Chapter 22 Chapter 22 The First Murder

He snorted disdainfully, "You guys here are very educated, and you are tied up in everything you do. It's not easy to brew emotions and have sour stomachs after the Chinese New Year." I laughed and knew that Ulang Hamu hated poetry very much. He said that those literati were extremely pedantic and brought disaster to the country and the people.But I don't think so. Their poverty, their pedantry, and the benevolence and loyalty they keep saying are exactly what the court needs.The imperial court does not want the people to talk too much about political affairs, so let those poems singing moon and praising flowers numb their thoughts and fill their lives.The court needs smart people, but it doesn't need too many smart people.Otherwise, if everyone becomes smart, how can the emperor rule his own world?

I said, "I've never seen a man dance before, can you show me your dance?" He didn't shirk after hearing this, and readily agreed. He asked Bileg to bring a matouqin, and Bileg sat cross-legged and began to play. Urang Hamu danced along with him, singing the lyrics: Gold cups and silver cups are filled with wine. Raise your hands above your head. Fried rice milk tea hand-steaked meat, Drink enough today. Friends friends please try, This wine is mellow and thick. Let us have a heart-to-heart bond and a long-lasting friendship, Spend spring and autumn together on this fertile grassland.

He danced a lot, but it was not ugly, giving people a rough and unrestrained cheerful feeling. Looking at Wulanghamu's enthusiastic face, I felt a little bit of admiration for him.Even in such an embarrassing and helpless situation, he can still be so optimistic and strong. I clapped my hands in response to his rhythm, and slowly I was able to sing along with him.I sang that cheerful ballad, and my depressed mood for many days gradually became cheerful. Wan Xia is finally about to give birth in October of her pregnancy. In the afternoon, I was called by Gong'e from Huanqing Palace, saying that her master was about to give birth.

I hurried over, and Tian Meiren was lying on the bed with disheveled hair moaning in pain, a little sweat dripped from her forehead and wet her hair. That Gong'e came to Tian Meiren's bedside and reported: "Master, Miss Nuxi is here." After hearing this, Wan Xia slightly opened her eyes and looked at me, and I hurried to her bed. She reached out and grabbed my arm with great effort, and I could feel her hand was wet and cold. "Nuxi, I'm so scared... Will I just die like this..." When I saw her suffering and helpless, I realized that she was only three years older than me and had to bear the pain of childbirth, and I felt some sympathy and pity for her in my heart.

I made a firm expression and said, "No. It's just that your first delivery will be more painful, just get over it." In fact, I don't know much about production, so these words are just a kind of encouragement, but Wanxia seems to believe me very much, showing a relieved expression after hearing my words. There might be another labor pain, and she yelled in pain. The midwife hurried over and opened her legs. I knew she was about to give birth. This scene was not something an unmarried woman like me should watch, so I was about to go out to avoid it, but I heard Wanxia's weak voice: "Nuxi , please, don't go..."

I turned my head and looked at her with difficulty. She also knew that her request was a little unreasonable. She explained: "I'm really afraid... As long as I have you, I will have the backbone, or I will wait in the next room. , my heart will be much more stable..." When she said this, she was already intermittent and out of breath. I finally reluctantly agreed.I went to the next room to wait, only to hear Wanxia's moaning in pain and the midwife repeatedly saying "work harder". Later, I heard the joyful voice of the midwife, "the head has come out", and then suddenly heard the clear cry of the baby.

I stood up and rushed in, only to find that a palace lady was holding a skinny monkey-like baby wrapped in a red cloth in her arms. Wanxia ignored the exhausted amount of strength after giving birth, but asked eagerly: "Is it the emperor concubine or the prince?" The maid held the baby in her arms and coaxed her, and replied with a smile: "Congratulations beauty, you are a little prince." After hearing this, Wan Xia sighed in relief, with a gratified expression on her face. At this time, the midwife yelled strangely: "Yo! Here's another one!" As she spoke, she dragged again, and pulled out another crying baby.

Another boy, and what's even weirder is that the two babies look exactly the same. The faces of all the people present did not change, and Wan Xia was stunned for a moment, she couldn't believe what happened before her eyes, and her face that was bloodless turned pale even more. Dragon and phoenix twins are considered a symbol of auspiciousness and wealth; while twins are considered the embodiment of ghosts. People are terrified of the same thing, and it is said that whichever family produces evil twins will have bad luck. Wan Xia's face changed again and again, and finally she shouted sharply: "Give me the child!"

