Chapter 12 Chapter 12 Witch Gu

The struggle between me and Si Xiurong has lasted for more than a year, and the entanglement is either overt or covert.Not all of these are my advantages, and sometimes I suffer from hidden losses, which takes a lot of effort. If possible, I really don't want to be an enemy of such a person, but these seem to be out of my control. One mountain cannot contain two tigers. One of us is destined to suffer failure, and the consequences of failure will be huge and tragic. I was called by the Queen Mother that day. The Empress Dowager is pure in heart, and would never think of seeing me at all, so this trip made me a little nervous.

I came to the Shou'an Palace after a long absence, and met the Queen Mother in the majestic and solemn main hall. The palace was filled with smog, and the vermilion wooden steps looked a little cold and old. The palace people walked softly, for fear of making noise and punishing the Empress Dowager. I saw the empress dowager standing aloft, with a cold and proud expression, but also seemed to be secretly angry.Then I saw Si Xiurong standing next to me and beating the empress dowager's shoulder rhythmically. She didn't look at me, but I suddenly had a bad feeling. It seems that this time more or less good luck.

I took a few steps forward, and there was a slight creaking sound of wood behind me. I knelt down, and an incomparably crisp voice resounded through the hall, "Nuxi has met the empress dowager, the empress dowager is blessed and safe; the empress dowager Xiurong is auspicious." The queen mother didn't appreciate it, and snorted lightly. The Empress Dowager put on airs, and Si Xiurong didn't say a word, and I just knelt there upright. I knelt in such embarrassment for a cup of tea before the Queen Mother said coldly: "If you had treated Wu Ji with such respect, you wouldn't have suffered the pain you are in now."

I was shocked, Uki?The queen mother specially asked me to come here just for Wu Ji? Doesn't the Empress Dowager usually dislike Wu Ji's low status and speak sarcasticly to her? Wu Ji, such a jumping clown, I have never, nor bothered to take the initiative to provoke her!If it is true that I am disrespectful to her, it is because she is too self-sufficient and bullying too much! Si Xiurong, if you don't care about the queen who is the lord of the harem, why should you meddle in your own business?You see that the Queen Mother is dissatisfied with me, so you want to borrow the Queen Mother's hand...

The queen mother raised her eyebrows, "Why don't you speak? Are you not convinced?" A good guy doesn't suffer from immediate losses, so I became cruel and denied it: "I don't dare." Si Xiurong interjected at this moment: "Your Majesty, look at Nu Xi's livid face, is it clear that you are dissatisfied!" The Empress Dowager snorted coldly and walked down, Si Xiurong hurriedly stepped forward to support her. As I knelt, I could only see the bottom of the empress dowager's golden-red dress embroidered with countless flying phoenixes, big and small, approaching me gradually.

Her Majesty stopped in front of me. "Nuxi, listen up." "Yes." I pressed my head lower, my knees were already numb, but I still didn't dare to move. "Do you know your identity?" "Nuxi is an orphan girl with the heart of the Queen Mother. The emperor is so gracious and mighty that he brought Nuxi into the palace. Only then can Nuxi survive until now." "That's not all. Tell me, what's the difference between you and Shan Zhi?" My eyelashes fluttered a bit, and I replied, "Slavery is a concubine." The queen mother emphasized her tone, "It's a concubine, a humble concubine."

My body trembled a bit. The queen mother seemed very satisfied with the effect, she asked again: "Wu Ji is also a concubine, but do you know what is different between Wu Ji and you?" "Wu Ji is of royal blood, Nu Xi and Wu Ji can't compare..." "Okay! Well said! It seems that you are not ignorant, you committed the crime knowingly! No matter what happens to Wu Ji, the Ai family can reprimand her for being cold, and so can the emperor, but you slaves can't! She is still a lofty Empress! She is someone you cannot disobey, but only look up to! And you, what did you do with your humble body?! You have contradicted Wuji! If Si Xiurong hadn’t told Aijia The truth, I don’t know how you want to bully the royal children! Relying on the emperor’s favor, do you think you can fly on a branch and become a phoenix? Wrong, Ai’s family will tell you. You have violated the majesty of the royal family and separated Ai’s family and The emperor's mother-child relationship... like a mother, like a daughter... a lesson from the past, a guide to the future. Don't make the same mistakes as your mother, and it will end badly..."

