He finally went to toast to others again, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief when I saw his figure. At this time, An Jieyu suddenly smiled flatteringly and said: "I heard that the imperial concubine grew up with the twelve princes when she was young, and now it seems that the relationship is really very good." Concubine Shuxian's face suddenly changed, and everyone present looked at us in surprise. I smiled, and replied calmly: "Finally, we read books together for a while when we were young. I have a good marriage, so I naturally hope that he will have a happy family." Jiao Jieyu took the opportunity to change the subject and said to Concubine Shuxian: "I heard that the bride is the cousin of the Twelfth Prince? That's really a kiss." Concubine Shuxian then said: "Exactly, Man Yu was often brought into the palace to see me when she was a child, and she and Zhuan Min also played very well, and when they grow up, they naturally fall in love with each other." So everyone nodded again and praised this good marriage. After a long time of excitement at the banquet, the crowd dispersed. An Jieyu followed behind and begged, "Mother, please forgive me, I didn't mean to say those words..." I was walking quickly, but suddenly stopped, turned my head and said bitterly: "Wuxin? What a Wuxin! One of your 'Wuxin' has brought me a lot of trouble." She wanted to make an excuse, so I sneered and said, "Did Jieyu complain that I have the dragon bed exclusively for you a few days ago?" An Jieyu was startled, and replied with a guilty conscience: "My concubine...no." I snorted, "Do you know what's going on in your mind? You can take care of yourself." An Jieyu trembled when she heard this, hugged my leg, and begged: "This concubine won't dare next time, Madam, please forgive this concubine this time..." She knows that she has offended me, so I don't need to do it myself. Naturally, the concubines who fawn on me will coldly squeeze her out. I pushed her away coldly, turned and walked away. An Jieyu's mournful voice came from behind, "Your Majesty, this concubine just accidentally said a word wrongly, are you treating this concubine like this...do you even disregard your past friendship..." I just hesitated for a moment, but quickly recovered my usual indifferent expression and continued to walk forward... I sat in front of the dressing mirror, and the emperor took off the jewelry one by one for me from behind, until finally my thick hair fell out. He stroked my hair, wrapped it around his fingers, put it on his lips and kissed it, "Your hair is so beautiful that I can't put it down." I turned around with a smile and said: "Then the concubine should cut off this strand of hair and let it accompany the king." "This hair is so lovable only when it grows on my concubine's body. What's the charm if it's cut off." Then he put his arms around me, just quietly, and sighed for a long time: "Youth is really enviable." I was shocked from the bottom of my heart, and said with a calm face: "Your Majesty is in the prime of his life, how can you say such a thing." He stared at me with his head down, guessing, and suddenly asked: "Do you feel wronged after following me, Nuxi?" Momentary trance.I…… I clenched my chest tightly, but slowly let go, "No... Your Majesty is very kind to my concubines, and my concubines are very happy..." The emperor's eyes became more affectionate, he hugged me tightly, and sighed: "My body is not as good as before, and I often feel tired... Living in this palace is also a bit boring, why don't we go to the southern suburbs together in a few days How about a few days of relaxation in the palace?" I nodded numbly, and replied, "It's all up to you, Your Majesty." (Yun slave) In the past few days, the Welfare Palace has become busy, with lights and festoons everywhere, beaming with joy. The twelve princes are getting married, and the bride is his uncle's cousin.Everyone said it was a good marriage. A few days before the big wedding, he still came to my place, but he didn't mention anything about the marriage. I was in his fiery arms, but gradually a feeling of sadness welled up in my heart. Why don't you tell me. I'd rather you tell me yourself. It rained heavily that day, and when he came back, he was soaked. I was taken aback, but I didn't ask any more questions. I just took care of him to put on clean clothes. When I buttoned the front of his neck for him, I found a long and thin scratch on his right cheek. Looking closely, his face seemed to be slightly red and swollen. I stretched out my hand to caress carefully, but he frowned and turned his head away. At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was so far away from him. I smiled awkwardly and asked, "What would you like to eat tonight? I'll ask the cook to make it." "Eat by yourself tonight, I won't come." I was stunned again, and forced a smile, "That's right...the prince has a lot to do..." Suddenly, I felt that I had slipped my words again, and hurriedly covered my mouth, busy, what are you busy with... Tears were already rolling in my eyes, but I couldn't hold back. There was a trace of unbearable in his eyes, he pulled me into his arms, kissed my forehead softly, "I'm sorry..." I forced a smile on my face, pulled out a smile and said, "I'm fine." I watched him leave, and suddenly collapsed on the ground, tears could not stop pouring down... It was a sleepless night, I don't know how many times I sighed in bed. That is the trace of a woman, who is it, is it the imperial concubine's well-maintained nails... No matter how good a woman is, she just became your father's concubine, do you still think about her and still feel pain for her? Then what am I... On the day of his wedding, I was unable to attend because of my humble status. Listening to the lively sound of blowing and beating outside, my room seemed even darker and deserted. I sighed, and told the maid who was waiting on me, "Go to bed, everyone." They lowered their eyebrows and retreated. I lay on the bed with my clothes on but couldn't fall asleep. The night was getting deeper, but in a daze, I heard the sound of someone opening the door, which brought a strong smell of alcohol. I was startled and got up in a hurry, but saw the Twelfth Prince standing beside the bed, the moonlight streaming in behind him, I couldn't see his expression, but I could vaguely see the dazzling red on his robe. He took off his shoes and socks, lay down with his back to me, and said in a low voice, "Go to sleep." I was taken aback, and lay down and leaned over, pressing my face tightly against his back. His smell of alcohol made me feel a little strange, and my hand caressed his back vaguely.If you come for me, please turn around and look at me, hug me... But he grabbed my free hand, just held it for a while, then let it go, "I'm tired." I trembled all over, tears fell down in clusters, it turned out that after all... I cried silently behind his back, and finally wiped away the tears. Instead of causing him such pain, I would rather speak out... I summoned up the courage to say, "Maybe she wasn't greedy for wealth, she just had a lot of worries... Maybe she gave up herself for others..." He turned his back and didn't speak for a long time. I got up to look at him, only to see that his eyes were closed, maybe he had just fallen asleep. I sighed and lay down again, when his deep words came. "I know." My eyes widen in disbelief, he knows?He knew she wasn't greedy for wealth, so why... "Just... I want to find a reason to hate her..." Such a sentence made my heart ache. It turns out that he just said that on purpose. It turns out that he has forgiven her in his heart... It turns out that the four words "greedy for wealth" are just to cover up his inability to extricate himself. an excuse. I smiled bitterly, so what I said just now should be superfluous. How ridiculous. Later, I accidentally met Mrs. Zheng, she looked at me indifferently, but she was not as arrogant as the ordinary rich lady, but the older maid beside her shouted: "Why don't you salute when you see Mrs. Zheng?!" I bowed down and greeted her. She looked at me coldly, didn't tell me to get up, but walked away. I was on my knees the whole time. But she walked a few steps, looked back at me, and said, "I really envy you." It turned out that she only knew that the Twelfth Prince came to my room most of the time, but she didn't know that I was just a substitute. At that time, my shoulders shook involuntarily, and I really wanted to laugh. Then I laughed, and finally laughed, laughing until tears came out...