The people present looked at each other in blank dismay, and no one knew which child she was talking about. Seeing that everyone was stunned, Tian Mei simply dragged herself up, grabbed a child closest to her, pressed him on the bed, stretched out her hands and grabbed his neck fiercely. The child's face turned from red to blue and then to purple, his little hands and legs struggled weakly, and then slowly became motionless. Wan Xia let go of her hand, hurriedly took a piece of clothing to wrap the suffocated baby, and temporarily threw the body deep under the bed.After doing all this, she glanced at everyone with sharp eyes, and said in a cold voice: "Go and tell the emperor that Tian Meiren has just given birth to a prince."

Only then did the crowd come to their senses, and hurriedly pretended that nothing had happened, and each got busy. Wan Xia looked at me, and I nodded to her in affirmation. Although I feel emotional, I still have to say that this is a very sensible thing that Wan Xia rarely does. The emperor came over, and seeing the newborn prince liked the newborn prince, he named him "Zhuan Ming" on the spot, and named Wan Xia "An Jieyu". When Wan Xia accepted the decree to thank her with joy, and when all the concubines looked at her with envious eyes, who would know that she had just given birth to a son, but died another son, and it was by her own hands Woolen cloth.

I asked Wan Xia, "How do you deal with those people?" Wan Xia replied: "I warned them to keep their tongues tight and sent them away with some money." I think, after all, he is a person with insufficient means.Although a little clever, but when it comes to the critical moment, he is not cruel enough, and it will be difficult to achieve great things in the end. I took a sip of tea and said lightly, "It's the living who always talk. Just don't do anything." Her expression changed, and she knew what I meant: Is a person who can kill his own son reluctant to kill a few servants? She replied with a little guilty conscience: "I want to accumulate some blessings for the newborn Ming'er..." I sneered and said, "Why does Jieyu believe this? Zhuanming's blessings are innate. With the sacrifice of his brothers' blood, Jieyu is still afraid that his life will not be hard in the future? Besides, if this matter is exposed , it’s not just that you and your children can’t survive, even your family will be ransacked and beheaded because of this kind of evil... You are a bully!” She couldn't help trembling when she heard my words, and the words escaped from her white lips: "I will do it..." I nodded slightly, and reminded me by the way: "Don't make it too obvious. It's best to give them some medicine to make them sick. There will be no doctor to treat them, and they will die naturally... No one will track you down." An Jieyu let out an "ah", then raised her head and asked me, "Nu Xi, is this your first time killing someone?" I looked at her strangely, and then replied sullenly, "I haven't killed anyone, never." She asked, "Then why are you so calm? Are you not afraid that their ghosts will come to you after death?" I was stunned for a moment, and then said sternly: "You killed people, not me. If An Jieyu's heart is soft, she doesn't have to listen to me. I can protect myself, but Jieyu has planted the bitter fruit by herself. " She was anxious, and said pitifully, "I didn't say no...ah." I laughed when I heard this, and smiled sincerely at her. She was a little taken aback, unable to figure out how my attitude could change so quickly. At this moment, the nanny came in holding Zhuan Ming, An Jieyu saw her child's expression relaxed immediately, and said softly to the nanny, "Give me a hug." Seeing An Jieyu holding Zhuan Ming's expression full of happiness and warmth, I couldn't help being taken aback.Maybe this is the mother. But when my eyes moved to the child who was just born a few days ago, I couldn't help frowning. So ugly, thin and small, with a dry body, and a blue-purple birthmark... Why is a newborn child so ugly?An Jieyu saw me looking at her child, thought I was interested, and asked with some pride: "Nuxi, do you want to hug him?" Before I could react, I shoved him into my arms. I was a little scared, a little overwhelmed, and even a little scared. An Jieyu smiled and directed me and said: "You see your arms are so stiffly bent, the child will feel uncomfortable, you should hold him like this..." She also gestured to me. I shifted unnaturally, the milky smell of the baby made me a little uncomfortable. It just so happened that Liu Jieyu came to see An Jieyu at this time, before anyone arrived, laughter came in first: "Oh, let me see the little prince." Then I saw Liu Jieyu dressed up and walked in in a bright outfit, and the