I originally planned to listen quietly, but when I heard the Queen Mother humiliating my mother blindly, I burst into grief and anger, interrupted the Queen Mother, and replied stubbornly: "If it is Nuxi's fault, please don't blame the Queen Mother on Nuxi." The queen mother never thought that someone would refute her words, and she was stunned for a moment before she could react. Si Xiurong took the opportunity to drink: "Nuxi, don't be too ignorant! How dare you talk to the Queen Mother like this!" The Empress Dowager came to her senses at this moment and was furious, "Reverse, reverse! How dare you speak disrespectfully to the Ai family, which shows how you treat others! The Ai family has always hated your arrogant appearance! Come on, Take Nuxi to the Ai family! Shut up in the Buddhist hall for two days and think about your mistakes!"

I looked coldly at the furious Queen Mother and Si Xiurong who gloated at other people's misfortunes, and wanted to accuse them of crimes, so why did I have nothing to say? The Empress Dowager has long been dissatisfied with me for giving me a marriage and banning books, but this time it is just an excuse she made to kill my prestige! I waved away the servant who came forward to pull me away, "I will go by myself!" But he had no choice but to kneel for too long just now, and as soon as he stood upright, he immediately slumped on the ground. Si Xiurong smiled sweetly, "Miss Nuxi, you can't go anymore, let the servants take care of you. Why are you still standing there!"

After receiving the order, the group of servants surrounded me again and took me down almost roughly. I was wheeled into a cold, dark room, and immediately a mouse scurried into a corner hole. I looked around, only the Guanyin Bodhisattva was enshrined in the middle, and there was only one cushion on the ground for kneeling and worshiping.Although it is called a Buddhist hall, in my opinion, it is just a small prison. It seemed that Si Xiurong's triumphant and wanton laughter was still resounding in his ears... The queen mother blocked the news from the outside world, so the emperor didn't find out that I was under house arrest by the queen mother until he went to my Xiaoya Zhai the next day.

The emperor had to say a lot of pleading words to the queen mother before he took me out. At that time, I was shocked and frightened, cold and hungry, seeing the scene of the emperor, I couldn't say anything, I just held on tightly to the corner of the emperor's robe, unwilling to let go for a moment. The emperor looked at me lovingly, and personally carried me back to Xiao Ya Zhai. After this fright, I developed a low fever the next day. But at the age of eleven, I finally got rid of the emperor's most favored concubine and my greatest enemy—the mighty Si Xiurong, and pushed her into the eternal hell where she would never recover. (good) The day the little lady was summoned by the queen mother, I had a bad feeling in my heart. The Empress Dowager hated the little lady very much, and with the marriage and the banning of the book last time, she was even more dissatisfied with the little lady.It's just that due to the emperor's affection, he couldn't attack for a while. I asked the little lady to go today, but what did I catch?I was secretly worried. We wanted to go together, but the little lady refused. She said decisively: "If you go to one more person, you will implicate one more person. It is unnecessary." So I saw the little lady leave resolutely alone. Sure enough, at night, the little lady hadn't come back yet. In the meantime, a servant from the Shouan Palace came to inform that the young lady was left by the Queen Mother to stay overnight in the Longevity Palace. If it was someone else, this would be normal; but I know that the young lady has always been reluctant to get close to the queen mother, even if the queen mother refuses to accept her kindness, the young lady will definitely find an excuse to decline and will never stay there overnight. I sent Tingyi to Miss Shanzhi's Xiaoxun Xuan to inquire about news. I thought that Miss Shanzhi lived in Shou'an Palace, so maybe she could know something. But Tingyi came back and said disappointedly that Miss Shan Zhi didn't see her, and Gong'e next to Miss Shan Zhi was very cold, she just couldn't explain clearly. I was very anxious, for fear that the little lady would be wronged. Originally wanted to go to the emperor, but was dissuaded by Ruyi.She said that if the young lady is a blessing or a disaster, I don't know. If we recklessly approach the emperor, let's not disturb Shengjia, the most important thing is that we are afraid of causing unnecessary trouble to the young lady. I was secretly startled, I almost broke a big event. Majesty, we don't dare to interrupt without authorization, but I suddenly thought of someone again. Mr. Zhu. I found Eunuch Zhu overnight and told the story before and after. Eunuch Zhu's expression was dignified, and he was obviously concerned about the safety of the young lady. He said that it was too late today, and the emperor had already gone to bed.Only tomorrow he secretly persuaded the emperor to go to Xiao Ya Zhai, and when he saw that the young lady was not there, he would definitely check and ask me to report the matter of the young lady's overnight stay to the emperor truthfully.The emperor will definitely set up Shou'an Palace, and then the problem will be solved. I admired secretly, the little lady is very accurate in seeing people.Such a person has experience, can be calm and calm in the world, and the most important thing is that he is not a person who flatters people, stands by and watches from the sidelines. It's no wonder that the young lady threw so many rare jewels, calligraphy and painting antiques on him, it's all worth seeing today. I sincerely bowed, "Thank you, father-in-law." He pulled me up, and just said: "Thank you, there is no need. The old slave just admires Miss, and works under Miss, don't worry." On the second day, the emperor really came to Xiao Ya Zhai. Afterwards, as I told Eunuch Zhu, everything will come to fruition. When the little lady was carried back by the emperor, she didn't say a word.I know that although the little lady pretends to be strong, she is still a child after all. She must have been frightened when she was locked up in that damp and cold place full of rats and cockroaches. We helped the young lady take a bath and change clothes, and let her drink some porridge. She was in a trance, and when I touched her forehead, it was a little hot. We helped the little lady to the bed, and the little lady fell asleep immediately. After we are busy, we change the wet wipes on our foreheads every once in a while. The little lady looked very uncomfortable, and she was still talking nonsense vaguely. When the moon was on the branch at night, the young lady who had been asleep all of a sudden sat up, which startled me. "Go, ask where the emperor sleeps tonight?" I saw the skin on the young lady's lips, and looked at her suspiciously. Her lips and tongue were dry, and she repeated hoarsely: "Go!" I didn't dare to be negligent, so I sent Jixiang to the respect room to inquire. Jixiang came back and told the young lady that it was Si Xiurong. "It really is her..." An imperceptible sneer flashed in the eyes of the little lady. "Auspicious, you go to read Yi Gong and inform the emperor that Nuxi is seriously ill...call the emperor to come..." Jixiang took the order and left. I panicked, is the little lady in a coma?Although the young lady is not feeling well, she only has a low-grade fever, so she is not seriously ill... Besides, the emperor and Si Xiurong were happily together, and the young lady sent a message to bother him, will the emperor be very annoyed and angry at the young lady... "Miss, are you still disturbing Sheng Jia at such a late hour..." I hastily expressed my doubts to the young lady. The little lady's lips were pale, and her smile was even more breathtaking, "Do you think Si Xiurong will let us talk?" Sure enough, after a while, Jixiang came back with a dejected expression and replied: "This servant has neglected his duty... The palace servants of Nianyi Palace said that the emperor has already rested. The servant said that he has something important to report to the emperor, but they stopped him at the door. outside……" The little lady said, "It's none of your business," and then she lay down peacefully again and continued to sleep soundly. The next day, the young lady became seriously ill and developed a high fever. The imperial physician who made a diagnosis did not dare to neglect, and hurriedly reported to the emperor. The emperor came to Xiaoyazhai very early in the morning with an anxious expression on his face. Seeing the young lady's flushed face and unsteady breathing, he was furious: "It was fine yesterday, why is it so serious now! When did it start?!" I have never seen the emperor who has always been refined and prudent look so angry, he stammered and replied: "Since late last night..." The emperor slammed the teacup, "Then why didn't you get in touch with me last night? You useless slaves!" I hesitated again and again, and finally got the words out of my mouth: "I reported it to Nianyi Palace last night, but... just stopped..." The emperor finally had something to vent his anger on, "Come here! Call Si Xiurong over here!" Si Xiurong was brought here, and she must have heard