three of them greeted each other when they entered the room. I watched Liu Jieyu staring at the little prince in my arms, and asked: "Liu Jieyu is also here to hug the child?" But I thought in my heart that if the little prince had an unfortunate accident, Liu Jieyu, you would be in big trouble. But I didn't expect Liu Jieyu to be smart and cautious after all, she subconsciously turned her hands away, and said with a calm smile: "Unfortunately, I saw a dead cat on the road yesterday. My little prince..." After hearing this, I made up my mind and said, "That's really unlucky, Jieyu may not be able to sleep for nearly a month when encountering such a thing, right?" Liu Jieyu didn't expect that the reason she made up was caught by me, and she felt like a dumb man eating coptis, so she could only say, "Exactly, I'm planning to report this matter to the respect room..." An Jieyu then said: "Then sister, you have to be more careful when you walk in the future. If you encounter something that shouldn't be touched, you will be the one who suffers in the end." Ever since Wan Xia was promoted from Tian Meiren to An Jieyu, not only could she be on an equal footing with Liu Jieyu and Jiao Jieyu, but she also gave birth to a son on her own, and her confidence became much stronger.Liu Jieyu had insulted her in the past, she dared not speak out when she was angry, but now that she has a high status, how could she miss the opportunity to ridicule her. Liu Jieyu's complexion changed when she heard this, but she soon calmed down again, and retorted: "I'm fine, but my sister also needs to take good care of the little prince, and don't touch anything that shouldn't be touched, or provoke anything that shouldn't be done." mess with people." An Jieyu was speechless for a moment, and I said calmly: "An Jieyu next time the emperor comes to visit the prince, you have to ask, you gave birth to the prince for the royal family, even the queen mother will say that you have done a great job, but you Who did you provoke?" An Jieyu immediately followed me and said, "Then what if the emperor asks me why I ask such a question?" I said: "Then you just tell the truth that it was Liu Jieyu who kindly reminded me." An Jieyu looked stunned, while Liu Jieyu's face turned pale.But she immediately changed her smiling face and said: "I am only concerned about the little prince. You have misunderstood me, and let outsiders who don't know know what I want to do to the little prince..." I immediately said to the sleeping little prince: "Little prince, did you hear that you still have a mother who cares about you? With her care, you will grow up in peace and stability..." Then I stared at Liu Jieyu, she could only say awkwardly: "The little prince will naturally live a long life." For some reason, I feel that Wu Langhamu looks more and more like King Quan Yu. In fact, I know they don't look like each other, but I still unconsciously overlap his shadow with that of King Quan Yu. Wulang Hamu turned around and rode up to me, and took hold of my horse rope. He said angrily, "What are you running? It will fall off in a while!" I just came back to my senses and grabbed the rein embarrassedly. He looked at me with strange eyes, so I had to find some topics to say: "How did you know Wu Ji?" "That girl didn't know the heights of heaven and earth, so she whipped and urged the horse fiercely if she didn't move away, but she startled the horse and fell off the horse herself. I happened to pass by and caught her, otherwise I would have broken her bones... " I joked: "So a hero came to save the beauty?" He smiled and replied: "Hero, I am. Saving the beauty, it's not even a question." I laughed and said, "Isn't Wu Ji a beauty? Your vision is quite high." He looked at me deeply, and said meaningfully: "Because I have seen more beautiful people, I don't think she is beautiful in comparison." I was slightly flushed by the ambiguous words and his serious and focused eyes on me. He gave me an inscrutable smile and said, "That person is my queen mother." I knew I had been teased by him, so I was ashamed and anxious, and gave him a look. He froze for a moment, and then stood side by side with me and lightly took me from the horse into his arms. I was on the same horse as him, startled, but instead of breaking free, I looked back at him with wide eyes. He said in a low voice, "We don't have so many taboos there. If a man likes a woman, he will hug her... Has something happened between us..." He leaned forward and I felt his face getting closer to mine. Then, unexpectedly, I closed my eyes.My heart was surprisingly calm, I wondered if his lips would be as soft as King Quan Yu's... But for a long time, nothing was printed on my lips, but his voice came suddenly and coldly, "Do you really care that much?" I slowly opened my eyes, and I met his angry eyes. He grabbed my wrist and said, "Who are you looking at?" I was hurt by his strength, he let me go, with some pain in his tone, "I'm not a substitute." My heart trembled, I lowered my head and whispered, "I'm sorry." In April, the pear blossoms in the palace bloomed again, clusters of snow-white pears were blown by the wind, and a large piece fell down, like snow drifting in winter. When the pear blossoms are in full bloom, it is the anniversary of my mother's death. I don't know where my mother was buried, but Shanshan said that after death, my mother's soul will definitely wander among the pear blossoms she loved most in her life, and she must be able to see it when she pays homage to her mother under the pear tree. I put on plain clothes with pear petal patterns and came under the tree, gently stroking the rough and mottled trunk, thinking to my mother, have you seen your daughter now?Have you been protecting Nu Xi? As if there was a real response, the wind blew, the branches trembled, and the pear blossoms fell. I stretched out my hand, and a few snow-white and crystal-clear petals fell in my hand. I was intoxicated by the beautiful scenery at this moment, but suddenly there was a light coughing sound from behind. I followed the sound, and it turned out that Eunuch Zhu was reminding me that the emperor in dark purple dragon robes also came here to enjoy the pear blossoms at some point. I hastily walked up to the emperor and bowed down. The emperor was taken aback for a moment, then told me to get up. Eunuch Zhu reminded again: "Miss, you have some pear petals on your head." I thought how indecent it would be in front of the emperor, so I quickly reached out and groped for the bun, and I picked off a few petals. After I was done, I smiled at the emperor foolishly. The emperor didn't say anything, but reached out and took out a white petal from my head. I didn't throw it away, but put it in my palm and held it thoughtfully. watch. The emperor didn't speak, so Eunuch Zhu and I could only accompany him in silence. After a long time, the emperor asked me: "Nuxi, do you know your mother's favorite flower?" I nodded and said, "It's pear blossoms. Others say my mother is as beautiful as pear blossoms." The emperor smiled slightly, "Your mother is more beautiful than pear blossoms... It's just that the pear tree needs soil to support it, but your mother... doesn't eat fireworks." I froze for a moment, not knowing what the emperor meant by this and how to answer. Fortunately, the emperor didn't continue to dwell on this issue, and just said: "You look better in simple and elegant clothes. You are still young, and wearing those bright red and green clothes will look tacky instead." After finishing speaking, he left, and Eunuch Zhu hurriedly bent down and followed behind. I bowed slightly respectfully and watched the emperor leave, thinking that today's emperor is less free and easy than before, and a little more sentimental, he must be thinking about my mother again. Such melancholy, even the emperor who is aloof can't get something. The Empress Dowager's sixty-sixth birthday is approaching. For this important day, all the princes and concubines gathered in the palace again, and the palace became lively again.Moreover, Prince Diji brought her own children and even grandchildren to celebrate her birthday. Of course, the prince can only bring his concubine and his sons and daughters into the palace. Don't look straight at the children with impure blood. When I stepped into the hall, the people who were greeting each other suddenly fell silent and looked at me.Especially those princes and concubines looked at me curiously, they must have heard about me, they must want to know whether the woman named Nu Xi looks as beautiful as the outside world said, so that With a humble status, he can sit in the top position. Then they secretly marveled that the rumors outside were true, and at the same time, several Wang Ji showed disdainful and indifferent expressions.But they couldn't help being envious of the exquisitely embroidered brocade robe I was wearing, the priceless suet hairpin on my head, and the Suzhou sirloin fan I was holding. They are just one of my many precious objects. This time Da Ji rarely came to the palace with her son-in-law and her two daughters and one son. It is said that the other daughter's future is because she has just given birth and is in confinement.The eldest son-in-law is indeed a beautiful man with a graceful demeanor and an extraordinary conversation, just like the legend. It can be seen that the emperor and empress did find such a beautiful and talented man for their daughter at that