about it a long time ago, knowing that she was inextricably involved, she looked terrified. The emperor didn't allow her to argue, and just kicked her over, "Bitch!" Si Xiurong has been favored all the year round, how have you ever seen such a posture? !Her body was kicked aside, but she immediately returned to her original position, only daring to kneel upright. She sobbed aggrievedly with a crying voice: "Why is the emperor so angry with the concubine? Even if the concubine is wrong, the emperor should not..." "You vicious woman! If anything happens to Nuxi, I will kill you!" Si Xiurong's face turned pale, but immediately recovered her expression, and said weepingly: "The king let the minister die, and the minister has to die. The death of the minister and concubine is a minor matter, but the minister and concubine still have a son and a daughter waiting for the minister and concubine to take care of. Your Majesty Do you just have the heart to see them lose their mothers at such a young age..." This has always been Si Xiurong's trump card, and the emperor would usually forgive Si Xiurong for the sake of the child, but today he used it in the wrong place. It's okay not to mention it, but mentioning it made the emperor even more angry, "You just see Nuxi and her mother bullying her! She has no mother, but I still have me! If there are any problems with her, how can I explain to her mother! Who dares to bully her, I will tell her to be divided into five horses!" Si Xiurong still wanted to defend herself, but the emperor was already impatient and asked someone to pull her down, "Degraded to be a superstar! You'd better stay in Nianyi Palace for a few days to reflect on yourself, and you are not allowed to come out without my order!" The emperor drove away Si Xiurong, and ran to the front of the little lady, very worried. The little lady's illness has not improved. Speaking of the reasons, on the one hand, the illness is gone like a thread, and on the other hand... the young lady never takes the soup prescribed by the imperial doctor, and always asks me to pour it out secretly every time. I'm very worried, I don't know what the little lady is doing this for, it's just that destroying my body so desperately makes me a little terrified. During this period, Xiao Yazhai couldn't stop visiting people. Not to mention the nine princes and twelve princes who are usually close friends with the young lady, as well as the harem concubines, Prince Diji, even the queen mother had to condescend to come to the little lady before her collapse to ask a symbolic question under the pressure of the emperor. The little lady has been ill for five days, and most of the time she fell asleep with a fever. The emperor came to make inspections every day, fed soup and medicine himself, and his thoughtfulness was astounding. The emperor angrily asked the imperial physician why the decoction did not work. The imperial physicians knelt down in unison, terrified, but they couldn't find any excuses. At this moment, Jingming came out of the queue, knelt down in front of the emperor, and said hesitantly: "I don't know if I should say something..." The emperor flicked his sleeves impatiently, "Say." "Miss is not seriously ill at first, but it still doesn't get better after taking the decoction like Miss, and the lingering illness may not be the real disease..." The emperor seemed to think of something, his brows moved slightly, "Go on." "There used to be an old woman in my slave's hometown. She was healthy and healthy, but she suddenly fell ill. She drank a lot of soup and medicine but it didn't work, until one day her son found a puppet from under his wife's bed..." The emperor suddenly realized, narrowed his eyes and asked, "You mean witches?" Jingming said nothing, expressing acquiescence. The emperor turned his head and asked Zhu Gonggong beside him: "Have you heard of similar things?" Eunuch Zhu replied respectfully: "I have heard a lot. Miss is favored by the emperor, but I don't know if she is hated by others in the palace. Miss is not seriously ill, but she didn't get better after taking decoction. There is indeed something strange... ..." Those imperial physicians were worried that they had no excuses, so they all agreed. The emperor slapped the table and stood up, "It's better to believe in something than nothing! Search the palace!" The next day the guards found a clay puppet from the courtyard of Nianyi Palace, which was the one that cursed the little lady. The court has been very taboo about witchcraft since ancient times, and Si Chongyi dared to engage in witchcraft to rebel the harem, no one could protect her. Besides, the distance between Si Chongyi and the little lady is