time. Excellent nobleman.Da Ji's other two daughters are very beautiful, with bright eyes, very similar to Da Ji.Daji's only son has a thin body due to excessive pampering, and his smile is a bit shy. Princess Yuanzang looks mediocre, but she is very kind.King Yuanzang had a deep relationship with her husband and wife. Although there were several other women, they were all concubines, so it turned out that King Yuanzang had only one concubine.Both King Yuanzang and Princess Wang are honest and honest people, but their son is very clever, and he can say a few words to make the Queen Mother laugh heartily, which is really touching. Princess Yuanzang chatted with me cordially, and said that she brought me some special products from her place.Maybe the gift is not very expensive, but I am really grateful for her kindness.The princess asked his son to come over. He was only one year younger than me. He looked me up and down and smiled and said to the princess, "Is this the beautiful sister my mother used to say?" I think he is really good at talking, but carefully After thinking about the title "sister", my heart felt a little guilty.I think that if I marry one of these princes in the future, then these children who are about the same age as me will all become my step-children, and it is a bit funny to think about it. When King Nanying saw me, his eyes were a little ambiguous, as if I was destined to marry him in the future, he exclaimed strangely: "Oh, it's really a girl's eighteenth change, and the person who marries you in the future will be blessed... ..." I knew he wasn't just referring to beauty, but also the supreme throne.But I sneered in my heart, why are you so sure that the future throne must belong to your eldest son?Because King Nanying loves to flirt, he has many concubines, and his concubine is just a title and not favored, so she looks a little taciturn.But what is surprising is that he let his concubine bear many children for him. Except for one or two who died young, now he has five legitimate children.This is exactly what the queen mother appreciated.I heard King Nanying look at the sons of King Yuanzang and reprimand his playful sons, saying: "Look at them, how much you can make the queen mother happy. Look at you, you know how to play! You are useless! Learn more in the future." !” His children promised, and after he finished scolding, they ran out to play again, causing Nanying Wang to shake his head again and again. On the contrary, Princess Quanyu, although she is virtuous and good at managing the family, has a good reputation, but what the queen mother is most dissatisfied with is that she has not given birth to any sons for the royal family.The Queen Mother held Wang Hao's hand half regretfully and half blamed and told Wang Hao about this matter, and Wang Hao often felt ashamed and couldn't lift her head.At this time, I couldn't help but feel wronged for her. How could she give birth to a child if his grandson didn't go to the princess' room?This time the concubine brought the eldest son born to the concubine of King Quan Yu. Because of her humble status, the child was adopted by the concubine as her son after birth.But I heard the Queen Mother say again earnestly: "The Ai family knows that you have difficulties, but you are not young, and it is even more difficult to have children. That's why the Ai family gave the fan child to the fourth child. Her character Dignified and young, the Ai family expects her to add incense to the fourth branch. You have to treat her well..." Princess Quan Yu's expression moved slightly, but she immediately lowered her head and replied softly: "Yes .” Empress Qingxun is pregnant, she looks like she has a big belly, and the son-in-law follows carefully behind her, always asking about her health and wellness, presumably her life after marriage is very happy, I am really happy for her. I walked outside the hall and saw the group of cousins ​​playing and laughing in the courtyard, having fun.We are about the same age, but they have the carefreeness of a child, but I feel very old. At this time, Daji's second daughter saw me and waved to me: "Nuxi, let's play hopscotch together." They all turned their heads to look at me, and I actually panicked for a moment. I said, "I can't play..." Yes, I can't play.No one has ever played this little girly game with me, and I don't know how to play it. Daji's second daughter came over and pulled me into them and said, "It's okay, just learn to play." A daughter of King Nanying snorted and said, "I don't play with concubines." After speaking, she left proudly. Daji's youngest daughter said: "Don't pay attention to her! Just relying on the purple light when she was born, she thinks she is a fairy. She is spoiled!" Unexpectedly, I didn't pay much attention to it. High heaven and earthly little girl, even if your father is afraid of the emperor's love for me and dare not despise me, why are you so open-minded. They taught me how to jump grid, and I learned it in a while, and had a lot of fun with them.At the last level, he simply rolled up his skirt and jumped up. I managed to jump to the last grid, and they cheered beside me.I was full of joy and complacency, and raised my head slightly to express my victory. Then I caught sight of King Quan Yu who was standing by the side watching at some point, and my heart skipped a beat. My body became a little stiff, and I quickly loosened the hem of the skirt with my hands, turned around and left with my head down. They didn't know why, and called me from behind, but I just wanted to leave quickly. Unexpectedly, King Quan Yu chased after me, and he passed me and stood in front of me. He panted slightly and said, "Why are you avoiding me?" I looked up at him, as if puzzled and surprised by his question.Shouldn't I avoid you?How do you want me to face you? He looked a little unnatural, but he handed me a pomegranate hairpin, "You dropped it." I didn't even notice that I dropped the hairpin while I was running in a panic. I thought helplessly, why do I always lose my composure in front of him? He seemed to be a little self-deprecating and said: "Just now when I saw you playing with those children, I realized that you are only fifteen years old, and you are still a child..." I am silent. He stared at me for a long time without speaking, then sighed and asked, "How are you doing?" I didn't answer, I couldn't say the simple word "good".I'm not doing well, very badly, every night when I'm lying on the cold bed, I'll think about it, I'm even wondering if you are lying on the same bed with your sister and talking boudoir words that are unique to husband and wife. He came closer to me, and I leaned my head against him.Everything is so natural, as if we are an old married couple who share weal and woe.It is still the smell of Chinan, which makes me feel at ease. He said, "It's really distressing that you are obedient." Then he searches my lips and I close my eyes and tiptoe to meet him. Maybe we don't have the status to kiss like this again, but I want to have it so much at this moment, so I don't care about anything. He said, "How cold your lips are..." I said, "As long as yours is hot it won't feel cold." So the kiss became more and more intense, sweet and bitter at the same time, melting me. On the second day, I overheard Emperor Qingxun arguing with King Quanyu in the imperial garden. I only heard Diji Qingxun say: "Brother, you shouldn't neglect her. The queen mother's will is enough to influence the decision of the father. Besides, even if you treat her like this, I haven't seen her tell the queen mother that you are not. I I don't understand, what are you dissatisfied with such a dignified and virtuous woman..." King Quan Yu said, "Qingxi, there are some things you don't understand." Qingxun Emperor Ji cried out and said, "I'm also married and about to have a baby. How can I not understand it. I only know that what you do is not good for you, Brother Huang. You really have to think about it. Besides, you are Man, no matter how you calculate it, you won't suffer..." I didn't listen to the words after that, but left silently. I sat on Qin Chunyuan's swing, thinking that what Qingxun Emperor Ji said was not unreasonable. I was thinking like this, when suddenly my swing was pushed from behind and swung high. I was startled, looked back in the air, and saw the smiling face of a man. It is the twelve princes. It's been a year since he left. He has grown a lot taller, making his body slimmer and taller than before; his skin is darker than before, but he is more masculine.He is heroic and graceful, facing the wind like a tree. Boys can change so much in a year.It seems like a mature man.Such thoughts made me suddenly feel that his smile was strange, I got off the swing in a panic, and even wondered if I should greet him. But he strode up to me, picked me up and spun around in circles. This is our childhood game.I turned around and couldn't stop giggling like when I was a child, and joy flooded my heart round and round.It turned out that he was still the Twelfth Prince, and he finally came back, and he has not changed. He hugged me around and around until I became dizzy, and I shouted: "Prince Twelve, put me down quickly." He just let go of me and looked down at me intently. I grabbed the smooth brocade clothes on his chest and said in tears: "Why didn't you tell me before you came back? You always do this, and you don't want to tell me when you leave..." He wiped my tears with a smile