obvious to all. It is not questionable that she cursed the little lady. The emperor threw Si Chongyi into the cold palace angrily, and Si Xiurong's love for more than ten years disappeared. Si Chongyi said "wronged" over and over again, but no one paid any attention. I vaguely thought of that arrogant woman with a coquettish smile, how many people flattered and flattered her in front of her; now, once she was convicted, thousands of people cast aside her. As if it really confirmed the Gu, since the puppet was destroyed, the little lady's health has really improved day by day. I looked at the expressionless young lady who was only on drinking the medicine, and I didn't know what she was thinking. Even when you are sick, you have to use it and get rid of it quickly. The little lady who tramples on her body is really terrible. I don't know if that puppet was really done by Si Chongyi, or the little lady... Isn't the little lady really afraid of ruining her own life? However, knocking the mountain and shaking the tiger, since then, no one in the palace dared to be an enemy of the young lady. (slave) I lay on the bed leisurely and drank bird's nest porridge with rock sugar. As night falls, there are cuckoo cries in the distance, calling "no return", "no return"... "What do you hear every day and night? The cuckoo sings blood and the ape mourns." No return, no return... Si Xiurong, no, Si Chongyi probably won't be able to get out of the cold palace for the rest of her life. I really hesitated for a long time when I pinched that little puppet. I didn't know if it offended ghosts and gods, and I didn't know if that kind of retribution would really happen to me... However, those who make big things don't care about small things, in order to achieve There is a corresponding price to be paid for the purpose, and I finally made up my mind. After the incident, Jingming advised me to kill them all, so as not to leave future troubles. But I turned him down. Si Chongyi committed such a taboo, but the emperor did not punish her with capital punishment. It can be seen that he still has a little affection for her; it is impossible for the emperor not to be sad in his anger. Salt, maybe it will get a reputation for being cruel and cruel. What's more, the former glory disappeared in a flash, and a person who was usually so flamboyant and proud must have died rather than die. Maybe death would be a kind of relief for her. Or, in my subconscious mind, I still can't bear to kill people after all. I can think about it this way, but other people may not have my calmness. The queen must have endured Si Chongyi for a long time. That day she asked the emperor to say that Si Xiurong played a witch and messed up the palace, so she should be punished with death penalty. The emperor showed resentment and contempt on his face, and he asked the queen: "You are the mother of a country, you should be generous and caring, but now you are making trouble, and you don't care about the feelings of two young children... What a femme fatale!" !” Then he waved his sleeves and walked away, not allowing the queen to explain for a moment. The queen lost face in front of everyone, and her complexion became extremely bad for a while. Si Chongyi has been in the cold palace for five days. She tried to die during the period, but I had already sent someone to let the aunt there take care of her, so she just kicked down the stool and wanted to commit suicide, but was found and rescued. Under my coercion, the aunt there was always in a state of panic, and she didn't dare to leave Si Chongyi's side for a moment, and Si Chongyi never had the chance to seek death. Shanshan was very emotional about this, she said: "Some people say that there is nothing more sad than death, but slaves see that the most miserable thing in life is that you want to die and can't..." I chuckled, "Shan, do you feel sorry for her?" Shanshan was busy defending: "No, Si Chongyi is usually very mean and mean, and many palace people are dissatisfied with her... It's just..." Shanshan's voice gradually quieted down, "I don't understand that Si Chongyi Yi just said a few bad things about the young lady, is it worth the young lady's going to war for her?" I didn't reply for a long time, and after a long time I said in a low voice: "She didn't just say bad things about me...she even humiliated me..." Shanshan blurted out: "Didn't she hit..." "Yes." My tone suddenly became serious, "She slapped you in the face. But if you hadn't blocked her, that slap would have been aimed at me! Such a person... can't be forgiven!" Shanshan couldn't help trembling after hearing my words. My tone softened, and I fell into Shanshan's arms like when I was a child, seeking a little comfort. "But, Shan, no matter what, I won't treat you like this. Even if you betray me one day, I won't..." Shanshan shed tears and hurriedly wiped them off. "Shanshan will not, no matter what, Shanshan will always stand by the little lady's side." I sometimes wonder, is it true that good will be rewarded with good, and evil will be rewarded with evil? My illness has been cured, but when I woke up that day, I found that there was darkness all around me. Is it still dark?My name is Shanshan. I heard someone's footsteps coming to my bed, "Miss, what's the matter?" "Why is it so dark? Light the candles." Shanshan was silent, but Tingyi exclaimed from the side: "Miss, it is daytime!" The Tai Hospital, which had just returned to calm, fell into chaos again. My sudden blindness caught the imperial doctors by surprise. Because I have neither trauma nor family precedent, so everything came so unbelievably. The imperial physicians had no symptoms to find, so they were unable to prescribe the right medicine. Finally, under the pressure of the emperor, they had to prescribe some ordinary prescriptions to improve eyesight and eyesight. My Xiaoya Zhai became bustling again, and there were many people who came to see the doctor, but I don't know how many of them are sincere. Until the emperor left in the evening, the crowd also surrounded him and left. I took the opportunity to ask Tingyi to invite Granny Yao to come, maybe she is the only one who can save me now. Maybe the news about my blindness has already been rumored, and the medicine mother seems to have known everything a long time ago, and she brought all the possible utensils with her. She spent a long time carefully examining me, taking pulse, observing complexion, examining fundus of eyes, and inquiring about diet. After a long time, she finally spoke in my expectation. Although I couldn't see her expression, I could hear the seriousness in her tone: "Miss, this illness is really strange...it doesn't seem to have any symptoms..." I am so disappointed. But Granny Yao went on to say: "Miss, don't be discouraged. I don't know if I should say something..." I was a little angry, "Does Granny Yao have anything to say about me? Besides, I'm already in this state, what else can I care about..." "Miss, your eyes...are different from ordinary people. Perhaps such a danger has been lurking for a long time, and the lady fell seriously ill a few days ago, and it must have been pulled out of the patient, which led to..." The people present were a little stunned when they heard Granny Yao's words, and I also felt that there was some truth to them. "Then what should we do?" Shanshan asked eagerly. Granny Yao pondered for a while, "I have to prescribe some prescriptions for clearing away fire and improving eyesight, and try it." Ten days later, the pharmacy of the mother-in-law did not show any signs of improvement after taking the medicine.The emperor seemed to be the most anxious, and he always found time to come several times a day, but each time he always got the same disappointing answer. To my own surprise, and almost everyone's surprise, I didn't cry or throw things wantonly to lose my temper. I just opened my empty eyes every day, looking at the vast darkness, and the coolness gradually spread in my heart , too heavy to linger. I don't know why God arranged such an ending for me in the end. If I knew this was the case earlier, then what would be the point of racking my brains and calculating everything I did before. Is this God's punishment for me?But if it refers to Si Chongyi's matter, then I don't regret it... It's just that I was lucky enough to win in this death-to-death battle. Could it be that there is something wrong... So why?Why did such a bad luck befall me, I was still so young. Xiao Ya Zhai became more and more heavy and depressing. Shan Shan and the others were very cautious in their speech, always avoiding the words "see", for fear of hurting my heart. All I can do now is to lie on the bed blankly every day, listen to the cheerful chirping of birds outside, and the sound of flowers blooming... The Twelfth Prince would always come over to talk to me in his free time, and he would tell me over and over again every day, Nu Xi, you will definitely get better. When he said this, he always squeezed my cold little hands tightly. Only then did I realize that the hands of the Twelfth Prince seem to have grown a lot compared to when I was a child, and the hard bones sometimes hurt my hands. It hurts, but I don't want to let go of this last consolation. It started to rain continuously yesterday and was able to stop for a while this morning. The Twelfth Prince came over and tried his best to persuade