and said, "I'm back. Well, Nuxi, raise your head and let me take a good look at you." I looked up at him, and he said, "Nuxi has become more beautiful." I laughed through my tears and said, "Since when did you learn to be glib outside?" He pretended to be innocent and said, "I'm telling the truth." He said he really wanted to drink the tea I made, so I invited him to Xiaoyazhai.Along the way, I kept asking him about many things about being in the army outside the palace, and he told me the interesting things he saw and heard. When we arrived at Xiaoyazhai, I made him a cup of tea, and Shanshan brought melons and fruits for him. His demeanor is dignified and dignified, with a little less flamboyance and frivolity than when he was a teenager. I looked at him, got up, walked to him silently and sat down. I lean on him, just like I did when I was a child. He reached out and stroked my hair. His hands were much wider and thicker, but extremely gentle. My heart is like a calm lake with no waves. When I am with him, I don't have the nervous heartbeat like King Quan Yu, but it is very peaceful and natural. I noticed a small scar on his hand, and I asked, "Is it hard work in the army? You were born rich, so you could have worked less hard..." He replied: "This bit of suffering is nothing, what is suffering is..." The suffering of lovesickness. But he didn't say, he didn't embarrass me, and I couldn't help but appreciate his thoughtfulness. Summers are hot and dry. Because few people come to visit at noon, and there are only some female relatives waiting in Xiaoyazhai, so when I took a nap, I only wore a corset, underwear, and a transparent snow-white gauze. His belly was naked, and he fell asleep. Shanshan put a few pieces of ice in the room, which made the room much cooler. In my drowsy sleep, I was suddenly awakened by Shanshan, who said eagerly: "Miss, the emperor is here!" I panicked when I heard it, and quickly found a smock next to it and put it on. But before I finished dressing, the emperor had already strode in. He was taken aback when he saw my half-naked shoulders. I blushed a little, and it had nothing to do with the relationship between men and women. I always regarded him as my father, but I felt a little ashamed that I was disheveled. The emperor coughed and turned his back first. I took this opportunity to quickly put on my clothes. I packed it up, and then hurriedly greeted him. Like a child who made a mistake, I said, "I have lost my manners." He also said slightly reproachfully: "A noble woman must abide by the etiquette norms at all times, and she should always keep the etiquette in mind. You are too careless today." Seeing that I really blamed myself, he softened his tone and said, "But today is really hot, which is understandable..." He agreed to bring more ice cubes from the cellar. I made a cup of iced tea for the emperor, the emperor took a sip but didn't drink any more, he just said: "Bring some wine over here." I was a little surprised, but I thought that luckily I had prepared some old wines, so Huan Tingyi brought them over. The emperor took a sip of wine, looked at the squeaking cicadas outside the window and said, "It's always noisy at noon." I smiled in my heart, thinking: the mind is calm and cool, the emperor may be disturbed in his heart.But I didn't say anything, just said: "Then Nuxi, let the emperor play a piece of piano." I called the palace people to take the Qin from around the beam, and played a piece of "Flowing Water". The emperor half-closed his eyes and listened, his eyes were a little hazy, and said a word after a long time: "It's true that everyone is drunk without wine." Today is the Queen Mother's birthday. At night, the palace lit a lotus petal lamp, illuminating the main hall brightly. The descendants of the royal family, famous families, and noble officials in the imperial court had a good time drinking and talking, and wished the Queen Mother a long and boundless life. The dancers had just finished dancing the "Birthday Song", and King Qingling couldn't wait to ask the Twelfth Prince, "I heard that the Twelfth Brother met an old man outside the palace, and the old man taught you Ji Kang's Juequ. ?” Everyone looked at the twelve princes with anticipation in their eyes.Because everyone knows Ji Kanglin's sigh before his death: "It's gone now!".It is said that it has been extinct. Now that the Twelve Princes have obtained this true biography, I don't want to feast my ears. The Twelfth Prince nodded and said: "It is said that Ji Kang played the perfect song before his execution, and lamented that this song is perfect, but there is a young man who cut bamboo and remembered it in his heart when he heard it. He is a country farmer and doesn't know rhythm. , but