me to take a walk outside. After all, I have stayed in the house for nearly half a month and haven't gone out. He said: "The air after the rain is very good, refreshing, and always makes people feel better." Shanshan and the others also helped me out, persuading me to go out for a walk to relax. I just shook my head slightly. Seeing my refusal, the Twelfth Prince blurted out after looking for reasons: "There is a beautiful rainbow outside, it would be a pity not to see it..." Before the Twelfth Prince finished speaking, he stopped abruptly. He realized that he had said something wrong. He hastily explained: "No, I mean..." I felt his embarrassment, but it was hard to refuse his kindness, so I agreed. The Twelfth Prince took my hand and led me to walk ahead, and I followed him step by step. The air outside was as good as what the Twelfth Prince said, I couldn't help but took a deep breath, and that fresh breath entered my body, instantly dispelling the despair I had suppressed in my heart for a long time.But that sense of despair immediately came back, once again accumulating heavily in the depths of my heart. A gust of cool wind blew by, mixed with the faint fragrance. "Twelve princes, have you changed the incense? It smells so good." The Twelfth Prince replied: "No. Ah, it turns out that the lilies are blooming! I remember that they didn't bloom yesterday, slave, maybe they bloomed so beautifully because they knew you would come!" I know this is nothing more than what the Twelfth Prince said to make me happy, so I can only give him a faint smile. Then I thought it would be better to pick some fresh lilies and go back.These few days, Shanshan and the others may be almost out of breath. I know that I have caused them a lot of trouble, but I will not say thank you. This may be my best way of expressing it. The Twelfth Prince agreed to my request, but he was worried about me before leaving, and wanted to send me to the pavilion to rest for a while. However, I didn't want him to take care of me like a patient. Besides, Lily is not very far from here, so I decided to wait here. The Twelfth Prince couldn't hold back against me, so he said "I'll go and come back soon" and went to help me pick the flowers. I stood where I was and closed my eyes wearily. Originally, there was still a glimmer of hope for recovery, but now it seems that it is time to consider what happens after blindness. If you really can't see anything in the future, shouldn't you cut off your hair, wear rough clothes and light food, always accompany the blue lamp, and pray for the forgiveness of the Buddha? No, I wouldn't do that because that's not in my character. So what should I do... Just as I was thinking of this, someone pushed me hard on my back. I was defenseless and fell to the ground. The ground where it had just rained was wet and there was still water. As I fell to the ground, muddy water splashed on my face and my front was also wet. I instinctively shouted: "Who is it?!" The person who came didn't answer, but heard the person scornfully and coldly humming. I struggled to get up, but then I remembered that I couldn't see anything now. "Who the hell are you?" I asked again helplessly. Fortunately, the Twelfth Prince came back at this time, he helped me up, and reprimanded that person: "Zhaojiao, what are you doing?!" Only Emperor Zhaojiao responded viciously: "Retribution! This is your retribution! You have harmed my mother and concubine, and God will punish you!" Zhaojiao Diji, and Zhaojiao Diji, such a ignorant daughter, if it wasn't for you back then, your mother might not have ended up in the current situation. The twelve princes yelled at Emperor Zhaojiao: "Zhaojiao, why are you talking like that?! Apologize to Nuxi!" Emperor Zhaojiao sneered, "Why? She has no power to restrain the chicken now, what can she do to me?" "Emperor Ji Zhaojiao, you will regret it." I said word by word. She sneered and said, "It's ridiculous for a blind man to be so arrogant." Blind man, this sensitive word makes me shudder.It turns out that these two words have been avoided, feared, and panicked for many days. Zhaojiao Emperor Ji ignored me and left straight away, but her triumphant laughter echoed in my ears for a long, long time... Maybe what she said was right, but it was just empty talk that made people laugh, and now I don't even have the ability to fight back when I'm bullied. Blind man, huh, yes, I am a blind man now. But why is it so difficult to say such a simple word from my mouth... I can feel the dirty black muddy water flowing wetly from my hair, across my cheeks, and then slipping into the skirt of my clothes, how unrefined and embarrassing it is. Mother, you are in the spirit of heaven, have you seen what kind of suffering your daughter is enduring, please bless Nuxi... I went to the doctor in a hurry, and the emperor had to find a wizard to treat me. The sorcerer was ringing the bell and walking around my Xiaoyazhai in a serious manner, chanting something in his mouth, which was very noisy. Although I dismissed the wizard, deep down I had a glimmer of hope for him, hoping that he could find out something and cure my illness.This is the contradiction of human beings. After the wizard finished the inspection, he pretended to mutter deeply. The emperor asked anxiously: "How?" "There is a lot of resentment in this house, and the evil spirit enters the body, which hurts the young lady's precious body." The wizard analyzed it decently. Because Si Chongyi's witchcraft happened just a few days ago, everyone believed the wizard's words.Besides, he finally said a reason, which is much better than the faltering and procrastinating words of the imperial doctors. "Then how can we cure this evil disease?" the emperor asked again. "The little one just scanned and found that the resentment comes from the north. The best way now is for the young lady to move to the south to stay away from the bad luck." The emperor thought for a while, "Then free up the southernmost Qingjin Pavilion." The wizard stopped, "This resentment seems to be lingering and stubborn. I am afraid that the entire palace is not a suitable place for the young lady. It is best to move out of the palace temporarily. This is the best policy." "South outside the palace..." The emperor thought about whether there is a suitable residence near the palace. The queen thought about it first, "Isn't the Fourth Prince Quan Yu's mansion just happened to be located in the south of the palace?" The emperor agreed and said: "Exactly, so to speak, only his mansion is the most suitable." "Princess Quan Yu has always been known for her family management, she must be able to take good care of Nu Xi." Seeing that the emperor was still a little worried, the queen comforted him. "Well, Princess Quan Yu can be trusted. So let's make a decision first. If Nu Xi really likes you, I will definitely reward you very much." The emperor promised the wizard. The wizard quickly kowtowed to thank God. The next day I simply packed up my daily clothes and was about to go on the road. In fact, deep down in my heart, I have always cared about Si Chongyi's affairs, and during that period of time, I actually had the desire to escape from here.I just want to stay away from this sad place, no matter where, even the most hated King Quan Yu's mansion, I will not hesitate. Because the sorcerer said that people in the palace are inevitably more or less tainted with bad luck, Shanshan and the others cannot leave the palace with me. The palace people who served me were reluctant to part, especially Shanshan, who was tearful. She has been by my side since I was born. This time she is not by my side to take care of me. She is afraid that I will be wronged outside. Pay attention to your body and what you eat. The emperor personally sent me out of the palace, said many words of encouragement to me, and sent an imperial physician to accompany me. King Quan Yu and the princess came to pick me up in person. Princess Quan Yu swore in front of the emperor and queen that she would take good care of me and not let me suffer any grievances. So I rode in a gorgeous and spacious chariot, listening to the sound of horseshoes gradually moving away from the palace. As the carriage went further and further away, my sense of guilt became lighter and lighter, but the feeling of nostalgia gradually filled my heart. I have long regarded the imperial palace as my home, although there are no relatives of mine there. The now unconventional General Dan's Mansion is no longer my home since my mother died. On the contrary, I hate it because it carries all the misfortunes and pains of my childhood. After an unknown amount of time, the carriage stopped.Then came the voice of Princess Quan Yu: "Nu Xi, we are here. This is our home." The maid stretched out her hand to help me down. I habitually looked around, and of course it was dark. It is said that Prince Quanyu's mansion is built magnificently and the courtyard is decorated with wit and wit, but it's a pity that I didn't have the chance to see it. The servant girl carefully pulled me over the high threshold and helped me move forward little by little. Perhaps it was because I was wary of people in my bones, and I didn't believe in her guidance. Every time I took a step, I always had to explore it with my feet first, so I walked very slowly. After walking a few steps, my body was suddenly picked up by someone.