he was predestined with this song, and he played it exactly when he returned home. But he also knew that this song was a gift from God. He accidentally spied on the Divine Comedy and dared not say anything. Since then, his family has passed it down from generation to generation. The first song has been passed down from generation to generation. As far as this old man is concerned, it has been handed down for thirty-three generations. But the old man has no children, and he can’t bear to lose this song. It just so happens that I saved his life. Pass this song on to me before you die, and hope that I will carry it on.” Everyone present nodded with emotion. The emperor ordered someone to fetch the guqin, and the twelve princes took orders to play it. I saw that he had tuned the strings and began to play calmly with his slender hands. Just listen to the tune of the qin, the lingering sound is like the sound of nature. After that, the sound of the qin becomes more and more high-spirited, like weeping and complaining, lingering and turning low, the lingering sound is long, and all listeners are moved by it. The Twelve Princes were achieved overnight, but we still seem to be immersed in the melodious music for a long time and cannot extricate ourselves. It took a long time for King Qingling to open his eyes and said, "Three days around the beam." Everyone applauded for the Twelfth Prince, he was so dazzling at that moment. The emperor applauded and said: "The emperor has made a great contribution to this divine comedy. Later, he will order the musicians to record the divine score for everyone to listen to." The Twelfth Prince showed dismay and replied honestly: "Before he died, the old man entrusted me in every possible way to pass it on in his family's generations, to show that it was God's will not to spread this song to outsiders. He didn't dare to violate God's will, and asked me to pass it on to one person per generation. " The emperor felt a little regretful, but he didn't dare to violate God's will, so he gave up the matter. At this time, Da Ji stared at me and said, "It would be even better to enjoy the dance after listening to the music. Nu Xi has been learning dance for six or seven years, why don't you let us see it?" I knew she must be doing it for the sake of King Qingling again, but he had already told me her thoughts first. Quan Yu, Wang Qingling, Wang Qingling, the twelve princes, etc. all set their sights on me, and I didn't refuse after thinking about it. I resigned from everyone and went to the back to dress up. I put on a pink dress that bloomed like a flower, embroidered with dewdrops of clear water hibiscus underneath, and a golden wreath hanging from my waist, and a string of bracelets made delicate and melodious sounds as I moved. 灯熄灭了，我出场，众人看见的是黑茫茫的一片，却能听见我脚下的铃铛声。 一盏莲花灯点亮了，然后是另一盏。 伶人们起奏。 曲子是众人耳熟能详的《春江花月夜》： 春江潮水连海平，海上明月共潮生。 滟滟随波千万里，何处春江无月明？ 江流宛转绕芳甸，月照花林皆似霰。 空里流霜不觉飞，汀上白沙看不见。 江天一色无纤尘，皎皎空中孤月轮。 江畔何人初见月？江月何年初照人？ The generations of life are endless, and Jiang Yue is only similar year after year. 不知江月待何人，但见长江送流水。 白云一片去悠悠，青枫浦上不胜愁。 谁家今夜扁舟子？何处相思明月楼？ 可怜楼上月徘徊，应照离人妆镜台。 玉户帘中卷不去，捣衣砧上拂还来。 At this time, we look at each other but don't hear each other, and I hope that the moonlight will shine on you. 鸿雁长飞光不度，鱼龙潜跃水成文。 昨夜闲潭梦落花，可怜春半不还家。 江水流春去欲尽，江潭落月复西斜。 斜月沉沉藏海雾，碣石潇湘无限路。 不知乘月几人归？落花摇情满江树。 我随着乐曲翩翩起舞，各种乐器时独鸣时齐发，时欢快时哀怨，而我也伴着节奏时快时慢，时妩媚时清雅。既要如牡丹盛开又要如荷花映水。 英英妙舞腰肢软。 章台柳、昭阳燕。 锦衣冠盖，绮堂筵会，是处千金争选。 顾香砌，丝管初调，倚轻风、佩环微颤。 乍入霓裳促遍。 逞盈盈、渐催檀板。 慢垂霞袖，急趋莲步，进退奇容千变。 算何止，倾国倾城，暂回眸、万人断肠。 用这样的诗句去描述这样的舞步，也许并不过分吧。 你坐在席上看着我舞蹈，我的心意又可否透过飞舞的纱袖传递给你…… 长袖翩翩，只为君舞而已。 因为今晚跳舞有些累了，我回到小雅斋就坐到梳妆镜前，想卸了妆早些睡觉。 我盯着铜镜中的自己，想起秋娘在我跳完舞说的话，她说：“那一刻你征服了所有男人的心。” 我微微一笑，我知道。可是我只要俘虏我心爱的男人的心就够了。 我正摘着珠钗，婷仪说皇上来了。 我有些吃惊，想皇上极少这么晚到小雅斋的，但是也没有时间多想，又重新把卸下的装束整理好，匆匆跑出去接驾。 皇上一身明黄色的龙袍进来了，我在远处甚至能闻到那浓郁的酒气。 皇上走路有些晃了，我急忙把他迎到椅子上。 我向婷仪使眼色，意思是让她端来一杯醒酒茶来。 婷仪领命而去，不一会儿端进来一杯冒有热气的茶。 我接了过去，感到杯壁不是很烫，应该是差不多好的。 皇上吐了一口酒气，向宫人们挥挥手说：“你们退下吧。” 宫人们领命鞠躬鱼贯而出。 我端起茶杯走近皇上，说：“茶热道刚刚好，皇上喝几口吧。” 皇上抬起头，眼神有些朦胧有些怪异。 他伸出手，我以为他要拿过茶杯，还把茶杯递近了一些，可没想到皇上却抓住了我的手，他有些迷茫地说：“朕第一次遇到你娘，她大约也是这样的年纪……那时朕还很年纪，还很年轻，跟她那么相配……” 然后他竟一把把我揽在怀里。 茶杯落地，裂成碎片，茶叶茶水也流淌了一地。 皇上声音有醉态又低沉地说：“朕不要茶，朕要你。” 我刹那间才明白了皇上的失态缘于什么，惊慌失措，本能地挣扎，要逃脱他的怀中。 皇上的力量却大得出奇，他站起身来，一步一步地稳重地把我抱到床榻上。 我的背刚碰触到床面，下面仿佛是烙红的铁板，让我的身体不停地颤抖起来。我拼命地想起身，想逃离。我知道床意味着什么。 皇上的沉重的身子覆了上来，把我重重地压在下面，无法挣脱。 我惊恐地说：“皇上，您喝醉了……喝醉了……放开奴兮……求求你，放开奴兮……”说到后面的几句我已经害怕得哭了，声音满是哭腔。 皇上的手却已经解开了我的前襟的蝶扣，手也伸到了里面。他吻着我的脖颈，声音嘶哑含混，“朕不放开你。十几年前，朕放开你的娘亲，让朕遗憾终身……朕不能再放你走……你这么美丽，你是朕的，是朕的！” 我用我最大的力气推着皇上，但是却被他抓住双手钳在上面，无法动弹。 他成熟老练地抚摸着我，但是我的身子僵硬，颤抖，不停地颤抖。 我拼尽全力的挣扎却更加激起了他的欲望，让他更是沉沉地压制住我。 酒气让我惊恐，却让他更加的激情。 他撕开了我的纱罩衣，解开了腰带，扯开了我的衣裙，脱下了我的亵衣束胸，将它们一件件抛向空中…… 我打着冷颤，口齿不清，只是喃喃地不停的说：“您是父亲，是父亲……” 他捂住我的嘴制止我说下去，看着我，眼神中只有沉沦的迷醉，“朕不是你的父亲！朕是一个男人，应该拥有一切的男人。奴兮，只有朕这样的天子才配得上你！” 然后他毅然地狠狠地把我身上最后一件遮盖物扯了下来。 在那撕心裂肺贯穿全身疼痛的一刻，一种凄厉的声音终于从我的喉咙间嘶吼出来： "No!" No……